#im sooo proud of this heh.

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*screaming*

[rpreaperperson]

Chapter 9: Weakness and Trauma

Warning!!: a traumatic scene for Claw!

and a little bit tender scene beetween Claw and Ghost

MasterList

The old woman crossing her arm on her chest fixed her gaze on the hybrid who was now being tortured train by Lieutenant Ghost who barked at her each time her form was off even if it was a little, Gaz and Soap watching the train from the bench while taking some of the fruit from Claw lunch box.

“I take it you content with her training?” a gruff voice came from behind the old woman

“hmp, she may have trained while she was in the Lab but she may need more rough ones if she wants to survive the mission” she acknowledged Price without taking her eyes off of the training, Price stood by her side watching Claw being thrown by Ghost an ‘Offpph’ sound coming from her mouth then she whining at Ghost for being rough, both Soap and Gaz snicker at her

“Her first mission succeded, she even managed to protect the injured while wiping out the enemies” Price claims proudly

“She’s a multitasker Captain...and good woman at heart, though that’s not the reason why Im here” Professor glance at him

“Still about her yes?” Price raised his eyebrows

“...Yes..lets talk somewhere more private Captain”

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Claw humming while she put on her clothes and gear after that, she took her collar and silently gazed at it

“put it on..whether you're on a mission or not” the old professor handing her a black collar with a blue pendant in the middle

“Why? Besides isn’t forbidden to use an accesoris in the middle battlefield?” Claw tilted her head, Professor just smiled at her and rubbed between her ears

“dont worry about it ,think of it... a ..lucky charm..”

Fiddling with the collar she put it on her neck, twirling a bit she looked at the mirror

‘Okay! All set!’ she walked out from the vacant room that one of the Mexican recruits (That definitely carried and cuddled her there while he had the chance) escorted her there.

Alejandro slammed the cargo door shut stomped away from the cargo, and huffed angrily

‘Fuck...if what she said is really true...then Claw..’ he thought of the hybrid cheery smile

‘No..Valeria just baited my anger, that puta –‘

“Master Aleee~!!!” a feminine voice calling out for him, there in the distance he saw a short black haired woman waving her hand and running to him

‘No...maybe I do shuld warn her..’ when Claw arrived in front of him she saluted him puffing her chest

“heh..at ease soilder” he smirked at her, and all of his anger that fuelled inside immediately disappeared when Claw came

“Sooo how is it? Did you get the information from her?”

“Yeah somehow..Claw there...something I want to ask..”

“Of course ask away~!”

“Do you..have any weakness?”

“well...I do have many of them, when Master Soap rubbing my head, scracthing under my neck, Master Ale catnip –“ she started listed with her finger, then Alejandro shut her mouth with his gloved hand

“I mean...ugh..a critical weakness Gatita...that enemies could use against you” explain Alejandro

“oh..that weakness..well...I dont really know..” Claw seems a little hesitant to share her information with Alejandro, but then again she felt a deep trust for the Colonel

“But..” then Alejandro perked up intently listening to her

“I think there’s...this flower..”

“flower?” ask Alejandro a sweat trailed down his forehead

“cosmos? Chocolate cosmos..I think thats the name?”

“What could it do to you?”ask Alejandro

“well..its...uh could transfrom me into a cat..”

“..you could transform into again no?”

“well..I’ll have to wait 10 hours until then Im stuck in that little furry form”

“I see” he nodded at the information

‘If she share this with me...then she trust me enough..but what Valeria told..is quite bothering fuck..”

“is there something matter?”

“Claw..I think –“

“Hey Claw! “ she peeked behind Alejandro

“Master Graves~!” she skipped her way to Graves, puffing her chest.

“you did great back there kitten, proud of you girl” Claw instantly melted at the praised even more when Graves scracthing under her neck

“ehehe, thank you Master Graves~”

Ghost just stood there deadpan at her antics, and huffed but then he patted her head

“Good work Claw”

and when he does that she stops purring for Graves she snaps her head to stare at Soap smiles brightly

‘you see that!? Master Ghost just patted me and praised me!!’ even from the look in her eyes Soap could read her thoughts clearly

‘She really does like it LT praise her’ then she hopping her way to Soap and Rudy to gain attention from them, both of them gladly feed her with many praises and rubbing

“So..where’re we goin next?”

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A deep frown plastered against Claw's face, her foot became slippery  not to mention the rocking of the boat made her cling to Soap's side it didn't help with the thunder sound and the cracking light her ears twitching each time the water touched it

‘ughh...God help meee...’ she whined inside her head

Container after container coming sliding toward her and her teammates, the slippery floor makes it even worse.

“Claw!!” Her hand yanked and she was being engulfed by a burly arm, although it was warm to be hugged the wet fabric touching her cheeks making her cringe in disgust

A container sliding down right where she was before

“t-thank you Master Soap...” Soap smiled in relief

Unfortunally they must search ship, because the controler for the missile is not in there

“You have you’re orders son, Stop.that.launch” command Sheperd through the comms

“Alejandro, take overwatch.Soap,Claw , you’re with me”

“Nya?” Claw snaps her head and widens her eyes at Graves her mouth gaping like a fish out of the water

“I’ll keep you covered, hermano”

“C’mon kitten ladies first”

Claw hesitantly took the rope and slid down to the boat, wobbling a little bit she leaned to one of the shadows who riding the boat

‘ ughh...endure endure ‘when both Soap and Graves came down, she immediately clung to Soap who held on to the boat and slung his arm around her waist as the boat started to move fast her claws pierced the fabric of Soap's vest

“Once we’re on the deck, we push to the bridge fast!, We secure those controls.We stop this missile, yeah?” command Graves, Claw just nodding

“how do we board?” ask Soap while holding Claw in his arm

“Take the ramp!” order Graves at the Shadow

“Hold tight Sergeants!”

Claw ducking her head to Soap's chest as the boat slammed into the ship

‘o-oww...’ she held her breath when she caught Soap's eyes staring worriedly at her

“You okay Lass?”

“uhmm” she nodded a little bit flustered and they got off the boat

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As they reached the deck, Claw saw the controls

“Masters! Found it!” she yelled as she shot the last enemies

“good work Claw!” Graves patted her shoulder, and approaching the controls

“Alright, eyes on the controls, tappin’in” Graves pulled out his tablet, while both Ghost and Claw searching the area

“Fuck, we can’t disarm it”

“Why?”ask Ghost

“Too late!”claim Graves

“ there’s no abort code?”ask Soap

“Yeah, well that windows closed on that boys”

‘Then what do we do...?’ thought Claw as she stare though the ship windows lost in thoughts

“Soap, get on the controls. We’re gonna have to do this together.Now the clock is ticking. So we gotta move, brother. Alright?”

‘hm? What is together?’ she saw Soap open the controls as he and Graves tried to detonate the missile, cautiously she approach Soap who concentrated on the controls

“Zero?”

“Negative!,Row TWO, column ONE, check again” Soap tsking and concentrate again, then Claw opens her mouth

“C?” both Soap and Ghost stare at her raising their eyebrows, Graves just smirks proudly

“Perfecto Kitten~”

“It’s headed for New Orleans..” said Soap

“Not anymore”

As Soap hit the excecute button, Claw leaned back stretching her arm back

‘I definitely getting a warm shower  after this...ugh my precious fluffy tails..’

