#she’s so fcking cute. shes EVERYTHING to me
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evanescentsun · 1 year ago
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alukaforyou · 6 months ago
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aaaa @motherish in new york :D we had soooo much fun💕 she got me this dbz book?!? and i did another tattoo for her! check out the 6 months heal on baby goku heh🐉
we went to anime nyc i was mainly looking for jjk and csm merch, there was sooooo many good things! saw a surprising amount of vocaloid stuff too :0 legs hurt sooo much after walking the artist alley ^_T 💸💸💸
i found a place where you can order soysauce marinated crabs directly from korea 1 day shipping it was SOOOO GOOOODDD sushi and i TORE THAT SHIT UPP 🦀 we were toooo obsessed with it 😵‍💫
🧛🏻‍♀️ then we looked thru my vampire knight artbook & fanbook from 1928199 yrs ago when i was Obsessed w that series, the amount of lore / plot i remembered was crazeeee the art for vampire knight still looks sooooooo pretty 🫨✨
the trip was tooo short but sooo fun it was amazing to see sushi again aaa meeting online friends irl...........🥹💗💕💖🩷
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sirenologyyy · 11 months ago
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EVERYTHING I KNOW ABOUT LOVE !
୨ৎ summary : wherein singer!reader books her next role in the ballad of songbirds and snakes after starring in the third highest-grossing movie of all time called avatar: the way of water, and falls for the bad guy... of course
୨ৎ warnings : cussing, that's pretty much it HEHEEHEH
୨ৎ author's note : YA'LL I've never seen laufey as a faceclaim in these before she's gorgeous. Also, your character in atwow is named Magnolia Quaritch, you're in Daisy Jones and The Six as a Jazz singer named Vienna Cartwright and a character in House of The Dragon named Theadosia Baratheon.
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yourusername the sexy skxawngs are SO back 🤩🙏🔥
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jackchampion DUDEEE YOU SAID YOU WEREN'T GUNNA POST THAT PIC OF ME
⤷ yourusername obviously I lied
user1 NAWW YA'LL ARE SO CUTE
user2 OMGGG your boots are giving
user3 average brother and sister dynamic
user4 HELLO DON'T TELL ME Y/N AND JACK PLAY SIBLINGS IN AVATAR????
⤷ user3 HELP yeah they do they're quaritch's kids and they're stepsiblings, y/n's character is named magnolia she was born on pandora like three or four years before spider was
⤷ user4 they barely look alike HELP
⤷ jackchampion no because we keep saying that too
⤷ yourusername @/slang_711 your response 🎤🎤🎤
user4 naw HAHAAHAHA
rachelzegler YA'LL ARE SO CUTEEE
⤷ yourusername MWAH
jamieflatters what is that picture of me
⤷ yourusername my finger slipped
⤷ jamieflatters this is an injustice
⤷ yourusername mb I'm sorry
⤷ jamieflatters you know you aren't
baileybass no because that day in london was so fun omggg
yourusername especially when it started raining and we all were just running around like headless chickens and we took cover inside that empty ambulance
⤷ jackchampion and then I totally didn't fall getting out
⤷ baileybass lies
⤷ yourusername falsehoods
⤷ jamieflatters these people deserve the truth jackson
user5 UGH y/n's so pretty I wish she was real :/
user1 frl I wish pretty people were real
user6 jack eating dino nuggies and mac and cheese with a coke sends me
⤷yourusername I have a folder on my phone with 18 seperate photos of jack eating the same meal over the course of filming atwow
⤷ jackchampion WHAT???
⤷ yourusername my lil bro 😔
⤷ user6 PUAHAAHAGAHSHS
⤷ jackchampion girl bye I'm literally 6 feet tall
⤷ yourusername nobody asked jack
⤷ jamieflatters yeah jack
ayoedibiri I miss you 😔
⤷ yourusername I miss YOU
user7 MAGNOLIA QUARITCH 🔛🔝
user8 if magnolia quaritch has a million fans I'm one of them, if she has a hundred fans I'm one of them, if she had 0 fans I'm DEAD
hunterschafer looking tew good babes x
⤷ yourusername ure too kind 🫡 🫶
user9 HELPPP BECAUSE JAMIE'S FACE IN THE BEGGINING
⤷ yourusername he tried gochujang for the first time
⤷ jackchampion top 10 worst anime fails
user7 I think you cropped me outta some of these babes 💋
user8 imagine breathing the same air as y/n y/l/n is rn like I cannot imagine 😔
user10 y/n what's ur favorite hot wheels car
user11 come home the kids miss you 😔
user12 can magnolia come and dissect me like that bladder polyp 30 minutes into the movie
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yourusername show our girl mira sage baird some love, the ballad of songbirds and snakes out now November 17th!
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user1 STOP STOP STOP
user2 THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY SHE'S PLAYING MIRA SAGE
rachelzegler welcome to the rodeo big sis 🎹🎶✨️
⤷ yourusername let's fcking do this thing
user3 im literally screaming crying and throwing up right now OMFG RACHEL JUST CALLED Y/N BIG SIS
user4 STOP BCS I just finished reading tbosas yesterday
user5 OH MY FUCKING GOD MIRA PLAYING THE PIANOOOO
user6 these stills are everything to me
jackchampion SO SO SO PROUD OF YOU 🙌
⤷ yourusername #1 WINGMAN FRL 💯
user7 her first freaking role was literally playing stephen lang's daughter in a james cameron film, then immediately booking the role of serafyna freaking baratheon in house of the dragon, then playing a jazz singer in daisy jones and the six, NOW SHE'S IN THE BALLAD OF SONGBIRDS AND SNAKES???
user8 no one's doing it like her frl
user1 "OUR GIRL MIRA SAGE BAIRD" WHAT IF I START SOBBING
user5 like hello I'm never getting over this tf 😭💔💔💔
user3 Y/N Y/L/N THE WOMAN THAT YOU ARE
tomblyth hey nightingale
⤷ yourusername wsp gent
user9 OH MY FUCKING GOD NO ONE TALK TO ME RIGHT NOWWWWWWW
⤷ user3 DID THEY JUST CALL EACHOTHER BY THEIR NICKNAMES OH LORD
user5 they saw an opportunity and took it
ashleyjliao oh ya'll are not READYYYY
user11 TOM BLYTH AND Y/N Y/L/N NATION RISE
user8 IM LITERALLY SCREAMING RIGHT NOW HOLY SHITTTTTTTT??@@?@?!!?!,#*#(
⤷ user1 someone time this exact moment these two made frickin history tonight
⤷ user6 I'm so glad I stayed up for this holy shit
⤷ user8 it's literally 5:39 am for me rn I literally have to defend a thesis in 3 hours and I am wide awake bouncing around my dorm
⤷ yourusername oh babes get some sleep 😭 (good luck on your thesis btw you're gunna kill it! 💓)
⤷ user8 IM GOING TO BED RN MISS MA'AM 🫡
⤷ user10 replying to user8 NAW GIRL I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE REPLIED TO YOU
⤷ user8 replying to user10 IT CAN ONLY GO DOWNHILL FROM HERE DUDE
user7 I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS MOMENT OMFGDYDHDU
baileybass can't wait 🤍
⤷ yourusername I love you so much bai bai 🫶🏼
user12 oh my FUCK is that the scene where sejanus and mira have that conversation outside the hob???
⤷ user9 OH THERE'S NO WAY
⤷ user13 STOP WE'RE FINALLY GETTING THE "you're everything I could ever have wanted" SCENE
⤷user9 AAAAAAAAA I CAN'T WAIT OH MY GOD?!?!?
⤷ user6 UGHDGDFC MY SEJMIRA HEARTTTTTTT 😭💗
⤷ user3 I apologise for the person I will become once I see Sejanus and Mira at my local theatre
⤷ hunterschafer me neither
⤷ user3 HUNTER'S A SEJMIRA SHIPPER CONFIRMED?????
⤷ user6 hunter I love you
⤷user3 HUNTER SHIPS SEJMIRA YA'LL HEARD IT HERE FIRST 🗣🗣🗣
⤷user12 NO BECAUSE IF WE'RE GETTING THE HOB SCENE THEN THE CLIFF SCENE IS 3 DAYS AFTER...
⤷user13 oh...
⤷ user1 I DON'T THINK I WILL SURVIVE THIS
⤷ user2 yeah and neither does-
⤷ user8 NAWWW STFU @/user2
⤷user12 don't even go there @/user2
⤷user10 GET THE HELL OUT @/user2
⤷ user10 DONT EVEN CONTINUE THAT SENTENCE @/user2
joshandresrivera prepare to have your knocks socked off
⤷yourusername oh they dunno what's COMING
⤷ rachelzegler stop because tell me why I was sobbing even more than you were while you were performing mira sage's song 😭
⤷ yourusername we were inconsolable that day 😭😭😭 i think even Tom was tearing up too
⤷ tomblyth no you're wrong there was a busted pipe above my spot it kept leaking into my eye
⤷yourusername sure honey.
user14 NAWWWW ☝️☝️☝️
user15 someone check up on tom if he's still breathing cuz if y/n fucking y/l/n ever called me honey I'd be GONEEEEEEE
user16 @/tomblyth are u alright pal
⤷ joshandresrivera his eyes were literally irritated when I looked at him during our first initial take
⤷tomblyth nice going josh
⤷ yourusername rachel never let him go
⤷ rachelzegler duly noted
user17 y/n y/l/n as mira sage baird oh someone up there is looking out for me frl
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rachelzegler new york, new york - Frank Ocean
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joshandresrivera alright I see how it is
⤷ rachelzegler it's not you, it's me?
yourusername I'm coming after your entire career Joshua
tomblyth I asked if you wanted to go hang out in new york with me and you told me you were busy?
⤷ yourusername but I was 😁
⤷ rachelzegler get in line blyth
⤷ tomblyth I'm devastated, truly
⤷ yourusername it's not my fault I'm incredibly sought after, I'm sorry Tom
⤷ hunterschafer go tell 'em honey!!!
⤷ yourusername better luck next time @/tomblyth
⤷ tomblyth there's still a next time?
⤷yourusername For you? Always
⤷tomblyth I'm the luckiest man alive, I feel like I'm going to soar out of my flat any minute now, maybe do somersaults in the sky I'm not sure, we'll see.
