#im starting to hate it now so i'll post it before i regret it

[carlarte]

i can do what i want! *animates a demon owl prince eating a rodent*

[sidusvenari]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤVAMPIRE .. !

where you made a real big mistake, but Miles made the worst one look fine.

inspired by Oliva Rodrigo lyrics.

pairing: e42!aged up!Miles x reader

genre: angst, no comfort.

warnings: infidelity, both of them are 19, cursing, Miles being toxic

a.n: hi guys! i haven't posted day 2 of my writing challenge so here it is! i'll post twice today to make up to it, and i'm already working on it! love y'all, enjoy! xoxo.

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤPLEASE CONSIDER REBBLOGING!

you hadn't heard from Miles in days. sick worried, you had talked to all of his friends, and all of them would just shrug you off, and you knew something was wrong. you knew that it wasn't exam season at college, so why was he avoiding you? leaving you on delivered every day, not answering your calls, nothing. it was like you never met each other. until you got a text from an unknown number: a picture of Miles kissing another girl. the one girl that would always say how cute you two were together, the one girl that Miles told you not to worry about. you just couldn't believe that, after all of that you've done for him, you ended up being the fool. you texted him that same day.

you: we gotta talk.

mi vida <3: im omw

you: bet.

(delivered at 3pm)

he showed up at your window in his prowler suit at 2AM while you were writing your daily diary entry.

"hey." he called, making you look up from your notebook. "you good?"

"yeah, i'm good."

he looked at you, and you could see that he wanted to tell you something. you knew him better than he did, and that was the worst part of it.

"spill it."

"i… i fucked up, ma."

he mumbled out, and immediately you knew what he was talking about. why he was so distant. why his mother was avoiding you, why even his uncle, who was never even nice to you, asked if you were okay this morning when you ran into him.

"fuck yeah, you did."

"i'm sorry, y/n, i really am-"

"no you're fucking not. don't bullshit me, Miles Gonzales Morales."

"can you listen to me first?"

"no! no, i can't! God, i can't believe how stupid i was."

"ma, you're overreacting."

"am i? am i overreacting when some random number text me a picture of my fucking boyfriend kissing the one girl i was insecure about?"

"it was a one night stand, ma, i made a mistake! i love you!"

"no, Miles, i made a mistake. i made a real big one, and you made it look so fine!" you raised your voice, tears flooding your eyes. "and you can't love anyone, because that would mean you have a fucking heart!"

"c'mon, y/n, you're better than this. bet it was those crazy friends of yours that filled your head with that bullshit."

"don't you open your mouth to talk about them! they warned me! they told me you were bad news and you called them crazy like you did just now! God, i hate the way i called them crazy too…"

you leaned back, covering your face so he wouldn't see you crying. he walked to you, taking your hands and analyzing your face carefully.

"are you done? can i kiss you now?"

you scoffed, pushing him away

"is she better than me?" you mumbled, wiping the tears away.

"what?"

"is she better than me, Miles?

"you can't ask me that-"

"yes or no?"

he was silent, but you felt the energy shift.

"no one is better than you."

"it's incredible how you lie without flinching."

"listen to me-"

"get out of my fucking house."

"woah, who do you think you're talking to?"

"a stranger." you looked into his eyes, and you knew he knew it was over. "i hope you're happy, Miles. i truly do. but we both know that you'll never have another me."

he started to walk away, ego as shattered as your heart.

"thank God for that."

you took the ring out of your finger, placing it on his hands.

"we'll see about that."

you watched as he walked away, giving you one last look before leaving through the window. as you set down on your bed taking the notebook to write that down, you felt your eyes tearing up, and soon teardrops were staining the black ink that covered the pages. you knew that, eventually, Miles would regret that, but it would be too late.

this is so bad, i'm so sorry (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠) i hope y'all like it and let me know if you want a part two !! love y'all, xoxo!!

taglist: @elusive-honeydew

edit: I'm working on a part 2 of this one!!!!please lemme know if y'all wanna be tagged!

[little-bit-of-everything-tbh]

Fake boyfriend..?

Bakugou Katsuki x reader x Kirishima Ejirou

Read first: announcement

Read next ^^ - here

Tw: cursing, also maybe some spoiler

Things you should know:

1. I will follow my storyline, there may be some spoilers! I will not focus on anime storyline, sure it will be there but I will focus on my storyline mainly.

2. I decided that this will be story, I don't know how long it will be, how much chapters will it have, I'm doing all this spontaneous and I just hope to have a good time writing this, and I hope you have a good time reading it!

3. No hate! If you don't have anything nice to say don't say it. I accept criticism but not hate thank you very much.

4. This is my first time actually posting what I write so please don't be too harsh on me :>

5. Reader is going to be using she/her and will be referred to as female

6. I may or may not change name of this story because I'm still not sure what to call it. If you have any suggestions you can comment or put it in my ask box or whatever it's called I'm still trying to figure out things here.

7. And the most important! Have a good time reading this. If you have any suggestion of how can I update this story/chapter don't be afraid to text me or comment or whatever!

Part 1 - 2 weeks before U.A High

Kirishima is my best friend. We met when we were little and we were practically inseparable, and, if we're being honest, we still are.

Now it's about 2 weeks before end of the middle school, and we're sitting in class talking about what high school we want to access. We were supposed to choose what school will that be like 10 times till now but I still don't know! I'm indecisive so it's hard for me...

I groan to myself and hit my head on the desk but it doesn't go unnoticed from person behind me. That's when i heard it—

"Pssst!" and a little poke to my back.

I slowly turned and I made eye contact with scarlet eyes that belong to my one and only best friend - Ejirou Kirishima.

"What?" I asked not in a mood to talk.

"Have you thought about that thing?" He asked all excited and happy.

"..." I broke eye contact, not answering.

"C'monn what's the worst thing that can happen if you choose it??" He insists.

I was quiet for a few more seconds and then I answered him.

"Fine, I'll enter for that stupid school" I said and rolled my eyes at him, not even a second later grinning from ear to ear.

"YES! You will not regret it y/n! I promise! We will go and be heros together. Man, i can't wait..." he then started mumbling to him overexcited self about how its going to be the best time ever, or something like that.

I just laughed a little and turned around waiting for class to be over.

When the bell finally rang for the end of the class it was lunch time.

"Yess babey! Lets go eattt!" I jumped and hyped up Kirishima to hurry up with getting his things.

"Jeez, y/n, calm down. I'm coming im coming!" He said getting his things in hurry.

"That's what she said!" I laughed out loud and exited the classroom waiting for him outside.

After a few second he exited as well and I 'boo'-ed at him scaring him.

"Jeez! You were dead 5 seconds ago and now you're all overjoyed!"

"I knooww, but now I get to eat, so I'm not grumpy" I laughed.

He just rolled eyes at me and continued to walk.

When we got in cafeteria someone yelled my name. I looked right and left only to find one and only girl who could yell my name in the middle of cafeteria. It was non other then pink alien girl - Mina Ashido.

"Hey Min!" I waved at her like fucking sims - getting my hand all the way up and then waving maniacally.

She came over and we started making small talk until we got our food and sat down at the table.

"So." Mina said shortly and clear.

We looked at her in confusion, then at each other and then again at her.

"So what?" Kirishima said while I was drinking my chocolate milk.

"Are you two together yet??" She asks and get up all excited, expecting for our answer to probably be yes this time.

We just rolled our eyes and i groaned.

"Mina, if you're gonna hang out with us only to try and get us together then we can't be friends bestie" I said half sarcastic half honestly.

She fake sniffed and just answered, "but you have to get together ONCE ALREADY"

"Yeah, but Mina you're trying to get us together almost 3 years now. Please stop for our and yours sake too" Kirishima said and I nodded agreeing.

She huffed, rolled her eyes and just said "Fine"

Later on we just had some small talk while enjoying our food. When lunch was over, there were some boring classes and I almost fell asleep like 3 times, but every time Kirishima poked me with a pencil, and whispered for me to 'stay awake'.

When last class was finally over, Kirishima and I walked out of school talking.

"So tomorrow you're going to train with me" he said

"What? I did not anticipate in that!" I disagreed

"Well, you didn't do any training all this time, and you have about 2 months before the exam. You better start as soon as you can." He reasoned.

And he was right damn it. "Fine. We'll train tomorrow, text me about time and place okay?" I asked and he just nodded.

"Will it be hard training?" I asked, not really wanting to die out there.

"You'll see" he said and just chuckled.

Great. I'm gonna die out there.

[kidge-planet]

Kidge summer event

Day 11: chill night.

Characters: Pidge/Katie holt, Keith Kogane, ( Hunk Garret ,lance McClain)

Pairing: pidge and keith : kidge

season7-Season8, fix-it AU

A/N, SORRY IM LATE! I haven't corrected my mistakes so if you see some, feel free to tell me! ( Im posting today's prompt later, I HAVE TO WRITE IT AND THEN TO GO WRITE ON WATTPAD! HELP.)

Pidge and Keith arrived at Keith's place.

It was their last night on earth and well, Keith decided to make the first move... It was because of Lance:

"MAN! invite her and have a nice time with her! It's literally the last time you can chill a little and after that, we will be back into space for a while... We're not even sure to survive, so, enjoy that girl as long as you can or you'll have regrets!"

So Keith though about it. Again and again........ And he did it. He invited her to spend their last night on earth together. Basically, It was a movie night, ever since it was Keith's first date and he didn't know how to handle it. He didn't want it to be too formal and he wanted her to feel comfortable... She hates public places.

He opened the door:

"Come in, you know the place.. make yourself confortable."

He said, not very sure of what to do and how to handle the situation.

"Yeah, thanks."

She answered with a soft smile.

They both sat on the couch where Keith has settled blankets and snacks.

"GOSH! YOU GOT US PEANUT BUTTER COOKIES?!"

She said as she jumped on them.

"Yup, I remembered that you liked them."

"Awww, so you do listen when I talk." She teased.

"Of course! Why do you ask that?!"

She chuckled and he understood that she was messing with him.

Later, they settled under the covers. Both pretty close but still keeping a respectable distance from each other.

"Ok so, I stole Shiro's Netflix for the night! Do you have anything that you want to watch? I let you pick the movie."

"Mhhh....." She thought a moment before to speak up: " How about an horror movie? It's been years since I last watched one first of all because we were into space but also because Hunk never wants to watch them... What do you think?"

