#im still workign on it

[lord-shitbox]

this isnt the dumbest thing ive ever made but it's sure up there.

(inspired by this comic by @homuku !!!)

[potatochip-oc-dump]

assorted oc doodles! yay!!!

[ittybittybumblebee]

I dotn wanna do anything anymore i need some Me time so bad to recooperate im so done im so tired

[sunnnfish]

The awful thing about drawing so much lately is that i want to post everything as soon as i finish it but i need to space out posts for like. Reasons. Aaaauuuuu

[cultofthepigeon]

I wanna write something original set in a city with a large irl friend group and a character living on their own but its so opposite of how i live rn it makes me sad and envious and idk if i could write it

[kroosluvr]

present day

if every day will be like this from now on, i'll look forward to every single one.

ok. Sits down. help meeee i tried using csp's comic tools for once (and also gradient maps + coloring w monochrome) to save time bUT I ENDED UP SPENDING THE USUAL AMT ANYWAY SO. . erm. WELL IT WAS FUN ANYWAYS

hiiiiiiiii i wrote this script 4 months ago nd finally did it (had this on the backburner for 20 million yrs bc i wanted to get out other angst bullshit first)

the parallels of goro's back (x3) on the first 2 pgs are kinda not 1:1 as i'd like but REGARDLESS i still like them. goro, who had utmost control over his life, running it like a machine, regardless of how he feels or if he's tired or if he wants to give up.......he was in control. knowing, of course, that his life is on the line at every waking moment, but since he was always on edge, always alert, he was still in control.

but now, surviving the long winter and coming out to the other side, he's lost that control AND that edge. now what is he left with? what is there left?

very speficially in the 2nd page.... i think its so <3 YAY <3 that goro, now, doesn't feel the need to take such spic-and-span clean-cut care of his appearance.., guy who rolls out of bed and throws on a shirt to go hangout w akira and sumire. he decides to tie up his hair and forgoes his gloves... feels more "comfortable" to change his apperance, to let down his guard a little. <- was the rough symbolism JKDSHKFS

sumire getting the choco croissant but letting goro have the first bite YEAHHHH WHATEVER

4th page symbolism is also rough i didnt think abt it too hard LMAO. 3rdsem goro watching his detective prince self leave. he knows acutely well that chapter of his life is over - whether he survives the long winter or dies in it. all that he knew - even though it was miserable and awful and frustrating and dangerous - is gone.

and now there's just this: the present day. whatever that means.

i think something important to me abt royal trio is just the idea of Learning To Just Exist: no need for a "purpose" or a "calling" or some overarching "goal". they just learn to exist.

and of course none of them really have a benchmark for "wow i like this i want to live like this" so they just roll with the punches, as they always have, but yknow. finally getting to live their honest student life as they always deserved

edit: and most importantly for goro, i think, is learning to cut himself some slack. "despite everything" he says, despite all the shit he's endured AND all the shit he's done, he feels like this is "right." whatever that means, he's ready to take it day by day to figure it out. AND THATS THE WHOLE THING Punches wall really hard

edit: I ALSO FORGOT. i think the sentiment of "being waited for" for goro means a lot. since he had to do everything by himself, fight for himself, decide everything for himself frm such a young age, the idea of akira and sumire waiting for him, inviting him out simply for him to be there -> is really meaningful to him, more than they could know.

edit AGAIN: also goro sleeping in means a lot to me. i imagine that guy has pretty terrible insomnia. ALSO HE HAS A BEDFRAME! i like the thought of his apartment being so /r/malelivingspaces throughout the game. he doesn’t deserve a bedframe. BUT HE HAS ONE NOW!

goros expressions in the last page gve me a hard time. sparkly....

also im SO freaking sorry if his voice isnt too well-written... i had a crisis over the wording while draiwng htis so much DSKHASKDASJK AND THE PANELING AND WHATEVERRR IDEK WHAT IM DOINGGG but it was fun!!!! exploratory..... regardless i will keep workign to do him and royaltrio justice. THUMBSUP EMOJI.

