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Happy Birthday Amitji

Amitabh Bachchan completes 77 years and 50 years of entertaining us.

It was 1969 he made his debut. I was just 5 years old.

In 1970 we left for Brighton England for my Fathers doctorate, ( before which in 1969 a superstar came on the horizon in form of Rajesh Khanna

I remember the last movie we saw before leaving India was Aradhana).

We were in England for almost 4 years. So I missed the phenomena of Rajesh Khanna and the blooming of Amitabh Bachchan.

I remember the first movie I saw was Roti Kapada aur Makaan it was 1974 at Heer Palace Kanpur. I fell in love with the charismatic character of Vijay .

His journey from a unruly youth to the army where he looses his arm( my father used to tease me for many days as Dunda Haath Chalaaye Bandook ) was very well depicted by him under the direction of Manoj Kumar. The way he drives the motorcycle with the accelerator between his teeth. I was overwhelmed , His anger was so genuine.

The second movie I remember was Benaam. A suspense thriller and my admiration for him increased.

This was followed by reruns of Anand Namak Haraam and Abhimaan at our L7  auditorium at IIT Kanpur ( as they had been released when we were abroad )

I used to ask my parents to take me to see his releases.

Those were the days of advance booking and being away from the main city many times we could not get tickets to his movies..

We had to try thrice before we could see Deewar and Sholay both released in the year of emergency 1975.

Faraar, Chupke Chupke and Mili were the first movies I saw more than once in those days as a 11 year old. Thankfully for me my parents also were movie buffs. ( Obviously I could not go alone then but started doing so 4 years later )

Something which came to me genetically as my grandmother also was a movie fan. We used to see movies over the fortnight.

After almost 2and half months during my Diwali Vacation of 1975, we finally got tickets to Sholay at Sundar theatre. The movie then was ruthlessly edited with Asranis scenes as also Jayas Holi Scenes being cut . But that movie had a great impact on me, esp the character of Jai.

It was later in 1976 in its Golden Jubilee week I we saw Deewaar.

After Deewar I was totally smitten with Amitji, I used to tie a knot on my shirt like he did. Since then somehow or the other I saw every movie released.

In 1978 we shifted to Pune.

In Pune I realised that theatres were not so far as in Kanpur and I had a cycle.

In 1979 in 9th Standard I bunked school and went to see The Great Gambler ( which my parents would not allow as it was for Adults ). In Pune I understood the concept of Advance Booking, where bookings for a movie used to open on Monday and if one wished to see a film First day then that booking needed to be done.

In vacations we used to go my Dads Hometown of Washim ( then in Akola, now a district ) , there we had a theatre owned by a trust of which my grandfather was a trustee. Movies were free for us and seats were reserved for trustees.

Used to love going to the movies there but my memory brightens up when I remember that I saw Muqaddar Ka Sikander 4 times on the trot in 4 days, including once ( Interval to Interval ). Sholay I saw there 5 times in a week, this was thankfully the uncut version .

It is a well-known chapter of Indian film history beginning with the release of Prakash Mehras Zanjeer in 1973 which turned Amitabh into a goldmine.

This movie I finally got to see first on DD and in the theatre as late as 1980 during a re-run. Smouldering in the Salim-Javed dialogues and refracted through the Amitabh flamboyance fired the imagination of a whole nation as nothing had ever done before a trend which was carried ahead in Deewar, Sholay,Trishul, Don, Kaala Pathhar, Shaan, Shakti.

Movies then used to release phase wise first in Metros and a week or even later in other cities . Pune normally movies released a week later than Mumbai

And Lonawala used to come in the Mumbai circuit. I used to take a local to Lonawala to see Amitabhs movies. Once for Yaarana the tickets were not available in Black also , I took a ride at the back of a truck and went till Khopoli and saw the movie. Similarly Kaalia also I saw at Lonawala.

From Pune used to go for Summer Vacations to Mumbai and saw many movies there. Namak Halaal, Dostana, Desh Premee, Mahaan were all seen there.

Once I decided to go and visit his house, then Prateeksha. I had gone alone and after I reached just looked at the house in awe.

I always used to think if I could ever meet him, see him.

