#imagien having imposter syndrome over having imposter sydnrome
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everyday i wake up and ask myself how im at this school and. not failing yet
#yet another round of admissions has begun and i dont wish to be reminded#theres so many smart and skilled people here istg#u have kids finishing the fucking cs midterm in 20 minutes and leaving#ok actually no the cs midterm was simple bc its designed so that even ppl with no prior#programming experience can get through it smoothly#THERE ARE PEOPLE FINISHING THE FUCKING ALGEBRA ASSIGNMENTS IN UNDER AN HOUR#I CANT EVEN WRITE ONE PROOF IN AN HOUR#algebra is both my favourite class and the class that i am scared of the most#bc proofs are. hard#hhhhhhhhhwhy ami here#howdidi get i n hhow#i fooled the admission team into thinkijg im actually capable#imagien having imposter syndrome over having imposter sydnrome#iiimagiengoing to. the school thats just that obsessed with math to open the only math faculty ever on your fucking continent#I THIUGHT IT WAS COUNTRY BUT NOPE ITS THE FUCKIJG CONTINENT#fbfndbjgkhsk programs with a reputation are scary. bc then ppl expect u who is in that program to be#not only passionate bc you chose to compete fir a positon in that program#theyexpect u to kniwo whay youre doijg#and i do not#ok identity crisis time over iits time to be functional and cram for calculus#OHMYGUCKIJG GOD I FORGOT#MY FUCKING ALGEBRA PROFIESSOR IS THE ONE#RESPPJSIBLE FOR MAKING ME LOSE SLEEP AND HEALTH FOR A GOOD HALF A YEAR IN SENIOR YEAT#BC THE FUCKING MATH CONTESY MY SHCOOL HOSTS WITH ITS NOTORIOUSLY DIFFICULT LAST QUESTION#HES THE GUY WHO MAKES UP TJOSE QUESTIONS EACH YEAR#AND IM LESRNING ALGEBRA FROM HIM AND THE OTHER DAY HE SAW ME WITH BOBA#AND SAIF TO ME i dont like boba#HES THE FUNNIESY GUY I LOBE HIS CLASS ITS SO ENTERTSINIGN#but also wow ive now met the perosn responibke for so mucb ofm y s ttress#rambling about stuff
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