#im traumatized tbfh

[questioningstressing]

List of quotev drama from 2015-2019 that I remember! Not in order fuck that

In late 2021-2022 people made groups specifically targeting DID systems that had persecutors

2018 someone set their PFP (profile picture) as just... Actual shit, their shit, in the toilet.

Someone claiming to be underaged made an account where their PFP was furry porn and their whole account was filled with bragging about being a minor, they said it was a joke but it wasn't because they proceeded to RP as this same character on several different accounts

In about 2017-2018 every thought reverse racism existed

A group of people (me included) would search out on purpose for pedophiles just to get them IP banned off the website.

People on the website still have no idea what the word groom means (some 13 was telling everyone another 13 year old groomed them bc they broke up with them?)

THE ONLINE DATING SCENE WAS INSANE made a small diagram of shit that had happened in my friend group when I first joined quotev

8. Every other day someone is getting canceled.

9. A band called rats on acid joined the website and encouraged minors to Drink and simp/Flirt with the pr manager, using aave in an attempt to seem hip, ignored people's pronouns while those pronouns where in user names and called people gendered terms after they specified not liking those terms, bullied people for liking MLP (at the time there was a thriving sub culture of people who liked MLP on quotev) being furries (on a small site filled with mostly autistic queer people who are furries? Yeah that'll blow over well) encouraged their "fans" to harass people (no one did) all while plagiarizing nirvana songs. It's been 3 years and they haven't been active since then.

10. The trumed vs tucute debate of 2015-16 haunts my memories

11. Several people claimed family members were missing. Several times people found their missing loved one just fine. On Facebook. Not having gone missing at all. Almost every time.

12. Several people showed off fresh s/h scars in art books

13. Recently someone made a straight pride and allosexual pride phone background.

[whomturgled]

feelin pretty normal

[pissypuffypissers]

Huge babble that makes no sense on this kinda related topic

As a fucking adult, looking at you other adults, please talk to kids. Kids are starved for adult attention that arent their parents. Now, Im not talking about weird shit, or friend shit. Kids are starved for MENTORS. People to confide in and get advice from. People to look up to in hobbies and fields they want to go into. People who they can show off to, prove themselves to and get the approval of. Someone to encourage that little bit inside of them that says "this is it, I want to do this." I mean, all I have to do is just listen, treat their thoughts and concerns seriously and, well, thats it.

THATS FUCKING SAD. I SHOULD NOT become a main stone in a childs life because I treat them like a human and show genuine interests in their lives and passions. I SHOULD NOT have kids that adore me because I treat them with respect. The fact that it's like that genuinely pisses me off, tbfh. Hell, I just do fish shit. Thats all I do, really. I make cool aquariums, post them on reddit, and moderate a few fish subs. Because of that I have 5 fucking kids that randomly attached themselves to me because they see me as a person they can learn shit from and confide in, mainly the confiding tbfh! My whole role with these little humans is a vaguely maternal/paternal figure (maternal instincts go burr) that lets them vent about their problems, gives healthy solutions, and sometimes to tell them that they fucked up/what happened to them was messed up. Some of the shit these kids parents do is fucked up, and many of these kids are so starved for positive attention/interaction they'll take it from anyone. Which brings in predators! If its so easy for ME, someone who DOES NOT seek out children, to not only talk with kids but gain their trust because I simply treat them like a person, how easy must it be for pedos. If all I have to do is listen, and give feedback that isnt noncommittal, how easy would it be for a pedo. How much easier must it be when those children are then isolated from most adults, so they can never have the chance to talk about their predator. Just with what i'm doing I managed to protect 2 kids from online pedos. 2 out of 5! Thats a lot! We all know how prominent pedos are online. Hell, just on the fish keeping discord one of my friends owns we had 3 cases of pedos predating on the kids in the community in 1 year. 3! In a fish keeping server! Because, to be completely fucking frank, there are kids LIKE that predator at the time when its online. Like, its fucking traumatic, but most dont realize it is traumatic until later. But like, that's when theyre out of that fucky wucky shituation. They may feel a bit fucky wucky about it from time to time while in that toxic shituation, but theyre getting an influx of positive adult attention they rarely get otherwise. Like yeah, they have their parents, maybe aunts and uncles (But, especially for kids that move a lot, highly unlikely) and they have teachers. But how many kids will talk about relationships or "taboo topics" like talking about who they like, or their fledging politics with their parents/teachers/uncles or aunts. Especially if theyre in abusive situations! Im not JUST talking abuse thats bad enough for CPS to get into either, how many kids get ground down and belittled by the adults in their lives constantly, to the point they WONT talk with authority figures about sensitive topics.

Child abuse is a big problem, so it's important that we don't let children communicate with adults except their parents and other official authority figures. Everyone knows the best way to prevent child abuse is to keep children isolated and ensure all their communications are controlled.