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user1 not Tom Blyth being down bad
user2 HELLO??? TOM???
user3 why do they sound so flirty wtf...
user4 dosen't Tom have a gf HELPPPP
user5 I don't think it's confirmed
⤷ user4 it better not be cuz why am I kinda eating this up
user6 NO BCS SAME ADFSDGSJSSHZ
lionsgate our favorite sister duo 💕
⤷ yourusername iktr 🙏
⤷ rachelzegler this is a WIN
user7 OH WE NEED THOSE DIGICAM PICS RNNNN
user8 @/yourusername LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN ‼️‼️‼️
user9 Y/N AND RACHEL IN NEW YORK Y/N AND RACHEL IN NEW YORK Y/N AND RACHEL IN NEW YORK
user10 THERE'S NO WAY I WAS 5 MINS AWAY FROM THAT RESTAURANT AND DIDN'T GO THERE 😭😭😭
user11 y/n l/n and rachel zegler my bestfriends
user12 HELP THE TEXT WITH Y/N AND RACHEL IM CREASING
⤷ user11 IKR THIS IS SO UNSERIOUS
⤷ user10 I wonder if she actually got the Lucy Gray barbie
⤷ yourusername everywhere we went it was sold out 😭
⤷ user12 NAHHH QUEEN YOU DESERVE SM BETTER
user3 @/tomblyth you might wanna get onto that
⤷ user5 @/tomblyth GET THIS GIRL HER LUCY GRAY BARBIE
⤷ user4 @/tomblyth YK WHAT TO DO
user14 HAHAHAAYAH NOT YA'LL TAGGING HIMMM 😭😭😭
user15 I know Y/N was mourning for that spilt coffee
⤷ rachelzegler OH YOU BEST BELIEVE SHE WAS DISTRAUGHT
user16 and they were thrifting too UGH I wanna be able to go thrifting with y/n and rachel
⤷ user14 I wonder who got those cowboy boots
⤷yourusername actually we both saw it at the same time but I ended up giving it to Rachel because I'm a wonderful person! (and we totally didn't fight over it inside goodwill!)
rachelzegler 😭😭😭
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tomblyth HG film dump. We had our flaky croissants, our chewy croissants, but alas, not one croissant on earth could live up to these beautiful people. teebosass coming to theaters near you. ❄️❄️❄️
rachelzegler FIRST!!!
rachelzegler ugh blyth you sap
⤷ tomblyth what can I say
ashleyjliao 🥐🥐🥐
yourusername that cucumber salad did not taste as good as you manipulated me into believing
⤷ tomblyth hey you could use the vitamin K, you're welcome ❤️
⤷ yourusername this is what playing a pre tyrannical president of a dystopian world does to you kids
user1 yes mom 🫡
user1 AWWW THE GROUP PIC OF ALL THE MENTORS 🥹🥹🥹
⤷ user2 I'm abt to sob
user3 so excited OMGGG
user2 YA'LL THE CABIN SCENE I WILL NEVER RECOVER...
user4 sofia crying makes me wanna cry too wtf
user5 the tributes and mentors aww
⤷ user3 I'm having that picture framed and put on a pedestal
user6 Y/N getting her own picture is so cute 🫶
user7 holy shit ur right
⤷ user2 replying to user6 she literally got a single picture all to herself while the others were with someone else on every photo
⤷ user8 CHAT WHAT IS GOING AWNNN
user8 no because y/n having her own picture meanwhile everyone else had to share the spotlight is making me think thoughts...
user9 oh twitter's about to blow up and second now
user10 @/y/nsidehoe on twt 🔥🔥🔥
user11 you were amazing in Billy the Kid!
user12 RACHEL IS SO POOKIEEEE
user13 these photos are so well shot though
user14 the tributes all hugging eachother ugh MY HEART
user15 josh's posture is cracking me tf up 😭
⤷ user10 BWHAHAGSSJAJSSJS
user16 10 MINUTES AGK HOLY SHITTTT
user17 y/n's face though HELP ME
user18 Y/N NATION HOW TF ARE WE FEELING???
user19 I don't even wanna speculate anything atp remember what happened to her and Charles Leclerc?
user17 oh NAWWW they were definitely a thing, did you SEE those yacht pics?
user10 it was a shame they never confirmed it though they were so cute 😔
user20 YALL dosen't tom have a gf???
⤷ user18 nothing's confirmed, pretty sure he said him and the girl were good friends in an article somewhere LMFAO
⤷ user8 omg link
⤷ user13 (2)
⤷ user18 hold on dms
user21 josh and rachel have my heart fssss 🫶
user22 y/n nation boutta start shipping them I'm frl calling it
user23 it'll be gone in a week or so then she'll hop onto the next male lead in her next film
⤷ user22 HAAHAHA SHUDDUPPP
⤷ user23 for promo ✨️
⤷ user24 she's doing smth to these men I swear, spiking their drinks, keeping voodoo dolls of em or sumn
⤷ user23 WAIT STOP AHAHSHSAH
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surshica · 2 years ago
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RUMOR HAS IT..
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genre: fluff,angst? (if you squint),social media (smau) + written
warnings: translated french and korean,cussing
A/N: imma just add angst just in case i forget but if you squint maybe it’ll be there? also broken humor here i made this in the morning soo excuse any typos..not proofread btw!
synopsis: charles is in a new relationship with a runway model and fashion icon reader—all is well until a rumor comes around saying he is cheating on you with your bestie.. (fc: tingting_lai)
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yourusername yacht trips with you are always wonderful <3
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yourbestie y’all are so cute it makes me wanna puke <3
alex_albon werent you there with them…
yourbestie yeah but that doesn’t mean i wasnt third wheeling half the time…
yourusername you literally invited your bf..
yourbestie he fell asleep 😒
arthur_leclerc …slanderous.
charles_leclerc everyday with you is a wonder day mon ange <3
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pierregasly i think imma throw up
maxverstappen1 me too
landonorris me three
charles_leclerc go away.😐
f1wags beautiful as always!!
user5 check your dms bestie…
user3 drop the workout routine.
user2 okay BUT how does he bag someone like you. TELL ME THE SECRETS
user4 right the math isn’t mathing !
user1 he fr must of bribed her with like a castle in monaco or smthing
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yourusername i wish 🫤 i kinda just got stuck babysitting him
charles_leclerc that’s not true and you know that…
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f1wags was dmed a photo of what looks to be yourbestie and charles staring at eachother lovingly while yn is away! is this the case of playboy charles returning after years of being in a relationship with yn 👀😉🫣
user1 doesn’t yourbestie have a bf…
user6 yeah and it’s charles’ brother!!
user5 SOMETHING DOESNT FEEL RIGHT
user1 nah..she a brother hopper😭, yn and arthur deserve better
user8 idk where yall seeing the love like eye contact because i for-one do not see it!!
user9 RIGHT like it doesn’t make sense, it was yourbestie who introduced charles to yn so why would she want to get with him now when she had all those years ago to get with him? ppl making stuff up.
user8 it’s like you were reading my mind!
user10 it shouldn’t be our business too!
user3 PIERRE LIKED THIS?!:!he probably knows something we don’t…
user5 @pierregasly spill the beans mister; i know you know all the f1 gossip
user4 okay but why did yn like it too? does she know something too?
user2 yn liking this is definitely giving hot girl revenge arc!!
yourusername now wtf is this?
user13 SHE REPLIED. OMG SHE KNOWS.
user4 YN REVENGE ARC YESSS
user3 charles gonna regret he hurt this girls feelings
user9 we love a good villain arc!
user10 her replying is iconic
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yourbestie cheers to an 14 year friendship! you truly are the world to me, you are like the sister i’ve always wanted. i cherish every memory with you, i am greatful for everything you do for me! i can’t wait to see what the future leads us too~ 너무 사랑해요!! i love you so much
yourusername YOURE SO ADORABLE. :( i wish you weren’t busy so we could hang out today, 나는 당신을 더 사랑 !!! i love you more
yourbestie I KNOW IM SORRY something came up last minute but i promise to make it up to you in a girls day<3
yourusername yeah you better.
yourbestie anything for you!
yourusername @charles_leclerc take notes!
charles_leclerc you two are literally just flirting with eachother in the comments…what more do you want me to do:(
arthur_leclerc feel my pain
user3 aint no way she posted this while quiet literally fcking her bff’s bf behind her back..
user7 THIS IS SO CUTE IM SOBBING
user12 not until you find out she flirting with charles.
user9 can y’all take these negative ass comments somewhere else and just enjoy the fact ITS AN 14 YR FRIENDSHIP.
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user13 i want what they have.
user4 brother hopper!!!😂
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f1wags charles leclerc and your bestie spotted roaming around monaco ‼️ charles and your bestie were reported to go on a shopping spree and they looked very happy and giggly. reportedly they came out of cartier with two bags, both were holding a bag. maybe this a sign that these two are actually together 👀🔥
user1 no fcking way..
user3 ON THE FRIEND-VERSARY ??
user6 didn’t she tell yn she was busy..
user13 busy fcking charles..thats for sure
user5 this is more disgusting than i thought
user9 imma give them the benefit of the doubt maybe we weren’t supposed to see these photos!!
user10 we should fr respect their privacy, idc if he is cheating on her or not this is fr creepy.
user7 okay but coming out of Cartier with bags?! now i’m even more suspicious..
user11 i feel so bad for yn and arthur, the fact they liked this too. they need to find better bf and gf fr😭
yourusername 진심이야, 이거 진짜야? 🫠 seriously, is this real?
arthur_leclerc lets not get ahead of ourselves, you guys don’t know what’s going on..
user6 arthur you know what is going on between these two? and what they are doing together?
arthur_leclerc yeah, i know the plans but i don’t like that you guys are jumping to conclusions like this
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a small pout formed onto your lips, ohone in hand screen frozen on the f1wag page. a part of you wanted to be in disbelief of what you saw. charles had told you that he something important to do and bestie name had said she was busy as well. the dots were slowly connecting as if it was a game of squares.
the thought of your boyfriend of almost two and a half years cheating on you with your best friend was not a pleasing thought, scowling at the idea of it. you were sitting down on the couch knees tucked into you, your head resting on them staring down at the phone screen. dozens of thoughts flooded your brain.
is he cheating on me? how long? does arthur know he is being cheated on? are they for sure cheating on me? they’re childhood friends i don’t think he is cheating on me! bestie name doesn’t even like charles like that! am i being played? the thoughts had flooded your brain you had completely forgotten to get ready. the vibration of your phone had broken you out of your dazed state. looking at the caller id it was him. it was charles, the words in bold “lover boy<3” had popped up with a cute picture of him. pressing the accept button you put it on speaker,
yn : hello?
lover boy<3 : mon ange! are you ready?
yn : ..uh yeah im almost ready!
lover boy<3 : okay i’ll be there to pick you up in 15 minutes~
his voice sounded deeper through the phone, a small smile formed onto your lips
yn : where did you go charlie? you’ve been out for a while..
lover boy<3 : have i? désolé chérie je devais faire quelque chose d'important, sorry honey i had to do something important why? are you worried about me? how sweet
charles had a small smirk formed on his lips, he just dropped off your bestie name at her house as he called you.
yn : who said that? no i was just curious, thats all.
yn’s smile slowly formed back to a pout. he didn’t tell her but rather just said something important, it didn’t make her feel any better.
yn : (sigh)
lover boy<3 : what’s wrong mon-
yn : 꿀 honey i’ll you back i need to go to the bathroom.
you quickly ended the call ruffling your hair taking in a deep inhale before getting up to go get ready quickly.
after rummaging through your closet you found a cute brown pleated skirt, to match with it you grabbed a white tank top and black and white cardigan with a black beret. looking at the mirror you smiled at the outfit heading to the bathroom to do some quick makeup. nothing too fancy
charles furrowed his brows at the erupted ending of the call. he didn’t think much of it shrugging it off. maybe you were just tired was a thought he had, not once did he think you found out he was with your bestie name.
you had just finished in time, charles texted you that he was outside. grabbing a small purse putting your wallet and phone in there pranced your way to the front putting on a pair of brown boots you had just bought. the walk to the car felt dreadful. the more you stepped closer more thoughts flew over your head, you were starting to convince yourself that maybe he was cheating on you with her.
you needed to shake the idea out of your head and you had to do it now, your hand was on the car door handle but you hesitated. charles noticed your hesitation, his brows furrowed some more as he leaned over to the other seat opening the door for you. “mon angé are you alright?” he watched you climb into the seat buckling up. one thing about charles, he is a person who is very expressive from the body language to the faces to the voice itself. yn looked at him placing a small peck on his cheek, “yeah im just a little tired that’s all”
charles stared you down he was trying to see if you were lying or not, “well tu sais tu peux toujours me dire n'importe quoi mon ange, si ça te dérange tellement dis le moi. you know you can always tell me anything my angel, if it bothers you so much tell me.” he tucked a piece of your hair behind your exposing your cheek that got what felt like a genuine kiss. the ride to wherever you were going was suffocating, both of you hated it. you cleared your thought brushing your hand against his free hand. “so mister charles where was this important place you went to today?” you wanted answers so you kept pushing for him to tell the truth. 
charles quickly looked and you before looking back at the road, “if i tell you where i was and what i was doing it wouldn’t be a secret mon ange!” he was being very smiley, your lips formed an o shape. “why do you wanna know? are you trying to stalk me?” charles snickered his shoulders slowly bouncing up and down. you shook your head clearing your throat, “i don’t need to do that i already have someone for that..” your tone was bitterly.
you were staring out the window, you didn’t want to bare the sight of him. what if questions flew everywhere you got more upset with yourself you didn’t want them, charles noticed the shift in attitude; “mon ange seriously tell me what’s wrong,” concern laced his voice as he grabbed your hand placing mini kisses on them “, i don’t like seeing you upset. i can any questions you have just talk to me..”
a sigh escaped your lips looking at the pouty monegasque, “why were you with bestie name today? she said she was busy and you said you had an important thing to do today. are the two of you you kn—” your throat throbbed as each word managed to escape your throat, “what?” was all charles could reply with, he quickly parked the car before facing yn.
