#in my tiny ass town
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i was gonna say maybe my parents treated me more like a son bc my ex step father cheered when i "finally" lost my virginity (at 19) but i remembered everyone thought i was a lesbian for a long time just bc i had no interest in the stupid boys at my school and was a tomboy but he was probably just happy i was "normal"
#i thought i was ace basically all throughout high school bc i was such an enigma for not being interested in any of the creeps#in my tiny ass town#i had a girl in my class sit me down and stare into my eyes as a lie detector test and just list the names of every boy in our class#to see if i liked any of them bc how could i possibly not like any of the 25 clowns from shithole wyoming#everyone going YIPPIE when i have sex with a boy “thank god shes straight”#them not realizing im actually gay and trans
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Sorry for not having a Year of the Dragon MDZS artwork; Unfortunately, I can only picture Dragon LWJ in this particular flavour.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#Dragon AU#MDZS AU#noodleji#(IT'S A REAL TAG!!! AAH!!! THROWING MY HAT TO THE LITTLE GUY LOVERS!)#Yes I watched Fruits Basket in my teen years and yes it left a significant impression on me.#'The Dragon Transforms' and its just into a small little guy.#Even more points if the human form is a Tall Guy.#Sadly this does not appear to be a common nor popular variation so I will sit on my little hill alone. (EDIT: I WAS WRONG)#Dragon LWJ probably would be some kind of river dragon. Lesser god of a small stream.#One that grows bigger with time but always has the reputation of being benevolent and calm to those who seek its clear waters.#Do not pollute these waters or your ass is going to be bit. 1000 tiny puncture marks.#I imagine that's probably how wwx first meets him (accidently pours booze into lwj's river) (gets bit - gets bit - gets bit-)#WWX eventually befriends him through stubbornly showing up every week to give him offerings.#Takes him into town in a little pot of water to show him how the people live. Maybe go to a festival.#When the day is done and he's back in his river and alone - LWJ finally feels a new emotion...it is longing and loneliness.
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the terrifying moment of realization when talking to a self proclaimed Leftist when you can immediately tell “oh. this person has never done an hour of community service in their life.” like. i know it’s been said before but your politics truly do not matter if you’re not interacting with your community in any way. you can vote in every single election and it will not have a fraction of the impact of 17 year old tyler who got sentenced to 20 hours of picking up litter and weeding the community garden. you can never once vote out of protest and read piles of theory and not come close to making the change that the group of 80 year old catholic ladies at St. Mary’s on the corner do with their weekly community meals and school supply drives. we live in the rotting corpse of an evil empire. ideas mean fucking nothing. the only thing that matters at all is physically extending a hand to try to help the people around you.
#getting super involved in volunteer work in my tiny ass town in rural ohio has perhaps radicalized me more than anything else#like truly it is so easy to make sure peoples lives have been tangibly improved even in some small way#just by serving and packaging meals or sorting through clothing donations#or keeping kids entertained while their parents talk to someone abt SNAP or even fucking scrubbing the sinks and toilets in a halfway house#because the residents have much bigger things to worry about than cleaning#all things i’ve done within my own town that were easy and fun and great ways to socialize and meet people near me#literally just fucking google volunteer opportunities + your city and there that’s more praxis than 90% of this fucking webbed site#god. sorry for the rant. can you tell i’ve been seeing an i fluc of Very Stupid posts recently#influx*
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Peak hick town behavior to get mad at somebody who walked into your store right at closing time - through an unlocked door, directly beside a flashing neon OPEN sign, at 4 PM on a Saturday.