Thats a long story and long time ahead.

One incident I remember that in 1991, my father was travelling from Delhi to Mumbai,( and from Mumbai to Pune by road, as Pune airport was not functional then). On reaching home he asked me during dinner , guess who was next to me on the flight ( He was eligible for Business Class then ). I couldnt guess and he told me, your favourite Amitabh Bachchan. I was zapped, I said Dad did you get his autograph ? Dad replied, why should I , Iam not his fan, when you meet him, take it .

Cut to 1994 , I had won the All India award for Best Sales performance and the award was to be given at Mumbai. We were invited to Mumbai and put up at Ajantha Ambassador hotel. We were to join the team from Pune as they started from Sangli by Mahalaxmi express which reached Pune at 6am, we found that very early and decided to come by Deccan Queen which reached Mumbai by 10.30 am. As I reached the Hotel, I saw a Mercedes Van coming out of the gate, I wowed it and came to the reception where my colleague Pravin Rayate greeted me with.. You should have come a bit earlier, Amitabh Bachchan was in the lobby to pick up Jaya Ji {who had her office on the second floor ( Saraswati Audiovisuals, the makers of the TV hit seriel Dekh Bhai Dekh )}. So I Mercedes I saw was his and if I had taken Mahalaxmi express and come, I would have met him. It was not to be. It dampened the spirits of my award ( which I received two days later at Taj from the hands of Adi.B and Nadir.B Godrej .

The Journey moved on..

Insipte of the ups and downs, odds and evens Amitabhs box-office records can be described only in superlatives. Producers and distributors seemed to believe still that even a flop with Amitabhs name on the marquee is a good enough grosser, which was proved by the trade.

His image of the angry young man had viewers reeling under the magic of neorealism, where dream and daydream coalesced in a brave new world. The myriad manifestations of Amitabhs no-holds-barred rebellion offered a blissful release to the repressions of a whole generation. The star became a cult figure of radical dynamism, of iconoclastic change. He was no stranger to the seaminess of street life. His idealism rose not from birth or class, but from action. His avatars recurred in shanties and ghettos, in the underworld dens and among the dregs of humanity. There he battled with the predators of the concrete jungle for survivalhis belligerence hiding a tender heart, family virtues, human kindliness. He was the ultimate good man, often turned bad by circumstances, whose atonement came through self-sacrificeoften unto gory, long-drawn death.

So from Zanjeer through Deewar, Sholay, Mukaddar ka Sikandar, Shahenshah, Inderjeet, Agneepath and Akayla, to Khuda Gawah, the Amitabh archetype continues to reflect variations on a simplistic mould, magnified to a brilliant potency; it has now become part of the collective psyche of a nation of filmgoers. It was the perfect antidote to the dystopian nightmare of modern mechanistic existence, especially in the less cynical times of the recent past. Amitabh individuates his roles with the utmost confidence and conviction. He makes the unsubtle seem subtle, touches the crass with class, makes melodrama credible. Certainly, no other Indian actor had the speaking eyes and spellbinding voice to infuse nuanced suggestivity into stereotypical situations. His finesse did not alienate his characters from the masses.

In the mid 90s he moved towards central Character roles the catalyst being Mohobattein.

Then came the super hit T.V. show Kaun Banega Carorepati anchored by Amitabh. It gave an entire new life to his career which was under the dark shadow.

Finally out of the blue came the date, 12th November 2018.

The prelude to this date was the fact that I had connected to Amitji on all his social media accounts , also my senior colleague Dr Manoj Mehta who was an active participant of ABEF ( Amitabh Bachchan extended Family ), offered us a chance to be a spectator at the KBC show , we ( My friend / ex senior from Godrej Sanjay Pandey, and current colleague Kapil Sharma ) . The date was 12th November. It was the last week of shooting of that season. We reached the sets at Film City at 2 pm sharp but had a long wait till 8pm till we were finally seated, alas in the third row. It was another wait for an hour before the shoot began. Finally at @ 9.00pm he came in a Maroon Suit, seeing him I froze.. There he was some 25 feet away from me. Very interactive with the crowd, very sportive, responding to our comments and jokes. How almost 4 hours past, and it was well after 12am that the photos he has with the audience started and well after 1 am that he left. Look at his dedication reached the sets at 9 am completed 2 episode shoots and left at 1 am. He had just turned 76 then. I had finally seen with my eyes, my hero , my idol, or even if I may say My god.