“rumor has it you were with bestie name today at a mall together..there of pictures of the two of you together charlie” his grip on your hands tightened as each word flowed out of your mouth. “chérie im not cheating on you with bestie name, i would never.” his heart broke seeing you think of all that, “okay but what was important that the two of you had to go to the mall together?” you just wanted to few reassurance.
“well..fuck i cant say it but its a surpise. you weren’t supposed to see those photos seriously, im not cheating on you when i went to the mall with her earlier. we went to go get some gifts for arthur you can even ask him mon amor!” he watched as her shoulders that were tensed up became relaxed. “oh. i’m sorry that i jumped to conclusions so fast it wa—”
charles chuckled letting go of her hand, “it’s okay mon ange. its those stupid fan accounts fault for making you think that.” he said getting out of the car to go open the door for you.
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he had taken you to a nice small cafe, it wasn’t very popular but it was one of your favorites. the honey outside atmosphere was definitely to die for, the way green plants coated everywhere. the two of you sat at what was a four person table. pointing at the two empty seats charles just smiled, “two people will be joining us but they’re running a little late..”
“i didnt get to say this but you look beautiful my love” charles who grabbed your hand the table fiddling with it. “am i never beautiful to you?” you scoffed playfully—charles was taken aback from that comment “no no you’re always beautiful you just look extra beautiful!” charles justified or well he believed. “so you don’t think i’m extra beautiful whenever?” you pouted playfully. charles who was lost for words “no you are just so—you know what i mean mon amour!!” he sighed frustratedly causing you to giggle at his frustration.
“you’re so mean mon chérie~” he scrunched up his face to make it look like he was upset, “i’m not mean you are just easy to pick at!” you justified, “mean.” “no” “mean” “no” “charlie we sound like children..” “well you started it” he smirked making you roll your eyes at him. a comfortable silence fell between the two, you started to believe the other two were just not going to come at all.
“you have pretty eyes charlie” you blurted out without a care, a blush crept onto his face. he didn’t know if it was the compliment or if it was the fact you were staring at him as if he was the only thing that mattered in the world, maybe it was both. “you think so chérie?” he felt the grip of his hand that had been interlocked with yours tighten. “i don’t think so i know so” she had such loving stares it made charles weak to his knees. the stares she gives him make his heart flutter like a teenage boy seeing his school crush, he was always lost for words, he was little butter melting in your touch and stares.
the truth is, he was upset with himself finding out that you had these thoughts, these thoughts that he was cheating on you with your best friend. he wanted to get you a gift and he didn’t want to fuck it up; he believed bringing someone who you held dear to your heart and who knew you best would’ve been the right choice—he didn’t think once you would take it as him cheating on you with her bestie. it hurt him inside.
he had always wanted to show you how appreciative he was of you, he never had the time but now he does. you do so much for him and he wants to thank you for that, the states you give him; they were loving and warmly. the way you love him throughout his career taking time to visit his races it did something to him. from how you looked at him, touched him, smiled and laughed at his jokes, how you talk about him so much to family, how you make playlist about him, and even made sure he felt like he was the priority in everything—it did something for him. since the first day he met you he knew you were the one for him.
the way you made sure you’re there for him after the races and that you were okay made his heart skip beats. he had always felt like the knight in shining armor in previous relationships but with you he felt like the princess and you were the knight. he loved everything about that; it was something new to him something he never would’ve thought he would love. the small cartier box warmed in his pockets. you are always doing stuff for him he just wants to do one simple thing for you, is that too much for him to ask for? he knew he had to wait for arthur and bestie name to get here but he seriously couldn’t.
he thought any longer he waited he would spill the beans about everything, “chérie you know how much i love you right?” his lips parted as his hand slowly made his way to his pocket grabbing the small cartier box. “always know, you tell me like every hour even on the race track” you had teased a smile evident on your lips. “tu sais à quel point je t'aime mais sais-tu à quel point je t'aime ? Je te chéris tellement, j'aime tout ce que tu fais pour moi, j'aime la façon dont tu es toujours là pour moi, peu importe à quel point je fais mal sur la piste de course ou je suis contrarié. tu fais tellement pour moi, c'est vraiment comme un cadeau! you know how much i love you but do you know how much i love you? I cherish you so much, I love everything you do for me, I love how you are always there for me no matter how badly I do on the racetrack or how upset I am. you do so much for me, it's really like a gift.”
“tu es un cadeau que je dois protéger de tout ce qui arrive, je n'ai jamais été doué avec les mots mais chaque fois que tu es avec moi, je fond. tu as sur moi cet effet que je n'avais jamais ressenti auparavant dans les relations que j'avais. you are a gift that i have to protect from everything that happens, i have never been good with words but every time you are with me i melt. you have this effect on me that i have never felt before in the relationships i had.” charles titled his head to the side closing his eyes taking a deep breathe, “charlie what’s this about?” you had questioned sitting up properly instead of slouching. “just promise me something mon amour. promise me that you will be with me no matter how hard times are.” charles slowly pulled out the red velvet textured box from his pocket.
it was a small rectangular box with gold like lettering saying “cartier”. charles had placed it into your hands, “you do so much for me so the least i could do is buy a promise ring.” his voice turned soft, it was silky soft. the box on the other hand was in your grasp you were staring at it, a prominent smile rushed to your face, “charlie..” you had opened the box to see a singular gold band with jewels graves into it, “its a promise ring, a promise that i will love you endlessly.” charles held up his hand showing how he was already wearing his.
“its beautiful…charlie. i love it” you took the ring out of the box putting it on a one your right index finger, “and i promise to love you endlessly.” a blush creeped onto your cheeks, “thank you 아기. 사랑해요 baby. i love you” charles wasnt fluent i.n korean that’s for sure but he knows how to say he loves you, “i love you too mon ange.” he grabbed your hand with the ring on it placing a soft kiss, smiling to himself.
“CHARLES I TOLD YOU WAIT TILL WE GOT HERE.” you heard your bestie name’s voice boom near you, it startled you but it made you giggle. “well you two were taking too long and i got impatient…hurry up next time” he scoffed, your bestie name didn’t let that slide and she started to punch him lightly. “i hope you didn’t fuck it up. be glad i went with you to get the proper ring size!” your bestie grabbed his ear and the two started to fight.
it truly did feel like home with them, “i’m guessing he gave you the ring?” arthur said standing behind you with his hands in his pockets, “you knew?” yn looked at him your lips forming an a line. “of course i knew thats why i tried to defend them but it was no use at that point, people jump to conclusions too much” he shortened a chuckle. “yeah you’re right they do.”
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charles_leclerc its always rumor charles is cheating on his gf but never rumor has it that charles is still and forever madly in love with his girlfriend of two years.
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Hi, hello, if possible could we please get a tour/images of Frances and Dan's house, I really like how you decorate and it would be great to see how both styles mix in the same space, please? PD: Frances is my fav and im suffering and excited all at the same time. Is she okay? Watching movies or having a burnout because shes avoiding her feelings?… This is so long… :3 Youre doing so fcking great!!, i'll be waiting next update bye <3
;A; Of course! Their apartment was difficult to decorate at first because of their styles being on different spectrums but then I started thinking more about where they are at in their lives which helped piece things together :D The kitchen area is still a bit of a WIP but I'm pretty content with the bedrooms! Also I haven't completed the bathroom yet as I am looking for some specific CC:
The Kitchen:
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⋆。°✩ The kitchen feels like a mishmash of random items. Certain items I picked from Frances's previous apartment and the inspiration I was going for was two college students buying items from a thrift or antique store. The mugs don't really match, everything is a hand me down but it's got character LOL
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⋆。°✩ The living room also having older furniture mixed in with modern pieces I'd imagine was bought from Amazon hehe. They have a large record collection that's on display, referencing Dan's love for physical media and Frances's appreciation for music. I'd imagine that piano though being slightly broken but still Frances loves it nevertheless... Sort of like her relationship with her brother, Atlas!
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⋆。°✩ I love Dan's room so much. It's something that's so out of my typical style which is why it was my favorite to build! I wanted to lean more into like an early 2000's Urban Outfitters, Alexa Chung sort of indie vibe and I like all of the little pieces. Especially the cute dessert pieces by SourClown! I imagine Dan broke into her old house to bring that fish tank
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⋆。°✩ Frances's room is cluttered but an organized chaos. Her wall is covered in posters and photos of her friends. Their desk is filled with school assignments and random notes. I thought the cluttered desk was a nice contrast to Dan's bedroom not having a desk to study on just to show the difference in their approaches to school. Frances's bed is tucked into the corner as I imagine the corner is safety for her although I would love to find a wired bed frame where the edge of the bed is open :3
Lastly THANK YOU SO MUCH! I'm glad you're enjoying it! ( ╥ ᴗ ╥) We haven't seen Frances in a minute, haven't we? I'm so pumped you noticed that. A lot has changed within the time she's had to say goodbye to Icarus but I'll leave you with this: Sometimes when we find ourselves unable to control certain elements in life, we can tighten our grip on the things we feel we can direct as a way to ground ourselves in a new reality. For Frances, that's a person (⊙_⊙)
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Tara Lewis x reader req'd by anon Warnings: language, some slight teasing, pure fluff. Tbh, it is a fcking crime that there isn't more Tara stuff out here, wtf? Send a req here! Sign up for her taglist here!
Tara loved you more than anything in the world, she had from practically the moment she’d met you. You were exactly the opposite of all the darkness that she saw on a regular basis working with the BAU and that was part of what drew her to you originally. You were soft, warm, colourful, her own personal ray of sunshine to come home to after a long dreary day. She knew part of that stemmed from the fact that you taught kindergarten, spending the days with tiny humans, you were always full of laughs, stories full of imagination and your sticker collection was far larger than she’d ever seen before.
She couldn’t help but smile when she’d catch you in moments of still very much being in teacher mode, as if you were talking to tiny humans instead of actual conversations. She’d once overheard you in the kitchen when a pot was boiling over say something along the lines of “oh come on now Mr. milk, that is not very smiley face sticker behaviour of you.” She chuckled but didn’t say anything, she found it endearing and adorable, not something to tease you about. It was just something that made her love you more, made her softer around you, able to finally embrace that side of herself knowing that you loved it as well.
Once the two of you moved in together it was pretty frequent that you’d pack lunches for the both of you to take to work. Tara hadn’t thought much of it, she usually bought lunch or they were on the jet by the time noon hit anyways, but you always brought your own, and made sure your classroom was stocked with extra snacks for kids who got hungry. So it just made sense for you to make double what you were making and pass the bag off to her with a gentle kiss on the way out the door. It started out as just food, though sometimes things were cut into cute shapes, sandwiches without crusts, little animal or frog skewers in the smaller pieces of fruit to use instead of forks.
“Awe, did your mom pack your lunch.” Luke teased with a smug grin one day and Tara simply snorted.
“Nah, you should know this by now, it was your mom.”
It was almost too easy to tease him back, and besides, he walked right into that one and he knew it.
That was when the rumours started that maybe Tara had a secret kid at home that no one knew about, hence why everything was kid accessible. The rumour lasted approximately ten weeks until she was invited out for post work drinks and she said she had somewhere important to be.
“I’m betting girl.” Spencer muttered and Luke laughed.
“Nah, I’ve seen dinosaurs in her lunches.”
“Girls can like dinosaurs too.” Garcia cut in with a huff and Tara raised a brow in their direction.
