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Finals are done!! (Cheering)
I've officially been diagnosed with autism!! (More cheering)
I drew "oddly" colored gals!!
Four Swords Manga my beloved...
I drew oddly colored lesbians!!! (Super cheering)
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Does anyone here draw in both desktop & mobile? I'm planning to get a galaxy tab at some point and since I don't really have any experience drawing on a (mobile) tablet, I'm curious abt how it feels to draw on one vs. drawing on pc w/ a graphic tablet 🤔
#once I have all my commission slots filled up that's when i'll buy one#i've been hesitating bc i'm not used to spending a big amt for something but honestly it's more of an investment than a simple want#my poor 10 year old laptop + monitor + keyboard setup is the 'pc' im currently using#both the laptop screen & keyboard isn't working properly anymore so i have a separate monitor + keyboard for it#it's pretty laggy most of the time#not sure how it's still holding up#ngl sometimes i'm worried it'll just give up on me & break at any moment#so I kinda wanna have a backup device#anyways! I get easily tired drawing on pc for some reason#I think it's bc i unconsciously tense my neck? whenever i stare at the monitor for too long#also my eyes hurt + the extreme hot weather lately is making me dizzy so i can't work for long periods of time 😔#I see a lot of artists use ipad so i'm guessing drawing on a tab would also feel nice???#also would that get you in the mood to draw more bc you can bring it w/ u anywhere?#i'm hoping to be able to draw more honestly.....#also the timelapse!! csp wont let me record timelapse on my current pc and idk why that is#might be bc im still on win 7#HOPING i could post timelapse vids when i finally have a tab#tbh i want to get one asap (like as in rn) but I want to make sure I have enough budget first so im waiting for my comm slots to be full#bam blabs
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them: just standing there, doing literally nothing me: well they clearly want me DEAD
#dancerachasource#felixleenet#bystay#staysource#jypartists#stray kids#skz#mygifs#how can they look so pretty pls im at my last straw...........#watching them monitor their performances with the little fans is always my fave part#like. dont ask me to explain it i can just stare at them forever
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I’m sorry but you camera for the show? What? I’m so high rn I can’t understand this. You see the show happen right. And you do the lights or whatever and the characters are litterally there and have you met the actors? Do u interact with them?? Is the magic of the show ruined for you because you see them go in and out of character???? Does it give you a different perspective on the show? If this is too much for you and you don’t want to interact with this message then ignore!!❤️❤️❤️
im a digital utility (/addt'l 2nd AC), so unless im covering one of the 2nds, i basically just set up all the teradek receivers/monitors so the directors, the DP, and the makeup dept can see wats happening on set without having to be on set (i change A Lot of batteries too)
and ykno, as far as the magic goes, the show had alredy sort of...stopped being as intense of an obsession for me as it used to be b4 i got the job on set, so it ended up being a somewhat natural shift once i got to see behind the curtain
like, dont get me wrong, i still have Mental Issues lmao, i am still not normal abt it, but it used to be so so so much worse nd th show rly consumed basically 100% of my headspace almost nonstop
so because i had kinda wound down b4 getting to work on set, it like...? it revived my love ig? but n a new way, w a new outlook that im happy to have. like, theres ben a change in energy n th past couple seasons anyways, so its felt p normal stepping into it in a new way too
that being said, i will just drop some old tags here:
#my position also just means i do A LOT of running around and busywork so im not like. staring @ th scenes as they go down usually#unless we're stuck in 1 location for a looong time im probably not looking @ the takes#im probably just stressing the shit out about if the batteries on the directors monitors r gonna die b4 we cut#but they move so fucking fast on set im usually rushing to move shit around instead of watching n e way#also yes i do interact with them and theyr all very very nice :)#the first time i marked a scene i was like shaking (i hate doing it on ANY set) but they all were like 'hey good job! :D'#i came into this season late and rob actually came up to me and was like 'oh ur back! was afraid u wouldnt b w us this season!'#very nice work environment. every1 is very sweet. i love all my coworkers#ask#anon#ramblings
