#im trying not to live vlog this but like in going crazy

[screechingfromthevoid]

I need canonical cuddle pile guys. the fan art said everyone sleeps wrapped up in each other where are they WAKING UP NEXT TO EACH OTHER

[kruxton]

i know adam sandler movies get a lot of shit for being unfunny slapstick comedy but sometimes i rewatch 'the week of' and it always makes me feel things. that guy gets it

[smoothies-are-cool]

scott street

boyfriend! chris sturniolo x reader

summary: subscribers are convinced chris and his girlfriend broke up so they start making sad edits.

warnings: swearing, kissing, pet names (baby, ma, mama), mentions of y/n.

a/n: randomly got this idea, enjoy and please please read the author’s note at the end !! <3

november 1, 2020

halloween vlog with mom and y/n

“okay so, we have another special guest for todays video. chris’ girlfriend y/n!” nick exclaims as chris’ hand wraps around y/n from behind and rests on her stomach. y/n just smiles and waves at the camera.

february 12, 2021

guess the triplet by zoomed in pictures !!!

“chris wants to see if y/n can get some right so she’s gonna just go for fun.” matt explains as y/n moves to sit in front of the camera. chris stands behind her.

“alright.” nick says, turning his phone around to show a picture of someone’s hair. y/n squints her eyes to try and see the picture.

after a few seconds she giggles. “matt.”

“correct. next one.” nick smiles, swiping to the next picture.

the next picture showed an arm but in the corner of the picture you could see a little bit of a red t-shirt.

she immediately gasps. “chris! that’s chris.”

“how did you get that!” chris asks, his mouth open slightly.

“the red shirt. that was our first date and our first picture.” she tells him, looking up at him from her chair.

“well it’s safe to say y/n can tell us apart.” nick says, grabbing the camera.

june 25, 2021

baking pizza blindfolded with chris

“chris!” y/n giggles as chris starts playing with the flour on the counter.

“what baby?” he asks, laughing as well.

“stop playing with the flour.” she tells him as matt stands on the other side of chris.

march 4, 2024

sturniololvr

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sturniololvr - i miss them.

12,741 comments

user - the last video she was in was the everyone relax video 😔

march 6, 2024

y/n ❤️:

*attachment one video*

this one has a little kick to it

chris baby 🫶:

y/n/n please stop sending me break up edits of us we’re literally still together.

y/n ❤️:

IM SORRY BABY BUT THEYRE LITERALLY EVERYWHERE

may 17, 2023

“chris can we talk?” y/n asks. chris’ mind immediately starts running millions of miles a minute. he thought she was breaking up with him.

“no!” he quickly exclaims. y/n gasps, realizing what was going through his mind.

“no baby i’m not breaking up with you.” she tells him.

“oh okay then yes we can talk.” he nods, walking closer to her, their chests almost touching.

“is it okay if i’m not really in the videos anymore? i really love being in them with you guys but the fans have gotten to be too much. i’ve tried to ignore them.” she tells him softly. chris’ face softens.

“of course, yeah. i’ll tell nick and matt in the morning.” chris nods softly.

“i’m sor-“ she begins to apologize.

“don’t even think about apologizing. i understand and i know that nick and matt will understand too. c’mere.” he says, pulling her into him.

march 13, 2024

chris makes matt and nick his favorite meal

“chris do you think i could be in today’s video? even for just like a second. i don’t like people thinking that we broke up.” y/n asks softly, just before the triplets were about to film a wednesday video.

“yeah mama, you’re always allowed in a video.” chris nods, a smile on his face.

“y/n come get your plate!” chris smiles at his girlfriend who was sitting in the living room. a happy smile spreads on her face as she walks into the view of the camera to grab the plate out of chris’ hand.

“thank you.” she smiles, quickly pecking his lips before walking back to the living room. she would usually eat at the table but the boys were currently using the table.

a smile stayed on y/n’s face as she scrolled through all the comments the newest video.

user - Y/N BABY

user - i can die happily knowing they’re still together

user - y’all are crazy

user - i missed her 😕😕

user - FAVVVVVV COUPLE THEYRE SO CUTE

a/n: hey guys !! sorry for being so inactive, this year has been so so crazy. for starters, i lost my great grandmother january first, and then i lost my great grandfather on february twenty third. a few months later, my older brother attempted and was put into a hospital, and now my grandfather has cancer that spread to his lungs and brain. on top of everything, i’ve been preparing for my aunt’s wedding (i’m a bridesmaid) and everything has been super stressful. i wanted to post something and let you guys know that i’ll be taking a break to take time for myself and to spend time with my family. i’ll still be lurking around on the app, commenting, reblogging, etc, i just won’t be posting any fics for a little while.

i hope you can all understand and i love you all <3 <3 <3

[rcklessheavn]

𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐫 ── ★ ˙🏎️ ̟ !!

f1 driver!matt x influencer!reader au

summary: after influencer!reader is invited to give interviews at the grand prix event, she meets matt and everything changes for both of them.

intro pt.1 pt.2 pt.3 pt.4

warnings: mentions of alcohol, brief swearing

wc: 3.6k

notes: im new to the F1 world, so bare with me and im sorry if i get anything wrong. english is NOT my first language.

𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞 ༉‧₊˚.

You’ve seen countless races and know just how fast a racing car can go, but seeing it live is a whole different experience.

Practice had been done for about five minutes, and you couldn’t move. Your ears were still ringing, your body pulsing with an incredible surge of adrenaline. It was overwhelming—and this was only practice! You couldn't wait for qualifying tomorrow and the race on Sunday, but for now, you had to survive the day.

Nick noticed your stunned silence and broke it. “Crazy, right?” he said. You turned to him, still in disbelief, shaking your head.

“More than crazy. That was insane! You get to watch this every year?” you asked. Both he and Chris nodded.

“I mean, with Matt here, we get a free ticket if we want it,” Chris explained. “We can’t make it to every race, but our usual ones are the first, the last two, and Monaco. After that, it just depends on our schedules.”

Nick hummed in agreement. “Sometimes only one of us, or our parents, comes out. Or one of us and our older brother. Honestly, it varies. But yeah, we've seen this plenty of times.” You couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy—who wouldn’t want that kind of access?

“That’s really nice,” you said, just as footsteps approached.

“Ready to continue the tour, Y/N?” Claudia called. You nodded and hugged the guys goodbye.

“I’ll see you both tonight, right?” you asked, and they both nodded. You smiled and headed toward the stairs, eager to continue exploring the paddock.

Claudia, Hailey, and you toured the entire paddock. You waved at a few of your favorite drivers, hoping you’d have the chance to interview some of them tomorrow. You saw a few other influencers invited by brands and teams—some seemed just as excited as you, while others looked bored, likely treating it like a brand trip. You didn’t quite understand that mindset, but then again, it wasn’t your life.

By the end of the tour, you and Hailey had silently agreed—it was time to find something to eat.

“Hey, Claudia, Hailey and I are thinking of grabbing a late lunch. Wanna come?” you asked as the three of you walked toward the paddock’s entrance.

Claudia smiled. “That’s sweet of you, but I can’t. I’ve got a meeting in about 30 minutes, and we still need to organize tonight’s dinner. Speaking of which, you need to be here by 6:30—no later than 7:00. Bring the passes you’re wearing so they’ll let you in. They’ll tell you where to sit. You’ll probably be seated with the Sturniolos—”

At that, your stomach dropped. You couldn’t help interrupting, trying to act casual despite the sudden panic inside. “Are the drivers sitting with us or…?”

Claudia didn’t seem to notice your unease. “Uh, I don’t think so. They probably have their own table, or they're with sponsors, but don’t quote me on that.” She continued, “There’s no dress code, but you have to wear red. It’s a theme night, apparently. Oh! And we want you to film for our TikTok account—those cute, aesthetic mini vlogs you do. Plus, we want you to do a quick, laid-back interview with our drivers.”

Your head was spinning. Not only were you asked to create content for Ferrari’s page, but you also had to interview both drivers. Charles was manageable—he seemed like someone you could easily befriend. Was he intimidating? Sure, a little, but that wasn’t the issue. Matt, on the other hand… your heart raced just thinking about him. And the weird staring contest you’d had earlier—what the fuck was that about?

Claudia noticed your inner panic and chuckled, patting your shoulder reassuringly. “Don’t worry. You’ll do great. Besides, there’ll be an open bar for a little liquid courage if needed.” She smiled, and both you and Hailey chuckled.

“Thanks, Claudia. We’ll see you tonight,” you said before hugging her goodbye. Hailey did the same.

You and Hailey ended up at La Rascasse, a popular nearby restaurant that you’d heard a lot about. The food was delicious, and to celebrate the start of a big weekend, you both ordered cocktails. After eating and chatting for a few hours, the clock hit 3:30—time to start getting ready for the first big event of the weekend.

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Once you were at the hotel, you decided to multitask—vlogging on two devices at once: your camera for YouTube and your phone for the mini "come with me" vlog for Ferrari’s TikTok. Surprisingly, you weren’t stressed. Vlogging had become second nature by now—your biggest skill and passion—and a small challenge never hurt anyone.

Home with You by Madison Beer was blaring through your speaker as you finished doing your hair, when Hailey suddenly rushed into your room.

“Did you even bring any red clothes?!” she asked, panic clear in her voice.

You looked at her and chuckled. “Do you really think I’d come on a trip sponsored by FERRARI and not bring any red?” you shot back sarcastically. Hailey rolled her eyes.

“I brought ten red outfits,” you added confidently. Hailey walked over to your suitcase, muttering under her breath, “Of course you did.”

“Is this what you’re wearing?” she shouted from across the room.

“Yes,” you called back, stepping through the door. You were wearing a gorgeous red outfit that accentuated your skin tone beautifully, hugging your body in all the right places—hoping it would make everyone who saw you drop their jaws. Or at least, you hoped so.

“Okay, Ms. Ferrari,” Hailey teased, raising an eyebrow. “I see you’re trying to leave your imprint on a few people.”