“This started out with me thinking you were trying to figure out my sexuality but you lost me at dinosaurs.”
“They think you have a kid.” Emily cut in dryly, already knowing the truth and Tara barked out a laugh.
“No, absolutely not. I have to get home because it’s my anniversary.” She shouldered her bag, “with my future wife, because I know you’ll spend another two months speculating that next.”
It was shortly after your wedding that the notes started. You and Tara had thoroughly enjoyed your three week honeymoon off in Italy. Nothing but time for each other, so much wine and more pasta than you could even imagine. While the transition back into work was relatively smooth for yourself, Tara found herself instantly thrown back into the world of darkness and back to back very jarring cases. You knew she was a little off when she came home absolutely defeated, forgoing dinner for a large glass of bourbon and latched onto you like a koala bear for as long as she possibly could before Monday rolled around. She accepted her lunch with a soft smile and a kiss, pausing to steal another one before you sent her on her way.
When she pulled her lunch out a yellow post it fell out of the bag, her brow furrowed when she went to pick it up, wondering if it was a work note she’d gotten stuck in there by accident or the label from someone else’s lunch in the fridge. Instead she found your writing scrawled across the front,
‘I love you so much, you are my sunshine.’ A large sun drawn in the corner with a huge smile and a pair of sunglasses. A couple of sparkly cloud stickers on it as well. She felt her shoulders drop as her entire body relaxed, releasing the tension of being back at work again and the small smile stayed on her cheeks for the rest of the day.
The next day she opened her lunch to find a slightly crushed chocolate chip muffin among her items, a pink post it with ‘You’re my stud muffin.’ Scrawled across it with a winky face and a print of your lipstick on the paper. She laughed silently, shaking her head at the way she could hear it in your voice. Opening the drawer of her desk she added the note to the little basket she had put the first one in, smiling softly down at them.
Two days later and she found an extra container of candy in her lunch, the post it note blocking the label, ‘You are one hot tamale.’ With a wink. She didn’t need to move the note to know what the candies were, but she still slipped it into the small growing pile in her desk drawer.
‘I know it’s cheesy, but I think you’re grate!’ Stuck to the outside of a cheese string. She audible laughed at this one, earning a raised brow from Spencer, but he didn’t say anything.
‘A list of cute things:
-you
-also you
-hey look, you!
-wait, wait, wait
-you!
-you’re cute’
‘Olive you’ with a drawing of two martini glasses complete with extra toothpicks of olives. (and a note on the back ‘seriously, don’t forget about drinks with the Tanners on Thursday’)
‘You are the sugar and spice of my life’
The notes weren’t every day, obviously if a case took her out of town for a week she wasn’t bringing that many packed lunches in one go. And she could tell that you usually did them the day after rough days, days when she needed a little uplifting, that you knew you would make her smile, if not laugh. Some of them were funny, some punny, and some just utterly adorable. It didn’t matter the theme, she saved every single one of them in her desk drawer, not quite able to part with them. And each day that you left a note, she would come with an even warmer smile than she left with, holding you a second longer when she greeted you, murmuring a soft I love you into your skin as she kissed you hello.
‘There is night so we can appreciate day, sorrow so we can appreciate joy, evil so we can appreciate well, you so I can appreciate love’
She felt the warmth blooming through her chest at that one, a little boost of how important she was to you on a day she was doubting herself.
‘The sound of your laughter is food for my spirit.’
‘I love you more than anything in the entire world. You are my rock, my sun, my moon and stars. You are the most snuggly teddy bear I’ve ever had in my bed, and without a doubt my absolute favourite. Can’t wait to see you, because that’s my favourite time of the day.’
It had been a rough couple of days and she almost felt tears building up in her eyes at that one. She quickly tucked it into her desk drawer and shook the feeling off, she had a reputation to uphold at the office after all. However the moment she was home she was sure to make you know just how much she loved you and how much she really did adore the lunch notes, even if you’d never actually talked about them. It was silent cues you took from each other about them, the way she had a little more pep in her step when she got home after you’d sent her one. And that was all you ever needed.
It was a few days later when Luke was looking over something for a case at her desk, Emily across at Spencer’s desk, eyes looking up at the white board trying to figure something out, Garcia perched on the edge of the desk. Luke let out a huff, recapping the highlighter in his hand before tossing it into the trash.
“Tara, you got a highlighter?”
“Yeah, top right.” She gestured to the drawer and turned back to Spencer as the two of them went through the geographical profile. A small chuckle broke out from behind them that she didn’t think anything of, probably some snarky remark from Penelope until she heard the shuffle of paper and Luke’s voice.
“The most snuggly teddy bear I’ve ever had in my bed… this is pure sap.”
“Oh, but she’s got puns too, look at this one.” Emily’s laughter was what broke Tara out of her trance when she finally turned around to see the three of them with the large array of colourful post it notes spread across her desk.
“Oh come on! That is not a highlighter!”
“Yeah, but it’s way more entertaining.” Luke replied with a smirk, reading off another one of the very sappy ones.
“I think it’s endearing.” Spencer, who had left her to join in on the fun chimed in, smiling brightly in her direction, “couples that continually do little things to keep each other’s spirits up are found to be much happier and have much more successful relationships.”
“Aweee, pookie bear.” Luke teased, “that your new code name?”
“I will shoot you right now.” Tara shot him the coldest glare.
“Does she come up with these on her own?” Penelope asked with a smile, “cause they are good!”
“I don’t know.” Tara replied with a shrug, “I’ve never asked her.”
“Are these what you’ve been smiling at in your lunch all the time?” Emily asked with a wild grin, holding up the stud muffin one and Tara let out a huff, rolling her eyes.
“Can we just stop this? Maybe focus on the task at hand?”
“Whatever you want pookie.” Luke made a kissy face in her direction and she hucked a white board marker at him.
It wasn’t that she was particularly embarrassed by it, but she was a little irked by them seeing all of them. Sure, they were all from you and they didn’t technically see how soft she got with you, but the façade was ruined. As much of a bad ass that she was in the field, she knew that nickname wasn’t going anywhere anytime soon and almost instantly started planning her revenge against Luke. Garcia would help her, she knew that.
A couple of days later she was smiling at a pink post it;
‘You are the sun on a cold day, the crunchiest leaf on my walk to work, the first snowflake of the season to catch on my tongue, the first daisy to bloom come springtime. You are the light of my life. You are the small things that make every and each day the absolute best that it can, you are the only thing that can brighten me up no matter what. I love you.’
She pulled open her desk drawer to add it to the basket and her hand stalled in its tracks when she found the basket empty. She groaned, pinching at the bridge of her nose as disappointment surged through her. Despite her best efforts the team had insisted on going through every single note you’d left for her, she must’ve forgotten to put them back into the drawer before leaving for the day, the cleaners probably thought the pile was garbage. Letting out a soft sigh, she placed the new note into the basket, figuring it wouldn’t hurt to start over now.
*
You were in the kitchen when you heard the door open, Tara calling out to you while she clunked around a little more than usual in the entry way.
“Hey!”
“Hey! Hope you’re in the mood for lasagna!” You called back, wiping your hands on a dish towel before padding your way over to the entry way to greet her.
“Baby you really don’t have to slave way over a hot stove for me after you’ve finished a full day of work.”
“Babe, please. I picked up a frozen lasagna and garlic bread on the way home, the oven did all the work.” You laughed, cupping her face in your hands as you popped up on your toes to kiss her softly. When you pulled back you noticed the black frame under her arm, “what’s that? Did you get some kind of award you failed to mention?”
“No.” She laughed, nudging her go bag off her shoulder to its spot on the entry way bench, “the team may have found the collection of post its stashed in my desk.”
Your head tilted in that adorable way that she loved so much, “the lunch notes?”
“Yeah.”
“You kept those?” You practically melted, a happy and somehow dreamy pout on your lips as you gazed up at her with wide eyes and she couldn’t help but fall even more in love with you, her hand stroking your cheek before she leant in to leave a kiss on the tip of your nose.
“Are you kidding me? As if I could ever throw them away! They were the second best part of my day.”
“Second?” You eyed her suspiciously for a moment before a grin broke out on your lips.
“Well the first is always coming home to you.”
“You fuckin’ teddy bear.”
“Yeah, and now the entire team knows it.” She rolled her eyes, “I guess after approximately one hour and forty two minutes of teasing they got scheming, but my money’s on this being Garcia’s idea.” She turned the frame on the table so you could actually see it, “she’s a bit of a sap and thought the notes were super cute, figured they’d be nice to have all together in one place we could actually admire instead of stashed away in my desk drawer.”
“Oh I knew I liked her.” Your fingers reached out, ghosting over the side of the frame, “this is so cute, and so thoughtful.”
“You like it?”
“I love it.” You leant into her side, humming happily when she kissed your temple.
“Where do you think we should put it?”
“Hmm.” You tugged your lip into your mouth, glancing around, “the wall behind the couch is particularly bare.” You turned to her with a warm smile and a gleam in your eye, “then maybe… we should have your team over for drinks next weekend? It’s practically a crime that I’ve only met Emily so far.”
“I’d love that.” Tara smiled brightly at you, cupping your cheek as she leant down to place a tender kiss on your lips, “and I love you.”
“Not as much as I love you.”  
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ok so idk why this question is prompting this release below, but, it is…and depending on who’s asking this question I think either way I’m gonna lean into it lol
TLDR; FULL AFFAIR BETRAYAL MULTI-LEVEL BREAKUP TO HAPPY LOVE STORY ENDING
soo last year I went through a long drawn out and horrendous breakup w my bf of five years , it was like a fucking movie full of lies , relapses, and a full on affair with one of my best friends of ten years who also has mania that she self induces with abusing adderall and drugs. and then once I found out abt their affair she obsessively fixated on me, and persued to literally ‘single white female’ stalk me in ways that are so fcking weird and disturbing like - gossip girl style slandering me in a LENGTHY article that she published on this weird online blog where she lists everything she’s doing to me as if I’m doing it to her lmao; claims I stole her aesthetic when she has built her whole identity on mine since she approached me one night at a party asking “are you lushsuburb?”; shows up uninvited at the events I throw to try and sabotage I guess no idea; recently enrolled as a student at the college I work for and called HR and my director multiple times to say she was threatened by me and couldn’t attend class lmao, called the historical society I volunteer for and talked to the President (who loves me n he was like … who tf is this bitch) to say that she’s worried about me / I’m suicidal; messages our mutual friends to falsely claim I’m suicidal as well; called multiple fake welfare checks on my house sending cops to my front door banging which is so fcked up let alone triggering in so many ways due to my abusive childhood; constantly goes to every single one of my fav bars in Miami just to territorially piss and talk shit abt me to whoever will listen; posts stories to Instagram with music that my ex wld show me too/ we shared together; etc etc
oh yea and they also secretly lived together for months while I didn’t know where the fuck he was lmao she literally harbored him in her her moms house in KENDALL😭 and I was close to her mom too since I had helped her thru so many manic episodes before I was 10000% ride or die for her , felt protective over her etc. annnnd I didn’t know where my ex was because after he signed a ONE YEAR LEASE w me he ghosted me the next day after a fight, and didn’t respond to me for WEEKS while I desperately blue wall texted him every day to no response . I had never been absolutely abandoned like that before, and it was extremely hard esp after laying my head down next to him every night for YEARS. We were even freaking engaged !!!! (I didn’t wear / have the rings tho cuz we had been rocky for a while, which i was cutely reminded of when his MOM asked for the rings back on Facebook messenger after I was messaging her asking where her son was lol how gaudy)
Anyway so I had to move by myself and I unfortunately let it get to the point of two days before I had to leave nothing was packed cuz I had just been laying there depressed (he also left ALL of his shit pretty much abandoned me w everything, and our 3 cats) and people I barely knew threw my shit into boxes. I had to have an estate sale and I posted it to Instagram to sell most my shit bc I cldnt afford to move by myself . Which btw the ex bff stalker girl came to 😭and I kicked her out so fcking fast even BEFORE I knew my ex was sleeping and living with her lmao cuz I intuitively ALREADY KNEW WHAT WAS UP. I even found out later she also tried to set it up so I wld run into them together at my FRIENDS FUNERAL which she only went to for clout she doesn’t even know him, and i cldnt go because i was at home crying depressed and confused with my life crumbling around me. anyway . My new place is still a mess and just it’s all fcked still but it’s getting better . If u know me you know that I love my environment to be pristine and I have a collection of decor etc and all of this has severely affected my mental health. I didn’t expect to be paying double the rent either. Pretty much the worst breakup I’ve ever had since 2018 Jordan (hey Jordan FUCK YOU TOO!!!)
