#in order to sorta. let ppl get over it

[britneyshakespeare]

she snorts cocaine at dinner parties in beverley hills

she goes to church every sunday and has a repressed sapphic crush on her best friend

nevertheless they are as close as can be

[ventismacchiato]

chiscara headcanons ? 👀

shoutout to the multiple ppl who asked me 😈

canon compliant sorta

childe followed scara around like a puppy after getting recruited since he was in awe of his fighting ability

stole his hat once and never again after scara raged out on him

openly has called scara hot and scara tells him to stfu

teucer loves scara and scara wud rather chop his leg off than admit he likes kids; he lets teucer ride down hills in his hat

that one scene from howl’s moving castle but it’s scara cus childe wanted to see how it felt like to float as high as u want / his hands on childe’s waist moans

they are both so touch starved but scara never initiates it. one time he did and childe teased him so scara never did it again until months later and childe doesn’t say anything cus he doesn’t wanna scare him off

modern au moment

strangers to best friends to lovers

growing up they went to the same elementary school and childe befriended the entire class, including scara and he was scaras first real and only friend

went on to middle or high school and childe instantly became popular bc of his social status and how extroverted he was so scara assumed childe wud leave him for other ppl who actually talked and matched his energy

so he was surprised when childe kept in touch w him

scara was popular too cus of his looks but nobody talked to him too much cus of his demeanor

childe confessed first but scara makes the first move to kiss

childe probably lived in a frat house and scara got his own room so childe sleeps over half the time

goes on a lot of bar crawls and sometimes scara goes to keep an eye on him but he just stands in the corner and glares at anyone who flirts with childe

childe gives him his letterman jacket and it drowns scara so next time around he orders a smaller size and everyone on childe’s team is like wtf it wont fit u but he doesn’t care cus it’s for his bf

hc childe plays college soccer and scara goes to his games, he’s too awkward to cheer him on and he doesn’t care to learn the rules but he’s there

he’s jealous cus he’s insecure (he has abandonment issues 😍) so it upsets him when cheerleaders flirt w childe

scara probably has a more time consuming major so study dates but childe just sleeps during them or watches scara study

childe small spoon omg cus scara will hug him when he’s asleep and doesn’t realize it

scara is a skincare whore and he’ll make childe do facemasks

he loves childe’s freckles…sometimes he counts them when childe falls asleep first and if childe’s insecure about them he’ll tell him to stfu

i got carried away lemme shut up 😇 (i will reply to the other ppl w more)

[limomi]

adults only, minors don't interact

we all know that Reo is at the very least ok/good in everything he does, so i'm just literally physically unable to stop thinking how he'd be singing this song for ya...

imagine how yall have sorta singing competition while studying in uni n Reo never gave a damn about it but

so u 2 r really close friends both in love with each other but still not dating cause each of you's afraid to confess. most likely u don't wanna be "one of all that ppl" confessed to him n get rejected n even he'd say yes, he'd definitely do that just not to make u sad? moroever, u 'know' his family won't ever accept u as his partner.

the same time Reo can't believe that you as perfect as you are to him can love someone like him, cause let's be honest, his self-esteem is so much lower than should be

so time goes by n u 2 fall more n more in love n it causes a lot of fights between u, u 2 just can't stand seeing each other being so nice n friendly to someone else, smiling to someone else, spend time enjoying someone's company but yall can't honestly explain what r the reasons of that 'weird' behavior so u fight even more. neither of u wanna lose this connection between u, but both of you are sure that it'll surely happen if either of you reveals the truth about ur feelings to the other

one day Mikage got way too overheated with jealousy, observing u going to lunch with some random guy n letting him to touch u when he helps u clean ur face cause u have sauce n crumbs allover it, when that guy has a nerve to hug u, to make u smile n laugh so sincerely

Reo confronts u, u immediately get defensive n angry with such tone he talks to u with, the fight is just dreadful, he says n screams a lot but nothing he actually should, the same do u

now u don't talk for weeks, even months n none of u can get over it, get over ur feelings but also fear to lose each other. so stupid n ironic of both of u to be that afraid of loosing each other n still doing everything what's leads to it

the day of singing competition Reo didn't even know about it, he just didn't care at all, but than some of his friends invited him cause one of contestants was the crush of this pure guy but he was to shy n embarrassed to go alone, so being nice person as he is, Reo agrees to keep his poor friend's company. n there he sees u with that guy he confronted u about.

Reo's mad n broken at the same time, he couldn't be sure if something's going on between u or not but he thought about the worst scenario possible n immediately got nauseous so he excused himself, saying he needed to go, n ended up spending most of the competition in the restroom, picturing u in the arms of that guy

'no thoughts, head empty' he run without any clear plans, irritated and defeated, to the concert hall, backstage area, and literally ordered to put a minus of this song next, he'd been listening to it on repeat for a long time, back when you gave it to him to listen to over a year ago.

ofc, they tried to turn him down, saying he wasn't on the list of contestants, but a few words were enough to make the organizers worry about their future well-being so they did what he wanted

Mikage ordered all the footlights to go out before he appeared on stage, n the hall was completely dark, at first no one could understand what was going on, but suddenly Reo's voice came on, filling the void with pain and love that was clearly audible in his singing, n u couldn't help but recognize that beloved voice, so tears began to roll down your cheeks in unstoppable rivers, even though u couldn't see him, you knew that was him.

song comes to the end, Reo screams 'see? I said that u have power over me' n that exact moment as he burst into tears he feels ur hand holding his one as u say with trembling voice 'let's go out of here, I don't wanna our first kiss be this public"

P.S. sorry but sometimes my brain just needs scenarios like in stupid romantic tv-shows for teens

[altocat]

first off. SURGERY??? manifesting everything to go well and epic and slay. if u need a distraction from the nerves, i offer the idea i saw somewhere of glenn adopting sephiroth a la how a lot of ppl have vincent do that. from what i understand of EC (mainly thru u, ngl, so ty so so much) it seems like theyre more sibling vibes?? but id love to know yr thoughts on sephs relationship w glenn (and the other two. whose names i definitely super duper remember atm) regarding parental vibes or older sibling(s) vibes. aka i love seeing yr sephcanons on my dash JFJFKDK

Hhhhh Thank you! I'll let you guys know how I'm doing tomorrow night once I'm recovering. I have faith it will go well. But it's me, so you never know X'D

As for Glenn and Sephiroth, the relationship has a lot of sibling vibes. But lots of us (myself included) have been wishfully thinking perhaps there's a father figure aspect to it as well. I sorta got this vibe in the last chapter (Chapter 6) as it featured Glenn offering Sephiroth genuine praise and encouragement, something he's likely never had before from Hojo. Plus in the crossover event with Cloud and Zack, Glenn comes off as a parent pushing his shy kid to socially interact.

Honestly, they have both sibling AND father-son vibes. The former probably more than the latter so far. But little moments like Lucia worrying about Sephiroth's safety, Matt teaching Sephiroth about Planetology, and all the frequent headpats little Seph is getting makes it feel like he's significantly younger than them. He and Glenn have a mild rivalry at times since they occasionally butt heads, but Sephiroth also seems to be very eager to please, getting openly upset when Glenn rejects him. He also seems to view Glenn and co. as "safe" resources to confide in since he states that he trusts them with his thoughts and feelings. And he's willing to basically go against orders following them over to the other island so he's already really attached to them.

We'll see how it unfolds in the following chapter!

[the-owl-tree]

Okay I would like to ramble rq bc you are the best one for calling out the series. But the MISOGYNY is going crazy. Let's talk abt our favorite boy crowfeather.