BOOM!

“Nyaa?!” she flinched when she heard a loud boom sound, ears flattened against her head as she watched the exploding of the missile when the three men walked forward, she froze unmoved hands trembling in fear

The others may watch the exploding in amazement..but to her....

Destruction..

A flash of memory recording in her head

‘Mommy!!’ her hand reached out for her mother, and fire engulfed the woman in front of her

The woman scream ringing in her head

Ghost noticed the hybrid left out, he glanced behind what he saw it.....quite unusual he knew what her face meant.. to well...he too faced the time like that, but to see her making a face like that...its quite disturbing him

“You see that Claw?! Isn’t amazing?” cheer Graves

“Huh? Uhh..mmhm...” she hesistantly nodded, as Soap and Graves busy with the scenery Ghost walk to Claw

“you okay sergant?” whisper Ghost, she looks up at him and he freezes at her face, her eyes red trying to hold her tears

Cupping both sides of her face, he leaned his face

“You’re here sergant..you’re with me Sergant..no on gonna hurt you..” he doesn’t know why he does that, but to see Claw like this is now on Ghost blacklist

“Master..” she whimpered snuggling into his gloved palm, then she gently grabbed his hand and took it to her chest

“Thank you, Master Ghost..~” she sincerely smiled through her heart, his eyes squinted smiling even though he wore a mask

Soap stares at them a jealousy stirs inside him

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On the way back to base Claw was crammed in one of the vehicles by Ghost and Soap, pulling her tails out she tried to tend it and squeeze the water out

‘oh well...’ she leaned to Ghost who was surprised that she chose to lean against him usually it was Soap, the sound of rain hitting the windows and roof of the vehicles lulled her to sleep

Well almost, the vehicle slowed down to stop, confused Alejandro stepping out of the vehicle

“what is...?” Claw watched Alejandro get out and approach Graves they seemed to be having a tense conversation, and she caught a glimpse of Alejandro's snarling face

“stay close Claw..” says Ghost as they step out from the vehicles, her heart pounds a bad feeling eating her alive she notices the Shadows moving into a defensive position, especially one behind her.

“Kitten..Sheperd order you to come us..” claim Graves stare at her

“w-with you...? b-but what about..” she glance at Ghost and Soap confused

“You’ve been relief from 141”Ghost and Soap furrowing

“B-But..Professor order me to remain stay with Task force 141...” even if she was going to move, Laswell or Professor would message her but she didn’t get any message from Laswell or Professor to come with the PMC

“Well.. the order is change now sweetheart” Claw tried to argued but then Soap interject

 “Nono! She’s not going with you..”

“Sorry Soap Im not asking...” Graves nodded at one of the Shadows behind Claw, he grabbed and dragged her away

“Nya?! Wait!” she flailing her arms

“Gatita! Let her go!”Alejandro lunges at Graves, and the chaos begun.

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Ohhh how I love.....a cliffhanger

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i feel sooo silly asking this but i trust you with your most delicious eyewatering fics on this site. what's your average writing process look like for a big fic 😭 how long on average does it take you to write, like over a few days? or in one sitting? do you plan it all out in dot points first or just let it flow. i feel sooo small brained because i will think of something cool and #hot and toe curling and then i'll go to write it down and my mind is blank and it takes me 5 days to write like one paragraph of decent smut

THANKYOU WHAT 😫😫💖 you are so so sweet. m so glad u think so ahhh !!! <3 hmmm, it really depends. an average one shot that turns out to an estimate of (6.0k word count ‘n up) would take me about maybe a good week. it honestly depends how motivated i am. my recent fic took me two weeks i think because i randomly got sick in the middle of november n took a tiny break. we r so back tho !!!! it usually takes me days to write a fic because im always taking breaks, i get bored, i get discouraged, etc. i think one fic i’ve wrote in one sitting is my ex husband gojo fic the grudge, i wrote that whole thing in a day on oct. 29 right before midnight 😭 i was rushing because i didn’t wanna screw over kinktober but im proud of how it came out !!! :D

another fic i’ve wrote in one sitting was probably my ex-convict! toji fic where reader sprays pheromone perfume on herself. ofc it still takes me many, many hours to write anything. i noticed whenever it comes to toji i’ll write super fast hehe. sometimes gojo too. i usually plan everything out !!!! i try to outline everything out before i start writing so im not rushing. recently, whenever im stuck on a fic i try to write in sections — like i’ll write certain scenes and get back to the unfinished ones later. that helps me a lot.

listening to music helps me let it flow !!!! 💓 majority of my stuff is based on songs / lyrics so i’d rec turning on music to help maybe motivate you more. i cannot write in silence heh, ill fall asleep.

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HI IM OBSESSED WITH UR CROWS X WORST ART AND ANALYSIS!!!!!!! It's sooo fucking beautiful it makes me wanna die T-T I really love amachi cuz blonde and I'm obsessed with blonde fuck heads but my fav is totally Tesshou I would eat a motorcycle for him aa so I'd like to know ur opinion on Tesshou and what u think of Suzuran, Housen, TFOA, (During Worst Manga) anddd I'd ask for Kurotaki Alliance but since its broken up ur opinion on Sera and Abo would be nice!! Most crows x worst things I see is usually um powerscaling which is nice but y know a man needs her analysis 😭 IM SO SORRY FOR HOW LONG THIS IS

WOWIE THANKS FOR THE LONG ASK HAHA!!! I don't mind don't worry, buckle up though, 'cause this is gonna be a little long!!

First of all thank you for the nice words haha!!! Amachi is also a favorite of mine but Hana stands king upon them all (I read Worst before I read Crows, don't ask why, I don't know either. Still, Hana is my absolute favorite character from these series and it'll stay like that until I die :pp)

I LOVE Tesshou!!! He's like, so stupid yet so clever. Driven mostly by his emotions rather than logic – Kiyohiro is a little better at that, he will at least think about the outcome before doing anyway. lmfao. (I also think these two are in love but that's another story ^^).

Anyway, Tesshou's really the guy that previously had anger issues but had to work on it since he got a high responsibility post (the goddamn boss). You can't lead if you can't control your own temperament heh! I also think there's some neurodivergency in him – impulsive, acts on a whim, really passionate/follows his emotions a lot, high empathy & sensibility (as seen with Shougo, with Yamauchi. And with Kiyohiro, of course!). He's a kind man with rough appearances. He's still rough, but he's far more kinder than he's mean. (Shougo said it best!!!).

