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[eleanorfenyxwrites]

Ok idk if you want to hear abt peoples like predictions/speculations when it comes to the cliffhanger in the 3zun au, so feel free to ignore this

BUT! OK SO FIRST OF ALL HOLY SHIT OUCH!

secondly: i just. i can see huaisangs thought process being like: ok. fuck it. imma tell him. and imma tell him when he is exhausted and already emotionally upset. because i want it to hurt. i want him to get angry. he didn't process this shit and on a good day he would just try to quietly accept it bc he is a Lan. i want him to break shit and feel his feelings for once. GET ANGRY ER-GE IT HELPS I PROMISE!!

like, that like balls to the wall dealing with the bad shit approach seems so very nie-like to me. "It's gonna hurt like a bitch in the moment but we are here to process and start healing! and you have a working support system now, you can handle this! also, I'm on a time crunch" is probably a regular thought among Nie clan members throughout time.

In conclusion: I loved the update, Wangji best boy, Soft Xiyao was adorable and so was The Hug (tm), and your Huaisang feels very very like Human to me ? I think in his place I would do (and have done) the same things and i look forward to what happens next a lot!

Thank you so much for posting this story, I am always thirsty for 3zun happiness!

!!! Of course I wanna hear y’all’s thoughts I thrive off of this, I’m not gonna ignore it!

Thank you!!

1. YOU’RE WELCOME THIS IS WHAT Y’ALL SIGNED UP FOR WITH ME, WHETHER YOU KNEW IT OR NOT 😂

2. When I wrote Extra #2 with WWX and NHS I had noooo intention of like. Giving NHS an angry rant? It just came out and I was like ohhhh yes of course, he never got a chance to be vocally angry! I like to think that he needs to take his own advice and find a way to get his closure and leave it all properly in the past (I don’t think he’s done it as well as he claims to have, because how could he? Poor thing didn’t get any support, he immediately had to hide it again once he woke up in this timeline to keep anyone from guessing who he was). And I think he’s doing a very human thing and lashing out at his own convenient target, which is LXC, who we’ve already seen has an incredible capacity for forgiveness which NHS is well aware of.

He wants the freedom to get angry, and he sees everyone else being so careful with LXC in a way that no one ever really was for him and I think he just says fuck it, it’s time to finish airing out this dirty laundry once and for all. Much like bringing everything to JGY’s feet at once to tear him down, when he finishes a job he goes HARD, and as far as he’s concerned this is him finally getting a chance to clear the air with LXC. So - run in like a bull in a china shop, smash things to bits, hope for the best. Tried and true Nie method of dealing with conflict lol.

Thank you so much for reading it!! There’s a solid like 10 or so of y’all that I know read this consistently and eagerly and you’re the ones I’m posting this all for. ☺️

[cnchoe-imagines]

hey boo maybe one where it's the boys turn ons and offs? idk skdjksdj

hehehehehe thank u boo ;) 

GENDER-NEUTRAL SMUT BELOW

chris ↴

lip biting !! when yall are making out and u pull his lip between your teeth he’ll be falling apart with a groan

hair pulling !! this boi didn’t grow out his hair for nothing !! if u give that shit a good tug he’ll be growling in your ear (also,, if you’ve got a sensitive scalp pls let him pull yours he’ll bust a nut in .3 seconds)

sexy pics/videos !! he’ll love sexting you or having video/phone sex while he’s on tour, and when he gets back, will definitely be down for filming some of your bedroom time together (as long as you’re comfortable ofc !!! and he’ll be EXTREMELY protective of the footage)

turn off time!!

i honestly think he isn’t that much into a power play that extends outside of the bedroom. he’s totally down to being your dom/sub at home, but not exactly turning it into your entire lifestyle

we also know he’s a bit of a scaredy cat so anything with too much of a risk makes him feel uncomfy (knife play, wax play, blood play, etc.)

richard ↴

k look,, your girl was gonna leave this one out but why be a liar when i can just preach the truth ?? this boi has a breeding kink ok?? he doesn’t care if you can’t get pregnant, he just wanna fill u up dsajfkadsjkfads imma kms