He learns his lesson.. OMG GUYS HES NOT MESSING UP AND DOING BAD SHIT ANYMORE.. LEADER RIGHT HERE

It's giving brambleclaw (we don't give him respect of bramblestar) but like how is it that once a male character suddenly "learns" he's perfect as a character and leader? And everyone is okay with it? Leafpool had her lesson learned FOREVER and no one accepted it and kept shaming her except for like 2 ppl. And Lizardstripe? How dare she not want kits? Wow what a monster for not wanting to make being a queen her whole personality. Let's make her "ambitious" bc an ambitious woman is a bad one. Like.... ??????? It confuses me sm bc I thought it was good for ppl to be ambitious? The problem is they labeled tigerclaw as "ambitious" and "bloodthirsty"(he is) so everyone associates "ambitious" with bad. But tigerheart is ambitious and he's a good guy(sorta not rlly). But she wasnt ever ambitious again after her kits left the nursery so like? So idk???

And squilf... oh squilf.. only known as brambleclaws mate. Like that's all she's written for I swear, promoting brambleclaw, fueling the feud between brambleclaw and ashfur, omg firestars daughter, like she has a personality sure, but not one that's used.

And how about Brooke? From the mountain tribe? She was well written sure, but after the whole trip and her and stonefur went back for help she wasn't relevant.. like at all. She was then known as the cat who married a clancat and saved the tribe but she wasn't appreciated like firestar after saving the clans. Like ik there's kind of a difference there but I mean cmon she still worked hard and didn't get a lot of recognition! I love her character but she lost any and all personality after the one arc. And half moon.... she was.. interesting. Ppl can interpret her character so many different ways but I think she was literally a book device to add drama and pain to jayfeather. They needed him to have a reason to be connected to the tribe so they invented a shecat to be his mate or wtv. I mean she had a personality but no purpose other than to fuel jayfeather and his angst.

HOLY CRAP THIS IS LONG IM SO SORRY DEER I GOT PASSIONATE😰

YOU'RE GOOD! Crowfeather my detested. Proof that an abusive father can not only blame his mate for shit she didn't do (no she did not turn Breezepelt against Crowfeather, go read Outcast PLEASE) and have it be held as canon for years until it's retconned in......the super edition where the abusive father has to have his hand held by onestar, nightcloud, heathertail, feathertail, AND ashfoot in order to learn that Wanting Your Son Dead is Actually Bad. In a fascinating turn of events, this was then taken as a compelling story by fans instead of the most blatant double standard I've ever fucking seen.

Crowfeather gets a promotion for learning that abusing his son might be icky, but Leafpool get humiliated, berated, and threatened to be thrown in cat hell for doing everything right for the children that StarClan manipulated her into having. Fun.

For Lizardstripe, well. Ambition is okay as long as it's not a woman who doesn't want to feel confined by the strict expectation that she have babies and also accepts that the father has zero obligation to help her and will face zero repercussions for doing Fuck All. But it's a-okay, Yellowfang's Secret assured, because Lizardstripe would be happier if she just mindlessly accepted the duty of every she-cat is to have babies and those that don't want that are abusive monsters.

squilf deserves an essay on what she's been trhough good LORD poor girly. it's what makes her compelling in many ways, the trials and tribulations she's been through, and stripping it would just make her lose a lot of her spark......but man is it frustrating to watch the authors endlessly fawn over bramblestar.

Brook and Half Moon I have no strong thoughts on. I think the document covering the anti-Indigenous writing in the series breaks down her issues way better than I can, and Half Moon and the original lake cats are like. very nothing characters to me lol wasted potential!

[the-firebird69]

We try now and really ppl money gold we let others in let's get it. Bja ok yup. He has his sector. And now

Tom Cruise haha as biden

No not us so you see I help this shit ends saw them mess with everyone we need them lut

Camilla

Good we help hope it works

Thor Freya

I don't hv confidence only psuedo empire sees their folly they need to step up

Zues Hera

Well. Ok. We do so

Mac daddy

True too we must most sit and stare we tk him dn now

Ben Arnold

Needed this motivation

Trump

Me too your cities and ships mine braggot deep scanning is the name but ok you don't have deep scanning so what

Zues Hera

Give it to me no no he says then nowhere to go

Trump

Do. Your a dead man sit next to me low level your a one of that lol

Zues Hera

Ok ok we do die here and he says it to us so. I see this but can't help it. Do what the goal shall be then attained you gone true. Body hopping advertising as we my prople need. We take it in heal it run Mac plans sorta shithead he says...so what I mk him feel it hahaha he laughs painful to heal so fast...damnit we are fimb

Trump

This will cost you more than you think it forces it. Your move in too soon shot lol

Zues Hera

You know what they all hit us if we do this

Yrump

So what we're dying

Dan Dave

He's laughing how long can I stand a five not long. I'm in it no. I see it they Left this blows. I can't no past the limit done soon. And yeh that's the idea ok you shit so we see it. Will now die. And be the boys. Recover using our deaths says we were not friends or decent ppl to him it's true so we go. Good he says get out. Finally we hv motivation

Dave dan

I need the money ok heart attack boy

Zues Hera

I'm not dead ok will look weak shorty dying crap I'm out good he says and why do we feel we can resist five we can't good he says he can was as a boy we're fd fell for it

Trump

Yes you are falling for it. Not a ton know and your spent

Zues Hera

Come on dn then.

Trump

Only if necessary to force ppl to whipe out your fleets and remaining cities ok

Zues Hera

Mac proper want us together to hit us

Trumpoh ok see it but psuedo empire lose

Dave dan

Not true at all dumb shit

Zues Hera

Ok lose trinkets we hv a goal and such so he says he orders us dead old lady shit no thanks

Dave dan

I send it now

Hera

Me too expedite it please

Zues

We shall and thank you for asking

Thor Freya

Olympus are on it but hear it now we mess the trumps up are dead fish still hv mass but see it's most likely over now too all. In

[hertwood]

dts s3 e7-8

e7: -HI LAWRENCE BARRETTO -romain's new indy team need to lean into the taylor swift thing i need to know what his favorite era is. its important -i think. it would be so fun. if fred hired gunther as an advisor. backmarker clownshow to frontrunner clownshow would be such a beautiful upgrade for both of them~ -i always forget about antonio sorry. he is simply a bip in time to me -drivers asking if there teammates are ok after crashes always makes me BONKERS but i do think kevin & romain are so so so interesting and rly underrated as a ship. i heard that before kevin got his seat back he was asking romain how to get into indycar and i think id like that parallel universe where they're still racing together :') -every time gunther calls gene i think of that post that was like. 'i like to imagine that gene is gunther's imaginary friend so when he goes i need to go call gene its just to go in a room alone and talk to himself.' might as well be from how poorly gene runs his business lmao -as much as i don't like gunther i do think a lot of his career was just. having nothing but shitty options and trying to pick the least shitty over and over and over. i wouldn't want his job in a million years. it really feels like while they say "oh we want to try something no one's tried before with two rookies!" it very much seems that if they didnt take mick and nikita, they'd be bankrupt. thats at least the narrative dts is spinning i'm curious to know if there was more context at the time. but can't blame him for his choices at all!! (can blame him for treating his drivers like shit tho!!!! that we CAN do) -fred would've treated mick fucking right btw

e8: -it feels sorta goofy how they drop the carlos ferrari news. i suppose just like w/ daniel since it happened before all the races start there's not much to say in buildup but i do find it jarring -spa in the rain is simply too dangerous its gonna kill someone sooner or later -i always think team orders are so so so silly like i GET it but also bro overtake him if ur that much faster bro. prove it. (i GET it tho i promise) -carlos being annoyed about preference seems silly when it is a predictable and understandable consequence of switching teams -i WILL say (lewis news came out the morning i started watching this lol) it does make me wonder how that'll affect george v lewis this year in merc....but that is unrelated to the episode soz -will buxton marriage counseling aldjfalksdjfalksdjfklsdj -i will say its not JUST dts that plays up driver rivalries--a lot of drivers are very much able to not let what happens on track seriously affect relationships w/ other drivers -that being said some drivers are just COWORKERS and i need that all to be seen as acceptable. ppl shouldnt have to pretend to be friends -ppl make fun of will buxton saying "the gloves are off between these two" but i dont think its wrong to recognize that a rookie/veteran relationship will inevitably shift in the second/ongoing years, and i wouldn't be surprised if we start to see more friction with lando and oscar in the coming years -i MISS mclaren rainbow halo stripe bring her back -it is funny watching carlos lament mclaren bad pit strategy & car failure knowing whats to come (ferrari bad pit strategy & car failure) -GOING TO FERRARI IS SOMETHING THATS IMPOSSIBLE TO REGRET i dont even like carlos but man i wanna cry for him BRO