[catcze]

here me out.. so like i was scrolling a pinterest and i found this one song on spotify called “cigarettes out the window x dangerously yours” and the first thing i thought about is neuvillette!! LIKE THE BRAINROTS IN MY HEAD RN. reader and him are in his office 😱

OH OH OH OH OH OKAY HOLD ON HOL D ONNNN 👀👀👀👀 The way i opened YT so fast!??! HASKJDNA but my GOD do i see what u mean anon—

I'm getting vibes of reader who is, perhaps, from the fatui? or from some other hostile organization (idk im workign on it 💔) and they get assigned to be a double agent at the Palais Mermonia and acquire sensitive information for the organization they work for. Initially, they weren't supposed to do anything complicated— they certainly weren't even supposed to ever cross paths with the chief justice of Fontaine. But what do you know, Neuvillette falls for you first and invites you out to a meal, and you can't necessarily refuse.

Your superiors are delighted by the change in plans— if you get closer to the chief justice, you could easily get your hands on all sorts of information! So, although you're hesitant, you're forced to go along with getting closer to Neuvillette. But over time, you find that he's much, much more than most people think he is. He's more caring and gentle that most realize, and he's so sweet. Gods, he is so sweet. The way he cares for every single melusine is adorable. The way he enthusiastically encourages you to try water that he imported from gods-knows-where, just because he says that it taste fresh and clear like no other. And the way his eyes shine when you take a sip and tell him that he's right, that it's sp distinct, and he smiles, and you don't have the heart to tell him that in truth, it just tastes like water to you.

Before you know it, you're actually falling for Neuvillette. Not for the mission, not for the files. You're genuinely becoming head over heels for him. You can't tell your superiors this— you know you'd be pulled out and disposed of immediately now that you're compromised, but you can't go along with deceiving Neuvillette anymore. But if you tell him... no doubt he'd turn you away, like the double-crosser you are.

But you still find yourself in front of his office anyway, a heavy hand and a heavier heart knocking on his doors.

"Come in," he says.

And it's hard. Gods, it's so hard to come clean to him. You stutter and you just can't seem to spit out the words, so Neuvillette decides to talk first. He pulls something out of a drawer and sets it on his desk, opening its contents for you to see. And you gasp, because these are the files that you had been told were the highest priority. If you ever got your hands on them, you were to risk your life to get them back to your organization.

"Why are you showing me this?" You ask him, voice quiet, brow furrowed. Your hand reaches out to touch the papers, but you hesitate. Neuvillette just watches you, smiling mysteriously.

"Because you have my wholehearted trust," is all he says, and it's enough to break you.

The tears come flowing faster than you can help them. There's a lump in your throat, making it hard to breathe. Even as you splutter out the words, the confessions to why you're here, why you got close to him, and everything else in between, Neuvillette listens patiently. He doesn't yell, doesn't glare or curse you out. He doesn't shout for guards to come and toss you into the darkest pits of Meropide. Instead, he's calm.

"I know," he says as a means of explanation, and you still. His hand reaches across the desk, holding yours gently. "Since the very first day we met, when you stood beside me drenched in rain on the balcony, I've known. And my heart is yours anyway."

You shake your head, still crying quietly. "I will betray you. If not, I will be killed."

Neuvillette's hand squeezes yours. "Do you think so little of me that I would allow any harm to befall you, my love?"

"I think the world of you," you argue, and he smiles.

"There is no safer place for you than by my side. Should there be any threat to your life, I would use every ounce of my power to dispose of it, " Neuvillette vows. "Your organization has made a great many mistakes, but the greatest of them all has been sending you to me, and expecting me to ever let harm befall you."

HAJSDSAJKL LISTEN the monologue in the clip that i found (hopefully we're talking abt the same mashup ?!?!?) was longer + had more drama but OUGH my brain craves soft sweet tender romance without too much drama and life-or-death haksdkajs

[jehans-flower-pot]

1- tumblr is literally so rudesauce omg

iconic iconic iconic wonderful game.

2- ur friends are right to >:) tehe

3- ICONIC im such a big fan of urs

fucking. take two. (did not work the first time when i tried to attach the video to a reblog. homophobic >:( )

@jehans-flower-pot hello hi hi

my friends are MAKING FUN OF ME in the background but wahoo match card game!!!

not shown in the video: if you get more than 20 tries a messagebox pops up and says "it's taking you while. is this more than you bargained for yet?" because i'm trash

[prof-peach]

Bit ooc but I have a question. How you do go about planing out your PLA comic? Like how do you actually turn your ideas/ storyline into comic form? Is it chapter to chapter or do you have the whole idea already planned out? Trying to find my own way in comic making so I’m just wondering if you could give any advice. Feel free to ignore if you don’t feel comfortable answering

So, at first this was al i could think to send.

because its incredibly accurate to my process.