But better things were ahead, The 2019 edition of KBC started in August 2019.

We had epressed our wish to be a participant again. It was 18th July, at 7.12 pm got a message from Dr Manoj that we could attend the shoot on 6th August as the show restarted on 5th August. This time the procedure was different. There was an online procedure which need to be followed up with the invite.

We did that. But July end, rains started in Mumbai and Pune, everywhere there were spells of flooding, roads closed. Sanjay and Myself were the only two left from Pune and a friend of Sanjay, Kailash Agarwal was to jpin us at Mumbai.

The forecast was rains, we debated till late evening weather to go or quit, but the urge of seeing him was so much that we decided to take the risk.

We reached at 3 pm sharp , but this time there wasnt a long wait. We enrolled ourselves and it was an hour and half later that we were inside. This time being enrolled from the ABEF , we got privileged entry, and were in the first row.

Oh what a feeling it was !! Another hour Later Big B made his majestic entry. Again he was interactive with the crowd, and the shooting ended at 8.30 pm.

Then the photographs moments came. Finally he was in front of me, I had taken a token gift for him, which he accepted. Took his Biography along which he autographed. I was trembling in joy as I shook hands with him, talked to him, it lasted a minute but the emotions were beyond eternity.

Finally at the age of 55 and 45 years later I got to meet him.

Nobody else ever had this deadly combination of unmatched talent and charisma and nobody else will ever have it in future. Then there was style, polish and a great deal of seclusion encouraging rumours and augmenting the aura. Anyway one looked at it, the man radiates power. To recapitulate there has only been one super star in India, and that is Amitabh Bachchan. 

[sdhanagare]

Technical Glitches Sir.. Hope they find a way out. You are the only star who interacts with his fans by himself. Wish you all the best and that your 77th birthday is now just 5 days away. Your writing powers and creativity is enthralling.

DAY 4228(i)

Jalsa, Mumbai                Oct 4/5,  2019                Fri/Sat  9:59 AM

So .. am trying again , and hoping that Tumblr. behaves .. if Tumblr. is reading this , whoever they are .. let me tell you how terribly cruel it is to destroy a work of creativity .. it may not be of any value to you or any other, but for the writer , what he goes through in his mind to document, is the most valued for him .. when it disappears because of your technology misappropriation it is devastating .. for the writer that frame of mind that thought has gone for good .. never to be brought back again .. 

I do hope you realise this ..

I wrote an entire POST last night , then went to the ‘SAVE DRAFT’ button at the bottom , pressed it to save as I have done in the past, and went to my other pages to get an image or an information that I wanted to write about on my BLOG POST .. but when I came back to Tumblr. , and pressed the icon on the Tumblr. page to open DRAFTS .. the entire BLOG had disappeared .. what remained of that DRAFT was just the header, the date and the time .. the written had gone ..

I am distraught .. if you can rectify this , do so .. 

OTHERWISE LET ME TELL YOU THAT THERE IS SERIOUS WORK IN OPERATION RIGHT NOW WITH MY DIGITAL TEAM TO FORM AN ALTERNATIVE  ..

My wishes to you ..

Amitabh Bachchan

[sdhanagare]

Happy Anniversary.

हार्दिक शुभकामनाएं

'एक नजर' में 'चुपके चुपके' प्यार हो गया

फिर 3.6.73 को एक :ज़ंजीर' में बंध गए

पहले श्वेता ' फिर अभिषेक

जिन पर है आप दोनों को अभिमान '

सिलसिला जारी रहा जारी रहेगा

ज़िन्दगी में खुशियां ही हो ना हो गम

अमित जया जी का संसार चलता रहेगा

DAY 4103

Jalsa, Mumbai                  June 2,  2019                     Sun 11:47 PM

विवाह जयंती को बस अब कुछ ही क्षण रह गए हैं  । बहुत से लोगों ने बधाई भेजी है ; उन्हें मैं धन्यवाद देता हूँ । जया तो विदेश में हैं , लेकिन आपका स्नेह आदर उन्हें पहुँचा  दूँगा  🌹

I lived on the 7th Road of this society .. on a rented house .. marriage had been decided among us .. nothing to be exaggerated or celebrated with any aplomb .. just the two families and .. done .. off to London, my first trip ever and hers too .. Zanjeer a success and a promise that if it did well we would all - a gang of our friends - would go on a holiday to London !

