#im sosososososo sad
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been crying just nonstop for the last few days — about a lot of things. everything. and i'm at my doubt phase and my i-need-something-to-hold-onto phase and nothing feels like it's enough to comfort me and i feel so alone and i cry again
#vent#im sosososososo sad#and just wish i had someone to hold and tell me it's okay#i need a long long hug and just#a few kisses on the forehead#basically i just want .... to be loved#by someone#and not have that love ridiculed by others for wanting it
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P:EG chapter 1 spoilers below the cut
guys... this scene made me feel my primordial instincts kick in ◉_◉
feral wolfgang is now my favourite wolfgang
iuadgwiasjda guys im sosososososo sorry but ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩) i love his character so muchhh more now im so sad he died
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ROUND 3 MATCH 9
Penny propaganda:
“She's weird and not in a good way. She has mommy issues.”
“I love her sosososososo much, you simply can't understand how much I adore her. First time I played Stardew Valley I IMMEDIATELY tried to date her, waaaaaaay before I even knew I was a lesbian. Thanks Penny for helping younger me realize I was gay. Anyways, she's so sweet and smart and she teaches the two kids in town because there isn't a school. Her mom sucks but she still takes care of her and I love Penny so much <3”
Micah propaganda:
"I LOVE MICAH VOTE MICAH LOOK AT HIM HES SO you hack into his computer he hacks back into yours and the video calls are so funny, when you ask him what his favoritr food is he starts. telling you about being in a zombie apocalypse where he gets to eat your arm also he HE PLAYS THE CLOWN MUSIC AND FALLS OUT OF HIS CHAIR FOR A JOKE I LOVE HIM and he dyed his hair to match his cat. whats his cats name? skrunkly AND if you genuinly say 'yeah im uncomfy' he'll stop the call/game ends and its so SAD BUT HE RESPECTS YOUR BOUNDARIES AUGH and when he tries to be smooth he puts on some music and the player goes 'did you just put that on.' and he stops it and goes 'oh you heard -that?' AND he had a tongue piercing and tongue bifurcation its so cool! AND SHARP TEETH honestly whats not to love? OH OH also if you get the secret ending you just get to marry him i love him so much I FORGOT TO SHARE THAT HE'S VOICE ACTED TOO AND THE VA DOES A REALLY GOOD JOB"
#penny sdv#penny stardew valley#Stardew Valley#micah yujin#error 143#error143#Round 3#most datable datable character
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Any music recommendations?
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Idk your music taste so I’m gonna reccomend a Few
Sales LP by Sales is SoSososososo good it’s kinda like lofi I think? But they’re awesome I love it
Thrill Seekers by Petite League is also sosososososo good that was my favorite album for like SO long I Loveit it sounds like the soundtrack of some crappy 2000s teen movie but it’s rlly good
And Seeya by Bulldog Eyes is rlly chill (on the same level as pretty much anything by Benny Benji to me)
Ok lastone isssss The Beige by Hi, Im Chris it’s reallyreally good (totally haven’t said that about anything else in this post lmao) I like the sounds and it’s kinda sad but it’s so fun
#all I do is listen to stuff in public so tgeres a Lot of stuff downloaded in Spotify#I listen to a lot of lame guys lmaoooo#if youwant you can reccomend me stuff too :DD#📧#📻
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everyday im so sad that im sosososososo scared of bugs because i would looooove to have a pet centipede i think theyre so beautiful but i literally have a panic response thinking of one escaping its enclosure
#or spiders.... some of them r so cute but i would never be able to hold them...#because im so scared of them....#jonesytag
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I am sosososososos happy for you!! I wish you all the luck with recovery!
It makes me very sad the trouble you had to go through. I know it was worth it in the end.. I just wish the process was easier for you.
Uh idk if this helps, but when I got top surgery, I used Aquaphor on my incisions and it worked wonders. But then again I healed way faster than others.
I can't wait to see your outfits when you have the energy to post them :) its the greatest feeling wearing your favorite shirts post surgery!!
