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#im. so past overanalyzing this film.
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this is what happens when you watch a movie ten times. im on this very intense bit (ethan makes the call to push forward with the mission after jim gives the abort) and all i can think is....woah....pierced ears<3
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burnedbyshoto · 4 years
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— Midoriya Izuku is an overanalyzer in every aspect; it shouldn’t surprise you that he’s into making sex tapes too. When you’re stuck at home for an indefinite period of time, it’s finally time to pull them out and watch them together. —
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pairing: midoriya izuku x fem!reader
warnings: 18+, smut, sex tapes, spanking, sir calling, fuck machine, bondage, choking, slight degradation, dom!midoriya
word count: 3,697
a/n: i’m sososooososoosoosooso tired.... I apologize for any and all mistakes i did this from 2 am to 6 am...........im so tired...... this is for the bnharem collab as always, check out the masterlist for the otherssss buhbye!
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“You want to see our sex tapes?”
Two hours ago, you had complained about needing something to do.
Two weeks ago, Japan had been closed down indefinitely due to a pandemic. A virus sweeping across the nation that had even medical professionals with quirks unable to help. As Pro Heroes, you were given leeway to continue working under specific circumstances. 
Until things improved, Pro Heroes were not allowed out unless circumstances changed. A particular unit of one hundred heroes was permitted to keep up their patrols throughout the entire country because of their immunity to this virus. Unfortunately for you, both you and your boyfriend were not apart of that group.
Thus that meant that you were trapped at home.
Izuku Izuku had been your sweet boyfriend for a little over a year.
Two years after graduating from U.A., you had found yourself falling for your old schoolmate who worked at a nearby agency. He was no longer the short, awkward teenage boy that he was, but instead this tall stupidly buff adult Pro Hero. On top of his flowering, good looks, the two of you began to have instances together. Instances where you would both find yourself running into each other during patrols, having each other backs during team-up missions, and the many parties your old classmates pulled. It was only a matter of time before you held the sweet boy’s collar in your fist, and despite the aggressive look in your grip, you pressed a loving kiss to mouth. 
The rest was history.
He was truly something else. 
But you also learned somethings about your boyfriend that you didn’t realize was a thing until you were far too into this relationship.
For starters, despite how kind he was, how calm, beautiful, altruistic, and self-sacrificing he was in and out of his hero persona, it didn’t bleed into the bedroom.
While there was no arguing that he was a true hero, his aftercare was most definitely the best care of your life, you were almost ashamed to admit that you thought he was vanilla in bed. Not that there was anything wrong with being vanilla, you just didn’t expect him to keep a straight face at the feeling of your breasts pressed against his chest. 
You didn’t expect Izuku to be a sadist of sorts, using his quirk to inflict pain on you. To hold you against ties, sex toys stuffed in every available hole in your body. You didn’t believe he would whisper such lewd things in your ears, taunting you to not cum again despite his cock ramming into you at such bizarre speeds that you were completely overwhelmed. You couldn’t begin to fantasize the way that he would force your body into different positions -- positions you didn’t think possible of yourself! At every instance, he surprised you, destroying all of the theories your old classmates and you had once put together during late-night gossip sessions. As you grew used to this new side of Izuku, the side that made you seriously contemplate if he had some type of split personality, there was one thing you should have noticed from the beginning.
For the most prominent thing that shocked you was the one thing you should have seen coming from the very beginning.
The thing that just made sense for your over-analytical boyfriend to be into.
Sex tapes.
It took a single month of your sexual endeavors to begin for him to ask. You could remember it like yesterday; the way his green curls plastered to his sweaty forehead, his muscles tensing with his heavy breathing when his cock pulled out of your abused cunt. His green eyes, nearly black in their lasting lust, a reminder that you were his, trailed down your body.
“Do you mind if we try something new?” he asked, fingers massaging warm circles into your body. You had nodded, always eager to please your boyfriend in bed. “Do you mind if I film us?”
Had you known what you knew now, you definitely would have said yes still. But maybe you wouldn’t have been so willing to put up with every single time you two fucked if you knew this is what was going to transpire from it.
With the quarantine in place, the two of you could do nothing but watch the news in anticipation for the government to call for more Hero backup. Two minutes under quarantines bleed into two days into one and a half weeks.
The two of you were restless, on edge, and near feral. 
Neither one of you wanted to be stuck indoors, and it was beginning to transpire into your daily interactions. Who knew you would miss physical interaction?
But you two find common ground in releasing this built-up tension through passionate love affairs. You had always believed you and Izuku had a healthy sex life, the both you always finding time to get a good fuck in despite your demanding lifestyle. But this was different.