[humanshazam]

Took an eddy last nite and watched evolution of rock music compilations and woah appropriation is really depressing we’ll let me say it’s not even appropriation right it’s a very colonial seizing of culture and claiming ownership over it then revising history to pretend it was a yt art form I think of rock like a country and all the artists stealing from black artists kinda like colonizers and they just say this is not turtle island (black genre of music) this is now America (yt genre of music) bc it’s just white ppl doing realllllyyyy bad covers of rock songs made by black ppl but they took the soul out of it and I think it’s a very vi*lent seizing of identity and taking away rock music is a way of absorbing and stealing identity it’s like yt ppl versions of actual rock music even sounds different bc it undergoes a new dialect of like pretentious “Standard” English and geeky ass stiff approaches when the music is fluid and the rhythm should make u MOVEEEEE rock sorta exploded in the 50s and yt contemporaries are horrible and just reallyyyy bad compared to little richard chuck berry sister rosetta tharpe I like get physically ill thinking abt how shit like the rock and roll hall of fame has the audacity to only recently (since late 80s) incorporate black artists into it when black artists spearheaded the genre??? Basically we pat white rock artists of the 50s and 60s for being mediocre AT BEST and the absorption of rock as a “white genre” is an expansion of colonialism. It IS!!!! Yt ppl don’t want black ppl to emerge as subjects as humans with autonomy and culture brings out our humanity and allows a sense of self and community to flourish simultaneously and by appropriating rock music or black culture in general, yt ppl maintain the subject/object power dynamic where they have ownership and suck the life out of everything and exploit it until it’s let to dry and they can eat good off all the riches…Yeah

TLDR; rock music was absorbed into yt cultural identity as a vi*lent combative response to black ppl expressing themselves and establishing identity thru art and in order to keep racial hierarchy in tact they have to claim that rock was their invention so ppl don’t see humanity and brilliance in black artists/and recognize their personhood and now history has been revised so we think rock is for yt ppl when they are cultural artistic colonizers really who have sucked the soul and original intent of the work and made it into smth objectively lame and badsounding at times bc it’s their yt take on black music that they can’t musically keep up with LMAOOO

[catch-the-wind]

when reader is sick hc's

finally posting writing here so true

n e ways okay so i’m brainrotting about the genshin charas taking care of their s/o’s when they’re sick 🥺 and now i'm feeling sick, sigh

ohm and sulien ambros belong to @teyvattherapist! they're such good chara's, i know i'm writing them here but i deffo recommend reading up on them

okay here u go, have some hc's that are kinda sorta long and by that i mean 2.5k- i haven't proofread this bc it's 4am and im going to BED but if i write for any other chara's i'll post a second part <3 mwah

tags: gn!reader, diluc x reader, kaeya x reader, jean x reader, lisa x reader, albedo x reader, dainsleif x reader, tartaglia x reader, ohm ambros x reader, sulien ambros x reader, soft bean hours

diluc

is not working or traveling when his partner is sick

absolutely makes them soup and hot tea and drinks

he’s trying to make them food but he’s not the best cook so he’s asking adelinde for help

absolutely asks jean, barbara, and ohm for help while his partner is sleeping but he’s so awkward LMAO

was absolutely frantic the first day he found out his partner was sick tho, he made them come over to the winery so they could sleep there and he can take care of them <3

absolutely lied about what room was his so they slept in his bed

“hmm this guest room is so furnished diluc are all your rooms like this” and no, no they are not, this room is his, bestie

diluc slept on a sofa in his bedroom and did work on the table that was supposed to be for flowers. kinda stressed over abyss order locations but was more worried ab his partner being okay so he was distracted

he just put the flowers on his nightstand for his partner to see when they woke up <3

gives his partner forehead kisses because they won’t let him kiss them on the lips and he gives them the gentlest cheek kisses while they sleep

also gives his partner his clothes to wear <3

cuddles them and reads to them when they’re awake and TEMPLE KISSES OH MY GOD

kaeya comes over because he’s worried his brother and his brother’s s/o haven’t been seen in a little while

n e way, diluc gets sick after his partner gets better and they nursed each other back to health

kaeya

like diluc, he took off work so he could take care of his s/o i,mediately after he found out they were sick

wouldn’t force them to stay at his place tho, he’d probably let them recover in their own place

but he might make them go to the kof hq or the cathedral just so they can be taken care of by a proper healer

he absolutely soothes their fevers and stuff w cryo and also the man can heal himself w his elem skill ofc he can fix someone if he tries hard enough <3

he gives kisses no matter how much his partner says not to but he’ll also give them butterfly kisses so it’s soft moments too~ sigh, ur too cute alberich

asks ohm and barbara and albedo and lisa for potions and such to help his partner feel better but he’s really lowkey so he doesn’t seem SUPER worried

he just hates seeing his partner not feeling so well </3

refreshes his partner’s vase of flowers at their bedside every day

brings home work so he can watch over his partner. he can’t cook super well either so he asks for help and brings stuff home from good hunter too

jean was okay to let kaeya off of work and diluc would never admit it (man practically swore everyone to secrecy smh) but he helped take up some of kaeya’s duties in his stead

and kae, the alcoholic, didn’t even drink while his partner was sick bc he was lowkey worried they would need his help w smth and he didn’t want to be drunk just in case <3

many cuddles despite protests of getting him sick <3

jean

absolutely uses her healer skills to make her partner feel better

panicked when they were still sick and thought it was her fault </3 she asked barbara and ohm for help and they just told jean to relax a bit bc her partner was sick and it wasn’t going to be a quick fix

wanted to take off work but didn’t, so she just brought her work with her

kaeya and ohm very kindly took up her other duties where she had to leave so she could be w her partner

her partner is staying in the kof hq where they get access to ohm and barbara comes to visit <3 but also so that jean can sleep comfortably enough close by bc you cannot tell me this woman does not sometimes sleep in her office or the library and barely makes it to the kof dormitories sometimes

she’s so worried the entire time, she’s probably got a few gray hairs and a new frown line smh

she has clothes that aren’t her work clothes???? it’s so foreign seeing her in stuff like pajamas. you didn’t even know jean owned pajamas

jean sets them up in her bed at home (yeah she has a place outside of the kof hq??? it’s surprising) but it’s a big bed so they can rest and she’ll have the lamp on her side on while she sits up and does work

absolutely dotes on them. she’s good at making foods that make them feel better, she’s just a good healer that way <3

albedo, klee, venti, kaeya, lisa, and ohm all come over to check on jean and co and make sure everyone is doing okay <3 lots of food brought

if jean was asked to sing to her partner normally, she probably wouldn’t bc she’d probably get embarrassed but i think she probably sounds v good and venti would give her his lyre to try out a musical instrument too. but also she’d read to her partner and they’d probably fall asleep together uwu

lisa

works part time hours at the library so she can go visit her s/o

probably asks them to stay at the kof hq for easier access to medical assistance and plus she’s almost always there