You laughed and walked back to the bathroom to start on your makeup.

“I’m not, but whatever,” you said as you finished prepping your skin. “You’d look amazing in either that silk dress or the off-the-shoulder top with the matching skirt, by the way. Maybe you’ll leave your imprint on a certain media person… or should I say, woman?” You flashed her a mischievous grin.

Hailey froze for a moment before trying to play it off with a nervous chuckle. “What are you talking about?” she asked, clearly wondering if you’d figured her out.

“Oh, come on, Hails,” you said, finishing your eye makeup before moving to your base. “I saw the way your eyes literally followed Claudia every time she spoke. Be so for real right now.”

“That’s not true, you’re insane,” Hailey said, clearly flustered, as she picked up the two-piece set from the bed. “Besides, I don’t even know if she’s gay,” she added, a hint of disappointment in her voice.

“Please, she totally is. I swear she checked you out—like, really checked you out,” you said, completely serious.

“Now you’re just joking. Very funny. I’m leaving,” she replied with a smile, clearly trying to brush it off. You couldn’t help but laugh as she exited your room.

Thirty minutes later, you stood in front of the mirror, staring at your reflection. You looked... unbelievable. You barely recognized yourself, but in the best way possible. You looked ten times hotter than usual—and you loved it.

The car’s here, Hailey texted.

It was game time.

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The dinner was at Castelroc, a beautiful restaurant just a short drive from your hotel. Stepping inside, you were immediately struck by the elegance of it all. The space was adorned with red roses and subtle Ferrari logos, creating a classy, sophisticated atmosphere. You felt out of place, yet, at the same time, incredibly welcomed.

The entire event took place outdoors, with stunning views of the Monaco coastline. Tables were scattered across the space, each one illuminated by flickering candles and warm lamps that, though a bit intense on the eyes, added a cozy touch. Whoever was responsible for the decor had truly outdone themselves—it was by far the most beautiful dinner you’d ever been invited to.

As you made your way through the garden, you spotted Nick and Chris immediately, deep in conversation with someone you didn’t recognize. As soon as the mystery person walked away, Nick noticed you and waved you over.

“Hey, guys!” you said with a smile, moving in to hug each of them.

“Y/N! You look beautiful—red is definitely your color,” Nick said, giving you a once-over and making you twirl.

“I have to agree,” Chris chimed in with a smile. “You look amazing.”

“Thanks, guys, you both look great too.” You smiled, then realized Hailey was standing beside you. “Oh, this is Hailey, my manager and literal best friend. Hailey, these are Nick and Chris, Matt’s triplet brothers.” You introduced them, and Hailey extended her hand to each of them.

“Enchantée, mademoiselle,” Chris said with a dramatic, over-the-top bow, which made Hailey laugh.

“Hands off, Casanova,” you teased, grinning. “She plays for the other team.”

Chris flushed a bit, his awkward laugh filling the air. “Oh... sorry. Good for you,” he stammered, making everyone laugh.

Once the laughter died down, the four of you dove into conversation, chatting about everything under the sun as you got to know each other better.

Then, out of the corner of your eye, you saw someone approaching Chris. You turned and froze—Charles Leclerc was standing right beside you. For a moment, your brain short-circuited, and it took you a beat to regain control of your senses as Nick spoke up.

“Charles, this is Y/N Y/LN. She’s here with Ferrari. And this is her manager and friend, Hailey,” Nick said smoothly, introducing you both. You extended your hand with a smile, your mind still in a haze.

“It’s nice to meet you both,” Charles said, turning to you. “I hope you’re enjoying the experience so far.”

Then, he asked, “Were you the one on the balcony today by the track, with the Ferrari hat?”

You froze, suddenly forgetting how to breathe.

You nodded. “Y-yes, that was me,” you said, trying to swallow the lump of nerves in your throat.

“Oh, yeah, Matt and I saw you,” Charles said with a smile. “We were wondering who you were. Are you a Ferrari fan?”

Your brain was scrambling for a response, but Hailey swooped in just in time.

“A fan? Oh brother she sleeps, lives, and breathes Ferrari– it's like in her blood or something,” Hailey answered before you could even open your mouth. You could’ve kissed her in that moment for saving you from your awkwardness.

Charles raised his eyebrows, his smile widening. “Is that so?” he asked, intrigued.

“Yeah,” you chuckled, trying to sound casual. “I grew up alongside it. My dad’s the original fan.”

“That’s awesome,” Charles said, giving you an appreciative smile. “Well, I hope you enjoy your time here. Welcome to Monaco! I hope I can catch up with all of you later.” With that, he gave a nod before turning to chat with another table.

When he leaves, you can't help but breathe. What just happened?!

“You met Charles Leclerc, that's what” said Nick. Oh I said that outloud you think.

“Oh my god, that was crazy,” you said, shaking your head in disbelief. “I need a drink.” You chuckled nervously, standing up. “Anyone want anything?”

When everyone shook their heads, you made your way to the open bar, which had been calling your name since you walked in.

At the bar, you ordered a cosmopolitan—yes, your mom was obsessed with Sex and the City, and you’d somehow developed a love for the drink as well. While waiting for your order, you couldn’t help but admire the view. The marina was beautifully lit, with boats drifting by and people enjoying the night. It felt surreal being there, and you couldn’t quite comprehend what you had done to deserve this moment.

Your thoughts were interrupted by a voice.

“Can I get a root beer, please?” The voice sounded familiar—like you’d heard it before—but you didn’t want to turn just yet.

When the bartender placed your drink in front of you, you quickly thanked them, but just as you were about to leave, the voice spoke again.

“Hey, you were the girl on the balcony earlier, right?”

You turned, and there he was—Matt.

Matt Sturniolo. The Ferrari Formula 1 driver. The Matt. The one who had locked eyes with you in what could only be described as a weird staring contest earlier on the balcony.

“If you weren’t, it’s okay,” he added, when you didn’t immediately respond, clearly unsure.

Words, right. those are important to have a conversation.

“Oh, yeah—sorry, that was me,” you said, somehow feeling a lot more relaxed than you expected. “I’m Y/N,” you said, stretching out your hand.

“Matt,” he replied, as if you didn’t already know, taking your hand in his.

When his hand touched yours, you could have sworn you felt sparks. It was strange—almost like your hand was meant to fit in his, and yet, maybe that was just the cosmopolitan talking.

Which, you realized, you hadn’t even taken a sip of yet.

“Well, Matt, it was nice to meet you,” you said quickly, trying to break the slight awkwardness. But just as you tried to pull away, Matt grabbed your arm, stopping you.

“Wait, don’t go,” he said, his grip gentle but firm. “Don’t you want to talk?”

You blinked, a little taken aback. “You want to talk to me?”

“Why wouldn’t I?” he said, his gaze unwavering, intense. “You’re pretty, you’re here, and you seem about my age.”

You could feel your confidence waver, but you pushed through, trying to match his energy. “Oh, so you think I’m pretty?” you asked, your voice teasing but slightly nervous.

“I don’t think. I know.” he said, his tone firm and confident, trying to throw you off. 

But you don't flinch, maybe blush, but it's dark so who’s going to notice? 

“Is this how you seduce women, Matthew?” you ask, clearly joking. 

“Why? You want me to seduce you?” He replies, his cockiness coming out of him. Which he didn't understand, he wasn't usually like this… but after that slight handshake, you ignited something within him, and he couldn't stop, he had to have you now. 

You chuckle at his question “funny, i'm gonna go now” you say, a slight smile creeping in. You turn around and start walking back to the table, then you feel a presence behind you. 

“You know, following me wont seduce me right?” you say, without turning around and he chuckles. 

“I'm not following you, i'm going to my table” he says, a smile clearly on display, you couldn't see it but it was clear in his voice. 

You stay silent, a bit confused, maybe his table was close to yours. 

And you were absolutely right… but he was much closer to your table than you thought, he was IN your table, right beside you actually. 

“Great! You’ve met Matt!" Nick says as Matt dabs up Chris. “Hailey, this is my brother Matt.” Nick introduces. 

“So you're the famous Matt Sturniolo” Hailey says as she stretches her hand. 

“Heard of me?” Matt asks, knowing the obvious answer. 

“Ehh, a bit– it's her fault to be fair” she says as she sits down, Matt sitting beside you with a cocky grin. 

“Oh so you talk about me?” He says to you and you bite the inside of your cheek, avoiding eye contact. 

“Well, you're a Ferrari driver, I'm a Ferrari fan, what do you expect?” you say, turning your head towards him, narrowing your eyes. 

You will not give in to his games, no matter how captivating those ocean blue eyes of his are. 

“Don't deny it pretty, you like me” he says, in almost whisper once everyone turns into their previous conversation. 

“In your dreams” you say, standing your ground once again. 

“Maybe you can help me make them come true” he says, and that makes your stomach flutter cause WHAT. This couldn't be real right now. 

Before you could react, Claudia came over, said hello to everyone and told you it was time to give Charles and Matt their small lighthearted interview. 

After about 20 minutes of trying not to laugh, turns out Charles and Matt made a very funny duo, you could see they had a very nice and genuine friendship, which you were glad about, not many F1 drivers were actually genuine friends, but they were. 

The interview itself wasn't THAT fun, it was standard questions about their favorite memory together, how they felt about this year, if they had any predictions and their most crazy hear me out, Charles coming up with Sally from Cars, and Matt coming up with the Elder Wand from Harry Potter, which had you question your entire existence and his. 

The dinner was perfect—delicious food, great conversation, and the whole table was buzzing with happiness. The atmosphere was relaxed and warm, with laughter flowing easily between everyone. Charles had joined you at your table later that night, and Hailey had mysteriously disappeared after dessert was served. She claimed it was to hit the bathroom, but you knew her well enough to guess that she was probably off searching for Claudia.

And the next text you received confirmed it. 

Found claudia!She IS gay. 🤗🤞And well… would you ask for a ride back? Or uber?Do you hate me?