Let's talk about TFOA while we're at it. It's great, it's cool, it's superb. Period. I've always loved bikers and bikes for a long while (I have a scooter, I KNOW how it feels) so this gang was a lovely flower to me <3. Their closeness is also a breath of fresh air (in EVERY generation it is the same), close enough to be family, close enough to be more, they're TFOA. That's my fucking found family. Love them all really but my fav gens are undeniably the fourth & sixth, a shout-out to Kousei's fifth though <3

Ooohh Suzuran. SUZURAN! (Sajima-core wink wink). I have a lovely opinion on this school. I mean, it's a school with a bad reputation outside but within, withing it has the best out of them all. And ain't that interesting? Suzuran schoolboys see their school as a paradise, despite the violence and all of the anger, all of the blood that reside between its walls. They're so proud of their school it's amazing – Suzuran do not lose to anybody. Suzuran is the strongest. Suzuran is Suzuran, but Suzuran is also them. Katsuragi demonstrated it best : as soon as the school's involved, it's their pride that's being spat on. And that won't stand. It's just awesome and utterly crazy. Suzuran also has a "legacy" – the strongest fighter stands on top, regardless of who they are, which grade they're in. The strongest will stand on top. Something which was changed by Hana, for he is strong, yet not the strongest – that's Guriko – but still. Through mind, body and soul, he is the strongest (and not just in the school!!!! Guess that's why he's the mc hehe :p). Hence why he stood on top as the sole boss. Apart from that, Suzuran's a jungle. There are rules but they aren't written. Yet they're wildly known, inside and outside. That's culture and that's insane? These rules are being relayed by words, only. By oral way and that's ancestral. That's the old fucking way to do it and it still survived for years and years. And it find it crazy, but maybe that's just me. Hehe.

Housen, ooouh, another great school. It's the same as Suzuran, a real long history, lots and lots of stories. Loved, LOVED Bitou (more as a character than a boss, really) but Jou's Housen is definitely superior I'm sorry. Mitsumasa did a great job too but Jou is just too iconic. That's why he's King Joe ;) . (I was extraordinarily giddy to see him back in Gaiden - Mr.Zetton hehe)

Not much on Kurotaki though!!! I love Bulldog, Osamu & Chiaki but that's about it. Tsuyoshi and Takeshi are favs too but I didn't think much of the alliance in itself. Beside the fact that it was a real great fucking idea – the shared ruling of six schools between six said school leaders is a great thing (while it needs a great boss, otherwise it's bound to fall). It mostly explored the dynamic between each characters and that was great. But the alliance in itself wasn't as prominent as Suzuran, Housen or TFOA (at least it's how it felt to me. It's talked about, but it's not the main point, hence why I wasn't really focusing on it) I did focus on the characters though. Maru and Kakuken are great. I think they make each other worse, which is the epitome of friendship, truly. Love em.

I think Sera is really good at hiding his personality. I think he's actually a real goof, someone that likes to have fun. He presents himself as calm and composed – while he is calm and composed, he's also impulsive and emotive. Of course, he knows how and when to reveal it, he's clever and extremely calculative. But he seems like a boy that loves life you know? Likes to enjoy things, not just fighting. It's not exactly the same for Abo, because that boy LOVES to fight (see him fight Guriko three times. It's stupid, but it says something). He likes to fight, and he dislikes to lose. He's not a sore loser but it makes him feel weak. And that's an offense (to himself, that's his pride). He's a prideful boy, confident, but not stupid. He's intelligent but he doesn't rely much on it (which he should have, at some moments. i.e. Guriko). I also love the fact that he's short HAHA. It's cute but also quite funny. Sir, that's not a middle schooler that's a canon ball. Hehe.

I like powerscalling but I'm an artist before I am anything so I don't really give much of a fuck about it HAHA. I also think powerscallers would hate me because I'm making everyone gay sooooo :⁠^⁠) (I have a hundred of ships it's really funny).

Anyway, thanks again for asking!!! It was really fun to think about it all and put it through words hehe. I just love them all, there's so many great characters it's crazy. Thanks again!!!

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im a little late but i went out to distract myself and just had the time rn to read the new update!!

but not jaemin and renjun bonding over fruit cats 😭 i knew it. they’re gonna become like this 🤞🏼 and share custody over the cats

also the new account? 😭 FamilyGirl1739262? LMAOOO idk i love that even though it’s completely random

ALSO THE WAY haechan is just like “hey sweetheart” and y/n just completely dismisses it (bro ngl me too like pls call me that more heh) and idkkk i just love seeing that he notices the difference between her usual responses and her dry responses. he wants her so bad 🤭🤞🏼

the “im all ears baby” made me giggle

he’s so desperate for her attention i love it!!

also, thanks for the update. i didn’t know how i was gonna handle the update and commenting but, i know bella (who was always napping) would’ve wanted me to read it and she’s somewhere napping and watching me frfr

you’re so talented! and thank you again for your kind words 🤍

so proud of you FOR EVERYTHING

- 🫧

(it’s been 3 days since bella passed but, even tho it intensely hurts, im learning to cope with it little by little. it took a lot of sobs and tears and a lot of guilt to wash away, and even though i shed a bit of tears smelling her plushies (they smell like her stinky breath heh) im doing better. your update made me smile and im happy to have good memories here bc of her and you)

(idk what to give small updates about now, but i hope everyone has a good day! it’s been getting hot, too, so i hope everyone is doing well during this heat and staying hydrated 🤍)

(you’re so cool and very cool and so so cool <3)

i hope you’ve been feeling well lately and if you need anyone to talk to you, you know you can message me <3 i feel like i should tell you to take time off social media but if it really made you feel better than that would make me even happier, i’m sure bella would’ve loved the new updates too and probably bitten your finger, we will always love her and never forget her :(( i hope you’re mourning at your own pace, don’t think you have to get over it quick!!! take as long as you need to move on, you don’t even need to move on!! i just hope you’re in the right headspace and will feel better soon, people like that driver deserve the worst type of hell and don’t worry god has karma planned for him bae <3

its the start of the renmin e2bffs arc, idk if i’ve said this before but this smau is fr just all my fave dynamics in one writing e.g jaemark, renmin, renyang, renhyuck (kinda).. maybe i can even squeeze markmin into it :P

it might be random but i characterised y/n as a character that LOVES family guy (which is why she got peter griffin as her pfp for both accounts) i was also gonna make haechan like family guy, and they’re gonna bond over uit 😆 HIM NOTICING HWE SOEECH PATTERNS LIKE OOOUUU YOU LIKE HER SOOO BAD AND YOU WANT HER ATTENTION SOOOO BAD it’s becoming embarrassing @ haechan 🤦🏽‍♀️

you’re so lovely i love you and hope you’re having the best days coming up, i’ll always root for you ^^!!! stay hydrated too and eat well!!

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Ch 4:

“Since I made you wait a whole month, here's a long chapter. :)” UMMMM.. <333333 UM <3 (well I guess this explains how sloppy ch 2 felt. I was in a rush for some reason.)

HAHAHASHAFASA WHAT TH EUFKC.

I have less to say bc im getting caught up in the story . i can  hardly believe it. I might get thru this after all. Im gonna try and keep typing notes tho bc I AM going to reference these for the final few chaps 

Oh wow that was a very long serious attempt at exposition. Im proud of me for that. It didn’t turn out well written and I think its going nowhere but im also proud of Berber for trying. Ohhhh I wanna go in and edit this scene for better flow sooo bad. But I won’t. Moving on.

