#im tired of eating like shit

[pardonmystardust]

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[sofiisx]

I CARE SO MUCH

[shizunitis]

Consider:

Binghe wishes to no longer be half Heavenly Demon… only the wish ends with him becoming a heavenly being and immediately ascending to the heavens, where he is tasked with fulfilling the duties his fallen ancestor abandoned.

Binghe wants to return to the mortal realm (to be with Shizun), but isn’t allowed to do so. The only way he can return is if he follows the example of his ancestor… and becomes a full Heavenly Demon.

Now ordinarily there would have been the possibility of Shen Qingqiu cultivating enough to ascend himself, meaning Binghe could just wait for him, but since Shen Qingqiu is plagued by Without-a-Cure the chances of him ascending have gone from ‘unlikely’ to ‘impossible’.

(And of course the only way for him to be cured of without a cure is dual cultivation with a Heavenly Demon).

Ah, the angst!

can you imagine how shen qingqiu would react to finding out the news?

he’d hear whispers of some new ascended god on his travels.

whispers become curiousity, become rumours, become praise, become prayers. ascended after death, recognised by heaven after being felled by demons in the worst attack the human realm has seen in a long time.

in the eyes of the people, luo binghe becomes the god of fortune, of overcoming adversity, of overturning fate, of rising from the ashes.

they come to learn of his dilligence in his studies, his adoration for his shizun, his terrible childhood. of course, it all reaches qing jing peak.

now, shen qingqiu must grapple with the fact that he had raised binghe to be better than his book counterpart, but that in doing so had lost him in a, somehow, much more harrowing way. he had expected to be hated, scorned and killed. he did not expect that he would be left behind.

he waves off the congratulations of the people around him, the praise of having raised such a capable, powerful disciple. what would he even say? how thick of a face would he have to have in order to take credit for what binghe had done in spite of his treacherous shizun? and what’s his deal, being so bitter about the whole thing? clearly, he needs to let this go. it’s unbecoming.

and he is happy for binghe.

it’s just unexpectedly lonely, to know that he would never see him again.

(he will.)

[dukeofthomas]

"Angry robin" "violent robin" "misbehaving robin" shut up and accept my alternative; spunky Robin. Determined and head strong, can out-stubborn the Batman, has a strong moral-backbone and does what he thinks is right regardless of what anybody else says, Robin. Jason who was sassy and quippy and made crude jokes with a smile on his face. Jason who hid in Bruce's cape and whispered gossip to him. Jason who, if Bruce refused him something, could keep bothering endlessly until Bruce caved. And also dramatic Jason. If Bruce tells him no, it becomes a whole theatrical show; a monologue, a narration, embellishments, and falling onto the floor in his grief upon the fact his cruel father has denied him once again.

(Jason who has suffered through abuse and homelessness and poverty and starvation, who is the Fight out of Fight or Flight, who's built up defenses and walls and when pushed and triggered responds with the thing that's always protected him; anger. He's sweet and kind and funny, and when he sees a pimp hitting a prostitute he gets furious and responds with violence.)

[stellarvoices00]

Can I even call it a relapse if I never got any better??

[finny-0w0]

Bedrotting and being on Tumblr and twt all the time iz my favorite hobby :3

[lokh]

every day im reminded that though my parents may have wanted a dog they clearly did not want to take care of a dog

[bittsandpieces]

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[hacksawboy]

continuing my daily tired doodle tired posting streak (i dont know if this will be daily but so far it is... tf2mblr has been kind to me so you get my art)

i got my hands on $2 and immediately started crafting the worst loadouts known to man . my scout and demoman are furries now, spy is too depending how you wanna slice it (but hes more of like a monster to me)

i might draw my pyro later because hes quite cute :) i tried doodling my scout but i couldnt really get it right, so ill have him under the cut if youre curious about him

blehhh i cant draw birds ell oh ell

[hershey-not-the-chocolate-maybe]

heh

[boyfriendyke]

there r a lot of things about the myth of psyche and eros that makes me a little insane but one of them has always been the tasks from aphrodite and the unfairness of it. they're not intended to be possible. they're so obviously not meant to be possible, and psyche isn't fucking hercules, you know, she's not a demigod or whatever, she's mortal and these aren't mortal tasks!! it's why psyche has to be helped with each one, fucking by like ants and river gods and shit. and so like. idk. i know ppl see psyche and eros as like a story about love and shit which obviously it is but as a kid psyche and eros always felt like a story about being able to accept help

[ruthlesslistener]

i always forget how effectively heat kills my ability to feel hunger. i just start getting into a really shitty mood and feeling sick and then i look over and bam. haven't eaten in 6 hours. hadnt the faintest clue

[hiro-doodlez]

I love seeing different communities/fandoms and how they react to new big stuff happening... it's wild how I had a mini hyperfixation on hazbin but was terrified to even talk about it at all because a lot of my moots/friends would burn me at the stake. (THIS EXCLUDES PEOOLE WHO ARE GENUINELY TRIGGERED BY IT LOL) The only person I could talk about it to was my brother who was mean to me and like 2 school friends who I didn't like talking to. So I just... sat there LOL.. Meanwhile, in a rottmnt discord sever I'm in, after the series came out I swear like everyone's pfp was hazbin and everyone was talking and screaming about the series and how much they loved it (while still acknowledging it's flaws) and it just... wow... it was just so aweet ... .. I should have joined.. I love talking about my interests...... I mean no I don't I hate hazbin it's so weird there's like gay people and I'm homophobic OH MY GOD THATS WHAT CHARLIE AND VAGGIE REMIND ME OF. LUMITY. HELP

Anyways guys I ermmm I hate hazbin grrrr.... (although you know there's like a billion trillion flaws in it but it's still a bit silly. Just saying Charlie would have been cooler if she was part monkey WHO SAID THAT) lots of things could have been done differently and stuff but still there's lesbians

Blows up my mind with mind.....

[itz-pandora]

Huh. If my life was a quote, it'd be "one of those sad ones with a deceptively happy tune"

[selamat-linting]

resignation letter is the most potent painkiller. i love you resignation letter i love you one month notice <3

[foreverxdaydreaming]

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