#in shipping him with Christine but it turns out that it was just Weird Highly Specific Personal Reasons the whole time a;sdlkfajs;lfkjdsf)
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......You ever realize why you have an opinion.
#this is not over anything Significant⢠it's literally just about why I think certain things about poto lmao#*something something I was also a young aspiring classical musician when I first saw it*#*something something I lived in constant fear of being exploited by older more powerful men in the entertainment industry*#*something something I saw everyone around me find sympathy for the title character because he was lonely and traumatized and#hurting but I was also all those things and no one had any sympathy for me an actual real human girl*#(this is not hating on the musical btw. I love it. but there was always a disconnect with me regarding how I felt about it and how I felt I#SHOULD feel about it. and I literally just now put all the pieces together lmao)#(specifically the 'should feel' meaning that I didn't have the level of sympathy for him that I felt like I should nor did I see the Visionâ˘#in shipping him with Christine but it turns out that it was just Weird Highly Specific Personal Reasons the whole time a;sdlkfajs;lfkjdsf)#(it might be worth it to watch the ramin/sierra version again to see if my opinions have changed because it's been a few years since#I've seen this show)#(I say that version specifically because the Movie. I have beef⢠with it. I don't wanna talk about it.)#mc13 lore
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June 29: 1x04 The Naked Time
Heeey whoâs ready for me to talk about The Naked Time??
First of all this is one of the best episodes ever so jot that down. Absolutely wild from beginning to end.
For example, here to observe the disintegration of a planet is a cool mission.
âOh no, someone has strangled this mannequin.â
It says something good about the Enterprise crew that they were weird and silly and horny and artistic but the most violent thing they did was slap each other a little and play with swords and butter knives.
This science guy is SUCH a dumbass. Why does he think heâs even wearing gloves??
I love how Kirk always turns on the charm, just a little bit, when heâs being reassuring.
Joeâs story line here is LITERALLY ST: Beyond but better.
Chapelâs first appearance!
âInstruments only measure what they were designed to measure. Space still contains infinite unknowns.â I actually think about this a lot.
Are all games 3D in the future?
3d fencing
RILEY
Everyone looking fine in this ep. Sulu. Spock in his t-shirt.
Sulu trying to get his friends into his hobby of the week.
The fear they have over this butter knife is... interesting lol. Were they not allowed to show a real knife on NBC?
Kirkâs Captainâs Log: âLittle did we know...â When is he writing this? Is he making it as dramatic as possible on purpose?
Does Kirk have to do EVERYTHING himself? His crew just keep wandering off or passing out all over the place.
Loooollll Sulu being so sneaky as he leaves the bridge.
âI want the impossible checked out too.â I love him your honor.
Is there another crewman named Rand here?
I love Riley. This is how Iâm going to open automatic doors now: blowing at them, dramatic hand gestures.
Spock knows so much about everyone. You know heâs a major gossip. Thatâs why his brows are so thick. Theyâre full of secrets.
Outta the chair. Now back in the chair.
SULU.
Honestly living for the way Uhura says âSorry, neitherâ to âFair maiden.â
Spock knows his Muskateers.
First Vulcan nerve pinch. Kirk wants to learn.
I am CACKLING over Riley. This never stops being the most hilarious thing. It also seems like itâs way too easy to take over the entirety of the ship lol. Maybe Rileyâs just very smart--how he came to be a captain so young and all.
I love Kirkâs expression every time Riley calls himself captain. He does NOT like tom foolery.
IâVE WATCHED THEM FADE AWAY AND DIE.
Spock imposes social distancing, but the virus continues to spread.
Does the Enterprise actually have a bowling alley or is Riley making shit up? Someone needs to write the fic of the fancy dress dance in the bowling alley.
ONE MORE TIME.
What does Kirk need to sign right now? What paperwork is so important that he has to fill it in before they all die a terrible death in 20 minutes?
Love mankind!!
Spock rolling his eyes at Christineâs pre-reform Vulcan kink. Why is everyone so into that lol? Sheâs only been on the show for 20 minutes and sheâs declaring her love, like this went 0 to 100 real fast. And she has a fiance too!
She sure is touching his hands a lot. I have to assume she doesnât know about the Vulcan hand sensitivity thing because I doubt thatâs even part of canon yet but this is also airdate order so who knows. (I have a different take on that than most people anyway.)
I feel like the sickness hit Spock really fast. Is it because he has so many emotions?
Kirk just throwing Riley around.
Oh those pesky laws of physics.
