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#pikase#utatane piko#fukase#vocaloid#i like the hair on this one :3#claming my active artist title back only to go back to the shadows#i promise im still working on that drawing i posted a wip to like. last week oh god its been a while#im just getting my ass beat by not having a defined hair rendering style
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it's right behind me, isn't it? 😂 (tomorrow is my birthday and idk how to feel about it)
#I MEAN I LIKE MY BIRTHDAY SO ITS EXCITING BUT ITS STILL WEIRD YKNOW?#i dont fear aging tho... i wanna be a cool elder its my lifelong dream#also hi i promise im still here and getting thru this burn out#COMICS WILL BE ON THEIR WAY SOON I PROMISE YALL I PROMISEEE#social media is not my strong suit!!! HAHAHA#but i still love and appreciate each and every one of you sm thank u all for being here <333333333#just thought i would voice my thoughts here for a bit since i havent been too active recently HAHA#much love <3333333#bob talks
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I'm hoping episode 3 let's Ruby see the dark side of the Doctor. I feel that adds a very important dynamic to a Doctor-companion relationship, when they see how dark he can be and still choose to travel with him early on.
Rose watching Nine drag Cassandra back to die. Eleven yelling at Amy "Nobody human has anything to say to me today!" Donna begging Ten to stop drowning the spider babies, and then again to go back and save someone in Pompeii.
Fifteen has been FUN and I know he can do emotional range, I've seen his fear and his tears already. But I want to see him dark, and I want to see Ruby respond to that. I think it would add a LOT of depth to their relationship and is something missing.
Plus showcasing the Doctor's flaws (selfishness) will make him a much more interesting character. I want to see some conflict between the Doctor and Ruby.
#wren rambles#doctor who#fifteenth doctor#ruby sunday#something about not letting heroes have flaws#and thus being one dimentional and less interesting#its a flaw i saw them slipping into a bit with thirteen#where she was always the Moral Voice#i LIKE it when the Doctor is instinctually cruel and has to be talked out of it and actively choose to be kind#it makes the character SO much more interesting#and raises the emotional stakes so much#so far fifteen has been FUN#but he hasnt been a rounded character#and until we see his flaws hes never gonna be in the runnings for a favourite#i think the doctor is an inherantly selfish character#and he has to make an active effort to NOT be#“Im his carer” “yes she cares so I dont have to”#im worried a six month time jump removed the opportunity for this kinda thing though#i Need to be able to look at the doctor and know. this is the man who killed a planet#and i havent been seeing that in the character recently#still early days yet though!#the doctor shouldnt be the moral center of the show--his companion should be#i think thats why i love 12 so much tbh#because his whole THING is to choose to be kind#without hope without witness without reward#being “good” (and whatever that means is a discussion for another day) doesnt come easily to him#love isnt an emotion its a promise#i want to see fifteen STRUGGLING to choose to do good#and i want to see ruby witness that
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#gang im actively struggling#with mental stuff and physical irl things#sorry o haven't been active#promise i still like tcc#im just rlly stufgle bussing#it'll get done one day#sorry
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my sleep schedule is so fucked up and instead of trying to fix my body jolting awake at 3 am for the past few days, I hop on tumblr for a good scroll instead 😌
#i promised myself I'd avoid screentime the next time it happened and yet#this is all the weewoo shows fault my body is still in fight or flight lmao#it's fun seeing people active considering im usually 😴 💤
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just opened and read all the lovely messages people have left on that little tree and i am crying and lauging equally. thank you everyone ❤️ i love you
#genuinely it is so bizarre to know and be aware of like#myself as a presence in other ppls lives??#truly something i struggle with (dodges the steel chair held by my therapist outside the ring)#but these were all so sweet and kind and lovely thank you thank you#been in a bit of a rut since november and haven't been as active in discords but#i promise im still here#💖💖💖#caspost#going to save these and keep them for wherever i need a nice pickmeup#also to the 2 who said old man - GET OFF MY LAWN 💖
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE SILLIEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!
#HELLO#life update: uni started again and i got a job as a barista yayyy#im still going to wait to be active again but im chilling thumbs up emoji#shoutout to my friends i love you guys#the promised neverland#tpn#tpn emma#my art
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Feels kind of crazy to be writing this, but...
My line collection document for Heather is finished!