LMAOAs long as i get all the details tomorrow, youre goodHave fun! and be safe🫶

You let out a quiet breath and glanced at the clock. It was getting late, and you didn’t want to be too tired for qualifications tomorrow.

Matt must have noticed the slight distress on your face because he nudged your arm gently.

“Are you okay?” he asked, his voice soft and sincere.

“Yeah, I just need to find a ride back to the hotel,” you said, offering a neutral smile as you opened your Uber app. But before you could search for a ride, Matt took your phone and set it down on the table.

“I can take you, if you want,” he said, his usual confident demeanor shifting into something more shy and modest.

“I-I wouldn’t want to bother you,” you said, feeling a little embarrassed.

“You’re not bothering me,” he replied quickly. “I was going to head out anyway. Where are you staying?” He grabbed your purse from the chair and stood up.

You were caught off guard but managed to answer anyway. “Uh, the Hermitage Monte-Carlo… I think that’s what it’s called.”

Matt made a satisfied sound. “Perfect, I’m staying there too,” he said, sounding pleased.

“Of course you are,” you muttered under your breath with a chuckle, before turning to say goodbye to the rest of the table. Nick gave you a teasing side-eye, but you tried to play it off, even though he wasn’t letting up.

Outside, Matt’s car was waiting for both of you. He opened the door for you, handing your purse back as you climbed in. You took the opportunity to admire the sleek sports car for a moment.

“Nice car,” you said, turning to look at him.

Matt smiled and shrugged. “Not mine. They just let us rent them while we’re here,” he said, lowering his voice as if sharing a secret. “Don’t tell anyone, but back home, I drive a van.”

You couldn’t help but smile, and Matt caught the expression, grinning right back. How could he not? You had a way of lighting up a room.

The ride was quiet, but it wasn’t awkward. It was the kind of comfortable silence that only came after hours of talking and laughing. And besides, the drive wasn’t long—ten minutes at most.

When you arrived at the hotel, Matt quickly parked and rushed around to open your door. You couldn’t help but think it was cute.

“Well, aren’t you a charmer?” you teased, and he chuckled.

“I have to impress the ladies somehow, don’t I?” he shot back with a grin, and you laughed.

You both walked side by side to the elevator.

“What floor—” you both started at the same time, causing you both to laugh.

“Three,” you said, pointing to the button.

“Four,” he replied with a smile, pressing the button for three.

You both stepped into the elevator, settling into a comfortable silence for a few moments.

“Hey, we could go for a longer car ride if you want,” Matt said, breaking the silence. You turned to him, smiling.

“Tempting,” you replied, “but I should get some sleep, and so should you.”

He smiled back. “Maybe next time?”

“Maybe,” you said, not sure how true your words were, but the idea was certainly tempting. Just as the elevator doors opened, you gave Matt a smile and started to walk out, but he called your name before you could go too far.

“Are you going to watch the qualifications tomorrow?” he asked, standing between the elevator doors.

“Yeah, I’ll be there,” you assured him, turning back toward him with a smile.

“Good,” he said, his tone hopeful. “Come see me before?”

You blinked, a little surprised by the request. “If you want me to?”

“I do,” he said, his eyes locking with yours, and you felt a flutter in your chest.

“I will then,” you said softly, and he smiled.

“Cool, have a good night, pretty girl,” he said, his grin widening. You couldn’t help but blush at the nickname.

“Good night, Matt,” you said, before walking down the hall toward your room, Matt heading back into the elevator with a wide smile on his face.

What the fuck just happened… is the last thought you both have before you close your eyes for the night, ready for whatever tomorrow will bring.

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y/n.y/ln day to night in monaco ✨❤️‍🔥

nicolassturniolo ate so hard, left everyone speechless

y/n.y/ln SO DID YOU!!!! are you kidding!???

hailey_matthews Ms. Ferrari delivered🔥

y/n.y/ln ms ferrari is lowkey growing on me

tarayummy OH RED IS SO YOUUUUU!!

y/n.y/ln UGH ILY

emiluvsyn i cant believe i met you!!!

y/n.y/ln OMG!!!

matthew.sturniolo red suits you

y/n.y/ln huh crazy… it suits you too

userlovesferrari OMG DID MATT AND Y/N MEET!?????

y/n.sturniolo22 MY WORLDS ARE COLLIDING AHH!

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[returnofeternity]

Thoughts for being adult shauna's streamer!gf?

im a hardcore twitch frog so im always thinking about streamer!reader who's famous enough to have irl stans + who's dating a yellowjacket because i feel like there's a lot to work with....

for example, going to the gas station with shauna and someone happens to recognize you and shauna's already ready to fight because they've been staring for a while and she just assumes they're some crazed yellowjackets fan. she's got her mouth open to tell them off when she hears "excuse me" from behind but they immediately start gushing about you 😭 soo embarrassing having to explain to your 42 year old girlfriend that you stream for a living....

she's prolly a little apprehensive about it at first but she's willing to accept your lifestyle <3

now that you're finally out about being a streamer, you start bringing it up more and asking if you can film vlogs around her and stream at her house :3 she knew you were a gamer but she didn't know you were secretly streaming all those nights. you also definitely got dating rumors because she'd randomly pop in and tell you to stop banging the desk so loud because she's about to go to sleep and chat kept asking who she was lmfao

filming vlogs with her!! she allows it but doesn't really like to be in them. the first video you revealed her in was a complete accident also. before, you'd usually hold the camera yourself and try to keep her out of frame, but you needed her to hold it one time and her old ass accidentally flipped the camera 😭 you kept it in and also asked if you could show her first and she agreed because how many people could possibly watch you? surely not around 600...

she hates how you clutter the living room with all your games and wires -__- i know she's stepping on game cases all day and grumbling to herself "no, it's okay, i'll clean up your mess, don't worry." while you're in the living room snacking on something 😭

thinking of shauna going through all the effort to make a twitch account just to tell you to be quiet because you're screaming too loud in your streaming room 😭

honestly....i think she'd love to do bits with you... begging and begging her to join a co-op game with you just for a bit and shauna using her British voice for it LMFAO. you have to test it out first because she does Not know how to join....bits where you have her barge in off-screen and say something crazy..

using your streaming money to take her on vacations (also for tax write offs...) and treating her right. maybe meeting up with streaming buddies and introducing her as your girlfriend ^.^ finally getting out of wiskayok and just enjoying each others company while spoiling her like she deserves.

i know she suggests games for you to play too because she doesn't know what the fuck among us is, why don't you play the good shit like tetris or minesweeper?!!

[intoblonde6ftwbbplayers]

Transferring hearts; a love story from clumbia to storrs

pairing; uconnpaige! x transferteammate!

part 1, part 2,

basically just fluff so the plot can build mb it took hella long

barley proof read.

masterlist. series masterlist

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new court, new chapters; chapter 2

June 2024

Andrea finally posted her final four vlog of course everyone asked what happened in the comments but she didn't respond. She just edited out all the parts with Ethan and Kamilla in them which was fine. She had moved on and realized that Chloe was right the whole time.

Ethan never deserved her and the only reason they were together was because of the low self esteem Andrea had when he first came into her life.

Andrea had a talk with Coach about staying an extra week with her family for 'personal reasons' which Geno had a suspicion as to what that meant.

Andrea didn't specify and didn't say it exactly but when she met with both head coaches to ask for a bit more time with her family. It was written all over her face that something deeper was happening there.

Geno and CD didn't push or pry but they let Andrea know that their doors were always open to her. Andrea was extremely grateful for them not asking for direct answers because in truth she hadn't processed what was happening yet.

All Andrea knew was that one of the most important person in her life was just given 6 months to live and that she would be across the country for most of it.

-

Once Andrea arrived back at Storrs and got her dorm assignment that she would be sharing a dorm with Jana Paige and Allie.

She was ready. She really felt herself already bonding with this team in a way she had never done before. Including with her coach which was famous for being a hard ass but seemed to have a bit of a soft spot for the newest member of the roster.

Which of course everyone picked up on and was jealous.

Andra knew what she wanted this year. She wanted to fulfill the promise she made at the end of the last season and go back to the final four for another national title.

-

Everything was good in the dorm, her Jana, Allie, and Paige were all good together each taking care of different things. They would all do their part in keeping it clean and for Andrea having other people living with her made it easier to hold herself accountable.

As for the rest of the team Andrea bonded with them as well. And at practice you would never be able to tell that Andrea had never played with them before.

-

Andrea was subbed out of the practice scrimmage and got some water on the sideline, then Paige was also subbed out for the same thing. Both girls had been playing hard against each other.

"It's actually crazy how good you are" Paige said to Andrea looking over at her

"Me? Dude you're Paige freaking Bueckers like its crazy that I'm even able to keep up with you"

"Yeah you're right I am pretty great" Paige replied

"Nah I take it back lets talk about how good at basketball I am again"

"No I dont think so because im THE Paige Bueckers soooo" Paige said leaning over to rest all her weight on Andrea playfully

Andrea just laughed at this and said "ok bro"

Coach Auriemma quickly subbed both girls back into the game where it was Andreas turn to guard Paige.

"Missed being close to me?" Paige said to Andrea with a smirk

"Yeah Paige I missed you in the 2 seconds it took us to get back on the court" Andrea said sarcastically

Paige had the ball in her hands and was trying to get past Andrea but couldn't.

Both girls talking trash mixed with a little of something else.

And neither girl noticed when everyone stopped playing the game and just started looking at them.

"Try all you want Paigey you're not getting past me"

"That's a lot of talk for someone not tall enough to ride a rollercoaster" Paige said taking a shot at the fact that Andrea is pretty short for a basketball player

"Maybe, but I am tall enough to ride something else" Andrea said quietly, making eye contact with Paige and looking her up and down

Andreas comment made Paiges brain short circuit for less a second but that was all Andrea needed to steal the ball from Paige so cleanly you'd think that it just handed it over.

