#im totally normal about 0903

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0309 but they are. keychained

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John as a knight & Fuuta as a silly salamander

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Fuuta as Guardian Angel

Note: It wasn't meant as an actual Guardian Angel AU. I just saw many pics where Fuuta was a devil and Mikoto was an angel, I wanted to swap them but ended with this idea. I'm totally normal about that.

Fuuta in this AU is really lazy despite he is meant to be a guardian, and John (as Mikoto's alter) is a total pain for him. It can be a strong dilemma if Fuuta should protect that person because it's his primary task, and the complete failure of it would turn his life into literal Hell or should he neglect Mikoto (John) as he has committed murders, and that sin is much heavier than just being rude or lying.

Also, John is openly disrespectful towards Fuuta despite he is meant to protect both alters. It makes things a little bit complicated — if John wants Mikoto to live, he should learn to cope with anger issues. (And he is the main reason why Fuuta hates his job.)

Fuuta doesn't get paid for that, he just enjoys living in Mikoto's flat and spending his money on games — it's all what he gets for his guardian responsibilities. And he is unbearably feathery. Wherever Mikoto goes, he sees those huge white feathers, and it's obvious whom they belong to.

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Can't remember why I made this but I still think it's the best pic I've ever made

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Thoughts on 0903 relationship during T1

It's just my thoughts on 0903 friendship in Minigram and Milgram (probably Minigram can be considered T1 as there are few illustrated timelines). I decided to write it because I had seen some people who thought that their relationship is about hating each other— or only Fuuta hating Mikoto, which is obviously wrong statement.

Firstly, I want to start with Mikoto's birthday timeline from 2021. Fuuta came to him on his own will, just to chat. And his first phrase is oftenly mistranslated.

In Japanese he says:

はぁ？知らねぇよ、お前の誕生日なんて。

Which is pretty derogatory and also can be translated as “I don't care��. But なんて itself also has meaning of excitement when it's put in the end of the sentence. So that Fuuta's statement means “I didn't know it was your birthday”, which also can serve as an answer to Mikoto's statement. (like: “Did you come to celebrate my birthday?” — “Huh, it's your birthday today? I didn't know.”)

Fuuta just wanted to chat, and their conversation despite being rude from Fuuta's side (he talks like that to everyone actually) is still kinda friendly— because they're talking about mutual understanding. And it's the first and only time when Mikoto (not John) uses pronoun “omae” (お前) in the dialogue. He usually calls everyone by their nicknames or uses “socchi” (そっち) towards his mother and Haruka.

There is another point. Nicknames. He hadn't given Fuuta a nickname, probably because Mikoto considered him as a childish person and a person with whom he could hardly get along. But it's strange, because there are Muu and Haruka, who also have childish behaviour, and Kotoko, who doesn't even trying to hide her disgrace towards Mikoto— and they do have nicknames, which Mikoto considers “useful” towards right people.

I thought it could be also about respect. No one likes when they are disrespected, and Mikoto clearly understands it, and it can be another tactics of making friends with people around. In their first dialogue Fuuta mentioned that he hated shitty nicknames given by Mikoto to everyone else, and it could be possible that Mikoto had taken it into account. “So, he doesn't like nicknames? OK, no nicknames. Maybe we will become friends if I don't use any.”

Returning to the birthday timeline, I can name few reasons why Mikoto used “omae” (which as I said he didn't use towards anyone else).

His T1 voting started, and he was kinda nervous about it. He also mentioned that he was tired of something (no surprise, it's hard to act like he does all the time). So he could use “omae” because he got tired of his friendly mask and accidentally showed his true self.

Trust. It's what their dialogue is mostly about — having a person whom they could understand and trust. And it's not that usual for Mikoto to talk about his tiredness so directly (in T1), and in this dialogue it seemed that he got awkward of his own words (“It wouldn't become better if I just say it to you”). And yet Fuuta got the point and continued without even noticing the difference (perhaps because all the dialogue started when he noticed Mikoto's strange behaviour).

It was John, not Mikoto. It's kinda stupid idea but it could work, if they accidentally switched. But it would make things far more complicated, so it's meaningless (from my point of view).

There is no right answer to this, tho. None of them can be right as well as all can be right at the same time.

In Minigram they also don't show any hatred. They do talk to each other and do stuff like playing shiritori with Yuno and drinking coffee together (they don't have a lot of interactions, which is pretty sad).

Also not to mention John's words about the person Mikoto wanted to be, and this ideal portrait really fits Fuuta's description. So there is not actually hate, but envying each other's particular traits— and I won't talk about it because there is a good post about their opposite traits (read it, if you haven't!).

So, can we think about their relationship as of friends' one?

Yes, why not?

Okay, it's not that strong bond as between Mahiru and Yuno, Muu and Haruka, but they have friendship potential at least, despite there are a lot of things which they're annoyed by (Mikoto smokes -> Fuuta hates smoking, and other stuff). They're quite opposite, which is obvious, but it doesn't imply hate for sure.

And it would be cool to see them interacting more. (At least in Minigram because I have no hope in T3. It will be super hell.)

It went kinda messy, but well, it's the way as it is. Feel free to argue.

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John x Fuuta living their best lives

Had to censor some words to post it. Just pretend they're smoking cigarettes. Original is under the cut

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Smol & Cute x Killed Someone & Proud of himself

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0309 (ns)

Just thinking about Fuuta top and John bottom. Im totally normal

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we are both huge 0903 fans i don’t use tumblr much but we should be friends

Oh hello!! Sure we can be friends so there is no need to stay anonymous <3

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Can't post the full image but whatever

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Random 0903

Mikoto is just fascinated with his face expression