#inquistor adaar

[finelyageddragons]

Do you ever just thing about qunari tiddies? It's one of those nights...

[dinobiscuits]

A new hand touches the beacon

[jerryspizzeria]

Qunari ladies save me 🙏☝️☝️

+ close ups

[anxident]

i kinda missed drawing tarot cards

[wylldebee]

Bioware missed an opportunity by not having the inquisitor's family/clan/mercenary group make an appearance in Skyhold. It would have given a nice lull in world saving and expand on your Inquisitor's past a bit more. Like can you imagine your Inquisitor being woken up in the morning by Josephine rushing into your chambers to tell you your family/clan/mercenary group has basically invaded Skyhold within the small hours of the morning and are demanding/asking to see you? What would your inquisitor's reaction be?

[stealingpotatoes]

i'm a little bit obsessed with DAI tarots and wanted to try it myself sooo... here's mine & @highladyofdusk's inquisitor!!

(commission info // kofi support!)

[speremint]

my adaar can benchpress blackwall’s stinky ass. we love them both for it

[esrevverse]

Watching the emotional Solas and Lavellan writing and art being made and all I can think is: Solas casually called the Qunari savages to my Adaar’s face. I’m sorry Mr. Egg but I only wish to turn you into a shitty omelette for that.

[petchic101]

DA Qunlat

I separated all of Dragon Age's known Qunlat into Nouns, idioms ect

Nouns

Titles/Types of people

Arigena: One of the Triumvirate; female, leader of the workers. She is responsible for ensuring her people's physical needs are met and public health.

Arishok: One of the Triumvirate; male, leader of the army. He is responsible for defending his people and expanding Qunari territory. The Arishok is sometimes mistaken for a king by outsiders.

Arvaarad: "One who holds back evil;" a Qunari who watches over the saarebas (Qunari mages) and hunts Tal-Vashoth.

Ashaad: "Scout.’

Ashkaari: "One who seeks," or "one who thinks;" scientists, philosophers, or those who have found enlightenment. Ashkaari Koslun uses this title.

Athlok:Laborer. The mind, the earth.

Aqun-Athlok: One who is "born as one gender but lives like another."

Bas: Literally, "thing;" foreign to the Qun; purposeless. Often used as a neutral term to describe non-Qunari people, in the same manner as "foreigner" or "stranger". Also used after a weapon name to denote it is intended for mages. (Example: Saartoh-Bas Kos Katoh)

Basalit-an: A non-Qunari worthy of respect.

Basra: Rude term for non-Qunari people.

Basra Vashedan: Used to refer to non-Qunari ideas, and sometimes, people; "foreigner trash."

Bas-taar: Keeper of bas. A role within the Antaam.

Basvaarad: Literally, a keeper for a mage who is a "bas." This usually refers to templars, but not necessarily; Hawke was considered a basvaraad "worthy of following" by a Qunari saarebas. Essentially, a non-Qunari who assumes the role of an arvaarad.

Ben-Hassrath:"Heart of the many," part of the priesthood who serve as spies, reeducators, and the defenders of Qunari unity. They are the enforcers of the Qun's law, and infamously severe to those who transgress against it.

Beresaad: Literally means "those who reach ahead." The vanguard of the antaam, sent abroad to interact with the outside world. Though they are soldiers first and foremost, they also function as the Qunari's diplomats, surveyors, foreign trade administrators, and investigate foreign lands and cultures on the Arishok's behalf.

Besrathari: A recruiter and trainer of the Ben-Hassrath.

Hissrad:"Keeper of Illusions;" liar. Iron Bull's name/title while he was stationed in Seheron.

Imekari: Child.

Imesaar-bas: Used to describe a child that was tempted and corrupted by demons.

Isskari:A title/rank in the Ben-Hassrath; Duties include the retrieval of magical artifacts.

Kaaras: Navigator.

Kabethari: "Simple person." Term used for those living in recently conquered lands and captives who haven't yet been indoctrinated into the Qun.

