#im so sorry that was wayyyy longer than i thought

[midnightmah07]

Hello Mah! ♡

I'm actually so curious from your post on Trey that I just wanted to ask... if you were going to design Trey as a character, how would you make him look? ♡ (or, how would you want him to look?)

Thank you! ♡

OH MY GOODNESS I LOVE THIS QUESTIONNNNNN UHMMM I THINK—

Ok joking aside😭 I ACTUALLY MADE A DESIGN FOR MY VERSION OF TREY... SIMPLY BC THE IDEA OF REDESIGNING HIM WAS SOOOOO FUN

I will ramble a bit on my desicions, my inspirations and the personality traits that I changed/added since I also wanted to do something else with Trey's personality, sorry Sheepie I just think he's a tiiiiiiny bit boring to my taste💔

However!!! Before I go on and on I just want to say, this is NOT me hating on Trey by any means, while he might not be a character I'm excited about, I do understand that there are people (like our lovely Sheep here💙) who really love him and care for him just the way he is, and I'm happy for that!! I just did this because i thought it would be fun :)

Appearance!! (Ryu from Kimi ni Todoke, Kim Namjoon and Kurosawa from Choking on Love)

I wanted to change Trey's hair DESPERATELY because I personally don't like Trey's haircut, I don't think it looks very flattering on him💔 So! I gave him a buzz cut!! While I'm always saying I love how men look with longer hair, I absolutely adore buzz cuts, so I thought an easy fix would be giving him a haircut that I think would be flattering to him, taking inspiration from all of these but specifically Kurosawa, I even gave Trey an earring like Kurosawa lol

I like thinking my Trey is more muscular than canon Trey, maybe even a bit taller? He's just a bit more buff generally speaking, I think that adds a fun touch✨

I also wanted to make his face shape similar to Namjoon, I made it a bit rounder and I also gave him dimples, which I think would be such a cute little detail everytime he smiled (which isn't a lot so... Hehe) :]

His clothes didn't change much, but I took inspiration from how Ryu wears his uniform, so I got rid of Trey's tie, but kept the rest the same! Also, I changed the placement of the clover symbol because I didn't like it before, I kinda still don't but? I think it looks better on the corner of the forehead

Personality!!

Trey's personality is lovely yes but a bit bland to me... So I took a lot of inspiration from Kurosawa, Ryu and even Mori from Ouran and decided to make him more reserved, quiet even. My version of Trey is a guy who looks intimidating on the outside, he doesn't smile all that often and he usually doesn't speak much, but he's actually a really caring guy, and helped Yuu and the others bake that tart with no problem really, as he wanted peace in Heartslabyul to be back again

I like thinking that my version of Trey wouldn't be like that when he was a kid, but he became more quiet after what happened with Mrs. Roseheats. So, my Trey would've felt so guilty for the humiliation his parents and Riddle had gone through, that he started believing it wasn't worth speaking out anymore, so he simply stopped speaking much ever since that day, he became super obedient too, and that's also part of the reason why he let Riddle continue with his awful behavior

My version of Trey would still be great a baking, and it would be a surprise factor for a lot of people, since he doesn't look like the type of guy who'd bake, (in my head Deuce even confused him for a delinquent, which couldn't be farther from what my Trey actually is lol) I think it'd be a fun detail to add... Also, I'm so sorry, but I'm taking away the Trey liking tooth brushing as a hobby... LIKE IM SORRY WDYM. THAT IS NOT A HOBBY DUDE. WHAT😭😭😭 My Trey is still interested in this very niche thing, maybe he even wants to be a dentist instead of continuing on with the bakery, but it's nowhere near the same level... His hobby could simply be baking itself

Anyways!! I think that's it?? I'm sorry this is WAYYYY TOO MUCH SJDJSJSKSKSJS BUT I GOT SUPER EXCITED..... Sorry to have changed your man sm Sheepie😞

[muffinsin]

this is my first time requesting so im sorry if anything's out of order! >.<

i was wondering if i could request sfw + nsfw hcs for the sisters and a reader that's a failed experiment of mother Miranda? reader is kinda similar to Alcina, in the sense that they have a tail, wings, horns, slitted pupils, sharp teeth and all that stuff when transformed or half transformed.

no problem if you don't like the request or it's just not your thing, hope you have a good day!!

Hey hon! :) this took wayyyy longer to edit than I woulda liked, but at last, posted XD

For clarification and visualization, in my interpretation there is a human-like form, a halfway transformed state that is most like Alcina’s, and the fully transformed one that is similar to Alcina’s draconic form

Let’s get into it :)!🙌

Masterlists

Bela

Upon hearing a failed experiment of Mother Miranda would be handed to her, Bela was thrilled!

This was big for her!

Something from Mother Miranda!

It might just be her opportunity to prove her worth to the cult leader, despite Mother’s warnings not to get close and definitely not to catch the woman’s eye any more than necessary

Bela, despite being devoted to her mother, could simply not let this opportunity slip

Alas, she eagerly accepted, with the promise of finding out whether there was any use in you

Originally, that was all you were meant to be to her

An opportunity

A failed experiment

A pet, even

Alas, fate had different plans, as it seemed

Because in time Bela got more and more attached to you

Envy filled her heart whenever she even thought that, at some point, you belonged to anyone but her

She studied you not for Mother Miranda, but out of genuine interest and curiosity

And you let her

She never gave you reason to fear her, so long as you didn’t cause trouble

You know, Bela hates troublemakers, hates the issues and time- and the waste of such- that comes with them

Your demure nature was and remains refreshing to her

While you were first nothing but an experiment, you’re now a part of her universe

You’re her lover, and she’s utterly devoted to you, as you are to her

She studies you still, and works hard to help you manage your transformations

That being said, she’s also supportive of when you are transformed

She tends to your wings each and every evening, gently caresses them and massages even gentler

She ensures they don’t pain you and always takes such good care of you

At night, she likes to be wrapped up in them, inhaling the scent that is so uniquely you

Your wings are capable of shielding her against all, it feels, especially the cold

Often, she’ll take them over a blanket, claiming the heat is nice and she prefers their texture over the softness of the blankets

Though, they don’t claim the title of her favorite aspect of your inhuman appearance

No, this title belongs to your eyes only

Dark and with slit pupils, so beautifully unique

She likes staring into them as she holds you, her golden eyes meeting yours

During your transformation, she notices the slit pupils become more noticeable, as well as fine red lines that eventually seem to take over

She loves it, every bit of it

Another aspect of yours she likes plenty is your tail

Whether half or fully transformed, she finds it incredibly endearing

Especially when she scratches the base of it just right and it swings from side to side quickly

If you could, you’d likely purr happily as she does this

It’s your favorite thing in the world, and your reaction is her favorite thing

Often, you like to lay sprawled out on her bed, kneading happily at her pillows as she scratches at your tail

Your fangs are another thing she helps you with

Especially early on, you didn’t quite know how to care for them

Bela, having had sharp teeth all her life, helped you immensely

When feeling in a particular mood to coddle you, she’ll even brush your fangs for you

You’ve never had any trouble with your fangs, and enjoy it whenever she coddles you

With Bela by your side, you quickly regain the confidence lost after the countless experiments done on you

The two of you love to experiment together, but even work side by side

You’re trusted with important work that no other even catches a glimpse of

You support her, especially on the busy days that leave her drained

When time allows it, you like to set up dates

Usually this means sneaking food from the kitchens and setting up a small table at the castle’s gardens

Afterwards, you like to hold her close as the two of you fly up to the rooftops, gazing at the stars, the dark forest and the glimpses of the village

Should the weather allow it, the two of you often spend countless hours there

She appreciates the silence and isolation

You appreciate her

The two of you sleep curled in against one another, limbs and wings wrapped around each other, bodies held close

Whether as a form of foreplay or during sex, Bela likes it especially much when you lift her

She can’t explain it, really, or is maybe simply too shy to do so

The height and strength your transformation grants you is something that never fails to arouses her

It’s so rare someone is stronger than her, taller than her

She swoons and blushes furiously each time you lift her

Her favorite position is against the wall, with her pressed against it, the harder the better

Your fingers, deep in her and on her clit, your mouth on her sensitive nipples

Usually, you hold back in this position

She’s so adorably sensitive, she’d simply cum within a few minutes if you didn’t hold back

She’ll have her legs wrapped around you as you pump your fingers deep inside of her

And, of course, she’ll take it all

She’s always so eager to try to fit more, to feel the differences in your fingers and tongue between your transformed and humane form

