#im very indecisive aha

[grimalkinmessor]

HI I JUST CAUGHT UP ON YOUR DEATHNOTE FIC “I Hold Hands With Cosmic Entities” AND ITS FUCKINH AMAZING!! i know it hasn’t updated for 6 or 7 months so im wondering if you’re going to continue it? no pressure at all to do it fast or whatever but i wanted to know. its so good like literally awesome

Aha I'm glad!! :D And yes I am planning on continuing it, but as of this moment it's on hiatus while I rework some plot points. Light decided someone else had to go bye-bye and fucked up literally the rest of the story outline until we hit the Russia Arc SO I have a lot of work to do ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Plus while I have most of the story planned out, I'm still waffling between around four or five endings, and I'm at point where I need to start planting those ending seeds into the plot now, so again. Lots of thinking to do :') Unfortunately it'll probably be awhile as I'm incredibly indecisive!

But I'm very happy you liked it!! That brings me much joy :D

[goobie-goo]

THE DALLAS HEADCANONS. which ig are just fun facts:

“coffee or tea?” tea. sweet tea. bc i cant have coffee. gib headache :[ therefore he has to suffer w me

fav color: green probably. tis the color of life.

bites ice cream + popsicles

fav popsicle flavor is red n blue. fav sno cone is tigers blood + blue raspberry + piña colada

yes hes ticklish but he hates it. he laughs but its involuntary amd doesnt mean he likes it. he will start crying. he will kick you, he will bite you, he will shove you—get away from him. he said stop.

dallas LOVES attention. not random attention, like. from friends. like a cat…. exactly like a cat.

affection is iffy. he shows it in a neurodivergent way. he has trouble being around people or being touched soemtimes. he also may feel guilty when people buy him gifts. he loves it sm though. he craves it.

sleep normally 6-10 hrs per night. go to bed very late and wake up in afternoon.

loves celebrating his birthday. however i haven’t given him a canon bday yet. he is a pisces though bc aha i am.

if he ever adopts a pet, its most likely bc he got them from the streets or from a shelter. esp if the shelter was about to euthanize them or there was an old animal no one wanted.

do not ask if he wants alcohol. he is a minor. no he doesnt care that hes TECHNICALLY hundreds of thousands years old. that’s offensive. fuck off. die. (/j)

willing to share earbuds/headphones BUT only w close friends— NOT LENDING!! SHARE-ING!!!! one piece for you and one for him. all is right in the world. (you will listen to his songs. sometimes people have never heard of them bc theyre from years before they were posted)

can he keep a secret? of fucking course. no he totally won’t tell seraphina, pfff—OKAY WELL IT’S NOT LIKE THEY WON’T ALREADY FIND OUT—

know-it-all but not in a I KNOW MORE THAN YOU RAHHHH and “well actually!!”— more of ‘knows so many fucking things and drops facts randomly’

pancakes > waffles. chocolate chip with no syrup or butter.

indecisive. but also decisive. can never chose.

is NOT insecure abt his smile. smiles brightly and w lots of joy. no closed-mouth if hes very happy. no he doesnt care if his teeth may look yellow— bones are supposed to look that way

fucking loves flowers. GIVE THE MAN SOME FLOWRRS.

normally prefers sweet over savory. it differs depending on the day.

loves gardening. HATES dirt under his nails. HATES gloves. the duality of man.

!!!! claustrophobia, fear mazes/labyrinths (or places that seem like ones) (bc of the castle), and then imma project and say storms + tornadoes. not gonna say loud noises bc he isn’t like. irrationally afraid of them. they may trigger him and send him into a panic attack but not a phobia.

worries people bc he doesn’t eat as much as he should. not in an ED way, more as in he only eats if hes bored or craving food. Guides don’t need to eat.

he has a CPR license and does renew it often

list is always growing so wooo!!

HEADCANON TIME!!

i love coffee but tbh dallas is actually real for that. i would do many things for an ice cold sweet tea

green is such a good color

UGH dallas is real for those.. i want kona ice now :/ (have u had kona ice before?)