"Sounds good to me!.."

So they picked a movie and started to watch it.

Ok Keith, sow remember, you'll regret it if you don't do anything to hug her. Like, if you don't even TRY.... Alright, here we go... Keith thought

He stretched and placed his arm behind her to bring her closer... That was something Lance and Hunk had taught him and, even if it seemed dum and weird, it worked! He now had her closer to him! And as the night wore on, she got closer, and closer, until she was resting her entire body on him and he was cuddling her.

When the movie ended, Keith looked down at her to see if she had fallen asleep but no, she still had her eyes opened but you could see that she was very sleepy.

She sleepily raised her head that was resting on his torso and gave him a soft smile.

"So what did you think of that movie?.."

He asked, trying to break the ice.

"Was the best movie ever."

She held him closer.

"Was it that good?.."He asked, not knowing exactly how to react.

"I mean, I haven't really payed attention to the movie... But it was nice."

"But-'" He was about to ask why but understood. "Ha- I have to admit... I haven't payed attention to the movie either..."

She laughed and then grabbed him by the chin to let a kiss on his cheek.

"We're both so dum..." She sighed.

"We are...."

A/N: im writting another version of it on wattpad. It'll be longer and better lol. if you want to read it, I'll post it in the story called "kidge one shots".

[lukewarmstew]

I havent been posting as much, im feeling like fucking shit and like such a failure.

I know this could be considered "recovery" but im not loving any single piece of food that im putting in my mouth, im hating everything about me even more and im done with myself.

Ive been telling myself that I'll relapse tomorrow and it ends up in a binge (1,000+kcal) and i end up having anxiety attacks at night and also lots of self hate and regret. I cant do this anymore, im literally at my lowest, and it doesnt help that my arthitis its getting worse, it makes me depressed and makes me wanting to eat everything.

Tomorrow im going to the hospital and i already know my weight (48.4kg, probably gained this week), and to see myself in the mirrow and seeing a big difference in my face, i hate it, even more than before...

I am very upset and angry with myself because ive lost all my progress because of me. I feel lost and done with everything but mostly myself and my actions. This week when my mom started talking about plans that involved food, i knew i was gonna fail restriction, and to be fair i was planing to restrict by october so i was kinda ready to eat everything... i logged everythin i ate and then regret eating, even yesterday i was doing great but im always losing self control these days and i dont know why i cant fight it..

Today i didnt even bothered to do a low cal breakfast, i knew that i wanted some shitty cookies and i just grabbed them and ate them, i just cant control myself now, what is wrong with me??? I dont want to recover, it looks like it but im at my lowest right now, i dont want to gain more and more weight...

Since its difficult for me to walk right now, im just going to restrict as much as i can... i dont care about my mom finding out or if it means I'll have to purge, i want to lose weight, i need to lose weight.

If anyone reading this (which i dont expect, im just venting) i am going to spam my thoughts when i feel like binging, food or whatever shitty thought i have. I hope this makes me feel better about my restriction, worse about my binging and idk what else, but to keep myself acountable...

Whoever reads this... just tell me to kms and to starve, i need that type of inspo rn...

I'll keep updating in this boring ass blog.

See ya.

-Maruu

[thisplacecanburn]

Im really sorry for a long message but we haven't been friends for years and I dont know how else to reach out. I just want you to know I am sorry for how things turned out between us. I never meant to hurt you or any of our mutual friends (I guess for me, ex friend). I know you're probably going to send this to some group chat and you'll all laugh about how lame I am for trying to reach out. The truth is I went through a lot in life very suddenly (and ik everyone does, its not an excuse) and I'm sorry you all had to see the ugliest parts of it. you guys are my roman empire and im sorry life made it hard for me to be the friend you needed. I honestly needed intense support in that time and its okay if you couldnt be that. Im not sure if you care but I genuinely had to go through everything I went through completely alone. You guys were my closest friends and my main support system at the time. I'm sorry if my behavior at the time harmed you in any way shape or form. I know I may not have been a good friend while I was going through things in life, but I never really mentally recovered from being ghosted and excluded by you two. I don't mean to be bitter but I've been afraid to make new friends for years because of the way you guys treated me. I see you reblog posts about feeling lonely and disconnected from others at times and I wonder if you ever realize how much of an impact you've had on other people's lives. I wish there was an easy way for you guys to tell me you were starting to secretly hate me but we were young. I wish we trusted each other enough to actually talk about it. I guess if you hate having me around it's not worth fixing. I just want you to know Im sorry and i know I made mistakes being your friend. Its been 7 years since we stopped being close, 7 years is how long we were friends before that. The anniversary effect is real and I think I've moved on but then I still find myself wondering about how you're doing. I hope you stay friends with the people you actually love and I hope they love you back. I hope you find people who will give you more chances than you gave me. I was hoping to be one of those people cheering you on but you don't want me to be there. And I think Ive finally accepted that. Im not sure if you care, but in case you do: I'm doing okay now so no need to worry about me. Again I am so sorry this got so long and is probably intense and scary to receive with no warning. I have needed to say this to you and I know it's a lot. It seems counterproductive to be this detailed on anon but it feels embarrassing to reach out any other way. You can block me on IG if it bothers you that I'm following you on there. There's no need to respond or reach out if you don't want to. I just don't know if I'll ever get the chance to tell you this. I'll probably never see or hear from you again. And I'm tired of being hurt by that fact. They always said if you love something, let it go. I loved our friendship so much. You were the coolest girl in school. You taught me a lot about life at such a young age. I'm so sad we don't share our lives with each other anymore, but thank you for the time that you did. Thank you for the times you tried to help me. You were someone I really genuinely cared about. I'm sorry if I didn't show it enough. I always admired how brave, sensitive, and intelligent you are. We were girls together. Now you are a beautiful woman and you are going to shine in life.

Thank you for reaching out please message me. I was a mean girl and a bitch to people that needed me for a long time, no one deserved how I treated them I have no excuses. I am full of regret and I miss girlhood and friendships I’ve lost due to nothing more then my own insecurities. The really shitty part is realizing I could have done this to more then one person and can’t even reach out myself. Thank you for being brave and kind and telling me it means a lot to be even thought of.

Please be kind to yourself I am glad you’re okay I hope you find nothing but joy and peace, I understand. Growing up is just so fucking hard

[misqnon]

hi, i just read all of ur posts tagged as misqnon's one piece liveblogging and it was so much fun T-T. im here to rant about one piece and im sorry.

i really love seeing people react to content i am caught up with and hold close to my heart.

i got into the 800s in the anime and stopped watching, took a break and then read the manga up to around 1060. but last month i decided to read the whole thing from the beginning and it is genuinely SO WORTH IT.

after u have caught up completely its super rewarding to go back and look at previous chapters bc its constant "oh my god look what was foreshadowed here??" and "now i understand the context behind this!!!" and "this interaction is so much more meaningful now that i know their relationship!!". yes it did take me a whole month of nearly nonstop reading to catch back up but i have 0 regrets.

wano and the arc after it are both super fun and interesting and i think ur gonna love it. the lore is crazy. i hope u dont see any spoilers bc going into it completely blind will probably be way more exciting, especially with the most recent arc since its kinda suspenseful and mysterious,,.

anyways thats all i have to say how do you end these things.. take care!!

AAAAA ANON THIS IS SUCH A FUN MESSAGE TO RECIEVE THANK YOU...

I ended up talking a lot so I'll put this under a cut lol

I used to be the person who said I would never watch one piece 😭😭 I've been into anime since I was like 12 and I'm almost 24 now (fuck . That's like half my life) and obviously it's always been on my radar but I always thought it was 1. Too popular 2. Too Long 3. Hated how oda draws women lmao so I was fine ignoring it and only knowing the basics from just Being On The Internet

I think sometime early on I caved and attempted to watch it- I got to alabasta and stopped bc the anime pacing wasn't doing it for me (though I liked it up until then, but didn't LOVE it)

cut to high-school where a couple of my good friends liked it but we never really talked about it, it was a lifelong interest for one of them bc he'd started reading it on like 4th grade

Well I'm still friends with them (shoutout to sam and seb) and they convinced me to watch one piece film red with them in like July or August of last year bc they were showing me the songs and I, ado fan bc I'm a retired weaboo and a vocaloid Stan, was like "haha that sounds like ado" and they went "IT IS!!!!??" so I had to watch it for her.

again, I was like oh this is fun I like this :^) but no IMMEDIATE interest, more of a passive thing... until the live action came out a month or so later and I watched it just because and DAMN I FELL IN LOVE FAST

I went back to the anime and rewatched the beginning, then skipped back to alabasta where I had left off years and years ago and now I'm Here 🧍

I watched up through part of dressrosa before I started reading the manga, and now I'm doing that while watching certain episodes of just the parts I really wanna see animated

It's been. So Fun

I am now that person who's like Hey You Should Watch One Piece. I get it now. I so get it lmao. And you know the weirdest part is that with it being divided up into arcs like it is I find myself thinking it really doesn't feel that long!?!? Am I insane,

anyways. It's been a while since I was in an active fandom or even in a fandom at all - ESPECIALLY such a big one!?! (I was in college for 4 years and Busy).

but it's. Crazy. I'm writing fanfics and joining discord servers and I've never done that before. it's been very fun and rewarding tbh...I don't like a lot of things about oda and aspects he included and ofc one piece isn't perfect or unproblematic but it IS a really awesome epic of a story about friendship and found family and anti authority and its just.

I'm also a person who's always loved reaction videos or just even seeing otherppl react to things I like so I RELATE AND IM SO GLAD I CAN BE THAT FOR U...

