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"Do you think Angelica and Paola will be alright?"
HIS DARK MATERIALS 2.06 | Malice
#hdmedit#his dark materials#hdm#hisdarkmaterialsedit#mary malone#angelica and paola#bella ramsey#simone kirby#hdmsource#userzhr#userpegs#userplatinum#userjjessi#usernik#usernuria#*cajedit#*gif#insert me crying here
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I want you whipped into shape!
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#better drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#yu ziyuan#wang lingjiao#wen zhuliu#'When I say jump - say “how high'”? You know you're doing it right when you start to cry!“#Of course I can't resist the Legally blonde reference. This is the Elle Woods is canon in PD-MDZS blog#I love this scene so much. There are a lot of things to say about it and I would go over the limit if I indulged.#Suffice it to say the main takeaway *here* is that I think YZY is milfboss of the millennia.#I intended for this to be posted on international women's day but my ambition led me to keep trying to make it better.#And by better I mean I spent several days (re)drawing this one and that is **not** what poorly-drawn-mdzs is supposed to be about.#I will be making the next few comics worse to compensate <3 At the very least I will honour my time and tag it as 'better drawn'#('my time' spent hunched over my desk while I chant 'this concept is *not* above my skill level!' over and over again)#Funny story about PD!Wen Zhuliu; he was supposed to show up sooner but I kept accidently cutting the comics he would have been in.#So I like to think he just went on a long coffee run. 'Go get me an (insert coffee chain) pink drink' said Wen Chao.#'He never said from which location' said Wen Zhuliu as he proceeded to walk 100km to the farthest cafe he could find.
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snapshot
summary: short, soft moments with your lover, featuring tighnari and neuvillette (separately) in that order.
word count: ~1k composite
-> warnings: big mention of bugs in tighnari's ! none shown but theyre discussed, as are bug bites. none for neuvi.
-> gn reader (you/yours)
taglist: @samarill || @thenyxsky || @valeriele3 || @shizunxie || @boba-is-a-soup || @yuus3n || @esthelily || @turningfrogsgay || @cupandtea24 || @genshin-impacts-me || @chaoticfivesworld || @raaawwwr || @ryuryuryuyurboat || @undrxtxd || @rainswept || @wanderersqt || @rozz-eokkk
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bug bites were common among forest rangers. a special bug repellent was included in every pack, a black bottle with plain instructions. tighnari put effort into making it easy to apply and easier to understand, constantly finding new ways to promote its usage. if gone untreated, even small beestings can become serious. add onto it the fact that he was the one that inevitably had to treat them, and he had every motivation to ensure it was used. he made sure that spares were easily accessible, included demonstrations in training, and emphasized the importance of proper application before every patrol.
so why in teyvat did you keep getting bit?
every time, without fail, you returned from patrol scratching your wrist or ankle or wherever you inevitably got bit. and every time, he had to be the one to drag you to the medical hut. at least if you acknowledged the severity of the situation and brought your injuries to him on your own, that’d be understandable. he understood that the feeling of lotion wan’t bearable for everyone—he was in the process of transforming it into a mist to make it even easier—and he’d be happy to find ways to keep you inside if that was the case. there was no shortage of small chores to be done, and with collei now in full recovery, you could easily take her place.
but no. of course not. that would be too easy. his partner happened to be the most stubborn ranger on the squad, with the worst affinity for bugs he’d ever seen.
“how does this always happen to you?”
you shrug, pulling his mint plant off the shelf and beginning to tear off a few leaves. part of him is proud you at least know the proper treatment, though it’s quickly overshadowed by the angry swelling on your hand. he takes the leaves and nudges you toward the chair, searching his drawers for the rest of the poultice.
“how long ago did you get bit?”
“maybe half an hour.”
“half an-” he twisted open the tin with too much force, sighing. “and you didn’t come back immediately why?”
he can hear the smile in your voice. “it wasn’t that serious.”
“…what color was it?”
“yellow.”
“really?”
