#im too lazy to fix all of my muse profiles rn ahaaa

[dollypardonne]

how much can you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight? ( for whoever u feel like using!! )

it was undeniable that quynh mai's age implied a lack of experience, and minghao wouldn't be wrong to make the assumption. where she stood in the matter being discussed, there were no physical fights to be accounted for. "i've been in fights!" against illnesses, debates, societal struggles. still, she tries to avoid any kind of fight whatever chance she gets. "and," she pauses but she could barely hear herself think amid the slew of lies by way of omission. "not to be too philosophical but we aren't meant to know ourselves fully either way. and for good reason! faith in yourself would be meaningless if you've fully realised everything that needs to be. don't you think it'll just make life feel kinda stale?" and so she parrots back her talking points without properly internalising them, though her words come from the heart. make it up as you go. that's always been her style.

"i think i like that i learn something new about myself everyday."