So in conclusion I just thought that whoever is asking this question may have an agenda or is curious cuz of my vague depressive posts over the last six months and I’m tired of protecting people (which i still am tbh) cuz what happened to me was severely FUCKED UP n trust me that’s not even most of it , I mean to have. This zombie shit play out before my very eyes is actually unreal
but whatevr the motive of this anon is … im gonna smack this question with pure honesty and transparency which is true to myself in every way. N ima let the people know b/c thats what i do and tbh i know its entertaining . which is fine. Im happy to be of service bc my life has never been normal lol
oh yea and I met my ex on tumblr too 🙄
With all that said , I am NOT SINGLE !!!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 n I am very happy with someone now who is communicative and mature n creative🙏🏼 we have wonderful chemistry n I’m happy to share I’m rebuilding now :))) n ima be rich soon amen
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swanjiwi · 9 months ago
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Swanjiwi's One Piece re watch journey
Masterlist<3
> EPISODE 34
I love how Luffy doesn't have to think even a second about Nami killing Usopp. He just knows she wouldn't do that the minute he heard Johnny say it
Sanji not giving a flying fuck about everything else the moment he saw Nami again 💀💀💀 And then he wasn’t being just a dumbass and unlike the rest he realized she wasn’t alright and had to think for a moment
"A reason for me to stay here? There is one. He's (Luffy) staying here." Zoro, you're so loyal, I need someone like that in my life
(I'll add this here because he can be such a little shit)
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Nami remembering the happy times with the crew ("I honestly felt like always being with them, if it were possible")
I still think it's weird that Sanji didn’t have heart eyes for Nojiko until Usopp said she's Nami's sister
> EPISODE 35-36
Luffy’s just going past the Fishmen "I'm Luffy. I'm taking a walk." And then Hachi just said "Have fun"💀
Bellemere ;;;;;;;;;; Their story is so important to me
> EPISODE 37
It's really heartbreaking thinking about when Nami said that it was easy to solve something with Arlong because money solves everything. And her believing he wouldn't break their promise...
She was just a child when they made that promise, and she kept on hoping, kept on believing in the possibility of buying the village's freedom...
And she had to grow up so fast. On Arlong Park she talks differently trying to appear like she's bigger, stronger and older, but in the end she's so young and trapped in something she never imagined and no one prepared her for it. She is so strong, but it all comes crumbling down...
AND THE THE VILLAGE FEIGNING IGNORANCE BECAUSE THEN SHE WOULD BE FREE TO LEAVE
I HATE IT HERE
And then she goes to face Arlong, and she cries... and her face.... :((((((
Sanji is so fcking weird, I need a word or two with Oda
I can't help crying after the hat scene. Nami's VA did an amazing job. It just makes me cry more, and of course, the significance of Luffy just entrusting his hat to someone else....
For some reason, i think the different angles for the part when the four are walking to face Arlong is funny
> Episode 38
Moomu is so cute :(( I'm so sad
Sanji, you're so cool... sometimes
Them: "the only way to save Luffy is by defeating the Fishmen"..... Guys, Luffy is literally going to run out of air before you are able to do that 💀
This is the first time Zoro and Sanji have relied on each other
> Episode 39
Without thinking very hard, I can only remember two times Sanji has cared openly about Zoro and that's here bc Zoro’s wounds are still fresh after fighting Mihawk, and then in Sabaody when they are escaping and Zoro is still very weak because of Kuma... Them in Wano could count, but Sanji wasn't very vocal about it
I still think it is so cute how Hachi goes inside to find his swords
Sanji understands everything around him so well.... and then he stills throws himself into the water knowing Fishmen could kill him easier there💀 "Marimo I know you are worried and i know the situation is dire but you are injured so I'll jump there to my death to save Luffy" And then again, it's because he understands everything so well that he knows there weren't better options
> Episode 40
I love Sanji’s fighting style so much. It's very entertaining
USOPP HAMMER USOPP HAMMER USOPP HAMMER USOPP HAMMER
> Episode 41
"Please die with me" Nami 😭😭😭
"If he (Luffy) loses, then you will all die." I know that's the truth, but why would you say that Sanji 🥲
Nose.... Jaw?
> Episode 43
Nami's pen stained with blood falling to the ground.... and then "USE!?" followed by Luffy destroying Nami's map room... This episode is so important to me
Sanji is so dumb omg
Of course Zoro cares a lot even when there are times when he doesn't show it, but i think i realized that after he said to Nezumi "Don't ruin people's fun when they're finally happy". I took that, and after that, for the next thousand episodes, I just assumed he cared even when he said he didn't
> Episode 44
Nami is such a brat when she's with Nojiko and Gen, i love her. It's not like she's not her genuine self with the Strawhats but her role there is different there (and it makes sense she would act more like a kid with her sister and Gen (who is practically a parent figure))
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Sanji and Zoro talking normally, thank you (they literally didn't properly meet each other until that moment.) We don't get many moments like these between Zoro and Sanji (like, both of them talking this way) 1. Here... mmmm ???? 2. Wano? I could count some other moments but it's not them peacefully talking...
"My deepest conveniences
Deepest concussions
Deepest com-
That."
GEN YOU'RE SO IMPORTANT TO ME
I'm impressed that Sanji is actually with women... and they are there with him because they want to. The second time is in Fishmen Island with the mermaids
The different reactions to Nami steal everyone's wallets. Usopp and Zoro thinking about how she's still a thief (therefore a bad person that could betray them again (but you're all literally pirates now, who cares💀, its better for you if she knows how to steal something from time to time)) and then Luffy loving it and Sanji supporting women's rights and women's wrongs (Oda could've just leave Sanji to be like that but he had to adhere to the time's funniest joke which was being a fucking creep I guess 😒)
The village's screams going from "You thief!" to " Take care" and "Come back anytime" 😭😭😭😭😭
Her tattoo AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
To end, two screenshots of Nojiko because she looks very cute
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goodieghosty · 3 months ago
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hey could you do arcane scar x collette relationship headcanons their the cutest scar deserves all the love
*gently hold* ily, thank you sm!!! I'm just going to dump my lore and hcs here in one post-
I hc that Scar has at least one biological child, the lil Chirean baby we see him with in the show.
We also just-see him with a lot of kids in general. There are a lot of orphans in Zaun. You cannot toss a single pebble without hitting at least three of them/hj
I'm hcing that the kids just kinda-gravitate towards him whenever the Firelights take them in. He gives 'chill older bro' vibes, I feel like he definitely freaked out once it hit him that he'd be soloing the parenting, and he feels like he's fcking up constantly-but he's doing just fine
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HC-The other bio parent is likely deceased, or decided "nah, actually-your problem now" and dipped. Feel like he wouldn't talk about it unless the person was v close
Colette did not start out with the Firelights, she started out working for Madame Margot.
This lady-
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It was a total coincidence when I initially designed Colette, but I'm now using their similarities for Lore Purposes, lol. That being said, they are not blood related.
(More Colette backstory below the cut, warning for mentions of drug use, alcoholism, and prostitution. Back to the Colette and Scar hcs)
Colette-loves kids. Used to watch the brothel workers' small children. Never imagined herself having any. She has a pet burmese python named Baby though. Which uh-funny story, Scar heard her say the name and he assumed she had like a really rambunctious toddler or something.
C: "Baby will not stop climbing the walls and opening the doors" S: "Probably time to start childproofing everything." C: "I'm worried she's going to figure out how to unlock things now.... She opened a window the other day, found feathers all over the place. Pretty sure she ate a bird." And now he's convinced her kid is Vastayan because he at least hopes the woman would be more concerned if her human toddler ate a bird.
He seems to be the last to know that Baby is a snake, so whenever she says something like "Ah, she's so cute when she yawns and her jaw unhinges so wide-" he is equal parts concerned and confused like "... is... is that normal???" Thinking that humans are fcking terrifying, or this is a Vastayan thing
S: "How big is Baby again?" C: "Oh not big at all, she's still pretty young. Like... seven feet, maybe?" S: ".... ex-fucking-scuse me??"
When he finally meets Baby, he is so relieved.
Colette did not want to learn how to ride a hoverboard. She likes being on the ground, thank you. Scar had to teach her. Yes, she almost accidentally sent it flying. Yes, it almost hit him in the face. Yes, this was immediately after she said something cocky. And yes, she did feel terrible, in between horrible giggle fits.
They annoy tf out of each other, your honor. It's their love language. That's how they flirt. She's shorter than him so he'll use her as an armrest. And she'll give him a light jab in the side acting all annoyed but "wait no-put your arm back ;A; ". Love nips aplenty
Lots of her physically leaning against him. Or just, staring. She likes physical touch. But only with a select few. She trusts him.
Scar likes to share his food with her, and loves having his hair played with. Makes him melt. Maybe his ears wiggle-but don't call attention to it, lol
Colette forces the man to take a damn nap after rough patrols. Totally not an excuse to hold his baby. They all like to cuddle together. Colette is practically wrapped around the man. He doesn't mind too much, especially when it's cold-but he yelps when she touches her ice-cold hands to his back like a fcking gremlin.
Colette is not good with social cues. Scar tends to be blunt and direct-unless he's around the kids, he's a bit of a softie around them.
Colette doesn't often understand sarcasm or when someone is joking or not. Scar picks up on it easy.
Imagine Entrapta from She-ra, but with snakes and other serpentine creatures, tbh
I love Scar sm, but before we found out what his name was, I was gonna just call him Rufio. From that one Peter Pan movie, idk why I just love the name
That's all for the relationship hcs(for now)
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Madame Margot is one of the chembarons and owns all the brothels in Zaun-she runs the prostitution ring. We don't get a lot of info on her or her backstory, so I'm winging it. All we know is that she's v business minded and does not like anything that might impede her.
Margot is also older than she appears, the valves on her body are used to tighten her skin-ouch. But I'm saying she never gives a straight answer on her age. But she is at least 5-10 years older than Colette
Back on track-Colette's mother was the whole reason for Colette wanting to work with venomous snakes in the first place. Although she always had a strange affinity for them-it was witnessing her mother's death to an especially venomous snake bite at the ripe ol age of ten that solidified it.
Her family used to travel a lot for her father's archeological work, and her mother's own herptology research. But after her mother's death, her father moved them to Piltover to be closer to his side of the family. And so Colette could go to a good school
Her father's side of the family weren't particularly fond of him. And by extension, Colette. They offered little in the way of compassion after his wife's death.
Things steadily went downhill from there. Her father buried himself in work and other things to distract himself, neglecting her. She spent many dinners alone, soon finding companionship in her mother's snake specimens. To the point of her preferring snakes over people.
Instead of using his vast wealth to get some damn therapy, her father took to the bottle. And then chems. Eventually shimmer. And then-anything that would make him feel something. Which Eventually lead to the brothels. This was over years, mind you, while Colette is still attending school. Top marks, splendid GPA, gal is intelligent af.
