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♫ I do what I want/Crying in the bleachers and I said it was fun/I don't need anything from anyone ♫
(ID in Alt) you guys ever think about your own posts and get upset?? Anyway Damian Wayne I love you I'm so sorry your life is like that
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dc robin#batman and robin#alfred pennyworth#dick grayson#bruce wayne#lyrics are ofc from American Teenager by ethel cain#the lyrics are a bit too specific to specifically be a damian song and the verses talk about like. christian church and substance abuse#but thag chorus???? ohhhh baby#its also stephcore btw. to me at least#ANYWAY this took. forever and i did while feeling sick/off in the run up to my period so frankly it's a miracle it got finished at all#but yknow for now im fairly happy w this one. played around w the colours and challenged myself to really put my all into the linework#there's some details here n there that r wrong (failsafes design is. all kinds of wonky) but like. who give a shit#anyway my brain and hands are on vacation for the next few days <3#btw the blood on damians hands is a reference to the upcoming B&R cover (for 11 or 12 i think?) where damians-#-beating the living daylights out of bane. B&R has mostly been chill n slow so far but these issues...ohhh i am SEATED#uhh anyway yeah <3#OH WAIT#mine#< haha. art tag i always forget
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what if you wanted to play the stardew valley 1.6 update but god said you have to wait until it releases on the nintendo switch
#stardew valley#im gonna cry and bitch and whine and moan about it until it comes out mark my words#kidding. i can wait#im waiting for the goddamn spirits eve festival rn and im PISSED cause clint has my pickaxe#sorry im on my period and im emotional
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I'm really struggling with communication right now, so I'm gonna be a bit distant for a bit. I really appreciate the patience n kindness 💗
#i feel like ive been struggling to get back to people all month#ty especially to the anon who sent a kind message irt my post about processing familial death / alienation when#everyone related to you has passed with society valuing blood relation etc#im gonna try and find a therapist soon (again) bc. Just a lot going on internally.#like. today i realized that I have only seen a message of 'i love you' from my mom written for someone else.#bc she didnt get to ever write one for me. or if she ever had it was kept from me#and it really messed with me today#idk I just always get messed up in the period between birthday and holidays n overthink. but i hope everyone else is well#and im sorry if i havent been able to be there for you if youre reading this and have been waiting for my response.#I really wish that as I got older I got more well / stronger mentally.
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an analysis of the dance of death murals in act 3 of pentiment
So I finally finished the game last night and it absolutely wrecked me :') the Chapter House scene in act 3 left a huge impression on me and since I couldn't find much on the deeper meanings of the murals Andreas drew, I tried to analyze the symbolism and what they each represent :) I'm not an expert by any means so if anyone has more insight on something I haven't mentioned please feel more than free to add your own thoughts, I'd love to see them
#again guy's is a personal interpretation based on my first impressions so if you don't see my point of view that's completely fine#and im not saying that in a bad way his jewish heritage can tie into antisemitism at that time period and the accusations that came with it#and martin luther writing on jews and their lies during when the game is set……yea#i can go on forever about this game i cant wait to play through it a second time#pentiment#andreas maler#lorenz rothvogel#ottilia#sister matilda#prior ferenc#lucky steinhauer#otto zimmerman#martin bauer#hanna bergeryn#brother guy#brother guy of dijon#sister matilda of kempten#pentiment spoilers
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im supposed to be productive today but instead im trying to get the guy I went out with last week to send me a dick pic
#bitts posts#i say trying but this isnt like. a coercive thing at all#he just likes teasing me and drawing it out#and im demanding it in the first place because i waited until my period was over to ask him to hang out again#bc thats why we didnt fuck last time (he was actually down but any sort of penetration makes me cramps WAY worse)#ONLY TO FIND OUT HE HAD TO GO BACK TO THE CITY FOR WORK#LEFT ME HERE#who am i supposed to fuck now??? some stranger??? absolutely not#anway. that concludes your noon edition of bitts oversharing in the tags
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What is this horror that I just woke up to
Firstly, Luka's tattoo has finally been revealed (too bad it's not where I theorized it was...) Unlike the others, one detail is stark this time, that being that he was awake during the entire process. He's not even lying down when it would probably be less (by a pinch) painful, and more efficient if he did. He's watching. Even helping by keeping his shirt up.
And it seems he is still maintaining his heart rate even through the pain.
(And, expectedly he is thin so this would've hurt a lot more. I wouldn't be surprised if keeping him awake was to benefit his ability of endurance)
And we have his mugshot too. there are a lot of scribbles on his page so I tried to decipher the two clearest ones to me
LUKA - 010401 (His ID number)
And alongside that, we finally have the full cast tattoo process. (save my Till loving heart what are they doing to him.) HyunA and the girls on the top and Luka and the boys on the bottom.
