#incoherent screeching into the abyss

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“You're not Mary Poppins. You're a bitch.” is not one of the best lines ever written but it has stuck in my head for several days after rewatching The Wedding Job.

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Gin (The Way of the Househusband cat) continues to be the perfect beast.

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This, too, is yuri...?

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Everyone needs to look upon Hanamaruobake immediately.

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Cesare is right, actually. If I cannot find parking I will crash this butch mechanism into an embankment wall.

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Every time I try to do a project that is larger than the scope of my skills, I am either able to come out of the project with new skills or end up with half-baked skills and an unfinished project. Considering that I am not very good at remembering code due to my lack of knowledge, expertise, and practice, I should not be thinking about making a randomizer for digital cartomancy.

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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER SEASONS ONE THROUGH SEVEN ARE CURRENTLY AVAILABLE TO WATCH ON TUBI FOR FREE!!! IF YOU HAVE FIREFOX AND UBLOCK ORIGIN YOU CAN WATCH IT WITHOUT ADS!!!

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I don't know if The One Within the Villainess is actually good or not (being on the 2nd chapter) but it is scratching an itch in my brain for revenge and women caring deeply for each other (though they're sharing the same body).

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I really just choose to do things that are fully out of my depth and then have to figure shit out through an incredibly unintuitive trial-and-error process. I enjoy the challenge but don't like watching videos (which are the preferred method for communicating new skills for some fucking reason).

I think I know what to use but don't understand the syntax quite yet.

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What the fuck is the difference between fuckboys and mansluts?

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Forgot the name of a character's father and then where the fuck the file is.

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While still on my villainess isekai kick, I reread and read to the last 'episode' of Villains are Destined to Die (very good; made me cry after 4 seasons). I went on 5 different translation sites and translations (not the official release bc I have a grudge against the company in charge of its American release) to get to that point. I endured several different translations of names (Winter/Bunther/Vinter/Vincent) and weird choices for the noble titles and how they're used. I clicked out of several hentai game ads within full view of my classmates because Villains are Destined to Die is just that good.

(However it has certain plot elements that some readers may find triggering. I could probably make a list if necessary. Also it is dramatic in a way that could make one's heart bleed and heterosexual. But at least they're doing something with the hetero shit.)

Now I'm reading a scanslation of a villainess manga that I saw at Barnes & Noble the other day because I am an adult unwilling to buy a shrink-wrapped book without looking into its quality first. I personally don't think 5 chapters of The Villainess and the Demon Knight is worth $14.99 though it is a fun type of smutty.

But fuck. It is nonsensical in a "how the fuck does any of this plot logically connect" sort of way. I don't know if it's the translation that's fucked or the original plot or if it all falls into place much later. But introducing it as a villainess isekai for the only change between the "original" story and the current one being that one single (special) knight really wanted to fuck the villainess and finally got to because she got banished to a brothel is... baffling.

I know the story isn't taking itself seriously because of its treatment (and utter contempt for) the "original" protagonist (specifically: the player character of an otome game; this has greater implications than just this if anyone wants to hear me rant about it). But like. You are fully capable of adding plot to your porn if you insist so strongly in the plot being there to add to the porn.

VILLAIN, I HAVE DONE THY MOTHER IT MYSELF, EVEN! Not just for vaguely themed erotic content, but putting one's HEART AND SOUL into the porn.

It's okay for people to do what they want forever but I'm not paying $14.99 for 5 chapters of the barest, non-cohesive story elements just because the protagonist is cute and voluptuous and her love interest looks like one of Yana Toboso's character designs for that Disney villain mascot mobile game.

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Something else I said today:

"Well. Unfortunately. It is a dove. And it is stupid as fuck."

(In relation to a dove sitting down on the sidewalk in 90°F weather, observing it while my friend began articulating a Plan to nurse it back to health. [The dove was fine. Just stupid. It got up and walked into the grass after a two-minute conversation between "let's take it home and nurse it back to health" and "i think this animal will be fine but we can keep an eye on it until we go."])

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I thought there would be at least like 1 person that puts ice cubes in an ice cream float but there are none! (So far.)

To continue on this journey, I’m gonna make some more ice cream float polls because apparently gathering info on that is something I’m into now.

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I have misplaced my voter registration card. However, I still have a polling place card from 2 years ago so that should work?