I'm ngl as I've been reading I've been wanting to look up some old one piece forums dated the time certain reveals happened bc I want to see how people felt as this shit came out holy Shit....

it's additionally funny bc this blog is about 10 years old and has amassed a decent amount of followers over the years who were just into some of the other random stuff I've been into but I know a fair amount of them were thinking we were on the same page of not being into one piece and now here I am. Ruining that. And with the pervert character as my favorite no less. lmao SORRYYYY YALL <3

I'll leave u with this message I sent into the discord I share with some friends the other day, none of which really watch op, when asked to explain something about the show. In fact, I think the reasoning for this message was BECAUSE I was explaining to a friend just how much oda foreshadows things!! jinbei, kaido, haki, sanjis backstory, ALL being mentioned by name or referenced DECADES/YEARS BEFORE APPEARING ON SCREEN...HUNDREDS OF CHAPTERS APART....I could rant on more but I'll stop for now.

thank u for the message and feel free to dm me to talk about this silly show anytime bc its sunken its claws into me 😭

[enhypia]

JS ; exes

exes answers questions with the choice of drinking instead of answering

pairings: park jongseong x gn!reader

genre: angst, mild fluff

words: roughly 1.7k

masterlist ⸺ series masterlist

~guides and warnings~

italics - reader speaking

bold - jay speaking

[enclosed] - interviewer speaking

italicized bold - both reader and jay speaking

[enclosed bold or italics] - question (depends on who's speaking)

heavily inspired by: rec.create lie detector games, cut truth or drink

warning: contains and mentions of !!! drinking, swearing, neglect, breaking up

i don't promote underage drinking, save your livers

-ˋˏ✄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈

hello, i'm (y/n)

and i'm jay

we're (awkward eye contact)

uhh we're exes

[you guys were invited here today as exes for a fun little drinking game, you guys were aware of that right?]

yes

yup

*interviewer shuffles awkwardly

sorry it's just, our friends were the ones who signed up for us

yeah, we just found out about it three days ago

[but are you guys still okay with doing this?]

we're okay

just give us a few minutes to get used to environment

*(y/n) chuckles

[okay, for this game, questions will be asked and if you refuse to answer, you drink, it's that simple. are you guys ready? should we start?]

*jay nods

ready as i'll ever be

[how long were you guys together?]

we were together for almost 3 years

[how long have you guys been broken up?]

about a year and a half now

[who broke up with who?]

i did they did

[why did you break up with him?]

so this was all a year and a half ago okay? no coming for jay, he's grown, we've grown

thanks?

you're welcome

*jay laughs

uhh.. it just really reached a point where i felt neglected in a way? and it was just tiring? i kept thinking 'do i deserve this treatment?' and i hated that i was doubting everything, including his feelings. so i just said let's talk about it and then yeah we split up

*jay drinks and (y/n) laughs

sorry sorry

nah i just needed that

[okay, how about we officially start the q&a portion between the of you now?]

*both nod and played rock paper and scissors to determine who gets to ask first, jay wins

*he picks up a card and facepalms after seeing the question

goddamn

should i be scared?

not sure, but you might opt to drink though

[do you blame me for what happened to us?]

oh my god *(y/n) laughs

i know right

so we're unpacking emotions today? okay noted

you can just drink if you're not comfortable with it

i'll drink but i'll still answer, might ease your mind no?

*jay couldn't stop his head from nodding

*(y/n) drinks

i admit that i blamed you at first, but then i got to thinking that it wasn't just you, i was also at fault too since i never really vocalized what i felt? i just let it build up until it reached the point where you couldn't do anything about it anymore, and i couldn't too.

yeah but it's more of my fault since i felt something was wrong but i just brushed it off, i brushed you off.

....

shot?

*jay smiles slightly and both raised their glasses to cheers before drinking

we were both at fault and i don't blame you, jay. i hope you stop blaming yourself

*(y/n) smiles softly then picks up a card to stop any reply they might get from jay

god why are these questions so heavy? it wasn't like this from other episodes

*jay and crew laugh

okay, hit me

[what's your biggest regret about our relationship?]

what the fuck

SEE ?!

*both laugh and jay drinks

okay, next question

no, i'm answering

[we won't stop you but just reminding you both that it's okay not to answer if you drink]

the alcohol releases the unhinged-ness

in other words, this is really just us using the alcohol to actually say what we feel

i think you already the answer, and it's that i didn't do anything about us even if i felt something was wrong. i just kept on focusing on my career that i reached a point where i brushed everything off as nothing. and in the end, while i got the success i wanted, somehow i also feel like i'm on the losing end really.

*(y/n) drinks making jay laugh

what? it's my first time hearing all this !

it was a rough break so

omg is this our closure ???

*jay's eyes widened

and it's filmed ?!?!

*everyone laughs

couple goals *(y/n) does a hashtag

oh wait *(y/n) looks at jay

exes goals *both do a hashtag pose

*they laugh, ignoring the sting in their hearts

okay, okay moving on

*jay laughs again

is it a heavy one again?

nope

[do your friends hate me?]

*(y/n) bursts out laughing

please 😭

we have the same friends

we share a lot of mutual friends

that's why there was like tension for a month in the friend group because no one knew what to do

i'm sorry you had to endure all that friends

remember when they literally made an organized schedule to hang out where we wouldn't see each since the break up was still fresh?

yeah like i got heeseung on tuesdays

and i got him on thursdays

😭😭😭

we love them though, they did their best to console us both

thanks guys <33

*(y/n) picks up a card

goddammit

[do you think we could've actually worked out our problems?]

i think it's unfair that i get a lot of heavy questions

i have the power of god and anime on my side today

i think we could've, if i just had taken the actual time to reflect and sit down and talk, we could've worked it out.

*(y/n) slaps jay's arm

i told you, stop blaming yourself

k

*(y/n) rolls their eyes

*jay picks up a card and

oh

what?

*he is stuttering guys, he is fidgeting

[do you wish we were still together?]

oh

yeah

.....

*both drink

i mean-

*jay has been paralyzed, he did not expect (y/n) to answer

i'm happy where i am right now, maybe there are moments of weakness that the thought crosses my mind but i don't dwell on it too much. i think we're both still learning and growing.

*jay doesn't want to think about the fact that (y/n) never said a clear yes or no

*(y/n) picks up a card and groans

please just drink to this

why?

[what do you think of me now?]

....

drink.

no?

why?

because-

why?

i'm answering

why?

i want to?

no.

right now i'm just really proud of you.

*WORLD PAUSE, (y/n) is malfunctioning

it's a little sad that i didn't get to witness a lot of it but i promise i watched from afar and i'm so proud of you. like it makes me feel lighter in a way? knowing that you're still going and pursuing your dreams. it just made me at ease that -

*(y/n) drinks, looking very much like snow white's apples

are you blushing?

jay i will kick you

*he laughs and pinches (y/n) cheeks making them redder, (y/n) slaps his hands away

i won't hesitate bitch

how about you huh?

[what do you think of me now?]

*jay you should know not to tease too much or else it'll bite you back

i think you're absolutely amazing.

*jay could only blame himself

i am in constant awe and there's this pride that i have in me whenever i see you thriving. it's weird because i thought i'd be bitter about it, but since i knew of your goals and how passionate you were, all i felt was pride. it did hurt a little that i couldn't go "that's my baby!" anymore.

*alert! jay's ears are red and it's spreading to his cheeks and neck

okay next question!

*he quickly picks up a card making (y/n) burst out laughing

everything i said was true though.

hajima. stop. pause. i'm not listening

*(y/n) laughs at flustered jay

this is the last one.

[question for both: if you could tell me anything, what would you say?]

sheesh

same

rock paper scissors? loser goes first

*jay wins

*(y/n) drinks

can you turn around for this one, like don't look at me.

*jay followed

i want to say that,,,, that it's not your fault for putting your future first. it kind of stung since you made me feel like i wasn't a part of it but i know that wasn't your intention. i understand your actions and i don't blame you. if i was in your position i probably would've been the same. i'm sorry that i didn't try harder, like you said we could've made it work but i just got so tired, i hope you can forgive me for that as well.

okay i'm turning around as well, your turn

*(y/n)'s eyes are glassy, but jay doesn't need to see that

i want to say that i'm sorry for neglecting you. i feel like you're tired of me saying sorry but that's really all i could do. i forgive you by the way even if i don't get why you're apologizing to me. i also want to say that, it wasn't you. it sounds cliche but you weren't the reason i became like that, it was me. it was never you. so please don't blame yourself for anything. please don't question your worth because you were more than enough.

yah i didn't want to unpack that

well i still know you and i was given the chance to say it now so

*(y/n) turns around wiping tears, jay is sniffling

i need a drink damn

*(y/n) pours a shot and jay as well, both drink after clinking their glasses

[you guys good?]

*both looks at each other and chuckles

we're good

i can't believe we have to thank our friends for setting this up

*jay groans

[care to answer one last question that is in everyone's minds' right now?]

oh god

is it what i think it is

[will we see you guys be featured again? maybe exes to couples again?]

let's drink!

*both take one last shot and waves to the camera

*(y/n) shrugs and jay winks

bye~

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a/n: i was planning to post this sooner but my pharma prof suddenly dropped a 6-page activity lmao rip, im scheduling the timestamps i forgot to post last update sorry sorry. my angst skills are subpar forgive me but i tried my best. i hope you like this one too !! jake's will be uploaded next ! please look forward to it <33

[bakugoukatsuki-rising]

I'm. The new covers, op. The new covers. Gosh. Both of them hold so much symbolism. And technically they both are canon, they are both original ideas that could perfectly be valid. Horikoshi simply found something better. But anyways, I'm going to go ahead and ramble about it because Im- Op, prepare for a long ask! Hope you like it!

So!

On the one where Katsuki's the one in the picture, he's not on his knees like he is in the other two covers. Instead, he has his face down, body forward, one hand on one leg, the other one holding out for something...He's bowing. Bowing in Japanese culture is a pretty big deal. Hes not just tilting his head a bit, his head and body are on full on commitment.

Such a tilted bow means a LOT, specially from THIS guy, Mr dont let anyone walk in front of me. Even more when hes not just bowing, but accepting such an open display of given help, Mr shonen anime lone wolf. Accepting something he always has trouble admitting to. Accepting the past, accepting the wrongs. Accepting Izukus help means so much, and that's what these three covers have in common.

His hand is sctretching out. He's ready to say yes to that hand out in the air.

(Ps. I wonder if he's watching his own reflection on the water in this panel, as well?)

Hes in middle of the picture with those childhood friend at the back, which means audience. It means letting people see what hes done, what he's sorry for. He is being open and exposed and vulnerable. That's no fighting stance.

Remember guys, in case you haven't noticed before, Horikoshi puts lots of metaphorical value in his manga and on his covers. Sometimes you've got to dig in deep and think to get the bigger picture. And in this case, the bigger picture screams regret and wanting to make things right from the start.

This cover occurs in the past, at the moment where everything started, and Katsuki fully remembers this. Katwuki has thought of this, is thinking about this. He's had eye bags for gods sake, he's clearly troubled by all of what it means.

