#insidethoughts

[withinthebrain]

The way you called her babe in the middle of the game and I turned to answer just to realize it was her you were talking to this time.

[termagax]

hes so moe to me i need him whimpering and other stuff that i typed out here and then got embarrassed about a nd deleted #privacycore #insidethoughts

[illtemperedd]

I feel like sometimes my head spins in itself and down the rabbit hole I go.. and sometimes my brain just floats around in that chaos and I drown… and I get so engulfed in this mess that my body just follows… and there’s no way out…

#insidethoughts #feelings

[insidethougths]

"Whether you understand someone or not depends on whether or not you see the one centimeter others don't see."

-Salon de Nabi

-🖌Castiel

[online4journaling]

i’m always afraid ima like someone with side hoes and be lonely af while they have many to help them fill their needs.

[jhababy]

I want Tropical smoothie but I also don't want to spend money so there's that

[meganutriland]

The beautiful thing to say sorry, brilliant advice to let others how deeply we can be apologetic about things we did and we all need to receive the same kind respect. #apologies #sorry #breakupquotes #lovestory #tobehonest #relatable #apologize #insidelife #lovelife #reailtyoflife #listencarefully #newchapter #nobreakupthoughs #love #insidethoughts #halalmemes #youandkarma #amazingsayings #lovestories #voiceofmyheart #forgiveness #apology #womenempowerment #thegoodquote #storytime #lovequotes https://www.instagram.com/p/Cpar8T0sTQG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[iamlessofyou]

I’ve been through

01.06.23

As what I reminisced those times that I’ve been through, on how those different emotions that spined my whole body. The more than two months on dealing and waiting to be accomplished everything. I give up everything in order to pursue the dreams that I have been praying for. On how much struggles every single day and nights that made me insane as in honestly. I also lost weight because of thinking about the outcomes gradually. That I felt sorry for myself and started to question, if I did the right decisions on wanting for more than I could ever imagine. The goals that I think out of my league, just so you know I’m not that well off enough to cater all the expenses. How much money to withdrawn before leaving here. Those secret tears almost every night inside here in my room that no one knows of what I’ve been through so far. The pain deep inside of my whole body, like you wish sometimes to just disappear for a while to release those emotions that keep on bagging inside of me. The feelings that I don’t want to feel again coz it hurts so bad. You can’t even eat well nor sleep well because of the thoughts keep on repeating that I can’t even control it. Last year was the most excruciating experience that I’ve been through so far. My mind was so preoccupied almost everyday that's why I always wanted to go out with friends to divert my thoughts but at the end of the day I still feel lost in pain again. Yes, I admit it I sometimes I lose hope coz I really don’t know until when will stop it. I don’t know how to deal the torment anymore, like I’m stack up and can’t move on to the next, if you knew what I mean.

When you were in a real situation you thought you’re prepared for all the outcomes what will bring yet in reality, you were just clueless of what’s going on. No one would ever understand the feelings that you are suffering, how disappointed you are to yourself almost everyday, because of making another big decision for your future. Sorry if this is what I want like since then He gave me this kind of mindset to follow my dreams no matter what and not to settle for less. Coz time goes by little by little. Like I think I am different from my friends the way I picture out my life coz they don’t have the same as mine. I know I'm too ambitious just like most of everyone says to me, and I can’t blame. This is me: I can’t change the way I vision myself so far enough to control it. 

I tried to find some funny videos just to feel how to be happy again, I wanted to hear the sound of my laughter again the genuine laughter. I forgot to smile to myself honestly to the point I let myself starved even though I’m hungry because I don’t have an appetite. I let to consume my emotions that turns out I don’t care myself anymore. I feel so bad and guilty for my body that most of them notice it. How my features change every time I showed up to them for only two months of being away. 

[the-archangels-scribe-0011]

What kind of writer am I?

Hello, and welcome to my inside thoughts.

simple introduction: hi, my name is Blossom and I am a new creator on Wattpad. I have just started on my journey to write and publish my work for outside feedback.

The genres I like to write are romance and fantasy. The sub-genres that I like to write about connecting to romance are mafia, royal, and wealth type romance stories.

I myself am a very logic based writer heavily focused on the details in my stories.

I love editing other peoples writing. But I find it hard to edit my own because of my ADHD which makes it hard for me to see my own personal errors but I am still able to find others errors really easily.

End note:

Please if you need help with any sort of editing DM, I am free to help and cost nothing. Plus I am always looking for a writing friend.

To find me on other social media sites and my wattpad please look at my previous posts.

Thank you for reading my inside thoughts.

[jollyfoxy-blog]

JURASSIC PARK nyc version oh huh 😂 How could I miss an opportunity to sit on something that reminds of an animal, pretending to ride it? 🐎 Actually, when I was little, me and my parents went to Crimea for a trip and stayed there for 2 weeks or so and there was a big funky sculpture of some animal made of concrete. And I would just sit on it for hours, say things or walk around, get on and off, sometimes on a head (it was enormous), sometimes on the back, flowing somewhere in my imagination, thinking of battling in great wars and leading great armies, of saving that animal or handling it...the power of imagination was FAR stronger than it is now. . . . . . . . . #dinosaur #JurassicPark #story #imagination #blog #vlog #eveningthoughts #nyc #nycblogger #parkflushing #queenspark #fantasy #storytelling #blogpost #insidethoughts #usefulpost #learnyourself (at Queens, New York)

[insidethougths]

"Be proud of all your small victories. Life doesn't have to be all about getting first place every time, or always being the best, a win is still a win, no matter how small."

- Honeyymistt

- Illustration: nalina_day

[brittaye93-blog]

She asked if it was all a lie,

And I couldn't help but answer;

"Silly girl, my love was never a lie. You just couldn't look in the mirror and tell yourself the same thing."

[marionbear]

My love for you was as deep as an ocean

But as the sun shined on it more,

It evaporated into the clouds

Waiting to fall again,

Somewhere new.

— M.B.

[themiddlemist-ink]

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[happilywaywardhermoine]

People ask how you are and expect you to say you're okay and that everything is alright.The truth is I don't know when was the last time I was.You couldn't tell them that though they just ask out of curiosity or to seem like a good person in front of others.They always tell me I'm weak if I show how I'm feeling or boast/complain when I do ask for help, that's why I told myself why should I ask or talk to you. It's better to just keep it inside because I just have myself at the end of the day.They say it's my fault or always say whatever I go through is a piece of cake and I shouldn't be in pain,yeah thanks shows me to open up to family and friends.They always made me to seem like the bad guy anyways it makes me think that I am.

[online4journaling]

can i trust u

wouldnt play me

im sorry for asking

the signs are there

and yet i wonder

am i good enough for you?

would you care?

would you sit with me and play with my hair?

would you look at my face and it bring a smile?

or would it bring distaste

is it really possible i could make you happy?

alive in time and space?