#indigo nepeta kin

[nightsky-edits]

Indigo Nepeta Stimboard

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[jayesprite]

oh, are we sharing tl memories now?

i’ve been waiting for an opportunity to share the kin hell i’ve found myself neck-deep in- apparently one of my tls is some cursed trollstuck au of a different media and that has certainly made it difficult to figure out much of anything, really.

the timeline may or may not have been a descendant au- everyone had canon surnames from what i recall, although i can’t say for certain.

i’m fairly sure there was at least enough trolls to span the full hemospectrum, but i can only remember three: myself, my moirail, and the vantas.

i was an indigo, though i normally went hemoanon on the internet due to technically being a mutant. i was supposed to be culled as a wriggler on account of being hatched with a limb deformity as well as being a runt, but successfully made it to at least seven sweeps i think. i had some sort of prosthetic upper limb(s) though i can’t remember precisely which, but i learned the basics of bioengineering due to having to do upkeep myself. i had glasses (my source had round glasses while the equivalent of my moirail had rectangular ones, but i think they were swapped in this tl?) and an oversized lab coat about the length of nepeta’s coat i think.

my moirail was an olive whom i met due to him fucking up his arms in a flarping accident (i know for sure both of his ended up as prosthetics, which makes my confusing limb situation further strange). i don’t remember very much about his appearance other than the fact he wore tennis shoes, was taller than me, and potentially had white streaks in his hair for one reason or another. we had technically talked on trollian previously but it hadn’t been much more than formalities due to having mutual friends.

the vantas was a strange case due to the fact she wasn’t a mutant but a regular limeblood (obviously still dangerous, but less rare) on top of being one of the nicest people in our group. i remember the least about her, but she was pretty isolated for most of her life (i think we may have bonded over having to hide from most of troll society to avoid getting culled) and rarely spoke to anyone outside of trollian. she took a lot of things personally and had a really strong sense of justice so talking to her was somewhat taxing, but she really was genuinely nice to bond with. i don’t remember anything about her appearance other than she potentially wore a skirt similar to feferi but in green or grey tones?

uh. apologies for rambling, i’ve never really interacted with kin spaces so. this is kind of a lot. but i’ve been a long-time follower of the blog and it’s always felt very safe and comforting so :] yeah. this is kind of a mess my apologies

its super cool how you remember all this stuff. i have a soft spot for noncanon characters (as i kin MULTIPLE of them, which as u can imagine can be .... incredibly isolating haha) so i feel for you and how overwhelming it can be. hey, maybe there are people on here who remember similar stuff as you! that'd be cool wouldn't it? thanks for sharing, maybe i can do a sprite for you some day :)

[blinkycravesviolence]

in the probably doomed timeline where im the sole theatre kid and everyone else is a homestuck, @indigos-shits-and-giggles would be a transmasc influenced by dave strider and @thecrabbybarista would be a nepeta kin. and we all hate hussie. and the day indave sees tgwdlm we’re all doomed

[homestuckkintime]

indigo nepeta steampunk themed stimboard for anon

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[crimsonsailors]

♌️🌈 !Nepeta Fashion Board! 🌈♌️

Nepeta Lejion fictive fashion board for @spongyboi ! Including: scene style, rainbow theme, indigo, and fem-neutral like clothes!

I couldn’t find many good/fitting rainbow clothes, so I added accessories! I hope you’re okay with it! :DD

!!!DO NOT TAG THIS AS KIN!!!

[hskinhome]

I’m Terezi Maryam.

Important things to note about my timelines:

[*more on this later]

It’s a nameswap, genderswap. So, for example, I’m still a teal blood, libra, and I have a lot of the same attributes as Terezi Pyrope. I am male*

This is an ALPHA troll session.

This is a brand new kin, I don’t remember a lot.

My quirk was the same as Terezi Pyropes, but add commas

I understand swaps like this are extremely rare so I’ll be as specific as I can. So bear with me. It’s a mess, but so am I.