Thank you so much!! I can only hope that trans healthcare gets easier to access tbh
I appreciate the tip about Aquaphor! Im also a fast healer (im less than a week out from surgery and have already had my drains removed and sensation return in places. My bruising is lessening too!) But im not quite at scar treatment yet. I will be needing some more tips and advice for it though bc its the one aspect i feel pretty lost on 😅
#im SO excited for the return of my fashion#like im getting insane euphoria just thinking ab the shirts ill wear again#top surgery#ask
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I DIDNT GET TO BOOP YOU AND IM SO SOSOSOSOSOSO SAD SO
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BOOPS YOU BOOPS YOU BOOPS YOU BOOPS YOU BOOPS YOU
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bro im gonna fucking kms i literately got better and now im getting fucking sad again every fucking day dude. i just fixed my love life and my family life. i am this fucking close 🤏 to beating my head in with a baseball bat or impaling myself with a pen. i fr blame everyone else for my feelings even tho i know damn well its my fault for thinking the way i do. my boyfriend just told me this morning that when he got high last night that he almost got fucked. i cant do anything about it either except for deal with it bc the night b4 he told me that he might be poly and asked if i was ok with it and i said yeah dude whatever makes u happy but i wasnt 100% sure if he was saying that he was def poly and apparently im not okay with it bc i guess i dont like it when other ppl kiss my boyfriend yk and im not against poly ppl but i've just never been with one and i fucking hate this shit i hate the way it makes me feel and i love him sososo much and i know its not his fault for it and he was high asf and this is the first time ive seen him actually high yk and i didnt know that shit was gonna happen and im freaking out but i wont do jack shit abt it bc im a pussy and i love him sososo much and i dont want to say something wrong that will mess up our relationship and im not willing to risk one small thing. my ex was like judging me bad when i told him i got back with my other ex and im starting to wonder if he was right but i wont do shit about it bc ill kms if im alone again. but i love him so much and noah if u see this im sorry for not saying anything but i love u sosososososososoos much and i dont know what the fuck is going on with me here recently but im just going fucking mad and i dont know what to do but please dont leave me ever or if u want to pls just wait until i get better ilve you sosososososos much
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im literally sosososososo insanely sad. why isn't the academic opening for MY louis show.
#THEEEEE ACADEMIC.#the academic#do u get it................ they're opening for him but just. not my show#jiya.txt
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it's been almost 5 weeks, now im starting to get worried...
i emailed them a few days ago and no response of any kind
its past the first training date they told me, but not yet the second training date they told me
so HOPEFULLY they want me in the second training
but at this point idk
the job i just got here is only part time, but they said theyll move me to full time if im doing good by the end of my first month
so at least i have that and I'll keep doing it long term if i can't go
and since its childcare related, i can put it on my resume if i need to reapply for some reason and thatll look better than just my TESL training and unpaid babysitting from years ago
BUT, and i know i keep saying this, if i have to apply again, that's the LAST time
im just giving up tbh
im tired of getting all excited and sending them all these EXPENSIVE ASS visa docs (DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH A TRANSCRIPT AND A BACKGROUND CHECK AND PASSPORT PICS AND A HEALTH REPORT AND ALL THIS PRINTING WHEN YOU DONT OWN A PRINTER COSTS???)
im TIRRREDD of packing up my house and making plans for my money and my cats and my mail and deciding what clothes to take (because i have too much for 1 suitcase and I dont wanna take more than 1 suitcase and 1 backpack from the airport to 3 train stations) and i plan to break my lease and my friends are excited and im excited and i save all this money AND EVERYTHING
then i just DON'T GET TO GO
its more disheartening than just being straight up rejected after the interview....