Kadan: Literally, "where the heart lies;" friend. An all-purpose word for a "person one cares about," including colleagues, friends and loved ones. Also means "the center of the chest."

Karasaad: Mid-rank infantry soldier. In Dragon Age II – a melee Qunari warrior.

Karashok: Infantry private. One appears in Sten's dream, the latter states the former was decapitated by darkspawn. In Dragon Age II - a melee Qunari warrior. In Trespasser - a foot soldier.

Karasten: Infantry commander; corporal.

Karataam: An infantry platoon. Ketojan was separated from his during the events of "Shepherding Wolves."

Katari: "One who brings death."

Kathaban: Leader of the Qunari naval forces; the admiral.

Kith: A small military unit, comparable to a squad or company.

Kithshok: Leaders of the Qunari army of Seheron; a general; They also are in charge of negotiating trade between the Qunari and foreign traders at ports.

Kossith: The name for the Qunari before the founding of the Qun.

Qunari: People of the Qun. A religious description, not race specific.

Qunoran vehl: A mentor, one who is an example to others. A Qunari can only be declared "Qunoran vehl" by the Arishok, and only after their death.

Rasaan: "Emissary," or "chosen heir;'" the Ariqun's successor, and as such, acts as their representative abroad. Also serves as the spiritual adviser to the Arishok, and accompanies him on expeditions.

Saarbrak: A role within the Ben-Hassrath.

Saarebas: "Dangerous thing;" the Qunari word and title for their mages. A "bas saarebas" denotes a non-Qunari mage.

Saarath: A title/rank among the Saarebas.

Sataari: "First guy on the ground." A type of shock trooper in the Beresaad.

Salasari: Triumvirate.

Sataareth: Literally "that which upholds;" an enforcer, defender, or foundation.

Salit: Meaning unknown; a prominent rank within the Ben-Hassrath.

Shokrakar: Rebel.

Sten: Infantry platoon commander.

Taam-kasari: "The one with the battleaxe." A type of shock trooper in the Beresaad.

Taarbas: A title/rank of Qunari, apparently clerical in nature; duties include cataloging inventory, and locating the weapons of Qunari fallen.

Taardathras: A title/rank of Qunari; duties include animal husbandry. Current examples are female and raise/extract venom from dragons.

Taarlok: A title/rank of Qunari.

Tal-Vashoth: "True Grey Ones." Former members of the Qunari who have departed or been exiled from their people and home. Many are violent rebels and turn against the Qunari, and are a menace in the north where they raid human and Qunari settlements alike. Others simply want to live their own life.

Tamassran: "Those who speak." A priestess who is charged with educating the young, interviewing captives, and assigning Qunari their roles within society. Exclusively a role for women.

Vasaad: A title/rank of Qunari.

Vashoth: "Grey Ones;" those of the qunari race that were born outside the Qun. It also refers to those who have rejected the Qun but not turned against it. The term tends to be used interchangeably with Tal-Vashoth, but the Vashoth are not rebels.

Vidathiss: A rank within the priesthood; a re-educator for captured and conquered peoples.

Viddasala: "One who converts purpose." A high-ranking member of the Ben-Hassrath. Leader of the "Dangerous Purpose" branch of the Ben-Hassrath triumvirate, which handles the conversion of foreigners, the reeducation of Qunari dissidents, and the collection and quarantine of magic.

Viddathari: A convert to the Qun.

Viddath-bas: Person turned into a mindless laborer with qamek.

Nature

Aban:The sea.confirmation needed

Asaara: Wind.

Asaaranda: Thunderstorm.

Athlok: Laborer. The mind, the earth.

Issala: Dust.

Kasaanda: "Sundew;" a carnivorous plant.

Kos: "A type of energy associated with nature;" refers to nature damage from a mage's staff.

Meraad: Tide.

Sataa: The world.

Tic: Cold; refers to cold damage from a mage's staff.

Vat: Fire; refers to fire damage from a mage's staff.

Animal

Asaarash: A special breed of horses from Rivain that are used by the Antaam.

