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SUH……..
#HELLO???#obm liveblogging#karasu stop trying to be HIP!!!#god this is so much#i was gonna play other games but this tutorial is jdhdfnfngngngn#so many new things#i dont have anyone to talk to rn over it so#you must perceive my flurry of posts#but I do have the obm liveblogging tag if you need to block them lol#im trying to restrain myself!!!
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*panting, limping, pale, eye bags, huge armpit sweat stains, missing a limb*
so side order is great right
#side order#pearl hozuki#marina ida#pearlina#acht mizuta#dedf1sh#agent 8#splatoon 3#laddercat art#probably wont be posting any real art for the next couple of days... weeks#butAHHH i love this gamemode. even if i suck at it#i'll try to make my next posts more polished i swear#ive been restraining myself to not get on tumblr too much to avoid spoilers#oh yeah im not done with it by the way haha
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...what if they kissed while no one was looking....
#solavellan#LOOK IM#just#okay?#this is almost turning into a whole ass garden piece im trying so hard to restrain myself bc i want to work on other wips#but DAMN IF I DONT LOVE DRAWING FOLIAGE AROUND 2 PPL IN LOVE#pina art
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Okay now where's the Seb teddy bear so I can make them kiss each other!?
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#okay btw you can credit the last frame to suzuki#bcs she brought up the pig stuffed animal that seb kept as a good luck charm when he was karting#and suggested the same with fernando's bear :DDD#also feeling weirdly sappy abt the fact that theres pics of fernando in the ferrari garage w an almost identical pig like ??????#anyways please yes have this random vettonso comic 🥰🥰#im working on a bigger vettonso drawing rn so i made this quick in the meantime!#icl i saw the fernando teddy bear. and i made the eyebrow post and whatever#but there was also just this image in the back haunting me of him gifting one to seb#I AM DELUSIONAL!!!#its just so cute to imagine it as like 'heres a memento of me to keep you company' 🥺🥺🥺🥺#funny tho cause i had the same exact imagine for my ocs and i never drew a comic version for them yet drew this real quick#the power of vettonso takes hold of me sometimes.....#tfw you take a break from your vettonso painting youve been working on for a wk+ to go draw a vettonso comic#i have a problem.#ANYWAYS THIS IS SO CUTE WAAAHHHH#drew it as cope bcs in trying to restrain myself from buying the fernando teddy bear#if i cant have it ill make seb have it yknow 🤭🤭🤭#wah this reminded i should draw more little comics theyre not too hard tbh#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#catie.art
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oo u want 2 draw soo bad..
#i hate that my ability to draw is so conditional#its soo frustrating but i dont know how to break it. this has been the one thing thats never changed.ill never be free#times like rn i just do studies but its soo fking BORINGGG euuhh...#but if i try 2 draw something for funsies i just stare at the blank canvas. literally immobile. & u know how people r like just draw#something anyways. a line. something. and its like no i cant do that oi cant even do that u underestimate my freak#i want 2attack myself from the pov of someone else#i think im having the realization tht i will never be able to do art stuff frls and its driving me crazy i think.#like im actually sick and unwell frm the thought of it.my friend commissioned me and im ab 2 send the money back#after two weeks bc i cant do it im literally frozen dude.i want 2 cry and die and explode into a million pieces#wait im back to add more.idk if anyone feels the same way but its like. i know its entirely a Me issue its a mental block issue#theres something thats not connecting in my head but its like.why is it so easy for everyone else ykwim...and thats a lie too right#like everyone else struggles w art and its not.it cant exist Without you struggling and practicing hard and trusting yourself#but in my brain im just convinced that like.i cant do this i cant do this like everyone else can do it like second nature and it freaks me#tf out#but also its the one thing i want to do more than anything else in my life and so like if i cant do it i dont know what to do.ughh.#not me freaking the fuck out rn lawl.lols.even#and on top of it i feel like i cant express myself well and i think my friend. < SOOO awesome and well meaning and NICE and legitimately#pushing me to try and believe that i can do this stuff but i feel like they wont understand the sort of like.mental block im struggling wit#like its less that i hate my art or something i dont its more like.i just feel soo physically restrained and incapable of doing it.suddenly#i cant think and i cant do anything.i have no creativity i have no ideas my mind is quite literally blank and empty
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literally cant deal with people saying that since the trial episodes revisit to the s1e5 fight louis is at fault. watching with your eyes closed fr
#an before anyone comes for me i dont think any of these characters are good#im not saying louis is inherently a ‘good’ person#but taking that scene and completely villainizing him agains uwu lestat saying pls im trying to restrain myself mon cher🥺🥺#and not taking ANY context into consideration#OR holding lestay accountable and saying he was just reacting#or that he was in any way justified#thats dumb as fuck#even lestat has a better understanding of the abuse he inflicted upon his companions than yall#he literally admits to it#interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#vampterview
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#texting my sister and deciding i wanted to update her on the phlonde#i wasnt anticipating her not knowing anything. especially considering i have absolutely talked to her about them in the last 10 years#im trying real hard to restrain myself#dan and phil#phan#ks talks
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you know it would have been so easy for the try guys not to throw shade at watcher like that takes effort