i REALLY don't know how much i can take anymore
it just makes me SOSOSOSOSOSO SAD
not even mad or anything, just straight up devastated
its only been 2 weeks since they sent for my CoE
and they said that they won't be in contact with me until i get it unless there's an issue
so their silence is a good thing i guess
but i wish theyd hurry up or update me saying nothing needs to be fixed
me getting this CoE decides if i need to pack my house up and move my cats out or start looking for hiring paying long term jobs (like ones that make you sign a contract) instead of lower paying short term jobs (like I don't need to sign a contract)
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bts 8th bday event
day 7: you're not walking alone: festa memories 💜- i stay with bts for their music, their message, their humbleness, their honesty, their personalities, just for them. from the start they have always been thankful for everything and even as they conquer the entire music industry they are still just as thankful. i have the most respect for them and wish them a happy and healthy 9th year and will continue to support and love them :)
sources (aka every festa): 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8
+ what yoongi wants yoongi will get
#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#bangtanarmynet#bts#festa#loverjimin#usersugajimin#annietrack#usersugassi#natgifs#natposts#IM NOT CRYING YOURE CRYING#WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF IM SO SAD AND FESTA HASNT EVEN STARTED#i watched so many snippets of the old festas and just the way they've grown but are still the same people deep down#this is how ive stuck with them for so many years is just who they are as people#i love them sosososososo much and i really wish that each one of them is happy#千
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update on gf situation btw . for those who r curious or sent asks etc
#v soon after i asked for advice i talked to her and asked her why she doesnt draw anymore n abt other stuff etc etc#she basically said she doesnt feel at all content rn but she will start again once she feels better . which is so understandable#and im also glad to hear she still does love what she loved etc...just several factors in her life are making her . discontent atm#one of them (i think a big one maybe) is me being gone for like a month . we stayed w each other a lot b4 this#so the wait has been Agonising for both of us and i just didnt realise how much she missed me . which is like . idk . shes so sweet i love#her so much and while im sad my absence is contributing to her current situation im like. woah...there is someone who misses me so much.wow#i also need to like tripple clarify bc my post asking for advice was vague and i feel like it was misinterpreted a lot :#my gf is not confused abt what she wants to do + i am not using romantic relationships as a career progression device + i do in fact have#friends and a life outside academia and am aware that i too could just as easily become disconent w my work#life etc or even lose all my passion for whatever reason + i do not in fact . only love my gf for her art. i love her for everything she is#which includes smn who is very passionate abt art which is why i was concerned etc etc . anyway#we talked abt it and i now understand things more and also will hold her through it until she feels more content again#and then ill keep holding her through everything good and bad for as long as i can :) i love her sosososososo much#and also i miss her so much and if i dont see her soon ill Perish and Die . anyway
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댕댕이!
#seungmin#kim seungmin#stray kids#skz#staysnet#forskz#*gifs#*m#:((((((((#pup...#my babie..#:((((#i love u so mcuh... sososososoSO much :-((((#babie.........#he's so so so cute and precious im sad...#sengmo.. i love u :-((
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#hi im posting this from a plane bc there's free wifi#im heading home from ny#im sosososososo sad ima miss it so much#starkid#clark baxtresser
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It makes me so fucking angry to watch a good, intelligent, strong woman waste her god damn time being sad over or defending some loser guy who never deserved her in the first fucking place.
#personal#my blood is boiling honestly#ffs#its like nothing im saying is getting through either#its actually painful to watch#and makes me so#sosososososo#sad
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just keep scrolling im dumb lol
#tw /#every person who hates b*s owes me $5 for making me want to k*ll myself#its my own fault for being so fucking unhealthy and letting it go this far but like#im sosososososo dependent on them for my happiness and when i see anyone saying anything mean or rude or anything abt them i just#lose all motivation to do anything#including bre*the#maybe i just owe everyone $5 for being stupid#just keep ur money im just an idiot#and the worst thing is even though i want to d*e rn i know that by tomorrow or the next day at the latest i'll feel completely ok abt#the whole thing#like this ALWAYS happens. i feel super shitty and awful and everything bad and then the next day im fine like it didnt even happen#and i hate that im so sensitive to things in the moment that dont even matter#but i cant even make myself feel better bc usually i watch like vids of my fav idols or think abt my friends or#go through a specific tag on my blog#but kp*p is literally the root cause of all this awfulness so thinking abt it just makes things even worse#and ive successfully convinced myself that my friends dont like me and thinking abt them makes me sad#and i just feel so horrible about so many things in my life like theres this whole .Fucking spirituality crisis and then im so hungry but i#just ate a hwole granola bar and im not supposed to eat this late and i feel gross#and then im posting this and forcing everyone to see it like#there i go being stupid again#and i just really reallyreallyreally really hate.evrything#star.txt
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