UGH I HATE TICKLING but im so susceptible… hes just like me fr…..

projecting our sleep schedules onto our original characters i see

happy birthday dallas!! no established birthday means that everyday is his birthday

hhghgh i want to draw dallas with a really old dog now…

LMAOOOO hes a minor at heart… forever…

“dude this songs a banger!! no its not on spotify. yeah it wont be for another 30 years. you should listen to it tho”

he would see a cool bug and name its genus on the spot

he deserves so many good things i want to give him a hug (if he would be ok with it) OUGH

[sampoenjoyer]

I've been seeing that swap Aventio au a lot (which is awesome cuz its very fun) and its making me want to write a Sampard role swap au but I'm indecisive Do I prefer Sampo and Sparkle having swapped roles (Sparkle is an emmanator and Sampo is cursed by Aha)

And Gepard and Serval swapping (Serval continues to be a Belobogian scientist under Cocolia's leadership and never pushes on the topic that got her fired, after Cocolia is gone she ends up continuing to be an extremely dedicated and hardworking scientist for the Belobogian government, ignoring her musical dreams, meanwhile Gepard in this au still became a guard briefly but disobeyed Cocolia's/his superiors orders or dug too deep into information and got dishonorably discharge, going on to follow his gardening dreams and owning a flower shop.) ORRRR

(kinda like this one bit of fanart I found)

Do I want Sampo and Gepard themselves to switch, with Sampo coming to Belobog and deciding to end his days following Elation, instead becoming a dutiful gaurd for the Silvermane guards and settling into a peaceful life, meanwhile Gepard ends up going to a life of crime, eventually becoming a big Belobogian criminal and merchant, and after Belobog opens up he becomes a masked fool.

hmmm

technically I could do both but im so indecisive dfsjdbhfd

[yonymii]

pls tell me which name is best im thinking of replacing selene w something else <3 

ceres  florin  cel  howl  jem 

(moots <3 @chqrryvelvet @wissbby @kekozume

[tasteofgummies]

hi! this is for the dynamic thing aha ^^ i would like bruabba (poly), pronouns are she/her, im a shy person (even over the internet) but i can get bold depending on the situation. im a very indecisive person, and im always scared to try or do new things. i like to read and to make videos. also, i am a Libra! thanks a lot<3

Bruno x Abbacchio x you ✨

•While Bruno tries to make you comfortable enough for you to speak, Leone is a little bastard who will make you flustered on purpose just to see your cute face

•You three have a little book club where someone picks a book and everyone reads it, and then discuss about it, normally Bruno brings some cookies for it

•Abacchio is naturally good choosing stuff, so he is helpful with that, if you let him, he can pick things for you

•Bruno is respectful when you don't want to try something new, but still will try to persuade you into be more outgoing

•"I know is hard for you, carissima, but it may be a good idea to try this"

•Ok, Abbacchio is the opposite, he won't really respect your desicion, (unless you get serious) because he wants to help you, in his rough manner

•"You will go, you can't just sit here all day and expect us to be okay with that, amore"

•If you end up being disappointed or having a bad time, they will be soft with you, but they both agree is no excuse to stop trying until you find what is what you like

•Bruno says often that "Being shy is a trait that you have, not a flaw, but this is making you lose some experiences that you could enjoyed, so you got to leave your comfort zone sometimes"

•Abbacchio is more direct when saying stuff like that, but he can be quite romantic

•A: "I'd be lost if i weren't in love with you, i keep hate inside me because of my past, but when i'm with you, i want to erase that hate to make room for my love for you."

[angelofbloodlust]

i have like 3? idk im trynna figure out the third one ehe, one is randy’s gf, her name’s el and she’s just a very quiet individual. then, i have rosemary, she dates mickey (is also the third killer in scream 2) and the third one im working on is for scream 5 (these all occur in different universes cuz im indecisive as shoot aha) her name is still undecided but ik that she will date wes (and i won’t kill him off). hope u enjoy!