I’m looking Nepeta Nitrum (male), Equius Makara (female), Gamzee (female), and Eridan (female). I don’t have last names for those two as of right now. I’ve been trying to dig deep, but I keep coming up flat.

Three thing have been made clear:

I’ve made sure to know just about everybody.

Highbloods were not our friends

I was in captivity for a long time

PLEASE NOTE THE NEXT INFORMATION MAY BE TRIGGERING TO SOME READERS. THERE IS MENTION OF SEXUAL ASSAULTS.

-> Nepeta and I were flipping quadrants between pale and red. We just to play in the grass fields. We often flarped, but more so ran around without shirts like a bunch of whisical lord of the flies. The memory I have of him was that we were playing and he tacled me to the ground. It was affectionate. I felt him purr and I remember being so happy to see him. He smelled like dark honey flowers. I know you’re probably thinking, “shouldn’t he smell green because of his blood color?” And yes! You would be right, but that’s not how I associate him. (We also often painted each other. I wouldn’t be surprised if we were flarping other blood colors in the slightest). Equius was very purple smelling, despite being indigo.

I also know he was a warrior. Very intense about his beliefs. I don’t remember what he looks like. Lean, skinny, voice not deep but definitely males.

-> Equius Makara had a twisted mind, like most highbloods. While in captivity, she often came to torture me. I was used for aggression, entertainment, a late night fix, anything anybody could need a body for. Equius is the one that took my eyes. I want to make it clear that I’m not angry or upset. I just want to know what happened.

-> Eridan, and I’m not sure about Feferi (probably not) had something against me. I was forced taken hostage on (I believe) Eridan’s boat. I remember metal, rust, and creaking. I saw most of Eridan and Gamzee. So, Eridan (and/or Feferi) may not have been involved at all. I just don’t know any other sea dwellers.

-> **TW** -> Gamzee is mentioned because that is the second clear memory I have. I remember being chained up to a wall, my arms and legs stretched out. I was naked. Gamzee walked up to me and,, well,, I think you can assume what happened next. Thing is, at that point in time, I enjoyed it more than suffered. This is not to say that I am happy about it, because I’m 100% not. I never asked for it. Ever. But I was already broken and twisted into a more wicked, conflicting version of myself. This is what clues me in that I was in capitivty for so long. 1) I don’t go down without a fight. 2) I was conditioned to like it. I can’t get off without thinking back to that time or my life being threated one way or another. AGAIN, I am not angry or upset. I would love to connect with Gamzee even still.

Gamzee was large. Dark and purple. Corrupted. So much fucking hair. A deep, intimidating growl. All these are fragments because that how I remember them.

-> As for physical appearance, hair was long, crazy, matted. I worr stylish hoods and blind folds, tight clothing, and I did have a cane after I escaped the boat. I know not the theme of said cane, or really of myself. I have a knack for justice but it’s as overbearing as Terezi Pyrope.

Anyone remember that nsfw homesmut blog ssvsixtythree? Take a listen to their male Terezi, just the first minute of any. I shit you not, that’s what I sound like, just a bit gentler in the gravel of my voice.

NOW. I don’t know how many sweeps passed. Not sure about a revolution. If any of this sounds familiar, please connect me on my Discord: buildabro#2147 or my tumblr (if you don’t have Discord) @shoutandscreamy

MOD EDIT:  Hi! I just sent in a canon call for Terezi Maryam. I forgot to mention that if anyone else (not Nepeta, Gamzee, or Equius) in my canon wants to contact me, PLEASE DO!

[mechanical-sunchild]

:33< Hi! some stuff has changed so I wanted to give a quick update! I'm no longer linking hal, I decided I want to focus on my identity as nepeta for the time being, maybe connect to it more. in other news, I think I figured out what my connection with zebruh is. I think my equius hearttype might have developed into a general indigoblood hearttype? paratype?? also recently I saw a video of a snow leopard acting like a housecat and I got huge kin(?)feels? i think it has to do with pounce de leon?