These three covers are the visual explanation of what's going on inside Katsuki's head, because this is clearly focused on him and his perspective.

(Ps. Rivers symbolise the massage of time. If that doesnt add to everything else, I dont know what to tell you.)

So! Next!

Wow, if this isnt one of my favourite things ever. Okay. Christ.

I have two options here. Scratch that, three options. Scream into the void, scream into this post, or actually make a good presentation of my inner turmoil. I'll have to go by the third option. (Haha. Just like horikoshi did. Dont # me, I'm funny in my head.)

This cover melted my insides, froze them all over, and hit me with them like a hammer.

I know they're kids, but let me get this straight-so kids seriously look at their friends with these looks in their eyes and think "ah, yes. This is my very good friend. This gentle smile and kind look I'm giving him as if he was my whole world? Well, hes just a very good friend."

I looked at my childhood crush this way, I dont know what to tell you.

Anyway, let's actually jump to the information at hand.

This panel seems like it's making a reference to what Katsuki wishes could have been. And if that's not absolutely soul-crushing...this cover is Katsuki's feelings, guys. These are probably his very thoughts. This scene has gone through Katsuki's head at some point.

We've got Izuku in his stuck up pose all over again, in just an awkward angle. It's like katsuki isnt looking AT this katsuki right now, but at the spot where the actual past Katsuki, at some point, was. As if this Isuku is frozen in time. Dont believe too much in this paragraph, I still have my doubts about that, but I feel it's a possibility. Izukus eyes seem to be focused on the water, while Katsuki is just the tiniest bit back, reaching for Izukus hand. And gosh.

I dont think I've ever seen older NOR child Katsuki have this look plasted into his face before. He's...sheepish. Kindly, awkwardly sheepish. No hate, no anger, no shame, no nothing. His face is clear and sweet and has this "Whoops. You got me. But thanks." kind of expression on.

The hand behind his head, just the tiniest but embarassed? That little smile? It's all so soft.

Rambling about softness though- I really liked the hand scene in this particular panel. If you close up your view, you realise that theres no effort to pull anyone out of nowhere. In this panel, they are simply holding hands in frozen time for no purpose at all.

Katsuki has his hand around Izuku...simply holding there.

Again, because the angle is awkward, it's kind of messy, but you get the point.

It's all simply beautiful. Horikoshi clean likes give me life.

And lastly. The actual cover.

I screeched so hard when I saw this. My first instinct when seeing this for the first time was to straight up go trigger happy fingers and write about it to my friends. Christ.

Everything is so...SOft. horikoshi made a good decision by mixing both previous drawings in one. We have parts of the two covers in one, which is amazing. In this one, Katsuki isnt alone, as Izuku's there too. But we dont have the audience either. Probably because the main focus on this panel is no one else except them two.

Again, Katsuki looks like he's bowing, but instead of looking all the way down, he's in the middle. Not looking at Izuku nor looking at the ground, like it shows in the previous covers. Instead, Horikoshi found a middle ground. He's looking at his hand. At the gesture.

Hes not holding hands quite yet, but his hand is there. At arms reach. Not close enough but there. Wanting.

Theres so much regret and again, softness.

Again, like you Op said a bit bad, the angle is off here. This is present Katsuki remembering his past. The angle is off because this Izuku isnt holding out for our Katsuki. This is a memory. A wish. Katsuki's wish.

(Ps. Izukus trousers drenched in the rivers water. This detail was so nice. It's a subtle action that describes Izukus characterization so much. Izuku went in the river with Katsuki in mind, not caring if he got his clothes soaked in the process too. For Izuku, only Katsuki was there. And for Katsuki, only Izuku is.

As a plus, I can't believe the cover of this is literally called Bakugou Katsuki rising. They named the entire thing after that one chapter. Actually, I very much, totally believe it. It's the moment so many people have been waiting for, after all. The moment so many scenes have been amounting for, little by little.

*dreamy sigh*

Thanks for reading, I hope you enjoyed this little thing, I had to get it out of my system and dont want to bother my dear friends anymore than needed.

Have a good day, OP! I'll stay updated!

You kinda just...took my heart and curb stomped it, not gonna lie. Your observations are so beautiful and so accurate. The sketch with little Bakugou taking Izuku’s hand is so...raw, and yeah, that expression is definitely one of love. Those eyes, the way he is HOLDING Izuku’s hand, not TAKING it. He isn’t taking it to stand up, he is literally just...holding it. 

That isn’t the way you take someone’s hand when you’re trying to pull yourself up. It’s an awkward angle and just...wouldn’t work right. No, he is literally just holding his hand, and that’s exactly what Bakugou wishes he did all that time ago. He wishes that he not only took Deku’s hand, but held onto it. Held it as if it were something precious, something to be cared for and protected. 

These are Bakugou’s true feelings expressed in these drawings, and I think Horikoshi released them on purpose, to show us more of what he wanted Bakugou to be feelings through all of this. Since after all, we know that Bakugou expresses himself in action, not so much words. And because Horikoshi is an absolute genius, he thought to give us these other glimpses in how he feels through these actions. 

And the other sketch with him bowing his body to Izuku, and the way the log looks like it’s on his back with his ‘friends’ on top of it. 

The pressure of needing to be the coolest, the strongest, the best. Those kids put that kind of pressure on him, even if they never realized it. They encouraged his behavior and fed his ego, and it never allowed him to see how he was wrong. But now he is realizing it, and he is bowing himself in light of that acknowledgement. He is lowering his head and putting his pride away, so he can get back what he lost all those years ago; the opportunity to take Izuku’s hand.

To take the hand of the only one of those kids that ever loved him unconditionally. Who never pressured him or expected him to be invincible. Who saw all of his flaws and was completely prepared to support him despite all of it. The only one. 

I’m just a mess over all of this, and I am so incredibly thankful to Horikoshi for creating this beautiful relationship. AND IN A SHOUNEN MANGA, NONETHELESS!!  

Thank you friend, for your beautiful thoughts. I think they’re spot on, and I am so emotional all over again because of this. 

[theravencawsatmidnight]

Pink Chains (cont.)

Kyotani owns a grunge /punk apparel shop after leaving the Sendai Frogs after a incident with the Black Jackals. He designs his own clothes and hires Oikawa & Iwaizumi as his employees. Everything goes smoothly for awhile, till you walk in; pink dress, big smile , and bubbly personality. His whole life stops in that moment. 

Punk! Kyotani x Bubbly F! reader. Aka my favorite cliche trope. It lives in my head every second of the day.

Brief Violence

The rest of the first half and all ive got so far ! / first half at the bottom !!

Your home was a cheap studio apartment not far from the college; a small studio with a cute bed by the window , a table with a bunch of markers with a big sketchbook sitting in the middle . You had the basic needs and a little couch in the corner but no tv , but there was a little pink cat bed next to the couch.

Kyo stuffed his hands in his pockets looking around the studio , it was weird being in a small studio for him since he has a home . Everything seemed shoved into one or two spots. He sat down on the couch and you were looking a little embarrassed, fussing with your dress .

“I know its not much but ! Its my little space heh, Mocha is probably in her little house sleeping. She will wake up soon though now that im home !!!” You picked up some clothes out of a basket. “Ill be right back , make yourself at home!”

“Okay sweetie.” He leaned forward dipping his head down to look in the cat hut . He could see a tiny kitten sleeping in it and smirked leaning back into the couch getting comfortable, well as much as he could in tight jeans. Kyo peeled his jacket off and pulled his phone out to check it .

Group Chat

Mattsun/ picture

Oikawa/ OOOOOO

Iwaizumi/ i knew pink was your color

Kyotonai/ guess where i am

Iwaizumi/well i dont see you so not at home

Oikawa/ are you at her house ?!?

Kyotani/yep, invited me to stay the night

Mattsun/ oh my , how adult

Kyotani/ shut up Mattsun

Oikawa/ hope you brought condoms

Iwaizumi/ be gentle with her

Kyotani/we aint gonna fuck i just didint want to leave yet

Oikawa/ 😙😙😙😗😙😙😙

Mattsun/ 😳😳😳😳😳

Iwaizumi/ 😒

Kyotani / i hate all of you

Iwa,Kawa, Mattsun/ 💕💞♥️

Kyo put his phone on the table when he saw you come out of the restroom, you were wearing a red panda shirt and matching shorts . Mocha emerged from her home too and meowed for attention . Kyo could not stop looking at you, so cute, so , so cute..

“Mocha! “ you bent down and picked up the brown kitten taking a seat next to Kyo to show him. “Shes a rescue ! I saw her all alone and i just had to help her.”

Kyo took the kitten from you and set it on his lap to pet her. “Shes cute” he leaned back tugging at his jeans trying to relax.

“Whats wrong?” You asked, Kyos lap to pet the happy kitten.

“Had these jeans on all day, i dont want to.. make you uncomfortable.”

Mocha nuzzled into Kyos stomach getting comfy and looked like she was not movin for any reason.

“I dont mine but.. you better do it fast because Mocha is not gonna care that you wanna take em off.”

Gently he lifted to kitten to fuss with his belt , you giggled getting up and grabbing your sketchbook. “Can i show you.. heh my drawings.”

“Of course sweetie, you draw?” He asked , pulling his jeans down with one hand and Mocha in the other. Kyo had on black and pink boxers . “Ugn finally..” he set Mocha back on his lap and placed the jeans on his jacket feeling a little unsure if he should have taken em off.

You hid behind your sketchbook when you saw him on the couch in his boxers. Kyo had tone legs from volleyball and a few tattoos on his legs along with some bruises and knicks.

Kyo looked down at Mocha feeling a little embarrassed. Why were skinny jeans so damn uncomfortable after a while? He asked as he pet the little kitten.

You sat down with him criss cross with the sketchbook on your lap. “Yep! I'm in college for art and design. I want to one day get picked up by a clothing store and have my drawings on shirts”

Kyo leaned towards you looking over the sketches with wide eyes. They might have been all cute things; like kittens, red pandas, hearts, patterns and space but they were so damn good. “You have a real talent these are awesome.”

“Really?!?”

“Yes sweetie. Id put these on my shirts. Oh that reminds me..”

“Oh my gosh!! Kyo that would be so cool!” Gently you placed the sketchbook on the table and looked at Kyo, he was a looking a little unsure of himself. “Whats wrong..?”

