#im still active i promise

[cloudtaxidermyart]

Chi 💕

[basketobread]

it's right behind me, isn't it? 😂 (tomorrow is my birthday and idk how to feel about it)

[wayward-wren]

I'm hoping episode 3 let's Ruby see the dark side of the Doctor. I feel that adds a very important dynamic to a Doctor-companion relationship, when they see how dark he can be and still choose to travel with him early on.

Rose watching Nine drag Cassandra back to die. Eleven yelling at Amy "Nobody human has anything to say to me today!" Donna begging Ten to stop drowning the spider babies, and then again to go back and save someone in Pompeii.

Fifteen has been FUN and I know he can do emotional range, I've seen his fear and his tears already. But I want to see him dark, and I want to see Ruby respond to that. I think it would add a LOT of depth to their relationship and is something missing.

Plus showcasing the Doctor's flaws (selfishness) will make him a much more interesting character. I want to see some conflict between the Doctor and Ruby.

[pawphin]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE SILLIEST EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

[aether-friskets]

Feels kind of crazy to be writing this, but...

My line collection document for Heather is finished!

It took me an 11-hour run of the game because apparently being overly thorough and stopping to write down a ton of stuff does that. Obviously not all in one sitting though, I've been putting this together for a while (the oldest recorded version of the file seems to be October 31st of last year...).

I mostly did this out of personal curiosity, also I apparently like giving myself stupid large projects that im never sure if i'll complete (but this time i did!!), and as a way to better analyze elements of Heather's character since I'll have all this stuff compiled in one place. however, i figured it would be worthwhile sharing it with others, since I've yet to see something that had all of these random item interactions and such written down.

It's possible I missed things as I found it through playing the game and manually checking things, but I tried to be as thorough and careful as I could.

I hope it's... interesting, I guess? Useful? Something? lol

[miutonium]

Dude what the fuck is Art School?

[a-blip-of-billdip]

this isnt what i usually post on this blog but I'm already sick of all the memes and 'jokes'. I am almost certainly leaving the fandom for good now because of the book of bills release and NO it is not because billford's community has an influx of supporters.

So the worship and romanticization of asylums and other abusive practices for mental health have been steadily gaining traction in recent years, especially with the rise of tiktok's toxicity.

SO many people, especially younger people, regularly talk about how they want lobotomies or how women they don't like should be lobotomized. They get tattoos of lobotomy like it's some quirky fun thing and not one of the most horrific tortures someone can endure.

These same people, ESPECIALLY leftists, will look at anyone they disagree with or don't like and say "get institutionalized, loser" or "et therapy" and it's always in a mocking way. it's always in a policing way.

because these people know that mental wards strip everyone of their freedom and their bodily autonomy. they know these places arent for healing--theyre for silencing.

So the amount of people i see treating bill being institutionalized like a good thing---even the writers and alex himself?

Yeah. Im out ✌🏼

[todayisafridaynight]

i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive

ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is

[caseythebunnyboy]

its 1am in my country so :D happy valentines day, everyone! 💜💜

im so sorry i dont have a gift for this year, im still not doing well at all, and i dont know when ill start to feel better honestly 🥹 but i hope everyone has a great day today!

whether youre going on a date, or taking a self care day, or just having some alone time, with just yourself or your partner, i hope you all celebrate valentines however you please to! i promise ill have a gift next year :D

thank you for being patient with me, everyone 🥹 i love you all, and please have a good day! 💜

[jgracie]

heyyyyy

[correcthomestuckquotes]

dead chat xd

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[compacflt]

