#interactions keep me alive

[lotus-pear]

dazai stop rizzing up the enemy challenge go!!

[naamahdarling]

Augh

[itsalmostavengers]

I checked my ao3 stats for the first time in like two years the other day and it fucking blew me away. 2.6 million people have read my stuff over the years. And I’m not saying this to brag I’m saying this because at my most quote-unquote-famous or whatever I was like 17. And so unwell. my confidence was completely non-existent and I truly deeply believed I had nothing worthwhile to provide the world whatsoever. And then I’d post a fic and it would always be this one shining beacon of happiness where for a few days I’d read you guys’ comments and I’d feel like I was worth something. And seeing that figure now - once again at a very very difficult time in my life - is just insane. 2.6 million. That’s an insane number. What. It’s a crazy thing to see with such startling clarity the depths of my mental illness and like. Self-worth issues I guess because to this day when I proof my own works I simply cannot fathom why anyone would be compelled by it. And then that figure is just there giving me some side-eye and I’m like. Huh. So it really IS all in your head then lol.

[ameliathetadclover]

@willowthefoxxo @teanster123 @yunfox00 @urielmorningstaristired @i-will-kill-your-entire-family @sunifixation (when u get back 😭) @stupidloafofbread @justawasteoftime1122 @kira-the-kiwi-morningstar @zoerislovely @speakofthedebbie @biggesthuskersimp589

[infinitelyweary]

Has anyone endlessly dissected Armand's subtle Marius shade yet

[natsucujoh]

When the ship has 10 fanfics on AO3<<<<<<<<<<

[qsmprambling]

Imagine Egg A1 still has one life left, and it somehow manages to escape the facility... It is being followed by mobs, by Federation employees, being hurt by the poison ivy and other environmental threats, but it keeps running, because what other choice is there? That parkour course was a trick after all, the last block was a fake, it was never meant to pass that test in the first place.

So it keeps running, but the Federation workers are getting closer. It won't be able to avoid them forever...

But then it bursts through some bushes and comes face to face with someone new - and it's Bad, out building or exploring or just wandering alone. A1 is immediately afraid, of course. It is a stranger, a very visually striking stranger, the complete opposite of the pure white and featureless employees of the Federation. But there are people close behind, and it knows what will happen to it if it is caught, so... It has no choice but to try. It has no way to communicate, no signs or books, so it simply rushes to hide behind him and hopes he understands, and that he is willing to help...

And Bad, for his part, well.. he's an extremely cautious and paranoid person, and this is just an incredibly confusing and unexpected situation to be in. An unknown egg appeared out of nowhere and is hiding behind him, he can see Federation employees in the distance that are clearly looking for something... He knows that the code has been disguising itself as eggs, and that the strange egg in front of him with no marks, no distinguishing features, an egg that he has never seen before, could easily be the code monster preparing to attack at any moment...

But there is absolutely no way Bad could ever look at an egg in distress and not try to help it, even knowing it could be a trap.

So he quickly digs a shallow hole and pushes the mysterious egg into it, covering it up just in time, and when the employees throw him a book asking if he had seen anything, he lies effortlessly, he complains about nonsense, he asks them where the Ekea is and is as annoying as he can be, until they leave.

And now they're alone... just Bad an this mystery egg in the middle of the woods, A1 too afraid to leave the hole even when Bad tries to coax it out. He gives it food and tries his best to comfort it, to tell it everything is okay and that the pursuers are gone. He gives it some signs and a book, trying to see if it will write anything to him or answer any of his questions, but he gets no reply. A1 is just too afraid to even attempt to answer, and Bad doesn't even know if it understands him. He tries what few words he does know of the other languages, and still no response.

What should he do? As much as the image of a tiny, terrified egg makes him want to do all he can for it he also needs to be safe. He can't bring it home, because if it is a code there is no way he is bringing it anywhere near Dapper. Should he call someone else for help, or would that draw too much attention? Would it even be safe for him or the egg to let anyone know right now? And was this egg dangerous, or harmless and in need of protection? He wouldn't abandon it regardless but...

What now?

[joshhutchersonseggsalad]

its so cool logging on tumblr seeing notifications + posts from thee clapton davis

god i love this pookie shmook 🩵🛹

[dopepoisonivyoncrack]

My dash is 🔥alive🔥!!! Gods, I have so many things to talk about in TYBW Part 3 I won't be able to shut up. So many amazing moments! And so, so, so many gifs to make!

Non-Bleach followers no worries though, I am diligent in tagging my Bleach stuff and it will include #bleach tybw part 3 that can be filtered out. Additional tags will be announced when its time.

This is also a good time to remind quincy fans that there is a dedicated discord server administred by yours truly and a friend > link

Update! I'm sorry, I accidentally linked another server but I fixed it now.

[datastate]

i keep finding reminders of how i used to act/type a few years ago and i shrivel up. and die.

[newtmasficlist]

oh hi i'm back

i'm pondering the idea of possibly recruiting help with this blog as i believe it is only me (@ssangster) back again attempting to keep this up n running! if you think this is something you'd be interesting in send me a message (@ssangster) for details :) happy reading!

[tricksterringmaster]

went to check what i have in drafts, effervescent

[buttercupshands]

I just managed to get off mha hyperfixation

And now it's happening again... Oh no

Helps with upcoming MHUI LoV event tho, it was a long time since last one happened I wonder what would happen in a new filler story part

Basically this and couple of pages of mid-final arc chapters + recent episode and next one being The Dabi episode was just too much not to get excited again

But! Important thing - I need to reread the last arc before I make anything new, if possible without finishing it to the 419 chapter and everything after, it took 2 months to really recover from the damage that chapter did

Anyway am I ready for the new event? Kinda! Do I have enough gems to get new Tomura? No! I'm not sure he'll even show up this time, because other ones were and still are really stubborn

Also Steampunk recruit took like 120 pulls in a step-up recruit and in the usual one combined

Not the best time to get LoV involved, it's cruel even

Also that one part of the page I added at the beginning was so interesting to look at and them I joked about 236 being similar. The only good thing with final arc being over is that I can say that Izuku didn't draw the parallel of seeing everyone hurt and seeing Tenko react on Mon's death

Understandable why, but it's funny to just look at them and be like, "wow Horikoshi traumatized them both"

[beneathsilverstars]

oh my god it's 1am but i'm so hyped up on special interest

[ichabodcranemills]

nope, I'm done. I moved past the need for ship drama. I was here for markhelly when there was like 5 of us, I will simply look the other way

[indiegame]

im not ready for work drama all week. again.