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#Archie is so drugged up rn#its kind of scaring me lol#he literally takes about 3 minutes to react to something#and is literally just sitting and staring#he is TRIPPING#i put him on the couch with me and he seems so confused#they said he would go to sleep like immediately#but no he is not hes staying awake for the journey#i wish his ass would just go to bed 😭😭#i also dont know how im going to sleep#when im suppose to be very closely monitoring when he uses the litter box#maybe i can keep him in my room and just have a litter box for him???#but i also dont want to stress him out at all by keeping him in one room he hates that#anyway its 2am and i am fucking tired
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reasons why dawntrail fucked me up last night, a story in three parts [lvl 98 quest spoilers]:
#ser otis velona#ffxiv dawntrail#ffxiv dawntrail spoilers#CRY COUNT: 1#looking at my react logs from last night is so funny cuz i was like [12:09AM] help im falling in love with this old man robot#[12:32AM] FRIDGE HORROR WITH THE OLD MAN KNIGHT ROBOT#[2AM] *STARING AT MY MONITOR AS THE TEARS ROLL DOWN MY FACE*#hi i would like to play this duty on loop indefinitely#literally crashing through like 5 layers of drywall as i have one million questions#THINKING ABOUT WHAT THEIR DYNAMIC MIGHT HAVE BEEN LIKE IN THE PAST DAYS OF ALEXANDRIA#/GOD/ i hope at some point. either in the rest of the expansion or in patch content that they expand on the knights#BITING AT THE BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE I NEED TO KNOW MORE!!!!!!!!!#leigh plays ffxiv
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I am, so brain-dead right now. I can feel the headache brewing under my skull and no idea what to do with myself. So far, I (almost) finished one of my presentations and did a small bit for a project, but there's so much more left and yet I barely have the energy to do anything but loiter about in my chair while scrolling on tumblr. Even playing Skyrim feels like too much energy I dont have rn, ughh...
#personal#vent#I wonder if Im actually not overstimulated in some way#from all the researching and studying and whatnot Ive been doing#plus maybe eyestrain from staring at the monitor?#and the weather is out of whack too of course#but at least it rained a bit so its not so stuffy anymore#I think Im gonna draw down my blinds and close myself off in my room#go to bed and just lay down for a while#I can feel a downward mood spiral too which is not nice#and I keep wondering if the fact my periods like 2 months late is fucking me up more than usual#I have no idea but it has me worried ngl#I do have pcos tho so it happens sometimes and Im stressed with finals soo yeah#hopefully nothing worse is going on#on second thought Im gonna go get myself some food Im getting hungry#and then go to bed#maybe this is a migraine coming on#which would be Awful with how much stuff for uni I have left to do#but it wouldnt surprise me smh
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WUHYDGHGDFS I JUST FINISHED NIMONA AND CRIED FOR NEARLY 2 HOURS I AM NOT FUCKING OKAY. I REPEAT. I AM NOOOOT FUCKING OKAY THIS MOVIE HIT FAAAR TOO CLOSE TO HOME EUUGHG
#nimona#GENUINELY I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO REACT ONCE IT ENDED#IVE NEVER SEEN A MOVIE THAT SHAMELESSLY QUEER AND SO JUST#AAAAA#I JUST SAT. STARED AT MY MONITOR. THEN STARTED FUCKING SOBBING#IM A WRECK IM GOING TO GO WASH MY FACE AND BLOW MY NOSE#OK#BUT IF YOU HAVENT PLEASE!!! WATCH NIMONA!!! IT IS LITERALLY MY FAVORITE MOVIE EVER NOW#ITS SO FUCKING GOOD
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neck hurts. i rest and it continues to hurt. i do some stretches grab a heating pad etc. it continues to hurt. what do you want from me you wretched assemblage of muscle and bone
#i mean obviously what my neck wants is to not stare at monitors all day long but that's my job. so.#blehhh im trying to find a way to deal with my neckaches that isn't 'take an advil' but that's the only thing that reliably works :/