Iâm sure Iâve said this before but I find it really interesting that Spock doesnât tell himself anything about being a Vulcan when heâs holding back emotions. He does math, and he reminds himself that heâs an officer.
My duty is to my mom!
Kirk is so fucking smart. I just honestly donât even know what to do with people who donât like Kirk. He knows all about physics, he can run his whole ship, heâs keeping his cool in this insane situation (mostly--and apologizes when he doesnât btw) but anyway the point is his knowledge of highly theoretical physics is a huge turn on.
âEveryoneâs drunk on waterâ is such a weird explanation. Also none of them seem drunk to me.
This Kirk and Spock scene is one of the best in the whole show. Kirk just keeps slapping him even though Spockâs so much stronger. Spockâs feelings about being Vulcan and human and Kirkâs feelings about command. That real Vulcan hand sensitivity there.
Eta how could I forget JIM WHEN I FEEL FRIENDSHIP FOR YOU I FEEL ASHAMED. Best use of Jim so far.
How Kirk starts talking about women and Spock is IMMEDIATELY ready to do math lol. Did he ever even get the cure? Or did he just get over it?
A BEACH TO WALK ON. Such a romantic little nerd.
SINNER REPENT.
The ease with which McCoy rips his shirt is so hilarious to me.
Still obsessed with that beach I see... Every attempt to make Kirk/Rand a thing is always so flippin weird so Iâm just ignoring that and focusing on romantic!Kirk.
This ep is so next level. Like donât mind us weâre just going to INVENT TIME TRAVEL in the last 4 minutes of the ep nbd.
If REAL Star Trek nerds had written the movies they would have used this. Like Spock literally invents a new time travel method and then forgets about it? Unrealistic. Listen to him here, he wants to try it again.
I know Shatner can be dramatic as all hell but he CAN be subtle, too; look at that sequence when Spock tells them theyâre living the last 3 days again.
It occurs to me that we all write Sulu as if he were obsessed with botany and swords but what if heâs really that guy who just has a NEW random obsession every week? I feel like thatâs what Rileyâs line implies.
I understand why Kirk had a freak out about his command specifically, since heâs spent the whole episode facing death down pretty directly, while having to do literally everything himself, because everyone on his crew is loopy and useless except Uhura, Scotty, and McCoy.
Because of the air date order, and because Iâve been deep in a Mitchell/Kirk wormhole recently, when he started talking about everything the Enterprise had taken from him, I actually thought of Mitchell first.
Anyway that was gold your fave could never goodnight.
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Plan: Avoid McCoy
(Bones x Reader) (Leonard McCoy x Reader)
Summary: takes place after Star Trek Into Darkness just before Beyond. In prev story âMcCoyâs Dilemnaâ Reader is Christopher Pikeâs daughter and they had been dating. This starts with them having been broken up for about 3 years, being back on the Enterprise again after Admiral Pikeâs death.
Ths is for you @nervousmemzie hope you like itÂ
Word count: 3,301 (yowza)
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âLieutenant Commander Pike may I have a word pleaseâ Jim asked you into his office.
âYes sirâ you nodded and followed him in. He motioned for you to sit in one of the chairs in front of his desk and he sat in the other, facing you.
He put on his friendly Jim face, so you took a deep breath and exhaled knowing this meant he was going to get personal. âI just wanted to check in with you to see how you are doing?â he asked.
âWith all due respect Captain, I know you didnât call me in here to ask me how Iâm doing. Iâd appreciate if you just cut the crap and tell me why you really wanted to talk to meâ you sat back in the chair with a huff.
âEloquent as ever I seeâ he smiled. âJim weâve been friends for years so donât beat around the bush with me ok.â
Shaking his head âI just need... want to make sure it wonât be weird or uncomfortable for youâ he sat back in his chair.
âWell damn man, donât you think that is something you shouldâve made sure to find out before we left on this godforsaken 5-year mission!â you joked and he laughed. âLook, I wouldnât have taken the assignment and I donât think you would have allowed me to be assigned if we both had any apprehensions about itâ you added.
âThis is trueâ he replied. âI just wanted to make sure youâre still doing ok, I guess. We both took your fatherâs death pretty hard and I know you took a lot of bereavement time afterward. I just wanted to make sure you werenât jumping back into anything too soonâ his smile faltered but he wasnât being completely honest.
âIâve told you before Jim, Iâve been ok for over a year nowâ you tilted your head and squinted your eyes, âAre you sure this isnât perhaps about something, or someone else. Maybe Doctor McCoy?â you shot.
