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bunnihearted · 3 months ago

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people leave me but they always have someone else to fill up that space while i keep being all alone bc ppl - who and what they are - and what we shared, really truly mattered to me and i cant just let go and move on and just pick someone new to transfer all of that on... :( and i just wanna talk to them and i miss them but they fill that space talking to the person they actually wanna talk to. it just makes me feel so lonely. and to me, ppl are special. i cant just suddenly stop caring about them and start caring about someone new. im so so so so lonely always in everything i just wanna cry

#i dont blame anyone #im a fucking loser piece of shit. i have nothing to offer. im only a burden and a bother #im stupid im slow i dont know anything abt anything i dont have any skills im not funny.... im not good at anything #im not good FOR anything. so i get it. i get why ppl leave to smth better and toss me to the side #it just makes me so sad bc i cant let go of ppl easily #but nobody ever stays.... :(#and it is so much lonelier when i KNOW they are talking to someone else. someone who isnt me #they dont sit there with no one to talk to no one to be with missing me #lmao.... they have someone that they will start caring about more than they ever cared about me. whi #le im left all alone missing them... wanting to talk to them #but unable to bc they dontwannatalk to me anymore bc theyre talking to the person they actually wanna talk to #why the fuck is my heart so sensitive #i also wanna be able to just fkn leave ppl behind left and right and discard them and jump to the next one without a care #i wanna fucking be like the rest of people like everyone why do i have to suffer sm

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