You’re happy to indulge her

Though, Bela knows her ways of paying you back

Such as the absolutely delightful feeling of having her sit on the back of your thigh, her wet pussy pressed up against you, her fingers teasing the slit your wings emerge from

When you feel her tongue slide across them, you’re all but a twitching, whimpering mess below her

As she likes to play around with the size differences between your states, you’re often at the receiving end, too

While too tall to enjoy most things aside from licking and clawing in your fully transformed state, there is still the halfway transformed one…

Standing roughly at Alcina Dimitrescu’s height, you find your physique is especially fun to tease Bela with

In return, she’s happy to return the favor, going as far as to use her entire hand rather than just two fingers to give you pleasure

Sometimes, she’s in a kinkier mood

Then, she likes to playfully refer to your fully transformed state as her pet

Then she is effortlessly dominant, sexual and not

She has a way of making you feel wholly hers, as though she really did own you as one might a pet

That being said, you can easily turn the tables in your half-transformed state by exploiting some of the kinks you

Cassandra

Cassandra is thrilled when she hears news of your arrival at the castle

Already waiting down in the dungeons, it’s clear you’re now a mere present for her to play with

Before this, you only heard whispers of the castle and its inhabitants

Still, Cassandra was the one most villagers had rumored about

Some even went so far as to call her the lady of death itself

As such, when you were brought to the castle and heard she’d be the one in charge of you and your future, you figured just that would await you, too

Death, hopefully quick and painless, though all who know Cassandra Dimitrescu would know she doesn’t grant such deaths

When she finds you though, a different fate awaits you

From the moment she sets eyes on you, she’s struck with awe

Halfway transformed, you take up just about the entire space of your cell, even crouched down you seem uncomfortable and unable to move

To your surprise, she lets you out immediately, albeit shackled

She’s swarming around you immediately, as if investigating what you are

“You’re mine, now”, she says, and it remains true to this day

She’s eager to study you, though scowls at the thought of keeping you with the other prisoners

Unworthy, she thinks

Early on, Cassandra becomes incredibly possessive over you

You’re moved to her private area in the basements, ensuring that no other prisoners are able to lay as much as an eye on you

Not even her sisters are allowed to have a look for the longest of time

Sometimes, you’d hear them bicker, Cassandra and someone who had to be her younger sister, pleading her to see her “newest pet” too, claiming that she would “tell Mother” and “it isn’t fair!”

Alas, Cassandra’s words prove to be true

You’re hers, entirely so, especially early on

The cell you’re put it is large, spacious and fit for your transformed states

She feeds you regularly, experimenting with what you like

She allows you, despite all, to make your own choices, brings you the type of meat you enjoy most

She spoils you

And, in time, she trusts you, even, to a certain degree

Working with you almost day and night, too eager to take a break usually, she finds it easy to talk to you

Often, she’ll ramble while investigating parts of you

You always let her, never put up a fight

She hasn’t ever hurt you, unlike Mother Miranda

Yes, some of her experiments hurt, but never have you been unprepared for it

When she plans on inflicting pain on you, she’ll let you know and prepare you, ensure you have a good portion of meat at your side to help you gather your strength again

She always cleans your wounds after as she rambles excitedly about her findings

You take a liking to her

Then, one day, you invite her to touch you

An invite, something she has never quite received and never thought she would

Of course, she’s touched you before, yet that was always methodical, always in favor of her studies and experiments

Never has she been able to let her hands linger longer than they should, despite the clear indication that she so gladly would

You notice it all

To this day, her favorite parts of your physique remain your horns and wings

Of course, she accepts your invitation

She surprises you yet again, the sadist showing surprising gentleness when it comes to you

She removes her gloves for this, gently trails her fingers along your horns first

She rubs and squeezes a little, taps her fingertip against it, is careful her claw-like nails won’t scratch

She seems enhanced, calm, curious

In the many months spent together after arriving to the castle, you get to know her, get to trust her, feel her opening up to you slowly, her secret pet friend down in the basements

You think, you love her

Cassandra fears, she loves you too

Despite the terrifying thought of falling in love, Cassandra doesn’t struggle when one day, your hand gently cups her cheek

She knows what’s to come, sees it in your eyes

When her golden eyes glance down to your lips and back to your eyes, it’s an unspoken invitation

You’re the first to claim, yet she claims you wholly

You’re hers, as she has always said

Despite this, she originally doesn’t want to move you from your- admittedly beautiful, spacious and decorated- cage from the basements

Her secret lover

Her secret happiness

One none can reach, none can take from her

Eventually though, you are granted to see the rest of the castle, when she’s sure no one can take you, and you’re interested in no other

You’re staying with her, in her wing, though find- you usually spend your days and nights with Cassandra, anyway

You’re unused to being without her. She loves having you near

While you were the one to claim the first kiss, Cassandra makes a move towards something more, first

She couldn’t help herself, really

Fully transformed and hunting with her, her cheeks soon became flushed and her pussy soon burnt with want

You’re marvelous, tearing apart all prey and enemies in the forest

She fears you, ecstatically so, and she loves it

Of course, you aren’t unaware of just that

Upon returning to the castle- home- and managing to revert to your halfway transformed state, you’re eager to take the signs she has been throwing at you

In the days and months to come, you find Cassandra has a thing for your horns especially

Her favorite thing is to grab them, to hold onto them as she rides you hard and fast, until both of you see stars

She has quite the endurance and fully plans on exhausting you each time

She’s insatiable then, gripping tight and moaning loudly

You aren’t sure what it is about them, but whenever the two of you indulge in one another, her hands are on your horns

When feeling more dominant, you like displaying your strength and the natural advantages your transformation gives you

And Cassandra?

Given she’s in the right mood, she all but melts at it, soaking her underwear within moments of your displays, growing more and more desperate

Your favorite ways of displaying your strength and exploiting your abilities?

What get’s Cassandra the most when feeling submissive is to have your larger fingers wrap around both of her wrists

To restrain her and keep her in place, inflict such sweet pain on her, maybe even to lift her by her wrists

She loves the utter feeling of helplessness, ignoring how she could tear you in two if she chose to

Another thing you find amusing is to catch her with your tail

To wrap it around her midsection and arms, to restrain them against her hips and kiss her as you like

Sometimes, she indulges you

Daniela

Upon being handed over to the inhabitants of the castle, word of your arrival spreads quickly

Within a week or so you find countless other victims in the dungeons, all doomed to die in the end

And, of course, the mistresses of the castle

You first meet Lady Cassandra

Sadistic and harsh, but fair if you don’t rile her up and get on her bad side

Something you generally tend to avoid

Next, you meet Lady Bela

Although less sadistic than her younger sister, she’s by far more intimidating, you think

Her face is like a cool stone facade, never allowing you to share in her thoughts

She’s analytical, intelligent, and you feel oddly exposed around her

Like she’s always one step ahead, always knows your next move

You don’t like feeling like that

And then, lastly, the youngest of the sisters

Lady Daniela has certainly made an impression on you

The first thing of hers you see are the two, gold-green eyes shining in the darkness of the dungeon

As they approach, you’re able to make out a body, too

Curvy and less muscular than her older sister, and a little shorter than one of them

Not that you can truly tell the difference. In your transformed state, whether fully or halfway, they all are short in comparison

Maybe that’s why Daniela is so intrigued

She’s never seen anyone like you, save for one person

Her mother

And still, you’re different

Unique

Beautiful

While Cassandra is sickles and threats, Bela is glares and calculations, Daniela is all wide eyes and curious smiles

She stands at the bars of your cage, twirling her auburn hair around her finger and squirming slightly

If you didn’t know better, you’d say she’s smitten about you

Only are you not wrong

When Daniela sees you, she can’t help but think:

You must be hers

It must be fate that brought you here

Obviously, you have been waiting here for her

Of course, all others have died, all others have failed to make her truly happy. Of course, for she was waiting for you!

She finds you, and immediately seems to fall in love

She loves your eyes, unique in a way she has never seen before

Immediately her mind makes up scenarios of romantic sunsets, sitting in the grass and gazing into one another’s eyes

Her eyes trail up to your head

Confidently, she sticks her hand in the cage. She knows, her love would never hurt her!