#watcher tv#watcher entertainment#try guys#watcher#sorry im kinda mad because um what the hell#with their platform and their privilege (yes privilege bc the two faces were literally just the two main white men)#and the fact they literally share fans i feel like the try guys (honestly just the two guys at this point lets be real)#should have been standing up for their 'friends' not beating them down but that's just my opinion!#there's a time & place for friendly ribbing/banter but after massive backlash and waves of hate/cruelty/god to honest racism is NOT it#for anyone who shit talked watcher tv and then turned around and praised the try guys massjve fuck you#don't buy watcher tv actually im sure watcher will do fine without u actually#sorry im bitter but like come on!!! come on!!!#gonna make this my last post on this i will restrain myself i will be so good for my own mental health#vee posts
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sooo not feeling normal feelings for jake rn it's inching towards dangerous territories y'all help meeee
#tp#actually tearing up from restraining myself it's so difficult y'all wth#i will not elaborate further im just trying to get through tonight intact#sim jake the man you became get OUT
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made another villain oc heavily inspired by this song and i am obsessed with whatever the fuck is going on with him . will design her robot henchmen soon
#🐠.png#psychonauts#psychonauts oc#cornelius veil#hes so funny to me im trying So hard to restrain and pace myself w/ all the silly doodle ideas i have already#also debating whether to give him trauma or not#on one hand its funnier to me if shes just Like That regularly and nothing big really caused this direction in her life#but also...... its psychonauts#plus i took so much inspo from megamind for him#ill sort that out later i guess hsjfghfh
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im cooking something here
#might impulse make a clangen blog but im trying to restrain myself#anyways heres the leader and med cat#warrior cats#clangen#warrior cats oc#art
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trying to keep all my clemviminnie thoughts contained until i get to episode 3 but
its hard
#telltale was CRAZY for this btw!! the drama of it all ALWAYS gets me#violet blaming herself for her gf/minnies death. clem helps her open up again. starts dating clem. finds out minnie is still alive?#saved violet telling clem she has nothing to worry about and she'll fight minnie if she has to to keep clem and her loved ones safe#kidnapped violet getting brain poisoned by minnie into turning against clem after feeling betrayed and abandoned by her#saved vi shooting minnie to save clem!!!!!!!!! but cant leave minnie behind because she already left her once and she cant do it again#vi begging minnie to stop trying to fucking kill them but shes too far gone. the 3 of them fight to the DEATH!!!#now add all that to the parallels and dark mirrors going on between clem and minnie in the A plot like the tension is off the charts#plus the parallels you can draw between clem and vi but those are less “you are my dark mirror” and more “we are the same i understand you”#HOW are the girlies not still talking about this#you know what i partially blame myself i dont talk about it enough either. i forget how many things ive left in my wips folder sometimes#UGH its all so good violets route just ads so much Flavor to the clem/minnie plotline its Delicious i couldnt imagine it Not being there#i neeeeeeeed to draw them fighting and being gay and maybe bloody even#if u cant tell i really want to get back to that wip i posted a few weeks ago but im Trying to Restrain Myself#i love forcing myself to take things slow sometimes really makes the brain shift into overdrive#twdg#violentine#it speaks
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our roxas did some drawings ! this is fascinating to me.
#systems first pure fictive ! i am trying to restrain myself from being overbearing bc of how much i am mentally ill over roxas kh#im heartbroken tho he doesn’t really remember xion rn 💔noo t-tt#it’s wild the memory stuff he has tho . he’s like completely blocked off from me n headspace. he has blackouts for when i or anyone else fr#nt . but I don’t for him. crazey… it’s probably a good thing i can’t talk to him directly i would prob. not give the best impression#kh#vani art :]
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Brucey is doing another thing. Somebody stop her
Closeson Playlist in the works. Unsure where...I want to lean with it. But I'm trying to stay within the Dad-Rock / Classic Rock / Grunge territory???? BUT I ALSO FAILED AND THERES SOME....WEIRD OUTLIERS IN THERE I MAY REMOVE. I DONT KNOW OK.
Drop suggestions/tell me if something sucks real bad and I should take it out. Thumbs up
#closeson#darryl wilson#glenn close dndads#Glenn has the much more defined music taste. but maybe i just add shit from thr gladiator soundtrack.#im restraining myself bc all i listen to is metal and grunge and punk BUT IM TRYING. SO HAAAAARD#ANYONE. HELP ME. I CAN'T MAKE CHARACTER PLAYLISTS UNLESS THEY'RE ANGRY AND BASS HEAVY!!!! FUUUUUCK!!!#Spotify
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Why am I second best to ur mother when ur not second best to mine ???????? Men make me so mad like what am I here for? But no, we can never talk about it......WHATEVERRRRR I guess I'm the evil bitch once more
#sorry but ive had to fight tooth and nail for my relationship to be seen as serious with my family#and you dont even try for yours? like whatever i guess dude#see now im mad as hell! restraining myself from sending paragraphs
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Oh lordly loo someone wipe my mind of fallout lore I can't keep going on about the possibilities on weather or not danse is a runaway or not again. The infodumping is insane
#i just keep going and going#because the synth lore sucks so much#and trying to make sense of it hurts my brain#paladin danse#fallout#fallout 4#im restraining myself from even talking about it in the tags rn
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