#im trying to focus my attentions onto the music review thing because its something ive been wanting to do for like half a year now | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

deepfriedseagullfeet · 9 days ago

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everyone use your energies to give me motivation to consistently stick with writing scripts for my music review youtube channel because i need to stick with something and not fail colossally or else ill kill myself and im being dead fucking serious abt that

#i neeeeeeed to succeed at SOMETHING or else i have no reason to be alive #my suicidal meter is maxed out but i want to try to live so mom isnt sad #im giving up on making the clay video because its stupid and i dont think im going to consistently make arts and crafts for my main channel #im trying to focus my attentions onto the music review thing because its something ive been wanting to do for like half a year now #its something im more passionate about and requires comparatively less work than crafts #so i feel i can stay more consistent with it #so im sorry if anyone wanted the air dry clay xmas gifts video it was turning out bad and i dont want to post a random video #and not upload any more while i work on my music reviews #idk.....idk if the music review thing will even work out but i want to try because even though i dont like art anymore #music will always be an important part of me and i have endless things to talk about #life with seag #suicide mention

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