“cutie” but worried and very 🥺 (pleading emoji)

makes soup and potions and reads to her partner until they fall asleep

also super playful omg she’s still got a smile on and is full of affection while she walks her fingers up her partner’s arm to their face so she can cup their cheek

she’ll make her partner laugh and smile and blush even when they’re sick, but she makes them laugh until they cough sometimes and immediately feels so bad

jean, barbara, kaeya, albedo and ohm all come to visit with different foods and soups and medicines and such

klee comes knocking and gives lisa some good fisherman’s toast and asks lisa’s s/o if they want to hug dodoco b/c that always makes klee feel better

purple roses galore, lisa has them in her partner’s room and they’ve got a potion to make the. uh. sniffer? to make the sniffer feel better. don’t ask me how, idk but she would find a way to make them physically feel better with flowers

reads to her partner ofc, and she tells them stories ab her own life and time at sumeru sans the crazies

worried looks when her s/o is sleeping but also the softest smiles when they wake up pls-

albedo

cutest lil frown on his face when he finds out his partner is sick

immediately they are taken home and he’s testing to confirm what’s wrong w them and what he can do to speed up their recovery

he’s more distracted than usual at work but he’s coming over to your place all the time w what paperwork he can do

also sketches his partner while they don’t know. he’s got lots of beautiful candids of his partner sleeping, looking out the window, falling asleep, reading, even drinking water. he’s made the most mundane things look captivating

kaeya and ohm come to check on albedo when he doesn’t show up for work after a few days and it’s bc he’s taking care of his s/o with food and soup and alchemical potions and shit. and when kae and ohm come in, they find his partner opening the door wrapped in a blanket while albedo is asleep cuddling the pillow they left bc he stayed up the night before making soup and reading to them

klee has camped out on his partner’s couch, she helps w the cooking too~ she absolutely lets them hug dodoco and gives them a treasure to feel better too LOL

many kisses from klee and albedo, and they also go out to get treats for albedo’s partner too

domestic albedo cooking in his partner’s kitchen and for once it isn’t some alchemical potion that he might blow up the stove with

tartaglia

takes off work entirely but BOY OH BOY is he stir crazy smh

brings his partner to his apartment to rest <3

he’s so worried ab his s/o that he makes all the sick ppl food the first day, orders from wanmin restaurant when his partner wants smth different, and also gets toys and such to entertain them otherwise

also reads to his partner but, again, he gets stir crazy after a while

absolutely does workouts and katas in the living room and phew shirtless tartaglia working out? gets the heart rate up for sure ahem

rushes to his partner tho omg- need soup? water? a trip to the bathroom? another blanket? he goes to them the MOMENT he hears them moving around. absolutely dotes on them <3

his family knows ab his partner and he’s probably written letters ab them being sick~ his family sent snezhnayan herbs and flowers and medicines and such

zhongli comes around because he wants sugar daddy!tartaglia with tea and medicine from bubu pharmacy. hu tao is in tow with well wishes and a “hope i don’t find you at work!” which is. a little worrying because aren’t you just a little sick-

many kisses from tartaglia because he is Needy and he’ll absolutely get sick from cuddling his partner while they sleep

also he’ll probably just like. envelop his partner while they sleep. they’re all cuddled into him and he’s actually so warm it’s nice bc they’re cold w a fever and he’s living for comforting them

he’s so worried tho, he’s got the frowny face and he’s so adorable but he just doesn’t want his partner to feel sick

dainsleif

the man camps in ruins, he’s going to his partner’s house smh

he doesn’t go into the church either LOL so expect him in his partner’s home making dinner and doing their grocery shopping thanks

he would get ohm and barbara to come over tho <3 “fix them please” but also “how can i fix them”

is so dead set on making sure his partner takes their medicine at the right times, he’s so soft for them and them alone

cooks soup and old recipes he barely remembers from khaenri’ah. he doesn’t really get sick, so he doesn’t remember these ones too clearly. deffo brings back old memories he’d long forgotten

reads to his partner and tells them old stories of how the world used to be, his travels, gives them the gossip on a certain khaenri’ahn but doesn’t give away the name

ohm comes over with medicine and lollipops bc dain is so unlikely to go to the cathedral to get barbara smh

but also dain, so self-sufficient, is unlikely to want to ask for help, so ohm just goes to help anyway

dain with the old khaenri’ahn lullabies and tucking his partner into his arms and singing quietly while he holds them and rocks them to sleep

dain is immortal, he’s giving his partner kisses bc “i’m immortal, ofc i won’t get sick”

he got sick

but his s/o nursed him back to health and then there were smooches the end

ohm ambros

the doctor with his ill lover oh my god

he’s frowny, he’s taking care of his partner at his home in springvale and his home clinic is open to everyone else. but everyone knows his partner is the first priority LOL

kaeya and albedo come over to see if ohm is okay or if his house needs to be checked up on. they’re wondering if he went on a last-minute expedition to sumeru and didnt tell them

diluc comes over too, he’s just checking up on his best friend but he’s also stealing a cherry lollipop smh. he heard from kae that ohm’s partner is sick tho, so he brings some soup and good food over from adelinde. he also brings some of his own specialty food tho, the once upon a time in mondstadt <3

sulien sending letters to his big brother to see if his brother’s s/o is okay

ohm is also just super protective of his partner, there are not many people who come into his life who he loves and lets in in the first place. he’s absolutely trying to heal them with his own vitality, so their recovery is much shorter than initially expected

barbara also comes over w jean to check up on ohm and co, complete w a goody basket of soup, a teddy bear, flowers, and books

ohm reading to his partner <3 he’s got such a soothing voice even if his accent is wack LMAO. he’s reading stories and even his paperwork because just his presence is comforting

he puts his hands on his partner’s forehead to soothe the fever goodbye

ohm will not sing for his s/o simply bc he doesn’t think he sounds v good. and he probably doesn’t but it would be so cute to hear him try and please ohm? 🥺

n e way i want smooches idc if i’m sick KISS ME OHM AMBROS

sulien ambros

when he finds out his partner is sick, the man blinks like twice and then suggests so calmly that they go to his apartment in liyue

man does not sleep normally, he’s just going to nurse his partner back to health and read during their recovery. fruit tart can cover his duties for him <3

sulien cooks for his partner tho, he’s making soup and stuff and getting medicine from bubu’s pharmacy. he’s also picking up books on the way home but some of them are to be read to his partner so it’s okay-

like tartaglia, sulien works out while his partner rests and goes to them if he hears them moving around. he’s reading to his partner and not so frowny, but the slightest furrow of this man’s brow is already such a big expression of his concern <3

sends letters to ohm asking for advice ab how to help his partner feel better. ohm just sends a letter back with “i’m coming” and shows up within the day LMAO

reads to his partner, and the monotony of his voice is soothing and lulls them to sleep. he just looks at them affectionately (well affectionate for him) and presses a kiss to their forehead before finishing the story on his own and in his head

tartagalicious comes over and brings food, flowers and a teddy bear with some of sandrone’s paperwork but he sends a smile to sulien’s partner with some well wishes

scara comes over too just to visit and check to see where sandrone is, but scara is a grumpy bean so he just says “feel better” all brooding and like it’s a command to one of the fatui subordinates LOL

sulien like ohm uses his cold hands to soothe his partner’s fever and also gives them forehead kisses <3

Edit: a link to part 2

[13thdoodle]

[ OC 31 and Fen : Observants AU ] part 1 | part 2

So this one kinda start with AJ (I think?) goin like hey what if the ppl who are bind to the Observants (Clockwork, Pariah.. sorta etc) have scars on their left eye and then like.. Fen have advanced healing.. he wouldn't get scar like everyone else, so no one would know.. and what if the Observants can see through the left eye? 👀

More of the AU ramblings under cut because it end up being long?

but AU summary is

Fen got bind by the observants and in attempt to help him, 31 got caught instead and got brainwashed and used as pawn

