#im waaay too indecisive

[aesrot]

yooo dude can i see your sonic oc? id be happy to even doodle em for you! :D

!!!!! YES OFC :D my lil fluffy kitty, he's so very sillay :3

only thought of the design so far, alas im waaay too indecisive when it comes to names and lore lol but its a wip!!!

[hoekageyama]

ok i’m about to rant abt personal life stuff so if y’all don’t mind here we go...

(i’ll make this a read longer so it’s not clogging up y’all feed w my stupid personal problems lol)

send help i’m supposed to go to a bday party for a (somewhat close) friend tn and i’m conflicted bc part of me just wants to chill w my babies & play cod w them all night bc they’re finally home from being away for what feels like fucking ages :((((

i am:

like i don’t wanna be a bad friend but just emotionally idk if i can handle being around ppl other than my boys rn

it really sucks tho bc we were gonna hang tn in person and all have a cute lil sleepover like we normally do but bc of the pandemic, my fren is gonna self quarantine bc he’s a good, respectable person & actually cares abt us (MY HEART HURTS LIKE LEMME HOLD UR HAND AND HUG U IDIOT)

anywaaaaaaay....

like i feel fucking gross beyond belief bc i’m just like ew (like as a whole entity)

but also like i wanna go bc i finally get girl time & like they’re so sweet and THERES ALCOHOL!!! LIKE I CAN FINALLY BE A LIL THODDIE W MY GIRLS BUT IM TOO FUCKIN D*PRESSED TO LEAVE THE HOUSE 😩😩😩😩😩😩

also like WHAT THE FUCK DO I GET HER FOR HER BIRTHDAY????!!!!! I DONT KNOW AND IM FREAKING OUT I AFDAJFFKJADJ 

H E L P 

P L E A S E

if u got this far pls take all these sweet haikyuu reaction pics as an apology for spewing my stupid personal bullshit nonsense online & it making its way to ur feed 🥺👉👈

[badatusernames]

8, 21, 42, 44 & 43 👉👉

8: Want any tattoos?

ehh not really. i think tattoos are fucking awesome but i’m a baby around needles and also am waaay too indecisive to conjure anything up i’d want just like. on my body forever

21: What I love most about myself

hmm. i’m like. really passionate about shit i like? and i worry that’s super overwhelming sometimes but i think it’s. overall a good thing to be. for the most part there’s just a lot of delight in engaging with things so much

42: The last thing I ate

piece-a-PIZZA

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

man idk???? uhhhh

hm. this is embarrassing but im only just watching a re8 playthrough right now so i have to go with the most tired dimitrescu response bc she’s a helluva lady and fresh in my minds eye

44: A random fact about anything

the porteguese man of war isn’t actually a single jellyfish! it’s a siphonophore made up of 4 different organisms so it technically iSNT the largest jellyfish--that would be the lion’s mane jellyfish. i like cnidarians a lot i think about them a lot ok

[golbrocklovely]

I watched JCa live too and although Tara hella bugged me with how dramatic and indecisive she was being, i gotta say i dont expect anything less from her. She said it herself in her video where she interviews exes that she's aware of how annoying she is. Whats frustrating is seeing people who express annoyance and not in a bad way get shut down immediately by these people who want to suck up to her.

The premise of the challenge was spin the wheel and win money or do a challenge. If you win money and spin again and get a challenge, you loose the money you already won. JC even toned it waaay down and made it less challenging than he has for the boys. So chats frustration was that JC has done this game so many times with different people and not one changes it, even the girls werent changing it. Tara mentioned being vegetarian a bunch of times to avoid eating crickets or dog food. Said she couldnt handle a chilli pepper and then didnt want to do a shot because she would throw up. The only other option was money.

Jazmin Garcia was there and said "I need to know if im about to spin again to make more money, you need to make up your mind", Franny told her "If you dont want to do whats on the wheel then just walk" and JCs assistant agreed and Tara goes "For $55 bucks you got 300!". Basically she just wanted the money without having to do another challenge which defeats the purpose of the game and like everyone in chat said, its not fair to everyone else including Jazmin who ate dog food.

Towards the end Jake showed up and ate crickets just because and she got $100 because JC felt bad for what the chat was saying. I even rewatched the stream and slowed down the chat and i didnt see the comment she read outload where she told them to Shut the fuck up.

idk if annoying is the right word haha i would say she's just particular about what she will and won't do. and bc there is no push or give, it can kinda give off the, what i would call, wet blanket feel. like... you should be fun-er and more open to doing things and when you're not... ppl don't like it.

i say this as someone who is also a wet-blanket kind of person lol

tho i don't get why she would do the spin the wheel challenge if she knew there was a lot of stuff that she wouldn't do on it... she could have just been there for moral support instead.

obviously i don't know a lot about the situation and whatnot, but hopefully if she were to do it again, she would be more open to doing things.

also... i feel so bad for jazmin. god bless her for eating dog food lmao

[enochianghost]

dnd seems pretty fun so usually when i’m invited to play i say i would love to, but then every time i go to make a character i get waaay overwhelmed and end up just lying about being too busy to play when really im just confused about how race/class/levels work, indecisive about which i even like best, and too nervous to ask for help

[zouchu]

92 Truths Tag

RULES: Once you have been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end choose 25 people to be tagged..

I’ve been tagged by @bangtan-chats-and-memes​ (thank you so much !!)