“Why exactly did you come into my store ? Ive never seen you in it before”

“ uhm Kyo.. you have a shirt in the window with kittens on it.. so.. “

He laughed wrapping his arm around you making you laugh too. “My ‘Sad Day’ shirt? With all the grumpy cats?”

“Its so cute, how could I not!!!” You hit his chest lightly not liking his tone.

“Okay okay.” Lightly he grabbed one of your hands holding it close. “Happy you did, really.” His eyes drifted off you and around the room.

“Kyo?” You inched closer, picking Mocha up leaning down to place her in her hut.

Kyo picked you up and sat you down on his lap facing him, placing his hands at your hips. He leaned back spreading his legs. “Yes? Sweetie..?” You could feel he was a little hard, it was really hot between your legs..

“Im happy i did too.. i really like you.”

His heart thumped a few times. “First girl to say that to me…” he rested his elbow on the arm of the couch to support his head. “I wasn't the nicest guy in highschool, i'll never forget the day Yahaba slammed me into that wall and told me to get my shit together.”

You looked a little sad at his words, Kyo only mentioned his aggression one other time but even then he sounded upset and full of regret.

“Do you want to talk about it?” You asked him , cupping his cheeks so he would look at you. His eyes told you ‘yes, yes please.’ But.. “No, i just want to hold you if that's okay.”

“Okay. If we fall asleep my alarm is going to go off at 8 so sorry in advance.” You got comfortable on his lap and Kyo tipped your chin up so you were looking at him.

“Would you be more comfortable on the bed?”

“Yes i think so. I dont think i can sleep like this. Hehe.”

Kyo gripped your hips picking you up, he stepped over Mochas hut and brought you to the bed to lay down with you, his face a little red. You latched onto his sleeve closing your eyes and drifting off. “Night Kyo..”

“G’night sweetie..”

Fuck what was he doing ? Talking about it will help.. right? Kyo had to wait a bit before you were fully asleep to get up and grab his phone.

Kyotani/ Iwaizumi

Iwaizumi/ Yes

Kytotani/ keep this between us

Iwaizumi/ you didn't hit it and ditch did you?

Kyotani/ what? No.

Iwaizumi/ are you scared to make it official Kyo

Kyo stared at the text for a few minutes reading it over and over .

Iwaizumi/ is it the anger issues

He squeezed his phone and sat down on the couch dialing his phone.

“Im scared ill lash out or something”

“Mm.. when was the last time that happened again?”

“The Tourney against the Black Jackals.”

“Ah yes, think Kei had to pry you off Bokuto or something right?”

“Yes… Iwaizumi i can't lash out at her. I just can't, i mentioned Yahaba and that day and she asked if i wanted to talk about it”

“You said ’no’, didn't you” Sigh “Kyotani she's not a threat, she's not an enemy . She's literally just a girl who likes you. Open up to her”

“How.”

“Uuhhmmmm, tell her you want to talk about it. I'm going to bed. You can do this Kyotani”

He hung up .

Kyo rubbed his face for a minute and glanced at you for a minute then back to his phone opening up Messages.

Kyotani/ Mattsun i know your asleep but invite Yahaba to the beach volleyball.

He set his phone down and very slowly made his way back to you. He wrapped his arms around your sleeping body and shut his eyes tight trying to sleep.

**

In the morning Kyo was awake early browsing on his phone, he stared at the screen for a minute before pressing Play on the video.

-flash back-

‘Another score for the Black Jackals!!! It is Match Point !!! ‘

The Sendai frogs were tired, sweaty and losing this Tournament. The Black Jackals were still full of energy and ready to go . It was a very hard game for both sides and Bokuto kept testing Kyotani, this was the first time he met the loud grey haired boy and he just did not like him. He knew Hinata but he did not like him too much.

Kyotani was doing better at keeping his temper under control and his team figured out how to hype him up without making him angry. Kei was not too fond of him but then again he did not really need to be, they just needed to be on the same page on the court.

That owl boy though, he was loud, annoying , and just testing him. Kyotani knew it, every serve, block, and spike was for him to clear or get rid of . Kyotani got hit with the ball a couple times and thats when he lost it.

‘Kyotani has taken another hit from the ball!!!’ Yelled the annoucer .

“Hey hey hey?!! Eye on the ball yea!??”

“Dont let it get to you” Kei told him .

“.........”

“..Kyot-“

He was on the other side of the net ontop of Bokuto punching him .The whole building was dead silent.

The last thing Kyotani remembered was hearing the announcer describe what was happening and Kei pulling him off of Bokuto.

He quit the Sendai Frogs that day, took his last check and left not looking back. He opened an apparel shop he called The Dog House and got in touch with his old highschool teammates starting over.

-end flashback-

You woke up to see Kyos hand on your head , you were not fully awake so you just laid there enjoying the nice feeling on your head. Mocha had also joined you in bed and was between you both sleeping. Kyo smelled like leather… an old leather that was renewed, it made your nose crinkle a bit. Looking up you saw he had a collar tattoo with spikes on it on his wrist . It was kinda silly but kinda cute too , although you wondered what it meant.

A minute later your alarm went off and you whimpered letting Kyo know you were awake. He let go of your head to slam your alarm clock off. He looked upset or angry in the face, and he was still staring at his phone.

Slowly you got up and gently placed Mocha on your pillow so you could scoot closer to him. “Kyo? Did you get any sleep?”

“I have to show you something.” He said as he turned his phone to you pressing Play again.

You were holding the phone now, it was alot heavier than yours . You had watched the video a couple times and everytime Kyo punched Bokuto you flinched. After the second time you placed the phone down to sit facing him.

“Kyo..”

He looked the other way running his hand through his hair.

“Kyo?”

He wanted to run away so bad. Start over again. Someplace without people like -

“Kyo.”

You were between his legs now , he had his knees up and was resting his elbows on them and still did not look at you. Dammit Mad Dog just say something to her, she's right there, dont shut her out.. dont shut..

You grabbed his face turning his head, kissing him, catching him very off guard. Kyo fell back taking you with him . You had no intention of stopping and just kissed him more and more even though he cursed between breaths. Kyo grabbed you lifting you up off his face and chest. You frowned at him and sat down on his lap once he let you go, cheeks flushed and very embarrassed.

“S..swee..sweetie”

“You aren't like that anymore!” You told him while you rubbed your eyes.

“Sweetie no don't cry please..” he sat up taking you in his arms rubbing your back in circles. “Sshh..”

“Please.. talk to me..” You sniffled into his neck squeezing him tight.

Kyo was shaking .. you were shaking . He laid his head on your neck starting from the beginning.. the very beginning. Every few minutes he would stop to check if you were still crying. He would cup your face and wipe under your eyes and ask ‘Are you Afraid of Me’ and you shook your head saying ‘No’ every single time. You were both tearing up by the end of it, Kyotani told you about Yahaba, Highschool after Iwa & Kawa graduated , how he became a Pro and Bokuto. The look on his face just made you so sad and seeing you sad was something he never wanted to see.

“Sweetie.. how , how can.”

“I like you Kyo, a lot. I'm not scared, never will be.”

“I'm so scared ill lash out at you sweetie.”

You grabbed his hand holding it and running a hand up and down his sleeve while you talked. “Kyo.. you let me touch your wolves. When we first met in your shop i noticed you were rubbing it a lot , like you were worried or you thought id just out right touch it”

“I..”

You kissed him again and wiped your eyes free of stray tears. “I want to be with you Kyo, i wanna.. see red pandas with you”

He laughed at that and so did you.

“I already said i'd take you didint i?” He asked cupping your face .

“Just making sure you know i really wanna go heh..”

“I know sweetie, believe me i know.” Kyo kissed you and you blushed wrapping your arms around him.

The alarm went off again too.

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[shoosy]

Fanfic 20 Questions Game

Thanks for the tag @sleepy-poet <3333

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

19! hopefully more soon though... 😏😏

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

36888 (very small)

3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

I have written for... 3.

• Sidemen

• Game Grumps

and obviously

• Slipknot

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

'It's Not All Roses' - 29

'Lover Boy' - 29

'Homiesexual' - 24

'Film Night' - 24

'Drunken Nights' - 23

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I try to because I honestly appreciate all the comments I get! Although sometimes I don't know how to reply because I'm so ecstatic over the fact other people like what i'm doing!

6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

uh... oh. This one's quite hard, i most of the time leave a very ambiguous ending..

There is one which makes me really sad and kinda regret when reading back now and then there are another two which are quite inconclusive.

so. 1. 'Lost Cause'

2. 'Unforgettable Incident'

3. 'Flower Boy'

7. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

oh my lord, I honestly loved the end of my fic 'Partner In Crime' because it's so wholesome...

8. Do you write crossovers? If yes, what’s the craziest thing you’ve written?

I have never written a crossover! But im not against them. I just have a lot of slipknot fics in the works and kinda want to finish them before moving onto greater plains.

9. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Yep. It sucked ass and made me nearly quit very early on. I wasn't prepared to be told to die. So yknow...

10. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I have written smut once and thought I did terrible, although I am an avid reader of the content. I may try again in the future but perhaps I'll just still to heavy fluff.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Yes. It was soul crushing.

12. Well. I think the twelfth question was something about had your fic ever been translated or something?

No.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

I have not! But honestly if anyone ever wants to then I'm down because I'd love to!

14. What’s your all time favorite ship?

i enjoy sid and shawn. but also anything that includes the tol men because... yknow height difference in fics.

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

We do not speak about it. I HAVE 25 IN THE WORKS. there is this one specific one that I just can't progress in a direction I want but I really like the start scene, it's like a uh... haunted house kinda spooky vibe.

16. What are your writing strengths?

uh... I enjoy writing dialogue. and perhaps my varied language when describing certain things???

i dont really have any :[[

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

pacing. every fuckin time. I just can't get it to flow right in my opinion and have to use a time skip or something. it makes me feel SO bad.

18. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in fic?

I nearly did that recently! I'm definitely not against it and nearly wrote in French recently to be... yknow romantic 😏😏

19. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

The Sidemen (A YouTube Group) and I SUCKED. I was probably the worst writer on the surface of the earth. Punctuation and spelling out the window, like sis... 😬😬😬

20. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

omg... this a hard one. I love them all for different reasons like I love the crack text ones for dialogue but I also love the fluff value of some of my others.