Feeling guilty, Fen stayed with him on the Observants place

31 have control of Fen to some extend; everything Fen sees through his left eye, 31 sees as well; and 31 can order Fen but it mostly comes of as a strong urge to do Things :tm: , unless its an explicit order

Fen eventually realized how much 31 has been controlling him this whole time and he starts wearing the eye patch again to hide things from 31

Arguement and angst ensue qwq

Basically its all angst AU :3c

fun time for the clone duo qwq

Fen belongs to @aj-itated

Another idea is the Observants mayhaps leaked or got the knowledge of making clones out there so they can use the clones to get rid of Danny because they really dont like Danny so what better way to get rid of him then by using something that has similar if not same power set and also easier to discard

(maybe. i forgot how this part goes but thats just the Plot Reason:tm: so we can get to the juicy angst part)

Fen got caught by the Observants and got himself bind to em via left eye, he use the eye patch to block the Observants from looking through said eye. Fen being even more flighty and touch averse and just start to avoid everyone. and it made 31 worried about him

This leads to 31 being caught by the Observants in his attempt to help Fen. He got brainwashed by them and use as a pawn for the Observants' plan to overthrow Danny or sth

Fen felt really guilty because 31 got into this whole mess because of him, so he stayed with 31 with the Observants as

31 got brainwashed into thinking that having controls over everything is good actually (its not) and him helping the Observants with their plans is totally gonna help everyone :))

31 is let to have most of the binding control (not all) of Fen so whatever Fen sees, 31 sees too. He also have some control over him but he never.. explicitly use them, because it's Fen! He trust Fen :D Fen would never betray him so its fine~

[realcube]

trying to be nice to their crush hcs

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thank you to ��anon for this cute request!

characters: tsukishima, kyōtani, sakusa & suna

content warning: swearing & sexual references 

kei tsukishima 

♡ this is all yamaguchi’s fault （︶^︶）

♡ he found out tsukki had a crush on you bc he mentioned you a lot in conversation so yamaguchi interrogated him for answers then lo and behold, the beanpole had a lil thing for you 

♡ you sit in front of tsukishima in homeroom while yamaguchi sits beside him so when you leaned back and asked him if you could borrow a pencil and he spat back a snarky remark about you being too irresponsible to care for your own pencils, yamaguchi hastily offered you one of his own before scolding tsukishima 

♡ he explained to his clueless friend that being nasty to people isn’t a good way to get them to like you 

♡ so perhaps he should be nicer :)

♡ honestly, tsukishima would’ve just looked yamaguchi straight in the eyes and went ‘no’, if it wasn’t for the fact you shot tadashi the sweetest smile anD PLAYFULLY BLEW HIM A KISS AFTER HE JUST GAVE YOU A DAMN PENCIL LIKE WTF 

♡ after that, he decided to give up his current personality and pick up a new one 

♡ jk jk 

♡ but he had to binge a whole bunch of those youtube psychology videos that are like ‘psychological tricks to make people like you’ and ‘THESE 5 MIND TRICKS WILL MAKE YOU THE MOST POPULAR PERSON *EVER*’!!

♡ spoiler alert: he wasn’t the most popular person but perhaps that was bc he only went to the effort of using those tricks on you 

♡ god bless him; he tries hard, he really does. (not his best, just hard)

♡ but you don’t have to be extremely observant to realise that he’s began acting different around you and of course, it confused you seeing tsukishima being nice

♡ what irritated you was how dismissive he was being of your questions though, as he was clearly trying to lead you to believe that you were crazy and he’s just always been a nice guy 

♡ but as soon as he figures out that he angered you, he’ll instantly switch back to him normal self - draining his mind of the hours of phycology studying he did last night to just pretend like it never happened 

♡ and if he’s feeling flirty, he might be extra mean to you （￣︶￣）

♡ also he makes a mental note to never take yamaguchi’s romance advice ever again 🙄

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you sighed, removing your hand from your bag after desperately rummaging through it in search of a pencil once again - deja vu. once you accepted that a pencil wasn’t going to materialise out of thin air, you peered over your shoulder and tapped the corner of yamaguchi’s desk, who wore a suspicious grin which you decided against questioning. 

“yamaguchi, do you think i could borrow a pencil again? sorry, this is the last time, i swear. i’ll be sure to get some on my way home after school tod--” 

yamaguchi dropped the line him and tsukishima had rehearsed many times beforehand, while clutching his pencilcase dear to his chest, “woah, (y/n). you’re so irresponsible. sorry, i can’t lend one of my pristine pencils to someone who is too forgetful to remember to buy some; what if you forget to return it to me?” 

tsukishima cringed at how forced it sounded but he couldn’t help but admire yamaguchi's dedication to his role. this allowed tsukishima to swoop in, pencil in hand, “here.” that wasn’t in the script but he panicked! okay, now, eye contact. 

you just sat there and stared at both of them with the most dumbfounded look plastered on your face. what just happened?  why were they both acting like they were in drama class?  and why are they both so bad at acting? they’re both passing performing arts for fucks’ sake!

kentarō kyōtani 

♡ sorry but i firmly believe kyōtani is the sorta guy to be extra mean to ppl he fancies smh

♡ the rest of them just act (somewhat) like themselves around their crush but kyōtani is himself2 (himself^2)

♡ like one time yahaba found you trembling in your locker bc you had gotten mud on mad dog’s white shoes so he chased you through the hallways of the school, threatening to trek mud on your forehead 

♡ yahaba took it upon himself to investigate as to why kyōtani was so rude to you and he got his answer as soon as he mentioned your name to mad dog and the boy’s face immediately flushed red 

♡ so after practise, yahaba schools mad dog on how to get chicks (⌐■_■)

♡ in short, his advice was ‘good guys get laid’ and for kyōtani’s understanding, ‘good’ and ‘kind’ were interchangeable 

♡ mad dog wasn’t completely oblivious to how he treated you and he was aware that he was far from ‘kind’

♡ although he usually doesn’t listen to people in general, yahaba seemed to know what he was talking about so he figured there was no harm in trying to be nice 

♡ but ngl, he just spent the rest of the day wondering...what is kind?

♡ after a few messages back and forth with yahaba, he figured that the best place to start was by apologising for - y’know - chasing you around the whole school 

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“oi!” kyōtani bellowed through hallway, paying no mind to the students that cast him dirty looks as his sights were locked on you. standing unsuspecting by your locker, stuffing your textbooks into your bag until you heard his deep voice echo through the hall, to which you visibly perked up and began frantically looking around.

he marched towards you, hands in pockets and when you noticed him out of the corner of your eye, you were more than ready to drop all your shit and bolt away. but he didn’t let you as before you were able to take off on your heels, he grabbed your shoulder and spun you around to face him - then he noticed your hands raised in defence by your face and your head hung low.

his heart sank and his grip on your shoulder immediately softened, “i’m not gonna punch you, idiot.” he spat, rolling his eyes and gritting his teeth, trying to appear angry in hopes you’d mistake his light blush for pure rage. 

“i just wanted to say that i felt bad for chasing you through the halls yesterday - you didn’t stand a chance so i guess it was a bit unfair.” he said, frowning as you replied with silence so the duty fell on him to fill it, “and i got the stain out, anyway so.” 

more silence. lovely.

suddenly, he puffed his cheeks out as his eyes snapped to meet yours and he roared, “ARE YOU GONNA FUCKING SAY SOMETHING OR ARE YOU TOO BRAINDE-”

“are you wearing eyeliner?” 

and that was the true story behind why you missed last period, because you and kyōtani had a 30 minute conversation about eyeliner and make-up, then he convinced you to skip the rest of class with him so he could buy you ramen as an apology gift.

so yeah, he figured that perhaps he should try being nice more often.

kiyoomi sakusa

♡ he didn’t need someone to tell him to be nicer, he’s just predisposed to attempt to show kindness to someone he is fond of

♡ in his mind, showing kindness, respect and stripping himself of all his personality = the only way to be desirable 

♡ (ofc this takes place before he meets atsumu tho lol)

♡ so it’s not the realisation that’s the problem for him, it’s the execution 

♡ like how is he supposed to be nice without either sounding creepy or condescending? 