“and striped. probably a wasp.”
he didn’t know how you had the energy to be sassy, tearing the leaves into shreds and mixing it into the tin. your eyes were red with tears and you hissed when he spread the medicine over your wrist, clearly in pain. the area around your bite was hot to the touch, and he could feel his ears pull back in worry.
“why do you insist on going on patrol?” why do you insist on getting hurt?
“it’s not a big deal.” i don’t care about my pain.
“it is.” i do.
he wiped off his hands and grabbed a roll of bandages, wrapping your hand. your fingers flinched whenever he pulled it too tight. how could you insist on putting yourself at risk like this?
he taped down the end, holding your hand in his. “if it gets too itchy, come back to me, okay?” will you let me care for you?
“of course i will.” i’ll try.
he brought your hand to his, pressing a kiss to your knuckles.
maybe this time, you’d mean it.
rain was common in fontaine. gutters lined every road and fountains sprayed wherever there was enough room to put one. carved bricks channeled water out of the plazas, every inch of the city designed with rainfall in mind. steep roofs fell over wide awnings, thick greeting rugs in front of every building. when it rained, it poured, though no puddles lay in the streets. sharp lights cut through the dense fog hanging over ivory walls, lighting up the city even when the clouds blocked out the sun.
but the world did not come to a standstill merely because the weather asked it to. boots were sold covered in waterproof wax, many-layered skirts designed to flick off water in a single twirl. fashion was as beautiful as it was untouchable, the very idea of something being vulnerable to waterlog appalling and confusing. who would create such a thing? who would wear it without an umbrella? and, entirely separate from that: who would ever consider leaving the house without an umbrella?
umbrellas were as vital to fashion as they were to the ever-changing weather. they came in every color and shape, made to match every conceivable outfit one could wear. and if, by some miracle, you couldn’t find one that did, there were a plethora of boutiques offering custom embroidery. the steambird was eager to comment on the shifting designs across officials’ umbrellas, trends flowing in and out of their fashion column like the tide. everyone who worked in the court that had stepped outside on a rainy day—which was about as common as the sun rising—had their appearance meticulously documented; unless they refused being in the paper, of course, in which case other less-reputable sources picked up the story instead.
all were reported on, making the front page if not the headline. all, but one.
the iudex did not carry an umbrella. he also declined to entertain any questions as to why, merely stating that simple fact and moving on with his day. his hair clung to his face, even his suit darker with water. he walked down the less crowded roads so he wouldn’t bump into anybody, seeming entirely unbothered by the rain. sometimes he’d turn a palm toward the sky, as if checking that it was still there, and then continue on his way.
you always hated this habit of his. no matter how many times he insisted that he wouldn’t get sick, it was always worrying to open your door and find your lover soaked from head to toe. no water slips from him to your floors, not even from the soles of his boots, the click of his heels and your worried tone the only sound in the house. it was already late as it was, and there was no point to fuss about details at this hour.
“what happened?”
he shed his coat, suspended droplets hovering in the air around him. “the marechaussee phantom were called to mount automnequi; a melusine was badly injured by a rogue mek, and a fisherman had to pull her from the sea. i paid her a visit after work.”
that would explain things. he lets you wipe off his face, careful not to smudge the eyeliner that never seems to fade. already, the rain was beginning to let up, lightening from a downpour. rain in fontaine was as fickle as it was frequent…
“is she alright?”
“of course. the gardiennage provides excellent doctors.”
“then there’s no need to worry.” cupping his now-dry face in your hands, you pressed a quick kiss to his lips. “she’ll be back in her feet in no time.”
the slightest of smiles crossed his face, his hands keeping yours on him. outside, the skies were clearing, pale blue quickly streaming through the clouds.
perhaps umbrellas would fall out of fashion soon, if rains could cease before they truly had the chance to begin.