It took me an 11-hour run of the game because apparently being overly thorough and stopping to write down a ton of stuff does that. Obviously not all in one sitting though, I've been putting this together for a while (the oldest recorded version of the file seems to be October 31st of last year...).
I mostly did this out of personal curiosity, also I apparently like giving myself stupid large projects that im never sure if i'll complete (but this time i did!!), and as a way to better analyze elements of Heather's character since I'll have all this stuff compiled in one place. however, i figured it would be worthwhile sharing it with others, since I've yet to see something that had all of these random item interactions and such written down.
It's possible I missed things as I found it through playing the game and manually checking things, but I tried to be as thorough and careful as I could.
I hope it's... interesting, I guess? Useful? Something? lol
#silent hill#silent hill 3#heather mason#was this a dumb project? maybe#but im still glad i did it and i kind of cant believe its over#im half-expecting to realize i forgot something crucial or something#anyway this is a normal leisure activity i promise#dont worry about it
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scrolled back far enough to where a beloved friend on here called me "op"
#sorry for never texting and not really being active but i do still love you im just a bit absent#it started with me getting a job but soooo much else has been going on. some of it i cant even talk about :/#i dont even follow most of you now but we're still friends i promise :( you're still in my mind and we had great memories#i would send you fun posts like you guys do for me but every time i see a fun post you've already seen it 😔#im never on so im always late to the party im always the last one seeing the fun stuff lol
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this isnt what i usually post on this blog but I'm already sick of all the memes and 'jokes'. I am almost certainly leaving the fandom for good now because of the book of bills release and NO it is not because billford's community has an influx of supporters.
So the worship and romanticization of asylums and other abusive practices for mental health have been steadily gaining traction in recent years, especially with the rise of tiktok's toxicity.
SO many people, especially younger people, regularly talk about how they want lobotomies or how women they don't like should be lobotomized. They get tattoos of lobotomy like it's some quirky fun thing and not one of the most horrific tortures someone can endure.
These same people, ESPECIALLY leftists, will look at anyone they disagree with or don't like and say "get institutionalized, loser" or "et therapy" and it's always in a mocking way. it's always in a policing way.
because these people know that mental wards strip everyone of their freedom and their bodily autonomy. they know these places arent for healing--theyre for silencing.
So the amount of people i see treating bill being institutionalized like a good thing---even the writers and alex himself?
Yeah. Im out ✌🏼
#you people try to act quirky and say you like weird stuff and you like crazy people and hate normies#but then when someone isnt a normie and actually does want to change things in radical ways you want to put them in an asylum#i do not want to interact with any of you people!#i still love gravity falls (obviously) but im just... so over the fandom at this point.#even people who LIKE bill are trying to act like this is all a good thing#guess what asylums dont help :) they almost always make things worse!#so in reality if bill ever got out he would just be 100x worse and more vengeful than before! congrats.#Play stupid games get stupid prizes!#gravity falls#antipsych#i seriously dont understand why anyone things mental wards are in any way different than how they used to be a hundred yeears ago.#because they arent. at all. like literally at all.#they forcefully medicate you with pills that you dont need and that actively harm you bc random ass nurses diagnose you with#someething different every other day and ust give you a new pill for every diagnosis#i know someone who was put on antipsychs when not only do they not have a psych disorder but they had a heart condition and#nearly died bc of it. I myself was put on three different pills the very night i went in. they never#even hesitated to wait and see if i would have a bad reaection or if i reeally needed it.#bc why would they when heavily meedicating you makes you unable to think or reaelize what theyre doing is extremely unethical?#i saw multiple people held down and strapped to their beds and given sedatives for doing nothing at all. For simply asking questions.#I saw staff harass and mock and disrespect very speciifc kids (specifically the poc kids.)#I saw staff lie and try to incite fear in other kids and myself.#one of them told me the night before i was cleared for release tat if i said 'im fine' at any point they would keep me for another month.#and that if i didnt continue to take the meds (ssris) that i was overdosing on that they would come grab me in a van and bring me back#against my will.#Keep in mind i was here based off of lies. There was no real reason for me to be in that asylum.#So yeah. literally dont come on this post trying to defend asylums bc i PROMISE you i have more experience in the reality than you#ever could.#Theyre horrible and romanticising it even against a fictional villain is repulsive behavior.