Truly, you merely don’t move from her after having been at the receiving end of her sister’s display of strength. You’re sure Daniela shares this

However, no pain follows, as it had with Cassandra

Her fingertips, gloved, brush against your horns, from the sharp tips to the hard base, until they trace your forehead

Almost, lovingly

You jump when she swarms inside of your cell, but don’t move away

You can’t explain it, but you’re drawn to her…

Maybe, it’s that she’s the first to have shown you a kind and loving touch

Maybe, it’s her extraordinary beauty

You try not to entertain such thoughts, yet can’t quite help it

Whether they stem from you or the beast within you, thoughts of taking her arise fast

You smell her, standing this close to you, and want nothing more than to groan and inhale wildly, to search her neck for the source of her lovely perfume and place one claiming bite after another

You want to rip her clothing to shreds, to see whether her cute, curvy hips are sensitive, to see whether her skin is as soft as it looks, to see whether her auburn hair matches her pubic one, should she sport any

You’re depraved of human contact and now you have her this close, it’s difficult for you not to reach out and take her

Still, you manage to hold back from taking her, knowing it would lead to your demise

Whether Daniela is like the other two mistresses of the castle or not, you’re sure they would kill you in a gruesome way for defiling their little sister. In your dirty cage nonetheless

Instead, you lean into her touches, try to show her your gratitude

She coos, and your tail swings from side to side happily

She has a beautiful smile…

You notice, her flies buzz happily, too, until she seems to hear a noise in the distance you can’t quite pick up

Her head jerks to the side, her flies buzz less happily, and her hand rests on your shoulder instead

She pouts, excusing herself

She wishes she could have touched more…

While originally being assigned to Cassandra, the one in charge for all things regarding mutations, Daniela quickly speaks up

She begs, whines, pleads with Alcina, pouts and whimpers, bargains and shoots her most innocent of looks her mother’s way

She must simply have you!

And Alcina, much to Bela and Cassandra’s dismay, simply can’t say no to her daughters

As such, you’re squinting your eyes at the bright light when she leads you from the basement

Large as you are, you’re forced to bend under most doorways, often even walk sideways to fit your wings through the doors

Your neck itches, your fingers twitching with the desire to rip the collar and leash she’s placed on you from your throat

You know, it’s a safety measure

And you want to earn her trust

Still, you can’t help but fidget

Eventually, Daniela decides to allow you to fly up to the room instead

With her swarming by your side, you can’t help but want for this moment to never come to an end

It’s been ages since you got to stretch out your wings this way

Daniela’s room is at the top of the castle, underneath one of the highest rooftops

The sight is breathtaking

And it seems, she is just as lost in the moment as you

You don’t notice when, but suddenly find her hugging herself to you, swarming halfway to keep herself in the air, while her hands are set on your shoulders

In the air, out of sight and away from all others, you allow yourself a moment of peace and wrap your arms around her, too

From then on the two of you only get closer and closer

You stay in her room with her, curled up in bed each night, reading, hunting and exploring during the day

The two of you love to race through the sky, your wings a surprising match for her quick flies

When fully transformed, Daniela loves to curl on top of you like a lazy cat, sleeping peacefully

When you fly out like this, she’ll be settled on top of you, reaching up to feel the cold, wet clouds against her fingertips for but a moment

The two of you never quite define your relationship at first, going so far as so kiss and cuddle naturally until you pop the question and ask her to be yours, forever

She’s adorably confused, having thought you were in a relationship already

Still, she’s happy to be claimed as yours, officially

Daniela and you are- experimental- to say at the least

No matter what form you’re in, when hunger strikes you, she’s happy to give herself to you

This way she often finds herself between your legs when in your human form,-

Drinking up all you offer her, her lips wet and cheeks flushed, her nipples hard and pussy leaking

lifted in the air and filled when you’re halfway transformed,-

her sharp nails digging into you, your tail spreading her leg apart and to the side for easier access

Her cute moans when your larger fingers reach deep into her, your coos a promise that more is to come

and licked by a large tongue when fully transformed

How adorably she squirms for you, one of the large paw-like claws pressed over her arm and stomach to keep her perfectly trapped in place for you

While having difficulty talking sometimes in this form, you love teasing her about her cute noises afterwards

Especially when you’re bold enough to lick all her body and even push your tongue inside. As much as her tall, but somewhat petite body allows, anyway

[jaclynngyn]

Day 3 - 2024/04/18

okok today i passed out around i dont even know what time bruh like 3-4am??? idk but i woke up for class around 10, and then omg i got sm more work done than i thought ALSO i got to see amy and iya today so im happy w that anyways i ate with nikki today (sorry my msg might be longish today) BUT nikki SHORTENED our meeting HAHA but understandable.... but either way she's so silly like i love her sm all her stories are so "for the plot" idk like i literally told her that everytime she makes a decision LMAO it's like she spins a wheel and just goes with it ANYWAYS i loved lunch w her and hopefully we can get chikfila next time... but then i also had dinner w ash AHH her ass was late!! jkjk ms. ash if u read this ily mwah anyways CONVOS ARE SO FUN W HERR like i feel like im talking to ppl from home when im w her its so fun and she literally feels like a best friend from home ahh im trying not to make this long but to shorten I WILL HANG OUT W ASH AGAIN IDC AND FOR WAYYYY LONGER anyways day ended w social and i felt like i got to actually know sm more ppl even tho they lowkey scared the shit out of me at first but day was 9/10 LIKEEE hw goals were not as accomplished but i felt like i did smmmm today HW STARTS TMR IDC [23:27]

[dunmertwink]

Ok so! Powers out here and i have nothing to do by dim candlelight but think! And now Im wishing i put more thought into this answer! Sorry @cyborgsurprise lol.

Im sitting here thinking a better answer is that Kestrel just wants to be remembered as Kestrel.

Not his deadname and the minor fame he had under that life in Baldur's Gate. He is no longer the "Siren of the Wide." No longer "Zamura Iscaron, street urchin." He is Kestrel Everdusk, a man as he has always seen himself (he is trans, btw). He never really experienced dysphoria but he never felt quite at home in his body, either. It was more about the way other people saw him rather than how he saw himself. And thats just it - he wants people to see him, not her.

And again, the origin story of the lute is in the works! It's taking some time now that the powers out and id rather not drain my tablet's battery with no way to charge it back up!

Anyway! This is my final answer lol and a wayyyy more in-depth look into my oc! Thanks for coming to my TED talk.

63 for the tag ask game? 👀

63. What does your Tav want to be remembered by?

Kestrel has always been obsessed with music and stories (as any bard in their right mind would be). So he would want his stories and songs remembered above all else! Im actually making a comic of how he stole acquired his lute! So look out for that!

Thanks for the ask! 🤗🤗🤗

[woozisnoots]

Hello! I found you by chance and just wanted to say that your writing and organization nd while vibe is inspiring for me. I've been writing for a little over a decade and barely had the courage to post my stories online and when I do, the lack of response makes me doubt myself and I end up deleting it all after a few months. Seeing your work and behavior makes me want to try again, and if the svt ff community is alive, maybe I'll try my luck. I'll take any advice youve got! Stay strong and safe.

hi anon!!! i’m so sorry this took such a long while to get to :( i really wanted to give you a well, thoughtout response bc trust me, this was me when i first started to post and i just wanted to find the right words to say 🥺

omg wait but FIRST OFF i wanted to say thank you so much for your sweet words!! i literally fell down my staircase reading your msg bc i was so jittery like akskgjska I INSPIRED YOU?? ME? anon, i am puddy in your arms, you have my entire heart 🤧♥️

(but anyways) honestly, i’m still fairly new to the carat writing community here, but these pieces of advice really helped me when i first started! it’s not a whole lot but i would love to share in hopes that it might help you as much as it did for me!

don’t worry so much over numbers. its so easy to get sucked up, worrying over how many notes one piece gets versus another. but that, by no means, does not define the value, effort, and hard work that you put into your writing! you should be proud with whatever you put out ✨

write what YOU want. THE BIGGEST TAKEAWAY, LITERALLY THE BEST ADVICE ANYONE HAS GIVEN ME. it doesn’t matter if something’s already been done, if you’re writing for a less popular member. someone out there is going to eat it up and love it, and better yet, YOU are gonna love it even more. lemme tell ya, the very first fake texts post i made, i was just messing around with the app. i liked it, it did fairly well. but then i made an even b e t t e r post with boo seungkwan that i LOVED and that one didn’t do so hot :/ but ykw, it still stands bc i absolutely love looking back at it and admiring my own work 🌺☺️

this might be a little far-fetched and i know a lot of writers don’t necessarily do this buuuut— interact with other writers AND your readers. writers crave interaction. or at least i do 🤪 if you love someone’s work, tell them about it! if you notice someone constantly liking the work you put out, give them a quick ⭐️thank you for reading⭐️ via dm, anon, anything! i am guilty of doing both 😌 honestly if i hadn’t reached out to some of my favorite writers and freely asked for advice or even asked for their opinions on fic ideas, i would have never had the courage to even pick up a pen / type a single word on my computer. i’ve made so many writer friends who continue to support and encourage me, push my every single day to write and all i did was say ‘hi! how are you? 😊’

ahhh this wasn’t a whole lot but hopefully you got at least one helpful thing from my word vomit that i call advice ;-; but hey! you’ve been writing for over a decade?! that’s crazy!! your work deserves to see the light of day bc i bet they’re absolutely amazing. and by the end, if you do end up posting, i would love to read it!! sending you all the luck and love !! 🌸💞💗