#genshin#genshin impact#genshin x reader#gender neutral reader#neuvillette#neuvillette x reader#neuvilette genshin#tighnari#tighnari x reader#genshin x you#genshin x gender neutral reader#genshin x y/n#x reader#reader insert#genshin impact x reader#whats up chat#ignore that i lied last time#i have started university everyone clap and cheer [crickets] thank you all#guh my ass Is overwhelmed#but we are so fucking back#ive gotten back into the Grind#miss me? say yes or ill cry#slash not serious#also if this taglist doesnt work ill also cry#why does tungle.hell hate me#sighs so loudly#im stalling can you tell#im waiting for it to be the Number so i can post this#beeeeeeeeeeep booooooooop#so; you come here often?
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snoopy blue-eyed person stare
Snoopy #87
27/12/2024
#peanuts#snoopy#art#87#those aren't stink lines that's his AURA okay?#i don't think snoopy actually has blue eyes because he is a beagle which is a brown eyed dog#anyway why is this kinda... jack zimmermann (and alicia). like omgggg this beagle is a stanley cup champion?! go falcs??????#this is like that one ep of phineas and ferb when candace ended up in perry's body and to show that it was candace they gave it her eyes#so it was like a perry body with candace eyes. this is like if snoopy and jack zimmermann did a bodyswap and to show this to the audience#i gave snoopy jack's eyes. or really insert-your-fave-blue-eyes-person-or-character-here's eyes. boone from lost/phil lester/saoirse ronan#actually i think this is a common visual trope that happens in many things not just pnf#also sorry if this is a microaggression against blue eyed people. love you all really <3#but i was thinking of ian somerhalder and siberian huskies and that one drawing/meme of the blue eyed person stare#u know. the one with the smirk and the crossed arms#tbh i've been obsessively working on something else so not much time for drawing :(#anyway....... if you've ever thought about making a bodice block. don't. pick up a different hobby instead.#and if anyone knows how to reduce the width of a dart in a sewing pattern please please pleaseeee let me know how LOL (crying)#i don't think these tags ever appeal to anyone else but also who reads this far? this is my diary now.
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Oh dear, it's the consequences of her own actions~
#my art#caycantdoodle#sans#sans au#lex x nightmare#nightmare sans#teehee#don't mind me as i doodle my brain rot non stop#making an attempt at a comic#maybe?#im trying out here#trying not to cry from simpery#wheeze#self insert#lexverse#To Tease is to Please
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don't you think that there is someone missing? someone important?
partially a reference to one of my whiteboard azranix drawings
#2nd story are kenix when the sudden wave of “i misshim :[” sadness hits again and he has to deal with it. Sorry dude it's the Wizard's Curse#his hair seems much shorter in this but it is just more layered and most of the length is hidden behind Alright!!!#the fucken. Tear. Bro#i just drew the tear and thought “well that seems ooc for kenix he doesn't seem to be the one to cry in public..”#Until it Fucking Hits me. <- has written him to be hiding behind a facade for so long that even I have been fooled by his facade.#insert the “you fell for the character's facade that's meant to be dismantled by the viewer!” Image here. Or smth#yomoart#yomo ocs?!#kenix#azrael
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Nero and Kyrie should get a cat
#Kyrie is a cat person to me#She loves dogs too of course but I think she'd prefer to have a cat#I'm not quite sure if Nero would be a cat or dog person though I can see him qualifying himself as both#Devil May Cry#DMC#Nero DMC#Kyrie DMC#Nero x Kyrie#NeroKiri#(Insert cool name for my queue here)
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oh goodness, what about soft john and annie with "it’s okay, you can touch me. i won't break." ?
AH HELLO!!!!! first of all; a massive thank you for sending this prompt in and for stopping by the askbox!!! it is so greatly appreciated in my lil corner of the world. and second - SOFT JOHN AND ANNIE!!!! coming *right* up! this was such a good prompt for them and i immediately saw it and was like - i need to do this Right. Now. and here we are! sincerest thank you's for this! please enjoy! <3
cold hands
(a/n): annie x brady girlies i am in shambles over this please know. a whole lot of annie's internal monologue and how greatly she is affected by her traumatizing youth - and her struggle to break free from that. and brady is a part of that healing process <3 annie bradshaw you will always be famous girl - never change! :D
Seeing him sat there, head bowed, body completely frozen had to be one of the worst feelings she had experienced in a long time.
