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“Your father said you think they went missing the day the cleaners came through? Have any more of your possessions come up missing since then?”
“Yeah,” Adrien said, unable to stop the smile from taking over his whole face. “I lost my umbrella. But it wasn’t the cleaners. I just… left it somewhere.”
“I’ll have a new one set aside for you. Call if you need anything else for tonight.”
“Thanks, Nathalie, I will.”
Adrien ended the call and looked out the window, where the rain was still falling in sheets two days after it had begun. In a way it made him happy. That girl, whoever she was, was out there somewhere. She had his umbrella. He liked the idea that, even though he would not see her again, she had a part of him with her, and it would keep her safe in the rain.
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#so I just realized I never put chapter 10 on tumblr 🤦♀️#and we are only a couple days from chapter 11#or what I like to call#THE BIG ONE 👀#ml fics#catch up now guys it’s about to go down#in case you don't know me tomorrow
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some epilogue vibes (an excuse to draw some hugs. and my durge so many times)
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#wyll#karlach#astarion#shadowheart#lae'zel#minsc#jaheira#durge#oc: noon#anyway as said attempting to tag late game stuff more just in case#spoilers in the tags also bc i'm gonna ramble lol ->#i'mm😔having played embrace durge for most of the game all the sweetness punched me in the face (affectionate) like girllllll lol😔😭<3#tho let wyll be hugged damnit >:(#(i wonder if they added wyll hug in the new patch? doubts i don't trust like that but huge if they did)#also idk why minsc got that ending lmao. i didn't even know there were diff outcomes just found out looking for his ref for this pic LOL#i helped nine fingers and the guild helped in the endfight?? idk what happened but godspeed my guy#also loved jaheira's ''good to see you please for the love of gods remember to never have kids''#minsc in the bg: ''i'm getting executed tomorrow💯💪''#also i didn't even know why karlach glowed blue then looked it up like oh😭😔🥺 ohhhhh
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#food#starting a new med tomorrow#it's an injection and eventually I'll be allowed to do it at home (or get my friend to do it for me :v )#but for the first couple doses I have to go into the clinic in case it tries to kill me ✌️#(disambiguation: I have a chronic immune disorder that's been out of control for the past couple years)#(I know the most common context most of us have is probably hrt so I figured I should clarify)#anyway if I don't draw tomorrow night for the first time in uhhhhh over 6 years you know why I guess lol
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i think they should be even more insane. as a treat
#k4yfour MY streamer!!!!! woooooooooo!!!#real talk i don't know. WHAT is happening in their smp lore. but i approve all the time every time#i have like seven trillion headcanons about them and none of them are coherent or cc at all but whatever. nobody can stop me#this one is painted on a jewelery case that i'm repurposing for pins and keychains :)) a bit of silliness#k4 why must you stream at four am in my timezone. you are killing me over here#yapping yapping... dylqnnnn sketches tomorrow once i'm done w job training 🫡 and if i become a liar you are permitted to kill me. trust#k4yfour#hbg#hbgsmp#house builder gang#mcsr#mcsr fanart#mcsrblr#art#artists on tumblr
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i haven't been this not okay in over a year and i do not miss it and i do not want it
#good to know i can still spiral this hard and catastrophize as well as i ever did DESPITE EVERY TECHNIQUE I KNOW.#and yoga. and breathing. and cold water and ice. and logic. and distractions. and thought reframing.#teeth aren't a moral judgement EXCEPT THEY FEEL LIKE THEY ARE#I feel like I'm going to ACTUALLY DIE. ACTUALLY DIE#I was JUST the other day so grateful it's been so long since I was mostly dissociated instead of mostly present and now all I want is to be#checked the FUCK out and also not exist so I don't have to go tomorrow#pull yourself together @ me you have objectively already survived much worse#and you have it much better than it could be#and worst case scenarios are still dealable-with even though they don't feel like it#unhelpfully. all my brain wants to do is tell every person i know that i'm freaked out and terrified and full of shame and guilt and dread#and want COMFORT AND ATTENTION#and it's like bitch you wouldn't even accept it if you asked and they DID give it to you. you are so fucked up right now. chill. OUT.#@ all of you I am SO sorry i'm liveblogging my breakdown today. i'm scared to open my journal and spiral more so this is all I've got#I'll be done with this mode by the end of tomorrow I promise#shh katie
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Scared frightened beast walks into internship interview and apparently gets hired by the lovely people on the spot??????????????????????? More at eleven
#Guys I am experiencing the biggest case of imposter syndrome this town has ever seen#I'M SO SCAREDDDDD#I'M STARTING TOMORROW#I DON'T KNOW IF I'M QUALIFIED FOR THIS#AWAHHHHHHGGG#I MEAN I'LL DO MY ABSOLUTE BEST BUT. EXPLODES#ANYWAYS TO EVERYONE WHO HAS SENT ME AN ASK I LOVE YOU DEARLY I WILL GET TO THEM SOON!!!!!! THEY MAKE ME SMILE!!!#Curls up and contemplates life
