#im so tirsd
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and if i deactivate then what
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trying my hardest to just remain afloat.... god I'm so fucking tired
#was texting my mom & we got on the topic of faith#& im including the text chain bc i want to remember it but its just so maddening#im trying so fucking hard#the hardest ive probably ever had#and nothing seems to be going my way despite how desperate i feel#just seems like im trying so hard to get blood from a stone when everyone blinks three times & theyve got three liters of the stuff#im so tirsd#but i cant even rest!! i dont have time!!! i need to make money!!!!#im so#so tired#exhausted#just this phase in my life is pure exhaustion#will there ever be a time when the fight is worth it#will the fight ever be worth it?#why bother? why struggle? why?#im so fucking tired#so fucjing tired#personal
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the anna is annaing
#dislyte#tjeres so much to post vut im so tirsd#take this stupid post#everytime i look at hwr i see a goat#or a deer#shes just very animal coded#anyways anna
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iam so sleepy
#🐻#can’t tell if im itty bitty or not#im just. so tired#ihate being tired like this……#i wnna. be alive again#haven’t felt alive sincei was on vyvvance#n that was Months ago now#nd i’ve. never felt alive before then#i don’t know. im tirsd#im tired of being tired#wanna lay in m boyfriends lap n stop rhinking about everythjng forevr#vent#kinda
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Genuinely how does one balance school and their other fun hobbies like ughhhhcjf :((
#i jusr wanna draw#and play games#but also do good in school#and when i want to do anythjng else#im just too tirsd to do angthing else#THIS IS SO DUMB UGHFH#latelf its been me venting on here too about school lmao
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They should invent a job where i get paid £2,000 an hour to sleep a full 10 hours and enjoy my hobbies
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Idisefintely. Am so ncjawjard. Bd sb ..... woajw im sk jrszh !!!!!!!!!!! H.hbbbb hi miceh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haveba hdaxache ... but jfs oka.!! And i mmmmmmmnnnm tirsd goodndingt
OH! you were typing words to me i am SO SORRY NIV. i thought we were keysmashing at eachother O_O hii niv hope ur headache goes away but yess it's probs from lack of sleep. night night!! ^o^ sleep good
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wowzer I had my exam today and I was struggling so hard cuz im so tirsd and like i just couldnt remember anything and I started crying cuz i was so tired and hungryyy which was so embarrassing n the teacher came over and sat by me and was like are u OK which just makes me cry MORE but he wrote down some things 2 try and steer me in the right direction and at first it just didn't mean Anytbing to me i eas like well i gues sim just braindead.. but the thing I rlly like about math is that if I just sit there long enough eventually it works out. cuz suddenly I realized what he was trying to get me to remember and then everything worked and It felt so awesome. Like literally yay
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ve gottdn to a poitnwehre im so tirsd thjjngs dont make snes
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ngl i wanted to draw more roy and drakson tonight but im SO tirsd im gonna sleep earlys goodnight chat
#i also wanred to draw moe and allan#ohhwwell#moe comes in exclusively to order chocolate milk and tell allan a bad dad joke#because allans smile is cute#“why did the hot dog marry his wife?”#“because she ahd great buns B)”
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i’m genuinely surprised there aren’t any angst prisma illya fics?? cuz u have kuro and iri, yk. that has potential for some sad things.
or that one thing abt miyu forgetting about illya GRRRR GRRRR WOOF WOOOF IM SO TIRSD IF HIDINF MG THIUGHTS
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You ever have those moments where you really wanna smoke or drink but you just can't.
Nothings stopping you but yourself.
You're just unmotivated.
You're unmotivated to smoke. Drink. Talk to people. Call people.. anything.. there's just no motivation anymore.
I feel so different from what I once was..
I feel nothing like myself.. I feel like a totally different person.. I don't know what's happened to me.. but I do know. I do know what's happened. And I don't know what to do and I don't know how to fix it.
I feel like the only way I can be fixed is if I just disappear..
Then I can't hurt anyone but myself. I don't want to hurt or confused people anymore. I'm confused myself.
I don't think I like anything about myself.
I just feel horrible. I just want to cry and tear myself apart. I feel like an idiot most days and I just. I don't even know.
Everything is getting so hard now.. I don't know if it's because of our even more shitter house or
i SWEAR I CANT THINK ANYMORE! I XANT I WANT TO CRY ALL THE FUCKING TIME I DONT FEEL SAFE ANYMORE I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO HOLD ME AND JUST LISTEN TO ME AND LL LISTEN TO EVERYTHING I NEDD TO SAY EVEN IF IT MAKES NO SENSE I JUST NEED SOMEONE IM TIRED IM SO FUCKING TIRSD I JUST WANNA GO HOME!!
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wosh i knew what other ppls secret is that draws strangers in and makes themcare about them from friends to fans alike
feels like thru my life i am juat not allowed such luxuries. somethkng most ppl are like "oh everyone has these things"
ywah nah, not me
sure i have a partner but calling him that and even calling hom my bedt friend means something completely different for me than likely, to you (perspn reading this)
for me it is literal. out of all the ppl who call themselves my friend, he is by definition of friend, the best at it.
anyone else who knows me who calls themselves my friend is just so fucking distant i can't comprehend thrt beyond literal acquaintance and aside from literally being used, how am i a friend?
im tirsd and not even gonna bother to fix the typos. does it matter rhdt i am drunk? since i type just as terribly when sober?
idc.
i just am so tired fo beingbused and tossed aside and treated like i have no right to be angry and being angry for myself all alone. i wish i had friends and ppl angry with and for me about what i go thru and deal with.
it's hard having fight for myself when i am the one at the brundth of all of this turmoil.
idk when the ladt time anyone even reached out to me to see how i am, i think i have always been the one.
i guess no one really does give a flying fuck about me.
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woke UP from the pain now i cant fall ASLEEP from the pain it is 8am on a weekend and i have been suffering. and im gonna be so tirsd todya
OWWWWW. OW OW WOWW WOWOOOWOOOW OWWWWWW
I HATE THISN FEELING
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#todsy is such s bad day#kisns keep wishinf i never woke ip today#im im reallt tired#i miss mt therapisr#i i miss mt friends#i donr wsnna be here anymore#j i resllt needsd therapt to to learn ebttsr be better and and#jusr feel okay#snd i i feel liks im fliudsrinf agakn#n it jusr makes me feel sick#im gettinf so upset#im jusr tryinf not not to lose mt head again#csuse m really close to#im so tirsd#jsur just gonns curl up in bed snd forget abour everythinf#i hsve skme books m gonnds read snd and#itll bs better later#ill forgett snd itll be okay
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I've literally been up since 5 this morning I've not slept in the afternoon no nothing
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