And she'd grown up with a mother who hardly had wanted a thing to do with her, much less take care of the children that were in her care.
A part of Annie saw him as a little boy for the first time, in a way. Knowing that behind this strong facade of an Air Force Captain, who had flown B-17s all over Europe, over Germany, down to Africa, training his heart out, there was still that little boy who lived inside of him.
Annie stood in the doorway of the empty bunk room, entirely unsure of her next moves.
She was her own command pilot, a Lieutenant!
She'd gone through hell and back in her youth, gone through training where she was viewed as nothing more than the bottom of the barrel, fighting her way to both be respected and viewed as a pilot in the Air Force, and equally gone through constant doubt, grief and dismissal because of the fact she was a woman. She'd gone through multiple ranges of situations she'd been lost and confused in; but she'd found a way. She had commanded Silver Bullets on nearly 20 missions, risking her life day in and day out, she'd shown herself in every possible light and proven herself time and time again.
Yet, in this moment, she had no idea what to do.
She was usually great at this; dealing with her little siblings, answering their questions as to why Mommy was in bed again, or where Dad was, or why they didn't have anything for breakfast - yeah, that'd been easy, she'd gotten good at it.
Enough to convince herself that it almost wasn't true (even though it was).
This though? She couldn't stop standing there and looking at him and seeing nothing but that young boy.
Annie took a tentative step forward and it didn't take him even less than a second to look up from the ground and towards her, his hardened gaze immediately growing gentle at the sight of her there in the threshold, his white knuckles releasing the built-up tension that had been there previously.
She didn't miss the reddening hand-mark on his cheek or the bruising underneath his eye - something Bucky had warned her about before going in - she did miss him though.
Even if he was right there in front of her, she'd miss him. Those weeks apart, knowing he was here and she was back in Thorpe Abbotts - that had been enough for her heart to pull into two.
"Hey," she said, her voice quiet, immediately splitting the silence in the room into two, as a small smile darted onto her face, "was looking for you." Brady watched her, his eyes, which had turned soft and delicate like they always did when watching her, darted across her face, as if searching for a hidden wound he couldn't uncover. The corners of his lips rose upwards the slightest bit, the smile tight of his face as he sat up a bit straighter. He was always sitting up straighter, putting on the brave face, trying to do things for her instead of himself.
"Everyone's outside." she said when he didn't say anything - which, admittedly, had made her heart hurt a bit, "The sun came out. It may be gone before you know it." Annie watched Brady's face; she was getting to the point of noticing even the most minute of details about his facial expressions, down to the shifting of his eyes, the way his eyebrow would twitch, even when the corner of his mouth darted upwards or downwards depending on the mood.
She remembered when she was younger and her parents would get into a fight - Annie, at the peak age of 13 - would be shuffling her siblings off to bed, her older brother, Roy, still at work, playing peacemaker with fire and water. She could get to the point when she knew a fight would start - her mother's lip twitch, the blank look in her eye that slowly shifted to despair and guilt. Her father half alive on his feet, yelling about the bills and the house and that damn leaky faucet. She could picture those faces in her mind. Even sensing the slightest change in someone's face made her go into fight-or-flight; she was trying to get better at it.
"Annie." She blinked. Shifting her gaze towards Brady, he was slowly standing to his feet from the bunk, his tall frame coming towards her as he gently placed his hands on her arms, getting a good look at her face as if she was under a light.
"You okay?" he asked her, that worrying look immediately crossing his face like it always did. Annie looked up at him and nodded quickly.
"I should be asking you that," she said softly back to him, the corner of her lip perking upwards again in an attempt at a smile, "are you okay?" Brady watched her and nodded.
"Yeah," he said quietly, "just needed a minute to sit, ya know?" She watched him. "Keep my mind thinking, things like that." Annie quirked out a grin at him.
"Whatcha thinking about?" she asked him, her voice lighthearted as she gazed up at him with that softened gaze even she knew she used on him when it was just them, alone. That got Brady grinning wide, his usual smile a natural comfort to her at this point.