SPANKING !!! JDFSKFJAD SPANKING !!! LET HIM SLAP YOUR ASS PLS U WON’T REGRET IT JSDKFDS ESPECIALLY WHEN HE HAS ON THOSE LEATHER GLOVES HE ALWAYS WEARS OHMYGOD–

lots and lots of public !! teasing !! rich is the type to be grinding against you at the club or teasing u with his fingers at a restaurant while he just smirks at u trying to be quiet

with all that said, he’s a very hands-on person (lmfao) so he won’t like things where he can’t feel you completely

he wants to feel you digging your nails into his back or sucking hickeys on his neck or wrapping your legs around his waist so restraint isn’t his fave

zabdiel ↴

o r g a s m  d e n i a l !!!!!!! i’m just saying it yall !! he’s gonna get u worked up so many times and then pull away like :) “why are you looking at me like that? did you need something?”

HOWEVER !!! overstimulation ?? he stans. once he’s got u on the verge of cumming for the 10th time that night he’ll finally let u,, and then make u again,, and again,, and maybe even a fourth time idk just get your ass ready fdsjkadsj

now, unlike rich,, zabdaddy gonna have you tied to every post of the bed ok? legs spread and restrained, arms handcuffed behind your back, watching you shake for his touch while he trails his fingers down every inch of your body 

turn offs ?? hmmm

i think he’d be down to have a couple toys in the bedroom, but not a lot. he wants u cumming on his fingers, tongue, thigh, dick, etc. bc of that he doesn’t rlly like mutual masturbation either bc he just wants to ! TOUCH ! YOU !

joel ↴

hehehehe here we goooooo !!! first off, dry humping ??? feeling his jeans against his hard dick while you rub against him ???? he will cum in his underwear i promise u djsafkjds

LAP DANCES ??? OHMYGOD JUST PLAY SOME SEXY MUSIC AND STRIP FOR THIS BITCH AND HE’LL LOSE HIS SHIT I PROMISE U !!!

omg having u ride his face?? his fucking heaven istg… it doesn’t matter if he’s eating u out, sucking your dick or whatever else u want,,, he !! just !! wants !! u !! hovering !! over !! his !! face !! while !! he !! does !! it !!

*whispers* lingerie tooo pls put that lacey shit on and let him take pics of u in it u won’t regret it

turn offs,,, hmmmmm…. 

besides when he cums in his pants while u grind on him or whatever,, he does not like messy stuff,,, any kind of food play or thing that requires a lot of cleanup is not his fave bc he just wants to cuddle u after sex and not deal with laundry or some shit like that LOL

erick ↴ 

now i thought long and hard about this boi (no pun intended) and damn did i get some good ideas ;)

firstly,,, moan kink !!! just make A N Y sound in this bois ear and he will fall apart and be groaning like u have never heard before

PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE !!! both ways omg… he’ll spend HOURS kissing your entire body while he talks about how amazing it is and how lucky he is to have u – and if u do the same to him,, you will be rewarded with many kisses and whimpers

ok also making out?? like kisses in general are his SHIT but if you slip some tongue in there,, there’s no going back,, he’ll have u pinned to the couch while he tongue fucks your mouth until your lips are bright red and covered in spit

turn offs?? anything to do w/ like cuckolding or smthing like that. despite how confident he is,, i think he’d get super insecure if you tried to flirt or more with another guy in front of him – you’d end up with a rlly hurt erick instead of the jealous sex u might desire lololol

send in your cnco thirst asks 👅 

[dimples-of-discontent]

My Cockles Crack Masterpost:

Hello, yes, did any of you need a little pick-me-up? I know I do. So I’ve collected for you all most of the Cockles crack that I’ve written. I left off collaborative pieces of crack and ones attached to long gifsets. But all the text posts (especially “Jensen vs. Jensen’s brain”) are all there. I’ll drop a cut somewhere since this baby is long but I hope you all enjoy. 

LONG LIVE TEAM DUMPSTER MANSION!!! 

Dabb: So, let’s have AU Cas.

SPN writers: Cool. Why don’t we ask Misha to do one of his accents?

Jensen: *flings door open* *pants* AM I TOO LATE?! DID I MISS IT?!

BONUS alternative by @postmodernmulticoloredcloak​:

Dabb: So, let’s have AU Cas.

Everyone: …

Jensen: *starts vibrating at a very high frequency*

Misha: …okay I’ll do an accent

Isn’t it so weird that none of Jensen’s kids look like Misha?