Immediately with the ball in her hands and knowing Paige was right behind her Andrea ran all the way down the court into the smoothest layup she's ever made.

Making the entire team holler at the whole interaction and at the clean finish. Andrea ran past all of them high-fiving them all in a line and even jumping up to chest bump Kk at the end.

But as Andrea was having the time of her life with her new teammates what she didn't see was Paige still standing at the free throw line looking at Andrea like she was the key to the lock she'd been desperate to open.

Because in that moment Paige knew that Andrea was what they needed to win the championship they all wanted so badly.

July 2024

And as the month went on the closer Andrea became with all the girls.

Her and Kaitlyn would endlessly yap together just constant talking from both of them that no one else could seem to understand. With Azzi and Carol she would binge watch teen girl drama shows like vampire diaries. With Jana they would try different hairstyles on each other. Kk finally had a more than willing dance partner for tiktoks. Andrea even helped Aubrey set up her vlogs and gave her a couple of tips with what she had learned over the years.

Each girl had their own thing with Andrea and loved her endlessly. In the weeks they've truly began to know each other they had grown close. But Andrea knew the she had grown closest to Paige.

Her and Paige lived together and were exactly the same but polar opposites at the same time. They just seemed to connect differently then Andrea had with the other girls now or in the past. But neither girl had seemed to notice that fact yet.

It happened so gradually that Paige and Andrea didn't think anything of it but every time they were with others they missed the knowing looks their teammates would give each other.

It started at summer sessions, on the court they seemed to just click instantly. Like they had already played together for years. They found each other with ease and seemed to be in perfect synch.

Then off the court too, it was slow, the way Paige would look to Andrea first after hearing or saying something funny.

Paige had just done her famous 'attitude!.. now cart.' which had the girls all laughing in their shared dorm.

but the second Paige finished her cartwheel she looked over at Andrea to see if she was watching.

she was.

Or the way Paige built Andrea legos because she knew Andrea liked having them but didn't have the patience to build them herself

Andrea had gone out to run some errands and when she got back half the team was in her dorm, not surprising. And thats when she saw that some of the were building legos.

"You wanna help a girl out?" Paige asked nudging Andreas shoulder with her own once Andrea sat down

"Uh I would if I could but I suck at building legos"

"Wait what?" Paige asked in complete shock which caught the attention of the rest of the girls.

"Wait how do you suck a building legos?" Kk asked thinking it was a joke

"Like I literally cannot bring myself to do it. I'll set out to build it then 5 minutes in ill get frustrated and like throw that pieces back in the box..."

"Bro there's actually no way. You have like 3 lego sets in your room" Paige says getting amused

"Yeah but ive never built any"

"You've never built a lego set?" Jana asked now entering the conversation

"No..? Ive tried and stuff but I gave up on building legos, its just not my journey"

"So all your lego sets that you've shown like on instagram and stuff??" Kk asked

"Oh those are mine but my friends or family built them for me. Like in high school my friends would come over and just start doing that while we talked... you know?"

"So you've never built any yourself? Like ever?" Paige says laughing because Andrea seemed like the most level headed person but she was currently imagining just how frustrated this activity got Andrea for her to quit entirely.

"bro dont start I know its bad"

"Oh im never letting this go. Like cool, calm, collected, walking highlight reel, Andrea Pierce cant build legos to save her life" Paige says acting like she just learned some insider information

"shut up"

Or the casual way that Paige started being more active on social media because she was posting Andrea.

Even though it wasn't always just a picture of Andrea.

Sometimes it was a repost of her story or new vlog she has just released but everyone noticed the way lately there was no mentioning Paige without Andrea and there was no Andrea without Paige being right there too.

And it was also the fans noticing during lives or vlogs how Paige was always around Andrea or wanting needing to be.

"Alright hey liveeee. Im here just in my room right now." Andrea scans the comments reading through them and replying to some.

'Show us the team!'

'where's azzi'

"Azzi is probably doing work cuz she's a scholar."

'I LOVE YOU ANDREA'

"Awww I love you too!"

'ANDREA ROOM TOUR FINALLY?'

"Oh god I cant do a room tour right now it's so messy."

'Andrea why'd you leave sc??'

'whens the next vlog'

"'ll do a whole dorm tour vlog once i clean a bit guys dont worry"

'you with Paige..?'

"Uhh.. you know I actually haven't seen Paige today. We were both so busy today I think she just got back like 10 minutes ago."

Andrea kept looking through all the comment coming in

'Andrea how's uconn??'

'Andrea getting all uconn in their active era'

'ur so pretty'

'face card'

'ok messy bun and glasses combo I see u'

'we wanna see Paige!'

'Andrea u getting a dog?'

"Okay lowk not even saying this a sign or anything but ive always wanted a husk-"

thats when Andrea hears it

Loud knock on her door then "Dreaaaaa"

"Andreaaa"

"LET ME INNNNN" its Paige. outside her door singing Andreas name

"Can I help you?" Andrea replies too comfortable to get up and open her locked door

'AYE FIRE SONG'

'can I help you is crazy'

'bro what's that sound'

'who's singing in the background???'

"Paige im too comfortable to get up" Andrea yelled back

"Come on Drea I haven't seen you all day. Pleaseeee?"

"im so warm in my bed though"

'Let her in'

'ANDREA LET HER IN'

'GET UP'

'girl if u dont go unlock that door.'

"Drea im on your live they're literally telling you to let me in! Come on the fans want you to spend some time with me"

"if I must" Andrea said playfully before getting up to let Paige in and getting back in bed just as quickly.

Andrea set her phone up on her nightstand and got her iPad out to play some games.

"Ayee none of that" Paige said before Andrea could click on any app

"Bro what?"

"Come on spend some quality time with your favorite teammate" she said grabbing Andreas iPad and putting it away

"Oh Azzi's here?"

'NAH ANDREA THAT WAS COLD'

'lowk that was funny'

'HELP'

"bruh" Paige said rolling her eyes

"Fineee. How was your day?"

"Nah first admit im your favorite"

Andrea just gave a confused look in return before saying "You're not though?"

"Stop lying" Paige said then looked right into the live "Bro I dont know why she lying right now cuz everybody know im her favorite"

"Just admit it Drea. You MAY have been closest to Azzi getting her but you know im your favorite now" Paige said with the cockiest smile looking right at Andrea

"Fine"

"Yeah good job." Paige said then quickly moved to lay down next to Andrea. What Paige didn't see was there way Andrea blushed at that comment. But the live caught it perfectly and the comments erupted.

And thats how it was. It went from 2 girls who have each been named the future of women's basketball, who admired each other professionally while never meeting, to being friends and teammates and becoming the most anticipated duo in women's collegiate basketball.

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hope you enjoyed and request are always open please send some!

[kitybur]

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐩𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐭 | 𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐚𝐜𝐰𝐡𝐲

⌦ in which you, your silly friends and silly boyfriend move in together & what i think would happen.

— warnings: gn!reader, craziness, fluff, swearing

| can you write some headcannons abt how y/n would be with the rest of the group! or how the group would react to isaac and y/n hehe ANYWAY THANK U SM , love all of your content |

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• to start off, i think we can agree that living with the boys would actually be HELL.

• like you’d have to be scrubbing the house top to bottom after filming a groupchat video. but for the sake of this, let’s ignore the bad side 🤗.

• the boys would definitely love you, and treat you like their sibling (everyone but isaac ofc). they would probably be a little overprotective of you, but that’s them showing they care.

• you’re getting ready for a party? when and where. someone’s making you uncomfortable? who needs to step in. you feel me??

• these men would never fail to make you laugh if you were having a bad day. like if you had a bad day at school or work, they would instantly have you in cackles.

• they always make sure they try to include you. if you weren’t a streamer, they would make sure that you get some screen time if you like to be on film. if you don’t, they make sure that you at least go on adventures with them (especially willy vlogs)

• okay independently tho.. i feel like softwilly would be the one to include you in most things (if you weren’t a streamer like we just established). idk he looks like the type of person who wouldn’t want to leave anyone out or behind. if you were a streamer, he’d still try to include you on recordings.

• yumi definitely would not give two shits im ngl 😭 he does his own thing so i feel like he just wouldn’t bother with you (in the nicest way possible) if you didn’t want to hang out or go film a vlog. but he’s definitely like one of the funniest people when you get to know him so he’s basically your main bitch when you’re sad.

• larry would definitely be your best friend. he’s got such a sweet personality that you’d instantly click and just do stupid shit together. like you’d play loud music at four in the morning and wake everyone up because you saw a tiktok dance you wanted to try ☠️ i just feel like larry would be easy to get along with.

• along with larry, i also feel like grunk would be easy to get along with. you’d both go out shopping since he’s lowkey got drip and you’d bond over it. i feel like if grunk got close enough to you, he’d ask to watch spongebob together. whether it’s over discord or irl. it’s a special moment y’all get to have to hang out.

• tanner would be your workout buddy. he’d make sure that he spots you and vice versa, and make sure that you aren’t breaking your bones doing a new workout. if you don’t workout, he’d be your horror game buddy. tanner would even just have you in the room because he gets jumpy. and if he gets too pissed off he’d make you play. and just constantly grab your shoulders to scare you.

• and lastly, we have isaac. in this case, isaac is your bf and lord he would be the best boyfriend. 🙏 like he’s actually super tall and muscular that he would give GREAT hugs. bro and the best cuddles. literally could crush you and that’s lowkey hot 🫡.

• but no, isaac would definitely be your muse. he’s definitely got that golden retriever type vibe, maybe slight black cat. isaac would be the best at massages. idk why that came to my head. i feel like with his large hands he’d be able to give great back or shoulder massages.

• isaac would buy you a bunch of shit, like he does for the house. it could be something totally stupid and he’d be like “but it’s useful in so many ways” or “it’s cute!” when it’s really fucking ugly but you’d never tell him that.