♡ *cut to sakusa practising in the bathroom mirror* ‘your hand looks- no-’ he scoffs, flicking cold water onto his face, ‘your hair looks cool- pretty- nice?’

♡ *camera pans to sakusa laying in bed, staring intently at the ceiling while imagining vivid and scarily detailed scenarios about ways he could mess up while talking to you* 

♡ *camera zooms in on sakusa’s face as he manifests a nicer version of himself*

♡ he might - depending on how insecure he is - watch one of those psychology videos or read a wikihow for help

♡ but other than that, he independently tries to alter his personality in order to gain your favour bc..true love ?

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you smiled as a basketball rolled up to your feet during gym class, followed by the sound of someone approaching you and upon raising your gaze, your eyes met sakusa’s unmistakable black ones. his face hovered only a few inches away from yours due to the fact you had both reached down to pick up the ball at the same time.

he quickly pulled himself away, tucking the basketball under his elbow as he adjusted his mask so it properly covered his face to ensure that you didn’t see the light blush slowly spreading across his cheeks. he then proceeded to blurt out what he had been rehearsing for the past few nights, “oh, thank you, (y/n). your hair looks lovely today, by the way.”

you giggled, holding your hands firmly by your side to avoid fidgeting and making it obvious that his sudden comment flustered you, “thanks, sakusa. and, if we’re handing out compliments today, i didn’t know you were good at any sport other than volleyball but you’re doing surprisingly well at basketball.” you joked, your lips slowly curling into a cocky smirk, “though, i don’t think you’d stand a chance against my team.” 

god, you’re such a tease. you make it so hard for him to be nice to you. so, of course, your comment returned his ability to utter almost every sarcastic comment that comes to mind - screw being likeable. “you think so?” he quirked a brow, tossing the ball onto your lap then pacing backwards, “go on, then.”

rintarō suna

♡ it was probably those tips on social media that told him he has to be nicer 

♡ and plus he saw terushima get all the chicks and he was just sitting there like ‘where are my bitches at? 🥺’

♡ anyway, all the guys on social media that had girls lining up outside their door always had one thing in common: misogyny  obnoxious personalities !!

♡ and his whole personality was a sacrifice suna was willing and ready to make for just a crumb of cooch  🤲

♡ though you weren’t exactly his crush yet, suna thought you were the best person to carry out this experiment with bc he heard through the grapevine that you had a crush on him so perhaps this would make you happy

♡ he didn’t prepare much beforehand though which he immediately regretted as soon as he approached you bc admittedly, his game plan of ‘be self-assured but friendly’ was a bit vague 

♡ so he basically just had to bullshit through a whole, awkward conversation with you while wearing a forced ‘bold’ smirk which, in reality, looked as though he had just seen tiddies for the first time 

♡ hardly self-assured or friendly 

♡ also, the fact you thought he was playing a prank on you must’ve drastically altered the results of his experiment 

♡ at one point he says something extremely stupid you’d just quit playing along and just blurt out ‘wtf is wrong with you today’

♡ to which he’d be like ‘ahaha, nuthin much bbg, how bout you?’

♡ THE EXPERIEMNT ISN’T OVER UNTIL HE SAYS IT’S OVER OKAy?!

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you rubbed your temples in order to soothe the throbbing headache suna gave you simply by existing. like yes, you had a crush on him 10 minutes ago - but that was before he came up to you and started acting like terushima on dodgy medication. “oh and your skin is glowing bab--”

“jesus christ, rintarō, shut up!” you cried, gripping the edge of your skirt to prevent your self from delivering a swift punch right to his stupid face. he’s seriously gotten on all your nerves at this point; firstly, by spamming your phone in the middle of the night asking for homework answers (accompanied by cursed memes) as he actually managed to wake you up. secondly, by acting so oblivious to the fact you clearly had a crush on him and now, this!

heat rose to his cheeks in embarrassment as his creepy smile instantly fell right back into his resting bitch face, “this isn’t working, is it?” 

“what’s not working?”

suna scoffed, rolling his eyes - his façade having evidently disappeared. “this.” he sighed, looking around as if someone was going to save him before his eyes finally settled on you and he was reminded of what he wanted in the first place, his sparkle was rekindled for just a moment which caused him to blurt out, “just fuck me already, i’m not asking for much.”

[sullina]

So... Meliodas with requip magic, anyone?

As a long-time weeb and social outcast in school, I naturally watched Fairy Tail. And holy fuck, Erzas magic is so awesome in several factors: looks, practicality, necessary proficiency in several kinds of weapons, etc.

So Meliodas learning requip magic if given the chance would make total sense, right? So what if Meliodas had learned it sometime before coming to Liones and it would be so fucking funny tbh like

Anytime, be it the middle of the day, the middle of the night, breafast, dinner, whenever! Zaratras ALWAYS saw Meliodas with some sort of sword or dagger, sometimes even a lance or a gigantic axe! And since he saw Meliodas as little more than a traumatized child at the time, he confiscated them a la:

Zaratras: Whatcha got there? Meliodas: a KNIFE Zaratras: NO!

But here’s the thing: Zaratras thought Meliodas only had a handful either salvaged from his home or somehow acquired in Liones with the... allowance (?) the king granted him. But no matter how many weapons the great holy knight confiscated, the next time he saw the blonde, he always had another! And he wasn’t stealing them back, because each and every one was unique!

Now, how does Meliodas have this many weapons? Well, he lived a long time. With not much to do but always needing to make money, it wouldn’t be far fetched to assume he learned how to craft weapons himself. It’s actually a kind of hobby of his, when he needs to clear his head or calm down from something. Hitting things with a hammer can let off a lot of steam. And over the years, he’s made MANY weapons, some he sold, most he kept. They were good quality, too, which is all the more reason for Zaratras to wonder where he got them, because some of these are on the level of sacred treasures! (Meliodas has had a lot of time to hone his craft, and he wasn’t about to make sloppy weapons)

Also, since Requip magic isn’t exactly the Britannian flavor of magic, he sorta keeps it to himself. He uses it, but when asked about it, he says something to dodge the question.

So all the weapons Zaratras confiscates eventually pile up a lot. It started with a drawer, then a small pile, until he had an entire closet full of weapons. He’ll open the door, and hundrets of weapons fall out of the closet in cartoony fashion.

Hendi and Dreyfus: How many- Zaratras, sobbing uncontrollably: I DON’T KNOW

Something Meliodas also confuses a lot of ppl with is how fast he can change outfits. Thanks to his requip magic, it only takes like 3 seconds to completely change his outfit. He’ll go inside a room and come out right after having changed from his casual clothes to full-body armor. Like, you know how in some cartoons and animes are these fashion montages where someone goes inside a dressing room, pulls the curtain for a second and then comes out with a completely different outfit? That’s Mel, but outside of a montage and just in every day life. No one knows how he does it, and he refuses to tell just so he can keep messing with them.

With a way to hide his entire wardrobe though, I can also imagine him having made or requested a few outfits that are basically just traditional demon garbs along with jewelry that he made himself (if he can make weapons and armor, he can probably make jewelry). He doesn’t wear them, especially not with other ppl around, but sometimes, when he’s alone and he knows no one will bother him, he’ll put it on and look at himself in the mirror. He has mixed feelings, considering where he comes from, but he still feels responsible in a way. He was born as the first prince of the demon clan, he can’t help but still feel that way, even if he did betray everyone and ended up getting the sealed presumably forever. He’s still a demon, and cares for the culture of his clan. The traditional clothes are just a small part of this culture, but the older he gets, the more he finds himself clinging to every little bit in order to not forget who he is and who he was. That, and he may be a little bit vain. But who can blame him when the gems he’s decorated with gleam and glimmer so beautifuly in the bright light of the human realm?

