#im sore and angry

[intothepitlane]

i got so drunk after quali i forgot the results and i just went through all stages of grief again

[pcktknife]

how it feels to leave in the middle of a 100x battle the second an enemy team member steps one foot into what is considered our base

[toiletdestroyer3415]

crying Because i want to do piktober but nobody knows about my OCS and i can't talk about them without boring everyone to death because i don't know how to be interesting

[wr-n]

SEE I WAS RIGHT THANK YOU

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[silverskye13]

[grumpy noises] gonna have to either stop drawing for a bit or start wearing my wrist brace again. Maybe both.

[maretriarch]

too deranged to have my own child even now but im looking forward to my turn with the communal baby doll in the state funded dementia ward

[witherfide]

am i exaggerating their relationship a bit too much? yes most definitely. am i ever going to stop thinking about how differently their story would have been if the writers weren’t COWARDS? no

[nudibutch]

save me saline spray. saline spray save me.... save me saline spray

[hella1975]

me: yeah i feel horrific but im not SICK haha im fine im just being dramatic. a sore throat never killed anyone haha

my friend immediately upon bumping into me on campus: wow you sound AWFUL

[one-winged-dreams]

I'm still so fucking sick and it's starting to turn me into a bitch

[clownnstuff]

Digital art is for lovers.

[jesterguy]

Literally had to take my ass outside to the coldwet for calm down time

[martyrbat]

literally spent the day trying to repair my roof while having a bad migraine & back pain just for it to spontaneously rain now at 9:40 pm and to learn too late that theres still a fucking leak right over my bed >:(

[coolbeansnico]

i love the way it feels to be a hater (i was put on this earth to love and love others. i will do anything for my friends, and if someone calls me mean or i upset someone, i start crying. i felt an unexplainable hatred one day and felt severely physically sick because of it. hate is my least favourite emotion to feel and i very rarely even use the word)

[dollar-store-sparklez]

man i dont wanna be that guy, but the skyblock wars thing on the legundo community server is so just. incredibly frustrating to play rn

like, disregarding my own wifi issues entirely, bc theyre a seperate ongoing problem, lapis is mostly composed of younger players and people with actual jobs and stuff, and then redstone has. every moderator except 1, and two of the best pvpers who literally like never log off.

im not gonna accuse mods of using mod perms to cheat, because i gen dont think they are, but speraking as someone who has experience on several servers being mod/build staff, it is functionally impossible to be without bias as a mob in a competitive setting, especially when its, yknow, every single mod except one versus a team mostly composed of 12 year olds. hell, one of our players is literally 8.

and. i mean it sucks. its not enjoyable to play anymore when the other team is making fun of us for things out of our control and the mods arent really doing anything about it bc its their teammates doing it. and then theres stuff like the cobble challenge, where their entire island was basically already stone brick from the start. im not saying its cause the mods knew that was gonna be the challenge, but i am saying im not ruling it out. and then we know the mods fly around occasionally, and yeah they tell us that its for actual mod purposes, and i believe them, but i also believe that if they were to notice some new builds or farms or whatever while they were they theyd 100% mention it to their team.

and again, even disregarding that, even if im just off my rocker and everything ive noticed as unfair and upsetting is just in my own brain, theres the fact that the other team is gonna listen and respect the members of the mod staff more bc they have a real, tangible power over them, where as random children just arent gonna listen to syl even if they were the one voted in to be the leader. they gonna listen to a mod, but not another player. thats a real, tangible advantage they have.

i dont wanna say the mods cant also play the game and have fun, because they can! its totally possible to do smth like this and still let them play! but they need to be split up evenly between the teams or is gonna cause the issues we're currently having. no one on lapis is having fun or wants to play anymore really. poor syl has cried on call. i dont really care how many times people say its just a game. youre saying that because your team is winning, your team is tacked, your team has all the good pvpers and moderators. if lapis was in the lead youd be upset and i know it, because wth this new base quest that just finished you went and whined to ecr because hyper used an existing base on your island to win the quest. he asked ecr and got an explicit yes, and dino and justin ran to ecr about it and now we each got half a point, basically voiding the quest.

im glad yall are havin fun because no one else is. lmao

[gorseflowers]

part of me's thinking hey why the fuck didnt you do more research into your lifelong chronic condition before now youve really fucked up there, and then part of me's reading all this information on how much you shouldnt tell eczema sufferers not to scratch or punish/nag them for scratching because it increases shame and stress and makes them more avoidant of actual solutions. and im thinking well. that'll be why