[bratkook]

Omg I’m so late sorry today was super busy 😭 this ✨special thought✨ was inspired by the last anons Switch Up Jungkook thought. So it’s like he just finished a show and he’s all sweaty with muscles bulging, tattoos on full display literally just sex on legs. Of course watching him OC is super turned on and definitely thinks she’s getting railed once they get to one of their places BUT they decide to drink first to celebrate a successful show. Now I’m imagining jungkook drinks too much and OC is holding him up when they get back home and has the wonderful thought of taking a shower together because a) he’s sweaty as fuck and b) it’ll help sober both of them up so they can get down and dirty with minimal injuries. While the shower did sober him up OC failed to take into account that he is at the level of drunk where he is a cuddle bear. So instead of getting railed into next week Jungkook is on top of her with his face in her tits giggling and shit about how she’s comfy (this was wayyyy longer than I thought I’m so sorry but I hope you enjoy❤️) (also how are you feeling now?)

LMAOO WAIT THIS IS SO CUTE!! like honestly..she should have known no one was getting railed when jungkook refused to let go of oc’s hand in the shower claiming its because he didn’t want her to be too far, or when he had gone ahead and used some of her face wash and then her deep conditioner on himself because they smell so good. and at that point she’s just too busy giving him heart eyes too care about not getting fucked into next week, and she’ll gladly take drunk cuddly jungkook nuzzling his face into her tits and drunkenly babbling about how pretty she looked at his show, and how much he loves her anyday.

& no worries!! i love long asks hehe (and honestly im not doing too much better today but i have hopes it’ll pass soon enough🖤)

[moonlightjeno]

swashbuckle and islands

a/n : this boy will be the death of me i love him so much. excuse my horrible grammar. my fav gif, and has nothing to do with the story lol but enjoyyy

genre : angst + fluff

pairing : readerxjeno & readerxmark

word count : 2.6k

okay,

okie, be ready for this mess

and excuse any non spaced words my space bar isn’t working properly

cool so your from an island

which imma call Skye bc i can

now your mum is originally from Skye, and had like second cousins of a cousin or whatever to throne but she married you father who was from the mainland 

which is a big no no but at the time she didn’t care bc she was so in love

skip forward a couple of years and the father is a complete ass

doesn’t work or really do much except order your mum around

anyone who has a wonderful father or really good parents im sorry don’t attack me this is for the story

:)

so, mum has had you and your older brother, whom your brother continues to admire your father bc he really just wants love and is hella lost in this mess of a world

Moving on

you used to have a really good relationship with your father until he changed.

cheated on your mother, and would blame it on you mum

in response you really just tried to help you mum get through this mess

big big mess

your brother, at the beginning helped and tried to calm your father  

boy kinda gave up, hela understandable

and left to the mainland to study medicine

wooot go him

but you were devastated because you were now alone 

now bc your brother has left your father has really worsened and blocks your freedom more and more

The point where you were literally only allowed to like go to school, work in the fields and be a servant

sksksk 

now remember how your mum was like the second cousin or smth to the royal crown?

Twas was importanttt

that managed to get you a study abroad year in london, 

queue your best friend mark entering

this boy showed you what freedom was and felt like for the first time since your father went off rails

iss been like a good 13 years and you're like 16 ??

I digress

mark literally made you feel more yourself because of his natural outgoing and easy behavior

It really was pretty amazing

And then the hiding and going out late at night was over

It was back to no friends, working at the field

sad life tbh

I must note, that because mark lived in canada bc why tf not 

y’all couldn’t really communicate

this is set when pirates where a thing, think of pirates of the caribbean 

I love those movies 

okie, progress two years 

of you thanks to you mum’s second cousin related human lol

you became friends with the cousins friends daughter 

y’all really had known each other since they were smol 

but hadn’t really been friends, bc the girl was pretty quite and a beaut

even her own father treated her better than she treated her own daughter

smh, ik this is a cliche live with it

but overall she was a really good person and kinda managed to sneak you around the island when you weren't on “duty” for your father

though its not that you didn’t like working in the fields bc you loved helping out with the animals and occasionally give food to those who were less fortunate than you and really couldn’t afford it

being a trooper, that you are you often told your friend idk wanna give her a name so y’all could come up with one if it were up to me it would be lilith about what you would see around the island and how the country was pretty not doing a okay

she would listen and talk about her own problems and how she wished she could travel and paint everything 

Bonding over traveling yep yeo

one day, you were supposed to work in the fields as you tend to have to do to the cows, and sheep and horses, while picking up the apples? from the trees ??

Idk i don’t farm

either wayyyy

you had finished your tasks early, and had struggled, and i mean stRuGgLed to get away from your father

he was in one of his moods today, shouting at everyone and refusing to admit he needed help

it was a constant reminder of every bad thing every failure that could happen in your life every thing you didn’t want for yourself or your mum who had slowly been getting sick and y’all had some money that could have helped her but your father thought that she deserved the illness

and i quote he said “everything happens for a reason child, if your mother had treated me and had been a good person this wouldn’t have happened to her, but alas some people deserve what they get”

skskskks 

he continued to say how “i on the other hand, have been a good man all my life, have always helped others so i don’t get sick”

this man i swear to god this has actually happened help

being very much done with your father who you really wished would just disappear and leave you and your mom who no longer lived with you but now lived with lilith to be

you had thought of running away for a very long time, though never knew how to get off the island it seemed impossible

sure you knew how to fight, somewhat by watching the guards and the little training mark you had taught your two years ago. 

missing mark hours but it wouldn’t compare to the guards of the royals who would never aid you

and even if they had, you had never learned how to sail which was ironic as the island you lived in wasn’t very large. Your only method of transportation has been your legs and your families faithful horse lethian ?? who really was your favorite out of all the animals 

running away from the trapped life had always felt like a dream, one that you had lived for for the small year in london with mark

you thought about running away again, the idea of sneaking into a trading boat slowly forming in your mind

you could take her your mum and lilith and travel the world go to london again and paris and canada and re-unite with the friend you missed the most

a smile had formed on your previous grim face, the dream something you held onto until your eyes opened and smoke covered the sky

a ringing began in your ears and you tried to stop it, your hands covering your ears in an attempt to stop the noise but the ringing only got stronger

the sky was black, shots were heard were the village people yelled in panic

you looked out towards the sea and could see the outline of a ship

a very large ship

oh shit 

a pirate ship

the flag blew proudly in the boat and from where you stood the bone white skull that contrasted against the black around it was made visible everytime the wind blew 

you gasped, everything anyone had told you about pirates were that they weren’t to be trusted

they were ruthless and would do nothing to stop from getting what they wanted

the stories you'd heard all came to the same conclusion you see the flag you run in the other direction

you pace quickened and in small time you were running towards the blazing village now up in smokes fire and fog covering the bakery, and fields

the school that had taught you the basics of reading and writing until girls weren’t allowed to attend was a blaze royal guards their black and purple uniforms waved their hands around and pointed their too heavy too unbalanced swords not being of much use

mom 

she should be safe

safe with lilith you thought, looking back towards were the small castle stood its bold flag still flying proudly in the grey and black sky

safe , shes safe you keep telling yourself a constant buzz that you repeated over and over to yourself in order to continue moving towards the castle walls

you only lasted a solid five minutes before the guards were holding the civilians back

you sighed angry these idiots being more preoccupied with holding back the citizens who were trying to get to safety behind the castle walls than actually dealing with the threat at hand

who hired them really??

being the stubborn human you are you decided to head towards the back entrance as yuo saw a flash of blonde hair headin towards the back gate of the castle 

oh no was your immediate thought their gonna get to lilith and mum

all the guards had been directed out of castle except a few that had stayed inside to keep the royal fam safe the infirmary had been left unguarded

you looked around trying to look for a familiar face, a familiar guard who youd seen at a practice lilith had dragged you too she had said it was too “admire suitors” you had shaken your head and laughed 

you had no interest in tying yourself to a man that would treat you like something to throw around but you let her revel in her fantasies 

no familiar face was found so you turned and ran towards the blonde head you had seen walk towards the back entrance grabbing a sword from one of the dead guards 

your cursed the clothes women were given making it impossible to run in impossible to fight in 

the blonde boy turned around at your approach, he was young you noticed

probably your age, his grin was deviant and his eyes were mocking as she approached 

“please” you tried “don’t hurt hurt anyone else” 

the boy looked at you with a puzzled look at laughed, slashing away at the thorns and vines that encircled the back door to the castle as he found the lock and tried to break it open

you got closer, looking at the broken glass bottles that littered the floor and torches that lit up the fogged street 

the boy was too busy with the look to realize the girl that had come behind him and hit him in the back of the head with the swords dull pommel the boy let put a yelp before collapsing at your feet

your small victory lasted a small time and before you noticed the boy you had tied with the thorns and vines from the door, which continued to be locked 

your mum and lilith as far as you knew safe

began to stir and as his eyes opened another boy appeared at the end of the alley

his hair seemed to be part of the night sky, falling over his dark eyes. 