Obviously I left immediately when I realized they were trying to close, 'cos I have manners. However I do feel that before treating my innocent mistake like an unpardonable sin of rudeness, you should at least post your hours on the door
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can’t keep defending my apush teacher anymore
#WHAT DO YOU MEAN 12 ARTICLES#12???????#WHY DO YOU HATE ME DAVID#AND TWO SCHOLARLY ARTICLES#MY TOPIC IS LITERALLY MY TINY ASS TWO MILE TOWN#THERES NO SCHOLARLY RESEARCH#FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING MIDTERM#can’t wait to major in history 😃#eva alert
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my brain rn instead of letting me sleep and creating a million theories about jhope’s and bts’ schedules
#global citizen festival is happening in Brazil in November#there was a weird ass totally unbelievable rumour about him playing in a stadium here in november#but november is too far away and probably busy with group stuff whatever they’ll be doing#also there’s this big festival called the town - from the same owner of rock in rio - that would be great for him#I know none of these are going to happen but still#I wanna hold on this tiny bit of hope#there’s a music journalist who does a poll ever year to see who are the most requested artists to play in brasil#he then takes this data and sends to concert promoters - he’s someone who breaks news about concerts before announcements#hobi was the 10th most requested this year and bts was 5th in a list of over 50 names#every one is begging and crying over here#sorry for ranting#I can’t sleep and I have so much work tomorrow 😭#HOWEVER 👆🏻 I hope all my lovely mutuals get those tickets 🥺✨
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This 4 hour car ride through the middle of nowhere and 4 hours back home got me feeling more nauseous than after binge drinking
#i hate routes like this and i hate sitting in the backseat for these drives even more. rip me#it's not even food related because i ate enough and drank 5 bottles over the course of the day but i feel SO bad#it was also like the hottest day of the year and i was outside A Lot and i have the worst headache and i feel so dizzy#ignore me whining pls i just. UGH. also who comes up with all those unnecessary construction sites and confusing signs EVERYWHERE#there are 39 construction sites in my town alone. in the town. not even the county. and they'll stay until next year at least#don't get me started on this tiny ass town we had to fight our way through today. not even the h&m cashier knew how to get to the next city#mel talks
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I'm lowkey convinced that the majority of people who complain that the LGBTQ+ community is too sexual and too focused on hook up culture, are chronically online people who spend too much time on Grindr and Twitter.
#or you guys have no irl community or a poorly organized one#i live in a backwards ass small city and our community is quite active and always has events in june and throughout thr year#like NONE of these events ate remotely related to bars and this hook up culture you all keep whining about#even the tiny ass backwater towns we're surrounded by have an active community that actually put in the effort of meeting up in person#I'm grateful that queer people in my area have that and some good allies cause holy fuck are people openly bigoted here
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Fugees have one of my top 5 albums of all time and they’ve been broken up since the nineties but they’re reuniting w/ Lauryn Hill to go on tour!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Which is amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Except they’re skipping the entire US south which means I would need to drive 7-9 hours to see them even though this tour is literally a dream come true/once in a lifetime opportunity for me. Actually genuinely considering doing it but christ is that an undertaking…eeek
#like not even a teeny lil Atlanta stop…pleeeeeeease#also I’m so sorry to ppl in regions where most artists don’t tour. my southern US struggle is peanuts compared to yours :-(#also like I have to go to Charlotte or Nasheville to see **** and that’s ugggghgggh#at least Nick Cave comes to my tiny ass town for some reason?#i mean it’s a ‘city’ but it’s a city the way that like an inclined plane is a machine. you know#unpopular opinion among my mutuals but I find the whole process of concerts to be incredibly overwhelming so I don’t go unless they’re like#my favorite artists ever and now that I don’t live in a big city like PGH/Boston the added barrier of traveling to a different city makes#it a really big commitment that’s hard for me lol#it’s bc of the autism………..#and having three come up in Sept/Oct is overwhelming me to a huge degree lol#it’s one reason I’m glad I listen to a lot of really old music lol#I have been to some shows of my friends since moving here but the last like well known artist I saw was Roger Waters like over a year ago#I saw a lot more before that though and a lot were super important artists to me and I’m glad I saw them and my bucket list is dwindling#which is so nice!!#I’ve literally seen Bob Dylan and Parliament Funkadelic like…I’m good I can retire whenever#so so so sad I’ll never see ATCQ though#luckily whichever city I decide to see Fugees in if I do end up going I have friends I can crash with and stuff#Bon Iver is one of the last on my bucket list and I would looooooooove to see Radiohead too
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Apart from slamming the door open, Susie entered the classroom rather calmy (that is— she wasn’t yelling or making a fuss. She just asked if she was late)