On the topic that the Aliens in ALNST are horrible and can't be bothered to even put the pet humans to sleep while going through such a painful process, it doesn't look like Ivan is spared either and was also awake. otherwise, I don't know how he maintained that grip.
There's no telling for sure yet but his grip looks loose, perhaps he has a good pain tolerance.
And Till's picture. I think that's a full-body restraint right there (Like a straight jacket) If he was awake the whole time too then that's probably to be expected. There also seem to be wires around his face? a mouth gag? I can tell his is just...gonna be horrible to look at. (I am going to cause a scene. bashes my head against the concrete ARGH)
And we have everyone's mugshots, Sua -> Mizi-> Till -> Ivan -> Luka -> HyunA
(These were especially hard to read 💀 but they all seem to have their own signatures on their own pictures )
Sua (x2) - 1132 (in the circled area) - 020201 (That's close to her ID number- 020211.) - The rest is indescribable except for the "No"(?)
Another interesting part of this, we're shown Till's part of the Season 50 data book. A lot of the text is scribbled out.
Lyrics to unknown Till the end (And something scribbled out on the top) it looks like a draft copy. I can't tell if much changed from the version we have today..just got to see when the full version is out.
I tried to decipher as much as I could, take this with a grain of salt but his profile (left) is more of a teacher's note, one of his flaws being that he's aggressive, and he has a strong suit in performance. (Heavy emphasis on practicing music because his performance is his strong suit)
The C might be his overall grade, his only passing class was music.
(So many star scribbles..Mizi liked stars)
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The album cover looks like a Brain (it reminds me of an MRI scan kinda) Is it Till's brain after all the experiments he's been through? if so, I'm not surprised it seemingly has a lot of abnormalities.
Also, the prominent signature in the middle looks a little bit Like Ivan's.
And finally the main piece, Given the similarities in data the person going through the test is still Sua.
The bandaging on her head is very confusing though, (is this the process of creating Anakt's child?) She also looks like she's yelling more than singing in this piece. (with the tight restraints it's hard to even tell but she doesn't look as relaxed as the second picture.)
Mental - Good (despite the red light?)
Cry (singing. maybe.) - Good
This could be in the literal sense that Sua was actually crying during this test, or this phase of the test. But Aliens have a warped perception of human sounds. They call crying, singing so...I don't know. If there was a lot of resistance from Sua during the earlier phases then the bandage is probably there as another restraint..so many restraints.
#jerjee....rhehehe...im going insane#if Till's tattoo scene..im going to kill something or myself#alien stage#honestly I think all of them besides Mizi were kept up that's probably just protocol#idek though.#thats so painful they could pass out with the right (or wrong) pain endurance#alien stage till#alien stage ivan#alien stage sua#alien stage mizi#alien stage luka#alien stage hyuna#alnst#please kill me now actually take all their pain and give urak period cramps fuck that hag bro#i wish i was elon musk with a private jet i would be at that shop SO FUCKING QUICK#fuck my broke baka life#TILL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💧💧🌊🌊💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧💧🌊🌊🌊🌊💧💧💧#dont play pranks on me alnst official i will commit several war crimes for this#alnst ivan#alnst till#alnst mizi#alnst sua#alnst luka#alnst hyuna#this is so wacky i cant wait for alnst to go down the tili tili bom bom route#till alien stage
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now that i have a tripod and a place to post it w no issue (fansly) maybe i should take a video with my dp dildo and post it....