Ataashi: Dragon; literally "glorious one(s)", "great thing".

Dathras: Cattle; a root word for many qunlat animal names.

Dathrasi: A type of animal. Used as a derogatory term against indulgent individuals, comparable to the pig. The Arishok calls all the nobles in the viscount's throne room this before Hawke enters the hall.

Qalaba: A type of cow that the Qunari breed known for its stupidity.

Body/Self

Antaam: Literally "body;" a name for the Qunari army. Also means "cuirass."

Asala: Soul.

Athlok: Laborer. The mind, the earth.

Defransdim: Male genitals.

Concept

Anaan: Victory

Aqun: Balance.

Ataash: Glory.

Basra Vashedan: Used to refer to non-Qunari ideas, and sometimes, people; "foreigner trash."

Herah: Time.

Hissera: Hope.

Hissra: "Illusion"; Also used to refer to deities.

Issqun: Mastery.

Kata: The end, death.

Kost: Peace.

Qun: The central philosophy of the Qunari peoples.

Shok: "War" or "struggle."

Weapons/Equipment

Adaar: A ship-mounted cannon; literally "fire thrower." Also means "Weapon" as Iron Bull puts it while talking about his name to a Qunari Inquisitor

Antaam: Literally "body;" a name for the Qunari army. Also means "cuirass."

Aquaam: Glove or light vambrace.

Asabas: Light or reinforced hat.

Asalaa:  Helmet.

Baqoun: Meaning unknown; used to assault Minrathous's walls during the Storm Age. Based on context, it's most likely a type of cannon or projectile siege weapon.

Beres-taar:  Shield.

Gaatlok: A black, non-magical explosive powder unique to the Qunari. It's not as powerful as magic, but can be used by anyone. There is no literal translation, the word derives from "death," "earth," and "glory."

Mertam: Light boot.

Nehrappan: Belt.

Notas: Gauntlet or vambrace.

Saartoh-bas: Mage's staff. Additional adjectives indicate the type of damage it deals. (Example: Saartoh-Bas Tic Eva deals cold.)

Saartoh Nehrappan: A leather-wrapped rod attached to a harness. In modern parlance: "a strap on."

Sataam: Boot or greave.

Taam-kas: Greataxe, or battle axe.

Taar: Prefix used to describe heavy armor. Derived from the word for "death".

Taaras: Light mail or doublet.

Qamek: Substance used by the reeducators to turn those who refuse to convert into mindless laborers, functionally lobotomizing those subjected to it. It's automatically used on captured mages, who are viewed as being beyond salvation. In Dragon Age: Those Who Speak, it resembles a flaming orb.

Saar-qamek: Poison that causes madness.

Valo-kas: Greatsword.

Vitaar: "Poison Armor." A warpaint used by the Qunari that is toxic to other races and has a metal-like quality once applied to the skin.

Places

Darvaarad: A location under the supervision of the Ben-Hassrath that quarantines magical artifacts.

Uukluk: Mentioned by Sten when arriving at Soldier's Peak, where upon he is unimpressed with what he considers drab and a castle like every other. "This is where the Wardens trained and lived? I imagined it would be like a tiered uukluk, with battle rings and many levels."

Viddathlok: A temple of healing and recovery; Ben-Hassrath also take unruly captives here for re-education.

Other

Asala-taar: "Soul sickness;" a Qunari combat ailment that seems analogous to a combat stress reaction, or even post-traumatic stress disorder. It is an epidemic in Seheron, where statistically two soldiers contract it for every one casualty. Sufferers are usually removed from combat and reassigned among the priesthood and workers.

Maraas: "Nothing" or "alone."

Maraas-Lok: A kind of strong Qunari alcohol; possibly also the verb "to drink."

Mashev: Either the name for a kind of gruel or a command to eat

Ralshokra: Said to be a military challenge where the higher ranks are fought for and defended to the death. The term originated in Orlais during the Storm Age, first used in a popular children's story intended to demonize the invading qunari race. In reality, the Qunari have never engaged in this barbaric practice.