• you WILL constantly hear gagging sounds from the rest of the members whenever you and isaac are in mere 2 feet of each other. mostly from yumi and softwilly. but it’s all jokes! most the time..

• they will also make kissing sounds when you two walk out of isaac’s bedroom and ask if you used protection. even if you have literally just woken up.

• larry and tanner would recreate any lovey dovey thing you guys do, but make it 10x more funnier. any photo y’all post together, they copy it and tag you both.

• ^^ stop tell me you can’t see that happening 😭😭

• grunk would be the supportive bsf but will threaten isaac if he takes you away when you’re supposed to watch spongebob together.

• overall, i think living with them would be such a hassle, but if you plan it right it may be fun. if you love cleaning and screaming children at midnight, this is right up your alley ‼️

• ‘kay but y’all gotta agree that living with them would actually be so fun cause they’re funny and have an amazing time doing actually anything. like they could make any regular night into an eventful night that would end in the kitchen a mess, empty cans in the floor and bodies sleeping anywhere they can find comfortable.

• and those are our youtubers/streamers 🥹

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a/n: okay pls tell me if you agree or disagree with any of these cause i was just going off the top of my head but i wanna hear what y’all have to say about it too! i didn’t really know what to write for this so it’s all based on my opinion and how i see it. i hope this fulfills your request!

[strawberryscentedscent]

hello everyone, im gonna watch s2 ep11 now

i promised id binge everything by morning but unfortunately i slept in so ig were just doing this now

spoiler warning turn back NOW

wtf happened to hooty.

oh. luz, are you good?

this vlog isnt going well

by the way i will never get bored of the intro its so well made

LMAO gus love the confidence

amity is trying to learn spanish for luz! how cute!

uh. in a cookbook?

i mean like thanks gus what a wingman ig

blush moment!

okay so lying isnt a good start but i get it youre panicking

awww cheek kiss!!

dont let king hear luz

ok i would feel bad but i dont like kikimora so...imagine not being able to control a work life balance because youre too busy serving a half-zombie that you desperately want attention from (like what?)

king you snoop!

SUCK UP THE EDA LORE LUZ!!!!

oh whoops. girl you okay?

luz...dont be a therapist...you need therapy as much as kikimora does...

uh. kidnapping??

ohhhhh my gosh. im sorry horton

"would that make you more or less interested in buying them?" LMAOO

yikes awkward moment between amity and willow

imagine having to interact with someone but also you bullied them for a while but at the same time youre their friend's girlfriend

amity you may not know what a phone is called but you have an amazing respect for privacy

um so my earbuds are like tweaking out rn so this might be delayed while i try to fix them

ditched the earbuds, NEW HOTTIE VILLAIN ALERT

awww hi sweet potato!

oh raine is like brainwashed...

hell yeah lumity fight scene beat her ass

amity is an amazing girlfriend i wholeheartedly agree

lmao belos face reveal

eugh that zombie looking ahh face

amity being worried for her possibly screwed girlfriend

ep 12 time!

this is kinda boring so far lilith started a museum or smth

FLORA D'ESPLORA LMAOOOOO

snores!!

collector? like, collector of taxes?

okay but that glove of titan blood isnt gonna last forever be careful luz

YIKES DINOSAURS

yeah, first thing you say to the first person you see is "yo! what era is it?" luz mentality

its a megaglyph! dangg luz take notes

oh lilith has a point. be careful luz we cant have you getting traumatized

HOLY SHIT THEYRE SO COOKED

i hate phillip now, but at least luz and lilith made it out alive

NO EDA YOU DO DESERVE IT FORGIVE YOURSELF

um wtf did phillip carve on himself

UH. HE DID THE SAME THING THAT EMPEROR BELOS DOES. DOES THIS MEAN HES EMPEROR BELOS OR SMTH??

wow sun and moon motifs now im thinking about idwtbamg

the joy of being multifandom

ep 13

hunter your sewing skils are so ass

what kind of trouble did luz and gus get into this time???

lets go willow!

yay flyer derby!

WAIT I DIDNT KNOW WHAT HERMOSA MEANS SO I SEARCHED IT UP..

IT MEANS BEAUTIFUL AWWWWWWWWWW

real i expected luz to be like jumping up and down and throwing confetti out of her pockets

ooooh author lore

boscha looks so done

"YOU GUYS AREN'T CUTE-" shut up boscha none of your friends like you

wait...is this gonna be the first willow and hunter meet? i know theyre like together but idk how that would work

...6 am? hunter, are you okay? is this why you have eyebags?

WTF DUDE YOU QUIT WALKING SO YOUR ABOMINATION COULD MOVE FOR YOU YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CALL WILLOW A QUITTER

"youre just mad that she dropped your class" YES HE IS GUS KEEP ON TALKING

wow that was a dramatic entrance

gus is hella suspicious and i respect him for that

yes gus, protect your sweet friend

wow. luz and amity both have the potential to become insane conspiracy theorists.

oh no luz

goodbye hunter!

willow is such a badass dude what a QUEEN

amity is an emotional support shoulder for luz, how yuriful

ok i dont really like hunter yet but dang that staff is good

damn, hunter good job

how did the red juice disappear????

no gus you shouldve been that was good behavior

oh god hunter how long have you been living under this workplace nightmare.

idk how i feel about darius

hunter run NOW!!!

its the little biped???

"she's had a name this whole time?" yeah WHAt?

btw mattholomule is a CRAZY NAME.

yeah amity beat him up

man this tibbles guy has appeared as an antagonist like three times now and every time he manages to get ten times more annoying

all these vines are starting to remind me of that one mlp movie

darius is evil but at the same time hes a better father figure than belos could ever be, how disappointing

yeah no he does need a sewing lesson

THE COVER FOR THIS EPISODE HAS LUZ IN A VARSITY JACKET!! WITH AMITY!! THIS IS GONNA BE GOOD

[mangoposts]

seeing (i forgot his actual name) gwhip33 i think?

seeing his vlog like a month ago of the triplets at that house party made me think of all the events n parties they go to that we don’t see (obviously we’re not gonna see every single thing they do that would be quite odd!) and like all the ppl they’ve met that we don’t know about (or ppl they’ve gotten with SOZ i had to say it 😕)

and like it just made me think damn we really don’t know half the shit they get up to and we just make assumptions all the time

like they’re lowks so secretive which isn’t a bad thing, like i wouldn’t want the entire internet to know what i was doing all the time either ESPECIALLY in this fandom 😭

but like the need for wanting to know info about them and where they go, who they’re with and what they’re doing and the fact that like we likely never is just so crazy to me idk

the parasocial relationship is so bad but i AM a victim icl

like noo wdym those are my besties ‼️🫶😅😅

Im dead Lnfaooooooo tbh idgaf about the boys personal lives because like ????? Idk i don’t care. I’ll only go ape shit if they stop posting youtube videos like otherwise i dont think i could care enough about what they’re doing and who they’re doing it with. I 💯 Understand though, they handle a lot of shit really privately and i respect that a lot. They’re trying to keep a sense of their lives to themselves i personally really love that they do that 🤷🏻‍♀️ But curiosity killed the cat, sometimes i wanna know what Chris is having for breakfast or if he’s shitting rn like update me boy😝

[luckybakeryknightcalzone]

No hate just need to rant

I've been feeling really lonely lately I had to drop my friends of 8 years after finding out they would Vote for the UK version of republicans if it wouldn't make them "feel guilty" this combined with the fact that they are becoming more dangerous to hang out with such as leaving me alone in unfamiliar places like London at night or alone in a club and their recent increase in recreational drug use I had to drop them as Friends I know it's for the best but I miss them.

I've been trying to look at the positive side of things like I'm going to Uni next year but that dream is just seeming to slip away as the stress of college, work, and having no friends is getting to me.

But I'll be better I try my best so I'm trying to make friends online just to have some human connection but I have nothing and can't find any so here I am at 18 years old writing a Tumblr vlog post thing like it's the 2000s

It's kinda sad that I'm considering letting go so close to my dream I've always wanted to go to uni but all this has caused my grades to slip and my Russel Group dreams are fading.

I just wanted to be the best me but now I've lost it and it seems even my teachers have given up on me even my counsellor and I'm not sure what I did I literally have no one and the friends I do have I'm starting to despise as they say more increasingly crazy things about disabled people and the current political sate and they say it to me as a black female like I'm going to agree.

Im really trying to make friends but it is so hard even for a teenager Why is everyone full of hate? why does no one have interest and hobbies anymore?

If anyone has any advice on making friends or any online communities I can join just to talk with people my age I'm open to anything really anything I'm a very social person and I'm trapped.

I wrote this post in two segments. The first half when I was kinda sad and the second half when I was frustrated by the lack of community and fandom anymore

!!!!RANT SECTION!!!!

I'm really trying to make friends like REALLY trying

I'm kinda a nerd and I have been trying to get into the punk/rock community but it seems it's dead like sell out kinda dead like I spent 38 great British pounds £ to catch a train into Camden because I read online it was "the heart of punk". yeah, maybe in the 70s tell me why I see an "alternative Starbucks" I'm not really an extremist like this but I hope that Iced latta was worth those kids life's.

I don't care if you drink Starbucks but don't get butt hurt when I ask if you know about 🍉? and I just wasn't expecting it from a PUNK community like Punk is politics and I think those kids'lives 🍉 are included.

So I decided to walk around Camden and everyone was just idk how to explain it like I was lost when an old man asked me if I was okay I said yes and asked for directions I thought he was a cute punk grandpa but while I was asking him for directions he reached for my chest like WHAT!!?

And I went to this charity shop and I was looking at how cheap these vinyl (London calling) where like i wasn't talking to anyone just said "wow so cheap" and this girl and her bf or brother I'm not sure it was a real life sibling or dating situation said something like "she probably only shop at HMV" like an under their breath insult way I'm not sure could just be paranoid

I turned around and went home.

Maybe out door life is not for me honestly I don't know what I expected that someone would come up to me and be like "I like your top let's be friends" and all of a sudden I'm living my indie rock life with good friends and good grades.