Overall I'd say I like 'Partner In Crime' the most because it was the first fic where I posted it and it made me feel slightly proud to have made it. I also find myself going back now to read or compare certain aspects or scenes.

I’m not sure who to tag so.... some of my favs at the moment <3 @stickandpoke-infection @xlaceratedlullabiesx @ims0vain if you are interested!!!

[irritating-mlm]

Okay look in going to give in and talk about the OC I just made for the game.

Also bear with me, I don't know all the lore to this game, and even if I did it's a fun little oc, don't make fun of me for not knowing something when it's fun ok? This is also going to be long because I like to ramble so if you don't like long posts just skip it

This is Zion before he killed Cruz. (Im away from the family Xbox and I don't remember his last name, I'll edit this when I find it.) As you can see there's still a but of life to his eyes. He doesn't have long hair, and theres no scars on his face. Zion actually met Louis before the incident, in fact he was dating him, (SHH I KNOW I KNOW) until they had a huge argument and Zion left to fight Cruz. If Zion remembered it at this point in his story, he would say that was over the blood veil he was wearing, when Louis would admit that he started the argument in hopes Zion would go away and... He did. For a long time, and Louis regrets it. Here is what he looks like now.

The fight between the queen and him took most of his vision out of his left eye, and shattered his face. He can still see out of it somewhat, but it's to a point where everything comes out as shadows with that eye in an well lit up area, but in a dark area it's impossible to see out of the eye. his partner needs to be on his left side because that is a major Blindspot for him. It's hard to see, but his eye actually has dark blue in it, with bits of purple

When he first came to after the incident,he had way longer hair than what he originally had, but it was extremely long so as soon as he got to the base he put it into a braid (I liked his long hair, bit I absolutely hated the physics of the hair)

When Louis met up with Zion, he was dumbstruck. He hadn't seen him in years, and the last he knew was he died in the battle with the queen. He didn't know the exact details of the fight, but he knew he joined the lost. He didn't even say anything before Zion went "Hi... My name's... Zion I think?"

Louis then offered to help with is usual line. Zion clearly did not remember, he didn't want to force a memory on him, especially in a Damp dark lost infected cave. He did wait until they went to home base to say "Hey, Zion. I know you from your past." But he also told him that he was worried that trying to push a memory on him was going to be too much. He asked Zion if he wanted to know of his past. Zion did want to, so he tried to say how they first met. Zion was instantly riddled with headache after headache until he passed out. After that, they both agreed to just let the memories return when they return, and if they return.

Of course though, the heart will always remember the love of your life, and Louis is really not good at hiding his love for Zion, as well as Zion for Louis. He is still upset about the fight, and he's worried that once Zion remembers, IF he remembers, he will leave again. It was a bad fight, and Louis can't lose him another time.

[the-redeemed-anon]

Music anon here and im living up to my name i guess!

I have not seen many ppl comment on this but the song niki played at the end of her stream (i haven't watched it bc i cant really handle that rn) but i was informed it was "Learning To Hate You As A Self Defense Mechanism"

by flatsound.

And well i think the title of that song is pretty telling lol.

As we do with Eight this song tells a whole lot about niki's character rn. And i want to bring in some quotes from the song so we can look at c!niki from this angle.

"I knew I'd hold on to this feeling

I'd hold on to anything at all

Was it my fault

Because I easily confused you

For someone who would hold my hand

When things got hard

When things got dark

Because oh my god

When they get dark

They get so dark"

Which can point to her tendency to direct all her anger and hurt on one character like we saw with c!tommy and now with c!wilbur even attribute them stuff they aren't responsible for, to hold onto to anything at all and have some semblance of a reason why stuff turned out the way it did.

And

"You were always a shitty friend

And you would leave when I got sick

You never called me on my birthday

I want to call you on your birthday

So I'll hold on to this feeling

I'll hold on to this hate

For as long as I need

For it to help me"

Kinda cements that view point for me. But yeah! I Havent seen many ppl bring this song up tho! When even the title is telling what's going on pff.

Ey, Music anon!

So I haven't yet watched the stream either, but I listened to the song and it's very pog, and I think it's very fitting for Niki right now.

I don't feel that confident talking about Niki because while I like her character, I don't watch her POV due to limited time, so I hope Niki enthusiasts will pick up the song to analyze it like we Wilbur enthusiasts did with Eight. But! This song for me, I don't know, it gives me the vibe of a broken friendship. Of someone learning that their friend isn't as they thought they were.

And well... I feel that this is what happened to Niki. As far as I remember, Niki was a close friend of Wilbur's, so I think he thought she knew him well, but well... We know how Season 1 ended.

But then I think I can hear at the end of the song the sound of a phone being rung? I haven't listened to it enough times to make a coherent reading, nor do I know Niki's story well enough to put the lyrics into context, but that gives me a little hope that things won't end badly?

And before people jump on me - I am not saying that Niki should forget or forgive Wilbur and what he's done that has affected her. Her feelings are valid, and it's ultimately her choice to forgive if or when the time comes. What I mean is that maybe when these two meet, or if they talk more, maybe it won't rekindle a friendship, but it could leave them on neutral terms. I honestly don't want to see her start a plan to hurt him because that will bring more trauma to her down the line, if she comes to regret doing violence onto someone who was a friend once. I believe this relationship between the characters can be solved through words, and can be left in a neutral zone.

Anyway, that's what I wanted to see lol. When I watch the stream I'll make a post about it, but I won't go into that post with the intent to be critical of characters, no...

I'll be critical of some of the fandom's responses lol wish me luck guys.

[1smolbean]

ok rant (? started out as a rant but descended into chaos) time

no but I find it absolutely fucking hilarious that my parents are like "oh just move on from your trauma" and then don't tell me how to do that, trigger me even when I've told them about my triggers, make me talk to people that trigger me, and make me go to places that trigger me. like...ya think maybe, just maybe, that, idk, I might have trouble moving on from those events if I have to relive them all the time? and I've explained it to them but they just refuse to understand it and they don't understand the word "no" either and I just,,,find this the funniest thing ever cause like they don't fucking understand! they don't! and I've told them but they refuse to! and I'm laughing this is so funny they refuse to understand

I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING I'M SORRY THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY LIKE THEY REFUSE TO UNDERSTAND IT AND I,,,,,I JUST JKDJFKDLSJFLDKJFD THEY REFUSE TO GET IT AND THIS IS THE FUNNIEST THING EVER THEY REFUSE TO HELP THEIR CHILD LIVE A HAPPY LIFE

what kind of parent does that? a shitty one. they're the most hypocritical people I've ever met cause THEY'VE moved on from their trauma and they respect each other's triggers and my brother's triggers but like,,,not mine and why? CAUSE THEY'RE BAD AT THEIR JOB. THEY'RE BAD PARENTS and I'm literally laughing so hard this is so funny to me and my mother has said before that she is proud of me for not skipping school because she assumed I would but she's proud that I haven't. like,,,,wow okay I literally have no reason whatsoever to skip school though??? why would you assume that? and idk I just find it hilarious that my mother both expects me to get an A+ on every subject and also skip school. like bitch excuse me? that's...HHJFDHSFKHFDSKH THAT'S FUNNY IT'S FUNNY THIS IS FUNNY. I'M SORRY. I'M REALLY SORRY THIS IS HILARIOUS TO ME AND I WROTE OUT A WHOLE GODDAMN RANT ABOUT THIS BUT IT'S JUST THREE PARAGRAPHS OF ME BEING LIKE "MY PARENTS' HORRIBLE TREATMENT OF ME IS FUNNY" AND LIKE...IT IS THOUGH!

I feel like Alvar Vacker and Winter Schnee right now. like I just,,,this is so funny but I also want to stab something right now. is this normal? I don't think this is normal. I should talk to a therapist or doctor but I'm my own therapist and everybody else's too and idk it just seems...wrong to burden people with MY problems when they have their own. i should stop telling people when I'm sad, they don't need that. No, no but they care. why do they, though? my parents "care." they yell at me, say I'm not enough, tell me it's hard to take care of me, but they care. I guess. i think they care. caring is bad. caring for someone is bad. i shouldn't...i shouldn't trust people, because trust gets you hurt. and i hate being hurt. and i shouldn't care about people. i shouldn't care. do i even care? did i ever care? yes. but i won't anymore.

I have gone back to wishing I could acquaint a ridgdly edged object fundamentally used in the construction of walls with my biological father's facial structure. (translation: ok nvm I wanna hit my dad in the face with a brick)

maybe if you didn't yell at me i wouldn't listen to music so loudly. father

father (derogatory)

i am going to lie down on the floor and listen to Special Girl by dodie until i die

i'm the eldest daughter but I'm not a daughter i'm a son but my parents don't care

i feel nothing but the crushing weight of responsibility on my shoulders

I believe I need a counselor, or therapist, or- no, I have one already, I'm my own therapist

I can deal with this on my own

hey mother when you look through my tumblr and read this PLEASE GET ME SOME ANTIDEPRESSANTS OR ADHD MEDS IM NOT DOING TOO GOOD

the powerpuff girls reboot script made me speedrun the five stages of grief I hate it so much

cats opening partially closed doors with their FACES is wild and I love it

I want more soda.

everything hurts and I'm dying

Okay so what the hell happened here Nina please get yourself into shape you need to figure out why you did a 180 from being sad to being angry to being sad to being angry and also that gender can fluid you really be switching from "gender is for mortals" to "none gender left boy" with your emotions too

this picture of Winter Schnee perfectly encapsulates my mood right now

im in pain everybody! were in pain! specifically in my chest! what the hell is happening with my lungs

nevermind we're good now

YOU WILL NEVER HAVE TO HURT THE WAY YOU KNOW THAT I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I FEEL LIKE I'LL BE OKAY AND I HOPE I CAN JUST MAINTAIN IT I WILL NOT LET MYSELF BECOME MY PROBLEM

AND I'M JUST WAITING FOR THE DAY YOU SAVE ME FROM MYSELF 'CAUSE I CAN'T HELP THE WAY I FEEL FOR YOU FOR YOU

AND WRITE IN EVERY SPACE THE WORDS "I LOVE YOU" IN REPLACE THEN MAYBE TIME WOULD NOT ERASE MEEEEE IF YOU COULD ONLY KNOW I'D NEVER LET YOU GOOOO AND THE WORDS I MOST REGRET ARE THE ONES I NEVER MEANT TO LEEEEEEAAAAVEEEEEEEE UNSAID EMILYYYYYYYYYY

*muffled sobbing*

it's projecting onto fictional characters with trauma hours everybody

DO OR DIE YOU'LL NEVER MAKE ME BECAUSE THE WORLD WILL NEVER TAKE MY HEART GO AND TRY YOU'LL NEVER MAKE ME WE WANT IT ALL WE WANNA PLAY THIS PARY I WON'T EXPLAIN OR SAY I'M SORRY I'M UNASHAMED I'M GONNA SHOE MY SCARS GIVE A CHEAR FOR ALL THE BROKEN LISTEN HERE BECAUSE IT'S WHO WE ARE

hey remember that "fuck therapy I'm becoming a knight" post I spam reblogged yeah that's my current mood rn

anyway that concludes round one of my annual mental breakdown don't worry I'll be back in approximately five minutes after drinking an entire bottle of soda

[chestnuttoast]

Bonnie's Fayre

2.8k words

horror, gore, paranormal

[user▉▉▉1]

Has anyone ever heard of Bonnie’s Fayre? A buddy and i were thinking of going to check it out but its kind of a long way from where we live so wanted to know if it was worth it before making the trip…

•••

[user▉▉▉2]

The name rings a bell… but im not sure…

[user​​▉▉▉3]

Ive heard of it. But i wouldnt recommend it to you

[user▉▉▉4]

Isnt that the abandoned amusement park they started building in some quiet town hardly anyone had ever heard of?