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I FINALLY ROMANCED KAIDAN AND IT ONLY TOOK 41 HOURS AND FIVE CONSECUTIVE DAYS OF PLAYING NON STOP SKYRIM 😭😭😭😭😭😭
#crying and staring at my monitor as the animation glitches and Kaidan kisses the air because my DB went invisible#silent screaming at 2:40AM#IM IN LOVE WITH HIM YOUR HONOR 😭😭😭😭😭#kaidan skyrim#kaidan mod#kaidan romance#skyrim
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so i'm writing a self-ship drabble and the thought of my self-insert being investigated by mike to be sure saul can trust him just to find a personal blog with a big banner that says "TRANSFAG" is sending me into fucking hysterics
#alex is alive#slurs cw#just mike fucking staring at a monitor. screen bright on his face. reading a post full of half-life 3 jokes#with a trans flag background that ASSAULTS his vision#im sorry the thought of mike ehrmantraut looking at my blog is just fucking murdering me sorry
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EVAPORATED?????? WHATTTTTT HE FUCKKKKK DUDE WHATS HAPPENING
#jrwi#episode 97#ambrose reacts#grizzly probably wouldnt permakill the other co-captains right.#right.#im literally sitting at my desk staring at my monitor in shock
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I’ve been looking into content moderation jobs because it seems like the easiest shit ever for me, but every fucking one is like “you moderate… but also we need you to do a million other tasks that have nothing to do with moderation.” I’m applying to be a mod not a goddamn content creator!
Or they require a fucking bachelors degree. I DO NOT need a fucking degree to watch someone paint the walls with their brain and go “yeah, that violates TOS.”
#do you think the jobs that twitter shows in that tab are real#i think my social media presence already disqualifies me in general#im not THAT bad (yet) but give me time#its wild how not a single job seems to want to actually train people as well#‘you need x years of experience for us to even consider you’ bruh#also why cant it be remote? why do you NEED me to sit in your office and stare at a computer for eight hours.#literally just send me a highly monitored laptop ill be good i promise#you CANNOT be this picky when you pay minimum wage!!!
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guys 😭 im losing my mind i barely slept this week working on this project and now it wont open at all 🙃 i can open ONE copy (i made three) but it crashes every five minutes WHAT IF I JUST DIE
#IVE TRIED EVERYTHIGN#im jumping off a cliff anybody want anything#KIDDING but ive just been staring at my monitor and crying for the past ten minutes#this is what i pay $30 a month for#mine
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🥲👉🏾👈🏾I was gonna say could do Stepdadcest with Gojo ft your stepbrothers Sukuna and Yuji? Like you usually do "things" with Gojo but your stepbrothers are becoming really jealous cause they want some of you too. So it's like you're getting passed around-
(This is so embarrassing for me because I'm not usually into this type of thing but it's hot)
hi bb im sorry this took so long! ive been having a tough time irl and i found this req very challenging but i hope it's okay for you! thanks for sending it it was so yummy! (also pls never be embarrassed here it's v hot and i welcome it and you)
warnings: 18+ MDNI, fem!reader, stepcest, running a train, multiple creampies, belly bulge, daddy!kink, fingering/rubbing, tit sucking, blood mention, slight degradation, praise, spanking, male masturbation.
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“Sukuna!” you yell, doing all you can to wriggle away from him. But it’s hopeless. His cock splits you open as he effortlessly raises you up and down the length again and again until your brain turns to mush.
“You’re being too rough with her, dude.” Yuuji sighs, fingers rubbing your puffy clit as you’re bounced on your oldest brother’s length. “Am I right? Is it too much for you?” Yuuji asks, holding your chin carefully so that you can look at him.
You nod, biting your lip as you do your best to balance your body while Sukuna fucks up into you. He snarls, fucking harder when he notices your hips trying to meet his thrusts.
“S’that why you’re trying to get off on my cock? Hm? Look at you, getting off on your big brother like a little whore.” Sukuna teases, his fingers digging into your sides, nails piercing the skin hard enough to draw blood. “S’okay, don’t be embarrassed.”