Taamsala: Amulet. By itself, used to describe a generic amulet, but usually succeeded by a designation of skill level such as "eva," "iss," or "katoh."

Vashedan: Crap (literally "refuse" or "trash."); A common profanity.

Adjective

Eva: "Basic," or "beginner." Used after an item name to denote it is intended for neophyte users, or is of cheap quality. (Example: Valo-Kas Eva)

Gatt:. Meaning unknown, a nickname given by Iron Bull to a Ben-Hassrath agent. The terms derives from gaatlok, and refers to his temper.

Iss: "Experienced." Used after an item name to denote it is intended for veteran users, or is of moderate quality. (Example: Valo-Kas Iss)

Katoh:  "Ending" or "achievement." Used after an item name to denote it is intended for master users, or is of masterwork quality. (Example: Valo-Kas Katoh). The Iron Bull uses this as a "watchword" (safeword) when romancing the Inquisitor.

Maraas: "Nothing" or "alone."

Raas: "Nothing;" used as a hyphenated adjective. (Example: Imekari-raas would mean "Child Nothing.")

Saam: Something;" used as a hyphenated adjective. (Example: Imekari-saam would mean "Child Something.")

Saar: "Dangerous." Most commonly associated with saarebas. Also used as a prefix to describe light or cloth armor.

Taashath: Calm.

Tal: "True," see Tal-Vashoth.

Vashedan: Crap (literally "refuse" or "trash."); A common profanity.

Verb

Ash: "To seek."

Astaarit: (It) "rises."

Ebost: "Return" in "Return to dust!" Can also be translated as "You all are."

Issqun: Mastery.

Itwasit: (It) "Falls."

Maraas-Lok: A kind of strong Qunari alcohol; possibly also the verb "to drink."

Sata-kas: Maul.

Tallis: "To solve."

Pre/Suffix

Aad: Translation unknown; used as a suffix in many Qunari military ranks.

Ari: Exact meaning unknown; used as a prefix to denote singular or leadership, and as a suffix to denote a group.

Kas: Suffix denoting a weapon intended for melee. (Example: Valo-Kas Eva). Derived from the word for "soldier."

Nehraa: "For," as in "For the Qunari!"

Ect

Ebadim: "They all are."

Ebasaam: "We all are."

Esaam: "Can be found in" or "exists in the location of."

Itwa-adim: "They all fall."

Itwa-ost:"You all fall."

Itwasaam: "We all fall."

Rethadim: "They all protect."

Rethost: "You all protect."

Rethsaam: "We all protect."

Say: With.

Idioms

Asit tal-eb: "The way things are meant to be." or "It is to be." A driving principle of the Qunari philosophy.

Ataash varin kata: "In the end lies glory."

Ataas shokra: "Glorious struggle". used as a greeting by a Tal-Vashoth leader to Tallis.

Ebasit: "It is."

Ebasit kata itwa-ost.: "It is ended. You all have fallen."

Ebatot tal-eb noms. Asit hera iss-nal tal-eb. As-eb vashe-qalab!: We were told there would be cake. Midweek was when it was to be. This is akin to qalaba excrement! (More colloquially: "This is bullshit!")

Ebost: "Return" in "Return to dust!" Can also be translated as "You all are."

Hass ebala-varaad nehraa: "For those I watch, of which I am one."

Maraas imekari: "A child bleating without meaning."

Maraas kata: "Nothing is ended."

Meravas katara: A combination of "so shall it be" and "(you) die."

Meraad astaarit, meraad itwasit, aban aqun.: The tide rises, the tide falls, the sea is unchanged.

Na'thek: Meaning unknown but based on context possibly "As you wish."

Noms daar vat:Said by an Antivan Crow pretending to be Qunari. She loosely translates it as "The sweet bread is burning."

Panahedan: "Goodbye." Literally, "take refuge in safety."

Shanedan: Literally, "I'll hear you." A respectful greeting.

