#im trying to start posting here again..

[ryebreadies]

90% of what i draw lately is my tav...

[beatcroc]

what, didn't you know most amphibians shed and eat their skin? what did you think was going on there, peppino? this is normal frog stuff. come on now.

many more sketches bc i had way too many thoughts about this to try and illustrate all in a comic. horrid beast fp agenda ❤

[cozylittleartblog]

diversity win your spam emails are queer

[rayjayoo]

if i had a nickel for everytime i got deeply invested into a musical to the point im thinking about it 24/7 id have 2 nickels

[rowanisawriter]

bludgeoning wouldn’t even affect me

[headaching]

i don’t really know how to say this but for reasons unbeknownst to even myself, i think im finally ready to come back!!!!! it’s been over a year (😭) since i was regularly posting but today i decided enough is enough!!!!!!

not really sure what the protocol is here, i guess i’ll just start posting and reblogging stuff again like nothing ever happened?? but i MISSED YOU ALL so much and im so glad to be back and i can’t wait to hear what y’all have been up to :’)

im 27 now (i started this blog when i was 23 🤒) and im still autistic and gay as ever, but i do have different media hyperfixations (currently challengers and yellowjackets and iwtv 😮‍💨) than i used to so you might see me posting about that!!! but really, not much has changed with me. i got a new job and im doing better mentally and i missed my friends so here i am!

idk how to wrap this up so i’ll leave you with this: we are so fucking back!!!!!!

[jils-things]

જ⁀➴ # promo hour !

〰 hi hello, i'm jil! recently turned 20, and i go by she/her. i'm seasian (🇵🇭)

〰 a pretty loud selfshipper who enjoys expressing herself through drawing and making messy walls of text for lore lolol

〰 i can be your poke.mon mutual, it's my current main interest and will definitely talk about it a LOT. i'm also pretty big on the pokes.pe manga so i'd love to find people who are familiar with it! i'm mostly focused on the DS era of the games (gen 1-5) however i'm not too caught up with newer installments. i also twirl around the hyp.no's lullaby and po.kepasta perd.ition fnf mods hehe

〰 i really. REALLY like red and ste.ven stone. they're currently the ones occupying my blog so i will talk about them a lot~ unfortunately i am not too cool with doubles but i hope you have a super duper nice day :]] oh, and i also have an oc f/o named rhys who also belongs in the same media :]

〰 aside from my main roms, i am super fond of my familials and they're second to what i usually ramble on in my blog! it's a long list, however. oops

〰 i'm not very picky on my dni, but really, just don't try to pick on me and my ships and be respectful. thanks!

〰 my pinned post contains extra links (i.e about me page, commission sheet, etc) so feel free to check that out!

〰 i'm semi active, sometimes there might be random bursts of text posts and rbs and sometimes not at all. i'm currently a student so there will be times where i'm busy.

have a nice day 💚

[whatwouldabedthinkofthismovie]

[gorbongweedman]

hello gamers. have a benny practice

[thjslove]

Wait, let me guess. Memorising some obscure textbook. No, no, no, no. Working on cold fusion. No, I got it. Watching Star Trek… and laughing at the physics mistakes.

[ganondoodle]

as cool as their design is im really starting to dislike the sonau in general, aside from their stuff suddendly being everywhere and everything being about them and how cool(tm) they are now with the mystery stone turning people into dragons and the similarities between the sonau and the three dragons (naydra, eldra, farodra) its actually not an impossibility that they used to be sonaus as alot of people have been theorizing about ..but ...... idk that would very much ruin their otherwordly yet ethereal mystery to me

i probably sound like some hater whos trying to find something more to dislike about totk all the time but i promise im not!!

the three dragons being some unexplained mystery, beings that are there yet few can see them, timeless, nigh untouchable, they dont act on anything, they dont talk, something about them has always made me look at them in awe; if it turned out they were just yet another cool(tm) sonau guy that ate a stone ... :/

not a fan of that one lads, but dont worry, i will keep my thoughts to myself from now on, i dont want to ruin other peoples fun nor seem like i just hate everything ... the three dragons are just really important to me so i had to say something

[skunkes]

beginning to understand the power of a traditional sketchbook

[purpurussy]

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[snekdood]

make your mean spirited jokes about men all you want but byeeeeeeeeee

[waterfallofspace]

A Word-Filled Update

that no one's asking forrrr~

Sooooo, hiya~ ^^

Realized I kinda dropped out without much word, and wanted to give a lil update to anyone who may care, (and specifically to all the unfilled requests that have been sat in my inbox for months now T~T)

Dropping it under a cut because it gets quite long~ but I'll also TL;DR it with: been a bit burnt out, trying to get back into this, I apologize for all the unanswered asks, and I will be trying to get to the ones I can, but I'll be focusing more on trying to enjoy the process of making content~ Thank you to anyone who's stuck around <3

(Tw for brief mention of mental health/neurodivergencies~ nothing in depth or dark, but just incase anyone wants to avoid that <3)

Nothing serious has been going on, mostly just burn out and a bit of drama in main friend group, combined with free time just being a lot more limited recently~ (not a bad thing, most of it is because I'm getting to talk more with friends I've gotten closer to this past year~)

That said, I've been trying to get back into content, making it, reblogging it, etc, without letting it become all-consuming. I find, with the way my brain works, mostly to do to some wonderful neurodivergent tendencies, I tend to fall heavily into 'all of nothing' mentality.

This shows up in my day to day life, (ie: can't wash the dishes for weeks until I suddenly do them all in one day) and I've definitely noticed it with content creation. Need to write and finish a story in one go, record a wav as fast as possible, always afraid I'll lose that motivation.

But honestly? I love making content on here! And I'm not a huge blog, nor do I care if I am (at least trying not to, if I'm being painfully honest~) but I genuinely love making content. Whether it's just for me, a request that I am hoping one specific person will enjoy, or a story I write with a community in mind, I just love creating~

So, I'm trying to ease my way back into this! Bit by bit, let it be fun, and enjoyable, with less internal pressure to produce as much as I can, as fast as I can, and make it be perfect.

I won't lie and say 'numbers don't matter to me', if I'm honest, they do. But I'm learning more and more how to let it be about the content, and to just enjoy the process~ (and if people like it, that'll be a wonderful bonus!~)

Wooo this is getting so long, I apologize sincerely! Last thing, something I've mentioned a few times previously but never really let myself get into... requests~

I'm so honoured that people care about my content enough to have asked for things, and getting any ask, request, praise, ask lists, heck even just a 'hi!' is honestly the best part of this blog for me!

Buuuut, I definitely worked myself into burn-out before with a "every request needs to be filled and fast" mentality, that led to just... not filling any.

So! I'm going back through my inbox, and deleting some older ones that I don't have a clear vision/motivation for. I apologize to anyone who requested them, though by now it's possible they're long gone~ But I think this will help me not only start enjoying the creation process without feeling so overwhelmed, but also start actually getting more content made~

There are definitely a bunch that I still adore, and am thrilled to get to test out, but if there's one you remember sending, and you really want to see it completed, please feel free to send another ask saying what it is you want done, and I'll see if I can get that going <3

And if you've stuck it out to the end here- uh hi! ^^ I'm sorry this is so long, I'm such a words person, but I appreciate you so much, not just for any support you've offered, but just bothering to read this <3 I genuinely didn't expect most to make it this far, so thank you so deeply <3 and I hope to see you guys around as I start reblogging stuff more!~

[follineo]

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