THE GASLIGHTING CAMPAIGN <3 YAYYY <333

kjlkJSLDGJSDLKGSLDG why am I like this. The whole Berwald thing is like. This is killing me. Why is it all happening back to back every single scene like this… once again every chapter is Too Much and like for what? What am I doing here. Hello

I FORGOT TO ADD THE FUKING EMOJIS TO THE TEXT CONVERSATION IT SAYS (emojis) THATS SOSOOSO GASDG ASODGIJ ASD GIA OSDOIGAIJSDL KGKA JSDKLGAKJSDGJL . Umm. Skull emoji. I should be making a second note for all the things I need to fix atp x_x

Ohhhhhghh Emil baby boy baby boy so silly I luv u 

ohhhHH another strange one-off stylistic choice …. I thought I edited out all the parenthesis’ed asides !!!! I kind of don’t like how that turned out. It weirds the pov. Note to self, fix that bit too.

I am not sure if I was going for a single POV or… what is happening here. I rly was like nahh im gonna do this based on vibes ^-^ and its driving me crazy to read now. i still don’t exactly know how writing the dif types of point of view work but I can tell something is off. echhhhh. Oh well, I’ll do better next time <3 

I HSOULD HAVE CUT THE SCENE THERE!!! Like 4 paragraphs earlier!! I DIDNT NEED TO DO ALL THAT its awkward  and clunkyyyyy booooooo

N?RICE INTERACTION BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK KISS HIM KISS HI M AIAIEIIEEEEEE E E EE EE E E EE. E EE *writhing darkly* *attacks regardless of target*

FUcking shit. Feeling rthings again. im going to jump into an active volcano to set my miserable spirit free. I promise there’s a punchline for all the underage discussion. I promise its going somewhere funny. I would never do something that isnt either for funny or sexy purposes. On my life bro I swear

Awhhgh another mistake uhghhhh UGHHH there should be italics there at minimum :-(

Oh my gd im getting stressed out reading B all stressed out. Why did I do this. In the original story idea, they all just had an orgy right there . There were no crazy dramatics. TBH I just chickened out and didn’t want to write sex. Thats the honest truth I just didn’t want to write sex and accidentally drug the story out for twice as long as I meant to.  And now its stuck like this. Can you believe? 

Heh. Ice mention

You know, I didn’t consider that the thing breaking would make a shit ton of noise. Ummmmmm. Emil has AirPods in he can’t hear anything <3

LMAO. KEK EVEN. This was a good chapter actually despite it all

im attempting my fic reread today. im announcing this bc i will be liveblogging to keep my morale up, NOT THAT anyone cares but i personally need this, like ill only commit to do the thing if theres an imaginary audience holding me accountable. & i like to have fun :3

anyway. captains log, its a beautiful sunny july weekend. i just finished my morning coffee, and, i am dreading this so much. i dont like rereading my own writing but i shall get over it. ok here we go.

Þetta Reddast vagueblogged directors commentary edition

Ch 1:

*opens fic and starts convulsing immediately* god i wish i smoked weed rn. i cannot chill out ever for the life of me

My Mission For Today Is: to remember what plot threads I’ve left hanging so I can resolve this story properly. And also try n remember where the flow is going. I have the end plotted out, I just am a little lost … it’s been a while :-(

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Abrupt beginning!!!! I’m not mad because I have . I HAD. Almost no writing experience when I started this. it isn’t ideal but I refuse to be one of those fanfic writers that starts rewriting early chapters without finishing the last ones. Ive never seen one of those types actually finish a longfic. …I’d already rather yap than actually read LMAO AHH

Oh this is worse than I remember. thats cool that s great ok alright *coughs up blood*

"20 somethings" WOW I really did not know where I was going with this when I started huh

LKJSDLKSJDLGKGDJSLDGJK ??? Who authorized this. Who let me cook. What the hell

I could write this better now. I could edit this into something beautiful. <- devil on my shoulder

FORGOT I WAS MAKING RICE BRB

"generously offered nothing to the exchange." wait STOPPPP. I’m so funny

GRAMMAR ERROR DETECTED why is there two periods. I’ll be coming back to fix that …………………. :-(((

Fuck. This is a lot. Marge Simpson Hiding Her Face dot Png

Oh this is stupid this is gayyy this is fukcinnn . Who fucking did t his. What was wrong with me,. This is so good actually. what was i ONNNN. 

Im gonna throw up and I don’t know if thats like/. A complimentary thing or if im just cringing that hard . Im feeling emotions. I love my OTPs..OT3~5? I love them so so much

Ok as much as im like “eww bad writing” this is .. dare I say, rly good in places. Not to suck my own dick but maybe all hope isnt lost and imposter syndrome is an illusion

Grammar mistake #2. Goddddddd. they should ban me from the archive for this

EMILLLLL EMIL EMIL EMIL HIIIIII BABYYYY EMILLL I LOVE UUUU AWWHUUGHH everyone clap for my bewoved baby bruvver right FUCKING now

Urghhh gritting my teeth… Im fully expecting the flow of events to start not making any gd sense. There’s no way this came together the way I hoped in my head and .... For real I was never able to read this all the way thru. this is my first time, lol. and it was all disjointed on the authorial end to say the least. Im scared T-T

Jlxjvklsdkjfsjlkdkjlsjklkljzsdkjlgaskljdgjklasljkgdljkasljkdgjklasjlkdgljkaskljdgjakl?????????? 

Im not liking the ratio of dialogue to whatever the other stuff is. scene-setting I guess. prose maybe. i could have dragged this out way longer... By which I mean made it a more satisfying read. But WHATEVER !!!! 

TIMO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TIMOOOOOOOOOO NUMERO UNOOOO DO MUNDOOOOOO I really need to utilize him more. As soon as I finish this fic I need to write a Timo POV spinoff where he gets cancelled on furry twitter for proshipping in real life

Hmmmm chapter ending didn’t hit as hard in practice as it did in drafts. Oh well. God damn that was a lot to happen in one chapter LMAOO???

OH SHIT MY RICE IS STILL COOKING —— 

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Entry #30 Oct 29th '21

#YurasLife #FashionFriday #Fashion #HairDay

𝐅𝐚𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 - 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐡𝐚𝐢𝐫, 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬?

Hello hello my pumpkin pies! How are you all doing? (^_<)〜☆ I hope everyone's good and taking good care! Yeah? Remember to eat, stay hydrated and warm!

How has the Halloween week treated you? I've been sticking to my movie marathon and cooking lots! Yesterday was the Freddy and Jason night so I had lots of fun watching those again! I had some cake and of course the best popcorn~. I also tried making pumpkin nutella hot chocolate for the first time and it was... Something! Hahahaha I think I'll make it again and send some out for everyone else to try it too!

I'm really excited about tonight though and the "Fear Street" movies! I can't wait to watch them all and finally finish the story! But of course, the weekend is what I'm looking forward the most! Are you guys excited for Sunday? Have any nice plans for the big day? I'm out today to get the final touches for my outfit and hopefully I'll be able to make it to Luna's (and Esme's of course~) haunted house in time! (*˘︶˘*)

There's always sooo many things to do during this season, such a shame it's ending soon! I'll make sure to put together a recap of October once its over though ♡ So stay tuned if you wanna know how that went!

Anyway, fashion Friday! New hair, who dis~.