Jensen is CONSTANTLY hosting his own episodes of Queer Eye and every one is about Misha.

[Below the cut]

Jensen: *looks up suddenly and stares into the middle distance* *vibrates at a high frequency*

Danneel: What is it, babe?

Jensen: Somewhere…Misha is doing an accent. Badly. He’s doing it badly, but he’s still doing it.

Danneel: You’ve gotta go!

Jensen: You’re right, I’ve gotta go!

Somewhere in Austin a high-pitched whistle blows.

Jensen, holding his ears and running into the kitchen: Alright, alright! What?!

Danneel, points wordlessly at laptop screen where this is displayed.

Jensen: Oh no.

Danneel, accusatory: I thought you HID those!

Jensen: I did! *pause* Why would he look in my dirty laundry anyway?

*Danneel stares*

Jensen: Oh right. I guess he needed something to wear.

Danneel: Pretty dumb, babe.

Jensen: Hmmm…yeah. *pause, then, hopeful* I guess we couldn’t fly to Hawaii to get them, right? *pause* No, no of course not. *mumbles* Damn shorts.

Text convo, probably:

Jensen: mish miss you. send me a pic.

Misha: *photo of something random like an interesting leaf*

Jensen: no, i mean like i MISS you miss you. send a pic of you.

Misha: *photo of his foot*

Jensen: oh for fuck’s sake! *posts flex meme and tags misha in it*

Jensen: there now it’s public you have to do it. and you can fuck off.

Misha: *sends dick pic*

Me: god Misha has the perfect jawline. Not that it matters.

Lizard brain: lick it

Me: yes, yes if I actually had a real relationship with him that would be well and good but…

Lizard brain: LICKIT

Me: yes, yes I heard you but what’s crucial is that Misha is one of the very best humans out there not that he has the stubbled and chiseled jawline of a Greek god so I really think we should focus on…

Jensen (in the distance): oh my God! it doesn’t have to be a choice, dummy!! L I CK IT!!

Jensen’s brain: It’s Misha’s birthday. We love Misha. Say it.

Jensen: No. We are in public. I am just going to call him “the man” and post a cute pic of us in matching outfits.

Jensen’s brain: NOOOOOO…SAYITSAYITSAYITWELOVEHIMSAYIT

Jensen: God fine ok…but I’m using an emoji not words.

Jensen’s brain: Acceptable.

Jensen: And also I’m going to add “bro”.

Jensen’s brain: …. 😒

Jensen: So now no one will ever know.

Jensen’s brain: 🙄

(About this mess right here)

Jensen’s brain: hold his hand

Jensen: NO it will look gay!

Jensen’s brain: but…you are gay for each other? so who cares?

Jensen: Yes, but we can’t LOOK gay ok? So just shake hands.

Jensen’s brain: fine 🙄

**Jensen does whatever this subby, hand-groping bullshit is**

Jensen’s brain: is that…. is that how humans shake hands? in a non-gay way?

Jensen: Shut up.

Jensen’s brain: i’m just trying to understand

Jensen: Shut up, asshole

Jensen’s brain: 😏

Look, I know it’s not going to happen, but all I want in life is for Jensen to respond to Misha’s shirtless video by saying “Hey Mish, if you need a shirt I have a few old ones for you.”

New theory: Jensen gives Misha so many shirts because otherwise his natural inclination is to run around bare-chested and Jensen’s poor, queer heart cannot handle it. (Photo version.)

Cockles trash cat meme origin

So you know how you sometimes go out with you friends and one of them gets way too drunk and ends up getting confessional with someone they don’t know that well? And you kind of want to stop them but, y’know, it’s their life and their choices so you have nothing to do but sit back and watch and be equal parts mildly horrified that they are spilling secrets to a relative stranger and incredibly amused at how they will feel about it later?

THAT is how I feel watching Misha tell the same story, over and over, about wearing Jensen’s hand-me-down shirts.

Misha, you’re currently my intensely emotional drunk friend and you need to stop before you reach the point of crying in the club. Neither of us can handle that. Thanks in advance.