#will have to wait a bit bc im on my period but! yeag :)#ill see if there's any interest first!#jojo barks
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fucker draw silver the hedgehog
silver is so cool i wish white boys were real
#wait....[looks in the mirror]#also haha. i realized my style completely changed durring the period where i wasnt drawing sonic art so heres like the 3 most consistent#styles i remember using lol#oops ! all inconsistency#ask#request#ALSO RATTO IS MYFRIEND MY BUDDY THATS WHY IM CHILL W/ HIM WORDING IT LIKE THIS LMAO
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I just now realized that I may or may not have made a mistake. Um. If I made a mistake I am quite possibly fucked for like a year lmfao
#uhhh i may or may not have signed something i did not read properly. i thought it was just an info thingy#but it may have been the fucking JOB CONTRACT. WHICH I SHOULD SIGN AFTER MY 3RD MONTH TRIAL PERIOF#PERIOD*#if it was the actual contract then i dont know what to do actually?#because like. im still in the 3 moth period. in that time i should br allowed to quit the job at any point#however if its already signed can i still quit???? or am i gonna have to actually resign and wait 3 months till i can quit#MAYBE THIS WONT MATTER EJTHER WAY BUT IF I GET INTO COLLEGE ID LIKE TO LEAVE THIS JOB-#if i dont get in im staying lmao but now im STRESSING OUT#and i left the god damn paper at WORK. so i have to read it properly tomorrow when i come into work#but uh anyeay#excuse me not understanding how any of this shit works lmao#stiff talk#k rant over
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Some character designs I did these past few months for various assignments :3
#id in alt text#i made it clear with all my teachers#this is my last year and i want to make as many historical shit as possible#the first one has a comic behind it and i'm going to post it soon :3#then we have the boarding game assignment#the calendar (for this one the theme was blue and i decided to make different time periods every month)#and then webtoon that is with the worst teacher ever but the other class is so boring im waiting for mondays#my trashy art#characters#character studies#character design#original character
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feelings come and go, but David Tennant hyperfixations last forever
#i just know im gonna be on my deathbed and he'll be one of my last thoughts#there have been dormant periods but hes always there...waiting...just under the surface
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Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔
#once I have all my commission slots filled up that's when i'll buy one#i've been hesitating bc i'm not used to spending a big amt for something but honestly it's more of an investment than a simple want#my poor 10 year old laptop + monitor + keyboard setup is the 'pc' im currently using#both the laptop screen & keyboard isn't working properly anymore so i have a separate monitor + keyboard for it#it's pretty laggy most of the time#not sure how it's still holding up#ngl sometimes i'm worried it'll just give up on me & break at any moment#so I kinda wanna have a backup device#anyways! I get easily tired drawing on pc for some reason#I think it's bc i unconsciously tense my neck? whenever i stare at the monitor for too long#also my eyes hurt + the extreme hot weather lately is making me dizzy so i can't work for long periods of time 😔#I see a lot of artists use ipad so i'm guessing drawing on a tab would also feel nice???#also would that get you in the mood to draw more bc you can bring it w/ u anywhere?#i'm hoping to be able to draw more honestly.....#also the timelapse!! csp wont let me record timelapse on my current pc and idk why that is#might be bc im still on win 7#HOPING i could post timelapse vids when i finally have a tab#tbh i want to get one asap (like as in rn) but I want to make sure I have enough budget first so im waiting for my comm slots to be full#bam blabs
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holy fucking shit my cramps are worse than ever im dying I swear wtf help 🙏
#i’m just a girl#period cramps#period#im dying#currently dying#can’t wait for my period to end#I took 2 pills and they are not fucking helping#chris sturniolo#matt sturniolo#nick sturniolo#christopher sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#im so down fucking bad for christopher sturniolo#i love chris#sturniolo fandom#sturniolo fanfic
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i do like the nightlife part time job arc and what it's done for yatora's character however i've been stuck at the kindergarten arc for the past 3 years and i needed us to get a hashida lore drop like yesterday so i am manifesting europe backpack trip arc for 2025
#like i have no hope of it getting anywhere before next year. my only hope is that it actually starts next year. please i cant take waiting#-for much longer.....#/lh ofc. i'll stil enjoy whatever arc yamaguchi puts out im just. idk hashida's my fave rn and im still haunted by those chapters#blue period
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i cannot believe that since i posted the last chapter of my zhongli multichap (in july 2022) right
ive gotten engaged
ive gotten married
AND
ive gotten pregnant 🧍🏼♀️
specifically pregnant with identical twins 🧍🏼♀️🧍🏼♀️
#c shut up#i had a much sappier announcement planned but this is funnier#anyways this doesnt rly explain why ive been so MIA but im using it as an excuse#but truly ive just been in limbo when it comes to#hyperfixations and i have no writing motivation#and im not on my PC as much as i used to which is how i mostly enjoy going on tumblr#all to say is i do miss being on here as much but im doing ok!!#im just navigating a new part of my life being married in our house and now this so#its an adjustment period for me still#also i was going to wait another week or so to actually share this but i jusr ive been holding it in for 7 weeks actually and its been#torture LOLL#i have no plans on sharing publicly irl on like my irl socials but#i wanna share here <3#anyways new tags from me days later i was going to hesitate posting this again but today was a stinky day#and i want to share some happy news to cheer me up perhaps#idk if that makes sense i might also delete this post#eventually#but idk i just wanna share :(#no matter what happens this is going on right now and its worth celebrating!!#c’s baby tag
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o-only one person came to my birthday bash, t-thank you stone ocean jojo’s bizarre adventure part 6, *starts crying* t-thank you..
#straight up forgot it was my birthday so I whipped this up#sigh..I miss digital#anyway my childhood is legally over now—cant wait for jury duty!!!#buhhhhhh#yeah#uh#birthday yayyy#anyway Im obsessed with jjba now so expect fanart when this marking period ends#tactart#jjba#stone ocean
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