Father stops working during this time, subsisting off of savings and whatnot. And then when that runs out-oh? What's this? The money they set aside for Colette's fancy tuition and other such needs? She wouldn't mind if he just skimmed some off the top. Just a little-oops
Colette is around 16/17ish when her school tells her "yeaaah so, your tuition is due? If you can't come up with the money, we'll have to boot you and kick you out of the dorms." And she is so confused, it should already be settled. Okay, time to visit dad-
She had no idea he'd gotten so bad, he was able to keep face for the most part. And she was always busy with school. So when she starts asking around, trying to find him, she's worried thinking he up and Died on her. Only to piece together that, no, he's an addict who apparently owes a Lot of people a Lot of money, and spends his time at a brothel, where he wastes more money he doesn't have
And when Colette does, eventually, find him at the one brothel Madame Margot happens to be attending to that day-Colette lets him have it. There are a lot of emotions. She's furious, upset, betrayed-she doesn't know how she's going to afford her own tuition now because "obviously I can't depend on you" and he's completely out of it, which just makes her more mad
Madame Margot, sniffing out some prime Emotional Vulnerability, comes along all "So, This is the daughter you were talking about?" I like to think she saw herself in Colette, probably being in similar circumstances. Betrayed by someone who was supposed to help her. And, well, people selling their kids in a place like Zaun is uh, unfortunately a thing. This likely isn't the first time someone has offered their daughter to her.
Now, whether her father was aware of it or not, remains to be seen. Man is high/drunk all the time.
Colette, ofc, scared af-but-oh? Madame Margot isn't actually forcing her into prostitution? Her father signed over his rights the second he was sober-ouch?
Madame Margot wanted someone she could mold into her replacement, should she ever need one. More flies with honey tactic. It's a little tedious, Colette just wants to study her snakes. But when she starts warming up to Margot, eventually seeing her as an older sister/ aunt figure(after several years ofc)she starts keeping Margot's books for her. Helping out. Never participating in any drug or illicit activity. She's just, there.
Madame Margot does force her to start training, it's just common sense to know how to fight and defend yourself in this line of work.
Colette's work with venom scratches at Margot's "how can I use this to make money" brain. But Colette explicitly says she "doesn't want to use her venoms to hurt people, period" and damn it, Margot would usually roll her eyes and do it anyways, but now she's attached and actually cares about the "brat"
Somehow, fcking Smeech, gets his hands on Colette's venom stash. He's got people he really wants to kill. And Margot likely told him offhandedly about Colette's "little hobby". He ends up using the venom to kill someone whose family has a good amount of political power-basically, if you sneezed on this person, jailed for the night.
It gets traced to Colette. She gets blamed for it. Stillwater it is. And she knows she only told Margot about her venoms, so she assumes it was her who screwed her over. And she is Livid. Just another person she grew close to betrayed her.
Colette has a whole plan on how she's going to get back at Margot. But she has to get in close again, ofc.
Margot is furious that someone framed Colette, she knows it had to be Smeech, but she can't risk accusing him without definitive proof. Ends up having to find some poor soul to pin it on instead just to get Colette out of Stillwater. Which takes longer than anticipated, because Smeech had his goons go and wreck all the evidence so Margot wouldn't have her proof.
When Colette does get out, she plays along with Margot-all while not believing her for a single second. She trains harder, glues herself to Margot's side.
All the while noting down everything she sees and hears. But she can't just start dismantling supply chains, she's one person, and it's be suspicious if she just so happened to be AFK. So... she goes to the Firelights.
It does take her a long time to gain their trust, but she eventually becomes their informant on the chembarons and shimmer distributors.
She "starts working" at one of the brothels, but her "clients" are Firelights, she's exchanging info. Code phrases and everything. She is so careful with this
Eventually, she'll be found out and joins the Firelights completely. Using her previous studies to act as a medic of sorts. Gal wanted to follow in her mom's footsteps, dealing with snakes, had to learn first-aid.
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akgaereporter · 1 year ago
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nct: taeyong and haechan's silly ass "scandals" recently
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tldr: a week or so ago taeyong posted a tiktok with chaewon's "dododok" mistake and got so much hate from knetz he deleted it + a few members were dancing during yuta's ment at nct nation and people were calling them disrespectful for that but only focused on haechan.
so im coming to tumblr to rant because twitter stans are getting on my fawking nerves and i know everything i say on that hellish app is pointless because dumb btches will always be dumb btches.
honestly being an nctzen on twitter has never been enjoyable for an extended period of time because this godforsaken fandom is literally a homeless shelter for so many deranged chronically online kpop heads to beg for their pennies of attention. if we're being fr a lot of it has to do with the fcked up management of the group itself.. sm entertainment when i catch you in the streets ..
but recently the way two members in particular have been treated.. i cant even blame the fckass company for this level of degeneracy. yall just bitter and have an average screentime of 10 hours because how can you get so bored of supporting your fav you just start hating on them??? for no reason at all???
a couple days ago ty posted a tiktok with a silly remix audio of chaewons "dododok" mistake she made at a le sserafim's show on tour. that mistake literally went viral and basically all of the kpop industry laughed and copied it and called it cute, because that's what it is, just a cute little mistake we can giggle at and move tf on. the audio ty used was funny and created a trend that is currently going viral in korea.
instead of laughing, calling it a cute interaction, and going about their lives, knetz decided to wake up and be horrible people. what else is new bruh. of course big bad ty had an evil plan to mock the poor defenseless kim chaewon for her terrible mistake that deeply affected her..
please i almost kilt myself when i saw he deleted the tiktok. this is how jesus fans felt when he died like ty is quite literally an angel, his eyes sparkle and he giggles instead of laughing, how can you take him in as a person and still decide to actually bully him for next to nothing. like.. maybe you need to die idk.
and what gets me is the way they were acting like she said her dad died and he used an audio of that. its not that fcking serious dawg. she laughed at the damn joke herself and if they dont stop and pray that he privated the vid instead of deleting i will actually place a generational curse upon the families of pannchoa girls who cant keep his name out their mouth and I STAND BY THAT
and my bias, my boyfriend actually, my snookie ookie pookie bear haechan, god give me strength before i type this bullsht : during the last nct nation concert yuta started giving his ment in japanese, and some members at the other end of the line began dancing and messing around. they immediately stopped when ty motions them to. again, it isnt that fcking serious, but jobless neo investigators created discourse out of it. they didn't interrupt yuta or cause a fuss, they were literally just fidgeting around to pass the time because 20 speeches is a whole lot to listen to in silence.
but of course, its way more serious for nctzens, and furthermore haechan is the main evil villain of princess yutas fairy story. literally half the line started doing the dance but the only tweets getting likes included haechan's name. what the fck is wrong w these hoes seriously when i saw those tweets i thought they punched yuta in the face or sum. when i watched it i had a damn jaw drop at the audacity of these folk. they just keep getting worse at masking the animosity they have for their own favs, haechan in particular. yall claim to be his fans but jump on a hate train that isn't even 2 seconds old like.. are you even trying to like him? the video clearly shows the other members moving too, but somehow their eyes can only see haechans pretty little face and they just cant stand seeing him babygirling the way he did on the 17th of september 2023. it was never that fcking serious bitch, keep your nasty sticky keyboard fingers away from husband 1 and wife 2, i actually cannot stand seeing yall harass them for the stupidest pettiest shit this far and this many hits into their career. you literally know none of them have any ill intent behind the actions they do publicly, unless they say or do something outright offensive or malicious. so until they tell chaewon she's a stuttering ass bitch or roundhouse kick yuta off the stage, shut it up and stop using them for hit tweets damn
all of this just ties back to the fact nctzens are constantly watching THEIR OWN FAVS waiting for them to slip up. knetz chose ty and intlzens chose haechan. yall need to choose yourselves and get the fcking help you need because its not normal to hate on people you have a fan account for. be careful who you call oomf cause these fawking hybrid bitches got split personality disorders, all it takes is alt account and a dream. this is what happens when you choose silly idol boys instead of therapy and i mean that in the most helpful way
going to sleep mad asf smh
-also i was looking for taehyuck pics to put as a header for this post and i realized there's literally almost none?? hello?? haechan taeyong do yall even know each other?? not even a photoshoot or anything just some 10p quality debut pictures like damn haeyong nation yall are dead as hell 😢
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sarada-best-girl · 2 years ago
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ninjago ep 7: i HAVE TO SAY the intro is literally the cutest thing…. wu sitting while the others are standing next to him. FAMILY!!!!!!! PHOTO!!!!!!!!! pls. pythor’s gasp when pythor finds the ourobrorus city. PLS. I am so JFJFJJFJFKFKFKFKFKDKFK. help!!!!!!!!!!! this mail guy deserves So Much <3 GOIBG UP THE STAIRS…. AND NOW CYCLING ON THE AIR.
oh my god, they’re so cute. LLOYD!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so :’’’ happy for him……….the ninjas’ smiles as they hear Lloyd saying how he’s going to beat the snakes. and then go well [too late! ur already in their squeezes, etc] IM GOING TO PERISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also Lloyd calling Wu, uncle!!!!! GOSH…..
IT WAS THE SCARED FLU, BEFORE YOU GUYS CARELESSLY LOST IY…. I swear ONE OF THESE DAYS I’m going to crawl into the scene and have a fist fight with Wu. okay I don’t hate him but he’s aggravating me. like dude????????? like. that ep where the boys r fighting over who’s gonna be the green ninja. like you know that tournament. and BEFORE this, wu was like. guys you should be training with ur golden weapons see what they do :/ stop playin around! but then??????? okay. yes. they were having a tournament but also: HE DOESNT KNOW THAG. THEY COULD HAVE BEEN TRAINJNB WITH THEIR WEAPONS AND THEN???????????? He goes “what r u doing!!!!!” and if my memory servers correct, then just……leaves them? To train? By themselves immediately afterwards?????????? ALSO. just yeah. fck sensei wu guess
hey. no no no we didn’t loose it. pythor stole it. JAY I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also sensei wu going. whatever the case afterwards help ok he says “without it I fear we have nothing to…” anyways. I really don’t get what wu had thought when he gave the ninja the flute??????? LIKE DID U THINK…. IDK…. THE POSSIBILITY THEY COULD HAVE HAD THAT STOLEN???????? like the snakes wouldn’t want them to have it obvs. like. the ninjas are also not that skilled against the sepertine rn, but WHATVER U KNOW. i think sensei wu sucks but unfortunately I still love him. I want to throw him in the washing machine tho, and watch him Rotate as he screams. that would be fun. I say with all my affections
yeah yeah yeah…. LLOYD I LOVE U!!!!!!! HES SO <3 i love how he reacts like that towards fjfjjfjfjfj that to the boys arguing over green ninja. I wonder how many times they’ve done that. also Cole is so cute………….ALSO the funny thing about Lloyd reaction because I Know that he’s the green ninja, ha! bet they wouldn’t have seen THAT coming.
Kai. UR HONNA BE THE GREEN NINJA????? angy laugh ha ha ha
OK. THE BIYS REACTION TO NEW UNIFORMS……:.. FCKING HELL. THIS IS SO CHGE THEYRE SO CUTE….. I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!
:( nothing for me :( IMMEDIATE CRYIN. ok I’m sorry but I have no idea how the hell the snakes ddint see llloyf and immediately bend to his demands. HES SO CUTE…. SO… ADORABLE PLS :’ HIS SAD VOICD. I CANT. awwww uncle Wu saying “u get the box”
AMUSEMENT. PARK. LET ME GO….. Ninja get all the fun…. LLOYDS VOICE ACTOR IS KILLIN ME. I need to write fic immediately now so he gets to go amusement park
LMAO I LOVE NYA. BEATING THE SNAKES. SO FAST.
Also it’s so FUNNY that nya just streams into the situation with ice cream like????????? Just Before she was in the bounty. With Them. There is no physical way she could have got there and saw everything before them with their fancy vehicles. like idk. ALL THE HINTS WERE THERE. also she kinda sounds out of breath, so.
sensei wu is here!!!!!!!!!! DOES THIS MEAN LLOYD GOT HIS AMUSEMENT PARK???????????! SHOW IT!!!!!!!!!!!! also pls, I cant. Sensei wu def knows nya lmao is the samurai. also jay saying: “I’m going to say it! I hate samurai” YEAH…. OK…. UR GONAN TAKE THAT BACK SO FAST MY GUY
I’m curious tho, HOW old r them. the ninja. anyways.