Misha on social media: hahaha…Jensen is my cabin boy…that means he’s a sub who likes BDSM…hahaha…gonna make a comment about a giant space tongue rimming Jensen b/c why not lolz…gonna post a pic of myself covered in white goo and imply that it’s come from the conclusion of a threesome with Jensen and Jared…haha I’m such a scamp…I’m just incorrigible…teehee…

Misha when a fan mentions clothing: WHAT’S A JENSEN??? I’ve never heard of one and even if I had I definitely wouldn’t have had any non-heterosexual thoughts or feelings about him…and we’re absolutely not so close that we share in casual intimacy without a second thought…what could possibly make you think that?? I DON’T EVEN LIKE JENSEN OK!!!

Stages of Cockles in Gifs.

I feel like Jensen is one con away from straight-up answering an only tangentially-related question with, “…and that’s why I love Misha. You do know I love Misha, right? Like, love love him, like the way we love our wives. I feel like you guys get it so let’s just move on. Next question!”

At the next con, Jensen and Misha will be projecting the words “JUST SO YOU KNOW, I LOVE THIS MAN” on the side of the building across from the hotel in case you somehow miss that message in their panels.

At the next con, Jensen and Misha will be screening a 12-minute video that is just them giggling while one of them films the other; there will be no lines and nothing else will happen. Fandom will deem it a masterpiece.

At the next con, instead of his usual classic rock covers, Jensen will be performing a spoken word piece about how great Misha is, accompanied by Jared on bongos and Richard Speight on the kazoo.

In the final episode we are brought to the realization that the show DOES exist in our universe and on our timeline and that this entire time J2M have ACTUALLY BEEN TFW and kept this cover story about being actors on a TV show to keep us from knowing what they are really up to. Most of the show is just footage of their lives, though some of the things on the show were just absurd and to keep us off track.

Misha Collins is an actual angel. Jensen Ackles is a grumpy-faced softie with the biggest nerd streak. Jared Padalecki is a fiercely loyal and intelligent guy who has fought off more than his share of darkness. Gen and Danneel are actually supernatural creatures though neither will fully commit to being an angel or demon. Vicki is too powerful to be captured on film. And of course Jensen and Misha have been husbands for years. It was hard to hide that one on the show.

Jensen: *does interview quote game on his own* Great! Now, I’m gonna go get Misha. He’s gonna be so terrible at this game lol…He has the worst memory and never watches the show…hahaha isn’t that so cute?

Interviewer: oh actually we weren’t quite done interviewing you…

Jensen: yeah but Mish is gonna be so bad at this and I can’t afford to miss that! Imma go find him right now!

Interviewer: you really don’t have to…we’re actually talking to you all individually.

Jensen: ….

Interviewer: y’know, so we can cut the clips together?

Jensen: ….

Interviewer: And because you probably have a lot of other interviews at this huge press event for your 300th episode?

Jensen: ….. Yeah, no, I’m getting him right now. Hey, Mish! Get in here!

Filming with JenMish (aka “why’s Dean wearing a seatbelt?”)

**Jensen makes a dirty joke and Misha cracks up** **Misha and Jensen playfully push each other around the front seat of the car** **Misha says one thing that is mildly amusing and Jensen falls over laughing**

Sanchez, conferring with Bob Singer: What do you do to stop this?

Singer: strap one of them down

Sanchez: You mean, like, tell them to get it together or else?

Singer: No, no. I mean LITERALLY strap one of them down.

Sanchez: ….

Singer: Why do you think they get tied to so many chairs? **sighs** These two have cost us so much in duct tape.

photographer: alright, everyone, fight each other for pie! jensen: mish, you should pull my hair. misha: why? it’s not like that would stop you moving your arm. jensen: …. jensen: misha. you. should. PULL. MY. HAIR. misha: ooohhhhhh! jared: I don’t want to be here for this.

Cockles is the gay booze cruise of ships.

a text exchange that probably happened: jensen: I can’t believe ur still going running on vacation jensen: nerd misha: hello to you too. … misha: awww, babe, you must really miss me! that comment is so sappy! jensen: shut up misha: you “dig” the “WHOLE THING” huh? jensen: fuck off misha: don’t I know it!! jensen: fuck OFF misha: now I have to go like it. … misha: ok done. you huge softie. jensen: not always misha: oh really? misha: how about now? jensen: not now jensen: call me misha; as you wish…