All-day, the two of you were going at it like horny bunnies in heat. If you hadn’t fucked on every inch of your shared apartment yet, you most definitely have now. The liter of lube the two of you had was gone in five days, and you were beginning to cross off all the sexual fantasies the two of you wanted to try.
Pegging? Done.
Sounding? Done.
Upside down sixty-nine? Done.
Food play? Done.
Every essential role play in existence? Done.
Putting on his costume and fucking him? Done.
You two had definitely gotten a lot of the ‘let’s try it out to see if we like it’ kinks out of the way. As a matter of fact, you were still recovering from wax play gone wrong because you didn’t have the proper wax but were too impatient for the proper one to come in the mail. There was a perk in being a masochist, you guessed. 
If you were honest, you really wanted to watch the sex tapes he had of the two of you. There was something oddly hot about sitting on the couch in front of the T.V. and view the various shots of the two of you fucking. You wondered how different it looked like from an outsider’s position, or if it seemed as good as it had felt. However, you didn’t know how to bring it up without being embarrassed.
So after failing to bring it up, you were stumped on what new to try. To get past this, the two of you had resorted to a website that had over 500 kinks and were now going through it. Things took a turn when Izuku sat behind you on the couch, his hands holding your waist, lips pressing against your neck while you scrolled through the list, trying to find one you both could agree to at the time. But you were never good at paying attention when Izuku’s lips pressed sinfully against your neck.
It took no time for you to straddle his lap, fingers raking through his thick curls, ragged moans pouring from your mouth when you ground against his hardening cock. His fingers gripping your waist in the same spot so hard you wouldn’t be surprised at the time this was all over your skin would be permanently dimpled in that area. Mouths meshed together in wet lust, his tongue coercing you for louder noises, more dramatic reactions to his dizzying force.
It’s when he presses your shoulders against the cushions of the couch, his teeth imprinting against your sensitive skin, do the words slip from your mouth.
“I-I wanna see our s-sex tapes,” you stammer, heat flashing deeply through, burning through your core as if you hadn’t had sex in years. 
For months now, he’s kept the videos hidden from you. You didn’t watch them, they definitely weren’t leaked anywhere, and as you said, your sex life was healthy, so there was no reason for Izuku to be watching them for pleasure afterward. Especially not of late. Your need to watch them on your T.V. was too high, and with them plaguing your mind, it seemed to come out now. 
Thus the question that started this all poured from Izuku’s mouth when he pulled away from you.
“You want to see our sex tapes?”
His forest green eyes peered down at you, they weren’t their usual nearing black with lust eyes, but instead a light green.
Excitement.
Darkened eyes were almost universally known as a promise for something good to happen, but no, not for Izuku. A smile spread across his face, pink tinting his cheeks while he nods his head in that same boy like excitement.
“Such a dirty fucking girl, wanting to get off on watching us fuck? ...I’ll go get it!”
Light eyes on Izuku was a threat. A promise that you had no idea what you were getting yourself into, a sign that you were going to be nothing but an experiment for him to try out. 
Izuku stood up, his tall frame seemingly bigger than he was, and walked away. You let out a ragged breathe that you had no idea that you were holding in while he retreated to where his phone most likely was. 
You lay awkwardly on the couch, pushing up against the plump cushions you could only imagine what his plans for you were. You didn’t expect him to pull out popcorn for the both of you to eat while you watched this, not after feeling his hard cock against your crotch.
But what would he do to you?
You yelped when his fingers grabbed your wrists, tugging them upwards, forcing you onto your feet. Blinking rapidly, you watched while Izuku wrapped a silk tie around your wrists, attaching it to the hook on the ceiling most definitely not to be used to hold your weight.
“Izuku?” you whine when he appears before you in a flash of green electricity. 
“The thing about our sex tapes is that I take them for... educational purposes,” Izuku sighs, his thumb running against your lower lip. He coats his thumb lightly with your saliva, his eyes remaining bright when he pushes your mouth down. “I take them to make sure that I fuck you properly each time.”
You whimper when his fingers hook around the waistband of your shorts and yanks them down. Your mouth drops in a shriek because something cold and full enters your cunt.
“If you want to watch them, that means I expect you to learn to. I want you to be able to fuck my dick the way that I want you to,” he sighs in your ear, obviously pleased by the way you arch into him. “Don’t worry, y/n, if you do well, you’ll get the real deal. If not? Well, we have time to waste until you get it right, don’t we?”
