#im working pretty hard on school but thats not really a massive source of anxiety for me? at least not recently | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

silverislander · 1 year ago

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idk whats going on or why my anxiety is so bad but i had to keep myself from physically leaving the room during class today and the only reason i didnt was bc there was stuff in front of the door. so.

#like. i cant think of much that would be making it this bad again #im working pretty hard on school but thats not really a massive source of anxiety for me? at least not recently #but its bad lately and i cant figure out why #levi.txt #im also not getting tired as much as i should and im feeling the paranoia kind of creeping in again at the edges #a lot more of the 'my friends secretly hate me' than usual #i just wish i knew Why so i could try to make it better! it feels like its kind of coming out of nowhere #i dont feel like im headed towards burnout bc im very familiar w that feeling. i can identify that pretty well by now #but smth is not good #i think maybe i need to try to do my hobbies more. normally i would write little shitty short stories and such throughout the semester #or draw in my notes or smth #but i havent really even been reading for fun bc. i just dont have time #idk how to find time for it. im already skipping some readings to make room for the work i already have

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