Shanedan, pashaara. Ebost antir vantaam vasheb-sa karatoh: I hear you. Enough. You're tired of the excrement your superior has been giving you. (More colloquially: "Give it a rest, why don't you?")

Shok ebasit hissra. Meraad astaarit, meraad itwasit, aban aqun. Maraas shokra. Anaan esaam Qun: "Struggle is an illusion. The tide rises, the tide falls, but the sea is changeless. There is nothing to struggle against. Victory is in the Qun." Extract from the Qun from Qunari Prayers for the Dead. Sten can be overheard reciting these lines while caged in Lothering.

Taarsidath-an halsaam: "I will bring myself sexual pleasure later, while thinking about this with great respect."

Vashedan: Crap (literally "refuse" or "trash."); A common profanity.

Commands/Threats

Ashkost kata!: You are seeking death!

Ashkost say hissra!: Seek peace with your gods!

Ebost: "Return" in "Return to dust!" Can also be translated as "You all are."

Ebost Asala, Tal Vashoth!: likely an insult or threat. Roughly means "Your soul is dust, Tal Vashoth!"

Ebost issala!: Return to dust!

Fazha thrin: Meaning unknown but based on context possibly "Leave us."

Katara: (You) die, as in "Die, thing!"

Katara, bas!: Die, thing!

Mashev: Either the name for a kind of gruel or a command to eat

Parshaara: "Enough."

Sten, shok basra vashedan taam!: Said by an Antivan Crow pretending to be Qunari. Possibly a call to arms.

Teth a: A call for attention, or warning.

Vinek kathas: An order to attack or kill. Another possible meaning is "Seize them."

Battle Cries

Anaan esaam Qun!: Victory in the Qun!

Ataash Qunari!: Glory to the Qunari!

Nehraa Beresaad! For the vanguard!

Nehraa kadan!: For my brothers!

Nehraa Koslun!: For the sake of the prophet!

Nehraa Qun!: For the Qun!

Specific Sentences

Arishokost. Maraas shokra. Anaan esaam Qun: "Peace, Arishok. There's nothing to struggle against. Victory is in the Qun." Spoken by Fenris upon Hawke's first meeting with the Arishok.

Arishokost ebra sala. Seerkata tost eb na shoh: The Arishok will see to it. That, or everyone dies.

Asit zabuk-toh maraas eblok. Kappan maraas tal-eb: It's because of the priests' hats that I never go to the temples. It has to be fur caps or nothing.

Bas ebadim qalaba, ebsaam asit tal-eb: These foreigners are cattle. Our way is better and inevitable.

Bazvaarad? Ebasit vash-issra sataa: Foreigners controlling mages? This place is a fecal illusion.

Defransdim vasebra nehraa issala shok: I'm now struggling with discomfort among my small friends. (In response to the assault by the previously mentioned foot?)

Ebadim astaar, Qunari itwa-toh. Asit tal-eb: They will rise, and the Qunari will cause them to fall. That's how it will be.

Ebadim beresaad hissra-toh ataash. Vashedan katoh-qalaba: Those beresaad think they are so special. Foolish glory animals.

Ebadim vashedan Tal-Vashoth, ebra-hissal eva-lok defransdim: Those excremental Tal-Vashoth can go do something explicit with my intimate friends. (Philliam surmises that tone of phrase indicates this means genitals.)

Ebasit Ben-Hassrath maraas-toh, tal-eb iss mer-toh ari-van: The Ben-Hassrath will make you disappear if you don't shut up.

Ebra Karasaad vashetoh saar-qalaba kata: The soldier above me has excrement for tactics and will die like a cow.

Ebsaam ver-toh kata, ir-vah vashtoh notas-taar: We're going to lose people in combat if we don't get better gloves than this excrement.

Kadanshok defransdim vashedan!: You will struggle with your wounded intimate friends! (Seems dockside in nature. More colloquially, "I shall use my foot to assault you in the genitals.")

Sataareth kadan hass-toh issala ebasit: It is my purpose to do what I must for those I consider important.