“Izuku, I didn’t think you,” you try to form sentences, but your mind is already foggy when he places a stool between your legs. It dawns on you that this wasn’t just a dildo that he shoved into your cunt, it was a fuck machine. “Holy shit…”
Izuku chuckles, stepping away from you and turning on the T.V. You watch while he connects his phone to the T.V., your arms already feeling like lead above your heads, and nothing had even started yet. His phone connects, and you watch with growing shallow breaths when he makes his way back behind you.
“Don’t look away from the screen, baby girl. I don’t want you to miss anything.”
Your eyes shift to the T.V., a familiar scene of your naked, cum stained body showing up on the pixels before you.
It was the very first sex tape.
“Now, I’m going to be giving you instructions. Pass them, you get my cock. Fail them, and well, we’ll see how long you can last there until you get it right.”
Without a second delay, the video plays, and with it, the fuck machine is turned on.
You watch the screen Izuku, and you kiss sensually. Your body stiff under his, obviously tired from the rounds you’d already endured. Izuku’s arms wrap under your legs, quickly slipping his cock back into your cunt, and the pornstar moan that ripped through your screen you’s voice made you scarlet in embarrassment.
“See, right there,” Izuku speaks to you from behind, and you shudder. The feeling of the cock slamming up into you was something new, the new angle was something similar yet different from riding Izuku’s own. But the tension of keeping yourself was proving to be a challenge. “When you circle your hips, throw your ass out more. Don’t be a prude about it.”
Your eye focuses on your swiveling hips, and you see what he’s talking about. Your ears burn in embarrassment, and you stammer in your discomfort. But before you could genuinely get your opinions out, a heavy hand comes down on your ass. 
He slammed his right hand against your ass cheek, making you shriek while your skin throbbed in his wake. The sharp pain made your legs buckle, a hot pressure igniting in your core, and another loud slap repeated on your opposite cheek.
Fisting in your hair, you yelped loudly when Izuku yanked your head back. The arch in your back was dramatized by this action; your back ached as another heavy slap echoed against your wounded skin. His light, but still wild breathing hits the shell of your ear, chills shoot down your spine when he snarls.
“What did I fucking say?” he whispers in your ear. “I said to follow my instructions—” his hand comes down against your ass with every word, ignoring your growing wails— “I’m the one who’s keeping you from my cock, so you better start listening because my patience is already thin.”
The next spank that comes across your ass nearly sends you stumbling over at the strength and power behind it. Your arms tremble above you, the weight and struggle to keep yourself upright was a challenge as Izuku abused your ass.
“Answer me, baby girl.”
There was no stopping Izuku’s mighty hand against your tender ass, and you could not think of anything but how your cunt throbbed for the man behind you. Your sobs of pain had long ago become those of pleasure, and you could feel the raised prints of his hands on your sore cheeks. 
It delighted you.
“Y-Yes, sir!” You pant, your body trembling in your excitement and need for more.
“You like this, don’t you,” he laughs almost delightfully while he rubs circles against your heated skin. “I guess we’ll have to make this harder for you.”
And harder, he made it.
Izuku came for your speed, intensifying the machine that was currently slamming into your squelching cunt, insisting that you needed to outpace the machine. At one point, he even grabbed your waist and assisted you on your conquest of out fucking the sex machine, but it was overwhelming you. You could barely hear Izuku’s corrections, his demands for you to improve the dipping of your pounding hips, his advice of how you should be louder in bed, of how you should stop using your head so much.
But right now, you could no longer keep the focus on the POV video of you sucking his cock and were entirely mesmerized with the dildo thrusting into you and the way the recently placed gag felt in your mouth.
The fuck machine blows into your tight and slippery cunt, your eyes rolling backward at the mere sensation of the speed it was at, and a loud mewl leaves your throat. His fingers snuck behind your head, unfastening the gag, and was removed with a saliva string, and a sob croaked through your voice as your mouth was finally free. 
“Suck my dick just like that, baby girl,” on-screen Izuku pants, pleasurable noises following after only fueling the hot lava heat in between your legs.
You whimpered, watching yourself take his cock into your sore throat. The ever so eager on-screen Izuku wasting no time starting his face fucking.
You try to keep up with the momentum of the toy, pretending they were his viciously thrusting hips on-screen. Your hips fall against the toy despite its insane speed, keeping up with it according to the praises that now fall from Izuku’s mouth. Your breasts bounce with every thrust, and you moan, seeing yourself choke against his cock. Izuku chuckles, standing up behind you, his hands fondling with your breasts, his moans satisfactory and low, he was enjoying this a lot by the feeling of his cock pressed into you from behind. 
