#im very beginner lvl atm lol

[gece-misin-nesin]

I sometimes genuinely think abt how weird my relationship w english is. I think in my head in english like 68% of the time. I forget turkish words and use the english one bc it comes to mind first and ppl think I'm showing off. I talk to myself in english randomly. I don't even live in an english speaking country. Sometimes it's easier to express myself in english. I have(not to brag but) stupidly good english. All this despite not:

-having relatives who speak english as their mother tongue

-having lived in an eng speaking country before

-having stupidly good teachers(besides that one time)

Basically next to 0 external influence besides stuff required for school.

Whats funny is that it wasn't even intentional. I got really into reading fanfiction like 5 years ago. My english improving was simply an unintended side effect.