Ta-da! I'm back to black! I guessed it had been already some months since I got the red- I love being a redhead, don't get me wrong! But it's so hard to maintain sometimes (〒﹏〒) So for halloween I just decided to bring back a darker haircolor. It's not really black, but I mixed different dark browns to make this one and I have to say I'm very pleased with it! Because yes, I did it myself at home LMAO you can imagine that was a MESS! A friend came over to help me though, we had a fun time ♡

Of course today's outfit also has a skirt! I have a lot at hand that I didn't get to wear so I'll do now regardless! I'm already regretting it a little since temperature is going down fast throughout the day but that's ok! I look cute at least I believe. This is also one of my favorite sweaters! I got it from a store at the mall a few months ago but they didn't last long, sadly. A shame because they had such nice stuff! But that's just how it works, uh? Have you guys already brought out your autumn clothes? Maybe done a little shopping spree for the season? I definitely will soon now that Min has dropped her entire line!

I think that's everything for now! Would hate to bore you guys with more rambles heh~ I hope Friday treats you well! It's almost weekend now, make sure to take it easy, try to not stress much! Time for rest is just around the corner and you worked so hard this week! I hope you know I'm proud of you and how far you've come, keep moving forward! Ok? (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ )♡

I'll see you again soon, my pumpkins! As always, all the love and take care! -Yura ♡

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[marshieee]

Can i request bokuto akaashi oikawa kenma with a famous s/o(you can pick the occupation) and they go to an interview with her one day and they answer questions that the fans have been dying to know or like buzzfeed thrist tweets(mayhaps both)

Im sorry if im requesting too much(considering that i sent in your first request and all the others)

-midnight anon

Oh no it’s fine!❤️ i would love to do your request and i love the challenge sometimes hehehe... so it’s fine if you guys request something i really appreciate it🥺❤️ sorry this took so long lmaooo

Answering fans questions

Bokuto

He’s pretty famous himself

Being in the japan V. League who wouldn’t?

Even back in highschool he was popular as well

He didn’t mind having a famous s/o to be honest he was very proud of you all the hard work finally paid off.

So you being a popular singer means there’s a lot of fans in your way.

You two haven’t really made it official to the public so the fans just assumed a lot and rumored a lot.

It’s not like you two don’t want to make it official, you two just forgot to make it official lmao.

So when you decided to watch one of bokuto’s game everyone was surprised and confused.

At first they thought you’re just a volleyball fan but when they saw you wearing a jersey with bokuto’s name and number on it...

It was a chaos in some way.

A lot of paparazzi and reporters came rushing in when they saw the news online.

After the game was finished you went and greet your boyfriend but just to be surrounded by reporters.

At first the both of you were confused asf but when they bombarded the questions.

“Are you two dating?”

That’s when it clicked, you would look at each other and laughed.

“Actually yes we are”

“When did you two started dating?”

“Hmmm when we were still at high school”

“Why did you two just made it official now?”

“To be honest we just forgot to announce it, we just didn’t care since we’ve been together for too long”

The news spreads like wildfire about y/n the famous singer officially dating bokuto or bokuto officially announced his relationship with y/n.

You still find it funny how everyone was shooked by the sudden announcement.

Well at least their rumors became true right?

Akaashi

Akaashi was very supportive when you told him you wanted to be a youtuber

He helped you with your contents and all.

Your subscribers already knows your boyfriend since you post some couple stuffs on Instagram.

So when you begged him

BEGGED HIM

To join you in one of your videos you were thrilled when he said yes.

“Hi guys today’s video is a special video because i have a very very special guest today!”

“Hello”

“And that is my boyfriend! So anyways i asked you guys to ask us some questions on my tweet right? So that’s what we’ll be doing!”

You would immediately laughed at the questions that your fans asked you.

They were thirst tweets and you know akaashi.....

Akaashi wouldn’t

“Akaashi do you think y/n is a good kisser?”

That would caught him off guard and will be a blushing mess.

“Uh...um...y.....yes”

You would laugh at him for being so cute and flustered. In the end you didn’t finished all the thirst tweets since you felt bad.

“Akaashi say one thing that you like about y/n”

“One thing only? I have many things that i like about y/n, that’s a hard question hmmmm....”

Akaashi would smile and look at you.

“The love that y/n gave to me no the love that y/n continues to give to me that’s what i like, like is not the right word that’s what i LOVE”

Now it was your turn to be a blushing mess.

You two had a lot of fun answering questions about you, him and for the both of you.

And then little did you know right after you two uploaded the video.

You guys were trending.

Oikawa

Ok

OK

HEAR ME OUT

THIS BITCH WOULD MOST DEFINITELY

DEFINITELY WOULD BE SOOO CONFIDENT ABOUT HAVING YOU AS HIS S/O

the fact that he’s already a man oozing with charisma and confidence

Having you tripled it.

You were one of the mvps of the Argentina women’s swimming team.

How could he not?

So when the both of you won the olympics.

Boiii a lot of requests came in just to interview you two.

Since you’re really popular yourself too even before you two were official.

“So how do you guys feel that the power couple won a gold medal in olympics”

He loves to hear all sort of nicknames that the fans calls you two.

“Well i am very proud of y/n winning the gold medal, i knew that she could do it”

“How about you y/n?”

“I already know that oikawa was set on winning the gold medal and i know that he’ll get that no matter what so i am also very proud of him”

“A lot of fans asked since y/n is a professional swimmer that means a lot of people tried to pursue her right?”

“Oh yes most definitely”

“How do you feel about that oikawa?”

“Well i am too have a lot of pursuers so i do get how y/n feels and i can’t blame them for pursuing her i mean heh just look at my girlfriend!”

You would lightly tap his shoulder as you try not to blush so hard.

You should have been used to this but no. When it comes from him no.

“Of course there were times i would feel jealous since a lot of famous people tried to get her even though she’s already taken”

“Oh? Really?”

“Yeah but too bad”

He would grabbed your face and give you a sweet kiss on the lips RIGHT INFRONT OF THE CAMERA.

he’ll look at the camera and give a cocky grin.

“She’s already mine”

Kenma

Kenma doesn’t give a single flying fuck if you’re famous

Because he is too.

He trusts you sooo much so he knows when to step in or when you can handle yourself.

He’s not that type of person where they always flex on their s/o

Sure he posts you on his Instagram and promote your shows in his ig stories

But not that much.

You being a famous actress well doesn’t really concern him

He doesn’t like the actress you he likes the you you and that what’s matters.

So you invited him to the awardings with permission of course

As your boyfriend and partner and escort.

It was a hit when they got the news that kenma was going to attend.

To be honest it was really hard to convince him lmao.

And a lot of questions hits kenma but nevertheless he answered calmly

“What are your thoughts about having y/n as your significant other?”

“Nothing really, she’s beautiful, she’s elegant but that’s not what i fell in love with actually even if she’s not a famous actress or whatever I’ll still love her”

“The fans want to ask how do you feel whenever y/n has an kissing scene?”

Kenma would just scoffed and smile at the camera.

