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#im venting too much but its MY FUCMING BLOG#im sitting here wide a fucking wake bc uhhh i feel like a freak#the Bad news is getting to my head#im worried i'll never find a community anywhere and never belong anywhere#i always feel like i need to PROVE myself trustworthy and worthy of love and a community#when i just??? shouldn't have to??#i should just be allowed to exist#i shouldn't have to change myself or push my own boundaries for other people#my school is fine but i don't like it#because i feel like theres only one Org here where i rlly belong#im sitting here like w t f#it just feels like everyone is talking shit abt me and I'm like!!#i did not do anything wrong!! i try so hard every day!! to exist!!#aaaaaaa#i try so hard every day why can't everyone see that i am Trying to be Not Annoying and Good and Friendly and personally absolvable#also i got rejected for dog application so that's a thing#idk i need to belong SOMEWHERE stat#i know crushie poo doesn't hate me but I'm never going to get anywhere w her not even friendship wise we are TOO DIFFERENT#i mean idk if thats true or not but she just seems completely disinterested in interacting w me which is fine but its :// meh#i just wish i Belonged somewhere and didn't have to sacrifice an arm and a leg to Belong#also why do i remember only the bad interactions and not the good ones#plenty of ppl like me#idk#AAAAAAA#and i don't like everyone#so not everyone liking me should be fucking FINE
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