“Look at you, so desperate,” Izuku chuckles, his fingers tweaking your hard nipples. “So fucking needy.”
The words ignite a fire within you, and your legs tremble in unspoken glee. You wanted him to fuck you until you were nothing less than a mess. You needed him to give you his cock instead of this stupid fucking machine.
“IZUKU, PLEASE,” you scream, no longer satisfied with the fake cock stimulating your core. “PLEASE FUCK ME! PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR DICK! PLEASE, I NEED IT SO MUCH!”
Izuku chuckled, somehow pleased with your desperation, and with the sloppy noises of you sucking him off on-screen, and the machine billowing into your cunt, he let you free from the ceiling. 
He threw you against the couch, your tied arms moving over his head and pressing your sweating chest against his taut one. His fingers held onto his cock, teasing your entrance while he stared up at your pathetically needy form.
“Let’s see how well you learned.”
Without so much as a warning, his hips slammed entirely into you, and your mouth dropped into a silent scream at the way his thick cock pressed against your cervix. It was a familiar sensation now, and excitement you had grown to lust over despite the pain it brought you. 
You panted as he slammed into you, pulling you by your hips so he could get a rapid rhythm going. You kissed him, saliva, teeth, and tongue clashing together in this desperate clash, you clawed at his back, desperate to hear him snarl. Unsatisfied with his lack of response, you bit down hard against his lip, the familiar taste of iron filling your mouth. 
He let out his own pained moan as you sucked at his skin, which only coaxed him to drill harder into you, driving you further down into the cushioned couch that would have your back imprinted into it permanently.
His hand found your neck. “You’re a fast learner, huh?” he squeezed his hand around your neck, while he found the perfect soft spot above your breast to suck on, your choked moans a song in his ears.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” you managed to squeeze out, your eyes clenched shut when you felt the burning coil build up in your stomach. “Oh, fuck, Izuku, I’m… I’m so c-close!”
“Is that right?” He said through his own labored breathing. He sucked on his index finger before trailing it down to your sensitive nub and began rubbing it, making your hair stand up on your skin.
His hand against your throat tightened, and black dots littered your vision; the heat of his hands burned against your skin. His teeth sunk far into your shoulder, enough for you to feel your skin breaking as his tongue moved in heated wet strokes to calm your now irritated skin. Then there were his nimble fingers running against your clit, your spastic walls clamming around his hammering and throbbing cock. But your bouncing and swiveling hips-- his taught lesson -- held no value anymore. Izuku’s hips snapped upwards fast enough and powerful enough to overcome and overwhelm you, disregarding any improvement you had made. The only thing you could make out with the way that you were no longer able to keep your eyes open was that his cock was hitting your bruised cervix. The sounds of your sopping wet pussy crashing against his forceful hips rang in your ears in a primal yet excited fashion, and the familiar sound of him using One for All to intensify everything about this fucking.
Your pussy clenched around his cock, and you dug your nails into his back, crying out when an ecstatic wave shot out through you, causing your legs to shake more than before.
“Fuck, you’re so beautiful,” he growls, and once again slams into you.
Your scream is silent, your eyes rolling to the back of your head, your fingers digging into his neck, and your toes curl. His hips are driving, persistent, and have a goal in mind. You can barely keep up with him, your long overstimulated body wanting to collapse at the seams, but he doesn’t stop.
The couch creaks loudly under you, shifting against the floor until you swear you can feel Izuku having to take steps to keep with you against his powerful thrusts.
“Cum, Izuku,” you beg, your hips wildly thrashing against his. “Please, fill me with your cum!”
That’s all it takes, and a hot and heavy load shoots through you, and Izuku collapses onto you. His body twitching while his cock remains hard within you, the feeling of his cum swimming in your cunt, making your head spin with euphoria.
“Holy shit,” you mumble, unable to say anything but that. No amount of fucking had made you feel like this yet.
“I didn’t think you’d have such a… such a good reception to the sex tapes,” Izuku admits, pulling out of you and stumbling to his feet. 
“We are pretty hot,” you jest, trying to compose your sweaty and sticky self.
“You are,” he agrees with a sweet smile. “Give me a sec to clean you up!”
You could only hum when he presses a last kiss to your mouth before retreating to get you cleaned up. Your eyes fell on the camera that had been recording everything and was still recording. A smile perked on your face, maybe you did really like this sex tape thing he had.
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doofwrites · 4 years
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7, 12, 17, 27 for the writing ask!!!