So forget punk maybe something else I love the marauders (I know I hate JK Rowling just as much as you do but the Marauders technically isn't hers like there is no Marauders cannon and I only have access to the harry potter movie because my mum pays for netflix I have no merch, no products, no games nothing it's just me and this world we've all tricked ourselves into believing is true)

But omg I couldn't have picked a more toxic fandom like everyone has the same ideas, the same way of thinking, the same "cannon" and if you don't think the same way you will be sentenced to death and as a Snape fan this is a hard fandom to be in.

Like I can't like Snape because he bullied Neville but I can like Barty and Bellatrix because they are misunderstood? Did we forget what they did to Neville's parents?

Also me personally I think Jegulus is kinda weird but only because me and my younger siblings have the same age gap as Sirius and Regulus and basically live completely different lives. I couldn't imagine introducing someone my age to her and them having romantic feelings it's just too creepy, like at your big age what do you have in common with that kid? Nothing? Why are you together if not because they are a kid? freak (I know the age gap isn't big but it is to me ) I hope this makes sense.

Also everyone James X Regulus fic really is James x Severus like what do you mean Regulus is good at potions and charms to the point he's the best in his class and can make his own spells? What do you mean after finding James dead he became a spy then died? Like hello

There's so much I can say about this fandom and I'm not really part of it just kinda consuming the content

I love wolfstar don't kill me.

Anyway thanks for letting me rant if you want to be friends I'm interested.

We can talk about

• the marauders

•60s-80s rock music (especially QUEEN 👑)

•The hobbit > lord of the rings

•going to concerts (going to see green day in October)

•the fact I want to lose weight in a healthy way but I'm too scared to go to the gym

•lego

• West Anderson or any kind of movie. I love movies and take recommendations

•horror Movies (not shock gore)

•The secret history is my favourite book (I'm dyslexic so audio book recommendations please)

I might make more post ranting about stuff maybe not this really helped get stuff off my chest since I literally have no one to talk to I can't wait to get out of this house and as far away from this hell College as possible. I'm really going to lock in in Second year only As and Distinctions.

-Mary

[abimbonamedcarmenthabaddie]

I am gone be a bad bitch in the making. Today I did my classwork and walked for 30 minutes outside in the sunshine. I have to say it was very healing and calming.And i vlogged a clip of me walking and talking to the camera on my iphone. This blog is for a hobby sharing my weight loss glow up journey, witchcraft and law of assumption journey.

I have been up all night. I had a lot of energy and didnt want to go to bed. Sometimes I am stubborn when it comes to making myself get off phone and go to bed. Its a condition its called I cannot think of the name and I dont find it important because i like being night owl. Eventually I will break this bad habit but spirit and ancestors said not today Satan in jokingly way.

I am using I Track Bites that is called Healthi now which is like Weight Watchers but less commitment and cheaper. I got the subscription and its worth the money. You can track points or calories. I am tracking calories. And i been eating more cleaner. Stuff like old fashioned oats and whole wheat pasta and using less creamer in coffee because that shit adds up.

I been consistently tracking in app for over 3 days. I am aiming to track everyday for atleast 30 days or longer. I need to drink more water and track the water too. Consistency and discipline is the only thing that is gone get this weight off and keep the weight off. So I am really trying to remember and not be lazy. I also been doing intermittent fasting 16:8 for like 3 days clean fasting and it feels good.

So many years i failed fasting and couldn't do it clean. But now I can and that is progress. Yes i been the same weight for while but being able to do fast clean is progress. I take all progress even small progress.

Its time for me to shine. Women was created to be adored, loved and worshipped and my sp will do all that plus more. I made a Okcupid account to try to find men who take me out on dates and learn how to talk to men and get sponsors.

I like my profile bio I am always unique. Some may say its not a good bio but im winging this shit trying be to cyber sugar baby. Its because I want money but I cannot drive and its akward nowadays getting man to pick you up for date because men do crazy stuff so women drive themselves or uber but I need job to afford uber.

Regardless my goal is get bullshit job so i can pay for my own travel to date and other stuff to improve my look to get men who want to spend on me. My main motto is " I dont want to be the first I want to be the best". I am in no rush to get money because I am not into fast money I am into consistent and long money and sometimes arrangements like that takes longer but worth it.

I want a remote job and I have a blockage of feeling its impossible and fake jobs to find a legit at home job when I know there are at home jobs and its legit ones people sign up online and its a thought

I should get out of my mind because I can find at home job. Now how soon I cant say but whats correct is that there are jobs I can get. So to reprogram my mind im gone look up youtube videos with helpful information and apply that information because I need money to level up. Especially for content creation and sex work. So its crucial I find a job because somehow i gotta pay for these things.

I am gone start pre writing post and schedule on the apps. I am gone to pre post Twitter and here. I am not sure if Instagram and tiktok has that feature. It will help me batch make content and pre plan so im not rushed and have to post randomly. I will make lot of content so I can schedule and behead of the game and have time to live and self care and not be rushed trying to do a lot in one day.

I been very consistent and disciplined when it comes to my daily routine shit like going on 30 minute walk outside in the sunshine to feed my 3rd eye. I am gone start drinking my tea for my pineal gland and mediatations and affirmations and get spiritual insight.

And also because of the sun God Ra from Egypt.Sunshine is important for your physical and spiritual body especially your chakras. I have to start working on my chakras and do meditations and affirmations and foods and yoga.

I also need to go back to spending hour sitting on grass on sheet in yard sitting and doing coffee and tea magick and planning content, sex work and stuff I want to do in my note app in iphone looking nice and neat. The next step is to go to my note app and pick ideas i had and act on it especially video topics for Youtube. And listening to affirmations and rampages outside on phone on speaker. And do my 45 minutes outside feet on grass grounding for my witchy path and my spiritual abilities.

My main goal is increasing my kitchen, tea and coffee magick because I cant openly do stuff because my house not accepting and respecting that im a witch and occultist and treating me like im evil and going to hell when they dont practice the bible like they say they do and judge people who dont serve their God.

Plus I never liked complex workings. I am a simple type gal my favorite is candle magick which I miss but I cant openly do it so thats out and thats okay. It will be plenty time to do it once I move out and spiritual freedom.

I am gone start singing more with spirit and ancestors helping and doing mediation for channeling and mediumship for them to be in me stronger. Its a grateful feeling to know they are in you and they can help you and talk though you and talk to you.

I am gone keep planning and creating and posting my self help content and be unique and creative and teach what I know and my perspectives to women who are on the same energy level as me and aligns with me who want to maybe take or buy digital product I want to do once im established and trusted as consistent content creator.

I have something to look foreword to and it will keep me consistent and disciplined and stop feeling like I need to be perfect with weave and makeup and certain clothes and background to be successful.

The honest truth is we got to start from somewhere and have humble beginnings and as you learn and have money to invest buy and take classes and give time to my content creation.

Social media makes you feel you gotta have everything at one time or be perfect. People need to start delaying gratification and wait for larger reward by being patient and consuming and looking for real dopamine. I now during the day stay off phone beginning of the day for 3 to 5 hours in morning and eventing and mindful of my task and when I am on social media and need to turn phone off again.

Because I am not letting social media control me. Life is better offline but I have a passion and gift and purpose and i can make good living online as content creator. I

f I wasnt trying make this career I wouldnt keep social media but Its interest in creating income and being seen because I am worthy of being seen and celebrated and supported my peers and people who admire and support me and my message and business.

Also subs dont inbox me if you not sending. All my information is in my banner on here. You must tribute but even if you dont share my post and like and support me so tumblr show my page.

[buffa-z]

ep 10

tsumuris vlogging adventure begins

she really doesnt want to be his sister at this point. and granted he is being cryptic about why but she genuinely seems tortured by the thought... for reasons which are expanded upon in myyyyy divergent timeline and not in the show <3

exterior shot of the house for my own reference (hint: i fucked it up in tmc and am going to have to edit it) its a gorgeous house tho you must wonder when and how he got it. given that his real/adoptive parents dont live there its not an inherited ukiyo family house

and girori is dad :)

yupp thus begins his endless questions

ace has four wishes so far:

world where he can participate in the dgp until he dies

world where he doesnt need a job to live

third thing

the dgp staff is his family

ok imagine youre getting off your construction job and some dude dress like a host complete with roses appears and he seems familiar but you cant place it and then he talks and its the most famous dude in the world aka "that star guy from the commercials" and he wants Your attention

way to show michinaga really truly doesnt remember bc he actually would get the autograph

now imagine theres a lady with the star, also dressed way too formal for a job site, and she pushes him. she pushes the star of the star of the stars to the side. and hes not mad but that doesnt matter bc the lady is bringing you something in a box DAMNIT FLASHBACKS OF VIOLENT YAOI MOMENTS WITH THIS GUY . RIGHT. IM KAMEN RIDER BUFFA AND IM GONNA KILL YOU GUYS

seriously its crazy how all the flashbacks they show are him facing down with ace. obsessed much?

i mean really though. ill never get over ace crouched down scribbling on michinagas shirt while hes distracted i could get high off these sharpie fumes

kamen rider frame of all time right there

michinagaike another stupid wish really im so gonna kill you THROW A ROCK AT HIS HEAD

ace: this is the fourth game you invited buffa to. is that for a good reason or a bad reason?

tsumuri: well not a good one

neon dressed fully in doll clothes, looking happy. because she lost her wish for love.

you can see ace thinking trying to figure out why she didnt get called back

tsumuri: do you miss her?

ace: (super obvious jaw twitch) no (MAKES DIRECT EYE CONTACT WITH CAMERA) a painful world is better off forgotten

ace: i hope tycoon is doing well

keiwa: losing at scratches and wearing an ugly vest too

wow she even forgets about soba i forgot

the implication being that she put her whole self into that wish, and really lost it

that makes a lot of sense with the way aces wishes work, they never require much from him but rather from his surroundings. and buffas wish is pretty much exclusive to the game itself so its self sustaining. neon is a middle ground where its true she put herself into her wish but also it was about how other people felt about her. if she no longer needs love to be happy then thats a change to her person but not necessarily her life

punmjack punkjack punkjack punkjack punkjack

ace: i have to bother michinaga right now ir ill get boreedddddd

PUNKJACK!!

too bad he has to have a misogyny arc in order to provoke ace (thus revealing to everyone exactly what aces previous wish was)

some old guy comes up to michinaga to let him know he used to be a macho misogynist too.

team game!

buffa is now babysitting - girori is testing him

michinaga: tsumuri i dont want to play with these people

tsumuri: shut the hell up and take your buckle

IMMM PUNKJACK!!!

ace: wait YOURE punkjack?!!??!??

punkjack: no questions nerd we have people to assassinate I mean jamato to defeat

its been said but buffa really can fight

oh now buffa wants to gripe about teammates not cooperating

punkjack can fight like crazy too

girori doesnt know archimedel is increasing the jamatos powers

ram girl: what do you expect? we're normal people

michinaga: .......right you guys are normal people. fuck. im going to have to watch you guys die.