“It’s fine i don’t mind and besides i kiss her everyday”

[hongism]

Dude this is by far one of my favorite MOC chapters I’m absolutely feral rn oh my god. Like I’m happy we finally got ahem moments with San because pls god. But omg like THE FRICKIN KID I REMEMBER YOU TALKING ABOUT HIM AND HOW HE PLAYS A ROLE SOON AND IM OVER HERE LIKE OMFG WHAT GONNA HAPPEN. And then the whole issue of her leaving omfg dude this played out way more than I imagined, like how do you just have the inevitable stuff that’s gonna happen and still add a further juicy layer to it?? Like bRO. And omfg once again you got us over here suffering over the captain’s behavior and actions aHHHH, I really wanna know why sirens are such a big deal to him. But I’m so proud of her for being like IM GONNA MAKE YOU NEED ME AND IM LIKE OK BITCH POP OFF 💅🏼💅🏼💅🏼, nah when HJ said give something for Jisung to be afraid of I WAS LIKE PERIODT AS YOU FUCKING SHOULD QUEEN. I absolutely cannot wait for her to go feral on his ass ahh. But ohmygod yeo and woo broke my heart queen. Rip my heart out why don’t you. Mingi over here vibing tho LMAO. And omfg SEONGHWA being angry like where is is directed at 👀👀👀 just all these things, and like I wonder how the rest of the crew reacted to this situation because they were way too calm when she came back sooo they had no idea and won’t know until she’s gone. But miss caly let me end this on the note that this is literally one of the best chapters and one hell of a way to end this act. And don’t worry about making up for lost time, if we gotta wait a whole month for artistry such as this then fuck yeah I’ll wait forever, and honestly it’s such a wonderful surprise to see the notification about it and being like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG and you’re immediately transported back into the world of MOC. Also might I add Yeonjun fucking hottie. I may not be a fan of heavy hurtful angst, but you write it in a way that aids the plot and easier to bear if that makes any sense. And I’m eagerly awaiting to see the aftermath of her leaving and her giving Jisung a run for his fucking money 😛, I crave violence and fear upon MOC Jisung because one hell of a power move. Does this next act involve Jin more or is he more on the sidelines? But omg just the way you write intimacy between San and MC just ohmygod it’s so precious and calming and speaks a lot on what love is and I really love reading it. I really can’t wait though for this next act and see if we get more on MC’s past too, like I wanna know what happened that one night and who she really killed 👀👀👀 Ok I’m gonna stop here for now, I’ll prob drop other thoughts throughout the week heh.

Like not @ me thinking of rereading MOC for funsies and then you drop the newest chapter JSKKCKDMF WIAT OMG I WAS READING SOMEONE ELSES RESPONSE TO MOC 41 AND I FORGOT WHAT THE FUCK DID YEOSANG MEAN BRO 🤯👀👁 LIKE IM OUT HERE STARING AT IT LIKE WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN HUH They also reminded me of like HJ clinging to San and his facial expressions like yes. You’ve made captain with such depth and morally gray area that the readers cling to him. I swear he regrets letting her go smh

SCREAMING HI BESTIE im thrilled to hear it’s one of your favorites by far what an HONOR 😭

i love the energy of this ask LKJGLKDJ it's all over the place it matches my energy perfectly thank u but god yeah there's so much going on and so much to get into and WHEW !!! im so glad it brings out all these emotions, that makes me so happy as the writer i couldn't be more happy to see my writing bring visceral reactions out of people HAHA

there's really so much nuance to this chapter just things left and right and it's crazy !!! but as for the rest of the crew i think it is safe to assume that they had no clue about hongjoong's decision or what the plans were ! but really tHANK YOU im so fucking glad it was a banger chapter and a banger end to the act, i think the end of the act is always hardest for me to write so im so thrilled this was worth it!!! sadly yall had to wait a little more than a month for this one and im still sorry about that no matter what T_T i think i love getting to surprise you guys tho it's a little surprise gift for yall for being so patient and waiting for me ❤

nightingale IS A MEGA HOTTIE i have so much planned for him i can't wait he's so sexy <3 and im so glad the angst aids the plot heh im hoping that it lightens up a bit from here on out <3 this next act is full of a LOT! a LOT!!!!! i can't say yet whether that includes jin or not tho !! we shall see in the future 👁👁🍿 this next act is really all about revealing secrets and unveiling truths soooooo i think we can gather what that means butttt we'll see we'll see it definitely ties into what yeosang said <//3 and that nuance of hongjoong clinging to san at the end was a fave of mine i loved adding that eeee <3

[smireyac]

well well well wouldja lookie where we’re at now ⭐⭐

one more time around huh

lmao even got an hour till midnight again! its a talent at this point....

alright lets talk 2019

last year i said i wanted to make 2019 my year of DOING... bc 2016 was change, 2017 was getting used to and 2018 was getting too comfortable...

in all honesty, 2019 wasnt a bad year. in fact i have a lot to be proud of and celebrate! i think i accomplished a lot this year :^) as far as my goals that i made last year: 

-i wrote!! well not as much as i had APPARENTLY set for myself but a lot more than i thought i would!! so like my “goal” said 50k but like i almost immediately forgot about that and said my gaol was 10k [much more reasonable] which!! i did meet!! in fact i wrote 15,260 words of fun writing this year!! even if it was mostly brainstorming and i had said that didnt count... shut UP past me let me have this win!! i also said school work didnt count but if u *DO* count, i wrote an additional 13,165 words so :^p

-i went out!! not as much i woulda wanted but i went to 2 concerts and FINALLY (!!!!!!) got to see the book of mormon live on STAGE

-i made friends!!!!! ya kno i said 2019 should be the year of doing but really it was the year of friends, old and new... i hung out with joslyn at the fair b4 she moved branches... im a lot friendlier to the other peeps at the library.... and the peeps at the brig too!! even if im not there anymore

-oh yeah i quit working at the brig!! then came back for the summer lmao but i finally decided enough was enough 

-i got to see old friends!!!!! a lot of them!!! when i went back to miami for a week!! 

-wasn’t a goal i made for myself but i started playing dnd!!! and its been SOOO FUN!!!! 

as for the stuff i didn’t do, honestly im not even this surprised at this point but in 2020 we’re trying something different.. something new for the new decade 😎 were gonna be nicer... not just to other people, but to myself... shocking i know but like ive cursed and yelled at myself in every last one of these reflections and as you can see, its not super effective lmao

so lets get into the goals for the new year right? (i got like 7mins heh)

-we’re gonna keep “write” on here bc if u want to be a writer, u gotta write, right? lmao sooo how about we double the second goal? 20k words of fun writing for 2020!! you’ll beat that goal no problem, you were so close this year already!!

-i think saying “read more” was easy for me to ignore so if i make it a cool goal like “read 20 books in 2020″ then i might actually do it!! i was really gonna say 100 bc ve schwab does it but tbh its like last year when i said 50k words, its just not realistic so !! 20 seems reasonable bc i dont think ive ever even done *that* before....

-now.... drum roll please..... my most serious goal of 2020 is to.................. learn to drive!!! ta da!!!! i’ve been putting it off for whatever reason (i know the reason[s] but lets not get into it again) but i think i cant put it off anymore.... as much as i love public transportation (not sarcasm) and have no desire to know how to drive, i guess........ i can see why its a valuable skill or whatever............... so im gonna make an effort to learn this year.... like take the permit test and practice....... guhh... its the goal im least looking forward to but!! im gonna do it!!!