LAST:

Drink: why, only the most exciting exotic unique rare drink ever    ... water

Phone call: initiated by me: my dad for permission to go to the mall / not initiated by me: my parents to check up on my sisters and i at home

Text message: i sent a screenshot of “jelly garden“ (candy crush rip-off) to my group chat with the caption “totally original / definitely not some chinese rip-off“

Song you listened to:   l o v e   s c e n a r i o   by ikon. i was obsessed with momoland’s “bboom bboom” for a while too                           Time you cried: ive teared up (because my eyes burn looking at things randomly), but the last time i let the tears fall was probably for/about Jonghyun.

HAVE YOU EVER

Dated someone twice: no remotely romantic relationships here

Been cheated on: see above

Kissed someone and regretted it: you’d need to have kissed to regret kissing (no)

Lost someone special: it’s circumstantial

Been depressed: the most ive felt was extreme stress, and thats not anywhere  close to depression, so nope

Been drunk and thrown up: i can’t not according to the Law, i am an obeyer (?) of the law sometimes probably

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU

Made a new friend: ive gotten more comfortable with my friends’ friends this year, and began speaking to @allthingstaekook​ and @garekinanase97​ a lot more !!

Fallen out of love: you need to have been in it to fall out of it, haha!

Laughed until you cried: oh definitely

Met someone who changed you: friends/family  changed me while i was being made... does that make sense? they molded me more than changed me

Found out who your true friends are: for sure, hopefully (for sure)

Found out someone was talking about you: my second eldest sister probably, who tells her friends about me? for some reason? bc that makes sense to her?? somehow ????

GENERAL

How many people in Tumblr do you know in real life?: no one and i don’t mind lol (i suck at social interaction)

Do you have any pets?: nope, bc its too much of a responsibility (my parents words, paraphrased, not mine)

Do you want to change your name?: not really... never thought about it, but i don’t mind changing or not changing it

What time did you wake up this morning?: 7:28 am

What were you doing last night?: procrastinating the fUCk out of my english rant thats due on fRIdAy and im probably gonna restart aGAIn

Name something you cannot wait for: summer vacation probably

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: there was a kid named Thomas at my elementary school who did weather reports for probably 5+ years

What’s getting on your nerves right now?: MY UNABLITY TO DO WORK AND FINISH A SIMPLE ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT LIKE WHATS SO DIFFICULT ABOUT IT XIAO HOW HARD CAN IT BE (REALLY FCUKING HARD APPARENTLY)

Blood type: ive got... no idea

Nickname: i use my chinese name “xiao” here (even though no one seems to use it) bc i dont trust the internet very much yet.

Relationship status: tis i, a lonely single bean

Zodiac sign: gemini! ive never went out of my way to look at it, but when i do, i dont relate very much 

Pronouns: she/her

Favourite show: uhhhh i dont watch... shows? cartoons, maybe (phineas and ferb, spongebob, fairly odd parents). the only kdrama ive finished was the guardians, and it was pretty good.

College: nope, im practically a baby still

Hair colour: was black and always has been

Do you have a crush on someone?: ive had a crush before. rn... i not sure what i feel 

What do you like about yourself?: im pretty happy with how i turned out. i’ve only been unhappy about minor physical things. id definitely upgrade my productivity if i were to change anything.

FIRSTS

First surgery: none i can remember

First piercing: my ears when i was 3: begged my aunt to get them pierced. after one ear, i didnt want to anymore, and she ended up bribing me to get it pierced

First sport you joined: swimming? badminton? not too sure

First vacation: to china, but idk if that counts as a vacation since i stayed there for 4-5 years so

First pair of sneakers: hey, kudos to you if you can remember that, bc i cant

RIGHT NOW

Eating: just ate a snickers

Drinking: why, only the most exciting exotic unique rare drink ever    ... water

I’m about to: TRY to work on english

Listening to: my playlist shuffled to Married to the Music by SHINee -- so underrated gOD

Want kids: i wanna adopt, so when the kids have more common sense and know when to stop crying and disobeying at random times

Get married: doesnt sound too bad. i picture myself living a pretty basic life, so marriage is probably in the picture somewhere

Career: anytime an adult asks me this question to try to start a conversation... hooo boy, did you make it difficult bc i have no idea. business maybe, editor maybe... idk

WHICH IS BETTER

Lips or eyes: never really thought about this... eyes?

Hugs or kisses: idk what kisses are like, and i seem to try to avoid hugs when offered soooooo ill go for the unknown: kisses

Shorter or taller: o shit ive never thought about this before. i’d like to be taller, or same height, give or take 5 cm

Older or younger: age doesnt equate their behavior. if we’re solely looking at age, give or take 2 years maybe?

Romantic or spontaneous: ooh both

Sensitive or loud: i get loud when im comfortable and passionate, so itd be nice to have a balance, and a counterpart, so.. both

Hookup or relationship: relationship. hookups would not be for me (i think waaay too much into everything)

Troublemaker or hesitant: im pretty indecisive and hesitant, so a counterpart here to urge me to be more ~adventurous~  would be nice

HAVE YOU EVER

Kissed a stranger: nope

Drank hard liquor: nope

Lost contacts/glasses: i dont wear either so

Sex on first date: nope

Broken someone’s heart: not to that extent, but “rejected” (ran away)

Been arrested: nope and hopefully never

Turned someone down: in 6th grade, i ran away from/pointedly ignored 2 confessions and i feel terrible, thinking back. they were good friends, for sure, but i was am emotionally constipated and lack emotional and social intelligence

Fallen for a friend: no... maybe? fallen =/= crushed. crushed, yes

DO YOU BELIEVE

In yourself: most times

Miracles: i believe in chance and possibilities, so you could say i believe in miracles

Love at first sight: attraction yea, but love? of course not

 -- la fin --

i tag uh,, @allthingstaekook @4-rmv @gudetaeyeon @fightme-jungkook @yoonjih no pressure though !!