"C'mon, you can tell me," Annie said softly, leaning towards him, tilting her chin upwards with a smile, "I'm being serious."
"Just….things," he said, incredibly nonchalantly and off-handedly, catching her gaze and grinning slightly, "why are you still giving me that look?" Annie smiled at him, relishing the closeness of him, the feel of his hands on her arms, that look in his eyes, him simply there, staring right back at her.
Moments like this she reveled in and drank up. Because in her life, no one had ever taken the time to care for someone like her in a situation like this. She had always worried about the kids, her parents (despite their blunders) and especially Roy who had worked himself nearly to death for the Bradshaws. Now, someone was stood here, caring for her.
She couldn't help but wonder what went on in their brain.
"How'd you get that?" Annie asked him quietly, nodding to his slightly bruising cheek, the faint redness following. She watched him expectantly and held his gaze as he watched her back.
"I talked back. To the Germans, I don't know....I shouldn't have." Brady said quietly, "I hear the way they talk sometimes, Annie. Just….couldn't keep it in this go-round." Annie watched him, before slowly bringing her hand towards his cheek before hesitating. Brady smiled shakily.
"It's okay," he said with a hint of a smile, "you can touch me." He grinned wider, more genuinely. "I won't break." Annie softly encapsulated his bruising cheek in her hand, her thumb brushing against the fragile reddening skin on his cheek and met his gaze again.
"I could try and get you some ice," Annie said quietly, her mind spinning to get an idea going in her head, "or….I don't know, freeze water or something. It's cold as hell here anyway." Brady chuckled at her words and melted a bit more into her touch.
"I'd be fine just like this," he told her with another smile, "are your hands always this cold?" Annie let out a small laugh at his words and brought her other hand up to hold his other cheek, her thumbs brushing against his slightly stubbled cheeks, her touch evidently one of comfort for the both of them.
This.
Whatever this was between them. Holding each other like this, looking at each other like this, being this close without any sort of expectation or explanation.
"Considering how cold it has been outside," Annie started softly, "I wouldn't be too surprised. I did grow up where we were constantly snowed-in in the winter."
"That doesn't mean you need to have cold hands," Brady said softly, bringing his own hands up from her arms and layering his own hands over her own, grasping gently around her wrists and dancing his fingers over her exposed skin, peaking out past the cuffs on her coat, "this'll heal up in no time." Annie gave him a look.
"I'm getting you ice still," Annie said quietly, tilting her head to the side, the feel of his, admittedly, very warm hands, over her own, making her body ache for every part of him in more ways than one - along with the need to take care of him, "no ifs, ands, or buts about it, got it?" She caught that look on his face that told her that he was about to brush himself off again.
"I see that look."
"What?" Brady said with a small smile, as she tapped her thumbs lightly against his cheeks again, "You're reminding me a lot of my mom right now, Annie." Annie watched him, with a smile that warmed up her entire being.
"I had enough little siblings to take care of," Annie said, watching him with an almost more sorrowful look in her eyes than intended, "I guess taking care of others is what I do best." Brady's smile fell the slightest bit, and the room seem to turn into both a stale-air and stilled environment.
"You're the best at a lot of things you do, An, you know that." Brady said - his questioning sounding more like an adamant statement.
And this is why John Brady meant more to her than most - he seemed to notice those moments that she fell back on herself or undermined whatever accomplishments or bettering for herself that she might get.
He always reminded her of who she was.
"A damn good pilot, you could give me a run for my money any day," Brady said with a small, light-hearted chuckle, his fingers still dancing over her exposed wrists, over the few scars that were still there and scabbing, "and you know how to make the perfect cup of coffee." Annie let out a laugh she couldn't hold back. "It's true!"
"You just want a good cup of coffee, huh?"
"Annie." Brady said, almost adoringly as he watched her, his hands still on her wrists and cold hands, "I'll take the ice."