[user▉▉▉1]

Oh… is it not good? @ user▉▉▉3

[user▉▉▉3]

If by good you mean creepy, then yes its good. But i wouldnt go

[user▉▉▉1]

@ user▉▉▉3 it sounds like you’ve been

[user▉▉▉3]

… its been a few years. But yes, i did go

[user▉▉▉1]

Then why would you tell me not to go?

[user▉▉▉2]

@ user▉▉▉3 if youre just scared of what OP will say when they come back you can just not read their post

[user▉▉▉3]

@ user▉▉▉2 its not that. If i let OP just go because its creepy, they might not be able to make that post

[user▉▉▉2]

Youre not scaring anyone… what are you talking about?

[user▉▉▉1]

@ user▉▉▉3 please ignore that person. make yourself clear

[user▉▉▉3]

Ive never really written this story out before, so please bear with me.

[user▉▉▉1]

Please take your time. Im really curious to hear it

[user▉▉▉3]

Okay i'll try my best. It might be a little long, so i may have to separate this into a couple of replies. Please, when you read, take my words seriously. I didnt heed the warnings given to me before i went and that is one of my biggest regrets. I would hate for you to do the same

[user▉▉▉1]

Thanks @ user▉▉▉3. I will wait while you write. Im really curious now

[user▉▉▉3]

It was a few years ago. I was hanging out with a few friends when we came across a story about Bonnie’s Fayre. None of us had ever heard of it before, but we decided to look into it further.

We found articles that had been written about it and discovered that they had planned to build an amusement park in this town that was pretty quiet and out of the way in order to create more income for the town. After more reading, however, it became clear that construction of the park was forcibly halted part way through due to the sheer number of accidents and even fatalities that occurred while it was taking place.

That might not sound odd to you, but fatalities while construction is taking place are actually quite rare. Health and safety these days is so strict that anything like that is abnormal and becomes a shocking story.

Anyway, one way or another as we dug deeper into the story of Bonnie’s Fayre we came across a number of forum posts talking about how creepy the place was and how it would make a good place to visit. Some talked about the cool photographic potential of it, while others were straight up talking about a load of paranormal stuff that sounded really fake.

Honestly, i was a skeptic. I had never really believed in the paranormal and always thought there was a way to explain things people usually dubbed ‘supernatural’.

That was when, as we were reading some of these posts, one of my buddies - let’s just call him A - suggested we go check it out. Thinking that all this creepy stuff was pretty stupid i agreed with little hesitation.

While A and i were up for the trip and didnt really pay much attention to all the creepy stuff people online were saying about it, our other friend - who i’ll call B - was more bothered by that stuff.

“You guys im not so sure about this…” he said nervously as we began looking at train tickets to that town.

“Yeah, why not?” A replied. He was so focused on what he was doing that he hadnt noticed B's discomfort.

“I just think… and please dont laugh… but what if everything these posters are saying is true?” B asked. “What if we really do encounter something?”

“Dont be so ridiculous.” A said, laughing a little. “Its obviously fake! None of that stuff is real.” he said with total confidence. I didnt say anything at the time, but i agreed with A.

“Well if you really think itll be fine…” B said, trailing off a little. “I’ll come with you guys. If it does turn out to be a fun trip, i dont want to have missed out because i was being a scaredy cat”

All agreeing, we booked train tickets up to that small town and planned how we would actually reach Bonnie’s Fayre. It wasnt too hard. A was naturally an organised person, so he did most of the hard work.

The day of the trip came around fairly quickly. The train journey wasnt going to be a particularly long one, but i could still get through a couple of chapters of the book i had been reading, as much as A and B complained that i was being antisocial. I just put in my earphones and ignored them.

[user▉▉▉3]

Since we had travelled north, it was cold when we got off the train. Did i mention we made this trip in mid-autumn, so the weather where we lived wasnt freezing yet but there was still a definite chill to the air.

I shivered as i did up my coat and looked around. A had gone to find the bus timetable and look up where we had to head next. B and i stood there alone for a while before B looked to me and asked “do you really think this is a good idea? Youre not just going along with A’s crazy ideas?”

“What? No im up for this. It does seem like a cool place to have visited so why not?” i replied. I wasnt sure why B had gone through with the idea if he was that bothered by it.

“Its nothing. I just had a bad feeling that i coudlnt quite put my finger on…” B said, brushing off the subject. We talking about some more insignificant stuff while we waited for A to return.

Finding Bonnie’s Fayre didnt prove to be too difficult after all. Within about an hour and a half we were staring at the entrance.

I looked to B, who looked like he was about to wet himself. “I think im going to stay here, actually.” he said as he found a place to perch. “Ill be waiting for you guys here”

Neither A nor i pushed B to come with us and just said we would try to be quick.

The place really was like those classic abandoned amusement parks you see in movies. It looked like the construction workers had literally just got up and left no matter whether they were half way through something or not.

A and i walked around for a while. The place was totally silent. I know that probably doesnt sound abnormal for an abandoned place but i mean it was completely silent. I had to clap to make sure I hadnt suddenly gone deaf.

“Woah…” A said, awed by the surroundings.

“Woah indeed…” i echoed

“Hey, you want to go check out that carousel over there?” A suggested. “I bet we could get some really cool photos of that thing.”

A had a fancy digital camera with him. He had been into photography recently and so had brought it with him.

“Sure”

As we were walking over, i suddenly stopped. It took A a few moments to realise i was no longer by his side but then he turned around and asked me what was wrong. “You cant smell that?” i asked.

“Smell what?”

“Just now i could have sworn i could smell something sweet.” i said, frowning in confusion. “It was like those doughnuts you always get at these places”

That made no sense at all. Bonnie’s Fayre was never completed and never opened to the public so even if it was some sort of supernatural smell, it shoudlnt have been doughnuts.

“Must be some kid thats playing a prank” A said with a shrug.

“Yeah i guess…” i replied, thinking he must be right.

As i stepped forward, though, i distinctly heard metal clanking.

“Did you-” i stopped myself asking A, afraid he would tell me i was going crazy and letting the stories get into my head.

“Hm?” A hummed.

“Nothing” i called, then ran to catch up with him.

[user▉▉▉3]

I should have realised it was odd at the time, but that metal clanking sound didnt seem like it was far away or off over somewhere else. No, it was right beside my ear.

The carousel was pretty cool, i had to admit. It was the only completed attraction in the park so it stood out.

A asked me to sit on one of the horses for a photo. I protested, but he said i didnt have to have my face in the photo. Thinking that was alright, i brushed some of the dirt off the seat and climbed up. I put my back to A and waited for him to tell me when he was done taking the photo.

I was actually pretty curious to see how it would come out. It did seem like a pretty awesome setting.

However, no sound came from behind me. I sat there for at least a couple of minutes. Still nothing. As i was about to turn around, i heard something right by my ear again. This time i coudlnt make out what it was. hissing maybe? I didnt know.

There was absolutely no sign of A. he wasnt even standing there anymore.

“Come on, man” i shouted, hoping he would stop this prank. “It’s not funny”

Silence. Not even the sound of the wind in my ears. My mind flicked back to B at the entrance.

“A! Where are you?” i shouted again. Just more silence. Then, metal clanking again. This time it was in the distance.

I made up my mind and headed back the way we had come. B was still sitting there when i reached the entrance we had used.

“Back so soon?” he said, looking up from whatever he was reading on his phone.

“A didnt come back this way?” i asked, suspicious and even anxious now.

“No? Hes not with you?”

“No. he wanted to take a photo over on the carousel” i turned and pointed for B to look. You could just about see it from where we were. “I didnt want my face in the photo so i turned away from him. The next thing i knew he was nowhere to be seen.” i explained. B listened carefully. “I assumed he was just playing a prank so i called out for him but he still didnt show.”

“Thats not like A” B said, thinking.

“Come and help me look?” i asked.

“I really dont want to go in there…” B started. “Okay, ill come and help for As sake, but i want to get out of there as soon as i can. Something really doesnt feel right.”

I nodded. It wasnt just B anymore, i could feel it too.

We walked carefully, hugging our coats around ourselves to try and form a shield from the cold and anything else that might be out there with us. Truthfully at this point i had put paranormal back on the list of possibilities.

“What’s that?” B asked, pointing to a location in the distance. It looked like a block of stone that had started to be cut but was never finished.

“Not sure. Lets go check it out?”

B nodded nervously and we started walking over.

When we got closer, it became clear that rather than a block, it was a partial tunnel. As we approached, i could hear things again.

[user▉▉▉3]

“Can you hear that?” B asked next to me.

“Yeah.” i replied “i heard things before too, but i thought it was just my mind playing tricks on me…”

“No. i can hear that too.”

As we came to the entrance of that partial tunnel the sounds were much louder. The metal clanking was there. Loud. but i also thought i could hear a voice.

