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[cvptaingiordano]

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bloods on her blouse as she walks through the door , his brows knitted together as he sat on her couch. he’d been waiting for her to show up (  for them to celebrate their third month anniversary  ) so he could surprise her , with this little thing he’d set up. candles , food , dim lights (  trying to be all romantic for once  ) but there she is , catching him off guard. he felt like he needed an explanation , but his first instinct was to get up , make sure that she was okay as he moved closer , shaky hands moving to her hips as he clearly grew nervous , worried that something might’ve happened to her.  ❝ brooke are you okay ?? ❞ he asked , words rushed as his voice clearly held a tone of desperation , one of worry as he watched her. ❝ what happened , are you okay ?? ❞

[mysticmissesmerelda]

{ 🔮 : @imscandalized }

{ ℳ. ℰ. ✾ }  ———— It was her first night in her new home and she could not sleep no matter what she did. It had been so long since Maggie had lived in a place that was quiet in the middle of the night and had real walls - it was such a surreal feeling after spending so many months living in a tent. She missed Jupiter and the Freak Show but most of all she missed the one person there that she could no longer have. She tried to stop herself before her mind could start wandering - She wasn’t going to think about Jimmy. She was going to move on even if it killed her. 

The sound of footsteps distracted her and she turned to see her new roommate standing behind her. She felt bad for the fact that she’d probably woken the other woman up but also relieved that she wasn’t alone anymore - Maggie hated to be alone. “I’m so sorry...I hope the light and television didn’t distract you...” She answered softly giving Brooke her best apologetic smile. “I just couldn’t sleep. I guess I’m just trying to adjust to a new place.” 

[baywindowedarchive]

           ‘   let me get this straight .    you want to go out with a stranger after your boyfriends DIED ?  ?   what if this creepy guy from the internet is a killer ?  ?   or he tries taking advantage of you in your vulnerable state ?  ?   no way ,  i’m not encouraging this .   ’

            as a matter of fact ,  she’s going to block the door .   ‘   you’re not leaving .   ’

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[bloodandloyalties]

( ☢ : @imscandalized ) - brooke & alicia

Tears streamed down Alicia’s pale face as she tapped on her best friends window in the middle of the night. “Come on. It’s pouring out here and I’m freezing to death.” She shivered in the cold rain and pressed closer to the side of the house to shield herself from the wind. She felt terrible for waking the other teenager up in the middle of the night but she really didn’t have anywhere else to go. Her mother had finally found out that she was pregnant thanks to her brother snitching on her while he was high and after a horrible fight she’d been kicked out; it wasn’t like she could have hid the secret that much longer but it wasn’t how she’d wanted her mother to find out. Alicia couldn’t believe she’d been stupid enough to confide in her brother to begin with. She hoped things would blow over in a few days and she could go home because she didn’t think the other girls parents would be any more understanding and welcoming of a pregnant teenager than her own mother had been.

[thefineartofbitchcraft]

imscandalized

 ‘ don’t even joke like that, there’s someone in lakewood killing people and thinking that. it’s scary. ’

( 🔪 : @imscandalized )

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Jill was well aware that there was someone running around Lakewood killing people; she’d have to be a moron not to know. “I know. Don’t take things so seriously. I’m not going to let anything happen to you.” She was kind of obsessed with the Mayor’s daughter and she knew how a killer’s mind work considering she had been one herself - Brooke was as safe as she could get as long as she stayed close to Jill. It wasn’t like the ex murder would let her too far out of her sight anyway - Obsession didn’t work that way after all.

[extrcno-blog]

❝ Why would I be pissed at you? ❞

seven psychopaths sentence starter. [ @imscandalized ]

          “i don’t know! you tell me, you’re the one on edge lately.”

[wcsted-blog1]

IT’S BEGINNING TO LOOK A LOT LIKE CHRISTMAS

chavales , it is finally that special time of the year again and while i’m spending most of my time mentally preparing myself for my prebac , as i enjoy my last few days of freedom before revision , i had to make one of these posts because i haven’t done so in a long while anyway !! and since it is for this special season it is obvi very fitting ;D i hope that everyone is enjoying their holiday , regardless of what you all are up to , and remember to remind yourself that you’re vv important yes !! i’d like to thank y’all for making indie feel like home again in the last few months , it’s been a blas honestly and while i know that i’ve been pretty inactive with exams (  and that i’ll become inactive again throughout january sadly - prebac imma cry ) y’all can count on that i won’t be leaving for a long ass while , yes ?? good. i’d also like to thank you all for being so kind and understanding regarding the change in muses - i hope we’ll be able to write a lot more in the upcoming year !!

2018 is gonna be a bomb year for all of us i just know it - and from my part i want you all to know that you can count on me for anything !! just send me an im or hmu at  Crying Kim#1836 ( discord ) - i’m honestly a message away. so there’s that.

spend time with friends , family , animals or simply taking care of yourself ( sometimes we forget about this and it’s vv important ) , work hard bois n girls towards whatever u wanna achieve and i’m sure things will be fine !! Y’ALL ARE VV SPECIAL OKAY.

i wish you all a very nice christmas and new years etc - remember to love yourself boys n girls !!