Var-toh katashok, ebadim maraas issala toh: They will struggle, and we will turn them into nothing.

[avernusreject]

Anyone else just hc that their non-canon inquisitors end up as agents for the inquisition in their main canon timeline?

[seffie-jade]

Shit...damn it! We saved Ferelden, and they're angry! We saved Orlais, and they're angry! We closed the Breach — twice! — and my own hand wants to kill me! COULD ONE THING IN THIS FUCKING WORLD JUST STAY FIXED?

[kennedyvietor1978blog]

[christinasketch]

A day late, but here's a quick doodle of my inquisitor Ember ✨

[argentasterdisaster]

This is probably about to become a Dragon Age fan account because Veilguard has officially taken over my mind!

[scarfacemarston]

hi i saw that you write for pride month and wanted to ask for a asexual female reader/Inquisitor with either arthur morgan or cullan rutherford. Maybe their reaction to it or just some fluff idc. If you decide to write something i'd be very happy but understand if you're not familiar enough with it :)

Happy pride month! ❤

I WAS SO EXCITED TO GET THIS. First of all, I'm ace so seeing someone interested in Ace representation was great. Second of all, you're the first person who has requested Cullen! I've been asking for requests about him for months! So thank you. : D This turned out way longer than I meant to, but I hope you enjoy!

Time passed agonizingly slowly as Cullen tried not to pace in his office, awaiting your return.  How utterly embarrassing for him, but in his defense, he had never felt this way about someone else before. Sure, there was his crush years ago, but that paled compared to how he felt about you.

He kept himself busy the best as he could, pouring over documents, attending meetings, and training recruits, all while ignoring the call of the lyrium on those lonely nights. He would keep his vow to you. He paused as he heard footsteps leading to the heavy wooden door.

"Ser? Commander? The Inquisitor has returned." the carrier said through the door.

"Good. Dismissed." Cullen called. He tried to mask the delight on his features. Yes, he could live without you, but now that you were in his life, he saw what he was truly missing out on.

He chided himself on the virtue of patience…for a moment before making his way through the battlements, trying to appear nonchalant. He struggled to hide the grin from his scarred lips as he saw you riding your horse into Skyhold. Cullen had no idea how you remained so composed even after such a long journey. Cullen made his way towards the gates to meet you when you gave him a tired but pleased smile, which Cullen eagerly returned.

"Inquistor. Welcome back." He breathed. He could have kissed you right then and there, but he hated the attention it would bring.

You reached your hand down to his, giving it a quick squeeze.

"Thank you. I've missed you. Sure, I was in good company with Dorian, Iron Bull, and Varric, but you're the one who was on my mind." You said sincerely, enjoying the hint of pink that spread across the Commander's cheeks. He cleared his throat.

"And I you." He said, squeezing your hand in return.

"Let's catch up tonight in your office? I really need a bath and something to eat." You said. Cullen blinked,

"Oh, of course. I'd imagine you're exhausted, but if you truly wish to meet tonight -" Cullen started.

"I do." you interrupted.

"Then I shall eagerly await you," Cullen said softly as he returned to his office, feeling lighter than he had in days. Still, time seemed to creep by, and the anxiety began to knot in his stomach when he heard the knock on his office's door……..

Later that evening, you crept across the battlements with a robe covering your body. Blessedly, only a few guards were on duty that night, and you were skilled at moving silently.

You knocked on the door lightly, hearing a warm voice on the other side telling you to come in.

Cullen looked up from his papers and smiled.

"You came! I mean, you came." Cullen exclaimed before attempting a more casual demeanor.

You stifled a giggle at the confident Cullen's dorkiness. Seeing him flustered and unsure but so utterly sincere was utterly precious.

"Oh. You're wearing your…night clothing. I see." Cullen trailed off, looking away.

"Of course, I came, but yes, I came in my night clothes; it's late, you know," you said, smiling softly. You paused.

"There was…something I wish to discuss with you," you hesitantly said, playing with the sleeve of your nightshirt.