Jokes aside, a lot of how i work is back and forth chaos, fighting with ideas until im happy with them. I will start with a list (usually not written down because im unhinged and keep a ot of it in my brain) and organise it in a way that makes sense to the situation, in this case workign with a game with an established plot...not that its a very strong one.

with a set of ideas, and a game to work around i will ramble and rant to a few choice people who i bounce well off, and also stare into space for hours on end building the ideas. This process can be days, it can be years. For context, i have some notes from 2019 about things i wanted to include that are still relevant. I have been scheming how to break and rebuild this OC for ages. Theres no correct time frame, so long as you simply do the work.

Once i have a fairly loose plan, i start to solidify the benning and the end. What is required to make a character compelling, what makes them believable, what makes them human in a way that we recognise. this isnt always a positive thing, people like to call characters who do bad things problematic, but its human nature to make mistakes and be damaged or difficult, the process of the story is not always rainbows and sunshine. For me, this hits even harder, as im trying to tell a story from the perspective of someone fundamentally broken, so showing those breaks and cracks has to be done wisely.

This is the point where i make notes about things that need to change from the start to the end. And ill say one thing, this story in particular, I have not solidly planned the middle. I am allowing space for me to come up with new ideas at points. Being locked into a dead set of ideas can be quite limiting, and as creators we consume and process things constantly to generate new stories. Id be a fool to make a plan and stick to it. everything i do is vague guidelines.

However, I know exactly how the story ends in Hisui, and where it goes to from there. And i think me personally knowing the end goal makes it easier to plot steps towards that, and some of those steps are anything but progressive.

If nothing else, the end was the only thing i saw clearly, and it has only become more complex and loaded and emotional as the rest of this has fallen into place. If you can see the goal, you can work out how to get there with time.

Regarding the chapters, i tend to draft plan up like 3-4 of them at a time, and then go in order to sketch out one after the other, so i have plenty of time to change things while i adjust. its constantly a process of seeing what you make, seeing issues, and scrapping whole parts just to redraw something better or new, unique even. I dont think a single page ive posted has resembled the very VERY first draft thumbnail ive made, and thats just how i do. Every panel, how big they are, the angle you hand the viewer, the way you light things, the expressions, this all dictates SO SO much.

Taking time over it is kind of the job, and let me stress, this is normally a job done by a team, especially the highly popular comics. one inks, one colours, one shades, one handles text, one edits, theres so many people behind it, so dont be bothered by the pace at which things are made if youre working alone like i am. One person means longer production times, if you can, spread the workload out, but its not required. Its why i always say it doesnt matter how long it takes to make, so long as youre still making.

I think its also worth noting, comics are consumed quickly, the bakcgournds and small details can be lost in the ace of the storytelling, pick and choosing your battles is wise, save your time on panels where you want the reader to shift along quicker, keep that pace high, and add in more detail and depth to panels you want to champion or get the viewers to hang around on more. its ok to let go of a "perfect" image in favour of getting content out, if youre being driven nuts by it. Again, time be damned, be happy with it. And if you can let go of petty details, id suggest doing it when possible, so long as it doesnt effect the storytelling.

I mean what else can i even say. This work is a passion project, I love it, more than i can even put into words, and i think you kind of have to, to make comics without monetary motivation. sure you can get lucky and find ways to make it big, but for most of us, its the love of the story. So maybe try not to be your biggest hater, its easy to slip into the behaviour, so try be gentle on yourself and the process. I should take that advice myself haha! but i really do mean it. This is HARD work, so be kind to yourself over it.

anyway, with a rough idea, a bunch of sketches, and time, they get inked and fussed over, i make a billion changes to layout and story, and eventually posting can happen but not after fighting with the monster that is creating. Idk what else i can say. This is not work for the feint of heart, but anyone can learn to do it.

Good luck, comic artists can always use it!

