#im still assmad

[avocado62524]

[kragehund-est]

i hate how many of these fitness apps' meal logging options are so reliant on brands. niche complaint maybe, but im unbelievably assmad that my options for a homemade meal are 1. pick a close approximate brand 2. manually log it and estimate calories + macros (while it STILL prompts me to enter a brand) or 3. log each ingredient individually.

why can't i save ingredients together under the dish? that'd also give the option to save my own recipes but OOP no the only recipes allowed are the ones the app has loaded itself.

[artorphanage]

my journey into engineering is actually kinda unhinged

this is a trauma dump. i think. i think its trauma. well i certainly didnt enjoy a single bit of it

i might be slightly mentally disturbed from parts of it but im fixing that. its almost gone.

its not trauma. its only trauma in the tumblr sense. feel free to not believe any of this

right

so how it happened

i started in premed. did like 2 yrs

got brain damage. i was so scared i wouldnt remember shit, i started looking into a major that i didnt need to remember anything for

and then my school closed my major so i HAD to switch

and then my mentor since highschool chose the world over me so i went for the jugular with the pieces of my heart and walked away. i didnt have housing

and then i found housing. i ended up a stalker, and then with agirl who kept harassing me by diagnosing and trying to be a therapist ("your a narcissistic pedophile and thats ok. also youre nonbinary because women dont act like that"), and then all the asians got rounded up and locked up in a room because asians and black people are natural enemies (?????) so clearly the asians are stealing food from black students (dont ask me, i pretended to be egyptian and escaped). and then i lived with the woman who threatened to kill herself if i didnt move out and put bleach in my shampoo and recorded me showering. and then i finally finally finally lived with normal people. FINALLY

but this housing shit made me feel so violated, i just lived in the lab and i was so assmad about my mentor so then i helped literally every single student that ever needed help for CE and CS and i did this not only because i wanted them to be better than me, but also ego. i had like 5 mentees. i wanted to rub it in my own former mentors face that its so easy to be a mentor and not destroy your mentee. and then i destroyed a mentee by accident. and so to compensate i literally never went home after that and just slept in the lab and told people they could wake me up whenever

and then somehow because of this i graduated with highest honors and then blah blah blah + a few years now im here. and i have 2 more mentees. one of them is my brother. does it really count?

oh and also i guess random people live in my apartment sometimes because i accidentally offer places to anyone who says anything about a concerning housing situation.

tldr: 'commit to git or commit suicide'

and ig somewhere in there i attended 5 unis

all the bad stuff happened at the same one btw

i was homeless and i kept trying to sleep in engineering building but the janitor kept actively hunting me (hey FUCK you im a student you asshole)

ohhhhhh theres so much more.

i became a TA at some point and then lectured a class ? ????

and then I was a TA. and then a tutor ???

too many things happened

wait wait wait now that i think about it, what the fuck

i always told my highschool students "would you rather study or live real life" so true bestie so true. id rather study. thats why i didnt kill myself. engineering 4 life

oh shit yeah i got a policy changed in the applied maths department because someone tried to break my neck and kill me during one of the exams. hell yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah i got a D on the exam but an A in the class. it was online exam and tbf i kinda challenged the guy after he broke in. i dont think he wanted to kill me initially. im just very fucking annoying. good thing the professor saw it live. he would not believe this shit if he didnt see it. i didnt even scar from it. booooo. and the bystanders grrrrrrrrr they didnt even help.

my friend got murdered.

and hey you know what?? i have hair!!! i have all my hair!!! my body is healthy and i act like a normal human being!! and i like engineering! and i live a quiet and peaceful life now and i do research. EAT SHIT

FUCK YOU

I WIN. i am the only winner. dude i made it out of the shithole on top

i cannot believe for the life of me this school is still ranked well. my brother goes to school in the ghetto and there's gang violence going on all the time. and they dont have this kind of shit going on amongst the student body. what the actual hell is wrong with people

[7m7n7]

@cosmicjoke still shitting his diapers fighting air. mr incel, you're literally fighting your limited af imagination, projecting AND PROJECTING AGAIN DOING NOTHING ELSE. anyway, nobody even gives a fuck about what you're saying, so eh lmfao

FYI, the only one who doesn't love levi here is YOU. you want him hurt, that's what gets you off. the only thing you care about is pretending he's a holy jesus figure bc you wanna feel like the moral person yourself stanning the "person who can't do no wrong", i guess real life really showed what a trashbag you are to you for you to be desperate for it, eh? no one who feels an ounce of sympathy for a character is gonna write them get gangraped and tortured. it's pretty fucking simple and anyone with more than one braincell can understand that. :) love how you try to defend your disgusting ass by saying you "don't romanticize" it. DUH bitch, why would you? when does the SADIST romanticize abuse LMFAOOOO 💀all you are is a lifeless idiot preaching morality all day long to five even more jobless weirdos who are dumb enough to listen to you. you should thank eruris for attacking every rando opinion bc without them bashing on you, you wouldn't even get in the radar of those 5 people.

anyway, you're just there *again* getting assmad and trying to find excuses to demonize straight women bc our takes ruin YOUR gross whump fantasy of levi taking up the ass from hideous men and getting reduced to a pathetic woobie constantly having panic attacks and getting subjected to worst torture. you just are too cowardly to admit openly that you hate fangirls (even tho it's obvious as HELL) bc there's no other place you can hope to get support (not that you even get measly amount you used to anymore lolol) bc erushits don't want your rancid ass either, which is HILARIOUS.

btw, if you care about levi's kindness and heroism, why do you never write about him being an amazing strong hero figure? bc i promise you i'd love that ☺️ why is it always levi getting raped, tortured, being pathetic about someone (shitwin in this case ofc), being completely incapable and weak? hmm its ALMOST like you just don't have him to have any *gasp* POWER and you get off to his suffering 😮

also, it's kinda funny how there's only one thing you say about me that's accurate and that's me being a huge dick to erushits, but even that you can't get right fully bc you have this wild notion about me being mean to "levi bloggers" bitch WHAT levi bloggerS. im ACTUALLY asking. there's only your uglyass who's a solo stan here 😂 not even on twitter i beefed with those (also rancid) socalled solo stans until now bc unlike some of you morons i choose my battles💀 but yeah, you're a halfwit little roach, so that's not surprising that you have NO idea about who you're even beefing with lmfao.

also

D E A D A S S hilarious. i actually laughed. like WHAT do you think will happen my little roach 💀 do you realize i wrote that MYSELF WITH MY OWN TWO HANDS on a PUBLIC post that was reblogged from YOU? are you actually braindead enough to think i give a fuck what you post there about me? the only reason i don't say certain risky things is to not get nuked LMFAOOOOOOOOOO 💀 and idk what kind of boomer bullshit is this talking abt them as "admins" as if its a forum and thinking they'll give a fuck about your "nooesss BAN this pewson that i keep engaging with and spreading harassment campaigns for bc they dont like my bottomized wevi shit" clown💀

numerous accounts 😭 that reminded me, as much as it was fun to watch you think every anon who's hating on you that you cant get rid of had banked up thousands of accounts which was clearly giving you some cringe ego boost, let me give you a hint: you cant block *an account* by blocking an anon 🤗 kinda amazed how youve been on tumblr for YEARS and couldnt figured something so basic out. only a halfwit like you could imagine anyone getting a new acc whenever you block an anon so i laughed A LOT at you thinking that so thanks for being such an egotistical idiot 😘

were you saying you would rather d**l a hole to your s*** than talk with me? you better start dr*lling then since you LOOOOOVE engaging with me LMFAOOOOOO