"Good!" Annie exclaimed with an uncontrollable grin on her cheeks, before standing to her tiptoes and bringing Brady's head to her lips, a soft kiss pressed to his forehead, something so damn maternal that she wasn't sure if she was even in her right mind, "I'll go get one of those metal tins. Fill it up." She looked at him with a smile. "And we'll get you healing up with that ice pack." Brady watched her with a slightly halted and dazed look in his eyes, gazing at her like she was a shining light.
"You're amazing, you know that?"
"You don't have to butter up to me, John," Annie said, brushing her thumbs across his cheeks again in a soothing manner, "I'd do it either way." She grinned. Brady watched her and grasped her hands tighter this time; firmer, more confidently.
"Really though, An," he said softly, "you're really amazing." Annie watched him for a moment, her eyes searching his, trying to figure out a way to respond to his words without sounding like a complete, wordless idiot.
Because standing there, she wanted to tell him the same thing right back.
Even more so.
He was beyond amazing - if there was even a word to describe someone like him that was beyond words a dictionary could provide.
"You're pretty amazing yourself, John," she whispered back, a tiny voice in her head telling her to accept his words, "thank you." He smiled at her. Beyond amazing, she thought in her head, way beyond anything her mind could conjure.
#soft annie x brady coming right up#with a side of a sucker punch to the heart#annie u deserve only the best things im crying for you!!!!#ANNIE (insert sobbing emoji)#alexa play loml by taylor swift (was listening to this as i wrote bc her family is in fact the loss of annie's life - but that's for anothe#time) gahhhhhh :'(#really loved digging into the annie bradshaw mentality here bc there's so much to uncover#and more importantly WHY brady is so important for her character development#ANYWAY!! (thanks for coming to my tedtalk)#annie bradshaw#john brady#annie x brady#masters of the air#mota#mota writings#silver bullets#soft!john brady is the death of me: confirmed#john brady and the need to care for others instead of himself#annie bradshaw and the need to care for others instead of herself#her and brady together: intense caring for each other (distant screaming!)#THANK YOU LOVELY!!!! <333333#annie and her perpetual cold hands
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#'money can never be cleaned' – 13 year old me at the kitchen table; crying#no but this logic right here is why i want to be a doctor. surely nothing will crush my illusions as time goes on#lila understood that you have to insert yourself at the heart of the issue to alter reality...#she's like i will get my hands dirty because the final outcome outgrows me...#one of the most crucial steps leading her to embodying the entire city#little deaths of lila the person all amounted to the birth of lila: the city#and she consciously chooses this fate. as soon as she realises that she will never go back to school as a young girl#she really locked the one part of herself she liked in elena and continued to give the rest of herself to the very streets#they all walked on... she was like i am bad and elena is good but i can rearrange this hungry thing in me into something functional#michele's mirror trulyyyyy... i keep saying it but rulers make bad lovers!!!!!#l'amica geniale#ferranteposting#lila cerullo 🫀#letters from stephanie*
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its crazy to think i was having a good day yesterday and one comment managed to ruin it and it'll drag on for days u-u
#on another note can i rant abt something#feel free to ignore it its probably a stupid concern#but the anon ask rlly rubbed me the wrong way like what point are they trying to make#my friend suggested that it might me because of character interaction that fuel the anon to send that ask#and yea that really might be it the more i think abt it#im not rlly a cc x cc shipper but it does generally cause me a lot of distress when it comes to my comfort character#(this includes platonic ones too believe it or not only oc or self insert x cc with my plat fav so i encouraged it)#and my intrusive thoughts are really bad#the moment anything that proves to cause me an immense emotional distress my brain will latch on to it for days#which often lead to nightmares and overthinking and such#so yea the cc x cc ship itself has been causing me a lot of pain#and its just all so pathetic cause i feel like its not something that i should be uoset over but here i am just crying my eyes iut at#something so small and avoidable#my form of self harm is way too affective especially since i suffered from bipolar and being generally really emotional#u-u#this is all so stupid#.tbd#tw self harm#just in case if mental self harm counts#.vent
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My fridge looks so terribly empty after removing the postcards and stuffing them away into a box. Sometimes life sucks and people disappoint you but the earth keeps spinning and I think that's beautiful
#-ˋˏ ༻sunlit serenade#it reminds me that the world didn't end that day and that things will be okay again#just as the earth keeps going forward so will I#insert the crying cat with thumbs up here#ngl a tiny world did end for me but oh well
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50) If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?