“mark!” the black haired boy cried, his hand at his scimitar pointed directed towards you his other hand had managed to slip a dagger out of god knows where and sliced mark’s binds

mark the name sent a shock through you and you took a closer look at the young boy whose eyes were now wide open no anger shown

 but instead amusement and the joyous spark you had once known

he looked so different 

the black haired boy still had a sword at your throat and you swallowed briefly 

“mark?” you gasped feeling the tip of the sword against your neck a small movement and it would nick your skin, blood would swell

‘Mark’ looked at you again and laughed, 

the black haired boy looked confused “let her go jeno” 

jeno was like ‘excuse me ? she knocked you unconscious no i'm not doing that’ he didn't say it but mark understood and laughed again this time it was more mischievous a feral grin adorned his features

“let her go, she’s coming with us” jeno and you were both like huh? has this boy gone mad?

probably letss be realll

“umm no im not” you snapped at the boy you once knew, you glared at jeno who had regrettably removed his sword away from your neck but had placed the dagger threateningly close to your back ashe forced you to move along

you didn’t get an answer from mark who still seemed very entertained by the whole situation

he had changed so much since you’d last seen him *sigh*

you three walked back towards the village and you hadn’t realized how the screams of pain and fear were no longer heard

more than a few guards littered the floors and you tried not to gasp as jeno forcefully continued to move you towards the sea its waters black 

the walk to the pirate boat seemed to last ages, the sun had begun to set in the sky casting dark purple and red shadows above the black water that didn’t reflect any light. It broke your heart to see the usually clear water be black, the animals that lived in the waters probably struggling to survive.

when you finally arrived, the panic began to settle in again. you didn’t know if your mum and lilith were safe, you didn’t know what would happen and the boy you knew two years ago had changed so much that you could no longer read what he was thinking 

the ship loomed in front of you, you hear the small buzz of chatter from the ship and laughter

why was there laughter in such a horrible place ??

“Come on” mark said, already walking getting onto the ship, not looking back at the mess they had left behind

You no longer felt the sharp prick of a dagger or sword at your back, but instead it had been replaced by a strong hand guiding you towards the ship

the contact startled you, and you straightened and continued to walk forward the ship only a few feet away, you still held onto the rock that you had hit mark with, your sword taken away by jeno

you forced your feet to stop moving, because one more step and you’d be on the pirate’s boat, and ducked, and made a weak attempt at attacking the black haired boy behind you hitting him with the small rock you had on the leg

you begin to move away from the boat. The victory lasted a solid second before jeno had his arms around you, pinning your hands behind your back. No longer smiling, or understanding in his dark eyes. you glared at him and then at mark who had finally turned around, a sort of sadness passed over his features before he spoke

“you can’t run away y/n” he said calmly. “remember in london? when you dream about running away, leaving this island and  exploring the world? away from your father?”

his words shocked you, but you didn’t want to leave your mum she had no one else 

“i can’t just leave mark !! my mum, she’s still there and i can’t just leave her with father” a look of recognition and understanding flitted through jeno’s face and reflected in mark

“i know, i know but if you stay here and go back” the boy shook his head, the dark of the night making his blonde hair a dull light in the fog, 

you knew, that in many ways he was right. if you did go back the villagers had seen you with the pirates, being taken by them as the village had burned down and you weren't scared. the worst scenario would be that if you did go back they would imprison you, ask you for information 

hurt mum, hurt lilith even is she was part of the royals

you felt the tears well up in your eyes, and refused to let them fall

“we aren’t all that bad” peeped jeno’s voice who had softened again, until you looked at him and his gaze hardened

you forced yourself a small smile, and placed your foot on the board of the boat 

“Let’s go swashbucklers” you said, 

after all, the stories you’d heard had come from your father, and all his stories were a lie.

a/n : i hope y’all enjoyed that. ik there wasn't much jeno lol but i’m planning on king this a series if you want? send me an ask, if you do! either way, 

peace out luvs,

stay safe

[justsomevoltronstuff]

Here me out, what if in a normal au Voltron team are at school, they are normal students. Now it don't seem exciting, but think about all of the possibilities. Pidge is a wizard in technology class, Lance is a class clown, Hunk is wonderful at cooking class, Keith is good at mechanics class (So hot) and Shiro is a teacher, possibly history, and Coran is a language teacher, Allura is super smart in math and a cheerleader. And the reader might be going through some tough times so she gets help.

alrightalrightalright, I honestly can’t tell if this an ask for an imagine or headcanons or scenario or something, if it is pop back in because I would be absolutely thrilled to write it, BUT; lemme tell y’all, High School AU Voltron is👏my👏absolute👏

Shit

like deadass hit me with this any day and I’m a goner homie

I like to think they’re all friends but lbr they didn’t know each other at all until reader came into play, like they’ve probably heard of each other because high school isn’t that big and it’s hard to miss people that people talk about, but they for the most part never truly interacted before.

but then ta-da!! enters you and you’ve got your hands dipped in everything and drag them all into this super strange friend group none of them expect honestly.

Pidge is defo the schools prodigy in science and tech classes, she just absolutely excells, like she went into school being a very typical ‘every knew and loved my brother’ case and then just went full blown off and became Pidge instead of Matt Holts sister Katie (Pidge is her nickname). Lance, loverboy lance, light of my life, absolute Bi-con (bisexual icon) in school, but also high key just that kid (you know the one) and you can’t help but love him and hate him at the same time. (flirts with absolutely everyone). okokok EVERYONE knows Hunk, he’s absolutely the schools pride and joy, defo the type that doesn’t know he’s popular, just determined to be kind to everyone, people always wanna be his home-ec/cooking class partner bc he’s just such a great person to be around and is an amazing chef which means free samples and guaranteed A+. ASDFGHJKL EXCUSE ME?!?! YOU COME INTO M Y HOUSE; AND YOU DO T H I S?!?! HELLO WHY HAS NO ONE EVER INTRODUCED ME TO THIS CONCEPT BEFORE?!?! WHY IS THIS THE FIRST IM HEARING ABOUT MECHANIC KEITH OMFG EYE- ........fuck yes. 1029483926942084 times YES mechanic Keith officially has my HEART. loverboy lance, you’ve done me well love, but you’re getting booted I’m afraid, my heart now belongs to mechanic Keith. Period. This has absolutely everything to with the fact I’m a total grease monkey and love working on cars and motorcycles and all that jazz and plan on getting a job in a shop once all this jazz is over with. That’s all I have on that topic. Shiro is everyones absolute favorite teacher because he such a fucking mood. 100% the relatable teacher that tries so hard to keep classes on track and actually is interesting and teaches well. Knows everyone learns differently and tries his best to help everyone in ways that would actually be helpful. Assigns homework that doesn’t take hours to finish when he does assign homework. Coran is the funniest teacher in the whole school and assigns the weirdest fuckin homework but there’s never a dull moment in his class. Allura is defo the nicest cheerleader ever and does not believe in stereotypes at all. Also a mathlete.