“maybe this can be a lesson to u” he’s a menace <3 jay: “wiat. how did you get here so quick” I LOVE THAT HE ASKS WU BUT NOT NYA jay + nya spy x family au lets goooooo
also oh my god I love Zane SO MUCH
gASP! ferris wheel.
KAI CALLING WU OLD MAN. also pls, when he just Draws his sword out of nowhere and nearly pokes the civilian, also the civilians “scream” WHY R THESE FOUR NINJA AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls the scene afterward where Kai has to duck as jay excitedly swings his nunchucks.
NYAS LAUGH….. I LOVE HER
“mental menace! urgh!” THE IRONY OF ZANE SAYING THIS NOT KNOWING HE IS A ROBOT RN…….
I’m laughing, nya trapping Kai in a net. SIBLINGCORE.
HELL IM DHIN. JAY LYING DOWN IN FRONT OF TRAIN AND CROSSDESSING. and going “samurai where are u!!!” THIS IS MORE INSANELG FUNNY CONSIDERING WHO IS THE SAMURAI… and jay going “ugh! stupid samurai”
DHJDJDJDJDJDJDJ HELP. KAI THE WORST BABYSITTY…. DROPPINB LLOYD OFF AT NOT EVEN DECENT ARCADE OR LETTING HIM HELP……. MY LLPYD DESERVES BETTER!!!!!!! anyways Of course there had to be snakes nearby. classic <3 I love that the snakes r having this casual convo here. well okay. it’s like in a kind of obscure place but it’s so funny to me. skales going on about how the city is not lost anymore……….skales should have add on that it was due to SKALE’S HUSBAND PYTHOR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO FOUND IG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uh oh…..Lloyd’s completive look. he’s gonna do something. HES FOLLOWING THEM……Lloyd darling. LLOYD!!!!!!!
SNAKES….. GOING ON TRAIN……. skales saying “all board. next stop! ourobrorus. IM SO.”
ok good. Lloyd is not going to- YEAH WOW OK. HES PRETENDING TO BE SNAKE. I LOVE HIM SO PAINFULU MUCH….. OF COURSE THATS. i Wonder how the hell he found the costume in such short amount time. also pls of course it would be this easy to infiltrate and act like a snake. maybe the ninja should take one out of Lloyd’s book and have tried this. Maybe Lloyd brings stuff to the table…. OH MY GOD LLOYDS LIL SCARED GASP ……BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[brain exe. due pythor/skales scene and then I never did continue this whole reaction lmaoooo. pythor/skales broke my brain<3)
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justoutsideofdoncaster · 1 month ago
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20:06 13/01/25
Blog #15
Long time no see !! I'm back at uni now. Haven't written bcs everything's felt like a lot. Not bad, just a lot.
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I went out the night I got back (Friday), with some of the hockey boys, all my faves! I brought glitter tattoos to pres which was fun and they were all good sports and had there's done. Obviously he was there, he was the one who invited me actually. He's always so shy when he's sober. Irritatingly so, like he can't even look at me. We were playing a drinking game (basically truth or shot) and he got asked which girl on the team he most wants to... you know. And he didn't answer even though he can't do shots because he's so effing stupidly shy and embarrassed even though everyone knows. And I got asked a similar question, which of the boys do I like the most, and I said him. Because fuck being embarrassed? Everyone already knows about us. We know about each other, like be serious. So he comes back to mine and in the morning he remembers that I said that and like a fucking idiot he punches the air and he says he wanted to say me and I call him an idiot again. Because I don't want him to be so shy. I want him to talk to me at training in front of his 'boys'. Anyway, we both slowly sober up and the most horrific hangover hits us and he goes home, although I wish we could've stayed in bed all day. And ever since then my crush has got ten times worse. Is it supposed to feel so heavy in your chest? Why am I so anxious. All my daydreams are about him. They're sickeningly sweet and they make me so scared. I need to get a grip, swallow it down, but I've never been so severely into someone before. Like,,, I have no idea why he likes me, and a lot of the time I think he doesn't. I think I'm delusional and he would never want to date me, and then he gets drunk and he's sweet and it sends me reeling again. I feel so exposed!!! So everytime I catch myself head over heels I remind myself that he's just a boy. I'll be ok without him. That I'm cool and ok on my own, like I've always been, and that if it ends bad I have to keep going. Please don't put your life in the hands of a rock and roll band (and by rock and roll band, I mean cute boy on my ice hockey team)!!! So yeah. My heart hurts just writing about this. I am so terrified and so down bad and it's so embarrassing but I have to act cool about it.
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Anyway... more stuff, not to make food and boys my whole personality like an insecure 15 year old, but I've eaten a lot less since I've been back. Today I had apple + scrambled egg for breakfast bcs I was up early for a lecture, and then for tea I had a salad, but the leaves grossed me the fuck out. I need to ask my sister what salad mix she bought. This one has rocket in it and fcking hell it made me want to throw it up. Or maybe I feel sick because I've not eaten that much! I weigh 60kg right now according to my scale, so I somehow didn't gain weight over christmas. I never gain weight, which scares me that I'm gonna hit 30 and suddenly be obese... stupid i know !!!
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Writing these entries makes me realise how silly and negative my train of thought can be lol. Anyway again,,, went to uni today, first day back ! Had to come home for a nap (4 hours lol, i need monsters!!) but managed to successfully drag myself back out of bed to go do some painting in the studio and ship a parcel while I was out. Good day! Hockey later, I think that's where the anxiety is coming from. I'm so so shit (again, more negativity, he insists I'm good because he's a sweetheart but I know I'm shit, embarrassingly so) . So I'm anxious, because I know he's going to ignore me, and I feel like everyone on the team thinks he's too good for me and it freaks me out. God, that's it isn't it? Writing that has made me want to cry. This is all so new and scary and my stupid brain loves telling me the worst things and I wish I could live in stupid ignorance or I wish I was hotter or better at hockey or anything. Fcking hell. I'm my own worst enemy.
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Ok, that's that. I usually try leave it on a positive note, so erm... I guess... yeah ok. I'm happy he likes me. I'm happy I get a chance. I'm terrified, but it might be amazing? What if it's amazing?
Bye...
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rhazimpulsivelyposts · 5 months ago
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Anyways ~ it’s Tea Time 🍵🧋
I work internal IT for a company with a buncha different sections and job types and sht ok. On the retail end of it, the job site managers did so well this year or last year or something that the corporate side of the company bought them an all expense paid trip out of the country . I’m lucky enough to be best friends with a Job Site Manager who sadly couldn’t find child care so her hubby had to stay home and watch da baby. More than just Job Site Managers got to go on this trip, other job roles on the company got cute awards for being so great too. My manager was there too winning stuff. I got to meet his girlfriend, they are super cute together and she was really nice .
So all week we noticed this Corporate Sales Guy all over this Job Site Female. Helicoptering her hella. He would dance up on her and get her food and drinks, and from our perspective it looked like she was curving him and tolerating it.
On another part of an island my bestie and I were joking back and forth calling this guy “Captain America” because he was Mr. Hot Shot bro. Tattoos , fboi looking , late 30s early 40s? Talking about Trumpy stuff wearing American Flag swim trunks. Everything out of this man’s mouth is sarcasm or jokes. Looking back at it, I think he just did that so he wouldn’t have to converse with anyone outside his group? Like “I can’t get in trouble at this work trip if I don’t actually talk to anyone I don’t already know” but he was a real dickish looking sounding kinda guy ok. He legit commented on my white toe nail polish and called it a “nice touch” , he knew what I was going for there .
So the last night we are there, me and my bestie are like “fuck it up let’s get drunk actually instead of just a drink here or there” we went to sports bar looking this and were taking shots with people. I got to take a shot with my Manager and his girlfriend so that was cool. Job Site Manager Female and Corporate Sales Guy were there drinking and dancing with us, and we watched other sales guys and Captain America play pool. There was other random Tea Guests in there too we were kinda watching, some 19 year old just got married after dating a girl he used to date in high school for a few months and they were ALL OVER EACH OTHER. At once point she even looked around at everyone and then looked back at him and went “kiss me” 😂😭 girl calm down we don’t want your little mans .
Corporate Sales Guy was dancing all up on Job Site Manager Female so me and my bestie checked in with her like “you like this or you want us to curve him for you” . She was getting touchy feely on me so I was hugging on her back like thinking “I can curve him for her by being on her instead because she’s feeling me” but then we find out THEYVE BEEN FCKING ALL WEEK bro 🤣🤣 she’s just better at acting like nothings going on in front of people than him. They start drinking and he can’t keep his hands off her , but she’s over here looking like she’s simply tolerating this man 🤣. AND! Then she tells us that Captain America is Corporate Sales Guys manager! And that he found out they were fcking earlier that week and looked at her and said “make better choices” then took her phone and threw it in a pool! THREW IT IN A POOL! What the actual fck?! If anyone put hands on my phone or me like that I’d be getting fired bro. They’re had to send me home that night I would be putting my hands on that man and punching him as hard as I could , take her motherfcking phone?!
So we are all dancing and playing pool and stuff and as the night goes on more and more people leave until it’s just me, my bestie , Job Site Manager Female, Corporate Sales Guy, Captain America, and some other guy. Captain America wasn’t even playing with us, it really seemed like he was there to “baby sit” it was weird. Job Site Manager Female starts telling me how they been fcking but how she doesn’t want a man and how he’s 6 years younger than her and I’m like 😅 I’m legit fcking someone 8 years younger than me so I have no room to speak here on that . But I was telling her that I doubt he wants to be your man and it’s just fun for the trip and to just have fun for the last night and worry about the weird sht after. Captain America decides he is done drinking right next to us and goes to another part of the bar where he can def still see all of us and probably hear them too, and Job Site Female starts a fight with Corporate Sales guy by legit telling him that even though Captain America threw her phone in the pool, she still thinks he’s hot 🤦🏻‍♀️. And Corporate Sales Guy is like “some things are just better left unsaid like you know I don’t like him and don’t fck with him and your telling me you’d let him fck you?” And I’m like “chill guys he’s legit still here, right over there like shhh “ they start messy arguing in a bar drunk at like 1am . Captain America like fckes off somewhere ? He left with that other guy.
We start walking back to our rooms and my bestie and I are trying to help these too fck buddies chill out for the last night and just enjoy one more night fcking each other and then go separate. While we are trying to get them to fck each other, they are trying to get me to join 🤣🤦🏻‍♀️ “3 some 3 some” “come join us? “ nah 🤣. Like it’s not cause we work for the same company either , she’s mid and he is not cute. I’m currently like causally dating a 20 year old 🤣 and like I’ve already been up front with him that I do not believe in monogamy anymore, and then I’ve seen how it destroys so many relationships because of how people lie to each other and jealousy and all that stuff, and he has been honest with me about not really feeling us messing around with other people at the same time . I am not about to risk losing my beautiful blonde hair blue eyed 6 foot tall , 7 inch thick dick boy toy over these two drunk not cute coworkers 🤣. I’m sorry but no thanks. I basically told them no because I’ve got a thing going on I don’t want to fck up and they went “he doesn’t have to know” which is such a gross thing to say and legit see!? See?! Those are the type of things said when you’re in a monogamous relationship that you don’t want to be in or in a monogamous relationship that you’re willing to break monogamy for and lie to your partner. (I told him about this and he thanked me for not lying to him and I think it’s really sad that is stuff that so many people lie about because of monogamy being the status quo )like at this point my ♑️ fcks me so good that I may even second guess an advance on ♉️ if the opportunity arose (.00002% likely so like let’s never count on that actually happening). I think the only reason I still would is because it’s like a rare candy you just HAVE to try. At this point I wouldn’t bet on him being better in bed than my ♑️ 😮‍💨.