#susie is so very clearly one of those students who tried when they were little but quickly learned the school system did not care#and the fact that she lives in poverty in that tiny town does not help#like. if she actually has a family and isn’t homeless then those parents are constantly working to pay bills and debts and things#so there not around. and then she has like no support save for any teacher that tries to help her#and while toriel would absolutely help her toriel teaches the little kids#alphys is the only other teacher shown in the building and she’s terrified of susie she’s not going to try to connect with her#and then bc it’s a rinky-dink tiny school in a tiny ass town there’s not a lot of funding for it either#so the teachers don’t even have the materials they need and there’s not enough teachers and no after school programs#except any clubs that are completely student organized and that would just be like a dnd club or a book club where all they need is a table#and even then those might be forced to relocate to the library bc the school might just close after the day#bc there’s no extracurriculars and they can’t pay for an after school childcare program#and bc she’s ‘different’ susie would be kinda forced out of any spaces where the other students spend time bc they give her the side eye#and expect her to be bad bc she’s failing the class and in their eyes surely that is Morally Bad#and her clothes are sometimes dirty and sometimes just worn out and so they think she’s weird and ignore her#and any adults that see her like a librarian would be able to tell what’s ‘weird’ about her that the kids can’t seem to name (she’s poor)#but they see her struggling or trying to get any sort of attention and even if they can see what’s wrong they just brush it off#as ‘not my problem to fix her bad manners’#or ‘poor kid. surely someone will come along that can help her’#and then do nothing!! the entire town does nothing! susie was let down by the entirety o#of the town!!#and im not sure where im going rambling like this but can you tell that i love susie very much and want to give this poor kid the world#susie deltarune#deltarune#liveblogging
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Might moonlight as the village conspiracy theorist for a day
#this is mostly a joke but all i'm saying is. more shit burns down in this tiny ass town than anywhere i've ever lived#and it's never anyone's house it's always some derelict building no one wants#so either there was a terrible electrician some years ago or people are collecting that insurance money#it's exactly the kind of place where that would happen too lol#my posts
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tbh, ive never dated anyone, mostly cause i want to date someone who's also a bad person so i dont feel bad for being a bad person to them. not in an evil manipulative way but in an emotionally tiring way. just a little bit TooFuckedUp to be handled by a good, kind, person without being exhausting and too much so to speak. a little bit too gross and crass and degenerate for the socially acceptable
#mxxn coming up with excuses? maybe#but hey! Im not that smelly! i have been three girl's oh fuck im bi!#i have had my friend tell me five times that a girl asked him for my number!#i have kissed a good chunk of my coworkers at the haunted house!#maybe its not a lot but when you have strict/queerphobic parents and no phone and live in a tiny ass town its smth
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Tucked in bed smiling imaging big mac and sugar belle getting divorced
#you gotta see my beautiful vision#neither of them deserve that trad ass homestead life#ik some know me as a sugarbelle hater. but i dont think she deserves to go from cult to lame tiny town to being a housewife on a farm.#imagine her working at the school with starlight. a sign of growth for the both of them. but then she actuallu gets to apply herself to-#a world beyond just one building at a time-#she can still be friendsbwith big mac. but its probably gonna take some time..#talk to me about this
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So I just found out that we're gonna be getting a new doctor coming to our little town around September 1st. And the most baffling thing??
He's from Italy.
Girl how-
#oli talks#ooc#muns ramblings#mindless ramblings of a madman#it's blowing my mind rn cuz he's from Italy yet he's choosing to set up shop in our tiny ass town#the world's a wild place I tell you
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The fucking sunsets tho
#sunsets#my sweet babe#tiny ass towns#queer#magic sunsets#sky poetry#personal#surviving narcissism#narcissist survivor
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i ✨️cannot sleep✨️ and vaguing about shit on the internet feels more cathartic than writing it out somewhere else. suffer.
#im having. thoughts. on one hand. VERY badly want woods and chicken farm.#on the other hand. i do actually like friends?#and the likelihood of making friends as a queer person in a small town is uh. yknow. not as good.#but idk if its important enough to me to put my life on hold indefinitely to create more ties to an area that ill eventually have to leave#if i ever want a chance at supporting myself financially or buying a tiny lil starter house?#ideal situation is i start a gay commune with like minded friends. but uh. people have not been good to me#on the whole 'trust em with your plans' front#sigh. idk. id love to be able to afford a place thats still in the general area but that is never going to happen#unless i can spontaneously manifest /literally/ a million dollars#i am done with romantic relationships i think. if one happens at some point? cool. but i am not basing my life plans around it.#and will not sacrifice my own peace and wellbeing just for the sake of one#god. looking for queer friends who want to live on a farm with me platnically and we all have our own space but#also raise animals together and hang out sometimes. and dogs are a requirement.#i just! want! queer commune! where i can go back to my own little bubble and have my own space too!#aaaaahhhhh!!!! albertas real estate is starting to look real good right about now!#ugh. u g h. i fluctuate wildly between 'im very VERY content not speaking to a human for a week at a time' and 'platonic life partner. pls.#maybe i just....take a page out of 18 yr old me's ballsy ass handbook. and uproot my entire life to move somewhere completely new#where i know no one have no connections and in a completely different climate 😎 it worked out last time#i could so just fuck off somewhere. oh my god it is so tempting.
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