#in my defense i see chuuya and just IUSFHEUIHSDGUJH

[xenia-cenia]

Hi! Can I request Dazai + Chuuya (if it's not too much trouble) with a s/o who's REALLY really shy, apologizes a lot and basically like Sucrose from genshin impact? Ty ^^,, [Can be a gn s/o or female]

A/N- i am so dumb i went to click answer and almost deleted this ask holy shit 

and yes of course!! dazai and chuuya are the best i love writing for them :) it’s not specified so im gonna do headcanons but if youd like a short story please lmk!! im totally fine with making them a short story (itll just take a bit longer)

(sorry for straying for the prompt a bit)

suicide mention for dazais part - G/N reader

-this is unrelated but everytime i look at his hair i think of crab legs

-anyway

-first things first chuuya adores your soft spoken side

-hes pretty quiet about it but he does have some insecurities about himself so ordering for you at a resturant or small stuff like that makes him feel a bit more confident

-hes already pretty protective of those he cares about

-but if youre quiet and shy?

-oooh boy

-personal guard dog

-if anybody makes fun of you in front of him he’ll lose it

-”WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY ABOUT MY S/O?! GET BACK HERE”

-when its just the two of you its like a whole new side comes out

-the guard dog rests and puppy chuuya is out to play

-he gets cuddly and loves watching tv with you

-not just any show though

-no his favorite is a cheesy romcom with terrible writing and awful acting

-calls it his guilty pleasure

-(though his only guilty pleasure is hearing you laugh at the show. its a sound he never grows tired of)

-if you ever apolgize for a simple mistake he’ll just scoff and remind you that theres nothing to apolgize for

-if you apolgize for something that needs to be apolgized for he’ll most likely accept it pretty quickly and work on solving whatever issue it is

-yeah he’s petty and will 100% tease you about it later (but its good natured)

-adores the way you blush when he grabs your hand

-always makes sure the dates you take are secluded enough for you to feel comfortable

-loves loves LOVES when you play with his hair

-you have a code word for when youre uncomfortable 

-”azure”

-he asked why you picked that word one day and you smiled 

-(he’ll never forget that smile of yours. it makes his heart skip a beat each time)

-”azure... like your eyes.”

-poor boy nearly collapsed on the spot

-for someone so shy and reserved you’re pretty bold, he decided

-(someone bold enough to fall in love with one of the port mafias executives. and he’d thank you everyday for that if he could)

----

-okay first of all

-how did you two end up together?

-its the talk of the agency

-why would someone so nice and quiet date Dazai???

-atsushi once pulled you aside and asked if dazai was bribing you to pretend to be his s/o

-you assured him that no, you just wanted to date him and he wanted to date you

-in truth you and dazai had been working a late case together

-a semi cloudy night, only peeks of moonlight coming through

-and you looked into his eyes

-at the way he almost seemed to glow as he leaned against a railing, watching the river rush

-and you ignored how your heart pounded and confessed

-he turned you, eyes widened and lips forming a small ‘o’

-it took a second for him to realize what you’d said

-when he did he couldn’t believe it

-was this a miracle??

-for dazai osamu???

-no

-he doesnt get miracles

-but then you said it again

-and he hugged you as tight as he could

-the day after you had gone on a cafe date

-it went awfully

-you were a nervous wreck

-he was idly talking about suicide (as he does)

-you were shaking so bad you dropped your coffee down your shirt

-he laughed

-you laughed

-the date ended up being the two of you wandering around and telling stories

-”Belladonna, you look beautiful tonight.”

-”Even with coffee down my shirt?”

-”Even more so.”

-after that it became a tradition every monday night to go on a date with Dazai

-you weren’t sure when the word ‘boyfriend’ became synonymous to ‘Osamu Dazai’

-but you didnt care much about specifics

-even more of a tease than before

-brings up the coffee incident just about every day

-pokes at your cheek to make you blush

-randomly kisses your hand 

-proudly announces to every person in the room that youre HIS s/o

-only vaguely protective

-hates it when anybodys mean to you

-youve worked so hard to establish your boundaries and these people just want to tear you down??? just like that???

-it pisses him off

-sometimes he wants to start yelling at them

-but instead he just grabs your hand and pulls you away

-he’ll listen to all your feelings as he rests his head on your shoulder

-often doesn’t know what to say

-but he’ll listen

-”I’m so proud of you. I love you.”