[lovphobic]

instead ill vent in the tags of my own post. read if u want idc

[chubbyybunnie]

Tbfh I dont want to forgive my parents. I dont. Nor do I care that they were traumatized by their parents. One or both of them could have gotten therapy but neither of them did. Out of all my siblings, I have suffered the most. I dont give a fuck really about empathy or understanding. Their mistakes follow me around for the rest of my life. Their fuck ups affect me as an adult. I cant afford therapy so Im just out here making due with marijuana and tiktok snippets from licensed mental health professionals. The only things that keep me alive and going are my cats. If it werent for them, I would have probably said fuck all this by now.

[dawnsdarkside]

Just out of curiosity, how did you get into ChiLuc? what was the appeal of it for you? I'm curious to know why you think it works so well for Diluc please dont take this the wrong way!

oh lordy anon do u have any idea how much its gonna take out of me to not ramble out a whole fuccin novel... lemme just say from the start i got into it because of tea (aka cryoknights/hydrokissed) who was obviously my kaeya from the start and one day after we spent many hours discussing our two sad bros they randomly told me they didnt think they shipped either diluc or kaeya with anyone but were very suddenly considering childe and i was like. who ? because i hadnt met him yet dsjfhgfdshjg and they told me some abt him and i was just like huh. yea sure love who u love yknow and then fast-forward maybe a week when i actually ran into childe in-game and it only took like a day for me to be like 👀 wait actually,

thats how i got into it specifically !! as for the appeal lemme try to recap:

rivals

enemies to lovers

red / blue

hydro / pyro

grumpy / cheerful

grumpy actually has a rly soft heart / cheerful is actually devil incarnate

easily irritated / makes a point to get under your skin

hero with the personality of a bad guy / villain with the personality of a good guy

obviously traumatized / just as traumatized but not as obviously

daddy issues

battle couple

thats just the initial appeal though tbfh i could go on for approximately two hundred seventy-eight hours with just the stuff me and tea have talked about. youre welcome to ask about that too ofc but im guessing thats not the intel you were here for lmao

[shartingan]

NOOOO COS UR RIGHT. 5 KAGE SUMMIT. bc to me its NEVER made sense that sasuke is the only one to question the system.....esp when for ppl like neji theyre fucked by the system on a daily basis. Neji is has main character motivations but side character placement which is so interesting to me......he has all this potential and talent and anger and angst and nothing within the narrative to do with it. And if he left then.....with half the clan.....the original ELITE clan fractured.....that makes it real. The other kage and villages have sit there n be like shit. This isnt limited to one person we can write off as crazy anymore. Idk how the hyuga clan wouldve felt re: the uchihas but the ripple of effect of uchiha clan > itachi > sasuke > neji > the lower branch > the leaf and naruto being like. Oh. Is this right? Are we righr? Or even if its wrong, how are we going to contend with all these ppl that left, and the ppl that could join them? Sasuke and neji parralels KILL me and neji especially kills me and if sasuke had AT LEASTTT one other person who thought like he did to bounce ideas off of shippuden wouldve been so different. Not one guy desperately trying to oppose the system but a movement. Fuck

YESS ANON YOURE SO RIGHT AGAIN. neji spinoff when!!

again under the cut bcos i got so excited sorry! ;__;

if sasuke had anyone from leaf with him during shippuden that wasnt fucking orochimaru to bounce ideas off of sooooooo much wouldve changed. like team taka are amazing and theyve been all hurt uniquely in different ways due to the shinobi system: karin with uzushiogakure, jugo with orochimaru’s experiments, suigetsu with orochimaru‘s experiments and the death of his brother. but sasuke i feel like needed someone from the leaf (who wasnt a freak like kabuto or orochimaru) to validate his feelings toward the leaf. neji could be there for him to both bounce ideas off of and to validate his feelings, providing sasuke a support he was REALLY lacking during shippuden tbfh

when i read what you said about neji taking the branch clan with him i gasped out loud YESSS thats genius. like not only would that put leaf in a deeply uncomfortable position(both of their biggest, strongest prestige clans got halved/destroyed(tbh their fault🙄)) but also all the big hidden villages are probably looking at whats going on in konoha and getting antsy themselves. because tbh is anyone in naruto actually happy??? like i really doubt it ur friends die all the time(due to the shinobi system), ur asked to put ur life on the line constantly(due to the shinobi system), and ur deeply traumatized(due to the shinobi system). i would say im surprised by how few people in-universe have any grievances with this system but. its written by kishi sooo... -_-

starting a whole movement with the last uchiha and all the refugees of the inhumane branch-head system of the hyuga would be so powerful omg. they could definitely get a lot of people whos clans had been hunted for their kekkei genkai, people like karin and other war refugees, and people from smaller villages that are tired of getting dragged into the wars of the hidden villages.