ALSO THANK YOU ALL FOR WELCOMING JESSE YES , TY TY BELOW Y’ALL WILL FIND A SEMI LONG BIAS LIST YES ( it is possible that i forgot people - don’t come trynna kill me now if i did )

ma dude , ma wifu , ma hansban

@battlestrained / @defiantiisms​ a best pal that’s what you are to me , basically a sister to me young woman. you’re acc one of the first people that i began writing with on indie with my return last year ( acc the first ship with mason - and look at them now huh ;D ) , pretty sure that i’ve already told you that , but anyways honestly it’s been a blast , genuinely - and i couldn’t be more BLESSED to have you around. you’ve had my back through some tough shit - listened to me vent and all even about the most dumb of things - memes or whatever , or put up with my obsessive fangirling of whatever - but seriously i appreciate u so much u can’t imagine. thank you for stopping me from quitting indie back then - ; bc lbr i would’ve with all the crap people pulled back then ; so yes thank you a lot , not just for that but also for all those times you’ve made me laugh and just genuinely made me lose my shit like a nutter U KNOW WHAT I MEAN. it’s mind blowing tho really - how we’ve become inseparable after months of talking , and i’m blessed , i do mean it. i’m definitely looking forward to our roleplay seshs on discord as well as the gaming ones - you best not hate me for walking around dressed like i came out of the dollar store tho ;)) anyways hannah bear i love you a lot and i am very glad too have you around yes. thank you for being who you are gal. i care so much about you and i’d do aNYTHING TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU ARE DOING GOOD MY DUDE. you know you can always count on me yeah c; ps. gotta love u bish , let’s fuck em all up on gta and skyrim gal ;)) THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING AROUND HANNAH

we still GUCCI

@palefires​ / @neonwondress it’s been a minute since we sat down and properly spoke but shit boi but i still wanna hop in and let u know that i care about chu a lot ali !! from taking the piss to having serious convos with u , or the time where you kept me chill after the whole traumatic thing happening with that bald dude back in may - cue the whole you calling me bc i was shit scared to walk home alone LMFAO , and well all the wicked witch - gucci ass frog shit going around in june / mayish - i do have to say that you’ve had my back through a lot - and regardless of all of that dumb ass people around , and the dumb shit that happened , i’m seriously thankful for u !! i mean you had my back through it all , what can i say i’m vv thankful- i’m happy to see that you’re back on indie too !! lmk whenever you wanna plot something in depth for d and rowan hehe. cheers fam , hope break is being chill !!

peeps which i admire a lot ( in some cases from afar )

@mattalips / @interstellalips ; @imscandalized / @weakerblood ( like i really miss writing w u pal :(( hmu when u return to indie !! ) ; @seesgood ; @warstopper ; @airkissedrps ; @meddlingheels ; @petiteballerina ; @gclimatias  ; @unstcppcble ; @facetiious ; @sweetanticipaticn ; @hiraethc ; @lawtied ; @facetiious ; @siilverlinings ; @moonlitely​ ; @dvrktwists ; @infinitedcsires / @darkcndtwisty ; @iconicandbeyondreproach ; @serialqueen ; @fearhermind ; @roseguided​ ; @thefineartofbitchcraft​ ; @humantovch​ / @lcstrichards​ 

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Thank you darling!!!!

[brxkenxhearted-blog]

��� do they know we’re together? ”

ugh, feelings || acceping

“ -uh… i doubt it. ” audrey shrugged, leaning across the counter.  “ i haven’t told them so… i get off in about two minutes. you want me to sneak us into a movie when i’m done sweeping up popcorn? ”

[notastrangcr-blog]

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It wasn’t often that Eli saw Brooke walking alone, so for some reason this time he felt like he should join her. Not entirely sure if it was welcome or not, he approached her hesitantly. “Hey Brooke..” He called out to announce his presence. “What’re you up to?”

[cvptaingiordano]

a simple bad day, that was his usual excuse for how he was feeling in that moment, yet the thoughts regarding brooke’s feelings and jake was something that always seemed to get to him. NOW more than usually. he always tried his best with pushing those away, yet today he couldn’t. he would never be good as good in her eyes as fitzgerald, or at least that’s how it felt. pictures of him in her room, hell he’d noticed the boy even was her lockscreen, still. who would have thought that for once mason giordano would probably be JEALOUS ?? after all not too long ago the boy began shutting everyone out. it seemed as if only exceptions were made with the blonde. ❝ nah i’m not hungry. ❞ he simply said, sitting down on her bed only to gaze up at her again. ❝ i’m just tired to be honest. ❞ he didn’t feel physically tired, instead he felt DRAINED. It was the best excuse he had, though it’d been like this for the past few days. the more he thought about it, the more it got to him. - –––– plotted starter for @imscandalized

[mysticmissesmerelda]

{ @imscandalized​ - i can always count on you to love me <3 }

[baywindowedarchive]

             ‘   hey ,  brooke ,  you know i’m here for you .   i can’t possibly understand what you’re feeling ,  but if you want to talk about any of it ,  or just .  .  .   cry ,  you can .   i swear i won’t tell anyone .   ’   riley takes the blonde’s hand ,  squeezing gently with a small smile that shows NOTHING but compassion and sincerity .

              ‘   i know i can’t replace those you’ve lost or change what happened ,  but i’m not going anywhere.   ’

SLEEPOVER / @imscandalized

[lovercfhorror-blog]

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“I’m sorry brooke sweetie, I didn’t  know him but he seemed like a wonderful guy.” She said, her arm wrapping around the female holding her close as she sighed with sadness It was tough seeing her go through such sorrow--it reminded her of her.

[thefineartofbitchcraft]

( ℳ ♛ : @imscandalized )

Trying to be quiet while she was drunk was more trouble than it was worth; it seemed the harder she tried the more noise she made. She slammed the door in the effort to close it lightly, stumbled around running into things and nearly feel a few times just walking through the room. Finally she reached her empty bed and decided the one that her roommate was sleeping in looked more inviting; it would be much nicer to feel a warm body against her own than to pass out alone as she did every night. She turned around and walked towards Brooke’s bed standing over it for a few minutes before deciding to just crawl in beside her. “Are you awake?” It was probably a dumb question considering that Madison had made enough noise to wake an entire cemetery. 

[warriorveined-archive]

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THIS

the struggle rn.