#im years old noe

[epicvampiretime]

happy birthday to meeeee happy biiiiirthday to me happy birthday to meeeeeeeeee

[callilemon]

THANK YOU!

I can't believe 300 of y'all like my silly little blog/art! Thank you for sticking with me on this journey! Cheers!

[sugurouge]

i am moving the sky, the day, the night. i am dancing with the wind, the rain. a bit of love, a bit of honey and i'm dancing

[puphoods]

[nomaishuttle]

oh i forgot its evil

[ryeriy]

captians sister

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I was waiting for my brother Nico to come put of the locker room. He was my ride home since my car was in the shop. I couldn't do anything.

The devils won tonight. I had recently just started college in New Jersey, in drivable distance. My car was getting repaired since I got into a car accident not to long ago and just needed a maintenance repair.

Guy after guy came out of the locker room until one got my attention. Jack Hughes. He's been playing on the team since I was sixteen years old. He's now twenty-one and I'm now nineteen.

"Hey y/n." He said. I looked up at my phone to see him standing there infront me.

"Hey, what's up?" I said while looking at him. Feeling our eyes meet and lock together sent butterflies to my stomach.

"Nico told me to give you a ride home...he's going to a party with the guys at the bar tonight and asked me to drive you." He said while looking down at me for a second then quickly glanced back up at me.

"Why aren't you going?"

"I just don't feel like going out tonight." He said well walking towards the car and o walked with him.

"Oh okay."

"Does Nico every say not to date his friends or team mates?" I turn my head to the side. The question sounded unreal. Why was one of my brothers team mate asking me this? Does he like me or something? I mean Nico hasn't told me anything about it but im curious whst Jack has to say. We were getting closer to his car. Noe exiting the building going to the parking lot where he was parked. "Yeah he tells me all the time. Has he told you anything?" I asked.

"Yeah...he told me in particular and everyone else that you're off limits. I mean I never thought about you like that till he told us not to." All I could do was do a little mhm. Just thinking how this nig I t could end. Come on y/n, get your head out of the gutter! You're not sleeping with him...or am I? No I'm not, that's gross...but is it?

"Are you single?" He asks me. At first I hesitated to answer. Had to think about the possibilities of I say yes and if I said no.

"Yeah." My voice grew softer as he unlocked his car. Both of us getting and closing our doors.

Before we buckled our seat belts we looked at each other. He leaned closer to me and I let him. Nothing stopping us. He put his hand on the side of my cheek and softly kissed me. Our lips connecting together. We both pulled away before going in for a few more. Getting lost in the moment with him, our kisses getting more passionate. All we could hear was the rain that was hitting the car.

He pulled away looking at me feeling so tempted for another. "We should get going, it's starting to rain." Starting his car and made his way out of the parking lot.

We sat in silence while we were driving to my apartment. I could see out of the corner of my eyes his hand was moving to my thigh. I felt chills in body.

"Do you live alone?" He asks me. His voice is soft now. I felt his hand slowly moving up my thigh. Sending butterflies un my stomach. The tension is driving me insane. I don't know how much more of this I can take. "Yeah, just me." I said. My breathing was getting a bit heavy. Not too noticeable though. Pulling into the driveway I couldn't wait to get inside.

Getting out of his car he rushes to the front door with me and stands close next to me. Unlocking the door and walking inside he follows. The rain started to get worse so it I could see why he would want to come in. "You can stay the night if you'd like. You can dry your clothes too." I offered to him. He was standing right infront of me soaking wet.

"That would be nice." He said while moving closer towards me. I could feel his hand trail on the back of my thigh near my butt. Feeling myself leaning closer together. I was moving closer towards my bedroom.

Before looking at me he was placing his hand on my waist and his other around my neck pulling me closer to him and kissing me softly. It didn't take us long to get into the bedroom and start removing clothes. Our body's were wet because of our soaking wet clothes but that didn't stop us. I was lost in the moment and didn't care about anything but this.

Softly pushing me onto the bed. No hesitations into kissing my neck and down my body. I started to moan a bit. There was no going back now. No clothes stopping our bodies from being apart.