-now back to the kindness thing.... along with just being nicer to myself about the things i do, i also want to be nicer to myself about how i feel and how i look.... like i keep getting mad at myself for having feelings or not liking how i do something... i also want to be more ok about wearing clothes that fit tightly on my body... i want to be ok not hiding my fat and just exist in my body the way it already is.... while i was in miami, i wore a lot more revealing stuff and i just want to not think about how someone else might feel seeing my clothes cling to the softness of my body [i discovered your fat friend this year can you tell? lmao]

so yeah those are the main goals, honestly i have more but it doesn’t seem like the place for it and a lot of them are the same as every year anyway......

welp we’re 15mins into the new year and i want to rest so thats what im gonna do now :^)

thanks for listening

❤️

[evanescentsun]

aaaaaahhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH

[sideshowaarti]

Out of all the things to say to / about Lance.

Hunk said how they were best friends,

Allura brought up how they first met And of course insults him cause she don’t like him once so ever. Just putting that out there.

Pidge brings up their friendship and gaming.

But Keith.

oh, Keith.

Brings up the bonding moment.

Aww.

He could have said anything about Lance! Like a cliche - like he’s a good fighter pilot or how he’s the sharp shooter or annoying or anything but no.

Our son, Keith.

Brings up one of the most romantically subliminally rep coded moments of All the series.

Mmmmmhhhmmmmmmm.

The only time where Keith showed any true emotion to any of the paladins.

besides space dad

The only time Keith was like.

Visually upset and hurt.

By Lance not remembering.

and the fact that it’s ongoing ..?

YEAH.

Exactly Carol. Exactly.

They could have said Keith is an emotional person who like. Is scared of anyone leaving him. They could have referenced Keith’s blog for that or to show that. They could have just said Keith and Red make a great team but no. They insisted on adding on. To another referenced scene of good teamwork.

“ We did it. We are a good team. “

Ahah. Ahah. The force is strong.

VOLTRON FORCE.

Aha get it. The 80s-

Okay. Fine. Sorry.

But you see what I mean. Let’s keep a count now on Klance references or for you anti-Klancers - “Keith and Lance references”

So I don’t mix you up on what’s canon or not even tho klance is already canon. As this comic book concludes that.

Clears Throat

Alright so. We are on #2 references. Let’s continue.

Sooooo here everyone is.

Talking about how much they love Pidge.

If you’re a klance Stan.

A true one.

You’d understand the canon-ness occurring - scene in the photo above.

;)

WOW WEE. I WONDER WHAT THAT COULD BE A REFERENCE OF.

IS LANCE ALWAYS ON KEITH’S MIND.

Like dang. CALM DOWN KEITH.

we get it.

You’re in love. We get it we get it.

Calm down.

Just in case y’all missed it.

This is-

YUP

You guessed it.

A Keith and Lance relationship reference!

In I believe The Red Paladins

Lance comes into Keith’s room discussing how he feels there’s no room for Lance to be a paladin any longer.

He was doing some serious math and figured out with 6 paladins and 5 lions. He may have not been needed.

At the end, Keith told Lance to let things figure themselves out.

Right as Lance is about to leave the room,

Lovely Keith’s says.

“...And Lance,”

*Lance Turns Around*

“..Leave the math, to Pidge. “

*Lance turns back around smiling.*

SOOOO

There was seriously absolutely

NO NEED.

To add this into the book.

Keith once again could have said something like how great Pidge is like the rest of the team said. BUT KEITH. can’t get sharpshooter outta his head.

*Blasts P!nk song outside Lauren’s House*

“Trueeee Looooveee! It must beee trruuueee lovvveeeeee!”

Like legit. It wasn’t necessary.

But Lauren is finally answering our prays am I right.

THEN.

There’s LANCE.

OUT OF ALL THE THINGS TO SAY.

LANCE IS ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT KEITHS APPEARANCE RIGHT ?!?

HE LOOKED

Bigger,

Cooler,

...Grizzled.

THE MULLETS STARTING TO GROW ON HIM LIKE. I CANT-

Not only that. But Lance is proud of Keith. He was proud he’d be the one out of everyone else to pilot the black lion. He’s proud and glad it was him.

HE RESPECTS THE CHOICE. BRO.

Now let’s look at this beautiful visual aid provided.

Lance could have mentioned his best friend Hunk, or His Gamer Friend Pidge, maybe even shiro Being his life long hero. HE COULDVE MENTIONED ALLURA RIGHT?!? HOW HE LIKES HER?!

or does he ? Heh.

How does he really feel about Princess Allura eh?

NOT TODAY HUN.

Lance not only talks about Keith and their friendship but is looking at him with true emotion.

And who else would he share the pool with like- Come On Lance . You’re tryna make it slick but it’s so obvious. Stop trying.

Now discussing Keith again -

Keith discusses both hunk and Pidge in the same picture and text, he separates Lance from that. And makes it his own lil category. How “Lance seemed to have a problem with me” like aww Keith didn’t share any rivalry once so ever. He still liked Lance even when Lance claimed they were rivals. He had no problem tho in reality. Lance really didn’t either.

IM CRYING. ITS SOOO CANON MAN.

“He really deserves to be flying with her” is exactly the same thing Lance basically said to Keith reguarding the black lion. I have to cut this short bc I’m reaching the block limit - but with everything we’ve seen - the parallels... whether it be allurance or Keith’s mom and dad. Or even the stars?! Red and blue everywhere in the astral plane in multiple episodes?! Lauren and her zodiac signs. The “laith” meaning lion ? And natural lion day being season 7’s premiere? Come on. The fact that she even said that was like. A total game changer. And canon.. officializer. And stars colors and meanings? They’ve done way too much research for it to mean nothing right ? Lance and Keith are seriously meant for each other based on what we’ve seen at least. If it doesn’t become canon. We’ve seen with evidence and all, the clear chemistry between the two. The evolution and grown mutual respect is what every relationship strives to maintain. Cartoon. Real or not. I love the evolution and slow burn so far. So canon or not. We know a good compatible relationship when we see one.

[evan-hand-soap]