THEY ALL SOUND SO LOVELY AAHAHSNDDJ <333 omg I literally love hearing about people’s slasher ocs sm

when you figure out what you’re doing with your third one, gimme gimme

[alkalineleak]

have an au i peer preassured myself to think out bc a friend asked what "tangledau" entailed, i apologize but i am not capable of things thatare coherant and make sense and arent rambles

Sbi are the main characters, but other damp members are here tangled au bc i have daddy issues, what else is it going to be? So single dad phil supremacy ig and instead of the child, who i am juggling between wilbur n techno bc of the internal war between kinnie vs. many designs having long hair, being a literal baby i have elected to make them still very young but gullible bc i can and i am a god. The age range being 4 to 7 I think? ANYWAYS I think it happens in two ways: Wilbur was upset due to being ignored constantly and feeling bad bc of it (Did i mention I’m a kinnie with daddy issues-) or Techno needed to satisfy the voices after an argument with Wilbur so I can have the fun of angst due to the last words between them being in anger but only the other remembering aha so he doesn’t hurt anyone bc he actually has remorse over actions, unlike in canon (I do love him but he’s a bastrd (affectionate). Actually I have reasons now! Wilbur is a siren, let's go! Sirenbur supremacy! He’s taken away to be used as someone’s songbird to get out of the sticky situations they find himself in, and it detaches himself from his song. He hates it but this person (who is still undecided) is all he haves and all he can turn to, only one who he cares and knows (uh oh! Memory boi!). He is captive in a cave atop a mountain sed to be cursed that now one dares going up or near. The only way up or down by people who don’t know how to climb and wouldn’t immediately perish during the journey since it is incredibly steep is by ender pearl, which is banned from the kingdom and is only found in the black market, underpearl chamber thing pog? For Techno it’s increased strength and being an endless fountain of information (shhhh im not using the voices to have this boy commit murder, not rn anyways-) from unknown sources, aka the voices, and used to make potions, gear, knowledge of enchantments and other people, like certain unknown enemies of this mysterious- captor who only gatekeepers and gaslights, and their weaknesses! Y’know like blackmail- ANYWAYS he is hidden in a ravine with thousands of caves that go in and out it’ll take you years to find out which leads out, doesn’t help it’s wayyyyyyyyy underground it’ll take days to get out of the cave that does lead out. Techno doesn’t have days to get out. Doesnt help theres a legend around any of the caves in the area being so impossible to find that anyone who dares attempt navigate it is doomed to the fate of accidentally stumbling into the cursed lands of the void, cursing themselves to death for all of eternity, three lives be damned. And that’s just backstory...dang sjdjjsj We go to current happenings in which street rat tommy mf innit is running from guards from stealing from a stand handing out ancient and expensive jewelry and escapes via enderpearl or skittles down a cave and sOmEhOw gets into the correct cave (above or below ground bc theres two candidates due to indecisiveness) and like just goes down until he gets absolutely nae nae’d by these 18 yo’s, each by a fencing sword/axe hilt and a beeeeeeeeeg book/bottom of a guitar Now the plot has begun The rest of the story follows the 18 yo and a checks time uhhhhh 10 yo??? Traversing the lands together and helping the other out (found family my beloved) as it occasionally pans out to the relationship of (in wilbur got yoinked) a father all too focused on the wrong person and techno salty bc of it, straining the relationship or (techno got yoinked) an estranged father refusing to focus on the person who needs it, leaving a kingdom behind and forcing wilbur to take the throne all too soon (hey we still gettin a corruption arc 📷-) slaps au this bad boi can fit so much found family and angst in it My brain become too empty to finish this im so sorry djdjjdj now my weird au doc is 30 pages long dang it

[myheroaizawashota]

I'd totally die if you could write aizawa x reader something really wholesome. Like the reader confessing their love and saying that he is a good man And it ending in cuddles and just some fluff stuff. (Sorry if it's not very specific/sucks)

[Ugh I actually LIVE for this kind of thing so, aha no shame in asking for it lol. Honestly just thinking about writing this one made me tear up and gag becusse it’s disgusting how much love I can actually write about this man...(plus I think sometimes aizawa needs to hear these things from time to time) ]

Your heart pounded in your chest as the heels of your shoes clicked with each step you took down the halls of U.A. Normally you didn’t feel such a jittering in your chest when walking around the building, but today was a little different. This would be the first time since the USJ incident you’d be seeing Aizawa. It was crazy to think that stubborn emotionally detached grump of a man made your heart accelerate this much just in anticipation. Shouta wasn’t typically the kind of man one warmed up to. He was distant and the brunt force of his words could be taken as some by vicious and cruel, even uncaring....but you saw another man behind that facade. You knew there was a caring, more kind nature to him that not many were blessed with the knowledge of.