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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive
ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is
#snap chats#i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets#on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone#so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll#ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla#i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others#i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr#i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things#evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least#but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs#with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO#again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything#come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent#also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL#god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull#my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny#cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character#i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This#like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her#honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there#just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this
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its 1am in my country so :D happy valentines day, everyone! 💜💜
im so sorry i dont have a gift for this year, im still not doing well at all, and i dont know when ill start to feel better honestly 🥹 but i hope everyone has a great day today!
whether youre going on a date, or taking a self care day, or just having some alone time, with just yourself or your partner, i hope you all celebrate valentines however you please to! i promise ill have a gift next year :D
thank you for being patient with me, everyone 🥹 i love you all, and please have a good day! 💜
#casey ★ speaking#im still active btw! i answer dms and stuff#im just not well enough to post right now :(#happy valentines day though everyone!! kisses all of you on the cheek#mwah mwah mwah!! 💜💜#i hope i can feel better enough soon so i can come back to all of you#i miss interacting with everyone and posting 🥹#ill come back to it when i feel better i promise 🥹💜 which might take awhile but it will happen eventually
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dead chat xd
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#like im still here im still active on main but like#this sideblog is dead if thats what you mean#this isnt a chat?#also this comic finished 7 years ago new hs content dried up 5 years ago i get that it was an important part in your life but like#things change time progresses interests wither and die to allow new interests to flourish and bloom#there is no point in dwelling on the rosy glow of the past as its most significant contribution#is that it has shaped you into who you are now#change is a fundamental part of your existence so dont resist it i know it can be scary and new but thats part of the joy#you will find new content to consume your life you will continue living and sharing and learning and growing because well#you are an entity of change! so keep the pieces that formed you close to your heart but never close it#keep finding new things to accept into it. allow yourself to be molded and shaped and changed#itll be okay i promise ill be right here whenever youre scared okay? its okay to be scared but you are going to be so so special#i love you and good luck
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The poor SECDEF being referenced in Ice's postcard as an unfunny man and then in the Slider POV where Ice and Mav talk to SECDEF and have some sort of inside joke where they laugh about them. I love all these small inside references that feel like Easter eggs. How do you keep track of them when you're writing? Not sure if it will be in the 120k words of extra scenes (which I'm so grateful for, like I'd be fine with even just scraps) but being a fly on the wall while Ice interacts with the SECDEF be like sounds hilarious. Ironic that Ice thinks that he'd sit out in his retirement until he becomes SECNAV and then possibly SECDEF in "Debriefing" and that Ice has become the sort of unfunny man that lost his acerbic wit but regained it by the end in Slider's POV. Anywho I'm kind of in love with your writing and these characters and will sorely miss them when you're done posting these extras. Thank you for writing this fic and the extras and the WIP Wednesdays and everything. I know you've got other writing projects and wishing you the best, and can't wait until the 120k words drop this weekend. :)
to be clear the secdef ice says is unfunny/the secdef ice & mav laugh about at his retirement party are these two fucking guys
im very hesitant to label anyone war criminals even for Funny Reasons because words do mean things., but when it comes to Bob gates i do get all twitchy and hair-triggery
i think ice being secdef after being secnav is unlikely at best & impossible at worst but the thought of him stepping up to do it during bidens second term & then having to deal with. like. china invading taiwan is unbearably funny to me so it’s not out of the question in my fic universe because it would be good for the bit. first openly gay secretary of defense and he sends the US to open all-out conventional war with China,
#No Republican President would ever have him in the cabinet due to uh he’s gay#thank you for the sweet ask anon ❤️❤️❤️ i love you!#sorry for reneging on my ‘this weekend’ promise ☹️#too lazy to google right now to fact check. so if ur hyper obsessed with DOD officials like me then correct me if im wrong.#but i believe Bob gates is the only person in history to join the CIA as an entry level employee#&then rise in the ranks high enough to be director of the CIA.#like the Costco CEO who was originally hired to drive forklifts#but anyone who worked for the CIA in the 80s & 90s is on my shit list tbh#cringefail organization after desert storm#tom iceman kazansky#there is something to be said about ice & mav being ABLE to live openly together by the 2010s#but the fact that it does actively restrict especially ice’s opportunities for employment by like 50% after he retires#it still puts them at a disadvantage!! like ugh they jus can’t win
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