A rant about a vent that I read

Mkay. My crush posted a TikTok as a vent and it frustrated me sooooooooooo much ! ! ! They’re in a relationship and I respect that and blah blah blah. They’re a cosplayer and they did a cosplay and were really proud and happy with it so they sent their partner a picture and they respond with “yo wtf?” And replied with “oh okay..” which,, it’s very obvious it means they got hurt(!!!!!!) And they respond with “lol” and then they got lowkey hurt from it and lost a bit of motivation to cosplay and post TikToks which they enjoy doing A L O T and it really makes me made because, granted I don’t know much about relationships, you don’t make your partner upset and hurt. You don’t cut them down and even if you mean it as a joke, YOU MUST BE SO FUCKING OBLIVIOUS IF YOU DONT UNDER STAND THAT “oh okay..” MEANS THEY GOT HURT BY YOUR ‘JOKE’ !!!!! I CANT STRESS THIS ENOUGH BUT OH MY GOSH- IT FRUSTRATES ME SOOO MUCH KNOWING THAT THEY LOST MOTIVATION TO DO WHAT THEY LOVE ALL BECAUSE OF THEIR PARTNER PULLING A DOUCHEY MOVE! PARTNERS ARE SUPPOSED TO SUPPORT EACH OTHER AND MAKE EACH OTHER FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES AND THEIR WORK! AND OFC I HAVE NO RIGHT TO ASSUME WHATS GOING ON WITHIN THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND IF IT WAS A JOKE OR GOT SETTLED AND SUCH BUT IT JUST MAKES ME VERY VERY ANGRY THAT THEY GOT HURT BY SOMEONE WHO LITERALLY HAS THE JOB TO SUPPORT AND MAKE THEIR PARTNER HAPPY ALONG WITH A BUNCH OF OTHER THINGS! YOU DONT GO AND SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! ESPECIALLY IF ITS TOWARDS YOUR S/O A N D SOMETHING THEY HAVE A BIG PASSION FOR! And I really want to text them and be like “Ight so I’m just gonna be blunt but- this high key frustrates me and I don’t have much experience with relationships but I don’t think a s/o should be making their partner lose motivation and stuff... i don’t wanna be mean but- it just really frustrates me that you got hurt. Even if it’s something not too bad it’s just- ahh” but I feel like it’s mean and too assuming. And me being me, I suffer with severe anxiety and therefore, as some people’s body function and feed off of coffee, my body and brain functions off of anxiety with extra anxiety pumping through my blood. (I CANT EVEN MESSAGE A FRIEND “Hi” WITHOUT BEING SCARED IM BEING PUSHY OR TEXTING THEM AT THE WRONG TIME OR BEING SCARED I ACCIDENTALLY FUCKING SPELT “Hi” WRONG AND START HYPERVENTILATING AND GET SCARED THAT THEY REALLY DONT LIKE ME AS A HUMAN AND IM ACTUALLY VERY ANNOYING AND DONT WANT TO TALK TO ME AND I DONT WANT TO ANNOY THEM SO IM SCARED TO TEXT THEM MORE IN FEAR THEY DONT WANT THE CONVERSATION TO KEEP GOING) So of course, I’m very very very terrified to say something. Like,,, what if they take it the wrong way and get mad at me for assuming things? What if they get even more sad because I made them realize something they didn’t pay attention to in the beginning?? What if I come off as rude??? What if I come off as jealous or like that really annoying father or father figure who is too suspicious and REALLY hates their kids s/o but is just looking out for them???? What if they think I’m being nosy?????

Anyways, thanks for coming to my TED talk- heh

[itscookieoverlordtoyou]

sooo @m-e-w-666 tagged me and I love doing those ^^

What’s your favorite color? I love turquoise, if what your selling has turquoise, you bet your ass imma buy it ^^”

Tell me something about your ethnicity or culture or somewhere you’re from my parents are Bolivian so I grew up with that heritage, I’m from Quebec so I speak French and learned English. I have trouble with quebecese culture but my friends and colleagues are happy to teach haha

Know any weird or interesting facts?? hell yeah, i live for those

What are you scared of?? If it’s not a thing what’s the scariest event that happened to you? I watch too many Lazymascarade vids at night so all of those

What are your favorite ships?? dear lord...klance, sidlink, gigolas (i did an essay on that ship for college) victuuri, destiel, perrychmitz

What fandoms are you in? (Please do talk about them in details if you want) since voltron thankfully ended, im a ship adrift, i guess ill try she-ra/tdp next. i still love undertale a lot

Opinion on bread? Are you asking me, a baker, known bread addict 4real? Making bread makes me feel like God.

What’s your favorite season?? Fall all the way. Halloween, the pretty colors, cold but not too cold, swearter season, my Birthday, the bugs die, new tv seasons.

What’s your favorite character at the moment? Lance or Keith, i cant make up my mind...

How are you doing rn? What’s going on in your life?? Im plannig a big trip in november so im doing that. id like to date bbut with work, thats not gonna happen. im working as a cook, i like it but i kinda wish i had a better schedule, but then it wouldnt be the same. im writing a klance fic which im very proud of because i suck at finishing what i start

Which character do you relate to the most? The Inca King in the movie Pachamama. he couldnt touch the floor or something bad would happen, then he did and he’d be like “omg disaster is gonna befall us, im dirty aaaaaaaaa” big morning mood heh

soo that was fun :3 if @deadpoolspw @daisy-paisy @iceprincess1416 @the-last-hair-bender want t give it a try <3

 here’s 11 questions:

What’s your favorite color?

Tell me something about your ethnicity or culture or somewhere you’re from

Know any weird or interesting facts??

What are you scared of?? If it’s not a thing what’s the scariest event that happened to you?

What are your favorite ships??

What fandoms are you in? (Please do talk about them in details if you want)

Opinion on bread?

What’s your favorite season??

What’s your favorite character at the moment?

How are you doing rn? What’s going on in your life??

Which character do you relate to the most?

[bounward]

end 1.1 | im still listening to bug juice whenever i start formatting these posts im so, so sorry for the inevitable here.

A lull, and:

“Was that it?  We’ll revive you using special space technology and call it fucking there?  You broke into my game to try to revive people -- do you even have their bodies?  What the fuck?”

PRIX shakes her head, playing with her gun for a moment before:

“I just don’t get it!  But I guess it’s not mine to get.  And you, Sugar -- I don’t fucking know you, and you’re not giving anyone straight answers!  And I’m not exactly going to authorize all of my people leaving, unless they like, SUPER duper want to place their bets with you….”

“And, let’s be honest!  I don’t know if you or the traitors even know what you’re talking about!”

Sugar puffs out her chest now, likely in some attempt to stare the other pink woman down. 

"Hey! Sure, like, maaaaybe this is a shot in the dark, but the data doesn't lie! We're progressing! But give us some credit! Our team was able to contact nine different universes, figure out a link that two different people from each universe were going to die, and figured out which two were going to be next!" 

There is a proud nod, and a gentle hum that follows those words, and she continues, now leaning forward at her middle. 

"We were able to locate you and your super duper lame resort, and sneak in! Right under your nose! No offense, to like, the other nine Sugar's from those other universes, but I gotta say, I think we're doing the best, heh!"

Prix is about to blow a gasket, again.

“WHAT PART OF THE PLAN WAS FOR IT TO BE BAD DO YOU JUST NOT GET??  Like, my resort was SPECIFICALLY designed to evoke CERTAIN FEELINGS -- claustrophobia!  Frustration because you just can’t go into certain areas!  Unease!  This was SOOO heavily play-tested by management it was INSANE!!  I REALLY WORKED HARD ON THIS AND I JUST DON’T APPRECIATE YOUR TONE.”

Prix.  Prix.

“ANYWAY!!  Like, good for you??  But you shouldn’t fucking be here in the first place??  Do you expect me to pat your BUTT because YOUR universe was the only one with people STUPID enough to invade the FUCKING AFTERLIFE??  The HUBRIS!!!  HUBRIS!!”

...It feels like a weird meld of ‘oh me accent’s slipping’ and… uh.

...The mask overwriting the previous personality.  Just a bit.

"Many amazing things were created from silly decisions! Like.. chocolate chip cookies! And, and, Slinkys! And bubble gum! And, anyway—"

[kaleidoenki]

sooo, fate oc time!! this bud right there is ur-nungal of uruk. rider class i think? ur-nungal was the 6th ruler of the first generation of uruk aaand gilgamesh's child is it a boy? a girl? who knows. its there. i had fun drawing them heh i loved that axe im so proud of myself