"this is a big chance for normies like us," says punkjack who is neither normie nor wishing for anything

ace still cant believe thats punkjack - the staff plant

"you dont have to play that thing all the time"

the way michinaga and ace share information in the game is kind of crazy but this time they are the only returning champions and rivals as they are they both love complaining

oooh i wonder who the late entrant might be... its not possible to know....

they really go out of their way to show the new money type of rich the kuramas are in their house compared to aces house imo. like both types of houses are expensive but one of them 9/10 times you literally cannot buy it. and the other one has a "lawyer foyer" as the great mcmansionhell describes it.

ugh not the arranged marriage part. go away for ever.

possibly feminist move of kurama sr to want neon in the dgp but in the end its really for the same motive as the arranged marriage so.

neon you have a guest. its a beautiful woman and she has Two toys for you.

tsumuri: please be cautious!

buffa: slamming each limb individually into a different jamato

buffa knocking rhe crate out from hnder the plank also a very important moment characterwise to me

fuck i hate this part. women should never die. she doesnt deserve it just bc shes not a kamen rider

notice how buffa fights 150% harder now

ninja zombie is actually awesome, i do think it would be a good buckle option for buffa if he ever gets some patience

punkjack's potty trick! this is how you kill the strongest man in the world

ok i cant pretend i dont get hard over this fight. including the little laugh when geats gets to the other group of jamato. he sliterslly shirtless

i love the way buffa puts things down and comes back to them (ie stabbing a jamato and coming back for the blades after kicking the shit out of other jamato) king of object permanence

NAGO IS BACK! AND SHES GOT A BUCKLE!

beat is so fucking cool i fucking love beat so nuch fuck yes yum yes BEAT AXE

shes sucha good kamen rider

and all the jamato partied so hard they died

i forget shes literally got support spells

and yes she gets weather powers out if jt

NAGO EXLOOSION TURNAROUND LETS GOO

buffa realizing he has real competition, not just ace

michinaga getting back and he automatically looks at ace when ace isnt looking and then ace looks at him when hes not looking You guys seriously need to figure your shit out

aces genuine smile that neon gets to be back in the game

they really are such a trio tho. like the triptych of main hero, girl best friend, and edgy guy with whom hero has a gay thing. its irresistible. its naruto clues.

ace finally deciding to tell someone about his mom, and it's neon he tells. and hes so used to lying, he asks if neon can believe him

damn that was a brutal first round.

punkjack: i dunno man i dont know if i can get ace killed

girori: ok then what exactly am i paying you for

[enluv]

cocooooo !!! :)) i was introduced to riize when they first made their ig and it appeared on my feed,, my friend told me about them and i decided to give it a try and stan them and I DO NOT REGRET IT loll the bias life in riize is def hard 😭🫂 when i first saw the members,, SEUNGHAN had caught my eye, i remember seeing him after watching him perform and was like “who’s this fine looking man that can sing,, dance, and is just an all rounder in general” i stayed like that for a good month until i saw EUNSEOK that man istg I LOVE HIMMM our unbothered king (black hair looks so good on him like hello? 😵‍💫) and then again it stayed like that for a month until I SAW WONBIN AHHHH he makes me wanna scream ,, he’s so talented and is such a good center for riize , he’s literally the full package he serves looks, talent, personality and cuteness what can he not do and ofc everything was going fine until i was on TikTok and i saw this one edit of sungchan and he was in the fit he wore for their talk saxy comeback live,, HIM THERE >>> i be getting nostalgic sometimes seeing him with nct as someone who was an nctzen 😭 BUT LIKE SUNGCHAN i literally love listening to him rap sm IMA NEED SM TO pull up and give ma boy more next comeback so right now that’s how my bias situation is lmaoo (its sungchan rn but idk what the future will hold 😝) and that’s not to say I don’t love the three other members that were mentioned and the other three that weren’t mentioned,, I LITERALLY LOVE THEM ALL just cant pick a bias 😭😔

(IM SO SORRY THIS WAS LONG,, I JUST BE HAVING A LITTLE FUN SOMETIMES WITH RIIZE 😭😭🧡)

MY BAD DASH I DID NOT KNOW I WROTE SO MUCH LEMME ADD A READ MORE 😭😭😭

they definitely hit the instagram algorithm jackpot because tell me why I had friends who weren’t into kpop asking me who wonbin and seunghan were 😭 but so real! I don’t regret it either hehe I just adore them seriously!! but don’t worry picking a bias is so hard like I don’t see how you can atp 😭 they’re all amazing and deserve the world (sm needs to burn and I’ll do if I have to!) SEUNGHAN IS SO GORGEOUS HE FR FR CAUGHT MY EYE TOO LIKE SIR YOU ARE ACTUALLY VERY GORGEOUS AND BEAUTIFUL AND CAN SING AND DANCE???!!! completely get it and im TOTALLY normal about him……🧍🏻‍♂️I AM SO GLAD YOU SAID THAT BECAUSE EUNSEOK WITH BLACK HAIR IS MY FAVORITE EUNSEOK AND HE NEEDS TO KEEP IT BLACK ALWAYS BECAUSE OMFG I need to bite him. I can’t explain it but I seriously need to. The way I felt every emotion you went through too 😭😭 wonbin has me in a chokehold at the moment because he’s just so my boy yk like and he is a star boy and I am such a star enthusiast and I actually did not know he had a thing for stars for a while so when he caught my eye I was super surprised and then I learned about his star interest and (this may sound insane) but I felt like the moon and stars were fr leading me to him like 😭😭 ik that sounds crazy but I seriously did feel like he was meant to be my bias or like just an idol I enjoy yk? Sungchan and I need to fight because one why are you so tall and two why are you so tall and talented and a literal 10/10 like leave something or anything for the rest of us PLEASE! I COMPLETELY GET THE NOSTALGIA PART WITH SUNGTARO IT KILLS ME ESPECIALLY IDK IF YOU SAW BUT IN THEIR LITTLE BEHIND VLOGS WHEN HE IS LIKE “I used to come here alone and always wished to come with a group, and now I can do that so I’m happy” I actually cried so bad because him and shotaro deserve it like I am so freaking happy to see them here in a fixed group with people who love them and deserve it just as much 🥹 atm ig as an update I am just going to consider myself OT7 because I can’t pick a bias to save my life 😭 wonbin and anton have a chokehold on me but I’d fold for eunseok and sungtaro will always be my babies no matter what and sohee + seunghan get me everytime so I just can’t pick atm 😞 but maybe in the future one will slip through the cracks and be my bias 😭 but seriously ITS HARD TO PICK ONE 😭 I need to burn sm down though especially with the way they’ve been treating seunghan lately like that recent riize and realize episode? oh that pissed me off BAD! sm needs to burn ! ALSO DONT APOLOGIZE I LOVE TALKING ABOUT RIIZE ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I DONT KNOW MANY PEOPLE WHO STAN THEM HERE ON TUMBLES SO I LOVE HAVING SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THEM 🥺🤍

[stormyoceans]

Have a nice day, Monica! 🌸How are you feeling? Do you sleep better or are you worried about insomnia? I have a question for you: what are your favorite interviews with JimmySea? Can you make a top? I like their interviews, where the boys tell something special about their character, about hobbies outside the set or about their family. But I think the most favorite interview is Mint Hang Out. Very beautiful bright cafe, delicious dishes, Jimmy and Sea in flirting mode, and Jimmy, who did not come out of the image of Puen, because there were shootings the day before, and driving everyone crazy with gentle looks. Take care of yourself!🌸

hello, dear anon!!!! 💜

this is such a sweet message and that’s also a very interesting question!!! unfortunately im not the best at keeping track with interviews and events, so im probably going to miss some major one, but im going to try to make a small list of my favorites anyway!!!

praew magazine Q&A. YOU WILL NEVER GET ME TO ADMIT HOW MANY TIMES I’VE REWATCHED THIS INTERVIEW JUST KNOW I WOULD HAVE ORDERLIES AT MY DOOR READY TO DRAG ME INTO A PADDED ROOM IF I ADMITTED IT OUT LOUD. im not sure why i like it so much tbh, maybe because it’s a recent one and you can really see how much more comfortable they are in front of the camera and with each other, especially sea. my favorite part is how after the 15th time sea touched jimmy’s leg in the span of 3 minutes even the editor of the video was like if im forced to bare witness to things not even god could withstand then so are y’all [zooms in]

mint hang out vlog. jimmy truly be having some residual method acting left in his system with how ridiculously FOND he looks throughout the entire video. the only reason it doesn't get first place to me is because technically this isn’t exactly an interview but more of a vlog, as the title says, however since i love it and the ACTUAL interview doesn’t have any subs (if anyone asks this is my villain origin story btw) i’ve decided that i don’t care and that im gonna add it to the list anyway. ALSO THIS PERFECTLY SHOWS WHY WE NEED A JIMMYSEA EATING PROGRAM @ GMMTV LISTEN TO THE PEOPLE!!!!!!

