#inthelibraryrants✧.*

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every once in a while i remember about julie and the phantoms and i get angry at netflix not renewing for a new season, the cast was perfect, disney what are you waiting?

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i see all the girlies here on tumblr loving drew and im like "yeees you get me" but the second is someone else like a friend or someone i know in real life im like "mkay stop"

realest shit i’ve seen all day

cr: alexadorex on tiktok

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i've been looking for this specific series that was fwb with rafe, he's in a frat, they make an arrangement she will teach him how to really please a girl and know she's enjoying and he will help her be more confident in bed BUT I DON'T REMEMBER WHO WROTE IT and i know is someone i follow but i don't remember who 😭 pleaseee help if you guys know, im going insane

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i will take rafe liking a latina to my core, like it's so personal to me bc like omg im his type, a fictional character's type that im in love with. with the extra that she's a dark hair light skin latina LIKE ME

i think im going insane, bye im in need of SLEEP

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forehead kisses will forever make me lose my mind, like what do you mean you're kissing me like that just because.

im writing a one shot and rafe is giving a forehead kiss and im losing it hehe

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me with @zyafics hb:l and @ghostofwriting riding the edge there's so many more but at the moment those 2 are 50% of what my brain decides to think

when the fic was so good, you just sit and wish it was you there rn….

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obx season 4 talk (contains spoilers)

i need to say that i love finally getting to see rafe in a relationship because he's so different from his psycho self and i would've expected it to be that way but i just love finally seeing it canon.

plus i do have to say all the changes that he is having this season i won't just attribute them to the fact that he is in a relationship with sofia but also because ward is dead.

not having ward allowed him to just be him does that make sense? because he was so focused on making him proud he didn't care how much harm he could make i mean he killed peterkin, almost killed his own sister anywaaaaay redemption era arc i love to see it.

adding to all this i read someone in here saying pogue!rafe is just jj and kook!jj is just rafe and i agree and NOW THAT we know that jj was born a pogue just solidifies that they are so similar i do still believe rafe is a sociopath because yes he's being better now but i won't forget what he told barry about killing being an instinct and talking about barry where is this man? are we gonna see him again? or is he just gone with no explanation now that rafe wants to change?

anyways let's continue jj's family with a death curse i swear if this man dies i will sue jonas pate for it i swear i don't think i can survive, all of them like the core 4 now 6 and rafe can't die, they can't period. let's continueee i don't know if im crazy, i might have to rewatch i don't know if wes ever mentioned the name of the baby but i saw a tweet saying "baby jackson" was that the name? and i want to know how tf we landed on JJ being his name now, what's the other J stand for? i need to know more how he ended up with luke like A FREAKING FLASHBACK SCENE you know what i mean?

that stupid hollis and jj's biological father forgot the name of the man I KNOOOOOW they will be my headache just like that ruthie bitch, ooooh how i wanted to strangle her talk about not having a heart. all the kooks are so stupid i could rant about them FOR HOURS and about how disgusting they are and everything that's wrong with them, i don't know if kelce is short but in my head he's little and i've been rewatching the show since season one and i see him and i- no words that man is so annoying he's useless and topper bitch i love austin but topper? i don't know i get why they are there but at the same time they don't give much but the same problems over and over like please get creative they are support characters for rafe i know but give them something interesting.

now the preview for part 2, i think im going insane, is JJ's time to shine, i need answers like NOW i don't know if i can wait until november, but okay RAFE GOING WITH THE POGUES im losing my mind over that specifically, i need to see sarah and rafe like actual family, like sibling i don't know, i want more in depth of their mom and all that stuff please let there be a season 5 so we can get that information because it's been years and that has never stopped crossing my mind

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i need no interruptions because im in finals and my dad's aunt (she's like 60-70 i have no clue) came home because he asked her for help to cook bc my mom left a week ago on a trip with her siblings thins is she doesn't stop asking for things, i have stood up no jokes like 15 times in the last 20 minutes but she already knows where everything is 😭

im sorry if i sound like a bitch but i need to work and i CANT, my patience is on the edgeeee

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HEAR ME OUT, i just watched a tiktok of a guy dressed as jhonny bravo and immediately thought of specifically of frat!rafe and how he would 100% dress up like that idk if he would get super into it like the guy on the tiktok but i do like to think he would and it would be so funny

tiktok link!

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i literally want to cry i just finished watching suits and it was ONE OF THE BEST SHOWS TO EVER EXIST, took me like 3 months or less to watch it because i literally binged it ANYWAAAYS i will be writing for Harvey now that i now what happens with all of them but first i will finish college (2 weeks more) now what do i do? i really love suits 😭

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ALSO IT'S MY BIRTHDAY YAY, IM 22!

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it just hit me and i wish i could explain to people how i feel, and i feel like i shouldn't grieve but liam changed my life, he was more than his mistakes, he was a human being who always helped so much and gave much of what he needed, he was part of what shaped me and changed my world. im sure God allowed me to find one direction and become their fan because He knew they were going to help me get through the hardest times of my life. liam helped and was a ray of sunshine during pandemic it was one of the hardest years of my life and he made it better with his online concerts. i never knew him, he never knew me but it made my life so much better and happier. i grieve him i truly loved him and i hope he found peace and is resting and he can see how much we all loved him. knowing the guys are grieving him makes it hurt more, they knew him they understood what was growing up the way they did, i don't know how they are feeling, i wished i could hug them and make them feel okay and comfort them like they have comforted me for so long, i wish i could tell liam so much stuff and to help him like he helped us in ways he was never able to see.

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don't get me started on this i think i can literally write a 100 page essay on them and their sibling dynamic, i feel for rafe and is not to be an apologist like im not gonna go deep into this but it's not a reciprocate sibling relationship im gonna shut up because i can talk about this for HOURS

One thing that it's super tragic to me about the Cameron siblings is that I don't think there's anything Sarah could do that Rafe wouldn't forgive her for. But there are many things Rafe could do that Sarah would not forgive him for.

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i want to write a fanfic for rafe and im creating the timeline and i almost lose i, i made it work for the relationship and some important plot twist but i will go insane when i actually have to put it with dates because this girl will use a CALENDAR to get it right

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rafe better not die in pt2 or im suing the pate's i swear

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today is writing day! i just need to finish writing THE LAST part of my thesis can you believe it? im finally done with that