#inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised

[nawazkakkal47]

(via In My Defense I Was Left Unsupervised Pullover Sweatshirt by Nawaz Kakkal)

[roysexton]

I’m exhausted. But in a good way. Celebrating #Mothersday2023 by buying and planting too much stuff! Like my mom and dad always did. 😅 Including their beloved geraniums. Although I don’t think I got quite their right shade of red. My mother was notorious for sending geraniums back over and over when they were the wrong hue. 😂 Now to watch it all take root and do its thing. #earth #planting #flowers #mothersday #tuckered #imgonnafeelthistomorrow #happylittletrees #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised

[fangirlshandbag]

It’s cold. It’s grey. It’s rainy. You know what that means... #OFFICEDANCEPARTY!! 🥳🤪🥳 In my defense, I was left #unsupervised. And I’m on a bit of a @BedouinSoundclash #kick. #iwanttodance #canadianmusic #dancewithme #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised (at Nanaimo, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7_kTOXpsK2/?igshid=1i8krmf58v0gd

[dinoalexander]

I thank/blame @ryankpotter for my latest purchase. #titans #toeianimation #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised https://www.instagram.com/p/CNsW8R0r_WCOMihQhBF3Mi3k13_OcUtP4TxbLk0/?igshid=gz74upd5qq9s

[bosch-reyhana]

Kids Tee - R119 Black Glitter Print In My Defense😂🤦‍♀️ #fearfullywonderfullymade #newbeginnings #madeinhisimage #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised #kidsteeshirt https://www.instagram.com/p/CDwxqfgD7Ph/?igshid=1eijf4s5koswx

[oh-shit-blu-has-a-pen]

Something i just had to get out.

I want you to know i dont miss you. I dont miss the person you made me into. I dont miss the emotions you made me feel. I dont miss the humiliation, the turmoil, the uncertainty, the uncontrollable sadness. Its obvious, i know, that those things aren’t exactly things one might miss. But, i dont miss the good things either, the kisses, the sex, the kind words. Every bit of my past with you is shrouded in the pain. The regret, the anger, the frustration. I cant enjoy the memories in any sense. Im ok with that, i am. What im not ok with is you worming your way into my brain every damn day. And i guess thats why i needed to write this. I never got to say this to you. Never got to express these feelings to you, the only person who needed to listen so I could leave these feelings with you and allow myself to move on knowing you knew that i now understand everything. Let you,for once, carry these emotions like i have. I hate these emotions , hate that i still dont feel like i have closure.

I hate that im curious about if you still think of me and what you think of me. I might hate that curiosity more than anything because it doesnt matter! It doesn’t matter what you think or want or if you miss me. I understand that our relationship was so unhealthy, that maybe you knew how to love me and i was wrong in thinking you did and just didnt know how to love me properly. I know everything. I know you lied, cheated, deceived. I hate that i ever gave you the benefit of the doubt or excused your behavior. You fucking snake. You absolute phony. I wish I could tell you, but i fear pushing you over the edge and exacerbating your depression and suicidal tendencies. Those are the only things that saved you from this tounge lashing, the only reasons im writing this anonymously on social media rather than spitting these words at you, voice dripping with disgust. Rather than make you bear these emotions, im saving your life and letting them weigh on mine but please don’t think that means im all broken up inside because of you. Your best friend fucks, and loves, way better than you. He patched it all up you see, made me realize that I could trust someone. Made me see what an amazing relationship is like. Reminded me that i am something to be treasured, something to work hard for. I want you to know these things, and more. More than I could ever put on a page. But i will most likely never tell you. I will just have to bear these emotions until they decompose on their own. For now I will take comfort in the fact that the person you left me for treats you worse than you treated me. I will forever be happier than you, thanks for nothing.

A part of me hopes you see this. Hopes she sees it. Or the other girl, or even the other girl. I honestly dont know how many times i need to write “the other girl” so i will stop there, my point has been made i think. Its been so long and i just want to throw these memories away, act like you and i never happened and i never wanted to be that person that tried to wish away their exes but every fucking time i turn around theres a reason to think about the past. Perhaps its because a great big reminder lives but a few houses away from mine. Or another reminder pops up on fb now and again with pictures of you, or a tag with your name in it which coincidentally was what triggered everything now. I hate that its come to this but I really do hope that one day you wake up and it all comes crashing in on you. Because that’s exactly what you did to me. One day i woke up and everything you’d ever said or done was suddenly a lie. I never got to brace myself. You never even did me the favor of apologizing. I guess I am glad you didn’t apologize. It would have just been another lie. But maybe not and that thought is what drives me crazy. So I guess i have to decide for myself since i am not about to open up any scars to try and ask you. I absolutely will not allow you to throw a monkey wrench into my new life like you did my old one. I decided that you aren’t sorry. And with that thought it’s easier to kick you to the gutter on my way down the aisle to marry the one person you never thought id go near. I love the thought of you beating yourself up over the idea that you pushed me right into your best friends arms. Or, onto his dick rather. Crazy how it took so little time for him to decide that i was worth more to him than you were. Dont think either that im marrying him out of spite. I am not like you and I would never say I loved someone i didnt love. Marrying him is about my love for him and not my hatred for you, it’s just a happy coincidence that it hurts you. Besides, id never give you the satisfaction of changing a part of my life ever again, for any reason. To any degree. You cannot, will not, taint my marriage.

[mkerris]

Before and after I exercised those creative impulses. Searched the mountain of fabric in the basement, grabbed an old can of spray paint, hung some candle holders I've been trying to place for at least a year. #zerodollarbudget #stressrelief #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised #witchesofinstagram #momentofzen https://www.instagram.com/p/B0hHEapneCM/?igshid=xu1uphqy0gz

[fabber0oz]

Trevor decided to come to work with me today. #trevor #trevortheskeleton #skeletonatwork #halloween #happyhalloween #hallowqueen #shenanigans #donttellmyboss #halloweensilliness #halloweenshenanigans #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised #inmydefense #iwasleftunsupervised #halloweenhashtags #sillinessatwork #work

[kanightskreations]

In My Defense I Was Left Unsupervised T-Shirt #kanightskreations #kanights #kanightsphoto #kanightsphotos #drinks #inmydefense #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised #awesomeshirts #awesomeshirt (at Ka-Nights Kreations)

[johncosma]

#inmydefense #inmydefensethemoonwasfullandiwasleftunsupervised #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised #goku #kakkarot #dragonball #dragonballz #dragonballsuper #dbz #dbs #db #fullmoon #unsupervised https://www.instagram.com/p/BrvPFeHAtzo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ly36q1dzzpnd

[zacockenden]

🤷🏼‍♂️ #InMyDefenseIWasLeftUnsupervised 😝

[fangirlshandbag]

Big #empty #hotelroom. Big empty #bed. Whatever shall I do with myself. 🤔🤔🤔 Oh yeah! #thatstheticket ! #padiopenwater #divecertification #scubadiving #readthemanual #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised (at Vancouver, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6zDmZzpPhY/?igshid=19kz54hgx8o5r

[fangirlshandbag]

They left me alone, again!!! When will they learn? Until then, #OFFICEDANCEPARTY!! #eightiesmusic @thecure #thecure #aforest #dancewithme #inmydefenseiwasleftunsupervised #funatwork (at Nanaimo, British Columbia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8zjeiVpXGi/?igshid=19h7gfundy6e4