That makes sense! There's a high chance that being Equius hearted/synpath has given you a general indigo blood paratype, you also could just have multiple specific hearttypes tbh!

Without feeling them myself I can't say much about the last part other than to keep thinking "do I feel that I am a snow leopard?" Or "do I feel connected to them because they're large cats and I'm Nepeta, who is all about cats?" Or as you said "do they remind me of my Lusus?" In the end, it is whatever you say it is~

[crescendo-system]

So I did a pendulum reading with Jade the same day I did the Eridan Captor memory walk and double-checked some things. 

 -I checked about my Lars kin and got an affirmative. 

 -I asked about my Karkat Nitram timeline and got an affirmative. 

-Asked if I had a bloodswapped Summoner timeline - specifically if I was a Makara Summoner. Got an affirmative there. (I’d had a dream where I was a purpleblood rufioh/summoner so I had suspicions)

 -I decided to focus on asking questions about the Eridan Captor memories since they were fresh on my mind. 

 I asked about Feferi Pyrope, if she'd been blinded, if I'd done it, if it was an accident and if I did it using my psionic powers - got strong affirmatives on all of them. 

 I asked about the indigo text - I confirmed they were the Zahhak, and that it was Gamzee. 

 I decided to look into the anxiety i felt. I asked if I was scared of Gam in general, and if it was something he did. The answers were yes I was scared of him, because of something specifically he once did to me. I wasn't sure what this meant, and wasn’t sure I was ready to know, so i left it. I asked if I'd actually had a favor to ask of him and evidently I did. Which honestly piques my interest - what favor did I have to ask of him if he scared me so much? I guess I’ll have to find out.

I decided to move on to solve some game-related things. I asked if I was a Prospit dreamer, given that’s what I saw in the memory walk and it just felt right? and I got a confirmation there. I asked if I had two dreamselves, since sollux in canon did, but got a no (which felt right tbh). 

I decided to finally end the confusion on godtiers once and for all. After writing up all the classes and aspects, I decided to go through the list as a trial-and-error sort of thing until I found the right one. I asked if I was doom aspect first, because it just felt right. Got an affirmative for it. Moving on, I tried asking for various classes- I started asking about longsleeved classes because I had thought I saw I was wearing sleeves. But when that wasn’t working, I decided to start from the top of likely suspects and asked if I was a Prince class, got an affirmative then too. Which meant I was a Prince of Doom. I had godtiered as well, which was good to know.

I also decided to try to decode who the purple individual being flung by the Black King was - I was mistaken entirely in that it was NOT the Ampora, nor was it any of the girls (I had assumed for a while that it was Nepeta or Terezi based on the silhouette for some reason). Turns out it was Sollux Makara. 

I’ve struggled with telling the two purples apart a lot in this tl for some reason, but I think? the reason I thought it was Ampora is it turns out Sol was a Rage aspect player. So I think whatever he was wearing was more violet-purple than the blue-purple of Makaras. I asked about his classpect and got a yes on him being a mage of rage (jealous of that title though), but since it wasn’t me it wasn’t as strong a yes as others I’ve gotten. I think I got a confirmation on him godtiering as well.

Based on this, I’m suspecting the godtiering pattern is class = same as core character’s canon counterpart (Eridans as princes, Solluxes as mages), aspect = follows the last name/hemospectrum counterpart (makaras and rage, captors and doom). This definitely feels right to me for Gamzee Zahhak, who’d be a Bard of Void (he felt very voidy). Feferi Pyrope would be a Witch of Mind, also fitting. Karkat Maryam would be a knight of space, but that’s the only one that feels a little off to me. It could just be that he never godtiered though so I’m not sure.

I had tried to ask a few other things but I was dwindling energywise so the answers weren’t easy for me to understand.