[earlysunshines]

idk if anyone has told you but i js wanted to say that your works are so beautifully written, like you make everything so descriptive and really realistic which gives me the chills. when i read fluff from other author's works, it's still good and simple but my only thoughts are "omg fluff, this is so good!" however when i read yours, i actually take my time to read your work carefully because the way you describe everything so vivdly is so well. even the responses of the people in the fic are so realistic because i can genuinely imagine them saying/doing something like that. i really love your slowburn fics because you take the time to actually make it feel like there's a connection in the storyline, just like shows. like when you wrote the danielle x y/n fic where they were doing volunteering work was just so top tier since we get to know how the characters are in the fic; their personality, how they react about something. sorry idk how to explain 😞😞 but its just that some people rush their works and i feel like there's isnt any connection in it because they rushed it so much that we couldn't exactly understand anything if ykwim. for example, some authors are writing angst but there's barely any description and it's just so rushed that im thinking "oh that's not really that sad" because there wasnt enough for me to deeply picture each moment and analyze the characters emotions and thoughts. BUT WHEN YOU WRITE IT, i feel like my heart clenches and i acrually start crying BECAUSE IT'S SO SAD AND PERFECTLY WRITTEN, the pace, the charcters, the description, the plot, everything is so WOW. You know how when people die in shows, you're not sad enough to cry for them because there wasn't much to the character or anythign that you could relate to, but some shows have you bawling your eyes out because the character was so amazingly written with their personality, their death, their backstory, etc; IT'S THE SAME WITH YOUR FICS LIKE GOD YOURE AN AMAZING WRITER AI am so deadass when i say you're my favorite author in this entire platform because if i ever feel like i want to read something that I can really picture everything, i go to your account😭😭 i'm sorry if this didn't really make sense, i couldn't put my praise into words.

i read this over like three times because i am baffled and in shock and literally so joyous after reading this like this is genuinely so sweet im laying in bed looking like an idiot while smiling at this you are SO SWEET WHAT THE HELLLL!!

these are some of the sweetest, best, most wonderful compliments i've ever received especially because i've been sooooo iffy with my writing, i've been kind of doubting some things ive been writing because i felt like my qriting lowk got worse LOL but omg... after seeing this i'm realizing that maybe thats not it.

i am especially so hesitant when it comes to angst bc i am noooot confident in my abilities but everything i try to do and implement in writing to evoke thse angsty feelings is lowk proven to be workign after your reaction bc i do spend a lot of time building characters personalities and whatnot + story building, general background lalala bc i think it's rly important adn UGH im so glad you appreciate that and oh my god im like wow so taken aback this is so sweet

and everything that you said about rushing and being confused like i REALLLY try my best to make things make sense and provide connection and oh my gosh i literally cant this feedback is so sweet like WHAT idek what to say like im just rambling oh my god this is so sweet WHAT THE FREAAAK

what im trying to say is im really glad you took the time to explain how much my writing means to you and how much you like it and responses like these genuinely give me so much motivation and make me so happy and im really glad my writing evokes the feelings i really want it to despite my doubts. i am really happy. thank you. you are so sweet i'm glad you enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ascendandt]

5, 16, 17 and 20 for cegerni god let me be remembering how to spell her name right

5- How did you choose their name and why? Was it simply based on vibes or is there any specific meaning behind the name? Are the reasons behind their name different in- and out of universe?

when i officially renamed her the conlang im workign on was really preliminary so i didnt (still dotn mostly LOLL) have any etymologies so i just picked sounds i liked that. her full name (cegerni tahwen tsrawe-hola) is firstname (dunno the meaning but it has one) patronymic, and "god's daughter" (royal familys last name)

16- Is there any memes or running jokes associated with the character, both in- and out of universe?

i make jokes about her having a wrist fetish all the time i just think its funny. also shes a huge baby who cant take insults which is the source of most of my stupid art of her

17- Are there any motifs or symbols associated with the character? How are they represented, in their design, personality or in some other way?

not sure if this counts but her clothes have a lot of trillium motifs, which are a symbol of divinity in esrahi culture (tsrawe is the primary god but she is one of a quartet traditionally, and the trillium is like a symbllic unification of the others into a single whole). also her fursona is mmostly a cat (small predator with a standoffish personality)

20- Bonus question: share any additional thoughts, art, favourite scenes, anything you've been waiting for a chance to ramble about

i have an alternate version of the story i think about sometimes where when her sister gets to be empress instead of her, she stages a coup and essentially falls into all her worst impulses. but in that one she breaks up with palim and that makes me too sad to actually implement 😅

[mini-games]

I agree with Shady, that really does not look safe. Once again, are you sure this is a good idea...?