âThe thought had crossed my mind. You guys just broke it off so quickly and it has been a couple years and as far as I know you two havenât even spoken sinceâ he replied looking concerned.
Looking down at the floor, not being able to make eye contact you asked quietly âHas he talked to you about me at all since then.â
âNo not really. I mean there was a couple times right after the breakup but no he hasnâtâ he rubbed the back of his neck not sure if you were going to be ok or blow up.
âOh ok, well no I think Iâll be perfectly fine. I mean we are both the same rank so itâs not like either could boss the other around and hey how often is he on the bridge anyway right.â You rambled quickly. âAre we doneâ
âI feel like Iâve just hit a waspâs nest Y/Nâ he looked worried.
âWhy on earth would you feel like that? Iâve just got some things I need to do and not that looking at you isnât just a delight JT, but seriously, I have workâ you sassed.
He cringed at the name JT, but he also knew you never used it around other people. It was something you had started calling him years ago when your father, then Captain Christopher Pike, had taken Jim under his wing after his mother asked for help with you as a teenager. You and he were like brother and sister so of course the first time you called him that and he demanded you not ever call him that, it became his nickname.
âOk, but if you need to talk PJ you let me knowâ he ruffled your hair as he stood. You smacked his hand away âItâs not the same, I actually like my nicknameâ you stuck your tongue out at him. He called you PJ to stand for Pike Jr. since he always tried to get your goat by telling you your dad always wanted a son but instead he got you and that was the reason he liked Jim so much. The two of you often got into fights because of it. Typical brother sister conversation.
Once you left the captainâs office you advised the Lieutenant working with you that you were going to take the rest of the day and left for your quarters. You were able to quell any tears from forming, but once the door shut behind you in your room, you fell on your bed and let it all out, sobbing for hours. It wasnât the reminder of your father or his death that got you sad. It wasnât the reminder of your ended relationship with Leonard that bothered you. It was that he didnât even talk about you afterward.
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It wasnât even a week after your conversation with Jim that you started seeing Leonard in the corridors, or passing by an intersecting hall just as you happen to look up. He would come into the lounge to eat or drink with Jim, Scotty, or Sulu and you would immediately clear your plate and take your leave. If he was in a room first and you walked in, you excused yourself claiming to have forgotten something in your room and you left.
The few times he came to the bridge to talk to Jim you simply ignored the fact that he was in the room, or turned your chair to look at a different console facing away from him. This went on for about 3 Â weeks before the dreaded message came across your PADD. Your annual check-up was scheduled for 2 days from now with none other than Doctor McCoy.
âExcuse me Commander Spock, do you happen to know when the Captain will be back?â you asked.
âThe Captain did not leave instruction on when he shall return Lieutenant Commander Pike. Is there any way I may be of service?â he replied.
âWould you be so kind as to change my checkup to Doctor MâBenga, or anyone else perhaps?â you asked as you handed him your PADD.
âI see you are scheduled with Doctor McCoy Lt. Comm. He is highly trained and more than qualified to perform a routine checkup is he not?â he asked obliviously.
âOf course he is, itâs just that I would really appreciate it if you could make this one little change for meâ smiling big as if he would understand your implication.
âI cannot simply make a change without proper justification Lt. Comm. Is there something improper the doctor has done? Do I need to file a report?â he lifted his head and stood straighter than he already does.
âNo no no, itâs nothing like that? Nevermind sir, Itâs fine. Thank youâ you smiled and grabbed back your PADD. Ugh if I tell Jim then heâll think I have a problem and I donât really. I just donât want to avoid McCoy. Forever. That isnât too much to ask for right. Well shit.
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You stood there looking at yourself in the mirror for the 5th time this morning. Trying to persuade yourself that this is fine. This is going to be just fine. These checkups only take a few minutes and so youâll just answer when he asks a question and you donât even have to look him in the eye. Yeah thatâs what youâll do. Youâll look at the wall or the floor. You can do this. You can do this. Then why do you feel like you want to throw upâŚ.again. Ok, letâs just go get this over with.
You made your way to Medbay and told Christine you were here for your checkup. She smiled and walked you to Biobed 3. You grabbed her arm before she turned and left âHey, why canât the nurses do checkups? Why does it have to be Doctor McCoy?â you asked quietly.
âUm, we do checkups. Doctor McCoy scheduled this appointment. I thought you had asked for him, thatâs why I didnât think anything of it when I saw he was doing a routine checkupâ she smiled and walked back to her desk. Well shit.