[ralts-not-ralts]

@thingismyson @echoesofanartist SINCE U ASKED <3

Basically we don't have a name 4 it yet but it's this very closed off region that was only discovered again recently after having suddenly disappeared 4 years, and so ofc a bunch of researchers and professors immediately went to check out the new Pokemon, but not only did everything in the region look around 1,000 years old, all the pokemon were both extremely violent nd also absolutely terrifying

The whole region is supposed 2 b based off of Transylvania nd all the pokemon r based off of general horror stuff, but we used Lovecraft specifically. Jusr bc my brother rlly likes Lovecraft monsters nd they're fun 2 come up w

First there's the starters, we still need full designs 4 them but this is what we have 4 their first evos so far (fire, water and grass in that order)

They're based off of Fire-Vampires, Deep Ones, and Mi-Go, we gotta come up w names for them soon jewiw. The idea 4 them is they start out as ur fairly cute starters nd then evolve into giant terrifying eldrich-esq creatures that will regularly "accidentally" almost blow ur arm off.

The 3 legendaries r Defantion, Choleodon and Azdramoth, based off of Deagon, Cthulhu and Azathoth (definitely misspelled those), their while story is Defantion was tired of seeing pokemon be hurt by humans so they drove all the humans off the land nd made it completely invisible to anyone who wasn't already there, which is why it was only found again recently, and Choleodon thinks that some humans r good nd they're the one that opened up the island again.

Bc the pokemon here haven't seen actual humans in literally over a thousand years they're just as aggressive as pokemon in Legends Arceus are but now they all look. Fucking terrifying jeneiwnw. Like one of the concepts is a werewolf-type creature that looks like a cute little wolf boy until it unhinges it's jaw to show an uncannily human face.

Ofc the main trainer character like always has 2 fight all the gym leaders, who r mysteriously the only humans that were found on the island, they all talk rlly weird nd seem esp connected 2 their pokemon nd when the trainer character finally meets Choleodon they ask "hey wtf is up w those gym leaders haha" nd Chole goes "oh yeah haha those r all mini legendaries. They just wanted 2 look human why do u think they're so weird". Most of them r just based off miscellaneous other Lovecraft monsters, there's one based off of The King in Yellow, Nyarlathotep, Hypnos (who very specifically is the reason I've decided Hypno will b sorta a big thing on the island along w other pokemon that r similar to Lovecraft gods) etc. My nd my brother just thought this would rlly fun, this gang r also all called Outermon bc we liked the name, ig it's similar 2 how the Ultra Beasts r like. Also There in sun and moon

Anyways so the whole story idea is Chole let's all the humans in nd Defan is Fucking Pissed abt it so it sends the pokemon 2 just attack ppl but the more Trainer Character nd other trainers meet pokemon they're all like "wait these guys r cool actually" which pisses off Defan MORE then u beat them up and they're fine now nd permanently open up the whole island nd then both Defan nd Chole suddenly remember "wait wasn't there another reason we were keeping that closed OH RIGHT OUR SLEEPY SISTER" nd now u have 2 fight Azdramoth who's been asleep 4 years bc if she wakes up she'll b very hungry nd eat the whole world so trainer kid here has 2 VERY QUICKLY get her back 2 sleep but that obviously isn't working so u suddenly remember the Gym Leader/Outermon buddies nd run back 2 them (they're all in their normal Pokemon forms bc Moth waking up also means their powers r weakening nd they can't use their disguises rn) nd get them 2 basically open a portal 2 a sorta dead world where the planets have no life nd Moth gets kicked through so she can eat all the planets she wants w/o murdering millions <3 she comes back all fed nd now everything is fine and cool

[emsvegetables]

“hi, i was wondering if i could maybe have an emergency request? my dad yells when he’s mad, and he yells at me to take out his anger abt other stuff not related to me at all. i dont show if im upset in front of ppl, and its rlly frustrating when i can do everything right but still be screamed at. he acts like he has complete control of me and i hate it sm. so could i get some headcanons for kenma, oikawa, kuroo, + ushijima comforting a fem s/o in this sorta situation? sorry this is long, tyvm!💖”

oh my gosh IDEIFIF IM SO SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG ANON DURIFJFJF i didn’t see this until i was scrolling through my inbox cfieieiekf forgive me please :(!!!!!! i hope you’re okay, love!!!

Kenma:

* he’s really perceptive, so he knows when you’re going through something.

* so he asks if you want to talk to him about it one day.

* and when you tell him, he’s furrowing his eyebrows and asking you if you want to stay at his apartment for the weekend, and not at your house.

* you readily agree bc ????

* anyway, he’ll bring out a lot of his games for you to play with him, and he orders in a ton of apple pie and other sweet things for you to eat.

* he hugs you before the both of you fall asleep, and he makes sure that you feel comfortable and tells you that you are to come to his house every time that happens.

* he tells you that his door will always be open, and he makes a key to his apartment bc of that so that you can come in even at 1am!!!!

* he doesn’t talk much about it with you, bc he knows that sometimes people don’t like to go into details.

* he’s just really, really sweet to you and makes you know that he’s there for you whenever something like that happens.

Oikawa:

* okay. he probably won’t find out until you tell him that one day.

* when he realises what’s going on, he’s beating himself up for not realising earlier.

* he’s instantly pulling you into a tight hug, and telling you that he’s so, so sorry that you’re going through this.

* he asks you if you want to spend the night over in his house, and ofc you agree!!!

* he’ll try his best to help you relax, whether it be running a bath for you while you watch some netflix in the living room, or buying in your favourite food!!!

* he honestly doesn’t know how to deal with it, but he tries his best to let you know that he’s there for you, and he tells you to call him or message him whenever something like that happens, and he’ll sneak over to bring you to his house.

* he’s not going to let you go through that alone!

Kuroo:

* oh, this sweet man.

* he’s INCREDIBLY perceptive and intuitive, so he can tell immediately when you’re sad, or trying to hide your feelings.

* so he tells you that if you want to talk to him about whatever you’re going through, just say the word and he’ll sit down and listen to you.

* and when you do?

* it makes him so, so angry that you’re going through this, because where is all the fairness in the world????

* he’s making you stay over at his house, and his grandmother doesn’t question it bc she trusts Kuroo’s decisions.

* he spends the entire day hugging you tightly against his chest, and pressing a few kisses on your forehead whenever he sees a tear slip down your cheek.

* he’s whispering against you that he’s always going to be here for you, and makes you promise to call him whenever something like that happens, bc he will instantly show up to your house and take you away from there.

* he loves you, and he doesn’t want to ever see you sad bc of that again.

Ushijima:

* this man isn’t the most observant, so he probably won’t find out until you break down and tell him one day.

* he’s instantly frowning, bc he’s so, so confused at why you’re being treated this way when you’re nothing but amazing to him?

* he’s pulling you into his arms, wrapping his arms around you tightly, and telling you that everything was going to be alright.

* and he stays like that and hugs you in the middle of the street, and ask you if you would like to stay over at his house for a day.

* he gently tucks you under the covers of his bed at night, and presses a soft kiss onto your cheek as he pats your cheeks.

* he tells you again, that it’s okay to come and find him whenever this happens, bc he’s going to make sure things are alright.

* and trust me, he’s going to make sure it’s alright.

* the next time he sees your father when he’s visiting you? he’s going up to your father and telling him to stop what he’s doing.

* man. he has guts AHAHAH

hi anon!!! i hope you’re okay, and i hope you’re fine with this!