That’s why when you had heard about the attack on the USJ, it broke your heart to pieces to know what had gone down. The more in-depth details of the incident had been kept on low and low as per requested by the principal, but from the details you had gathered from your fellow colleagues Aizawa among was one of the few severely hurt. You didn’t know much of his condition, all you knew was that he had went down fighting for the safety of his students.

You could just remember when Yamada first told you the details of the fight. Your body stood there numb as a laugh shook through your chest. Though you were laughing, tears had began to gush from your the ducts of your eyes, the laughter becoming sobs as your viciously rubbed the ball of your palm into your eyes “that sounds like Shouta...” You couldn’t hold yourself together in that moment. While you wanted to be mad and upset, your body’s natural reflex was to laugh. As much as the man would complain about his students, and complain about their irrational tendencies and over enthusiastic voices, you knew he cared for them as if they were his own children.

You shook your head, clearing the thought from your mind as approached closer to his class room. You had texted him earlier to make sure it was fine you were stopping by. You knew being out for a day or two after the incident really pushed his lesson plans back a bit, and you didn’t want to get in the way and cause any further detrimental effects on his students learning. Even though he has responded with a very ambiguous consent, you still couldn’t help but maybe think you should just come back another time. What did you really plan to say to the man? Sorry you got your ass kicked, but I’m glad your okay.

You stopped in front of the door of classroom 1-A hand hovering on the door knob as you debated over weither or not knock first. Your brain always tended to go a bit goofy when you were around Shouta...it was sad to say the least. Yamada would constantly jab jokes at the soft spots you held for the solemn teacher of the first year hero students. Often times he’d just chant very juvenile things whenever Aizawa was in an ears shot, though for Yamada, an ears shot could be half way across the building. “Y/LN AND AIZAWA SITTING IN A TREE-“ “if you so much as finish that sentence I swear your a dead man walking” “Oooooh relax, im just joshing you around y/n! Besides killing me doesn’t seem very plus ultra of you.”

It wasnt just apparent to Yamada however, apparent most of the staff knew you held an unusual fondness for Aizawa. Some thought it was sweet you were able to find something to love about the other, most thought you were just wasting your time. It was sad just how obvious you were about your feelings and yet it seemed as if the other still couldn’t pick up on your feelings. With a trembling hand, you took a step back from the door hoping to escape unnoticed...but that ship was soon to sail. As you moved to turn around, your heart clenched as you heard his voice on the other side of the door, almost sounding agitated with your indecisiveness. “Are you coming in or not? When you said you’d stop by I didn’t think it would be just to stare at my door.”

Wildly your heart began to thrash around your chest in panic as you tried to formulate a response, any response, though the best you could muster up was the strength to crack the door open. With a heavy chest you pushed the door just enough to slither into the room, eyes freezing as you fixated on his body....you’d never seen him look so...vulnerable. You couldn’t help when the tears began to freely stream down your cheeks as you moved closer into the room. “Aren’t you just a sight for sore eyes, huh?” You couldn’t help the soft smile that tugged at the corners of your lips as your eyes made contact with his body. You weren’t happy to see him like this, not in the slightest, but for some reason you couldn’t help but smile. Maybe it was the knowledge of seeing him alive or maybe the fact that you always smiled when you were anxious, and especially when you were around him.

The sound of your tears settled in the under tones of your voice, but if anyone could pick up on them, of course it would have to be him. “Why are you crying?” He asked in his typically monotone voice, you immediately becoming self conscious of your actions.

Frantically your hands began to wipe at your face sniffling softly as you gave a nervous laugh “how do you know if I’m crying or not you jerk...you can’t even see my face”

His body stiffened in his chair, and simultaneously you began to feel worse. “I can hear it in your voice y/n...plus I can still see past my bandages. It wouldn’t be very practical if I couldn’t now would it...”