Captain America was at the bottom of the elevators of our hotel talking to that guy, I think he was waiting to see if Corporate Sales Guy came back to our hotel or went with Job Site Manager Female to hers 🤣. The next day we all find out that Captain America is denying throwing her phone in the pool, but we know he’s lying because Job Site Managers store already found out this happened because other people who work for the same company were in or around the pool when he did that and saw him! He’s burnt bro, caught in 4k . If anyone’s getting in trouble for anything this trip it’s him doing that. Job Site Manager Female and Corporate Sales Guy work in different departments and them sleeping together isn’t a conflict of interest. If it’s consensual, HR won’t care. So many people in our company fck each other and are married to each other in different job roles 🤣😭 like legit 1/30 people in this large company are fcking someone else who also works for this company . HR will give no fcks , but I’m sure they will care that a high up manager took another coworkers property and threw in a pool 😅🥴. He tried so hard to not talk to anyone and look bad just to get drunk and touch someone else’s property because he’s mad that someone he manages is fcking a Job Site Manager on a holiday trip . Captain America started telling people too that Job Site Manager Female and Corporate Sales Guy slept with each other, so who knows how many people know this now and now how he threw her phone in the pool.
Hella messy 🤣 everyone is so messy.
And the last get together with my team/job role people , there was a party and we got fcked up and in the car ride back to the hotel ♉️ said “I wouldn’t want either of us to do anything that would fck up our jobs” and when I questioned what he meant by that he backtracked to the moon and back twice and tried to say he meant the whole team. I respected that weird slip he made and I didn’t ask him to walk me back to my hotel room and I didn’t try to be cheeky and ask for a hug at the end of the elevator ride. The last thing I want is to be as messy as Job Site Manager Female and Corporate Sales Guy in front of anyone we work with. 😘
My little thing with ♑️ hasn’t blown up into a messy situation yet, but it isn’t as contained as I initially wanted it to be. Which is understandable at this point because we are doing way more than just fcking each other on the weekends . It’s been pretty intimate the last 2 months 😅 we are basically dating but without me wanting to sign that monogamy contract . I don’t know how he feels fully on his end, but I with I could give him a proper experience if that’s what he is even wanting from me, but i can’t right now and I don’t know if I will ever want to again . Relationships are just easier when you’re not jealous if your partner wants to touch and taste or talk to other people just enjoy the moments you have with your partner and the moments that they’re talking to or touching you. I don’t look at his phone when he’s at my house. It’s none of my business. I’m honest with him about anything I can be, because it’s up to him what he does or feels about that information. 

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yamatossideboob · 6 months ago
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ONE PIECE 1123 Spoilers!
This week's condolences:
Yes... teach the children well... this is how you combat transphobia
alternate title for this chapter: 'Vegapunk voice all according to keikaku'
I intially felt this chapter was mostly information we could have inferred, but tbqh the emotional perspective this chapter offers from Stella & co is really valuable. It goes a long way to giving them some much needed emotional spotlight on them that Egghead (imo) didn't offer enough of prior.
That sure is some selective conker haki if S-Snake and presumably Stussy and Kaku were spared. Maybe Haki Ancient-Style is a different kind of spice
Christ, all that and without any hostile intent... OP op
"THANK YOUUU!! GIANT ROBOOOO!!" my thoughts exactly, ty Luffy
Emet looks fairly kaput now... thank you indeed... this gives me a bad feeling though... we know Saturn is still present... what if he purloins Emet's remains and uses them for nefarious experiments? They're Ancient Kingdom tech, surely the spider bastard can extract much-sought info from this...?
the gay giants are right, let's vamoose from this debacle fellas
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I think even in a denser chapter, this would still be my highlight. Our future Brave Warrior of the Sea is FINALLY GOING TO FUCKIGN ELBAF BABES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I also like the moment of solace with Bonney... she's earned this ; ;
Sanji might be onto something... we're not quite done with Vegapunk yet lads, even if Egghead is just about over. Just a gut feeling...
I love how VP immediately assumes the evil Satellite is responsible for the Mother Flame robbery lmao. Shows what you know humble genius!
Dummy memories and vid footage to fool the hivemind is a solid answer tbh. York is pretty cute smart after all
"Also forgive me Lilith!!" putting the humble in humble genius
Wow, York had been planning this for much longer than assumed, and was pretty thorough about it.
Ah ykw I guess we never did learn just HOW York got the Mother Flame to the WG without the rest learning. Fair dues Oda.
Okay. I actually really do appreciate this perspective of the Vegapunks accepting their impending deaths and facing it head-on with one final plan. To learn one is going to die, to be killed by those one served, and for the 'crime' of wanting to uncover the secrets of the past, hidden for (assumedly) malevolent purpose... and then boldly deciding to not let it be for nothing... that's fucking good. I'm a sucker for when characters die on their own terms, especially when it's at the expense of the enemy, and I love this example. I've had such mixed feelings wrt Vegapunk throughout Egghead, but this has really tipped me more or less over in favour of auld applehead. ily Vegapunks. rip mates
"We were thinking the same thing!!" 😭😭😭
They really were trying to think of everything before the final hour...
"But that is stays incomplete is my only hope..." 😭😭😭😭😭
"NONE OTHER THAN OUT ULTIMATE TRIUMPH" SAY IT WITH ME LADS
"DEATH?? WHOSE, MINE??" I will forever love that there is always room for comedy in these dire moments.
The VPs wiping their memories feels. a little superfluous here, but I guess with York still present and the WG approaching, no chances could be taken for the ultimate You Didn't Win.
Man good thing Vegapunk is about to die or all those whats woulda given him a stroke
Poor Sanji... being told to let someone die just goes against so much of who he is :<
"I want your crew to be the ones who get it" 😭😭😭😭😭���😭
pls put the pruned pirate king down fellas he needs a nap
"ONWARD TO ELBAF ONWARD TO MY DREAM" FCKING SAY IT BRAVE WARRIOR OF THE SEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god i'm so glad Egghead is over, this arc was immense but I'm beyond excited to see Elbaf after so many years of buildup!! AND a new chapter next week! On the road again nakama, I'll see ye all there! 💪✖️
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animescapist · 1 year ago
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ANIME REACTION YUBISAKI TO RENREN Episode 3
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Okay, onwards I will try to catch up to this and Dungeon Meshi cause there're quite a lot of episodes out already. You may notice I would be uploading more than one episode reaction per week for these series in particular. I want to be at least caught up in reacting to these two because they are of this season's releases.
I noticed this is already rated 8.9 in MAL. That's quite high, guys. Well, let's see if the ratings live up to my standards. As I've said before, romance genres are not my favorite. This is usually because they're either unrealistic or at the very least the characters feel like they have no substance. Romcom genres are different because they have the other goal of making the audience laugh. But romance... there should be intense emotions involved, plus it is based on real life occurence. Judging from the first 2 episodes alone, I am giving this series like a 7/10. For now that is the benchmark rating.
I want to see a bit of drama or conflict developing between these characters because that's how things realistically happen in real life and I think this anime is trying to gauge to that realistic view of romance, hopefully. And then, I can rate it higher depending on how good the conflict is written and delivered in animation. So yeah, I'll see.
I listened to the opening again, and I truly, truly hope this anime will tug my heartstrings cause the opening surely has. The song is just fcking beautiful. I feel like I want to cry listening to it.
Yours truly may or may not be heartbroken irl. (T▽T) But yo homie's strong, so everything is daijobu... janai?
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Holy shit, she draws better than me! What the heck! Also, how many nights has she been making this guide? Gurl? Are you studying for college or what?!
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Bro STAHP! I'm facepalming.
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God-fcking dammit! This guy is so fcking effortlessly charismatic. KAAAAHHH! YUKI STAY STRONG! ME TOO, I SHOULD STAY STRONG. AAAAAAAHHH!!! Is it just me or does his voice sound deeper here? ( ͡°⁄ ⁄ ͜⁄ ⁄ʖ⁄ ⁄ ͡°)
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Bro, stop. I swear. If people do this out of nowhere towards anybody, they for sure would make people feel flustered and confused. It's misleading. It turns out to be fine here since we know they'll end up together. Real life? Doubt 100000.
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A question we all have in our minds when we fall in love. I totally understand, Yuki. Gambatte.
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He's not wrong, to be honest. Meeting up with a guy at night these days is not very safe for girls. And she's deaf, so that's even more risky for her to go out on her own. She should at least go with someone she trusts.
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Mm. I strongly resonate with his line of thought here. I know several friends who have gone to live or work abroad either because they want to live in a different culture, or they believe they will like living there. Personally, I think there are plenty of great things nearby, that you don't need to go so far to feel complete or to enjoy. Perhaps it's because they haven't found it in their motherland, that they seek for it in other lands and hope to live their best. But if they never tried to see everything their original home has to offer, it makes me think how can they truly appreciate other cultures and countries?
I ain't talking about people who have nowhere else to go though.
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YOU GUYS! WHAT LITTLE GERMAN KNOWLEDGE I HAVE FROM ATTEMPTING TO STUDY IT HAS GOTTEN ME THIS FAR! AAAAAAAHHHH!!!! HOLY SHITTTTT
"Du bist süß." It means something like "You are adorable."
I'm K.O-ed. This guy is cute. Du bist süß! >////////<
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Oh man, the amount of physical touch happening. This is illegal! THIS IS JAPAN WE TALKING ABOUT! HOW IS THIS LEGAL! HAHAHAHA.
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Girl, I'm sorry. But you just don't have the main character hair color, okay? LMAO.
It seems things are looking like Itsuomi's taking a step. A small step towards making this romance fly. And there's this lady who I hope her character will be given some depth, and that she's not just a desperate girl clinging to her guy friend. I can't wait for them to show the reason why she and Yuki's male friend fell for the main characters. I wanna know. Here goes me getting into the next episode then. Maybe I'm a little glad that I stayed behind in watching these episodes so I can binge more. Hmhm.
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forestryfae · 2 years ago
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god i wish my tits were smaller like theyre a nice size. when i wear a bra or sportsbra. mainly cus they look smaller and theyre under control. but theyre too big and theyre in the way and nothing fits and feeling the underboob touch my skin is fucking awful im so tired of it its annoying and uncomfy and im so tired of underboob sweat and cleaveage sweat and smelling bad after just one day and constantly having to adjust everything and the annoying fucking overstimulation from having shit touch my stomach i cant even lie on my side comfortably i cant find clothes either. if its too small its uncomfortable to wear and i can barely get it on and if its too big i get no support and nothing stays in place and its still uncomfortable, none of it ever looks cute and nothing is comfortable and everything sucks like. im p sure i want a reduction. i dont want surgery and i dont wanna spend forever recovering but i want smaller tits and its not like i can lose weight and then theyll get smaller, they might but theyll still sag and itll be just as uncomfortable and id still need a surgery to remove excess skin i dont know how much itd cost or how much i can get covered either, and its not like i have 40-60k lying around. i cant even talk to a doctor about this until i move cus i just KNOW somhow mom or dad would find out and try to talk me out of it or insert themselves somehow and i just dont want them involved at all.
not to mention id need a new doctor to even talk about it cus my current one is a fucking bitch. after the stunt she pulled last time i saw her, the one where dad started hounding me then mom joined in and finally her and i wound up with her almost giving me a prescription for melatonin even though i did NOT ask for it AT ALL. and still not giving me antidepressants or anything i DID ask for. i just dont trust her and i dont want her involved and i just KNOW shell let my mom and dad know somehow if i do talk to her like. id need a new job and id need a new doctor and id need to move cus i do NOT want my mom or dad trying to help me when im recovering. i know its better to have help but theyre so fcking unhelpful, they never do what i actually ask and completeyly run me over and fuck me over by doing other shit which usually results in extra work for me. like. id b p much helpless i guess but it beats the alternative
anyways i try my best to love my body but my boobs have been a consistent issue for me and i hate how saggy they are and how different the sizes are and how they look and how big they are so. its an idea lol its no hurry either id need the money and to consider my options first and decide exactly what i want so i have sort of. an idea of what i need
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