WOOSH THNX BB
7. early influences on your writing
oh man idek. i wanna say rick riordan and a bunch of fanwriters, but i also very obviously prefer dialogue and that’s born from writing screenplays, but i basically started writing those with minimal exposure to other screenwriters (still havent had much exposure other than a few pages of a film and my fellow classmates’ work when i was in school, tbh). the book i read the most is the Bible and that has influence in my professional work in terms of structure i think, but not much in fanfic.
but yeah--unlike my art, i dont have much in the way of stylistic influence on my writing.
12. favorite place to write
currently: my room, on my phone, about to pass out on my bed at 1am
17. favorite AU to write
oooo idk, i love aus. i have been dubbed an au machine by some. i wanna say the mob au was/is the most fun to write, but any new twist i can think of is good. like if i can make another weird soulmate au, i wouldnt hate it.
27. best review you ever got
lol not even a REVIEW, but when @qconstellation sent me a dm and asked if i was the writer she liked
and it had like. a screenshot of multiple tabs w my fics open I DIED LAUGHING but it was great!! cuz we’re friends now!!!!
other than that, i have such bias to loving comments where ppl copy-paste their fave parts. that’s how i read other ppls stuff, cuz i overanalyze everything, cuz when im writing every word counts so i assume thats the same for others HAHAHA (i also always ask my betas to leave comments on parts they liked bc it lets me know if something i wanted to hit did, in fact, hit)
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dumbbrainfog · 3 years
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I feel like this needs an entirely different post altogether. this is what I'm most concerned about. I felt so content for a while with my job, my hobbies, how I spent money and relationships. but it makes me just feel weird now this prompted me to even get all of this shit typed out. I would shamefully go on Instagram and the classic oh I'll see what people from school are doing out of curiosity. and to be fair it started out fine. some months passed and didn't think anything of it. but I feel recently I'm just obsessed with stupid things.
this leads me to the biggest problem. Reuben obviously makes me very happy. but when I had lots of time off from work i became so dependant on him and i hated it. i promised myself i would not do that because i know how much of a hold someone can have on you. and you don't want to be waiting on them as much as you love them. you start to feel pathetic. i even remember watching the lady gaga documentary i mean... it would just be fun because its a film duh. but there's this one line that really struck me. ill try and quote it something like with men I've dated i started to feel when i was on my own, i wouldn't; be good enough. so it made me think that's exactly how i felt. and i wasn't interesting enough on my own because i feel in relationships you do give your full personality to them and i think it's normal. but it just gave me this clarity for a while. i mean he was there was i cried when i heard that on the documentary. it made me feel heard in a way.
but then that leads me to another sub-topic. of our relationship which i hate to say out loud because it's embarrassing. but i need to get it in the open is. when i was doing nothing for a while i didn't have anything to not have me think about us. i mean i was always with him and i was happy. but now he's not its just an odd feeling. i thought to begin with it was because i missed him and that's normal. but i felt i got obsessive and worried that he doesn't care about me like he did before. as i said i felt like being on my own in my own company i was boring, pathetic and not enough. so i would just look at Instagram and as i do stalk him obvi. especially when I was bored and missed him. i would overanalyze even who he followed and realized how much more interesting he is than me. which brings me to how i feel when I'm at his house or around this family. i do feel like the odd one out and feels like behind my back I am just the boring, pathetic, awkward one. and in a thing doesn't;t have anything in common. it just really got to me all at once. i felt i wasn't good enough. even when i do look at his past girl mates or ex's it does make me feel inferior because I'm not good at creative stuff. I'm not some manic pixie dream girl. i don't want to be in competition. i just wanna feel like myself and feel content. when i talk about obsessive I'm sugar coating it.
which brings me to body image issues. i was on the pill and anti-depressants. so i was pumped with fake hormones and chemicals in my brain. so no longer was it fake blonf hair it was fake everything. so i recently came off both last year. it was a struggle. i found out i had pcos which is common. and my hormones now seems to be back to normal now but still feel I'm fat and have horrible acne. and people can tekk you everyday you look pretty or whatever but they can see it and are lying to you which is fair enough. if i really cared about someone i would do that too. but if i don't feel it myself, its going to have a major affect on my self-esteem. which in turn has affected the way i identify myself and is affecting everything. so its why I've decided to write it down. i been having problems even making clothes decisions and even making decision on what to eat. so its really affecting me physically now. im so scared he would just cheat on me or leave me behind because of how i feel about myself, also I've just got that gut feeling and that is going to affect so much of our relationship. its not just even those kinds of things i can sense of reuben is getting sick of me and my moods. that i cant always keep track of because of al the shit I'm going through internally. just feel like family have completely shut off from me even tho i live with them. i do just feel like rotting in my room.
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