#in relailty I was just punching the ground repeatedly because I was dead last | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

xxc4rt3rxx · 2 years ago

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Can y’all picture me 13 years old high off my mind from anesthesia and for some reason YouTube shuffle plays Thursday and I discover good music exists that wasn’t made before 1990 or Coldplay’s Viva la Vida

#god built me to be a theatre kid and then when I was 12 I discovered EDM and briefly got really really in to msi #yes I was an msi girlie in my defense it was like 2017 and again I was literally like 12 #god there was a period of time where I only knew Gerard way as lyn-z’s husband that all the weird red eyeshadow kids are obsessed with #GOD I WAS AN EDM THATERE KID WHO WAS A CLOSET NERD WHO WAS OBSESSED WITH MSI #LITERALLY ASHAMED THAT I WAS WATCHING SUPERNATURAL AND DR WO ALONE IN MY ROOM BEC MY FRIENDS BULLIED ME #AND I THOUGHT MCR KIDS WERE BELOW ME #I am so fucking glad I never bullied anyone because I can barely live with myself that I made fun of ppl in my head I don’t think I coul ev #ever move on with my life if I was an actual middle school bully #to be clear I would have been clowned on so hard if I had tried to the mcr kids were not below me in the nyc middle school food chain #I was only punching down in my mind #in relailty I was just punching the ground repeatedly because I was dead last #thursday

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