(Mini doesn't have any ideas, and neiðer do I. Þink, brain, þink...)

I think it was around here...

Hey, Peri? You home?

(Mini looks around, taking in the details. The frost fire catches their eye.)

Huh, interesting...

-Mini

[Peri flinches, dropping the wooden boards, hammer and nail they were holding.]

[They stay silent out of shock, but have the thought to try hiding their injured arm out of sight after a moment.]

...

[alfa-drawz]

Im on a moot hunt guys !!!!

Some things about me!

I go by Randy or Alfa!!! Im Genderfluid Bisexual/Pansexual(still questioning which), Polyamorous!!!!

I am a rarepair shipper and a selfshipper!!!!

My Husband - @baconcolazz

My Wife - @eddsworldbish420

My Matt ask blog -

Here are all my Fandoms!!!

Most Active in

- Eddsworld

- OSC

Least Active In

- Sonic The Hedgehog

- TOH

- FNaF

- Demon Slayer

- BaTIM

- Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss

Fandoms I’m workign on getting into

- FnF (again)

- DSaF

- Buggbo

- Dave and Bambi (possibly)

- SCP

- Homestuck

[420technoblazeit]

if you're still doing ship bingo can you do crowstiel ?!?!?!?! pleaseeee <3

RAAAAAAAAGGGGGHHHHHH CROWSTIEL. im supposed to b workign and there are other asks from this game that i havetn answered yet i just saw this ask and jumped in my seat i love htem so fucking much. i didnt check only works if they hate each other bc i dont think they actually do hate each other as much as they say in the later seasons theyre just stubborn as hell. i also hate the fanon interpretation of them where ppl say it would never work bc crowley's too toxic he fuckign adores that angel no matter how bitchy cas is to him. anyway. i love them sm i think they deffo fucked after s5 and came out of it a little maimed

[sno0pidity]

looks like snoopy did effort on a whiteboard

oh well, proffessors experiment diary

Aevitas

AEVITAS | ? | #00456

XX/31/XX

It has the name immortality for a reason, the bastard won't die. everytime i try and let it out of its cell, i have to keep the damn thing on a shock collar so it doesn't try and hurt the other ones. It still feels pain, which sucks. i have to sow the fucker everytime it gets hurt. its staying in its cell. it doesn't need to eat or drink. on 10/24/XX i've placed a test clone in its cell. the poor thing got torn to shreds. it doesn't seem to want to hurt me, then again, none of them do.

Leviathan

LEVIATHAN | F | #00345

XX/16/XX

Not much to say about her, I made her simply for my own entertainment. She just seems like a regular dog in my eyes. She won't leave me alone, but she doesn't do much except sit and watch. She's the only one that goes outside. They mistake her for an actual dog.

As of now, im workign

working on another hybrid as her, as i'm far too busy to give her company. Or, if i'm lucky, she might find herself her own lab friend.

[solardick]

Like closk work at the exact same time everytime it happens. Time to sleep? No its time to wake. Agotation in the chest. Noy sleeping again for the third night in a row.

Detaching em from natural rythem. Ot would advists according to the planetary cycles but its doest.

Be like if they were pumping notrogine into the appartment of some shot like that. Radiowaves.

Be a couple days almost done daredevil again.

Oills make me feel dead inside fuck that.

Im never workign again. No more in er work. No more cards no more reaidng. Just tv.

Isoloated and alone half thr month serrounded by foreigners and no other people woth no one to speak to only to be agitated by.

Which probably all just serves as a distraction yo maneuver me into an ever greater fall. As is my first memory of life. Rolling down a staircase ever falling further.

The promise of joy and fun at the bottom. A treasure room of toys and airplanes.

The devil has been playing with me since the day i was born. More and more. People and people. Its corruption just grows ever larger. Fed and supported by all the other corruption in the world.

“I am surrounded by people but, i am not with them”

Same time of evening again. Can feel the air curretn flowing through the apartment. Temperanture drop with the breeze. Chest gets agitated. All ability to sleep leaves with the air flow.

Well since im going to be up all night and sick. If y’all cant be open and ipfront with me you can all go and fuck right off.