You couldn’t help but snort after his retort, you moving closer to your friend sitting yourself on the edge of his desk. “I’m sorry...it’s just...when i was told what happened, I didn’t think to prepare myself to see you in this bad of shape. I knew the injuries you sustained were pretty bad but....” you paused your hand trembling as you moved to push the bangs that fell in his face just far enough back to clear the view of his eyes . “I-I didn’t think it’d be this bad” you whimper the tears once more falling. The smile you’d been holding onto dropped at the same time your hand did, your body shaking as you cried. The sight of him like this hurt your heart and you couldn’t bare to look at him.

This time, it wasn’t as subtle that you were crying. He may not have shown it but most certainly he didn’t care to hear you in so much agony. “I asked you before and you didn’t answer me, I’m going to ask you again. This time please answer me.” His tone was a bit more pressing, the edge in it making you flinch backwards. You knew he wouldn’t hurt you, it was just...he sounded so aggravated with you, and that wasn’t what you wanted at all. “Why are you crying Y/N”

It took a minute for you to answer the question...honestly you didn’t know how to at first. The only thing you could think to do was ramble, ramble endlessly and quickly. “B-because...I was so worried for you Shouta! When Yamada told me what happened, I just couldn’t help myself. I cried uncontrollably like a giant toddler... I was so scared that the last time i saw you would be the last time i saw you.” Your words were coming out uneven as you frantically sobbed, your body shaking. “You’re always so quick to think logically in every situation, but how come in the one situation you should have been the most logical about, you decided to act like a giant bone head!”

Aizawa was taken aback by your tone, his body language changing as he listened to you sob. If you could only see his face under those bandages you’d see the grimace spreading across his lips. It pained him to see you so upset....he wanted to interject but before he could you were already back to spouting nonsense his way. “I know you had students to defend and i know you’re not the type of person to just stand by when the stakes are high, but you could have died out there! And I wouldn’t have been able to tell you any of the things I’ve been so afraid to say!” You your sobs mixing in with laughter. “I w-wouldn’t have gotten the chance to tell you how much you infuriate me sometimes when you act like you don’t know I care about you! I wouldn’t have gotten the chance to tell you that I adore the way your lips pull into a pout when you fall asleep while your grading papers in the lounge! I wouldn’t have gotten the chance to tell you that I love the feeling I get when I’m standing next to you and you casually let your pinky brush against mine and act like it was an accident, even though I swear every time you do it I can see you smiling.”

You were a nonstop mechine of tears and nonsense in this moment. The whole reason you were so devistaed by the entire thing was because you loved this man, and the thought of your entire world being ripped away from you without giving you the chance to even let him know he was your world ate away at you. You worked to steady your breathing as you moved to rub your face into your elbow, also attempting to muffle the sobs that were coming out far to quickly for you to stop. “I-it’s selfish of me to worry about all the things I wouldn’t have been able to say to you over the safety of your students, but what was I going to do if you would have died out there before I was able to tell you how much I love you Shouta.”

There was a silence in the air as you both sat there. Neither of you knew what to say in this moment and it was evident. You just sat there mortified, that this was how you finally confessed your feelings to the other, and that he had no response towards any of it. Finally it came time that one of you broke the thick silence that settled between you two. “You talk to much...” shouta responded standing to his feet. Your heart broken into pieces as he said those four words, crushing the hopes that their would be just a minor bit of reciprocation to your feelings. Your head hung as you whimpered out the remainder of your tears. “I was going to say all of that in under five words.” He hummed.

Your head whipped around, watching as the other gently wiggled his arm free of their sling, you cringing as he hissed out in pain. “What are you doing you silly man? You’re going to hurt yourself...” you sniffled.

With a low grunt his arm dangled, he struggling to rest it against yours. You couldn’t see his hands through the casts, but you knew exactly what he was doing. The edge of his bandages gently carcasses your pinky, as he let out a sigh. It was different then most of his other sighs, this one sounded relieved. Rubbing your eyes you watched as he let his head rest against yours, nuzzling himself as close as he could without causing himself any more physical pain. “I guess since you went first I’ll have to sum this up in under six words then...I love you too y/n.”