The poor SECDEF being referenced in Ice's postcard as an unfunny man and then in the Slider POV where Ice and Mav talk to SECDEF and have some sort of inside joke where they laugh about them. I love all these small inside references that feel like Easter eggs. How do you keep track of them when you're writing? Not sure if it will be in the 120k words of extra scenes (which I'm so grateful for, like I'd be fine with even just scraps) but being a fly on the wall while Ice interacts with the SECDEF be like sounds hilarious. Ironic that Ice thinks that he'd sit out in his retirement until he becomes SECNAV and then possibly SECDEF in "Debriefing" and that Ice has become the sort of unfunny man that lost his acerbic wit but regained it by the end in Slider's POV. Anywho I'm kind of in love with your writing and these characters and will sorely miss them when you're done posting these extras. Thank you for writing this fic and the extras and the WIP Wednesdays and everything. I know you've got other writing projects and wishing you the best, and can't wait until the 120k words drop this weekend. :)

to be clear the secdef ice says is unfunny/the secdef ice & mav laugh about at his retirement party are these two fucking guys

im very hesitant to label anyone war criminals even for Funny Reasons because words do mean things., but when it comes to Bob gates i do get all twitchy and hair-triggery

i think ice being secdef after being secnav is unlikely at best & impossible at worst but the thought of him stepping up to do it during bidens second term & then having to deal with. like. china invading taiwan is unbearably funny to me so it’s not out of the question in my fic universe because it would be good for the bit. first openly gay secretary of defense and he sends the US to open all-out conventional war with China,

[feathers-in-the-night]

Rewriting/editing Feathers is in interesting experience because as I go along, I realize stuff that should've been given more weight than it got in the original.

Right now, I'm dealing with the aftermath of the fall of Mount Justice, and in the original, Morgan is rightfully completely pissed, but the moment he pushes back and lets her in on some of his struggles, she folds. And then the next day they're just.. good?

Morgan should've had serious problems with trusting him after that. She should feel incredibly betrayed. She should be grappling with the fact that she's been falling with him, and then realizing that she doesn't truly know him.

In the new version, they don't resolve their talk that night. It ends in a very uncertain place. Dick asks if she still wants him as her mentor and she answers truthfully that she doesn't know. She has no idea how she can trust him again.

And that's it.

Neither of them know where they stand now. The mood is greatly altered, but I know once they've worked through this, all of the domestic and cute moments will feel that much sweeter.

I've added some stuff with Morgan going to the Hall of Justice to give her statement on what happened that night to Dinah, and Dick is unsure if she's planning to expose him. And Dinah finds out that he's out here working with a concussion and she forces him to go home and rest. So Morgan and Dick are essentially both put on house arrest, giving them ample opportunity to work through this. It'll take some time, but they'll get there.

Basically, I'm really enjoying adding some emotional depth that was lacking before. I feel like I was bad at calculating the long-term consequences to their actions when I first wrote the story. I simply didn't think far enough.

This moment of Nightwing's secrets being uncovered by Morgan should've been one of the biggest crises the two of them go through, but it just wasn't given the proper weight in the original version.

[royalreef]

i hunted for like 10 minutes for your blog bc i needed you to see this

(( GOD I WISH THIS WAS REAL — I'm starved for more ocean music, let alone deep sea music. Only the other day I managed to find Sea Synth and I'm still not satisfied.

[callmegaith]

I could write a whole essay about Eastern Promises that movie resonates with me so much, especially Kirill. This movie should be dissected and studied under a microscope. It's so good. commentary on Russian Mafia and all but Kirill being secretly gay playing a role in the events of this movie without the movie having to outright spell it out for you that he's gay is MWAH CHEF KISS

You get to see tho, that he has feelings for Nikolai, and Nikolai is VERY aware of those feelings and sadly takes advantage of them to gain leverage against the mob boss who is Kirill's dad.

But it doesn't mean Nikolai doesn't genuinely care about Kirill cuz he intervenes whenever Kirill's dad abuses him and he does really want to protect him.

It hurts that he promised Kirill a life where they both rule together as mob bosses, side by side, when you know that's probably not Nikolai's real intention. And I wish this idea had the chance to grow and become something in Eastern Promises 2 😭

Not to mention there was a part of this movie that really did something to my brain and always makes me tear up because how much it speaks to me personally and it's when one of the kids tells Kirill why he's always fighting with his dad, and Kirill responds 'its not a fight if one if you doesn't fight back' IT FUCKING BROKE ME

This movie is just so special to me and I love it so much 😭😭😭

[sirompp]

How are you today?

im doing better than i was yesterday