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#im stuck w this fuckin guy forever its so lame
monsterbisexual
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#p
#i hate feeling like more emotional than usual like the tiniest thing can happen n im like freaking out or miserable
#idk if anything did happen sometimes i just suddenly feel anxious n like im gonna fall apart n cry n the worlds endign
#<- not always all those at once but sometimes
#its like vulnerable doesnt feel like a good word for it cuz idk sounds dumb but like wobbly
#maybe..like im doing mostly ok n then ill see 1 post or someone will say smth w a certain tone n im a mess
#its hard to tell n i try to for my psych appts but like crazy mood swings wise ive felt worse i think lately
#idk what amount of time lately means but ya
#it can be better or worse but still its up n down n way outta proportion to like what happened in the real world of not my brain
#its extra the feeling like i cant handle anything n like im always on the edge of my day being ruiend
#n super hating myself spiral or feeling like a dumb scared kid cuz of nothing
#not posting cuz of anything this time its just outta the blue. yayyy
#i was thinkin well its 8pm i worked ive been up for ages at least ican sleep soon n the day will be over
#maybe a reset to be normaler
#but then tomorrow is Another day n theyre just relentless huh -__-
#n tomorrow ill have less excuses like ill hurt less from working this weekend ill be less tired n wont have any demanding obligations
#which makes it feel worse or more frustrating when i feel shitty n crazy anyway
#like there's nooo reason. like especially!!! on those days
#sucks that its a Me™️ problem not just like external real shit
#im stuck w this fuckin guy forever its so lame
#i shld come up w a slightly more coherent version of this post to jot down for therapy next week or whenev
#dlt ltr posting like this feels so embarrassing christ
#<- disclaimer any mean comments only ever apply to me btw
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