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#today my grandparents were over#and my grandma mentioned that my cousin's best friend and his long-time boyfriend are getting married tomorrow#and my grandpa started talking about it with my mom#and what he said was 'you know i don't have any problem with that.#i've never met a person like that who wasn't perfectly nice. they're great people.'#and my mom said something like 'yeah and that's just the way of the world now'#and grandpa said 'well actually that's always been the way it's just now they're able to be open about it'#in such a pleasant proud way#like he was just genuinely happy that queer people are able to be open and be themselves#and i nearly broke down crying#because i've always been too afraid to ask#but it is a relief to know he wouldn't hate me if i ever got up the nerve to tell him i'm bi#anyway#personal#also#in case it matters#this man is 91 years old#and i'm very happy to know this is the way he thinks
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#i should've just gatekept scott thompson from my college bc the way my college is treating me right now is bullshit#like i don't even want to do the scott event anymore bc of how they're treating me but i kind of have to#and i know i should be grateful they're even letting me be one of the interviewers but i hate being a student so much#i hate how nobody respects my opinion or input or experience even tho i'm literally the reason scott's even doing this event#(and ESPECIALLY the reason he's willing to do it for free!!)#and it especially stings bc scott has never made me feel like my insights were worth less because i'm a student#like he's always been one of the few people who consistently treat me like we're equals even tho he doesn't have to#and the way my college is treating me. it's like they don't trust me to not be an annoying little kid#like they're just assuming scott doesn't respect me so they don't have to respect me either#i mean on the plus side i'm supposed to have another phone call with scott either today or tomorrow so i can probably explain the situation#like i don't want to make him feel negatively about my college i want him to have a good time#but this treatment is genuinely fucking with my self confidence#and also maybe i can harness scott's power to hear ''don't talk about this thing'' and immediately make the interview all about this thing#(except in this case it would be him treating me like an equal instead of a random student)#and there's a bunch of bullshit currently going on with the class i have right after the event#so even tho originally i was like ''awesome i have the perfect schedule to bring scott to all of my classes!!''#i might just ask scott if he wants to skip class together and hang out. like i never promised that class anything#the only thing i *have* to do is the interview. the class we'd be skipping is already being like#''oh are you sure scott wants to visit the class i don't want to take him away from a better use of his time''#and scott was genuinely excited to see what my classes were like!! even if y'all didn't treat him like a big celebrity!!#but y'know what i'm sure scott does have a better use of his time. and i do too.#i'm gonna do the interview event bc i have to (we're in too deep at this point)#and i might ask scott if he wants to talk to that freshman film class about the buddy cole doc#bc 1. they offered to pay scott for that (they can't legally pay me but that's why i made the joke about money laundering)#2. since it's about the doc it's the one class where i get to be treated like an actual person#but other than that. damn it i was excited to share this part of my life with scott but fuck that this part of my life sucks#i'm gonna have a good time with scott in boston and my college is only going to be as much a part of is as they have to be#because we ARE friends (scott said so!) and i AM a brilliant filmmaker (bruce said so!) and i DO have potential (bellini said so!)#even tho it is hard to internalize those things after how much yesterday fucked me up. but that's ok scott will call again soon
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#tw suicide#no seriously heed the tw this is probably upsetting i just. i need to say it somewhere and i will not say it to my family.#puddleglum hours#personal#its just i was thinking.#tother day the doctor asked: do you regret it? about the suicide attempt tuesday night.#and i said something that i still feel: if i regret anything about it it's that i didn't succeed.#they're talking of discharging me tomorrow or something and im just.#what do i need to do to be kept in for longer?! damn it all i *know* how i could kill myself in here.#but i don't want to. i need them to save me#because i can't save myself! if they discharge me tomorrow i think it very likely ill be dead before the end of the week! or at least in#hospital from another attempt! this new med has made me more numb but the thoughts haven't gone away just muted. and then.#at times like this im perfectly wild about it! i cannot keep myself alive i need them to do it for me!#but when ive seen the doctor each time its been when im exhausted and numb and i don't care but that is not the case always.#i don't know. i don't see a good outcome any which way.#hopefully tomorrow the doctor sees me at a time when im feeling like this i think.#because i think i need to tell them. but i don't know how or even if it matters#and sometimes i just want to die.#im so tired of living guys. why#editing to add i am still on hiatus and if you want to contact me and know my discord contact me there#so i will not be responding to anything here for this moment at least
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I do love that I'm both freezing and having the worst back pains.