I felt him lined up with my entrance and then he pushed in softly then began to go faster. I felt myself getting lost in the moment. We both were a mess. Moaning messes. "Oh fuck! Don't...tell mhmm...nico bout...this." He said while feeling his high getting close. I was too. "Wasn't planning..on it.." I say while feeling my high build up.

We both reached our final moments. Before we could even talk we were both breathing heavily. Almost like we were panting. He rolled over next to me and we both layed our bodies under the blanket as we were regaining our breath. I had been thinking about what's next for us. Is this it? Just a one night stand or could there be more?

I finally had the guts and breath to speak. "What's next?" I asked while having my breathing under control now. I turned my head to the side just to see Jack looking at me already. "Whatever you want darling."

Oh. My. God.

The way he said darling spent chills in my body. This was going to be more than this. I wanted that. He probably wants that. It's a win-win. "Well I want something more than this." I said to him while putting a soft smile on my face, he chuckles. "Me too." He replys. We both were smiling at each other until it hit me.

"What about Nico?" I say. Nico would kill me and him if he found out I was dating Jack. Nico would also kill Jack for dating me. Nico would probably also be in jail for double murder, but that's not my point.

"Well we will just have to take things slow then." He says so calmly almost as if he doesn't care. "You don't care what he says do you?" I ask him. "Oh no, I do just not in the moment. Maybe tomorrow I will but right now I don't." He says while smiling at me.

I give him a soft kiss on the lips before smiling at him. "Goodnight Jack." I say to him while getting ready just to close my eye. "Goodnight y/n." He says back.

[kamimammy]

I need a Vanitas AU were Everything gets resolved,Vani ends full turned into a vampire and now has no idea what to do with himself,cause he was ready to die on the final battle.

Jeanne leave to live on a old house that was her parents cause she feels that now is finally the time to start questioning herself what SHE wants.

Domi and Noe see Vanitas slowly going into madness cause he has to much time and wants to talk with Jeanne but what use is him now and she is so wonderful and brave and now he is this weird vampire that is not even a normal vampire..and cue him over thinking everything.

Domi and Noe have enough and send him to Jeanne place to just talk to her.

Jeanne is happy been domestic and once Vani arrives gets slowly and unconsciously sucked into that domestic life,exploring the possibilities,exploring the sudden need to suck Jeanne blood,exploring his love for her...

Now they are alone in a house that they make them and he feels weirdly out of place but at the same time like this is exactly were he belong and it's scary.

He works with the dhamps,with the chasseurs sometimes,Domi and Noe visit often,they do a lot of stuff with them.

On this AU Luna will be cured(cause i like her/him) someday they will ask Vani if they plsn to have babies someday and that kinda breaks his brain and he is going insane again,hyper over thinking,eventually Jeanne gets him to stop and just let things go normally and naturally,the next year she is pregnant and he goes berserk with worry until again she gets him to just enjoy the moment,slowly he does and their daughter is born and he can't shut up about her.

Everyone will be arround them,happy to be aunts and uncles and grandmother(?) For Luna?? Luna is happy!

Headcanon the vanijeanne kids have deep blue eyes like old human vani and turns violet(not yellow like the dhamps,because red+blue is violet) they will be technically not dhamps but they kinda identify as them cause they feel closer to dhamps than pure vampires.

There totally can be dominoe kids arround too!

Another headcanon must be Vani jeanne exploring sex life,cause he feels like until now they didn't have the time and his very anxious cause look at Jeanne she is a goddess and he is like not (XD) and gets very very surprised that Jeanne is in fact vanisexual(XDXD) he has to totally overheard some conversation with Domi while Jeanne is all like "isn't Vanitas the most handsome man alive? I totally wanna jump his bones" (Domi IS NOT amused)

Also need to see Vanitas jealous,like some poor mailmen flitrs with Jeanne and he be all offended like "HOW DARE YOU?" and have a internal monologue complaining but then it turns to who is him to deman everything and hating on himself until Jranne answers the flirt with "oh how sweet but im taken" cue Vanitas full stopping his self hate party to be all puffy and proud

Edit: I need Vanitas mark of possession to be a hummingbird

[antipathy-arsonist]

guyz did u noe 2bhank waz like literally the first thing i ever shipped? baby coolatta (14 year old) got fed up with redit being. mad for no reason and kinda boring tbh. and downloaded tumblr opened the madcom tab and experienced yaoi for the first time it was beutiful

and now look. im creating the yaoi. 14 girl me who was yet to unlearn shame would be so proud

[subbykittyboythoughts]

#1 genre i will never understand: belgian jump up drum n bass

i just. i dont get it. im sure to my moots who dont listen to dnb it might as well all sound like this but i just. i am incapable of understanding why this has been the biggest form of dnb at raves for 4 years noe. new dancefloor is all rocket league fodder, festival shit, but at least it bares a passing resenblance to dancefloor i like. i don't even much care for jump up, new and old (linked below respectively)

[cherulove]

HELLOOOOO !!! ☆ PROMO TIME !