Seeking or rather informing parents that we were a group of friends going to England .. who all are going came the query from Babuji .. names disclosed .. Jaya is also going with you .. you both are alone .. yes .. if you have to go marry and go .. ok .. pandit and family informed .. next day all set .. flight at night .. marriage to finish before the flight .. 

I dress up in formal marriage Indian .. get into my car and want to drive to Malabar Hill where her friends lived and where the ceremony was to be done .. my driver Nagesh, pushes me out and insist he would drive me to the wedding .. the substitute for the tradition horse .. 

Waiting all set at Mangal, the name of the house on rent on the 7th road JVPD Scheme .. and it begins to drizzle .. neighbours rush out to me .. leave for the wedding now .. the rain is a good omen .. off I went .. wedding over in a few hours .. done .. Mr and Mrs proclaimed .. over !!

Thank you all in my advance response of the wishes for the 3rd June .. I am grateful for your love and affection and remembrance .. 

.. and the Sunday overwhelms  …

.. the love of the nearest and the dearest .. my need to pay back this overwhelming debt .. but I know I never will .. 

work at an early hour tomorrow so good night .. and keep by my side ..❤️

Amitabh Bachchan

[sdhanagare]

That finally is the essence of life..Keep moving on . You have been a perfect example of this and have moved ahead day by day to be something better.

Sir How I wish I could be part of your extended family. Mentally Iam but how to get in to your log book. A Fan of yours since I started understanding movies now at 55 one realises that things have moved on but my respect and awe for you has grown.

Many Regards and awaiting tomorrows blog

Shridhar Dhanagare

DAY 4062

Jalsa, Mumbai                    Apr 23/24,  2019                  Tue/Wed 3:28 AM

Diversity of work brings a diverse pointer .. either you shun it or accomplish it .. I did not shun it .. I did not accomplish it either .. we are equal .. we are content .. we are at 3:30 Am of the 24th .. and we are going to continue to write to keep our beloved Ef attentive and in anticipation of the Blog ..

When the mind is lightening struck , and the rumble of thunder pierces through the horizon .. when you are at high altitude and the fear of such is passé you shake hands and move on .. 

Shaking hands has been the inventive of the BRaj .. the closing of hands in its meaningful obsession is developed scientifically and in tradition - where ever that came from ..

SO .. from the chores of the body maintenance, from the knowledge of finance and its ultimate chores .. from the meeting of the more important .. from the largess of their stride and presence .. from just about every thing ( nothing moved without the obedience of  the elders ..) all were given strong and viable attention ..

BUT truly .. this is not the moment or the topic to be talked about .. we can designate or assign and lead a peace full life .. fate however abounds and the results are achieved .. so we wait for the team or to hisM  to the fore the …

There is scare of pictures on health .. and all is well .. the pictures are legal and binding .. what we thought out award .. 

The bottom line then is that we move .. move forward and keep moving !!

Amitabh Bachchan

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Amitji Wishing you a Very Happy Color Holi. Your 50th year has began with a Revenge ..Badla with the Box Office. Congratulations.

DAY 4025

Jalsa, Mumbai                     Mar 20/21,  2019                   Wed/Thu  5:21 AM    

Birthday - EF - Meenu Gupta  …  Sikandar Khan ef …  Thursday, March 21 .. our wishes for a lovely day and years ahead .. all love and prayers for happiness always ..

There is no better substitute than work that never ends even at 5 .30 Am  .. just back, but the charm and desire to connect before there is a barrage of queries by the sunrise, is more important than the need to rest ..

More later .. Just that music and its creation never did take anything away .. a delight to be in that room with the system and the musicians and the rest .. shortly of which thou shall be laboured with ..