But at least I still have a roof above my head, right?
#personal#so here's the thing:#i don't think any of the radiators in my apartment are currently working#which kind of sucks bc it's winter in northern europe lmao#one of them had blown a fuse. which i changed yesterday. and now it's cold again. so there's definitely something wrong with it#two of them. which are located in my bedroom/living room combination. have red lights on#but they are both cold and not heating up my apartment. which means i'm freezing here#so it could be a thermostat or something. i don't know#but because my place was a mess. after having worked for a few months and not having energy to do anything else#i had to clean up here yesterday. because i couldn't call my landlord who lives closeby in case he decided to drop in and see#the mess i was living in. to you know. check on those radiators#so anyway. my apartment is pretty okay now. stuff i still need to clean though but it's mostly minor#but i seem to have strained my lower back doing it. or from sleeping in an awkward position because i was cold#the kind of pain i haven't experienced in months which must be a record for me now#but yeah now my lower back hurts. i can't properly crouch or even twist my body to the side without my knees trying to give out#and i've already taken painkillers for it today. which kind of put me to sleep again and had a lovely little nap a while ago#but this is bothersome#i hope my back feels better by tomorrow so i can finish my cleaning and then message my landlord#because i don't want to freeze here anymore xD and i also don't want my houseplants dying because of it so
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I’m so sorry guys I couldn’t get my update for in case you don’t know me tomorrow out tonight. I know it’s the last chapter and a lot of you are eagerly waiting (I hope, anyway). I’ve never been more than an hour late for an update and I feel awful for letting everyone down but I’m so under water right now. It’s already written so as soon as I have twenty minutes and two free hands to edit I promise I will make it a priority.
💖💖💖 take care, everyone!
#I will also probably not be able to answer all my comments#but I love them and they are getting me through a lot so thanks guys!#in case you don't know me tomorrow
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UGH.
#went on my first real work trip in FOUR YEARS yesterday. had one meeting.#woke up this morning and was getting ready for a day of stuff with another one tomorrow#only to find out that one of the only five other people in the wednesday meeting just tested positive for covid#and another had found out she'd been separately exposed as well#so today turned into doing all my meetings on zoom and rearranging travel plans#and now instead of a professional thing i'd been really looking forward to and then a fun weekend add-on with the fam#i'm flying home late tonight to isolate in our third-floor guest room while boyfriend parents etc.#at least we got credit for his and bébé's last-minute flight cancellations#and we decided to leave the dog with the sitter that had already been arranged to just have one less thing on the collective plate for now#but UGH#and what's extra infuriating is that i am probably fine. i got boosted just a few weeks ago and wasn't like hugging anyone or whatever.#but you just don't know and when there's an actual case it's reason to be actually careful#and i'm just so exhausted and bummed about a lot of things already and had so been looking forward to this whole trip#best laid plans#as they say#anyway cross your fingers for me and the battery of rapid tests i'll be taking this weekend#and in addition to staying negative i'm also very concerned about whether anyone will be comfortable will me at thanksgiving#so that's a whole other thing#UGHHHHHHH#fucking#coronavirus
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you know, this morning my agenda for the day was cleared. I thought up some errands to take care of tomorrow in one fell swoop, and then it turned out I was gonna get a buddy and the opportunity to take care of about half of it today which, baller, am i right? Plan is to get back out tomorrow at some point and take care of the rest of it and once my brain catches up that the hardest of the trips is out of the way, we'll be set lol