ANGST.
fluff: thinking back to my answer for my headcanons re: well-established/long-term relationships, in which i said that i am not usually drawn to writing already-in-a-relationship!fics as much as i am to writing meet-cute/meet-PAIN!fics, i think the same applies here! my real life is quite fluffy. 🤣 so when i write "fluffier" bits (i.e., the highs) in my fics, they're usually balanced by the natural, realistic downs/lows of navigating relationships (whether they be nascent, developing, etc.). in other words, while i may include, appreciate, and enjoy fluffy(-ish) moments, i am personally not interested in writing or reading pure fluff. that said, i couldn't stop writing "fluffier" bits altogether, though, because i like exploring how highs and lows occur naturally in all kinds of relationships! (but if you'll make me choose, then okay, fine, "fluff" is the first thing to go. 🤣 byeeeeee~)
smut: similarly, this is about balance, for me! i have never personally written and don't really read PWP, for example; i love fics that are able to capture/explore/describe physical intimacy as a vehicle for emotional (dis)connection, personal and relationship growth (or lack thereof), and (lack of) closeness. these layers are what i try to portray and depict in my writing of more mature/intimate scenes, as well! 🙏 however, if i HAD to give up the use of more intimate scenes to showcase character and relationship development, then i would survive. 😂 showcasing this level of intimacy (or lack thereof) is not always necessary... (but... 😭)
angst: you can pry this style from my cold, dead hands. 💕💕
#therentyoupay ask#THANK YOU FOR THE ASK BEAUTIFUL 🥹🙏🙏🙏#sanfangirl-cynical romantic#therentyoupay on writing#srsly beautiful calli finally gave the go-ahead a few days ago to let me FULLY LEAN INTO MY JAM and the whatsapp has been full of#screaming crying flames sitckers gifs just PURE CHAOS so READY FOR THIS SUFFERING SO READYYYYYYYYYYY#insert screaming cat sticker HERE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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Hey guys, me and Quartz (@quartzztwst) are searching for a sacrifice a person who will love and cherish Azul Ashengrotto (you know. Housewarden of Octavinelle. Owner of Mostro Lounge, You know the guy.)
If interested, please contact @/keiyaku-tako ^^
#quartz help me out here - you know people!!#im sure we can find SOMEONE.#mun speaks: if someone offers a canon character this would be funnier please.#roleplay#twisted wonderland#oc#self-insert#twisted wonderland oc#twisted wonderland roleplay#twst roleplay#twisted wonderland rp#twst rp#azul ashengrotto#quartz#mun speaks: im gonna cry this is so funny#we shall see who the sacrifice is
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EEEEVIEEEE AM I LATE DID I MISS YOUR BIRTHDAY??? doesnt matter imma still wish u the happiest birthday u sweet, sweet, person !! i hope you had or have the best day ever and that the universe returns the kindness you give so generously (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)♡ here’s a lil gift from me and ik it’s messy af jdkjsks but i promise you it’s made with love !! happy, happy birthday evie !! ♡⸜(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)⸝♡
HELLO RARA ??????!!! :’) not to worry — i am the one responding so late !! I AM SO SORRY, though to see this in my inbox every time i opened it was such a gift!! i cannot believe you !! /pos (o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅)
THANK YOU?! this kind message at the top … how dare you /pos !! when this is how i feel about you !! let me ramble a bit about your art and then about you if that’s alright :] no pressure to read !! but oh, i have always been so amazed by your art? i visited a museum for an early birthday celebration! and looking at all the art in there was so fascinating, but — please excuse me ajskc because instead of focusing, i was thinking “hey. rara’s art would look good right here. it fits 🫵🏼 right here.” ISNSJDJ you have such beautiful art !!! i would in fact pay for countless visits to be able to roam around the aryomengrande museum …. take pictures of your lovely art to show my family at home lol! YOU ARE TRULY SUCH AN AMAZING ARTIST ….. baji is a lucky lucky character !!!!