[werewolfwilds]

i redid an ask meme that i had originally done ~3 years ago to see the comparison so for archiving purposes im putting it in a lil journal entry here ! i wanna start doing small journal entries again it was fun when i did that

new answers bolded

1) what images do you have set for your desktop/cell phone wallpapers?

my desktop bg is literally just…. a collage of kageyama manga screencaps a h a,,,, and my cellphone bg are drawings some gay drew me like 74724 years ago :v // my desktop rn is actually a background from one of the dmmd routes LMFAO..... idk which one it is but i’ve always liked those bg pics!! my cell lock screen is p5 art and my bg is leopika

2) have you ever had a crush on a teacher?

nooooope // nah

3) what was your last text message?

my phone is dead so i wouldnt be able to tell you lmfao i dont even remember // it was a gif from kelly lol

4) what do you see yourself doing in 10 years?

hopefully working a job i enjoy and making costumes and being happy!! // god i have no idea and it freaks me out... hopefully working,,

5) if you could be anywhere else right now, where would you be?

hoommee ((or at katsucon tbh)) // at the beach with friends maybe

6) what was your coolest halloween costume?

a white cat probably lmao // i dont think ive ever had a particularly exciting halloween costume but one year i was sharpay from high school musical and i think i peaked then tbh

7) what was your favorite 90s show?

uhhhh….. i didnt really… start watching tv until like… the 2000′s so i really cant tell you man lol // spongebob started in 1999 does that coUNT,

8) who was your last kiss?

(answer redacted) // :/ someone should kiss me so i can change this answer lmao

9) have you ever been stood up?

nope //  nah

10) favorite ice cream flavor?

vanilla w/ vanilla oreos ok u need to underst a n d // this hasn’t changed i haven’t had this particular ice cream in a long time but i still stand by it

11) have you been to las vegas?

nahh // nope

12) your favorite pair of shoes?

idk i have these black ones i wear everywhere lol // i have a pair of white sneakers that i refuse to stop wearing now

13) honestly, have you ever cheated on your significant other?

i wouldnt even consider it. // no bc i’m not a piece of shit lmao?

14) what is your favorite fruit?

hmmm…. pineapple orrr…. strawberries but only if they’re the really good kind like they have to be perfect // pineapple!!

15) have you talked to anyone on tumblr that you could see yourself  dating/having sex with? if possible?

….. ye s… yes. // in the past apparently so but thinking about it now nah lol

16) are you into hookups? short or long term relationships?

hookups arent my thing eh i prefer long term relationships altho i cant really say ive been in a “long” term relationship pffff // i don’t think hookups will ever be my thing, emotionally long term relationships are what i’m here for but i’m also a Very Impulsive Person so i cant tell you if this will stay a fact :’)

17) do you smoke? if so, what?

nope dont wanna // no thanks

18) what do you do to get over your anger?

usually talk to people or shout into word // i have to vent about it to someone probably a thousand times even months or years after it happens tbh

19) do you believe in god?

nahh // nah

20) does the person you’re in love with know it?

i aint in love with anyone rn so no? // i’m not in love with anyone.

21) favorite position?

………….. for w hat………. // oh honey lmfao... N/A

22) what’s your horoscope sign?

virgo/ox ovob // Virgo/sun, Aries/moon, Libra/rising and Cancer/midheaven

23) your fears?

literally everything i already named a few so ill name some others… ghh anything in… the ocean or lakes and stuff frightens me and i really dont know why bu tlike…. fish and crabs and jellyfish and seaweed cuz it’s evil and stu f f basically anything that’s not a mammal or turtles or penguins…. lo l im a baby // uncertainty is a big fear of mine and also people being mad at me lmao... as far as physical fears though i have debilitating fears of almost all insects/arachnids and lobsters/shrimp/crawfish :^)))))

24) how many pets do you have? what kind?

two cats and a dog!! // one cat one dog

25) what never fails to turn you on?

i dunno,,/////// // lol neck biting/kissing oof

26) your idea of a perfect first date?

im okay with mostly anything i just really like spending time with the person ; v ; // i’ve never really had an answer for this? thinking about dates has always made me so anxious for whatever reason but i’ll be happy to just spend time with them doing whatever honestly, i’m a super indecisive person aha

27) what is something most people don’t know about you?

i dont really know tbh lmfao // i’ve considered in the past looking into mental conditions (anxiety/bpd/etc) to see if i might have one or two but i never want to say anything about it because i don’t want to self-diagnose anything.