#Should i have done as much today as i ended up doing? probably not but like that's the case any time i leave the house#and like. this way at least i'm spreading the damage out over a couple of days#so there's time to heal up and reassess the situation come morning style#pretend my words are the correct ones in this case - i know they're the ones i want but you might not so just pretend until it's correct#i gotta use my two-ish weeks of mobility wisely and the best way to do that#is to use up all of my mobility as fast as possible right?#okay that's a joke i realized i said to pretend my words were the correct ones but like i should probably clarify#that it is inadvisable to use up all of your mobility all at once if you know that's a possibility#but also a bitch gotta get shit done SOMETIME so like#tomorrow should theoretically be a bunch of easy trips it's just also like 4-5 stops we might be making#so it's important to recognize i may need to pace myself lol#it is ASTOUNDING how much the compression socks help me tbh#like i know my limits pretty good - i don't always listen to them until they hard-stop me but like#i know them we've talked#and i hit my warning signs WAY late into the game tbh#i swear to god please brain realize we Did Several Things on the list please#a list we didn't even have for today to start with please recognize accomplishment brainnnnnnnn
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@cozy-fish-crow tagged me in this like 3 weeks ago sO HERE I AM
RULES: make a new post with the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
i am going absolutely neil josten levels of fucking feral with bsd ideas right now so i am only going to list the thread names in my bsd idea channel :) or else we'd be here all fuckin day sdfkskdhf
who tf is "slug"????
legally married
10 things i hate about you
post-corruption soukoku ��🖤
blackhole time fuckery
will you be mine? (no sir)
it's a safehouse, right?
really dumb self-indulgent fic
ABILITY swap au
remember me, love (<- hozier lyric)
as you can see. the brainworms are incredibly intense. a lot of these are very much in the "this is a vague idea of a possible thought" stage, but i figured maybe this could help me actually. ya know. work on any of them.
im gonna make it an OPEN TAG for sure :) still not enough brain power to try and tag people ahah let alone 10 of them-
#WAIT WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE ARE 10 OF THESE WHAT THE FUCK#also in case anyone was wondering one of these is in fact the smut story i am planning#so kudos to anyone who asks about that wip title skdhfskhd#these are also in order from my discord channel so this is the order in which the ideas came to me :) usually while i was at work#only 4 of them have actual placeholder/potential names lmao#and 4 of them have more than JUST vague ideas though even those are certainly not planned very far#and they are not all the same 4 sdkfhsdgh#anyway PLEASE DO ASK ABOUT THEM#I NEED TO ACTUALLY WORK ON SOMETHING#im going to watch the haikyuu movie tomorrow after work but i'll have plenty of time to answer asks/write around it so :)#bsd#bungo stray dogs#soukoku#so sorry to be annoying in the main tags but also#i feel like the majority of my followers don't really know bsd so dkhvdfk#some do but#anyway#shh ac
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I will stop drawing the Extras Tales to focus on the comics that are almost ready!
Besides, with the new Tales at WonderWorld story I will bring out some new stuff!
And... the next one will be about someone that many people know and want to know about his story 👀
#news#Tomorrow I will upload the Extra Tales illustration and the new story!#I'm sorry if you don't have access#maybe the link is bad#and in case that happens please let me know to fix it.
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Attempting to design an amigurumi chibi and one of his hips is at a shaper angle than the other nfndjsk I accidentally gave him scoliosis
#Why do I keep inflicting harm on my stuffed toys bdbwhsj#First the crying bunny now this#It's barely noticeable tbf but I am a perfectionist and knowing that imperfection is there bothers me#Will I frog half of this and remake it? Very likely#All for a... What? 2 mm shift?#I am insane yes in case you were wondering#Maybe I'll just sleep on it and tomorrow I'll hate this significantly less lol#Happened for the hair of my last doll#Thyandra.txt#Anyway guys I know I keep posting about crochet but if this is annoying I'm gonna keep it to a minimum#It's just a new hobby that's completely eaten all my focus rn#You don't wanna know how many anime plushies I'm going to make#.... Trust me
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