Your face flushes with heat as you hear his lewd language, your eyes scrunching closed to shut out the humiliating situation you found yourself in. Yuuji looks up at you innocently, monitoring your facial expressions as he carries on teasing your clit. His face moves up your body, latching his lips around your tit and suckling without letting up on the sensitive bead between your folds.
“What’s going on in here?” you hear the all too familiar lilt of your stepfather’s voice as he enters the room. You gasp, humiliated that he’s caught the three of you in this predicament. You want to scream, hide, run away. Anything to leave your stepdad’s line of vision as he stares at you with an intensity you’ve never seen before.
Your brother’s barely register his presence. Sukuna’s thrusting shows no intention of slowing while Yuuji tries to pull you away from him.
“That’s enough, it’s my turn.” he tells him, pulling you away from his older sibling and pushing you down into the mattress. Your shoulder blades are flat against the bed as you stare up at him caging you in. “Don’t wanna hurt you… but I can’t wait.” he warns you, sliding his tip up and down your slippery flesh before pushing into you.
“Fuck.” you exhale, wet eyes blinking up at Yuuji as he starts to rock his hips.
“Stop it.” Satoru huffs, approaching you all coolly before cupping your face. “She’s only used to daddy…” beaming blue eyes bore down into your own as he monitors your facial expressions while Yuuji continues using you as his own little toy.
“’m s-sorry daddy—”
“Ah… enough of that. You made your choice. So let your brother’s finish what they started. Go on, Yuuji. Fill her up.” your stepfather commands, even going as far as to press his hand on Yuuji’s lower back and helping him grind into you.
It was no surprise to Gojo that Yuuji met his end quicker than he’d hoped. He knew he wasn’t a virgin but by no means experienced. And your step father is all too familiar with how your tight, petite cunt could bring a porn star to an instant ruin. Your little hole is akin to a siren luring sailors to their deaths after the promise of love for a lifetime, your warm heat is too much for Yuuji to withstand for too long.
And Sukuna teases him, embarrassing him as he grunts loudly and stuffs you full of cum. He doesn’t stop, though, his softening cock still humping into you again and again, overstimulating himself until he’s shuddering and close to tears. You mewl, cutely, as he kisses along your jaw and whispers sweet nothings against your neck.
“Say thank you to your brother.” your step father commands, smoothing your hair down whilst his eyes pierce your soul. You aren’t sure if you are thankful or if his demanding stare pulled the response from you, but you find yourself nodding and thanking your brother sweetly, kissing his lips as he slowly withdraws himself from you. “Now, Sukuna, how do you want her?”
Your eldest brother growls with a sinister smile. He doesn’t even bother to answer, flipping your exhausted body so that your ass is in the air and your face is in your pillows.
He slams his hips against you in one fell swoop, bottoming out in your gummy walls with no remorse. You aren’t sure he’ll last so long, either, considering he’d been fucking you for some time before Yuuji took over. But it hurts. God, it hurts. He’s a little bigger and slightly thicker than his younger brother, his tip relentlessly rams into your g-spot until your vision goes white.
“Stay with us, sweetheart. Stay with daddy.” Satoru whispers, pushing your tousled hair out of your face as he commands your focus again. You can barely look at him, your eyes rolling into the back of your head as your big brother fucks you so ruthlessly yet perfectly. “You’re doing good, kid. You’re gonna cum for us, yeah?” he smiles and you begin to moan.
Yuuji can’t help but play with himself as he hears your pretty moans. While Sukuna digs his fingers into the fat of your ass, spanking you as he tries to fuck himself into you at the deepest possible angle.
“F-Fuck, fuck—!” Sukuna pants, spilling a copious amount of cum inside of you alongside your other brothers. You were getting so full, and you feel so warm. But you know you’re not done. You still haven’t came and there’s only one man left.
“See, boys, this is why I don’t share.” Satoru speaks as he scoops you into his arms. You do your best to keep your brothers loads inside while your daddy pulls out his cock, it’s hard to do so when a simple tilt of his head tells you that he wants you to straddle him. “Don’t worry, sweetheart, daddy’ll take care of you…” he assures you. He spits on his hand, stroking his cock a few times before lining it up with your hole. You bite your lip as you lower yourself down.