I'm Kennith and i'll be your annoying self ship mutual with a mysterious sad aura surrounding him

plsplspls be my friend im begging u im cool i swear

OH??? WANT TO KNOW MOREE???

BASIC STUFF... twirls hair

I am a gay 17 year old guy and use he/him :) i regularly forget to medicate for adhd so i am a very silly goose who will totally not accidentally spam sometimes.

INTERESTS !!! ☆

Rdr2, ghost pokemon, needy streamer overload, black butler, obey me, madoka magica, tma, utau, vocaloid, angels of death, vanitas no carte, overwatch and ghost and pals

BYF

yes I do see grell as a woman, she just happens to be my only fem f/o. proshippers or adults who ship with children go to hell. i am critical of all my interests.

F/Os

ROMANTIC !!!

Arthur Morgan

Charles Smith

Asmodeus

Leviathan

Noe Archiviste

Fukase

John Blanc

Grell Sutcliff

MY BESTIES !!!

Lucifer

Beelzebub

D.va

Hatsune Miku

Mayu

Kieran Duffy

Karen Jones

Ame chan/K_angel

[stonyponyofficial]

violer. may i please havvvvve the following. from the music assks......

14. an unpopular music opinion

23. a song you remember liking as a kid

and a super secret number 31 :3c

hihi hiiiii for the love of celestia hello chart !. here are ur long awaited answers, and the last of the music asks i have for now! always down to talk tunes tho so send em if u got em!

14. another unpopular music opinion

oh noes again! hmm i guess this would be unpopular with a lot of people who are way too pretentious about liking music. not pretentious like us correct music opinion havers here on tumblr we have the perfect amount and kind of pretentiousness, i mean pretentious like ben shapiro saying rap definitionally isnt music. and my opinion does have to do with rap! i guess its just that i tend to actually like a lot more recent rap than older stuff (mostly on account of me not seeking out a lot of older rap but im working on it), which i feel like is the exact opporsite opinion of people who are that kind of person would accept. like if ur a pretentious rap fan (not ben shapiro obviously but the ben shapiro of rap fans i guess), in my mind u like the classics and old school stuff "with substance" but shit on modern day rappers for being too braggy, having "no substance", using too many drugs, or whatever like that wasnt happening at all with older rappers and also just musicians.. like who caares its a fun rap song. fav rappers in this category would probably be ski mask the slump god, lil pump to a degree, and lil yachty. like he straight up took the wock to poland fuck offffffff.

23. a song i remember liking as a kid

well i dont have a handy infographic for the occasion but i do have a litte story! when i was a kid i know i said i mostly just got music from the radio and that is true, but my mom would burn cds for me off limewire a lot with songs i requested. with them being mostly ones i liked that i heard off the radio in the first place. just radio but two steps removed. anyway i dont remember a lot of the songs i had put on those cds as this was before i was 12 and thus part of the but i do remember a few, whihc i will detail for u here! a few newer eminem songs (like post debut stuff but yknow before his peanus got an atti. tude) like not afraid and lose yourself and that one with rihanna, liked me some eminem what can i say. another was california girls by katy perry and shnoop doggy dogg and that probably has the first ever Makes Violet Dance Alone In Her Room Award ever. i also really liked replay a lot when i was a kid. u know. ssShawty like a melodyyy. that one. and then the last one i can remember is Love like Woe by The Ready Set. this one i definitely heard when my sister was watching some vh1 music videos and i just kept getting the chorus stuck in my head as a kid. straight up cognitohazard to 9 year old violer.

31. sing a sonnnggggg

wellll okay since u asked >w< heres some songs i sang :3 (get it ?)

no making fun of me or i think i might go to the past to be raised by wolves instead. to learn their howling ways....