Well, 4-6 hours a night. Isnt all that bad. Still gonna quit the committee. Im not really have any part in it anyway. And i dont like the whole baby proofing everything cause other people dont have the two cents it takes not to nail their hand to a board or into a machine or whatever else. So. Yeah. Oh and i dont trust anyone for my own health and safety. So. As the least decade of queer conditioning attests to. And thr life time before that. People have always put themselves over me. Not just metaphorically. And the fact that jot a single person will be open and honest and wothhold information from me as a fool. Alot of them delighting in it.

Inbrought up that the forklift check book was in french and a battery one, not a propane one and the “csst” guy was like that doesnt matter. Doesnt tend to give me much confidence does it.

Its a pussy lip.

I know god. You’ve outdone yourself here. Some of your best work i do believe. Pure artistry. Its usually an animal or an insect. The colour of the wind. A fluff.

A sign when people are fucken around. Being stupid and evil.

Walked out. Flipped left work. Dont know if im going back tomorrow. Pretty sure i was dosed again. By a boss man was going on a out gay me. With this hanging over the door. Incompetency. No more constitution for patience and tolenrence of fycken morons.

Devils in the clouds walking around in sheeps shoes. God is in thr details. Giving warning and filling lacks and needs that are supposed to happen. One hears the oppositie from

Media. But there isnt much not corrupted by evil.

Stand sthere for teo fucken hours watching me work. Ride him about doing somwthing. Go help the others. Looks at me all dumb like and does nothing but smile and goes back to watching me.

Start lookin g for another job again. Get passednon to the next group of fucks to fuck woth me.

Well they already turned me into a sexist. Now im guessing tehy trying to tirn my into a racist.

Beside the moron im working with. Who cant speak any english. Cant understand and cant be understood. I go over tell the line working how to pack the crate. Does it wrong. I go over fix it explain it again. Turns out, i couldnt fit all 40 boxes. Ao o go back. Explain to do it the opposite eay to see if we can fit the teo missing boxes. And he starts doing it like the first time. That with the moron im with and justin with his gay talk one onf the fucktards respomsibilble for raping me. And in on the whole drugging thing. Man i widh i could kill people.

Im not a femme bot, sadistic fucktard. I dont beleive in torture. Frank castle is my hero. I iked the ending to that season. Where the villain at the end. After winning a shread of sympathy, and tries to appologize to him. And bamm two to the chest. Cuts it short. Dead. He’s mistake was getting soft hearten by daredevils sympathetic bs and getting a bunch of women killed.

Which is like 99% the message of the bible

Torture men into a state of passive surrender.

Last time i call the clsc. I was the one social working the social worker. I have only have the equlavent of a ome semester course in American social work. I just needed her to grt me an appoitnement to see an english soeaking doctor at a clinic for time off work. Because 811 is crooked as fuck. Which is part of being a social working knowing how the system works and maneuvering it. The same with soychology, spychiatry(much lower extent), spycho therapy, sociology and astrology.ive soent the majority if my life spand being fucked with by others and looking for answers. Turns out they just retarded.

Spent too much time living in the devils playground aka north america. Where enerythign is a out sugar, drugs anto patriarchal bs, tv and homos. Let younin on a secret. Their all connevted.

Welcome to the emericas a land populated by heretics whi ran away from home, raped, tortured and genocided an entire peoples and way of life who lived close to nature amd are now wver stricing further and further away from it. Who stood back in the midst of the wws. And over glorified their part in it while ignorinf the fact theyve commited the same if bot worst atrocities. Whats worst is that they let some of the natives live in poverty on patches of country within the boarders and do nothing about the accesories to crime with the tobaco drugs and gun trade. All this fear talk about nuclear arms when the americas are the only country to actovly use them on others. Get bent. And burn in hell. I know

Im mixinf canada and the states. Theyr all the same

Countey as far as im

Concerned.

Sorry gay community. Truth is your eay off life was oaid for with the lives of over 60 million people and years of torture, inhumanitarianism and genocide. And iut of those -60 million the americans only lost a fraction some 300 thousand people. Paper cut. Remember that time i cut myself on my homework. Never using paper again. Fuck the patriarchy. I got a smart phone.

Oh yeah, it only cost me my entire fucken exiatemce. Fuck you.