GODDD this is such a good concept im punching the air right now why does naruto have to have so many good concepts but miss so hard on so many of them ;__;

[fragmentedink-archived]

Pssst!! May I ask for random facts about Bay?? Pls??

yes you MAY

ok ok

Bay has. horrible eyesight

like

horrible

as in 

cant see the big E horrible

he had to learn how to fight with his eyes shut/without glasses bec they were often a hindrance and he needed to be able to see without them falling off all the time

hes a SLYTHERPUFF

which honestly threw me off guard. Huffpuff? I got. but i had been really surprised about the Slytherin tbh. but now that i think about it, it makes sense

favorite color: light green

the higher off the ground he is, the safer he feels

knowing?? how to not blush?? at cute boys?? he don’t know her

Fave weapon: Bow and arrow

many freckes

all the freckles

and cheekbones that can cut GLASS

has bipolar disorder and dyslexia (and ptsd but like. almost all them have some form of that tbfh)

survived on his own for two years bec of his angel/demon blood at 6-8

otherwise he probably would have died from either exposure or getting the shit beat of of him by other homeless kids

killed his first person around age 7 by accident

might have been mute for a while due to trauma when he was a baybe, but im not sure. i need to do more research on traumatic mutism

5 feet even

cant reach his boyfriend’s lips, even on his tippytoes

still debating on if he doesn’t have magic or not, but if he does its black lightning

his wings are dark, dark brown, with streeks of gold and umber

he is a very

very 

light sleeper and always sleeps with a weapon under his pillow

or he will sleep directly on top of Nate

which at that point means he feels safe enough and then sleeps like the dead

but he has an inborn training to be awake at sunlight every morning and he is PISSY when he does not have coffee or the fantasy version of coffee??? idk

[columbidaehypoxia]

Lol some of you really have allowed yourself to just call people taking about events in their lives as "trauma dumping"?

Like yes there should be boundaries for things but if you can't genuinely be there for someone you're not a friend and ur barely a person tbfh

Idk I think you're a shitty person of you cant be empathetic and listen to ur friend's experiences even if they're traumatic and "UMCOMFy" for you to hear (im not taking about like triggering stuff as in a relapse of shared ed or something like that, obviouslythere are some things that require boundaries). But, you are a shitty friend for abandoning your friend in poverty if it's "too much" to hear about, or something similar. Life isn't always easy and some of you truly just act like it's disgusting if someone has trouble in their lives.

I know so many ppl who just cut people out of their lives because they conflate someone with difficult circumstances as "toxic", especially considering likely you're also the kind of friend that doesn't care or gets jealous when something good happens to your friend. So why do you even pretend you have friends if you literally don't care about them as people?

You revel in someone else's struggle just because it's not your own, and you don't want to hear about it because you fear being in a vulnerable position like them.

I think you just have 0 compassion bb.

[prettyguardiansailormoon]

tbfh im p sure most people like, ~25 or younger that were on the internet a lot growing up (esp unmonitored) joined the internet way too early and had like, a ton of traumatic / bad experiences with it? maybe not but i know i joined a ton of forums and shit wayyy too early

i also really think it contributed a ton to so many people just.... not learning to think for themselves like, ever? that makes me sound like a jerk to say ig but eh

[transmettaton-blog]

KNOWING YOUR PARTNER CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER. REPOST. DON’T REBLOG.

– BASICS.

•  NAME: seraf •  PRONOUNS: he/him, they/them, it/its •  SEXUALITY: p-pan? pan? probably pan •  TAKEN OR SINGLE: single

– THREE FACTS.

•  i gave myself a stick n poke tattoo - it’s a semicolon! || i straight up hate cheese || im converting 2 judaism

– EXPERIENCE.

•   HOW LONG (MONTHS / YEARS?): fucking forever dude longer than i should’ve - like. 7? 7 years •   PLATFORMS YOU’VE USED: google instant messaging, chatzy, text like some kind of heathen, skype, discord, quotev, omegle, and tumblr •   BEST EXPERIENCE: depends tbfh 

– MUSE PREFERENCES.

•   FEMALE OR MALE: no real preference - just nobody cis •   FLUFF, ANGST OR SMUT: oh angst absolutely •   PLOTS OR MEMES: yes •   LONG OR SHORT REPLIES: yes •   BEST TIME TO WRITE: ass o’clock at night •   ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S): traumatized, not cis, usually garbage - yes

TAGGED BY: i fuckin stole it from @execvtionr TAGGING: loud shrug

[csa-vents]

iim a boy who was traumatized by multiple women throughout my life, and i actually have been diagnosed with ptsd and i have an intense fear of women. so i have female aligned people ask to follow me for my own safety and security and i EVEN SAY WHY I WANT THEM TO ASK, so why is it that i get an ask like every day telling me im misogynist for having women ask to follow me? i dont blame women for my trauma i just want to be safe but tumblr wont let me and im fucking tired of this website tbfh

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