Just then his office door opened and he walked out. He was looking down at his PADD so he hadnât seen you yet. You hadnât seen him in 3 years so you werenât sure what you expected to see. You thought that maybe with the incidents of dealing with Khan and almost losing Kirk and all that maybe he would look a little worse for wear. You had hoped maybe he had gained a ton of weight and slouched and stopped shaving and looked like a sloppy hobo, but he didnât. He still looked ruggedly handsome with that damn furrow in his brow when he was concentrating. His hair was a little shorter and you liked it. His hands still looked strong and steady and you noticed it looked like his thighs were looking a little more toned than before. Hmmm, NO no no, just look at the floor Y/N!
âGood day Lt Comm Pike. How are you feeling today?â he asked as he finally walked over to you.
âFine.â
âHow have you been?â
âFine.â
âSo youâre not going to talk to me at all then?â
âI am talking to youâ you tried not to sound snotty. You thought if you could just keep focus on this one small spot on the floor then you will hold your resolve.
âOh I see. Speaking technically, then yes you are talking to me. I swear Spock is rubbing off on more and more people around hereâ
âHmffâ you scoffed.
âWhatâs that for?â he stood right in front of you. Damn it he was blocking my sight of the spot.
Look at his shoes, yes, just look at his shoes. âOh sorry, nothingâ you quickly tried to brush off your smartass response that you did not want to say or it will start a conversation you are not ready to have.
âY/N why wonât you look at me?â he sulked.
Damn a direct question. I said Iâd answer those. But I said that to myself so it doesnât count. But I have to say something. Think think think.
You looked him straight in the face âCongratulations doctor on completing the first cerebral-cortex/brain-tissue graft. Thatâs a great accomplishment.â Throw him off topic, thatâll do it.
He sighed âThank you.â He picked up his tricorder and scanned you. âAny pain, illnesses, or other concerns lately?â he asked in Doctor mode.
âNopeâ you focused ahead of you at a spot on the wall.
âIâve noticed you have been avoiding me around the shipâ he returned to the damn topic of us.
âHmmâ
âHmm thatâs all youâre going to say. Hmmâ he raised his voice.
You were tempted to blow up on him, but you were also determined to let it go so you simply replied âMmhmm.â
âGood god woman I havenât seen you in 3 years and youâre going play games and ignore me!â
Stone faced you looked him in the eye âDo not raise your voice at me Doctor McCoy.â
âHow can you be like this? How can you have nothing to say to me?â
Oh no he didnât! âIâm sorry what! How can I not have anything to say to YOU! Are you out of your southern fried mind!â you were the one yelling now.
âYes, may I remind you that you broke up with me so why you are ignoring me like I did something wrong is beyond me!â he had that stupid wide eyed look he gets when he doesnât understand something. And boy he does not understand today.
âI did not break up with you Leonard! My father just died and I said I needed some time to think and cope with things and you are the one who never came back. In fact you even started dating that Nancy chick after a few months anyway like the 2 years we were together meant nothing to you. So you know what, you take your tricorder and shove it up your ass McCoy!â you slapped the tricorder out of his hand and stormed out of the Medbay.
Christine and another nurse were whispering at the desk when you ran out with Leonard hot on your trail.
âWait a minute here. You told me you didnât want to see me anymore and never told me what was going on. You never let me try to talk to you or comfort you so what was I supposed to do, break down your door?â he yelled following you down the corridors.
âJesus man you donât know anything do youâ you scoffed again. âI said and I quote âI donât want to see anyone right nowâ because I was grieving. That didnât mean leave me alone forever. It meant like gimme a few days or maybe bring me some comfort food later or anything except tuck tail and runâ you exclaimed whilst waving your arms in awe of his stupidity.
âOh Iâm sorry, did I miss the seminar on âdo the opposite of what a woman tells you to doâ because I think I woulda remembered that one.â
âOh my god Leonard, sometimes you can be so daft. I mean you didnât even talk about me after we âbroke upâ so itâs not like you wanted to try anywayâ
âWhat are you talking about!â he held his hands out in front of his face still keeping pace with you.
âJim told me you didnât even talk about me after. Like who does that? Someone who doesnât care, thatâs whoâ you pointed a finger at him stopping in front of your quarters.
âWoman I didnât talk to Jim because he has the emotional intelligence of a cucumber. I wasnât dating Nancy, I was seeing her as a patient. She was a therapist and I was seeing her about you. About us.â He motioned from you to him.