I just dont understand human biological evolution. Its dors t mske any sense. I like the aquatic ape theory. But i question way nails and head hair never stop growing. Teeth are second to that. Othe rspecies live and thrive on citrus high sugar fruit and do not suffer tooth decay to such an extend. Maybe the bibles right and we were engeneared by god (or an alien robotic lifeform to boost evilutionary speed its bit like cave men were going to the barber shop. Or getting pedicures. So at some point something happened to fuck that up. Aqua. Can eat raw fish and thrive. Some raw red meat and survive and zero raw birds or die. Eating fush a ling time begore eating red meat and red meat a ling time before bird. Which makes sense.

Next thjng that happens lions will be shaving off their manes to look mornelike lionesses and actually go out and make their own fucken sandwhiches.

What haopens after the rest of the world burns through the rest of the dwindlign natural

Resources. Invaded russia or beg?

Hoe much longer can such an ever increasing high density population thrive for before trash consumes the world? Amd everyother species dies except for domesticated pets? All this ignore the pisces function by equilivating it with brishing bs under the rug. Poor pisces people.

Hoe many tome can you recycle the same

Peice of plastic. Ehat happens to gay men When you run out of condoms? How will you paves the streets. When you run out of dead matter. The river nile.

How will you fly around in space with no fueled propulsion? Why do you need constant propulsion in spacece if there isnt any counter pressure to

Slow you down?

If all the dinosaurs died and birds are decended feom them. Then wtf happened?

Told him i was a tolerant man. He scoffs like an evil idiot. Not knowing i was actually talking about him.

So far ive only been placed with either degenerates, drug dealers, morons or homos. Or all in one.

People would rather defend, drunk driving kitten killers.

Takes a real man to snap a kittens neck and blame it on an accident. Ighoring the long standing pet death in his wake.

Also takes a real man to blow a rabbit in two and then let it get eaten alive by crows. Ah the shadows that falling hiding there identity.

The older i get the more a regret having any compassikn for anyone.

Oh no her life depends on modern science and pother people donations to charity. My bad. I dont care. Im one of those fools who had donated hundreds of dollars. I pray god takes more peace if mind from you than that. He knows you deserve it.

The guys at wirk not nailing these crates properly. Theres up to 7 thousands pounds of pressure on thr one on the bottom. What happens when one goves out one day while someone is passing by. Thats 2 thousand pounds of weight falling from three stories high.

T’all wanted me to come in on over time during the noght shift while taking sleep meds that make me incompetamt for 12 hours time to teach fucken morons how to nail

A fucken board. Fuck man.

The only reason i var eis caus eim one of those fools who might die because of other peoples stupidity. Same as 40 fucken years ago. Nothing has changed.

Csst? Your a fucken joke man.

You know. Niw thats its pass. Y’all may actually participate insteadnof stalking me. That be great. Get somethign going.

A single stick is easily broken but a fagot is strong.

Im sorry i thought it was a derogetory. Make up yo minds.

Where’s my. Moroccan wife at? When she coming to tell me something?

Its been over a decade now. Of this treatment from others not primarily my famikh so i started doing this. And the. It guts used as an excuse. Its been 26 years. Since i was 14. Its been 40 years since ive been alive. Lifes treatment of me as never cease to cause me harm. Or 13. Dont remember. When puberty spiked. But its been 27 to 28 years till reality dawned on me. And i took my first step forward in life. The only step that ever mattered. Theres been a couple others but they all got sabotaged and their trying to erase my first. Fuck their dumb. Man jesus. Evil and fucken dumb.

An i ever leaving thsi sadistic fucken prison cell you call my premeditated social circle?

I dotnnknwo how many years ive been being drugged for. Probably more than i think.

Welcome to the new world whwre everybody shits on wverything else that isnt self gratification.

Ive only ever known a coupel people. Who werent fucktards. And a couple more. Youd said their a friend. But not even them knowing the truth of ehats to come would say

A fucken thing.

Theyr weong but that doesnt matter. People have alsways been deiven to outs themselves over me. To relish in the feeling. Thats the majority if my life experience.

And now theyve stolen my mind. No more curricular activities by my lonesome. No more learning. No more growth just assholes. Who need to prove to their master how worthy they are

Iron fist season one episode 6 immortal emerges from cave. “Because of who you are…” blah blah your life is gonna suck.

Now excuse me i have to shamelously play with my ass while i cry.