Cullen's heart dropped to his stomach. Were you going to break it off with him? Well, he couldn't blame you for coming to your senses. It was too much to hope for, but he would do his duty to -

"Can we talk up there? It feels more private there," you said, pointing to his loft. You had been there several times before to care for him while he was recovering from his lyrium withdrawal.

Cullen blinked, confused. At least he tidied there earlier today.

Cullen made his way to the doors, bolting them both shut as he made his way up the ladder, offering you a hand.

Cullen sat on the bed and waited.

"I want to share a bed with you, but I don't want to have sex with you." you blurted out.

Cullen paused before nodding slowly.

"I see. I was unsure whether our relationship would lead to …that. We had not discussed it. I don't know, do people discuss this? Or do things just happen? As you can plainly see, I'm not the most experienced in relationships. My templar and Knight Commander duties left me too busy, and I was too …broken to pursue relationships. I still am, but you see past that, miracle that may be.

But I had my dalliances in the past, but nothing significant." Cullen attempted to explain. He paused, thinking.

"Is this a religious matter? An avoidance of sex until marriage?"

You shook your head negatively.

"No, it's not you. It's me. I just… don't have any interest in sex with anyone. You're handsome, and don't think I'm not attracted to you; I only don't feel any sexual attraction. I have never had one with anyone, and I know myself. I never will feel it with anyone. I know that must feel like a blow to you, but it's who I am. I've always felt this way." You revealed slowly, glancing up to his face. His expression was unreadable but not negative, either.

Cullen shook his head.

"Not every templar has had sexual relations. Some had taken vows of chastity. It sounds like this is a different matter." he said slowly; he took your hand in his.

"And that's okay. I myself had only felt some attraction to someone in the past but to no one else. Not really. I occasionally dabbled, but that was on infrequent occasions. It felt like something I was supposed to do, but honestly, sex wasn't all it was cracked up to be." He said, gently massaging your hand. He pat the bed beside him.

He sighed,

"Forgive me. I'm not used to discussing such intimate matters. I am trying, though." He paused.

"I had hoped that we could share such experiences. I was interested in seeing the difference between what I had experienced in the past compared to what I might feel now."

"I'm so-"

"No. Don't you dare. Don't you dare apologize. This is something that matters to you and as you said, is a part of you. You have accepted me - all of me, and I thank the maker for that every day. Who am I to turn you away?" He interrupted softly.

"I thought you would be upset with me. I've told people in the past, and they always thought I was crazy, a prude, or broken," you whispered.

"They were wrong. A relationship is more than sex. People have sex without relationships, why can't people have relationships without sex? Does this surprise me? Yes, but I've only had sex a handful of times in my life. You matter more than sex." He said, tilting your chin to face him.

"Thank you. You are an incredibly brave woman. I know it musn't have been easy to tell me. I can see the tension leaving your shoulders already." Cullen nodded.

You laughed quietly.

"You have no idea."

Cullen yawned.

"I'm sorry. I know you had a longer more tiring day than I have." Cullen apologized - but really, Cullen had hardly slept at all since you had left.

"Let's both get some sleep…if you're okay with that. I do enjoy our cuddling," you said, shly. Poor Cullen blushed again but said nothing as he removed his boots and armor before ending up with his tunic and breeches. You had laid down already, eager as he climbed into bed. You grinned before immediately snuggling to his chest, sighing in relief. Cullen wrapped his arms around you, feeling bashful all of a sudden.

"Do you …., are you still okay with …kissing? You never seemed to mind."

"Oh, I quite enjoy them, Commander." You teased.

"Is that so, my lady?"

You nodded, trying not to squeal as Cullen pressed his lips slowly yet passionately to yours.

"Good. I'm glad to hear it." he grinned before yawning again.

"Now, let's go to sleep."

"A wise idea. Good night, Y/N." He said, blowing out the candle.

"Good night, Cullen." With that, you fell asleep, feeling lighter than you had in days.

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