28) what makes you feel the happiest?

nice weather and nice conversations w/ best people u//v//u // nice weather and hanging out with people who are fun and easy to talk to

29) what store do you shop at most often?

does….. arda wigs count or… // does arda wigs still count bc mood lmao but truthfully now it’s probably target

30) how do you feel about oral? giving and/or receiving?

kkdkjsfkjkjfj??fsfj/// go for i t??? i have no problems with i t??? i dont think ill ever be willing to put a dick in my mouth though // these random sexual questions thrown in here are something aren’t they lmao. not going to disclose much but i will stand by the fact that i will not put a dick in my mouth lo l

31) do you believe in karma?

sometimes ye // i believe that people will eventually get what’s coming to them but i don’t believe in karma as a solid concept if that makes sense? like i don’t think it’s guaranteed

32) are you single?

yup yup // yeah it’s been wild lmao

33) do you think flowers or candy are a better way to apologize?

i think being sincere is the best way to apologize– if you truly mean it the person will know. you dont need to buy your forgiveness. // the best way to apologize is just to apologize sincerely and change your behavior if it’s applicable.

34) are you a good swimmer?

ehh??? im ok i guess– i took swimming lessons as a kid but i havent done legit swimming ever since then lmao,, ive always been best at the backstroke tho yea // i mean i have the ability to swim but i’m not olympic-worthy or anything lmao

35) coffee or tea?

ehhh im not big on either tbh // chocolate milk and you can fight me

36) online shopping or shopping in person?

depends what your shopping for i guess?? online is more relaxed i guess // online probably because shopping in person Gives Me Anxiety

37) would you rather be older or younger than your current age?

ehhh im happy where i am tbh // older

38) cats or dogs?

do not make me choose // cats and dogs* there i fixed it for you

39) are you a competitive person?

ahaa,,,,, oh god yeah,, // OOF yeah

40) do you believe in aliens?

i believe there’s life on other planets somewhere?? so i guess?? // i believe in aliens in the sense that there’s no way we are the only living life forms in the universe but not in the science-fiction way you feel me

41) do you like dancing?

i do but i suck at it lmao // i do but i: A- suck, and B- have no stamina

42) what kind of music to you listen to?

nearly everything tbh // i’m not picky when it comes to music but imma be real w u. almost all of the music on my phone is kpop. seventeen is my favorite group along with astro, and i also enjoy super junior, shinee, red velvet, etc among so many others,,, im pretty wide spread !

43) what is your favorite cartoon character?

i will never be able to pick just one // i’ll literally never be able to answer this

44) where are you from?

philadelphia uvu // philly!

45) eat at home or eat out?

hmmm at home. // at home

46) how much more social are you when you’re drunk?

i never plan on being drunk tyvm // i’ve never consumed alcohol in my life and to be Quite Fucking Honest i want nothing to do with it

47) what was the last thing you bought for yourself?

bracelets ! ; u ; // uh... excluding food and music... earrings i think

48) why do you think your followers follow you?

uhhhhhhh lmfao i have no idea i think… a good amount are for my cosplays at least?? or id like to think so lmfao but i really dont know pfft // my followers have just accumulated and hung around over the years... i know i gained a good amount from my snk days as arlert-the-troops and then through my haikyuu phase, whether it was for my cosplay or other posts that i made... whenever someone follows me now im not entirely sure what its for but i appreciate everyone who’s stuck around!

49) how many hours do you sleep at night?

it’s never regular man // 6-9 (lol) hours is pretty normal for me

50) what worries you most about the future?

everything tbh // the future as a concept worries me lol

[kohakhearts]

a 75k novel when you were 13!?? wow, im a year older, what am i doing with my life... on another note, how thoroughly do you plan your stories beforehand? i always get stuck, and im indecisive abt plot details. sorry im barraging you with all these questions, but i really look up to ur writing ^^

oh, and thank you so much for your last reply!! there was a lot really useful information, and it was so reassuring to know that quantity > quality, because i have that same habit of wanting to edit as i write. C:

