#in prison makes you second guess yourself. and im tired of living by tumblrs rule of law since people on here dont even have | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

snekdood · 2 years ago

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i really dont think i actually deserved all that bullshit. the internets traumatized me now at this point and literally no ones gonna care unless my abuser is honest and its so fucking exhausting.

#at this point its my mantra that yall only care about believing the victim you like. if two ppl are accusing eachother you're going #to pick the person you like more. that just seems to be the situation. and its so fucking dumb #all these ppl who call themselves progressive who do this are so fucking dumb #you only want to believe the victim you like and i just dont understand why you're willing to throw me in the trash over a lie #not even CONSIDERING it could be me at all. nah. bc if you had to consider that you'd probably just have to feel guilty for the way you #treated me #but lord knows hardly anyone on this website ever likes to admit they did anything wrong bc they found their safe haven where they can #be an eternal victim and they dont want to lose that #i genuinely think yall are the worst people to walk this earth and you provide literally 0 benefit for anyone else #i have no idea what possesses you to think its okay to treat me this way like at all #how are you so sure. how do you believe them so storngly that you can have this reaction to me #and why do you think its fine #to the person reading this going 'omg hes so dramatic 🙄' i dont think you under fucking stand #humans aren't supposed to have THIS much criticism. our brain isn't used to having criticism from like 200 people like this.#ive lost friend and followers over this situation.i saw someone i thought of as a friend shit talking me on a different site #friends*#theres people irl who wont talk to me anymore #i dont think you understand what that does to someones psyche #imagine you were sent to prison for some shit you didnt do. you might in your heart know you're innocent. but the fact that you're #in prison makes you second guess yourself. and im tired of living by tumblrs rule of law since people on here dont even have #the basic human decency to give due process.#theres fucking people online who accuse me of shit i didnt do or dont believe in all the time on here now and i dont think they #wouldve done it so hardcore had my ex decided to be honest from the get-go #it feels like they know deep down theyre lying so theyre trying to find or even make up more reasons to keep believing im bad #like im sorry i had a messy past and im upset not enough ppl care about trans men #i have no idea how that warrants this response though #and im not like??? bad politically??? like at all??#like when ppl try to find reasons im bad its either disingenuous. a common misconception. things taken out of context.#someone just simply refusing to see my point or perspective in any capacity.#ot its something from my past but even as far as my past goes ppl are extremely hyperbolic about it. i wasnt a fuckin nazi or something

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