Jensen’s brain (Jensain): holy shit!! look at our hot husband!! mmm…we like the grey and the sweat and the beard and, hey, did we give him that shirt? Jensen: yep. Jensen’s brain: and he sounds all smart and sincere, which turns us on….WOW we’ve been apart for too long! Jensen: tell me about it. Jensen’s brain: Say something about how good he looks. Jensen: I can’t. It’s public. Jensen’s brain: You gotta. Jensen: I. CAN’T. Jensen’s brain: But how these bitches gonna know he’s yours!? Do you know how many people are looking at this video RIGHT NOW?! Jensen: OMG Jensen’s brain: OMG Jensen: they gotta know… Jensen’s brain: YESSSSS!! DO IT!! Tell everyone the sexy, scruffy, deep-voiced, poetry-reciting motherfucker standing in the sunlight belongs to you! Jensen: I can’t say that. I’m just..gonna…tease him? about something? Jensen’s brain: u serious? 😒 Jensen: Well…no… Jensen’s brain: tell him you like the whole package! Jensen: I cannot use the word “package” about Misha in public. Jensen’s brain: 😏 Jensen’s brain: Fine! Can you at least mention how strong he is? Jensen: … I guess that’s less…gay… Jensen’s brain: uh-huh, sure. way less gay. 🙄 Jensen: ok, I did it. now leave me alone. I have to post a picture of my family so that no one suspects I only logged in because I have alerts set for Misha. Jensen’s brain: … Jensen’s brain: hey, you know who looks sexy in flannel PJs?? Jensen: ALRIGHT THAT’S IT

me: *wakes up in a cold sweat and sits upright in bed*

But how much of the mockumentary did Jensen shoot??!?

Misha is busting out of his shirt and jacket in those EW pics again, which makes me think something like this exchange must have taken place:

EW stylists: So, what size is Misha? SPN costumers: Eh, he’s the small one. EW stylists: But…he doesn’t…look small? SPN costumers: Nah, trust us, he’s the small one. EW stylists: Uh, looks more like he’s a 6’ wall of muscle but ok Misha: What’s a clothes? I will wear it. *Jensen sobbing in the background*

”I’m Full Frontal in Here Dude: Guest Starring Misha Collins” title of Jensen’s sex tape.

Jensen’s brain: you should give Misha that valentine.

Jensen: Yeah, good. It will work for the video. Like, as a joke.

Jensen’s brain: no. not joke. he’s your valentine.

Jensen: No he’s…

Jensen’s brain: you can’t lie to me. I’m you.

Jensen: shit. that’s true.

…

Jensen’s brain: Sooooo…valentine?

Jensen: Fine, but I’m gonna call him “buddy” when I give it to him.

Jensen’s brain: 😐

Jensen: People can’t KNOW!!

Jensen’s brain: You literally just called him your valentine on camera on a livestream but OK WHATEVER make sure you say “buddy.”

Jensen: I did WHAT??!

Jensen’s brain: Why do I bother? 🙄

Destiel AU where Cas is a poet who writes secret poems for Dean and posts them anonymously to an Instagram account that he gets Dean to follow and Dean falls in love with the mystery man he feels is speaking to him…and then realizes it was the guy he already crushed on from afar.

aka AU where Destiel is Cockles (with some tiny changes)

[kingjaffejoffer]

Thursday Thoughts #46

If a black man’s shaved nutsack suddenly came alive and could fly, it would be a bat. 

Shout out to nobody bothering me for not posting one of these last week.

The only Drake album I've listened to in its entirety is Thank Me Later.

Russell Simmons slowly revealed to the world that he's a whole ass scumbag over the years.

“If I was Bill Cosby I would die at sentencing, they wouldn’t get one day out of me” - Snoop Dogg

I feel like everything in my life has happened the way it was supposed to happen.

I watched that movie “All The Money In The World” and John Paul Getty really was the worst kind of white person in the world. I recommend watching it though, it was entertaining. A solid 7.5 or 8 out of 10. 

The roast sessions in my family used to be out of fucking CONTROL. My grandma used to let niggas have it raw and uncut. She only had one leg and six teeth in her entire mouth and she’d break a nigga down on the molecular level. 

There’s a lesson to be learned from all of the XXXtentacion mess. And the lesson is, sometimes you can do things that there’s no coming back from. No matter how much you clean your life up or get it together, the things you’ve done can’t be forgotten and you’re going to have to bear that cross for the rest of your life (and even after you die in some cases). So in your moments of passion, or anger, or lust.... take a couple of extra moments to really think about what you’re doing. Some people lose their entire life or future because they couldn’t pause for 10 seconds and THINK.