AW thank you so much you’re so sweet!! don’t worry though aha you have all the time in the world to write there are really no limits to it! it’s all about you and what you want to do with it/where you want to go with it c;

i recently learned about a site called blindwrite (this might not be the right site idk i haven’t tried it myself), which a mutual of mine on twitter who’s expressed she’s bad for editing as she writes has said is extraordinary and increased her efficiency, like, tenfold. like i said, i haven’t tried it myself but i’ve done similar stuff (like changing my word document page colour to black and typing away) and it just does not work for me because i’m super typo prone so writing without seeing what i’m typing doesn’t allow me to catch those really bad typos (and by the end i’m not sure what the hell i was even trying to write in the first place haha), but it may work for you so i’d say give it a shot! i’m sure you’re probably better off than i am with that aha my friends used to call me typo taylor way back when and the title still fits to the day xD

planning!! planning is. ok well uh i’m a total pantser tbh!! aha i barely ever plan i find it incredibly stifling and boring and yeah. the only times i’ll plan in advance are with multi-chaptered fics and novels. my novels, i plan using an program called scrivener. it unfortunately costs money, but if you have the money to invest in it, i think it’s worth it (i also got a discount on mine though for winning camp nano haha sO maybe full price it might not be who knows). it’s really helpful for organizing the details and stuff, because in orig i write high fantasy and i create languages (like in osa there are….multiple made-up languages) and damn i can’t even remember words in english and french, not to mention sentence structures and grammar rules, so it’s nice to write that kind of stuff out!! also good for character planning and stuff agh i have 5 000+ words written for each of my main characters and stuff. i don’t plan plot; just do all the world-building and character development stuff. plot is bs imo and 100% of what i write is completely character-driven. the plot follows the characters, and i let the characters lead it.

with fics, though, i’m much less meticulous about planning haha. for ss, unbreakable, and wb, i have a notebook split into three sections and each section is dedicated to one fic. i take 2-3 pages and write out the points i need to address in each chapter, but do it in such a way that leaves me with a decent about of wiggle room. i did not plan every single chapter in advance. ss is the only one i have the entire thing plotted, but when i first started writing i’d only plotted up to chapter 5, which is a good thing because by the time i actually wrote chapter 5, what i’d initially thought would come next when planning it then was very different from how i was writing it. i hope that makes sense haha. i’m a big-picture thinker, so i don’t do well with all the little details. i need the room to just write.

as for other fics, i don’t plan those out at all. not even find a place, ratc, or wswbwr (this one i’m guessing will be between 50k and 80k words once it’s finished). i don’t skip scenes, either, but writing out of order can be helpful if your thinking isn’t super linear. i just write, beginning to end, and then once i hit the end of that last sentence, i don’t do anything else with it haha. i usually just let someone else beta my stuff and i don’t actually edit it myself xD i hate editing (again: i’m not detail-oriented, so editing sucks ass for me). this is a bad habit and i do not recommend doing this at all.

on the rare occasions i do edit my own fics, though, i just want to point out that google docs’ comment system is amazing and very helpful ! but nothing beats double spacing your work, printing it out, and putting the red pen to that sucker. that’s what i do for orig stuff when i’m feelin’ really inspired, and you’d be amazed at how much easier it is to edit and revise on physical paper than on a screen (also would recommend this for school hgnfd noT that i do that either LMAO but it does help with essays).

anyway !! i digressed there a bit aha but really!! some people function better on no planning, some function better on a lot of planning, some write best with something just in between. uH well i did career counselling last summer and my counsellor taught me a lot about mbti types, so if you aren’t sure if you’d do better at planning a lot or a little, i’d say take a look at that ! i’m intj, so i see the big picture more than the details, despite being a total perfectionist and wanting to plan everything out lmao. sometimes you need to try different things out, too!! in the past, i’ve also used web planners (like those organizational charts they give us in elementary school to plot out stories iDK if you got the same thing but!) and they didn’t work super well for me, but it’s all about how you process information best! trial and error is the best way to figure out what works imo. here’s a lil list i found just from googling; there are lots more like it, and they’re usually written by fellow writers, so they can be really worth looking into!^^

i hope this i helpful to you in some way!! good luck in your writing endeavours and please feel free to ask any questions whenever you wish to (and if you happen to post some writing, feel free to hit me with links too aha i’d be thrilled to read whatever you write~!)