our skyy vice versa interview. LISTEN i know it doesn't have any subs so it's not fully accessible to international fans, however it deserved a place here even just for THEE HUG™, i know it was for a challenge but sea clearly didn't expect it and you can tell he is SO DELIGHTED by it AND SO AM I OKAY IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU I AM ONLY HUMAN. also even if you don't know what they're talking about the vibes are just so immaculate and unmatched i would listen to them FOR HOURS

open the world interview. im so very fond of this one because i feel like it's a very good starting point to get to know them. sea is still very shy here, but you learn a lot of things that if you follow them for a while you find out are true: that behind the scenes sea is clingy and determined, that jimmy is always there to guide him, that the way they express their love (even the platonic kind) is by supporting and taking care of the other person, that they do end up spending time together swimming and singing and wakeboarding......

let's talk BL podcast. i knew i could trust them with my life when they were asked which was their favorite vice versa episode and jimmy replied that it was episode 10 (because he is so proud of himself for the derangement he unleashed upon us) while sea eventually picked episode 11 (because he is a man of culture) TRULY KINGS OF TASTE VISION AND CORRECT OPINIONS ONLY!!!!!!! honestly it's just a great interview all-around and i always love how both jimmy and sea try their best in everything they do

i wish i could add more but sadly all the other ones that come to mind (like the oishi magic of zero episode with milklove and the jd's birthday party live with earthmix) don't have any subs ;;;;;; let's hope we're gonna get a lot more when last twilight finally airs!!!!!

[levantea]

[6.21pm]

❥ Member: hyunjin

❥ Rating: PG

❥ Warning: none

❥ Word count: 612

“I can’t believe i actually heed your words and followed you all the way here,” you scoffed and playfully slap you boyfriend’s shoulders, causing him to laugh while pulling your hands back into his.

The beach was serene as there wasn’t many people lingering around, only leaving the 2 of you sitting by the bench and enjoying the night breeze.

The whole getaway was impromptu — you were working from home and you picked up the phone call from you boyfriend who was supposed to be at his dorm with other members, hearing the latter asking you to pack some of your stuff and meet him downstairs in 1 hour.

You panicked because you still have plenty of work in hand but you were surprised by how Hyunjin reassured you by applying annual leave for you. Even though your head was filled with confusion, you still packed your stuff and met him on time.

On the way he was telling you about how hectic his schedules have been, hence the lack of time to meet you physically or even going on a date. Once in a blue moon he was given with 2 days break and so he decided to visit Oido island, including bringing you along.

“Well, do you like the scenery?” He pulled you closer to his embrace, one hand snaking around your waist and the other gently placing your head on his shoulders. He finished filming his vlog earlier and now you both can finally spend some couple time together in a new place.

“Yes i do, thankfully i came with you, work was driving me crazy,” you nudged a little closer to him, sniffing in his mild fragrant scent that is your all time favourite. You can always find peace in his arms, no matter where both of you go.

“We need a break babe, to walk further in life. We need to live life like a marathon, not a sprint,” his husky voice ringed beside your ears, soon feeling a soft kiss placed on your head by your lover.

“Hyun, shall we take a wefie together? It has been really long,” you whipped out your camera from your tote bag, waving slightly infront of him which caused him smiling from ears to ears.

“Of course we have to,” he took over the camera and finding the best angle to take them, only to find you creeping behind him, placing both hands over his neck and back hug him.

“I saw couples on the net doing the same position so i wanna try,” you whispered into his ears, hearing chuckles leaving his lips as he nodded and hold onto your hands with one of his free hand.

“1,2,3, cheese!” both of you recited in unison, giving the warmest smile while throwing all the burdens aside temporarily.

“As expected, you are talented in everything,” you take back the camera, scanning through the photos he had taken, grinning at how the photos were perfectly captured.

“Even if i am talented in everything, i am still a baby infront of you,” he leaned in to peck your pink lips, staying on them for awhile before diving deeper to explore more of you.

You pulled away after awhile as your eyes caught someone walking pass, covering your face with both of your palms. squealing at how awkward it was to kiss in public and people seen it somemore.

“I don’t really care, as long as im with you,” he took your palms into his, pulling you back into his arms and shared with you how the night is beautiful and how he hope to stay with you as long as he can live.

-> Gotten my inspiration from Hyunjin’s latest vlog to Oido island on his own :)

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[tarosin]

the not so great adventures of y/n tommy tubbo and ranboo

this is an extra episode to the great adventures series -

people included: platonic! jack/tubbo/ranboo/tommy

please read what is written in bold

this is an “alternative ending” around 15 years into the future and is heavily inspired by bo burnhams song ‘goodbye’ this doesn’t mean this is actually how the series is going to end im writing it now and including it as part of series as their friendship is already established i can confirm y/n and the group are going to have a happy ending when the series eventually comes to an end this also does not mean the series is anywhere near the end i plan on continuing the series as vlogs come out. i’m sorry HOWEVER i am currently writing how y/n made friends with everyone so you have that to look forward to. i am sorry to the new people who requested to be on the taglist as this is the first thing you’re being tagged in

cw: angst, cursing

it had been around 14 years since ranboo moved to the UK, a year after the day you all met, to be with you tommy and tubbo. you were all thriving; you were living with your best friends, were all some of the most watched creators, you were constantly making new memories with everyone. you even had a wall full of photos of you all from every adventure you had been on with a picture of ranboo poorly edited into the background which made you laugh as you passed the wall every day. almost every evening you would all watch something on the tv, often re watching your favourite tv shows. the past few months had been pretty rough, there were days you didn’t even want to leave the house. you and tommy would fight over the smallest things. for example, a few weeks ago you were both arguing about who was responsible for forgetting something whilst out shopping.

“you were supposed to remind me to get it!”

“i told you to make a fucking list tommy, how is this my fault?”

“because i told you to fucking remind me but you were too focused on playing around!”

“you’re not making any sense tommy!”

“oh fuck off, y/n! i don’t even want to look at you right now!”

“so long tommy i’ll see you when i see you!”

and with that you left to stay with jack until you were ready to go back home, it was around now you lost your love for streaming, however jack encouraged you to stream for a little while so you fans don’t think you’ve left them in the dark. 20 minutes into the stream you felt like you were slowly loosing power even though it hadn’t even been an hour into your stream. A week later you were still with jack, that’s when you got the notification from tubbo.

bo: y/n... we’re sorry we tried our best to make him stay

boo: y/n come home as soon as possible

*tommy has left the chat*

*tommy has blocked tubbo, ranboo, jack and y/n*

bo: he blocked me??

jack: and me

boo: ...yeah

jack offered to drive you back home, which you gladly accepted. the ride was silent, the pair of you still trying to process what just happened, your friend of over 14 years had enough and left you all, until you finally spoke up your voice shaking as you tried not to cry.

“so this is how it ends heh?”

“well at least i’ll save fuel driving taking us all on adventures.”

“youre really joking at a time like this..”

“i was only trying to lighten the mood.. you know you’re being rather selfish not everything is about you. you’ve always been like this.”

“jack, i know you’re upset, i am too, please don’t take this out on me.”

“get out the car.”

“well stop the car then for fuck sake, i’m not getting injured because of you.”

as soon as jack pulled over, you got out and began the walk home, your vision became blurry due to the tears forming as you watched jack drive away. you ended up sitting in a cafe for a while to calm down. none of this felt real you pinched yourself, hoping to find out you were stuck in some nightmare. jack must have returned by the time you made it to the cafe as the community was now spamming questions on twitter asking why jack has now left and unfollowed everyone, followed by your mods telling you to check twitter. your fan base were hurt as their favourite streamers were falling apart and blocking each other. followed by them asking why you’ve not been streaming, you felt like you were going crazy as everyone else was able to stream and enjoyed doing so but you were struggling to stream with no one laughing in the background. you ended up sending a dm to your discord announcements knowing that they’ll share the news.

y/n: so long, goodbye for now. you guys have been extremely supportive over the past 15 years. however there is a lot going on right now (i’ll spare you all the details) i’m going to be taking a break for a while. after all does anybody want to joke when no one’s laughing in the background? i’m sure we’ll meet again, until then my loves!

10 minutes later you decided you should probably go home to the others, after all they’re all you have left.

“i promise to never go outside again.”

as soon as you walked into the house rather than being met with tubbo asking if you were okay, you were met with a notification.

*bo has left the chat*

he stood with his bags near the door

“this is all your fault, i can’t look at you anymore”

“you’re really joking in a time like this...right?”

“you were looking for a reason hide again.”

“trust me buddy i found it.”

ranboo pulled you as close as he could crying into the crook of your neck, you wrapped your arms around his waist as tubbo left the house. it felt like he took the happy memories with him. as soon as ranboo let go, you ran to your room locking the door trying to hide away from the situation, ranboo sat on the other side of the door not wanting to be alone.

“am i going crazy? would i even know? am i right back where i started 14 years ago?”

“y/n let me in.”

you unlocked the door and practically fell into ranboos arms, once you felt strong enough the pair of you sat on your bed, nothing could separate the pair of you right now, you both lost the people you cared about.

“i swear to god all i ever wanted was a little bit of everything all of the time. i’ve finished playing and i’m staying inside.”

“y/n i’m sorry..”

“im sorry too, ranboo, i guess this is the it.”

“at least we have each other.”

“and that fucking photograph wall.”

“that’s a problem for another night..please get some rest.”

it took a while but eventually you fell asleep in his embrace. you may have lost the others but at least one of your best friends stuck around.

taglist (sorry guys)

@dumb-chaotic-bi-energy @uselesssapphickitten @l0ver0fj0y @etheriaaly @xx-smiley-xx @hawarun @kylobensgirl @cawcaw-pretty-thing @reverse-iak @renleicrashed @c1loudee