“You look so pretty…” Yuuji smiles at you, his thumb rubbing your cheek briefly before withdrawing to watch how your dad stretches out your tight little cunt.
His hips rise and fall, the base of his cock and the fluffy white pubes stimulating your sticky clit again and again as your generous daddy does all of the work. The creamy ring forming is almost enough to make him blow his load in an instant. He can see how spent you are despite not cumming. How weary your body is after dealing with your clueless brothers for so long. But he’s here now, and he’ll always know how to best take care of you.
Yuuji and Sukuna can’t help but admire the way your tits bounce with each and every thrust you endure. They can see a stark difference in your pleasure, being with the most trusted man in your life who knows every ridge of your tight walls. They admire the way you moan so beautifully and unashamedly for your daddy. Whatever energy you lacked comes racing back to you as you ride him in search of your orgasm.
Satoru’s fingers dig into your hips, raising you up and down his length with an anticipating fervour, expecting you to crumble at any moment.
And you do.
You both do and you are practically screaming in a newly discovered pitch as your cunt clenches around your daddy. Sukuna spanks you, his palm stinging your flesh each time an expletive spills out of you. Words you have no hope of controlling or recalling as you lose your mind and body to your daddy.
And he fills you perfectly.
Ropes and ropes of cum filling your womb to the point there is a visible bulge. And he smirks. Still managing to rut into you as he moves you onto your back once again to show Yuuji and Sukuna your swollen tummy. He pulls out, carefully, a little spilling from you before pushing your legs up into your chest.
“Watch…” he looks at your brothers before all of their eyes focus in on your puffy pussy. His fingers splay across your stomach before slowly pressing down. He gasps, slightly, and your brothers eyes widen and fill with lust as all three of them watch the considerable amount of cum seeps out of your cute little hole like a leaking donut. “Oh, princess, you’re so gorgeous.” Satoru compliments you. You’d hide your face in embarrassment if you weren’t so tired.
“Adorable. She’s like our own personal cum dump.” Sukuna speaks, trying not to laugh but unable to hide the teasing smirk on his face.
All you can do is look at them. Feel them, inside and out. The feeling of their cum dripping out of you will be a memory that stays with you forever. And seeing their eyes raking all over you makes you feel so special. Of all of the girls in the world. All of the beautiful, perfect, experienced girls in the whole wide world, all three of them chose you.
Your daddy chose his daughter.
And your brother’s chose their sister.
All three of them couldn’t help but want to fuck you.
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#august living#im having a wild ride with school tbh#but uh this is a vent that might be jumping the gun a little.#context my class is only 5 people all of us are already quite friendly and so far our teachers have been effective and professional#until we met our comp teacher today who was vry clearly nervous and this is his first time teaching this class on his own#tho he said hes taught jr high before but like idk he was giving the most nervous energy#but uh. he. would not stop looking specifically at me all 3 hours of class#like maintaining eye contact over 3 computer monitors watched me walk to the front of the class for a drink of water staring#we have to keet our drinks at the front of the room in class bc they dont want us fucking up the comps by accident#um. anyway. everyone noticed. we went for a 15 min break and talked abt it like all break#im just worried that its going to be a problem and ill have to bring it up with someone#i. dont wanna be like jfc i have some of the worst luck with socially awkward neurodivergent men but.#it feels like it. it rlly feels like it.#one of my classemates thinks hes close to my age and that he likes me which. is. also what it felt like to me.#im praying and hoping and begging that that isnt the case and that it wasnt rlly abt me but.#i. know i have that effect on certian nerds sometimes. i just rlly rlly rlly hope that thats not whats happening here.#i hate yo add yo this but i remembered something thats making me even more nervous#which is him saying that he doubts any of us are pc gamers and have never heard of steam#which is already a big assumption but also flags him as a defeatist type nerd which could be bad news#hahahaha anyway im tired and will be sleebing shortly
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