This is WAYYYY longer than I thought it’d be I’m so sorry but I could go on for hours on this AU (or any really I love AUs sm y’all)

~Rori💜

[studylustre]

(matcha latte anon🍵) hello carol!! first up, i wanna tell you that i love reading through your posts alot!! especially the soft boy™, it's so cute!!! >u

matcha latte (!!!) and the second time i met him (which was 2 weeks after), he remembered my order which was really nice and unexpected. also, i was with my friend that day, and i offered some yam chips (in a container) to another female collegue (since i am more used to seeing her, and also because i’m kinda shy to give him). he came to the table and gave back my container, and had a very small talk, in which he offered us drinks/ice cream but we declined. after my friend left, i continued studying and suddenly, he came to collect my cup which i was going to say thank you, but to my surprise, he placed another new cup of matchalatte for me!! i was shocked and didn’t know what to do so i just mouthed a thank you to him. at this point, my heart is already melting, considering this is the first time anyone has offered me a drink like this. we also said bye when he left. our third encounter: the next day, in which he came but i don’t think he had work. he sat at the chair in front of my table, but i was so HORRIBLY SHY that i didn’t look up that much. i have no idea if he was looking at me or not but it remained like this for about (more than) 5 minutes long?? after that, he went to stand near my table and said “no matcha latte today?” so i replied “yea mocha today” !!!! but we were interrupted by the female collegue who said “haha you talking to customer ah” *in chinese* but in like a jokingly manner. then i think the situation got shy and he said no in chinese once again and then we bid farewell :c. it was such good memories and i never met him after that, and i thought i never will. the only info i had about him was that he’s a year older than me. i think i’m a person who falls in love quite easily haha, so i couldn’t stop thinking about it for quite a while. fast forward to jun 14, i signed up for a school camp (i usually don’t go to camps) with 2 of my friends. it was a camp with 5 different schools. as time passed on during the first day,i couldn’t help but notice this guy felt familiar?? i kept noticing the way he talked, the way he walked, and it hinted me that it mIGHT be him ?? (i’m not very good at remembering faces, and also his hair is also wayyyy longer than before) during that night, i was talking to my friend about how i had a feeling that it was him, but i don’t know if i really want to know if it’s him (bc he seemed close to this girl, and my self-esteem is quite low :c). but i decided that i should just ask him. during the next day, i didn’t see him around often, but i couldn’t quite find the courage to ask him, and i don’t really want to do it infront of my friends. when the camp was nearing to an end, i almost thought i won’t ask him, but man i just went with it, go up to him and awkwardly goes like “wait, did u work in a cafe before?” he seemed hesistant so i thought i got the wrong guy, but NO! IT WAS REALLY HIM! aaaa but we got interrupted again, and one person asked if we were cousins LOL.we didn’t manage to talk alot, but found out we’re in the same school??? but he’s year 3 while i’m year 2. once again, i was really amazed to meet him again such circumstances, and that we were in the same school all along?? i thought i would meet him sometime soon,,, but turns out i was wrong.. i didn’t have any contact of him and once again, as time goes by, i didn’t think much about him again. fast forward early to end jul-early aug, i signed up for a japan uni talk (once again, not something i usually go for but somehow did). on that day, i was thinking about how long i’ve never met café guy but was happy cause i’m over it. but life decides to (idek what life is trying to do to me) bring him back into the picture again! i was waiting for my friend when i suddenly saw this familiar looking guy, i only saw him walking two steps (he’s blocked by a pillar) and i had a gut feeling that it might be him. but this time he was wearing glasses and his hair is short now. after seem peaking around here and there, it turns out it really was him??!?! at that point of time, i was very shy and awkward, it was hard for me to say hi or anything, i was just freaking out. to sum up that day, i basically didn’t manage to say hi to him (regrets :cc). but my friend, managed to find a mutual friend of both of us’s instagram. i went to follow him and found café’s guy instagram eventually!! to sum up, i eventually used my main account to follow him, in which he followed back ( that was like almost a 3 day process uwu). also, i dropped huge hints to lowkey scream *i’m the matcha latte i hope u remember me!!!* aaaa he dm-ed me and ask if im the matcha latte girl!!! we talked abit (not alot really) and (yesterday) he said he’s working but at another chain of the café (which is about 3 mins walking distance to the café i met him & usually go to). he asked what time i was leaving, and since i was meeting my friend, i said around late 5 to 6. he then said his break was only at 6plus, so i thought maybe i can wait a little longer to catch him (but i was a little afraid to meet him as well haha) i was going to pack my bag when he came!!! he immediately came to my table and talked to me!!! but my friend called me so i had to pick up, when it ended, he came back to my table again and we talked for about 20mins?? it was nice talking to him (some context: my mind usually goes blank when making conversations with people!!! >u

hi angel!! sorry for the late reply - i saw ur ask a little while ago but bc i didn’t have my laptop (it was off for repairs) i couldn’t reply :(( anyway, it sounds like ur both mutually interested in each other!! i think u should go for it. i mean, from what i can tell, it sounds like u kinda like this guy (u seem rly excited whenever u catch glimpses of him and idk i feel like he definitely made a big impression on u bc why else would u a) remember all your interactions b) get so excited about seeing him time and time again and c) bother to tell me all this, right? ✨) like it just seems like u both have interest in each other but are too shy to make a move. i think u should go for it bc u’ve already nearly lost him several times now - u only get so many chances and i feel like u might regret it if u don’t do anything and just let this opportunity slide… also i think u might be overthinking it - you may be different people, yes, but that’s not necessarily a bad thing?? also u guys don’t really know each other all that well yet so it’s really too soon to be worrying so much, just try to take the time to get to know each other better and then see how things go once u have a better grasp on who he is etc. u have nothing to lose from giving it a shot, especially since u already hope for it to work out, so why hold urself back and deprive urself of something that could potentially make u a really happy? everyone’s scared of things and it’s natural to be scared of something like this, but it would be a shame to let that fear hold u back from something that could be really great

[baekhvuns]

Bro okay. This might be tmi idk. But today I had a meltdown cause I was trying to take a test at my university’s library and 10 min in, this group of people came and started talking over each other and playing music very loudly. And I couldn’t leave cause the test was timed. And I got SO mad. I left as soon as the test was over and had a mini breakdown in my dorm. But I felt immediately better in a quiet area. (My bad for thinking I could take a test at the library. I’m fairly certain I missed at least 5 questions cause I couldn’t concentrate.)

All that to say, it’s got me thinking if I have ADHD. I’ve been thinking about it for a few weeks, I just haven’t made steps to getting diagnosed yet. Like I’m not 100% convinced I have it, but something’s up. Cause this is not the first meltdown I’ve had from too much sound stimulation and feeling helpless that I can’t focus. So I made a list of ALL the incidents in my life that could be linked to ADHD (or something else.) Boy, the list is wayyyy longer than I thought. And imma be pissed if I am neurodivergent and should’ve had test accommodations growing up.

So idk. I don’t really feel comfortable telling anyone irl about it until I actually see a doctor. Could be nothing. But we’ll see. Not really sure who to go to with shitty American health care.

-🤗

omg hello anon!! hope ur feeling better now and your test went good 😭😭😭 learnt it the hard way but library iS never a good idea to study in no matter how inciting it looks 😭😭😭 the vibe of staying home in ur comfort sounds more >>>> “but somethings up” DBWKDHWKDHWKDH

BESTIE !!! i hope ur school provides u with like counselling? or pet therapies? bc even if the healthcare is terrible maybe those will help,, bc sometimes a stranger helps more than others 😭😭😭 man im so sorry u had to go thru that idk why ppl do this full well kNOWING ITS FINALS WEEKS 😭😭😭 i wish u were at my uni atm they have those facilities and it’s truly so calming 😭😭😭😭 if only i could teleport u there and dbdbdbdb

ofc u should visit a doctor first before telling others!!! i hope there are facilities found,, i think there’s an app that gets u with connected with a instant doctor or but then again can’t guarantee those either,,, i do rly hope u find the peripher care!! u can always send in an ask or pm if u need to talk to someone!! 💓💓

[apocahipster]

here’s just some author’s notes for the huge taz fic i finished today

you can read it here if you want

https://archiveofourown.org/works/13468608/chapters/30877473

Author’s notes,, i haven’t proofed these so, apologies ;000

 Wow. Huge. This is literally the biggest thing ive ever written to completion. I had the whole fic planned before I uploaded the first chapter, and to accentuate the planning I had a 100+ page document of notes and also had an excel sheet which looked like this:

(the yellow on the left means summer, and blue when it was winter. The second column is day of the year, third important dates. On the right is the events which I highlighted yellow as I wrote them)

and like this

Its also the first fic I decided to upload as I wrote each chapter because I knew it would take about a year to complete. I wanted fan support (which I got and loved <3 ) and I didn’t want to sit on the whole thing and constantly re-write it and end up hating it and never publishing it.

So the way this fic began is I was listening to TAZ balance for the first time and as I different scenes or dialogue occurred I started taking notes on my phone for how they would translate to a high school setting. This whole thing started around the time I was at crystal kingdom and ironically, that’s were im up to in my relisten at the time of publishing the last chapter.