and you!!! you are so sweet!! all the way down to your character birthday art ( the entire cast of tokrev is so lucky, actually ) — your christmas ask GGGRRRR . THIS ASK . i love you !!! thank you for being such a warm light on here ): and for allowing us to see your art !! you are so full of kindness and so AAAAAJSNDNDKKXK I LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!! your heart is so kind ): you are so kind !! THANK YOU FOR STOPPING BY I LOVE YOU 🥺
#彡 inbox.#彡 rara!#彡 cherishing.#彡 evie’s 21st!#please can i talk about your art please please THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL AGH i have been blessed with moze in your style !!! T T going to#sob into my hands BECAYSE OH MY GOODNESS THE WAY YOU DO EYES !!! THE WAY YOU DO EYES AND THE WAY YOU#CAPTURE HIS SQUISHABLE-CHEEK-NESS OH MY GOSH — HE LOOKS EXTRA SQUISHABLE HERE !!!!!#you made him smile . x0x YOU MADE HIM SMILE !!!! i am going to insert a photo of his little smirk and please tell me how accurate it#is to your drawing!!! his little devious smile .. too devious for someone as adorable as himself … RARA I LOVE YOU ))): THANK YOU ?!??#I AM CRYING OVER HIS LITTLE PARTY HAT AND THIS TEENY CAKE — IMAGINING HIM#MIXING TINY INGREDIENTS T T THANJ YOU RARA …. also HIS FINGERS LOOK SO GOODNHERE HENENEJJSJDJDIDKDJ OH MY GOD#THANK YOU FROM THE bottom of my heart !!!! he is so cute — YOU are so cute !!! I WILL teleport inside my phone so that#i can look at a life sized version of this !! I LOVE YOU RARA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH )): YOURE SO SWEET#YOU KNOW WHAT — i will drag this *huffing noises* MYSELF — to the museum !!! i will tell them that this one is supposed to be hung front and#CENTER
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i know im guilty of this but i am a bit done with those disability posts that talk about a problem and basically go "not you actually" to someone dealing with the same core issue but with different details. like. very cool. guess i'll sit here and feel like my problem doesn't matter as much then. and like i'm the asshole for being upset.
to anyone who's ever felt this way from a post i've made, i'm sorry. it was wrong. identifying what we have in common is so important...
#idk why this is getting to me so bad#i wanna cry#i saw the post and was like yes thank you#i've been so frustrated by [insert topic here]#only to get to the end and see myself being excluded#so much for solidarity i guess
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so if hawke's in a rivalry with varric his "a rumour making the rounds" quest at 50% rivalry goes like this right
Varric: I don't have to make shit up about you. The truth is much more entertaining. Not to mention incriminating. Varric: I'm not spreading rumors. I'm just telling you which way the wind is blowing. Hawke: [You're too kind.] It fills my heart with joy to know you're not telling people I'm sleeping with an ogre.
and then if hawke is in an active romance with anders, he responds like this right
Varric: Blondie is hardly an ogre! He's too puny.
well I was looking through the lines that were cut from varric's conversation, as one does, and I found these two lines that had been exorcised from the cutscene
Anders: Not where it counts, stubby. Varric: (Laughs.)
which like. ok it's a dick joke. it's not that funny. what is funny to me is that somebody not only wrote it but then they went back later and they were like. nah. no. cut it. the dick joke has got to go.
#cut content#this cutscene has reminded me that something that strikes me very strongly about varric is that he does NOT understand most of#hawke's companions#like he says about merrill ''don't call daisy an ogre she'll cry'' but like? she wouldn't#and he also says that fenris doesn't have a sense of humor which? he's one of the the funniest mfs in the game#repeatedly varric says things that reveal he has an only very surface level understanding of many of his friends#but anyway I hate to bring ''I don't think varric understands these people'' up in this context bc [insert anders big dick joke here]
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