The tunnel was pitch black. Neither me nor B could see anything, and the loud noises were making it hard to focus.

“Fuck” i heard B mutter to himself. I had never heard him swear like that before. At least not while sober anyway. “Hey!” he said, keeping his voice as quiet as he could, while still making me able to hear him. I looked at him. “Does that sound like A to you?” he asked. I could see the fear in his eyes.

I had to focus to hear it, but once i zeroed in on the noise, i knew he was right.

Quickly, i nodded at B who visibly shuddered in fear at the confirmation. He pulled his phone from his pocket and tilted it so that i could also see the screen. His finger hovered over the flashlight button and he made eye contact with me, seeking approval for the action.

I took a deep breath and nodded. Even though it was his idea, B hesitated, and he was visibly shaking. It took him a full three attempts to actually press that button on his phone.

When he finally got it, he nervously pointed it into the tunnel. It was a brief moment before B dropped his phone, stumbled around to pick it up, and bolt. However, i still saw what was in that tunnel.

Our suspicions were correct. It was A.

A had metal shackles around his wrists and he was unable to moe more than a foot from the wall behind him. He was slumped in a seated posture, unmoving. ther e was blood all over him. His own. The skin on both of his arms, legs and face had been removed.

The worst part, though, was that A wasnt alone in the tunnel. Crouched before him was a humanoid being. The arms and legs of the creature were far longer than that of an average human, though. The legs werent normal either. The creature squatted, but its knees bent the wrong way to be human. they were more reminiscent of the legs of an animal like a kangaroo. I know now that means the creature also must have been inhumanly fast.

It appeared to be able to see in the dark as well. It didnt need light to go about its task. It was completely hairless and lacked any discernable nose, but in that instant that i saw it, it had turned to face us and was smiling, revealing what looked like rows of sharp teeth doubled up like a shark’s.

As skin was in its hand, and its mouth was covered in blood. This creature had been eating the skin as it had removed it from A’s body. When i think back on what i had heard, i seem to be able to focus on another sound in the din. Chewing.

I couldn't be sure whether it was my imagination, but in that moment i seemed to see A looking at me out of the corner of my eye. ‘Go’ he mouthed.

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I turned and ran after B, hoping to whatever god that might exist that the creature wasnt going to follow me too.

As i ran, i heard another noise right next to my hear. A raspy laugh. It was brief, but i will never get that sound out of my mind.

B was at the entrance where we had come in, gasping for breath and as white as a sheet. “What was that?” he asked. I didnt have an answer for him.

Neither of us wanted to hang around for long, afraid that we might see that creature in the light, or that it might come for us. We made our way back to the train station trying not to draw much attention to ourselves.

Thankfully, both B and i managed to make it home safely, but a week later they discovered A’s body. After that creature had finished with his arms, legs and face, it had moved to his torso. It was said that some parts of his organs looked as though they had been messed with, but the investigators couldnt be certain it wasnt animals that had feasted on him after his death.

They couldnt work out what had happened but they knew that A had gone to Bonnie’s Fayre with B and i. We were both called in and questioned. But i wont bother telling you about the aftermath, it doesnt really matter.

Im sorry for the long story, but this is why i tell others not to visit Bonnie’s Fayre under any circumstances. I hope that if my story is shared it can help preserve the lives of others in the future. Please dont take what ive said lightly.

[warmau]

I was wondering if you could do a soft Hogwarts!Jaemin AU? I've been obsessed with your Regular!NCT series lately, but I was hoping for a small break from all the well-written (too well-written ;w;) angst and switching it up for something light and sweet (your post for Jeno and the recent one for Haechan were all golden.) If you cant, though, that's perfectly fine! Keep being amazing, and I'll be patiently waiting for your future posts! Hugs and kisses, Mom ~~

thank u so much!! here’s more hp!dreamies ~

“don’t be so nervous, he’s not going to bite you or anything”

renjun encourages as you sit in study hall, sweating over the notes you barely managed to find this morning for your very much hated ancient ruins elective

“renjun,,,,,he’s like the top student of hogwarts. i can’t just TALK to him,,,,”

renjun huffs, picking up his wand and poking its end against your cheek

“just. go. ask. him”

you swat the wand away, sticking your tongue out at him 

“if you want to pass ancient ruins, jaemin is the person to ask for help. and plus - i know you like him.”

you bolt upright, glaring renjun down as you press your finger to his lips and look around

to make sure no one heard mr. loudmouth over here

“shuttup, no one is supposed to know that! how did you even find out?”

renjun shrugs

“i put a spell on your diary and it told me.”

“did-”

“yes, haechan taught me the spell.”

you let your hand drop back down as you slouch over your notes with a defeated sigh

it’s true you do like jaemin,,,,,,,,,,a lot

he’s unlike anyone you’ve ever met before. and that’s saying something since you go to a magical school

where people can turn into animals or make their eyes turn red

jaemin ,,,,,,, jaemin just stands out to you

with his perfect O.W.L scores, his ravenclaw scarf tied neatly around his neck 

the neverending nebula of gorgeous brown in his eyes,,,,

you sit a couple of rows back from his in your worst elective class, ancient ruins

that you’ve skipped and fell asleep in all semester

and now the damn final is coming up and you can’t do anything,,,,because no matter how much you read the textbook or try to memorize all the dates

you can’t

it’s b o r i n g

but you know jaemin loves that class, he’s the teachers favorite person and you’ve seen him stay behind after just to talk about it even more

so - with all your might you get up

renjun giving you a thumbs up

and you make your way over to the desk where jaemin is

all his books stacked neatly beside him, his wand polished and perfect with absolutely no scratch marks or bandaged up tips (contrary to yours,,,)

“h-hey jaemin,,,,”

you start

and he looks up, putting his quill down carefully 

his face doesnt change into a smile so you immediately regret interrupting him

until,,,,,he sees the stack of notes in your hands

and then the smile comes

“ancient ruins?”

he asks and you sigh, your shoulders sagging

“i,,,,,,i suck at this class. is there anyway you could help me?”

jaemin shifts in his seat

“well, im sure you’ve learned something - it’s the end of the semester.”

you make a face

“if by something you mean that i don’t like it, then yes. that’s what i learned”

jaemin gives you a sad chuckle, but then suddenly motions for you to sit down

you shyly do, handing over your messy notes and watching as jaemin bites back his lip

“oh this is worse than i thought.,,,”

you groan, putting your head in your hands

“im going to failllllllll”

you mutter, but suddenly you feel something tap the side of your head

you look up, seeing the feathery end of jaemin’s quill tickling your hair to get your attention as he continues through your notes

“well - if you promise to really work hard with me, i think we can get you to pass”

he finally rips his eyes from your papers and back to you

but you’re more focused on the magic quill, now doing little loops around on the desk

“stop that”

jaemin orders and the quill falls to the table with a thud

you look back at him and snap out of it

“i-yes i promise!”

jaemin smiles, hands you back the papers to which the scrambled words and messy corners have magically been straightened out just from being in his hands

“ok then, see you tomorrow here during study period.”

and with that you get up, thanking jaemin a million times over, before joinging renjun on the otherside of the room

he pats your back

“see, you didn’t get rejected”

“i - i - i didn’t ask him out?!!??”

“oh i know, i meant you didnt get rejected to be his student”

you narrow your eyes, but renjun just laughs in response  - even when you threaten to turn him into a toad if he tells anyone about your,,,, “crush”

the next week or so, you and jaemin meet every day to go over his notes

they’re all perfectly organized and with a small spell he turns them into tinier - easier to read flash cards

which he uses to quiz you on some of the material

you’re kind of hopeless,,,,seeing as though you really dont have any interest in old castles or lost muggle artifacts 

so jaemin gets a new approach

he picks up his wand, tapping it against the textbook

the images of the castles, the greek ruins, the broken fragments of magic history

start to dance off the page

tiny little versions of whatever is on the page

you watch in wonder, but jaemin can tell the little magical touch has you interest

he points to a minuscule version of a famous castle in england

“what do you know about it?”

“um the great wizard,,,merlin once lived there - right?”

jaemin grins, “correct! what year did he leave?”

you rack your brain, but then remember and answer

slowly, with the added help from all the moving images and magic aspect of the studying, jaemin gets you interested

enough to at least get the basics down for the exam

“how do you do it? what’s the spell to make images come to life like that?”

you ask one afternoon

“it’s quite simple, i learned it from the newspaper club. here-”

jaemin motions for you to lift your hand, holding your wand out

he gently wraps his own hand around your wrist to guide it over a picture in your open book

and you redden at the feeling of his warm fingers

“just move your wrist like this and whisper-”

he tells you the spell, the softness of his voice almost sends you into shock

but you concentrate, stuttering out his words

and slowly, the image of an old palace peels off the page and scrambles onto the table

jaemin lets your hand go, smiling and congratulating you on learning the spell

you can sense his eyes on yours, but you’re too shy to meet them

the day of the exam finally comes 

you’re still nervous, but before it starts

jaemin turns to look at you from his desk in the front

and gives a tiny thumbs up

it makes your heart do a flip - but also energizes you for the test

and when it’s over

the teacher takes a moment, using a checking spell to distribute out the grades

you close your eyes as the paper flutters down in front of you

and after a deep breath check the score

it’s a 68, barely passing - but passing

and when everyone piles out of the room

you rush up to jaemin, grinning

“i didn’t fail!”

he hides his perfect 100 grade behind his back, wanting you to be happy about your hard work for that 68 instead

and as he watches you, glowing smile and all 

he knew you were cute - spending those afternoons studying with you

but now you just look

extra adorable

“you should thank me for being a good tutor”

he suddenly says, tilting his head

you blink

“o-oh sure! let me buy you some chocolate frogs or i could get you a bottle of that expensive wand polisher-”

“a kiss on the cheek is ok too.”

you freeze, “a-a-a wh-what-”

jaemin leans over, tapping his cheek

and you shake a little, shy and embarrassed to do this in the hall in front of everyone

but still - you lean in and do it

when jaemin pulls back you want to ask why he asked for a kiss of all things,,,from you too,,,,

but from behind jaemin you see renjun

who gives you a wink and makes a heart behind jaemin

“jaemin,,,,,did renjun tell you by any chance-”

“that you wrote how cute i was in your diary? yeah he did.”

you flame up, ready to charge at renjun

but jaemin stops you

“you can turn him into a toad,,,,after we get lunch together”

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