[unproduciblesmackdown]

prompt catchup

April 20th: What are some things that allistic people do that you find confusing? yeah again it's like because allistic people can move through their Social Worlds with no awareness of ways they can mess up interactions b/c from their perspective this isn't any obstacle to them so it must be a non factor they're just objectively Socially Competent yet yknow can be acting like a jerk to people left and right and being inconsiderate and never trying to connect with other people on their terms but yknow it's nd people who are Socially Inept(tm) lmao like. well let's say this Confuses me. simply operate on the presumption you can and do misunderstand ppl w/o realizing

April 21st: Do you stim? If so, what are your favourite ways of stimming? What does stimming feel like for you? yeah it can be like, grounding, more comfortable, a way to burn off some sort of [intensity], and/or to be conducive to it, and like just enjoyable in a Vibing kind of way, like yknow, allistic people knowing what stimming is in a way like that rocking chairs are fun and pleasant in a way that nobody has to try to describe, or how they can sort of pick up on things like a fidget cube or weighted blanket as nice and/or helpful, even if most people are just kinda regarding these select stim Accessories as yknow sorta a casual novelty / superfluous indulgence.......always was big on spinning as a kid lol, enjoyed that via dance as well, there's some sort of In Between stuff i'll do like oh i'm around other people and i've simply been Moved To Energetically Stroll To Nowhere, or woops i was thinking hard about something and got excited and simply said some probably unrelated word as the hypothetical Start Of Something Someone Might Say to nobody lol, i have nervous(tm) fidgets and like, fidgeting with Objects, playing with whatever or messing w/stuff with notches or dials or just generally like, that small amount of resistance, if i'm Enthused about something it's like. i gotta get up and pace or flop over or shake out my hands....out here listening to a song for hours on end if i feel like it, enjoying Hot Drinks whether or not the heat has the practical purpose of warming me up, i will, put the end of a paper towel between my upper lip & teeth or roll/twist paper, shoutout to its versatility. might make funky noises to express or announce myself lol. plenty of stuff i'm sure i do including like total classic "oh yeah i love to do that" which i'm completely forgetting because it's just sort of hard to notice this stuff lmao. Vibing

April 22nd: What are some things allistic people can do to better support/accommodate autistic people? could be an essay which i'm sure there's like preexisting such essays / articles / etc that are gonna do it way better but just like a couple things you could do is. social model not pathological model and. listen to autistic people instead of other allistic people say about autistic people

April 23rd: How specific is your routine? Does it vary slightly from day to day? Do things have to be at the exact same time, or does just the order matter? How important is having a routine to you? it varies, there's some sorta usual stuff that it feels like A Whole Thing to maybe move around or omit, and i guess just generally it's like, if i'm doing something, i have to have kind of created through that plan in my head beforehand of Here's What's Gonna Happen, that expectation can kinda play into the motivation of even doing it in the first place, and i might have those ideas kinda hours in advance like "here's what i'll do at some point later" or like, having an idea of what i'm gonna do in a particular day, and/or what i'm going to do Next......then if things get thrown off, whether b/c something gets in the way or it's disrupted or something else ends up being done, it can just kind of be like, well yeah now i'm thrown off, and depending on how Unexpected things are, how much i'm prevented from being able to anticipate what's gonna happen relevant to my day or whatever, etc, it can get somewhat distressing thanks like. i love living in suspense

April 24th: Are there things that seemed to come naturally to others that you had to try to learn over time? yknow nothing comes to mind in particular right now lol. can say "hm everyone seems to know how to interact in a certain way from the get go and i don't" but that's just picking up on people being nt and you don't learn Being Nt, even if you learn to mask as a draining defensive maneuver

April 25th: Do you experience executive dysfunction? If so, how often? What is it like for you? What do you wish neurotypicals understood about it? yeah like every day lmao sure am not just doing things b/c "i want to" or "i think i should" or "i intend to" or "i understand the reasons i ought to go ahead and do x thing" and the actual process of Trying to do [whatever] is sure hardly smooth or effortless or necessarily doable......like oh oops more time than i expected passed, i do things at a certain pace which took longer than expected, i kept meaning to do whatever but getting distracted, i got distracted repeatedly As i was doing x......the lattermost is like, i can't really excise that from any Process lmao, there's very very very rarely going to be any Unbroken Focus w/o any breaks and if it's happening, idk how long it's gonna last, not very.......like i Cannot draw things in under an hour, non detailed / cleaned up / elaborate stuff is still taking hours on hours likely, if something was a mere like. < 4 hours it was a Very Special Occasion and just happened to be forces aligning in ways i can't predict or simply decide to evoke, and it's like, well can i say this Really took 2399238 hours when plenty of that time was me Losing Focus / doing something else for a while, but it's like, well yeah, that's just how much time it takes b/c that's how the process goes for me, and i'm the one making this stuff. but also always struggling to Start to make it on any given day, the hours of "here i go" [hours later] "Here i go for Real" [hours later] [etc] and like, i'm always having to Shift Focus to Something, even if i want to start focusing on Task I Want To Do, i'm not actually yet focusing on it, so i keep getting caught up in like, oh but here's what i'm focusing on more immediately.....but yknow also just that Executive Dysfunction is really broad and can involve a lot of different experiences re: different processes so there's always more stuff for anyone to understand besides that it's Just like, about having difficulty Starting A Task.........but yknow i think a good thing to absorb about stuff is that it's never a matter of like, well, you can Simply Solve [whatever difficulty / Obstacle] because "you can just x" like no. none of this is a matter of You "Just" do whatever okay. like oh wow great that an nt person solved everything by pointing out everyone's else just too dumb of ass to have no difficulty with something, like them. love all people having the exact same experiences as everyone else re: everything

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Hello! Im really sorry to bother you but it seems like ff.net is going down soon so ppl are rushing to get fics before theyre Forever Gone™ and i checked a certain affinity towards fire to see if it was on ao3/if you had an ao3 and you do! So i was just wondering if you would be willing to re-upload it to ao3 just in case ff.net does go down? Its ok if you dont want to. Also while im here i just wanna let you know: ive been reading a certain affinity towards fire since like 2015 and its genuinely stayed my favourite blue exorcist fic and one of my top favourite harry potter crossover fics and i reread it every year or so and every time i saw there was no update i was just a little disappointed but mainly i hoped that u were alright and doing fine so im very relieved i found you on ao3 and tumblr and that ur still posting fics! I was a kid when i started reading fanfic on ff.net and it was like my safe space so thank you so much for being such a good part of my childhood! Sorry if this is awkward or too forward ajdjd i just really wanted to take this chance to let you know how much your writing meant to me as i grew up and i also wanted to apologise for never commenting or letting you know before how much i enjoyed it. Thats all i hope you have a good day/night! 💚💚💚

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Omg

Omg I don't even know how to reply, you've made my day!

This was such a nice ask to read, honestly, I'm spooking my cat with all the weird noises I'm making every time i read it and try to figure out my response.

I'm also terribly, terribly sorry for leaving the fic just hanging there, unfinished and all. (｡•́︿•̀｡)

It sorta got more attention than I've ever expected it to and it scared me away, my writing skills nowhere close to what I felt was appropriate for an audience bigger than a dozen ppl and a bag of chips.

The great plan was always to transfer the Certain Affinity Towards Fire to AO3, all prettied up and with a new chapter on top. But time is not what it used to be and the plan is just sorta... Hanging there.

I'm really bad at sticking to just one project and even worse when it comes to finishing stuff���‿ಥ

You poor soul, rereading an unfinished fic every year? I'm so sorry and I don't even know how to thank you!

I'm aware ffnet is... not in the best shape rn, but I don't think it's going to disappear anytime soon. It's dying the slow, miserable death of a withering balloon.

(And I'm somewhat paranoid, so all my fics have backups on the cloud and on the external drive. The only thing in proper order in my life, haha)

Sorry for being all over the place, I'm both amazed and absolutely embarrassed all at once (*﹏*;)