"Show Me What You Got" by Jay-Z is a wack song that sounds A.MA.ZING live.

“Rich forever, killa. Take my old advice. Better yet, take my old bitches and mold em right”

There’s a place called “Rooster & Rice” in SF that serves Thai Chicken Rice. Their menu is extremely minimalist, I believe they only offer 5 dishes total. Basically... imagine if Apple opened up a high end asian fast food place.... that’s what Rooster & Rice is.

That’s not the point of this story. THEIR NAPKINS ARE OF AMAZING QUALITY.  They’re so thick and fluffy, you really only need one. I had one of their napkins in my pants pocket and I accidentally left it in there when i did laundry. Under normal circumstances, the napkin will be absolutely destroyed and will break into a million pieces.

Tell me why this fucking used napkin came out of the dryer clean and ready to be used again. It was perfectly intact. This is legit a piece of linen. 

Imma put this napkin in my closet next to the face towels. 

I had a really fat moment this week. I was craving sweets late at night but I dont have any sweets in my house. So I hate some edibles because they were brownies. I didnt even want to get high, I just wanted the brownies. 

One time I was eating pussy and somewhere between her 3rd and 4th orgasm she stops moaning, lifts her head up and says, “I see why bitches keep falling in love with you”

How I felt in that moment

[glitterglockz]

march 27 3:07 am

damm I want some wavy potato chips. i think imma smoke a lil more and then come back to write. i gotta lot to say. aigh so lets see. so hey this my blog. this post is like a weekly recap. today is my aries  bday :). i love aries and taurus and aquarius and pisces. rn im watching human resources. okay so life is stressful asl rn. i have to pay my credit card bill, get my shit tg in school, do my makeup, TAKE CARE OF MYSELF, stack my bread, sell my shit on depop, be a bad bitch and consistent, learn how to trade, boss up and not give a fuck about anyone and HEAL, focus on me... ion feel in the mood. want to just be myself. need to work hard asf and stop being so emotional. need to get my shit tg. take care of myself idk. no sex until may! thats my challenge. and acting less crazy. so my taurus bday is in a month april 27 so im not fucking until my gemini bday may 27. my goals from mar 27-april 27: start bodying this school shit, save money, have a consistent routine, have at least 5k saved, being able to balance 2 jobs and school and excelling, pushing myself, doing my makeup everyday, exploring my interests seriously (fashion, beauty, makeup, modeling, pilates, gymnastics, photography), serve looks ditch the crocs, braces appt, blogging, maintaining a clean room (very important), knotless box braids and then ash blonde wig and then braids in front and water wave in back. was i jealous of gigi today bc she had her makeup done and i didnt. or am I just annoyed that I didn't do mine even tho I planned to do it I just didnt wake up. bro im crazy I asked my aqua nigga to take a pic of his dimple to me. bro life is so stressful rn and I feel like im holding myself back. thats why im about to go all out. summer is mine its gonna be so lit I can feel it. im doing the work now. so tomorrow I have to do my biochem project, my neurobio paper, my philosophy of film exercise, biochem videos, makeup, rangila practice, going to server job (im praying this is brief ! like please I dont want to stay there long), okay so lets plan to go to bed at 4:30 wake up at 10:30am shower skincare get dressed do makeup, do hair, eat, go to rangila practice, go to server job, biochem poster, neurobiology project, biochem videos, biochem quiz, philosophy of film, AIDS fellowship and emails and then tale off makeup, journal and watch forex video and plan out week/. I want a peanut butter cup milkshake. weekly goals: laundry, post more on depop seriously, study for biochem, do makeup, order wig and dye, blog and sleep. imma eat some microwaveable macaroni and cheese tm. things are gonna get better. five guys>>>> shake shack. expensive ass little buffalo chicken sandwich. cant wait to get my indian fusion pizza. ive been craving mad food lately. ive been feeling lonely too. im really praying I get what I want and get the fellowship grant award god please 111. time to move on. dont text nobody back. focus on healing and being consistent and money and school and blogging and gymnastics and fashion and makeup and hair and pictures. 444