Love 

Amitabh Bachchan

[sdhanagare]

What memories Sir..🙏

DAY 3951

rblu@nagpur                   Jan 7/8,  2019               Mon/Tue  1:37 AM

Birthday - EF - Eman Abd El Sat-Taar Ahmed Mohmmed … Tuesday, January 8 .. wishes and greetings to Eman on this auspicious day .. love and fulfilment ever  .. 

“ … sophisticated rhetoricians all, intoxicated by the exuberance of their own verbosity ..”

.. said Anthony, more singular than this above plural, in AAA at the song recording of ‘my name is Anthony Gonsalves’ .. an on the spot thought out some gibberish that Man ji and LP - Laxmikant Pyarelal , music maestros accepted, when I suggested it .. recording at the Tardeo Studios .. something that just blew out of the mouth at the time .. this and .. 

‘ you see the whole country of the system is juxtapositioned by the haemoglobin of the atmosphere ..’

a self constructed no meaning whatsoever junked gibberish, that Yash ji, Yash Chopra and yours truly, would often jokingly blabber, without any provocation meaning or intent .. 

except .. the matter of the sophisticated rhetorician came from a literary background .. the book or play, I cannot remember exactly which, ‘Jonah & the Whale’ .. one that featured in discussion during a Sherwood College class on English Literature .. why ..? I have no idea .. but it was something that remained .. this and another :

‘such extenuating circumstances coerce me to preclude you from such a bauble of extravagance ..’

came about during an informal chatter in the University times of the KM College, canteen , when a desperate attempt to get a colleague to buy me a Coke - a coca cola , resulted in him rattling of what he had just picked up in his English Literature lecture a short while ago ! 

.. a rather sophisticated manner of telling off a friend that what he or she was demanding as an expense to be done on their behalf, was not possible .. !!

A Coke cost 8 annas then .. or perhaps 4 .. 16 annas made a rupee .. 2 rupees per month was our pocket money .. 2 rupees is like 32 annas .. 8 annas, or a Coke, meant a quarter of your PoMo - pocket money - gone .. to the canteen .. an unheard of extravagance !!!

.. and YES .. the name Anthony Gonsalves .. Gonsalves came out at the recording too .. he was a real character .. a very prominent and gifted musician that played in the orchestra of LP .. he was there among the musicians playing the orchestra for the song under the baton of Pyarelal ji .. Pyarelal ji conducted the orchestra during the recordings .. Laxmi ji would be the one that invented and created the tunes on a harmonium .. of course with the help and joint inputs of Pyarelal ji .. 

song shot in the Ball Room of the now called Novotel Hotel on Juhu Beach .. 

I wonder why this has come up in my deliberations on the Blog tonight - especially at 2:11 AM - 

AAAHHHHH .. yes .. I know why .. 

NAAAHHHH .. not telling .. 

Better to talk of the caged creative behind intricate technology than any else .. especially after a fiery interlude of exchanged mutually benefitted camaraderie ..

Its time .. its 2:20 AM of the 8th ..

Amitabh Bachchan

[sdhanagare]

Awesome

DAY 3907

Jalsa, Mumbai                Nov 26/27,  2018               Mon/Tue 2:57 AM

Birthday - EF Kala Yadav … Tuesday, November 27 … birthday greetings Kala , and wishes ever for happiness .. love from the Ef 

27th November 1907 .. the birth of Babu ji .. my Father as we lovingly address him in public .. and Dad at home .. Dada ji for Shweta and Abhishek .. parDada ji for Aaradhya ..

… a stamp of the Country in his honour .. a care of Dad when he convalesced .. living and breathing under his shadow .. and an aspiration to follow in Father’s footsteps .. dressed for it ! 

.. and then the meeting with the Farmers from UP and the giving of the OTS certificates to a select few from the 1398 .. let the laxmi of the house, the daughter give them that  .. laxmi the Goddess of wealth .. Shweta, the daughter, the laxmi of the house

… and then to the site of the horror occasion during 26/11 .. the GateWay of India .. the oneness to be preached and see executed ..

.. tales of bravery .. tales of lost ones .. tales of the strength despite the loss .. and the courage of all .. moving and filled with such compassion ..

Amitabh Bachchan