The other, very original, formative idea for the fic was this:

Magnus beats up kids who are homophobic to Taako as a way to cover for the fact that he is also bi // Thinks he’s straight and overly supportive of his gay friends

 Similarly, in the original idea, it was going to be Julia who had died, not magnus’ dad. There was a really depressing scene where magnus spent the day with Julia’s parents.

Another formative idea was,

My name is Taako, you know, from Instagram.

And I suppose in the end this was the most impactful because I decided that I personally specialise in writing comedy based things. I wanted this to be a light-hearted fun fic.

In the original fiction, Travis and the other McElroys show regret that Magnus’ story is formed around the death of a woman (Julia). Similarly in sensitivity to the McElroy’s personal background I decided that this was not the right thing to write about. But I also wanted this story to be a magnus emotional journey. By choosing his dad as the character who had died I could keep many things planned such as magnus’ one year gap, Fischer as a therapy fish, Magnus’ aggression etc.

My favourite TAZ character is magnus, if that wasn’t obvious. But ironically, I feel like of all the characters his dialogue is the most OOC. While I tried to keep his thought-logic and actions to Magnus I don’t feel like magnus would say 99% of what my magnus did. Conversely Taako seemed like one of those characters who would be hard to pinpoint but I actually found him easiest to write.

Taako’s magic stone which ultimately ruined the play was introduced as I felt I was focusing too much on Taako’s appearance and not the fact he is incredibly smart and a brilliant wizard.

So I decided to make this fic mostly lighthearted. I wanted to squeeze as many highschool tropes in like the gigantic party, the school play, the football match. The last chapter has a scene in a class for every subject as I felt like I somewhat forgot to write them ever being in class for a large chunk of the middle section. But then again no one really want to read about school do they?

I almost always write my stories to a song, but in this case it was an album. Vance Joy’s Dream Your Life Away, and while I love the music I never want to hear it again for like at least a few months. I would play the whole album every time I sat down to write this thing. It set the summer-time mood for the fic. If you listen to the songs youll probably find places where each song inspired bits of the fic.

The first song Wind’s of Change begins with the like ‘I miss you more than you could know’ which began the driving idea of Magnus dealing with the loss of his father. The song ‘first time’ begins with a line about jumping in the neighbours pool which obviously… inspired magnus jumping into a pool. ‘The best that I can’ inspired Magnus and Mr Waxmen’s interaction. I love the idea of a teenage boy who keeps doing the wrong thing, feeling shame in himself and in his mentor and trying to get better.

The song ‘from afar’ was initially Taako’s song. This whole fic was going to be a Taako / Magnus / Kravitz fic where Taako convinces Magnus to take care of himself and Magnus realises Taako is in love with him and this helps him discover he’s bi and it was super dramatic. There was (an still is) some Magnus / Kravtiz scenes too mostly in the form of flirting.

As I stepped away from this being a ship heavy fic this song became Lucretia’s song. Lucretia’s unrequited love to Lup was mostly written from the heart, and I’m so sorry to Lucretia stans, she deserves all the GFs in the world. But I felt this was a very powerful thing to write in a teen story.

Taako’s fear of LDR is also taken from the heart. In a way this whole fic was a serious vent from my high school experience. Similarly as I am now 21, I didn’t feel comfortable nor did I even really conceptualise any NSFW scenes for this fic. It just didn’t seem to have a place. Besides, sex is in almost all other teen movies and books. I also wanted to keep weed out of this one bc I personally hate how drugs are in every teen story.

I actually had a planned acronym for the IPRE, the Insufferable Prick Resistance Ensemble, and a short backstory that Magnus Taako Lup and Merle formed the group in their youth to complain about annoying classmates.

Writing Lydia and Edward was the worst. I don’t know how to write cool and sassy kids. Me at me: don’t make me do it again.

 Heres the entirety of my prepared barry notes:

Barry

-Oculus, opens portals?

-Likes pretty girl?!!?!?!

 I had a planned thing for how each of their grand relics could play into the fic but it was far too much work.

I was also planning on writing wayyyy more Lucretia and wayyyy less Barry. Bc Lucretia was basically me as a teenager. But I started writing Barry as one of my friends and this helped me just write bundles and bundles of Barry content.

I really didn’t have anything planned for davenport. Even drawing his yearbook I was like whelp idk. The idea of him becoming a sports strategist kicked in right as I was writing the paragraph about killian being the new jock, simply bc the section needed to be longer and frankly, I love how his story turned out.

Part of scrapping the original, edgy tone of julia’s death and taako / magnus romance was wanting to continue the tradition where TAZ is a world separate of racism and homophobia. I scrapped original ideas of magnus being provoked by homophobic remarks and transphobic remarks about lup, wanting this to also be an escapist piece like TAZ is. Therefore coming up with other reasons for magnus to get into fights was hard and also I hate writing fights bc ive never been in a fight in my life.

The first half of this fic I was riding an enthusiasm high and just adding scenes and conversations as I thought of them and listened to the story. By about the end of semester 3 I still cared about the fic but I was basically writing everything I had pre-planned with little innovation.

All in all, this was extremely fun to write, and I think it made me a much, much, much better author. I love anyone who read the whole thing sm.

[prettylilparker]

Soph’s 200 Celebration

(ignore my sappiness if you want and skip down to the CELEBRATION)

you guys have no idea how utterly grateful i am for each and every single one of you like every single follower i have, i’ve looked at your blogs and smiled to myself at the idea of you (yeah u bitch) liking my posts and my writing?? like wow it’s insane to think that ppl actually like my shit.

i’ve only been here for a month and i’ve only gotten an overwhelming amount of love and support from this whole fandom and i’ve met some beautiful, sweet, caring people that i’m so glad i’ve been blessed enough to get to interact with them. i can’t believe i’d get this many followers (ik i’m still a small blog but it’s never been abt the numbers anyway) within only a damn month?!?! i’m speechless like who would wanna follow this annoying ass rat? but always let me get to the good stuff!!

SOPH’S 200 CELEBRATION (saturday, december 2nd @ 7pm est and sunday, december 3rd all day)

SEND ME ASKS LOVES (u can send them now!!!) about....

BLURBS OR HEADCANONS

send me an idea with someone from the sm:hoco characters (peter, mj, ned, flash, and liz r included!!), the sm:hoco cast (zendaya, jacob, laura, and tony), the holland bros and haz (tom, sam, harry, and haz), and even stranger things characters or cast!! 

these can be platonic or romantic!! just specify if it’s platonic or else i’ll just assume it’s romantic

MOODBOARDS

send me a character!! and an idea for a moodboard and if u want it in a specific color    ex. “peter parker study date, warm brown tones” (if colors get out of hand i’ll just choose black and white lmfao)

these can be personal or not!! (if personal, send me a pic of yourself in my messages or give me a brief description of your appearance so i can choose pics that kinda look like u or don’t and i’ll just make it basic ((((: ) 

SHIPS

i’ll give you a ship and a cute lil head canon of ur relationship/ a quick blurb of something between y’all! send a description of urself aka physical and some personal qualities/traits   ex. “i’m straight, i have long brown hair and brown eyes and i’m 5′2″ tall, i love dogs and i’m the mom friend in my group bc i’m super caring”

specify whether it’s for the holland bros and haz, the sm:hoco cast, the sm:hoco characters, or even ur own people for me to decide btwn    ex.”can i have a ship with either haz, jacob, or aunt may”

the more specific u r abt yourself the more i can write abt cute relationship stuff you guys do!! so say ur interests, ideal dates, etc!!

I’LL TALK ABT MY CRUSHES OR U CAN TALK ABT URS!!

self explanatory; send me an ask saying “talk abt ur crush(s)” “u have more than 1 crush? ur a hoe” (i have 3 atm cuz im indeed a hoe)

OR send me stuff abt urs and we’ll fawn over their cuteness or i can add on a story abt my own crush!!

RECOMMEND ME SONGS OR BOOKS OR MOVIES!!

all of u have amazing tastes so i’d really like some recommendations bc i love reading and watching and listening to stuff so yea boi just send me an ask

TALK ABT UR DAY!!

how was ur day love? i hope good, if not then rant to me!!

ASK ME RANDOM QUESTIONS

“what’s ur fav tea? what’s ur fav color? do u like gossip girl? what’s ur fav book? movie? what tv shows have you watched all the way through? which shows did u watch (but not all the seasons)?”

yes i will answer every single one i get!! i promise no matter how weird!!

