#instead i feel like a complete outsider thats just an inconvenience and destined to be alone
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#im so tired all the time recently and god i just want to sleep and pretend i dont exist for a bit#im tired of my family im tired of myself#hate that im falling into another pit of self loathing and thinking im not good enough at everything i do#hate that im falling away from the conversations with the few friends i have#hate that i dont feel worthy enough to even have friends and god i hate how much of a burden i am to then#i wish i could just be happy and normal and spread love and make friends#instead i feel like a complete outsider thats just an inconvenience and destined to be alone#sorry for this to the maybe two people that see this ane care about me#god i truly hate myself more than anything else in the world#on top of that nothing brings me joy anymore and i could just cry#giffing used to bring me joy but why bother when you know no one cares#and i hate that im in this mindset i should just do it cause its fun#but to literally see everyone else being friends and knowing i could never#what even is the point#god i fucking hate how selfish and pathetic and worthless i am#i shouldn't even post this i know ill feel even worse and exposed and vulnerable when i do#but where do you go when you have no wnere else to turn to#god someone just tell me to stfu and delete already so ill just never bother anyone again#my self loathing is so selfish and i hate myself so much for it#just ignore this and feel free to unfollow im sorry for bothering you#tbd
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