[kaihoku]

V25   YES OR NO – November, 1995

Kids are amazing creatures. They can simply go, “Noooo I don’t wanna! I don’t wanna” or “Yeah!” without any worry at all. As adults, we are more inhibited by our tendency to overthink even the simplest of things. Sure, it may be scary but it’s also wonderful to simply be able to honestly refuse and say, “I don’t wanna!”

~*~

People with jobs like ours are in a position where we are frequently watched. But it doesn’t stop there. The results of our appearance will then get quantified into numbers. TV ratings are of course a result of not just a single person so I shouldn’t have to worry too much. Still, there’s a part of me that can’t help but be painfully conscious of my actions.  For example. When there’s a press announcement for an upcoming film or drama, I can’t bring myself to straight up say “I can’t think of anything” even when that is the truth and always feel like I have to do something if only to keep up appearances.

What really made me start to think my actions through carefully was a feature some weekly photo rag oh-so-kindly published about me. Because what hurt wasn’t the fact that people started to talk smack about me, but about the people I know who were unlucky enough to be in the wrong place at the wrong time. If it was just me, it’d simply be like tripping and falling and going “Whoops!” For that, all I have to do is pick myself up.  But when it happens to someone else through no fault of theirs, it takes a lot to put things back to right.

When I confronted the so-called writer who wrote that feature, they just said to me right off the bat, “But getting stuff written about you is part of what being famous is all about!” Knowing that they can’t be reasoned with, I just told them to put themselves in the shoes of people they write about and left it at that.

Thanks to that, I went through a pretty rough time. Not trying to come off sounding poetic or anything like that but it really felt like a knife to the gut. And for a while after that, I was completely out of sorts.

Despite what I have going on personally, at work, the others would be laughing and singing just like normal.  And I know this may come off as cold but if I thought about it, I’m the same as everyone else. Even if another person is having a tough time, there’s really nothing much I can do for them other than to empathize. When I realized that, I had to ask myself if my worries are really all that different.

It was around then that a friend who lived nearby brought his kid over. It was a 2-year old boy. And somehow or other, I ended up being in charge of entertaining the tot. I had Porsche and Corvette toy car models and was a bit anxious about them at first but from the moment the kid saw them and went “Wow~~!” I was a goner. Next thing I knew, we were playing with them and I was going:

“Zoom! Kerr-rash! Ka-boom! “

“Oh noes, the cars are destroyed!”

“Look, the tires came off!”

I realized as I was having fun with the boy that I didn’t feel bothered by anything at all. It’s a wonder, really. Kids have zero qualms in just straight up telling you to your face if they don‘t like something. They’d just nod and say, “Yeah, I like it!” if they do like something and shake their head and say “No, I hate it!” if they don’t. If you do something they think is interesting, they’d just be amazed and go, “Wow!” They’re aren’t afraid of anything. And seeing their clear and honest reactions makes me unafraid, too. It’s pretty amazing.

When they left, I ended up giving the boy everything we played with, up to and including the blue Porsche convertible that was my favorite.  And I told my buddy, “Anytime you folks want to have a date night, just send this lil’ fella my way. I’ll babysit ‘im for you.”

When we play with kids, it’s mainly because we want to enjoy ourselves. My job for sure involves the enjoyment of others. But I believe that it shouldn’t stop there and that it’s important that in doing my job to entertain others, I need to enjoy what I’m doing myself as well. And I need to become more immersed in doing the things I enjoy. Whatever I'm involved in doing, even if I have to exert effort to persist, I want to keep at it until the end. But I also don’t want to ignore the part of me that simply wants to be honest with what I like and what I don’t. So! Imma do just that when it isn’t about work. There’s plenty of stuff I want to try outside of it anyway.

As adults, we always seem to have to keep reminding ourselves that we aren’t kids anymore but now I’m more thinking what’s so wrong with acting like one sometimes? If I can’t be honest with myself, who else can I be honest with? At the end of the day, I’m just as weak as any human and no matter how much I want to deny that truth, no one knows it better than myself. With all the shit that gets written about me and if that isn’t bad enough, I’ve also recently been coming home to find my mailbox broken into and ransacked, it all adds up to become enough to drive a person into deep depression. And I’ve come to learn that if we were to force ourselves to act strong and unaffected in this low state, it really only makes things worse inside.