âWell what kind therapist doesnât suggest you go help your grieving girlfriend?â You crossed your arms.
âWell that was what I was wondering too and I found out later that she was telling me to stay away from you and give you space because she wanted to make a pass at me. As soon as I figured it out I ran to your place to see you but you moved.â He looked dawn at his hands.
âYouâre a grown ass man Leonard, you couldnât figure out that you shouldâve come see me sooner?â
âWell hun you remember I get divorced for not listening to what she said, so I figured I was going to do what you said. See how well that did meâ he frowned and rubbed his hand over his face.
âYouâre an idiotâ
âI knowâ
You turned and went into your quarters. Turning to look at him âBye Leonardâ and you shut the door.
A few moments later your door chirped so you walked back and opened it to find Leonard leaning his hands against either side of the door with his head tilted down slightly. Looking at you scandalously âYou still need your checkup Lt. Comm. Pikeâ
âWould you still like to give me my checkup Doctor McCoy?â you said taking a few steps back.
âYes I very much doâ he grinned and walked in.
Once the door shut behind him, âFirst letâs check those tonsilsâ as he closed the gap and cupped your face in his hands and he kissed you furiously. You giggled and wrapped your arms around his waist.
Walking backward you pulled at the hem of his shirt. He stopped kissing you and let you pull it off him. God you were right, he was more toned than before. He must have been working out. Whatever it was, you likey.
âLet me check your pulseâ as he kissed your neck. âAnd now for the lungsâ he pulled your shirt off and threw it to the ground and looked at your breasts for a moment. âYup them are healthy lungsâ he grabbed them and squeezed as you laughed. He kissed the skin above the bra line then tugged at the bra to pull your left breast out of the cup and tongue the nipple.
You reached around and unhooked your bra as he slipped his right hand down into your panties. âIâm just going to take your temperature Lt. Comm.â He smirked. You moaned as he slowly slid a finger between your folds and stroked your clit. You pulled him back to the bed and laid down on the bed. He laid down next to you continuing to pepper your breasts with licks and nibbles. He slid a finger into your wet core eliciting an excited moan. Soon he moved his thumb to your clit and added a second finger inside you curling them to your delight.
âOh Leonard, Iâm almost there babyâ
âThatâs right baby, cum for meâ in that low gravelly voice you didnât stand a chance at lasting longer. You bucked your hips as your release hit like a ton of bricks.
âThatâs so good baby. You feel so goodâ he praised as he licked his fingers. You took his fingers and sucked on them after. âOoh such a naughty girlâ.
âLeonardâ
âMmhmmâ
âShut up and fuck meâ you pulled him in for a hard kiss.
âYes maâamâ He stood up and pulled down his pants and underwear as you pulled off your soaking panties.
He didnât even try to be gentle and at this point you needed him so badly that you didnât want him to be soft with you. He slipped in between your legs and inserted his cock to the hilt. He let out a low growl as you hissed at the pleasurable pain of it. He pulled almost all the way out and rammed himself into you again and again. The only sounds in the room were bodies slapping together and loud moans. He lifted one leg up and wrapped it around his waist to get himself an even deeper penetration.
âOh my god, yesâ you squeezed his biceps.
He pumped faster and harder and you felt the coil in your stomach tighten faster. And suddenly you were moaning out his name and he thrust a few more times before he released himself inside you. Panting heavily he slowly pulled out and laid down beside you. Both of your chests heaving, trying to calm down after the amazing orgasms.
He turned towards you and kissed you softly âI missed you so muchâ
âI missed you to Leonardâ you rubbed the back of your hand down his cheek.
âYou know Iâm not sure I got a good reading. I might just have to take your temperature againâ he shot you a toothy grin. You laughed âOh my god youâre still a dorkâ and leaned in to kiss him again.
You heard your comm chirp âKirk to Pikeâ and groaned as you leaned over and picked it up off your bedside table.
âPike here sirâ
âI just heard that you and Bones were fighting and yelling causing a commotion through the ship. You want to explain what part of everything will be fine did that fall under?â he commanded.
âIâm so sorry Jim. Itâs fine now reallyâ you tried to reassure him when Leonard reached over you and grabbed the comm.
âLook Jim she feels really broken up about that so sheâs going to need to stay on bed rest for the rest of the day. Doctorâs orders. But donât worry, Iâll give her a good once over to make sure sheâs fit for duty tomorrowâ
Jim heard you laughing in the background, shook his head smiling and shut his comm.
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