#im so sorry daan all i ever do to you is whatever this is.

[vampireghostsart]

sorry for this

[ratanslily]

I know the pressure you have in India since I have many friends from India who told me many stories but I just hope that you wont have to marry and become a mother against your will. You deserve all good things in life and you dont deserve this pressure ❤️ Here in Sweden the culture is extremely shallow. If you are in my age you should be married having kids and GOD FORBID if you dont want to. Then people look down on you asking what your problem is if you decide being single and independent

oh God im really sorry things are like that there😔😔. see here, living w parents is completely normal but sex before marriage is a big taboo (which isnt right, people are allowed to do whatever they like, when they're of legal age, ofc w protections)

about my life, I have made it very clear to my mom that i view marriage as a sort of prison, and I'm not ready to be a prisoner just yet. She understands me, but im a bit scared of the society in here because Indians don't work on their will, but rather on the society's. I just don't think I'm mentally well enough to be a wife yet, so my mom gets it. besides, I didn't ever think my dad won't be by my side in my wedding, so its hard for me to picture a wedding without his blessings. I know, he's up there supporting me but you know.. its hard coming to terms with his absence. here, kanya-daan (a ritual in marriage) is done by parents, and it's gonna feel empty with just mom there, not him. all this stuff messed with my head you kno?? i just want to say fuck it! im not getting married like that. I'll get some job, help my family financially, just don't make me marry.

also i just don't think i want to go thru the process of baby making. i just don't want to. salute to the people who do it but that just seems very tough and uncomfortable for me.

let's see where life takes me though, hope its for the best.