When we feel weak and dispirited, it’s foolish to even pretend to remain strong.  Times like that, I just want to let it all out and shout, “I freakin’ hate this!”

-kinuta-

[azlovesem]

Ahh who cares. Ha ha ha so i kilked sll those peolle im Azriel. No theyd still ge slive if it wrent for me im deadly kid. By far. Look at thise coward americabs run they aint dhit i am AMERiCA now kid. I conquered that joint. Now i just give ordersxwho needs to actually go there? Nobody look at yhrm. Ha ha ga theyre fucked is ehat im saying. It fisdnt natter ghey gsce money look at rm. ha ha ga tgryre fuckn the misf pathetic peolke youll find anywhere in this galaxy. Puck one ill ceudg thrm right innfrontmif you old pr new ill kill thrm rught in feont if yoh easily. Gimme a fudkn nsje mike tyson any naje ull jill thrm like yhrg were nothing dvef on my rarth. Treat threm like firewood. Pick one of these rat monkeys then watch em die. I can kill anything anyone. I celectate xmas like no one else. Thats my holiday all the redt of the religion csn fuck off and die. Oh look its in the process of doing just that. No i own sll the churches i font go in em peopke puss me if. Burn them. Like notre dame yeah that was me. Fuck thise carhoilivs is alk i gotta say. I told you i like xmas not noncrs. Habha ga theyre fuckn nonces Emma sll of thrm! Allll!! Even that fuckn priest from brentwood. I never rver likes thwt guy and i slmost hunted him down snd killed him. I fint like sny cathpics period let alone the priests. The guy was a fuckn nonce too Emna. More thsnn5 priests i 86x i dont like them nothing about them. See you out on my street guys ga ga losers. Chold molestors. Ha ha ya ga im the King Emna. No wonder you yook a liking yo me you nnow ehy. Youre not do bad yourself. Noe get back to your studies firget yhese fuxking ingrate losers. Maybe theyll forget you just a little i hope id hate to hounded like that. Ha ha ga id kill those CB people. People do kind of follow me mow now but not like there Canadians wrent like that. Theyre fuckd in other ways. Most of em. Im sure some of them epuld follow you. Ha ha ga thats fucked up. Anyone you go near getsvthe curse of whose Emma dating. Poor peolle even of its jisg yiur buddy or your beother. Whose that guy. Itd Emnas mysetery lovrer. Sonrone told me that you wrre a rwally high end protiture snd thays why youre so rich. Dome losers woll oay anything. I just read that i didnt say it was true. But its not hard to insgine it could be true. Yeah dont believe anything written whattya stupid?? Oo i lov you youre awesome what i mean look, we have catholiccptiests bevmcause of that mistake people madd last time Emma. Ha ha ga ga. Jokes on them. All those years. Its my fault thry dxist but i never meant thst shit. Im an Arch and i just like naki g up stories as i go along. Laugb its dunny sll that shot exists because of a bunch of lues i made yp 2000 ywars ago. Ha ha ga its fuckn hilarious. Ha ga ha ha ha . Youre all ding bats. Especislly those americans. Wow i dudnt think anykne was that dumb. Ha ha ga a now i know peolle are that stupid. Ha ha ha ahhhh ha. And fuck tsmps i font care what anykne says Emna. I hate that fufkn llace. Ha ha. Go there youll see wht. I mean you went to kentucky maybe you will go to tampa o e day. Ha ha ga hey tenessee hot fsroened this time Kentucky fried chickana are lookn o. What did you think of yhose yokels?? I likecd yhem and had a nice gf from there for s hot minute. Anyway hace fun dodging assholes while i have fun killing them. I hate this city. I shouldve killed more here. Theres still time.

[twinnedpeaks]

im twenty fucking years old i really thought id stop self harming by noe

dont read this im being annoying i just. im fucking sick of not having anyone to just reach out and talk to and who will listen and let me fucking cent because I’m keeping some awful shit in rn and i just keep fucking hurting myself whenever i think about talking about it

[tsukis]

[chisatowo]

Man I've been dead as fuck on here I miss posting stuff but idk what to post abt :/