DON’T LET THIS FLOP I’M SO EXCITED lmfao all my mutuals undercut that i love and hope can maybe join in my lil celebration and signal boost?? <3 (lol sorry if u don't wanna see this and i’m being hella annoying, just ignore bc ik a lot of u r wayyyy bigger blogs than me and i’m hella grateful u goddesses think i’m not complete trash)

@arachnid-kid @hufflepuffholland @tomsh0lland @ttholland @bittersweetholland @iamnesta @tbholland @petesparkes @stormyparker @heartbreakerholland @spee-iderman @cutehollands @tomsaloha @ohparkers @purelyparker @ur-not-tom-holland-tho @tom-holla @cuteparkers @nedslaptop @spideyparkerfilms @parkerbenpeter @httpsamholland @tohollandback @venusparker @heavenlytom @screamholland @five-foot-two-joanne @game-of-spidey-imagines @phobicpeter @snetersnarker @tomhollandxreader @buckylicious @parkersbabe @honeynutholland @dearcindymoon @zendmylife @hollandbaby @pillow223 (wow that’s longer than i thought it would be) once again, sorry if i’m being annoying by tagging u and completely feel free to ignore u goddesses

[mell0bee]

(sorry for using slashes so much i really do not want this to show up in tags at all)

yknow just a CR rant about shipping under the cut (or rather my indifference to it)

all the stuff going down in the cr fandom after fjor//ester became canon on thursday (and even bea//uyas//ha seeming like it’s gonna be canon a few months ago) has just really reminded me how little i care about shipping anymore (and also why i’m glad i have refused to touch the fandom with a 10ft pole)

like!! don’t get me wrong i have my preferences w shipping (i am a multishipper technically but that doesn’t mean i like every ship lol) and i think fjor//ester is cute in theory (laura and travis r so valid for wanting to romance each other in dnd) but kinda bland and Very Hetero in practice (and also like where did jes’ feelings come from?? idk i hadn’t picked up on her feelings for him at all) and i prefer other ships for the both of them

though i should make it clear that it’s their own dnd game and they should be able to do what they want, too, even if i personally find it to be a less interesting possibility. dnd live play shows are totally different from other media, your characters and relationships are much more personal and i’m pretty sure ppl who are against this argument have never played dnd lol.

and like i 100% agree that if a piece of media no longer sparks joy you should marie kondo it and stop watching or take a break (those ppl that hate a pc or a player and still watch the show i have 0 understanding of like yall just stop watching the show it’s that simple), and i have marie kondo’d shows out of my life many times

but also. you’re telling me that you invested all this time into either bingeing the series or reading summaries. a dnd show with heavy focus on lore, cults, a whole political mess, pc character development, platonic found family, etc etc, and are stopping watching the show. because?? your ship won’t be canon?? like y’all were watching CR for the ROMANCE?? for YOUR SPECIFIC ROMANCE?? and not ALL THOSE OTHER THINGS?? wild.

like idk. i do not understand this. especially because it was clear fjor//ester was gonna go canon from the start whether it made sense or was interesting at all or not. i thought people like played dating sims if they were specifically invested in romance?? watched romance anime or idk. mira//culous lady//bug or smth? i understand stopping watching Those because of romance. but not CR, which has never focused on romance in the first place??

i LIKE shipping, and i’m not a fan of fjor//ester, but i’m not gonna stop watching because the eisel//cross lore and the whole TT plot and the eventual plan to take down the CA and where the pcs will go from here is wayyyy more interesting to me than any romance. every single ship!! even the ones i really like!! like, romance for me is supposed to supplement the plot and highlight character relationships/development (including unrequited stuff), not BE the plot. and i have been subjected to Too Many shows that throw the plot and the lore away (and even character development entirely) and ignore inconsistencies and instead focus heavily on the (poorly written) romance, but CR is not one of those shows. never has been. i guess what i’m saying is one boring straight ship being canon isn’t gonna ruin the show for me.

maybe i’m just too aro for this. or burnt out from other media. idk. im Simply Vibing. i will continue to go full conspiracy theory mode at every lore drop, cry over everyone’s friendships and character development, and reblog aro/ace cad art every time i see it. and also not touch this fandom besides reblogging stuff i like with a 10ft pole.

something something romance is seen as the Most Important thing in fandom and everything else is seen as inferior, something something amatonormativity. yall i’ll make the being aro in fandom and interacting with shipping post SOMEDAY.

[michelfrombreathless-blog]

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? I’d say good morning and tell her I love her. 2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Exactly what she said: We’re in a very serious relationship. 3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care? I would be worried if it was hard drugs, of course I would care. 4. Is your last name longer than six letters? Yes. 5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober? Sober. 6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up? No. 7. What does your last received text say? “SERIOUSLY” 8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed? Too many to keep track! 9. Where was your last kiss at? In the living room. 10. When is the last time you saw your sister? Last week. 11. What do you drink in the morning? Water. 12. Where did you sleep last night? In bed. 13. Do you think relationships are hard? Nah but people make them seem hard. 14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you? I don’t think so. 15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems? Sounds like the perfect night. 16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy? Rainy. 17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you? Idk lmao 18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants? Sweatpants but they’re my pajamas. 19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now? Hell yeah. 20. Does anyone like you? At least one person and she’s all I need. 21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S? No. 22. Is the last person you kissed gay? No. 23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand? SEVERAL LMAO 24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo? Yes 25. In the past week have you cried? Yes. 26. What breed was the last dog you saw? A pitbull mix who walks by my work every night. 27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower? Both??? 28. Have you ever kissed a football player? No. 29. Do you think you’re old? Inside, yes. 30. Do you like text messaging? Yes. 31. What type of day are you having? A nice one. 32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced? Nah. 33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather? Cold. 34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you? Yes, Pamela, my sister, my mother, and my grandmothers. 35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling? A relationship. 36. Are you a simple or complicated person? Idk? I’m pretty simple. 37. What song are you listening to? She’s So High - Tal Bachman 38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it? Yes 39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you? My sister and my girlfriend. 40. What made you start liking the person you like now? Her wit. 41. When did you last receive a text message? They’re coming so fast in this one groupchat, I gotta say like, two seconds ago lmao 42. What is wrong with you right now? My left nostril is blocked. 43. How well do you know the last female you texted? REAL good (it was my girlfriend) 44. Does anyone disgust you? YES LMAOOOO 45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? If it was Pam :) 46. Are you in a good mood right now? HELL YES 47. Who was the last person you talked to in person? Pam 48. What color shirt are you wearing? white 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? twitter said taylor swift released a new song, i didnt fuckin wanna hear that 50. Anyone you’re giving up on? Yeah he showed his true colours lmao 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for? No, I’m in love with her. 52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t? No 53. Do you like rain? YES 54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? As long as it doesn’t hurt her. 55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them? ??? prolly 56. Do you like to cuddle? FUCK YES. 57. Are you shy? Very 58. Do you get along with girls? ??? my best friends are my sister and my girlfriend,so yes 59. Have you dated the person you texted last? Yes 😂 60. What do you carry with you at all times? a pencil 61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you? .fuck yes 62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? We’re wayyyy past that 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? no 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? Yes! 65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?  yes 66. How old are the last three people you kissed? 21 (my girlfriend), 23 (my sister), 4 (my dog) 67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? I dont want my nails painted 68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? Leopard print. 69. Do you have any stickers on your car? I aint got a car 70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? I LOVE LIL WAYNE 71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? none 72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? only once. i was 5 73. Do you like diet soda? I don’t like soda at all. 74. What color are the walls in your room? off-white 75. Are you 16 or older?  Yes! 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? never 77. Do you have a job?yes 78. What are your initials? JLC 79. Did you ever have braces? Yes 80. Are you from the south? No 81. What does your last status on facebook say? idk i dont have it anymore lmao 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? HEEELL NO 83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? mom 84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? ??? nope 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? the new spiderman 86. Do you smoke? i’ve not smoked in a month or more but im a smoker, i’m gonna take it up again soon as school starts 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? neither 88. Is your phone touch screen? no 89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? i dont do anything to my hair 90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? Yes 91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? lake 92. Have you ever made out in a car? Yes.    93. …Had sex in a car? Yes. 94. Are you single or in a relationship? In a relationship. 95. What were you doing last night at midnight? i was really sick, i was in bed with pam 96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? On the 4th of July i saw them the first time 97. Do you like the camera on your phone? no 98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? No.   99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?  No. 100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? no 101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? No lmao 102. Name your favorite Kesha song: blah blah blah 103. Do you have any tan lines right now? no 104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?no